CHAPTER XXIII.

Philip read the letter through without lifting his eyes from the paper

or making any comment. It was as follows:

PHILIP STRONG, Calvary Church, Milton:

As clerk of the church I am instructed to inform you of the action of

the church at a regularly called meeting last Monday night. At that

meeting it was voted by a majority present that you be asked to resign

the pastorate of Calvary Church for the following reasons:

1. There is a very widespread discontent on the part of the

church-membership on account of the use of the church for Sunday

evening discussions of social, political, and economic questions, and

the introduction into the pulpit of persons whose character and standing

are known to be hostile to the church and its teachings.

2. The business men of the church, almost without exception, are

agreed, and so expressed themselves at the meeting, that the sermon of

Sunday before last was exceedingly dangerous in its tone, and liable to

lead to the gravest results in acts of lawlessness and anarchy on the

part of people who are already inflamed to deeds of violence against

property and wealth. Such preaching, in the opinion of the majority of

pew-owners and supporters of Calvary Church, cannot be allowed, or the

church will inevitably lose its standing in society.

3. It is the fixed determination of a majority of the oldest and most

influential members of Calvary Church to withdraw from the organization

all support under the present condition of affairs. The trustees

announced that the pledges for church support had already fallen off

very largely, and last Sunday less than half the regular amount was

received. This was ascribed to the sermon of the first of the month.

4. The vacation of the parsonage and the removal of the minister into

the region of the tenement district has created an intense feeling on

the part of a large number of families who have for years been firm

supporters and friends of the church. They feel that the action was

altogether uncalled for, and they think it has been the means of

disrupting the church and throwing matters into confusion, besides

placing the church in an unfavorable light with the other churches and

the community at large.

5. It was the opinion of a majority of the members present that while

much of the spirit exhibited by yourself was highly commendable, yet in

view of all the facts it would be expedient for the pastoral relation to

be severed. The continuance of that relation seemed to promise only

added disturbance and increased antagonism in the church. It was the

wellnigh unanimous verdict that your plans and methods might succeed to

your better satisfaction with a constituency made up of non-church

people, and that possibly your own inclinations would lead you to take

the step which the church has thought wisest and best for all concerned.

It is my painful duty as the clerk of Calvary Church to write thus

plainly the action of the church and the specific reasons for that

action. A council will be called to review our proceedings and advise

with reference to the same.

In behalf of the church,

-------- ----------, Clerk.

Philip finished the letter and lifted his eyes again. And again he

looked out through the window across the sheds to the roofs of the

tenements. From where he sat he could also see, across the city, up on

the rising ground, the spire of Calvary Church. It rose distinct and

cold against the gray December sky. The air was clear and frosty, the

ground was covered with snow, and the roofs of the tenements showed

black and white patches where the thinner snow had melted. He was silent

so long that his wife became frightened.

"Philip! Philip!" she cried, as she threw her arms about his neck and

drew his head down nearer. "They have broken your heart! They have

killed you! There is no love in the world any more!"

"No! No!" he cried suddenly. "You must not say that! You make me doubt.

There is the love of Christ, which passeth knowledge. But, oh, for the

Church! the Church which he loved and for which he gave himself!"

"But it is not the Church of Christ that has done this thing."

"Nevertheless it is the Church in the world," he replied. "Tell me,

Sarah, how this was kept so secret from me."

"You forget. You were so entirely absorbed in the care of Alfred; and

then the church meeting was held with closed doors. Even the papers did

not know the whole truth at once. I kept it from you as long as I could!

Oh! It was cruel, so cruel."

"Little woman," spoke Philip, very gently and calmly, "this is a blow to

me. I did not think the church would do it. I hoped----" he paused and

his voice trembled for a brief moment, then grew quiet again. "I hoped I

was gradually overcoming opposition. It seems I was mistaken. It seems I

did not know the feeling in the church."

He looked out of the window again and was silent. Then he asked, "Are

they all against me? Was there no one to stand up for me?" The question

came with a faint smile that was far more heart-breaking to his wife

than a flood of tears. She burst into a sob.

"Yes, you have friends. Mr. Winter fought for you--and others."

"Mr. Winter!--my old enemy! That was good. And there were others?"

"Yes, quite a number. But nearly all the influential members were

against you. Philip, you have been blind to all this."

"Do you think so?" he asked simply. "Maybe that is so. I have not

thought of people so much as of the work which needed to be done. I have

tried to do as my Master would have me. But I have lacked wisdom, or

tact, or something."

"No, it is not that. Do you want to know what I think?" His wife fondly

stroked the hair back from his forehead, as she sat on the couch by him.

"Yes, little woman, tell me." To his eyes his wife never seemed so

beautiful or dear as now. He knew that they were one in this their hour

of trouble.

"Well, I have learned to believe since you came to Milton that if Jesus

Christ were to live on the earth in this century and become the pastor

of almost any large and wealthy and influential church and preach as He

would have to, the church would treat Him just as Calvary Church has

treated you. The world would crucify Jesus Christ again even after two

thousand years of historical Christianity."

Philip did not speak. He looked out again toward the tenements. The

winter day was drawing to its close. The church spire still stood out

sharp cut against the sky. Finally he turned to his wife, and almost

with a groan he uttered the words: "Sarah, I do not to like to believe

it. The world is full of the love of Christ. It is not the same world as

Calvary saw."

"No. But by what test are nominal Christians and church-members tried

to-day? Is not the church in America and England a church in which the

scribes and pharisees, hypocrites, are just as certainly found as they

were in the old Jewish church? And would not that element crucify Christ

again if He spoke as plainly now as then?"

Again Philip looked out of the window. His whole nature was shaken to

its foundation. Repeatedly he drove back the thought of the church's

possible action in the face of the Christ of this century. As often it

returned and his soul cried out in anguish at the suggestion of the

truth. Even with the letter of Calvary Church before him he was slow to

believe that the Church as a whole or in a majority of cases would

reject the Master.

"I have made mistakes. I have been lacking in tact. I have needlessly

offended the people," he said to his wife, yielding almost for the first

time to a great fear and distrust of himself. For the letter asking his

resignation had shaken him as once he thought impossible. "I have tried

to preach and act as Christ would, but I have failed to interpret him

aright. Is it not so, Sarah?"

His wife was reluctant to speak. But her true heart made answer: "No,

Philip, you have interpreted Him so faithfully. You may have made

mistakes; all ministers do; but I honestly believe you have preached as

Christ would preach against the great selfishness and hypocrisy of this

century. The same thing would have happened to him."

They talked a little longer, and then Philip said: "Let us go down and

see the Brother Man. Somehow I feel like talking with him."

So they went downstairs and into the room where the invalid was sitting

with the old man. William was able to walk about now, and had been

saying that he wanted to hear Philip preach as soon as he could get to

church.

"Well, Brother Man," said Philip, with something like his old heartiness

of manner, "have you heard the news? Othello's occupation's gone."

The Brother Man seemed to know all about it. Whether he had heard of it

through some of the church people or not, Mrs. Strong did not know. He

looked at Mr. Strong calmly. There was a loving sympathy in his voice,

but no trace of compassion or wonder. Evidently he had not been talking

of the subject to any one.

"I knew it would happen," he said. "You have offended the rulers."

"What would you do, Brother Man, in my place? Would you resign?" Philip

thought back to the time when the Brother Man had asked him why he did

not resign.

"Don't they ask you to?"

"Yes."

"Do you think it is the wish of the whole church?"

"No, there are some who want me to stay."

"How do you feel about it?" The Brother Man put the question almost

timidly. Philip replied without hesitation:

"There is only one thing for me to do. It would be impossible for me to

remain after what has been done."

The Brother Man nodded his head as if in approval. He did not seem

disturbed in the least. His demeanor was the most perfect expression of

peace that Philip ever saw.

"We shall have to leave Milton, Brother Man," said Philip, thinking that

possibly he did not understand the meaning of the resignation..

"Yes, we will go away together. Together." The Brother Man looked at his

son and smiled.

"Mr. Strong," said William, "we cannot be a burden on you another day. I

am able to get out now, and I will find work somewhere and provide for

my father and myself. It is terrible to me to think how long we have

been living on your slender means." And William gave the minister a look

of gratitude that made his heart warm again.

"My brother, we will see to that all right. You have been more than

welcome. Just what I shall do, I don't know, but I am sure the way will

be made clear in time, aren't you, Brother Man?"

"Yes, the road to heaven is always clear," he said, almost singing the

words.

"We shall have to leave this house, Brother Man," said Sarah, feeling

with Philip that he did not grasp the meaning of the event.

"Yes, in the Father's house there are many mansions," replied the

Brother Man. Then as Mr. and Mrs. Strong sat there in the gathering

gloom the old man said suddenly, "Let us pray together about it."

He kneeled down and offered the most remarkable prayer that they had

ever heard. It seemed to them that, however the old man's mind might be

affected, the part of him that touched God in the communion of audible

prayer was absolutely free from any weakness or disease. It was a prayer

that laid its healing balm on the soul of Philip and soothed his trouble

into peace. When the old man finished, Philip felt almost cheerful

again. He went out and helped his wife a few minutes in some work about

the kitchen. And after supper he was just getting ready to go out to

inquire after a sick family near by, when there was a knock at the door.

It was a messenger boy with a telegram. Philip opened it almost

mechanically and carrying it to the light read:

"Alfred died at four P. M. Can you come?"

For a second he did not realize the news. Then as it rushed upon him he

staggered and would have fallen if the table had not been so close. A

faintness and a pain seized him and for a minute he thought he was

falling. Then he pulled himself together and called his wife, who was in

the kitchen. She came in at once, noticing the peculiar tone of his

voice.

"Alfred is dead!" He was saying the words quietly as he held out the

telegram.

"Dead! And you left him getting better! How dreadful!"

"Do you think so? He is at rest. I must go up there at once; they expect

me." He still spoke quietly, stilling the tumult of his heart's anguish

for his wife's sake. This man, his old college chum, was very dear to

him. The news was terrible to him.

Nevertheless, he made his preparations to go back to his friend's home.

It is what either would have done in the event of the other's death. And

so he was gone from Milton until after the funeral, and did not return

until Saturday. In those three days of absence Milton was stirred by

events that grew out of the action of the church.

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