XXIX

Lord Will was greatly impressed, as may be supposed, by that interview

with Mrs. Swinford. When he joined Leo downstairs he had very little to

say. He had not the heart to play a game at billiards, but knocked the

balls a little vaguely, and took the refreshment which was given to him

while he puffed at his cigar. ‘I say, Swinford, your mother and this

aunt of mine don’t seem to hit it off,’ he said.

‘Don’t they?’ said Leo. ‘I don’t know, indeed; they were great friends

once.’

‘Which makes women hate each other all the more when they fall out.’

‘Does it?’ said Leo. ‘You seem to know so much. I am older, but my

knowledge is much less.’

‘By Jove!’ said Lord Will. ‘You ought to have learnt a thing or two,’

and then he became suddenly silent, thinking it would be very difficult

if he were called upon to explain himself. Leo did not ask any

questions, but he was not indifferent to what his friend said.

‘I think you should not take anybody’s opinion,’ he said. ‘If you want

to know about your aunt, go and see her for yourself.’

‘I’ve done that, thanks to you, Swinford; and I thought her

stunning--that’s the truth. But you see there’s money in it, and we’re

not to call rich at Pakenham. It would be a deal pleasanter for my

father to keep all Uncle John’s money than to divide with a lady who

perhaps has no real right. Don’t jump up in that way--I think her

stunning. But still you know that’s a very queer story of Mrs.

Swinford’s. Uncle Will was no end of a bad old man, I’ve always heard.

Why mightn’t he do that as well as the rest?’

‘I do not know,’ said Leo, who had grown pale, ‘what your respected

uncle is supposed to have done. He may have been the greatest reprobate

that ever lived; but I do not see how that furthers your case. I presume

there must have been two of them before it would do you any good; and

the man who will endeavour to cast a blemish upon that lady--well, I may

say he will have to do with me first.’

‘Swinford! for goodness’ sake don’t take up that tone. Why, what have

you to do with it? Do you mean to challenge me? These are your French

ways--you know as well as I do they’re no go here.’

‘The more’s the pity, when it is a question of injuring a woman!’ said

Leo, whose moustache had taken a warlike twist, and every nerve in his

person seemed strung.

‘I don’t want to injure her; but if you think fifty thousand pounds or

so--that’s a nice bit of money to hand over for no motive but sheer love

of justice--if it should turn out perhaps--’

‘If what should turn out?’

‘Well--that perhaps they had no real right. I don’t mean that it would

be their fault. She might have been taken in, and never known. I’ve

always heard he was a horrible old scamp, up to everything--and would

have cheated you as soon as look at you. It would be nothing wonderful

if he had cheated a girl who, I suppose, was fond of him. A woman will

be fond of anything that notices her, I believe. And fifty thousand

pounds is a big bit of money to throw away.’

‘Well, my friend,’ said Leo, ‘I am quite well aware that fighting is, as

you say in England, no go; but I am bound also to allow that it is a

farce in France, and that if it were ever so serious and real it is not

a way to decide a question like this. However, let us try, if not to

decide it at least to throw some light upon it.’

‘Oh, that’s easy enough done, old man,’ said Lord Will. ‘You needn’t

trouble yourself. She has a solicitor, I suppose, and he will have to

send in all the papers to our man, and they’ll manage it between them.

Of course, if our fellow has a hint that there is anything irregular he

will be more particular. That’s more or less what I came for, don’t you

know: to see what she had heard about old John, and so forth, and what

she expected and----’

‘What you say,’ said Leo, ‘sounds as if you meant--that you were to try

whether she could be made to be content with less than her rights--with

anything that it was thought well to give. I don’t suppose that is what

you mean.’

‘It’s kind of you to add that much,’ said Lord Will, who had stopped in

his amusement of knocking about the balls, which he had been doing

savagely, to stare in a threatening way at his friend. Then he threw

down the cue and began to walk up and down the hall. ‘Swinford,’ he said

after a while, coming back to the table, ‘do you know that is, I

believe, exactly what I was intended to do? I knew it in a kind of a

way, but I never put it into words. I believe they thought she might

have been put off with a thousand pounds or two, as if it had been a

legacy.’

‘But your lawyers--I suppose they have a character to lose--would not

have consented.’

‘Oh! there’s no saying what lawyers will consent to when they’re on your

side. I note what you say, about having characters to lose. I suppose

you think that we--haven’t much, perhaps.’

‘I did not mean that,’ said Leo briefly.

‘Well, perhaps you will now--but that would be a mistake. We’re none of

us lawyers. Don’t you know that people sometimes take up an idea that

looks quite allowable until you put it into words? Here’s a woman living

quite by herself in a corner, wanting very little money. And the

governor, you know, has been making her an allowance all this time. What

can she want with a lot of money like that? It would only worry her,

make her think, perhaps, she could set up in a different way of living,

and bring her to grief in the end. And she as good as owes the family

her allowance all these years, which my father wasn’t any way compelled

to give. D’ye see? Well, it doesn’t sound very high-minded, I allow, but

it’s very plausible. It would be no end of use to us--fifty thousand

pounds, or say forty-five with five thousand or so off to her----’

‘Oh! you mean to be so liberal as that!’

‘By Jove! don’t drive me to it, or I may---- Look here, don’t let’s

quarrel, Swinford. It’s so caddish. I never thought of the business, I

tell you, from your point of view. It sounds very plausible. It’s quite

possible the lawyers wouldn’t have stood it; I don’t know. They never

thought of the law, nor that she had any natural right, don’t you see,

to old John’s money. They knew very well he would never have left it to

her, when he knew how heavily the governor was dipped and all that. I

fail to see even now what harm there was in it. The allowance, of

course, would be continued, and five thousand pounds is as much to a

woman living like that, as fifty is at home. It would have been an

enormous windfall; that is what my mo--I mean what my people thought.’

Leo Swinford had a mind which was very tolerant, and he wanted of

course, now he had calmed down a little, to make the best of it. He

nodded his head, and said: ‘I allow that perhaps it was plausible; but I

presume it would be felony all the same.’

‘Felony,’ said the other with a stare of astonishment--the word seemed

to puzzle him. ‘The governor is the head of the family,’ he said

vaguely, which somehow seemed a reason.

‘It would be defrauding one of the heirs of an intestate person of her

just share. The heir would be Mab, I suppose, not her mother.’

‘Oh,’ said Lord Will, quite confused; what between the transference of

the heirship, the inattention of his friend to his plea that his father

was the head of the family, which to himself seemed to be a condition of

importance, and the extremely big word that Leo had used, this young

man, who was not clever, but who was not at all a bad fellow

notwithstanding the mission in which his dull intelligence had not seen

any harm, was quite bewildered, and did not know what to think.

‘Yes,’ said Leo, ‘I don’t know much about English law, but Mab no doubt

would be the heir; and any reasoning brought to bear upon her to make

her accept a portion of her natural right in place of the whole, would

be the same, I presume, as if you had stolen so much from her.’

‘Oh, stolen! rubbish!’ cried Lord Will; then he explained ingenuously,

‘there was to be no reasoning brought to bear; I was to inform them

simply that Uncle John had left--a legacy.’

‘That would have been what I believe is called in English--lying.’

‘Swinford! you mean, I think, to make me forget that I am your guest, in

your house.’

‘In French,’ said Leo, taking no notice, ‘it is called _mensonge_, and

has sometimes interpretations more or less favourable. When you save

your mother’s reputation or your father’s honour, as it is called,

_mensonge_ is the word, and you are not judged too severely; but I have

always heard that in England to lie was the worst offence.’

Lord Will was a little stupid, and therefore very placable. But this

stung him to the quick. He knew what a lie meant, and though he felt a

resistance and profound objection in himself to accept that dreadful

word as representing his action, still, he felt there was a horrible

resemblance between his intentions and that theory. Certainly the

legacy would have been a lie. He did not see that though he had come to

say this, he had already in the frankness which was far deeper down in

his nature than any intention of guilt, committed himself to the actual

truth. No consciousness of that fact softened his sensations. What Leo

said was true. He had come not only to say but to act a lie.

‘You’re tremendously severe,’ he said. ‘I should knock you down by

rights for hinting at such a thing.’

‘Yes, you might,’ said Leo, ‘and you could if you liked. You are bigger

than I am; but I don’t see what difference that would make.’

‘I don’t either,’ said Lord Will. And then there was a pause; he was not

clear enough in his mind to stop there. ‘But if this,’ he said, ‘that

Mrs. Swinford tells me is true----’

‘What did my mother tell you?’

‘Well! you ought to care more about what she says than about any other

woman’s pretences. She says that it’s very uncertain whether they were

ever married at all. Look here, don’t you know, it isn’t me, it’s your

mother. She says they went off from her house together, eloping, as far

as I could make out, in the middle of the night: and that the next time

she saw them, she--this lady--was with my uncle in Paris and called Lady

William. That’s all. Of course, if it was a marriage she’ll be able to

prove everything about it; but if not, it does seem a little hard,

doesn’t it, that those fifty thousand pounds of old John’s money should

be lost? And you must remember, Swinford, it is your mother who says so;

it is not I.’

Leo was silenced by this speech. He had not been prepared for so bold a

statement, nor that Mrs. Swinford would interfere in such a way as this.

Whence had she derived this hate against her old friend? His mind went

back easily to the period when Emily Plowden was the pet of the house.

He had only been a child, indeed, but a child remembers every detail

which older people forget. And he remembered more vaguely, yet well

enough, to have heard his father speak of Lady William after their

establishment in Paris. Leo had not known very much of his father, who

was a reserved man, and not demonstrative to the boy, who was his

mother’s toy and darling, a little drawing-room puppet, everything that

an English father would most dislike in his son. Leo was aware of all

this now, and exaggerated it, as was natural, his own later conduct in

life having been revolutionised more or less by compunctions and

repentances in respect to his father. He could not tell how it was that

in a moment the image of that father leaped into his mind. It seemed to

him that he could almost see the little scene--the ornate suite of rooms

in Paris, his mother lying back scornful and splendid in a great chair,

his father walking up and down in high indignation and something about

Lady William on his lips. What it was he did not remember, but that his

father had spoken in respect, he was sure. The recollection came to his

mind like an assurance and pledge that all was well.

‘You must take care,’ he said, taking the cue which Lord Will had thrown

down, and beginning in his turn to torture the balls, ‘that the wish is

not father to the thought. When it is for one’s interest that a thing

should be, it is so easy to persuade oneself that it is.’

‘That is not my case, Swinford. I did hope I might have made something

of the business; but to have it settled for good and all in this way was

never in my thoughts. The governor himself never knew, nor any one. I

don’t believe he ever suspected----’

‘And yet you are certain, all at once?’

‘Well, not certain,’ said Lord Will; ‘but when a lady, a friend of the

woman, with nothing in her mind but justice, I suppose----’

‘My mother,’ said Leo, ‘has told you nothing from her own knowledge. She

informs you of a possibility of wrong. Your own father was on the spot;

he went over when his brother died, but he suspected nothing; and my

father, a man of the highest honour, though I did not know him as I

ought, suspected nothing. Take care how you let a mere insinuation--a

doubt----’

‘It was your mother who made it, Swinford.’

Leo was very pale, and an angry cloud came over his countenance. He

turned round with an impulse of indignation towards the young man who

forced this upon him. ‘My mother,’ he said, ‘may be mistaken; she is

human, like the rest of us. In the meantime, I think you are showing

little knowledge of human nature, Pakenham. Do you think that lady whom

you saw to-day could have lived as she has done for all these years

under a burden of shame? and could look as she does if she knew that she

might be found out any day?’

‘Women are dreadful hypocrites,’ said Lord Will. ‘They can face things

out in a way no man could do. Why, I’ve seen at home how things can be

faced out--and no doubt so have you, too.’

‘She is not of the kind to face things out.’

‘Oh, I quite acknowledge she’s a stunner, and all that. Reason the more

why she should hold her own, and refuse to understand if a fellow dared

to put a question--oh, not that I should ever dare to do that. I’m no

more a coward than most other people, but say to a woman like that that

I believed she wasn’t rightly married, I’d sooner jump into the river

any day with a bullet at my heel.’

‘Which means simply that your inner man--the better part of you--is

aware of the fact, which, for your interest, you would like to deny:

that is all about it. I advise you to drop the idea, like a hot potato,

as they say here. It is not true.’

‘Prove that it isn’t true, and I’ll not say another word.’

‘I prove it by simply pointing to the lady in question,’ said Leo hotly.

‘Oh, that! but even if I were to take that view, she mightn’t know,

herself. She might be deceived as well as the rest.’

A look of sudden alarm came upon Leo’s face. Lady William was a person

of high intelligence, but she was not a woman of the world. In the quick

look he gave upward, in his way of returning to his aimless play, and

the impatience with which he struck again the innocent balls, sending

them coursing to every corner, the trouble of his mind might be guessed.

This gave his visitor fresh courage.

‘You needn’t fear, Swinford,’ he said, ‘that I’ll bully a--person like

that. Whatever her position may be, there’s nothing common about her,

that’s clear. I’ll give our man a hint. Get it all clear about marriage

and all that, and the proof of the child’s birth and so forth--all in

the way of business. You may trust me for that: not a word to her, but

just what’s necessary between the two solicitors, don’t you know. I

think now I’m going to bed.’

‘I advise you,’ said Leo, taking care not to see his companion’s hand

stretched out to him, ‘to be careful how you discount your hopes. Do not

count your eggs, as they say here, till they are hatched.’

‘You mean the chickens: and I should not dream of putting the fifty

thousand pounds in my own pocket. Why, man alive, it’s not for me! I

shan’t get twenty thousand farthings of it, nor anything like that.’

‘Ah, then you are hopeless, for you will feel yourself disinterested,’

said Leo, so busy with the balls that once more he missed seeing Lord

Will’s hand stretched out.

‘I say, Swinford, there’s no ill-feeling, I hope.’

‘Why should there be any ill-feeling?’ said Leo, raising his eyes for a

moment with a benign but too radiant smile. He turned to the balls again

the next moment as he said lightly with a wave of his cue, ‘Good night.’

It is confusing, it must be allowed, to a plain intelligence, to have

one member of a family force information of the most serious kind upon

you, while another avoids shaking hands with you because you believe it.

Such things happen, no doubt, in the world, but they are rare, and Lord

Will went upstairs to his room in a very uncomfortable state of mind,

not knowing which he should depend on of those two conflicting powers.

Leo remained for some time after, still knocking about the balls.

Morris, with whom his master in the dearth of other companions had

sometimes played an occasional game, hung about in prospect of a call.

But Morris was disappointed, though it was perhaps an hour later before

Mr. Swinford left that uninviting occupation. He went on with the

gravest face in the world, but very devious strokes, evidently as

indifferent to what he was doing as he was overwhelmingly serious in

doing it. The click of the balls and of his steps round the table gave a

curious sound in the midst of the silence of the great house. Such

sounds say more of solitude than the most complete stillness, and Leo’s

countenance was as grave as if he had been playing, like a man in an old

legend, with some unseen being for his own soul.

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