SIR THOMAS AT HOME.
Sir Thomas Underwood was welcomed home at the villa with a double
amount of sympathy and glory,--that due to him for his victory being
added to that which came to him on the score of his broken arm. A
hero is never so much a hero among women as when he has been wounded
in the battle. The very weakness which throws him into female hands
imparts a moiety of his greatness to the women who for the while
possess him, and creates a partnership in heroism, in which the
feminine half delights to make the most of its own share. During
the week at Percycross and throughout the journey Patience had had
this half all to herself; and there had arisen to her considerable
enjoyment from it as soon as she found that her father would probably
be none the worse for his accident after a few weeks. She saw more of
him now than she had done for years, and was able, after a fashion,
to work her quiet, loving, female will with him, exacting from him
an obedience to feminine sway such as had not been exercised on him
since his wife's death. He himself had been humbled, passive, and
happy. He had taken his gruel, grumbled with modesty, and consoled
himself with constantly reflecting that he was member of Parliament
for the borough of Percycross.
During their journey, although Patience was urgent in requiring from
her father quiescence, lest he should injure himself by too much
exertion, there were many words spoken both as to Clarissa and Mary
Bonner. As to poor Clary, Sir Thomas was very decided that if there
were any truth in the suspicion which had been now roused in his mind
as to Ralph the heir, the thing must be put an end to at once. Ralph
who had been the heir was now in possession of that mess of pottage
for which he had sold his inheritance,--so said Sir Thomas to his
daughter,--and would undoubtedly consume that, as he had consumed the
other mess which should have lasted him till the inheritance was his
own. And he told to Patience the whole story as to Polly Neefit,--the
whole story, at least, as he had heard it. Ralph had declared to Sir
Thomas, when discussing the expedience of his proposed marriage with
the daughter of the breeches-maker, that he was attached to Polly
Neefit. Sir Thomas had done all he could to dissuade the young man
from a marriage which, in his eyes, was disgraceful; but he could
not bring himself to look with favour on affections transferred so
quickly from the breeches-maker's daughter to his own. There must be
no question of a love affair between Clary and the foolish heir who
had disinherited himself by his folly. All this was doubly painful to
Patience. She suffered first for her sister, the violence of whose
feelings were so well known to her, and so completely understood; and
then on her own account she was obliged to endure the conviction that
she was deceiving her father. Although she had allowed something of
the truth to escape from her, she had not wilfully told her sister's
secret. But looking at the matter from her father's point of view,
and hearing all that her father now said, she was brought in guilty
of hypocrisy in the court of her own conscience.
In that other matter as to Mary Bonner there was much more of
pleasantness. There could be no possible reason why that other man,
to whom Fortune was going to be so good, should not marry Mary
Bonner, if Mary could bring herself to take him into her good graces.
And of course she would. Such at least was Sir Thomas's opinion.
How was it possible that a girl like Mary, who had nothing of her
own, should fail to like a lover who had everything to recommend
him,--good looks, good character, good temper, and good fortune.
Patience did make some protest against this, for the sake of her sex.
She didn't think, she said, that Mary had ever thought of Mr. Newton
in that light. "There must be a beginning to such thoughts, of
course," said Sir Thomas. Patience explained that she had nothing
to say against Mr. Newton. It would all be very nice and proper, no
doubt,--only perhaps Mary might not care for Mr. Newton. "Psha!"
said Sir Thomas. Sir Thomas seemed to think that the one girl was
as much bound to fall in love as the other was to abstain from so
doing. Patience continued her protest,--but very mildly, because her
father's arm was in a sling. Then there arose the question whether
Mary should be told of the young man's letter. Patience thought that
the young man should be allowed to come and speak for himself. Sir
Thomas made no objection to the young man's coming. The young man
might come when he pleased. But Sir Thomas thought it would be well
that Mary should know what the young man had written. And so they
reached home.
To be glorified by one worshipping daughter had been pleasant to the
wounded hero, but to be glorified by two daughters and a niece was
almost wearisome. On the first evening nothing was said about the
love troubles or love prospects of the girls. Sir Thomas permitted to
himself the enjoyment of his glory, with some few signs of impatience
when the admiration became too strong. He told the whole story of
his election, lying back among his cushions on the sofa, although
Patience, with mild persistence, cautioned him against exertion.
"It is very bad that you should have your arm broken, papa," said
Clarissa.
"It is a bore, my dear."
"Of course it is,--a dreadful bore. But as it is doing so well, I am
so glad that you went down to Percycross. It is such a great thing
that you should be in the House again. It does give so much colour to
our lives here."
"I hope they were not colourless before."
"You know what I mean. It is so nice to feel that you are in
Parliament."
"It is quite on the cards that I may lose the seat by petition."
"They never can be so cruel," said Mary.
"Cruelty!" said Sir Thomas laughing. "In politics men skin each other
without the slightest feeling. I do not doubt that Mr. Westmacott
would ruin me with the most perfect satisfaction, if by doing so he
could bring the seat within his own reach again; and yet I believe
Mr. Westmacott to be a kind-hearted, good sort of man. There is a
theory among Englishmen that in politics no man need spare another.
To wish that your opponent should fall dead upon the hustings is not
an uncharitable wish at an election."
"Oh, papa!" exclaimed Patience.
"At any rate you are elected," said Clary.
"And threatened folk live long, uncle," said Mary Bonner.
"So they say, my dear. Well, Patience, don't look at me with so much
reprobation in your eyes, and I will go to bed at once. Being here
instead of at the Percy Standard does make one inclined to take a
liberty."
"Oh, papa, it is such a delight to have you," said Clary, jumping up
and kissing her father's forehead. All this was pleasant enough, and
the first evening came to an end very happily.
The next morning Patience, when she was alone with her father, made
a request to him with some urgency. "Papa," she said, "do not say
anything to Clary about Ralph."
"Why not?"
"If there is anything in it, let it die out of itself."
"But is there?"
"How am I to say? Think of it, papa. If I knew it, I could hardly
tell,--even you."
"Why not? If I am not to hear the truth from you who is to tell me?"
"Dear papa, don't be angry. There may be a truth which had better not
be told. What we both want is that Clary shouldn't suffer. If you
question her she will suffer. You may be sure of this,--that she will
obey your wishes."
"How can she obey them, unless she knows them?"
"She shall know them," said Patience. But Sir Thomas would give no
promise.
On that same day Sir Thomas sent for his niece into his room, and
there read to her the letter which he had received from the Squire's
son. It was now the last week of October,--that short blessed morsel
of time which to the poor Squire at Newton was the happiest of his
life. He was now cutting down trees and building farm-houses, and
looking after his stud in all the glory of his success. Ralph had
written his letter, and had received his answer,--and he also was
successful and glorious. That fatal day on which the fox would not
break from Barford Woods had not yet arrived. Mary Bonner heard the
letter read, and listened to Sir Thomas's speech without a word,
without a blush, and without a sign. Sir Thomas began his speech very
well, but became rather misty towards the end, when he found himself
unable to reduce Mary to a state of feminine confusion. "My dear," he
began, "I have received a letter which I think it is my duty to read
to you."
"A letter, uncle?"
"Yes, my dear. Sit down while I read it. I may as well tell you at
once that it is a letter which has given me very great satisfaction.
It is from a young gentleman;"--upon hearing this announcement Mary's
face assumed a look of settled, collected strength, which never left
it for a moment during the remainder of the interview,--"yes; from a
young gentleman, and I may say that I never read a letter which I
thought to be more honourable to the writer. It is from Mr. Ralph
Newton,--not the Ralph with whom you have found us to be so intimate,
but from the other who will some day be Mr. Newton of Newton Priory."
Then Sir Thomas looked into his niece's face, hoping to see there
something of the flutter of expectant triumph. But there was neither
flutter nor triumph in Mary's countenance. He read the letter,
sitting up in his bed, with his left arm in a sling, and then he
handed it to her. "You had better look at it yourself, my dear." Mary
took the letter, and sat as though she were reading it. It seemed
to Sir Thomas that she was reading it with the cold accuracy of a
cautious attorney;--but in truth her eyes did not follow a single
word of the letter. There was neither flutter nor triumph in her
face, or in the movement of her limbs, or in the quiet, almost
motionless carriage of her body; but, nevertheless, the pulses of her
heart beat so strongly, that had all depended on it she could not
have read a word of the letter. "Well, my dear," said Sir Thomas,
when he thought that ample time had been given for the perusal. Mary
simply folded the paper together and returned it into his hands. "I
have told him, as I was bound to do, my dear, that as far as I was
concerned, I should be happy to receive him; but that for any other
answer, I must refer him to you. Of course it will be for you to give
him what answer your heart dictates. But I may say this,--and it
is my duty to say it as your guardian and nearest relative;--the
way in which he has put forward his request shows him to be a most
honourable man; all that I have ever heard of him is in his favour;
he is a gentleman every inch of him; and as for his prospects in
life, they are such that they entitle him to address almost any
lady in the land. Of course you will follow the dictates of your
own heart, as I said; but I cannot myself fancy any greater good
fortune that could come in the way of a young woman than the honest
affections of such a man as this Ralph Newton." Then Sir Thomas
paused for some reply, but Mary had none ready for him. "Of course I
have no questions to ask," he said, and then again paused. But still
Mary did not speak. "I dare say he will be here before long, and I
hope that he may meet with a happy reception. I at least shall be
glad to see him, for I hold him in great honour. And as I look upon
marriage as the happiest lot for all women, and as I think that this
would be a happy marriage, I do hope,--I do hope-- But as I said
before, all that must be left to yourself. Mary, have you nothing to
say?"
"I trust, uncle, you are not tired of me."
"Tired of you! Certainly not. I have not been with you since you
have been here as much as I should have wished because,--indeed for
various reasons. But we all like you, and nobody wants to get rid of
you. But there is a way in which young ladies leave their own homes,
which is generally thought to be matter of congratulation. But, as I
said before, nobody shall press you."
"Dear uncle, I am so full of thanks to you for your kindness."
"But it is of course my duty as your guardian to tell you that in my
opinion this gentleman is entitled to your esteem."
After that Mary left him without another word, and taking her hat
and cloak as she passed through the hall went at once out into the
garden. It was a fine autumn morning, almost with a touch of summer
in it. We do not know here that special season which across the
Atlantic is called the Indian summer,--that last glow of the year's
warmth which always brings with it a half melancholy conviction of
the year's decay,--which in itself is so delightful, would be so
full of delight, were it not for the consciousness which it seems
to contain of being the immediate precursor of winter with all its
horrors. There is no sufficient constancy with us of the recurrence
of such a season, to make any special name needful. But now and
again there comes a day, when the winds of the equinox have lulled
themselves, and the chill of October rains have left the earth, and
the sun gives a genial, luxurious warmth, with no power to scorch,
with strength only to comfort. But here, as elsewhere, this luxury
is laden with melancholy, because it tells us of decay, and is the
harbinger of death. This was such a day, and Mary Bonner, as she
hurried into a shrubbery walk, where she could wander unseen, felt
both the sadness and the softness of the season. There was a path
which ran from the front gate of the villa grounds through shrubs
and tall evergreens down to the river, and was continued along the
river-bank up through the flower-garden to windows opening from the
drawing-room. Here she walked alone for more than an hour, turning as
she came to the river in order that she might not be seen from the
house.
Mary Bonner, of whose character hitherto but little has been said,
was, at any rate, an acute observer. Very soon after her first
introduction to Ralph the heir,--Ralph who had for so many years been
the intimate friend of the Underwood family,--she perceived something
in the manner of that very attractive young man which conveyed
to her a feeling that, if she so pleased, she might count him as
an admirer of her own. She had heard then, as was natural, much
of the brilliance of his prospects, and but little,--as was also
natural,--of what he had done to mar them. And she also perceived,
or fancied that she perceived, that her cousin Clary gave many of
her thoughts to the heir. Now Mary Bonner understood the importance
to herself of a prosperous marriage, as well as any girl ever did
understand its great significance. She was an orphan, living in fact
on the charity of her uncle. And she was aware that having come
to her uncle's house when all the weakness and attractions of her
childhood were passed, she could have no hold on him or his such as
would have been hers had she grown to be a woman beneath his roof.
There was a thoughtfulness too about her,--a thoughtfulness which
some, perhaps, may call worldliness,--which made it impossible for
her not to have her own condition constantly in her mind. In her
father's lifetime she had been driven by his thoughtlessness and her
own sterner nature to think of these things; and in the few months
that had passed between her father's death and her acceptance in
her uncle's house she had taught herself to regard the world as an
arena in which she must fight a battle by her own strength with such
weapons as God had given to her. God had, indeed, given to her many
weapons, but she knew but of one. She did know that God had made
her very beautiful. But she regarded her beauty after an unfeminine
fashion,--as a thing of value, but as a chattel of which she could
not bring herself to be proud. Might it be possible that she should
win for herself by her beauty some position in the world less
burdensome, more joyous than that of a governess, and less dependent
than that of a daily recipient of her uncle's charity?
She had had lovers in the West Indies,--perhaps a score of them,
but they had been nothing to her. Her father's house had been so
constituted that it had been impossible for her to escape the very
plainly spoken admiration of captains, lieutenants, and Colonial
secretaries. In the West Indies gentlemen do speak so very plainly,
on, or without, the smallest encouragement, that ladies accept such
speaking much as they do in England the attention of a handkerchief
lifted or an offer for a dance. It had all meant nothing to Mary
Bonner, who from her earliest years of girlhood had been accustomed
to captains, lieutenants, and even to midshipmen. But, through it
all, she had grown up with serious thoughts, and something of a
conviction that love-making was but an ugly amusement. As far as it
had been possible she had kept herself aloof from it, and though run
after for her beauty, had been unpopular as being a "proud, cold,
meaningless minx." When her father died she would speak to no one;
and then it had been settled among the captains, lieutenants, and
Colonial secretaries that she was a proud, cold, meaningless minx.
And with this character she left the island. Now there came to her,
naturally I say, this question;--What lovers might she find in
England, and, should she find lovers, how should she deal with them?
There are among us many who tell us that no pure-minded girl should
think of finding a lover,--should only deal with him, when he comes,
as truth, and circumstances, and parental control may suggest to her.
If there be girls so pure, it certainly seems that no human being
expects to meet them. Such was not the purity of Mary Bonner,--if
pure she was. She did think of some coming lover,--did hope that
there might be for her some prosperity of life as the consequence of
the love of some worthy man whom she, in return, might worship. And
then there had come Ralph Newton the heir.
Now to Mary Bonner,--as also to Clarissa Underwood, and to Patience,
and to old Mrs. Brownlow, and a great many others, Ralph the heir
did not appear in quite those colours which he probably will in
the reader's eyes. These ladies, and a great many other ladies
and gentlemen who reckoned him among their acquaintance, were not
accurately acquainted with his transactions with Messrs. Neefit,
Moggs, and Horsball; nor were they thoroughly acquainted with the
easy nature of our hero's changing convictions. To Clarissa he
certainly was heroic; to Patience he was very dear; to old Mrs.
Brownlow he was almost a demigod; to Mr. Poojean he was an object
of envy. To Mary Bonner, as she first saw him, he was infinitely
more fascinating than the captains and lieutenants of West Indian
regiments, or than Colonial secretaries generally.
It was during that evening at Mrs. Brownlow's that Mary Bonner
resolutely made up her mind that she would be as stiff and cold to
Ralph the heir as the nature of their acquaintance would allow. She
had seen Clarissa without watching, and, without thinking, she had
resolved. Mr. Newton was handsome, well to do, of good address, and
clever;--he was also attractive; but he should not be attractive for
her. She would not, as her first episode in her English life, rob
a cousin of a lover. And so her mind was made up, and no word was
spoken to any one. She had no confidences. There was no one in whom
she could confide. Indeed, there was no need for confidence. As
she left Mrs. Brownlow's house on that evening she slipped her arm
through that of Patience, and the happy Clarissa was left to walk
home with Ralph the heir,--as the reader may perhaps remember.
Then that other Ralph had come, and she learned in half-pronounced
ambiguous whispers what was the nature of his position in the world.
She did not know,--at that time her cousins did not know,--how nearly
successful were the efforts made to dispossess the heir of his
inheritance in order that this other Newton might possess it. But she
saw, or thought that she saw, that this was the gallanter man of the
two. Then he came again, and then again, and she knew that her own
beauty was of avail. She encouraged him not at all. It was not in her
nature to give encouragement to a man's advances. It may, perhaps, be
said of her that she had no power to do so. What was in her of the
graciousness of feminine love, of the leaning, clinging, flattering
softness of woman's nature, required some effort to extract, and had
never hitherto been extracted. But within her own bosom she told
herself that she thought that she could give it, if the asking for it
were duly done. Then came the first tidings of his heirship, of his
father's success,--and then, close upon the heels of those tidings,
this heir's humbly expressed desire to be permitted to woo her. There
was all the flutter of triumph in her bosom, as that letter was
read to her, and yet there was no sign of it in her voice or in her
countenance.
Nor could it have been seen had she been met walking in the shade of
that shrubbery. And yet she was full of triumph. Here was the man to
whom her heart had seemed to turn almost at first sight, as it had
never turned to man before. She had deigned to think of him as of one
she could love;--and he loved her. As she paced the walk it was also
much to her that this man who was so generous in her eyes should have
provided for him so noble a place in the world. She quite understood
what it was to be the wife of such a one as the Squire of Newton.
She had grieved for Clary's sake when she heard that the former heir
should be heir no longer,--suspecting Clary's secret. But she could
not so grieve as to be insensible of her own joy. And then there was
something in the very manner in which the man approached her, which
gratified her pride while it touched her heart. About that other
Ralph there was a tone of sustained self-applause, which seemed to
declare that he had only to claim any woman and to receive her.
There was an old-fashioned mode of wooing of which she had read and
dreamed, that implied a homage which she knew that she desired. This
homage her Ralph was prepared to pay.
For an hour she paced the walk, not thinking, but enjoying what she
knew. There was nothing in it requiring thought. He was to come, and
till he should come there was nothing that she need either say or do.
Till he should come she would do nothing and say nothing. Such was
her determination when Clarissa's step was heard, and in a moment
Clarissa's arm was round her waist. "Mary," she said, "you must come
out with me. Come and walk with me. I am going to Mrs. Brownlow's.
You must come."
"To walk there and back?" said Mary, smiling.
"We will return in an omnibus; but you must come. Oh, I have so much
to say to you."