CHAPTER XXII.

As they were going out of the house the patient called Philip back. He

went in again and the man said, "Mr. Strong, I wish you would tell Mr.

Winter all about it."

"Would you feel easier?" Philip asked gently.

"Yes."

"All right; I'll tell him--don't worry. Brother Man, take good care of

him. I shall not be back until late." He kissed his wife and joined Mr.

Winter, and together they made the round of the district.

As they were going through the court near by the place where Philip had

been attacked, he told the mill-owner the story. It affected him

greatly; but as they went on through the tenements the sights that met

him there wiped out the recollection of everything else.

It was all familiar to Philip; but it always looked to him just as

terrible. The heartache for humanity was just as deep in him at sight of

suffering and injustice as if it was the first instead of the hundredth

time he had ever seen them. But to the mill-owner the whole thing came

like a revelation. He had not dreamed of such a condition possible.

"How many people are there in our church that know anything about this

plague spot from personal knowledge, Mr. Winter?" Philip asked after

they had been out about two hours.

"I don't know. Very few, I presume."

"And yet they ought to know about it. How else shall all this sin and

misery be done away?"

"I suppose the law could do something," replied Mr. Winter, feebly.

"The law!" Philip said the two words and then stopped. They stumbled

over a heap of refuse thrown out into the doorway of a miserable

structure. "Oh, what this place needs is not law and ordinances and

statutes so much as live, loving Christian men and women who will give

themselves and a large part of their means to cleanse the souls and

bodies and houses of this wretched district. We have reached a crisis in

Milton when Christians must give themselves to humanity! Mr. Winter, I

am going to tell Calvary Church so next Sunday."

Mr. Winter was silent. They had come out of the district and were

walking along together toward the upper part of the city. The houses

kept growing larger and better. Finally they came up to the avenue where

the churches were situated--a broad, clean, well-paved street with

magnificent elms and elegant houses on either side and the seven large,

beautiful church-buildings with their spires pointing upward, almost all

of them visible from where the two men stood. They paused there a

moment. The contrast, the physical contrast was overwhelming to Philip,

and to Mr. Winter, coming from the unusual sights of the lower town, it

must have come with a new meaning.

A door in one of the houses near opened. A group of people passed in.

The glimpse caught by the two men was a glimpse of bright,

flower-decorated rooms, beautiful dresses, glittering jewels, and a

table heaped with luxuries of food. It was the Paradise of Society, the

display of its ease, its soft enjoyment of pretty things, its careless

indifference to humanity's pain in the lower town. The group of

new-comers went in, a strain of music and the echo of a dancing laugh

floated out into the street, and then the door closed.

The two men went on. Philip had his own reason for accompanying the

other home, and Mr. Winter was secretly glad of his presence, for he was

timid at night alone in Milton. He broke a long silence by saying:

"Mr. Strong, if you preach to the people to leave such pleasure as that

we have just glanced at to view or suffer such things as are found in

the tenements, you must expect opposition. I doubt if they will

understand your meaning. I know they will not do any such thing. It is

asking too much."

"And yet the Lord Jesus Christ 'although He was rich, for our sakes

became poor, that we, through His poverty, might be rich.' Mr. Winter,

what this town needs is that kind of Christianity--the kind that will

give up the physical pleasures of life to show the love of Christ to

perishing men. I believe it is just as true now as when Christ lived,

that unless they are willing to renounce all that they have they cannot

be his disciples."

"Do you mean literally, Mr. Strong?" asked the rich man after a little.

"Yes, literally, sometimes. I believe the awful condition of things and

souls we have witnessed to-night will not be any better until many, many

of the professing Christians in this town and in Calvary Church are

willing to leave, actually to leave their beautiful homes and spend the

money they now spend in luxuries for the good of the weak and poor and

sinful."

"Do you think Christ would preach that if he was in Milton?"

"I do. It has been burned into me that He would. I believe He would say

to the members of Calvary Church, 'If any man love houses and money and

society and power and position more than Me, he cannot be My disciple.

If any man renounceth not all that he hath he cannot be My disciple.'

And then he would test the entire church by its willingness to renounce

all these physical things. And if He found the members willing, if He

found that they loved Him more than the money or the power, He might not

demand a literal giving up. But he would say to them, 'Take My money and

My power, for it is all Mine, and use them for the building up of my

kingdom.' He would not then perhaps command them to leave literally

their beautiful surroundings. But, then, in some cases, I believe He

would. Oh, yes!--sacrifice! sacrifice! What does the Church in America

in this age of the world know about it? How much do church-members give

of themselves nowadays to the Master? That is what we need--self, the

souls of men and women, the living sacrifices for these lost children

down yonder! Oh, God!--to think of what Christ gave up! And then to

think of how little His Church is doing to obey His last command to go

and disciple the nations!"

Philip strode through the night almost forgetful of his companion. By

this time they had reached Mr. Winter's house. Very little was said by

the mill-owner. A few brief words of good-night, and Philip started for

home. He went back through the avenue on which the churches stood. When

he reached Calvary Church he went up on the steps, and obeying an

instant impulse he kneeled down on the upper step and prayed. Great sobs

shook him. They were sobs without tears--sobs that were articulate here

and there with groans of anguish and desire. He prayed for his loved

church, for the wretched beings in the hell of torment, without God and

without hope in the world, for the spirit of Christ to come again into

the heart of the church and teach it the meaning and extent of

sacrifice.

When he finally arose and came down the steps it was very late. The

night was cold, but he did not feel it. He went home. He was utterly

exhausted. He felt as if the burden of the place was wearing him out and

crushing him into the earth. He wondered if he was beginning to know

ever so little what a tremendous invitation that was: "Come unto me all

ye that are weary and heavy laden, and I will give you rest." All! The

weary, sinful souls in Milton were more than he could carry. He shrank

back before the amazing spectacle of the mighty Burden-Bearer of the sin

of all the world, and fell down at his feet and breathed out the words,

"My Lord and my God!" before he sank into a heavy sleep.

When the eventful Sunday came he faced the usual immense concourse. He

did not come out of the little room until the last moment. When he

finally appeared his face bore marks of tears. At last they had flowed

as a relief to his burden, and he gave the people his message with a

courage and a peace and a love born of direct communion with the Spirit

of Truth.

As he went on, people began to listen in amazement. He had begun by

giving them a statement of facts concerning the sinful, needy, desperate

condition of life in the place. He then rapidly sketched the contrast

between the surroundings of the Christian and the non-Christian people,

between the working-men and the church-members. He stated what was the

fact in regard to the unemployed and the vicious and the ignorant and

the suffering. And then with his heart flinging itself out among the

people, he spoke the words which aroused the most intense astonishment:

"Disciples of Jesus," he exclaimed, "the time has come when our Master

demands of us some token of our discipleship greater than the giving of

a little money or the giving of a little work and time to the salvation

of the great problem of modern society and of our own city. The time has

come when we must give ourselves. The time has come when we must

renounce, if it is best, if Christ asks it, the things we have so long

counted dear, the money, the luxury, the houses, and go down into the

tenement district to live there and work there with the people. I do not

wish to be misunderstood here. I do not believe our modern civilization

is an absurdity. I do not believe Christ if he were here to-day would

demand of us foolish things. But this I do believe He would

require--ourselves. We must give ourselves in some way that will mean

real, genuine, downright and decided self-sacrifice. If Christ were here

He would say to some of you, as He said to the young man, 'Sell all you

have and give to the poor, and come, follow me.' And if you were

unwilling to do it He would say you could not be His disciples. The test

of discipleship is the same now as then; the price is no less on account

of the lapse of two thousand years. Eternal life is something which has

only one price, and that is the same always.

"What less can we do than give ourselves and all we have to the

salvation of souls in this city? Have we not enjoyed our pleasant things

long enough? What less would Christ demand of the church to-day than the

giving up of its unnecessary luxuries, the consecration of every dollar

to His glory and the throwing of ourselves on the altar of His service?

Members of Calvary Church, I solemnly believe the time has come when it

is our duty to go into the tenement district and redeem it by the power

of personal sacrifice and personal presence. Nothing less will answer.

To accomplish this great task, to bring back to God this great part of

His kingdom, I believe we ought to spend our time, our money, ourselves.

It is a sin for us to live at our pleasant ease, in enjoyment of all

good things, while men and women and children by the thousand are dying,

body and soul, before our very eyes in need of the blessings of

Christian civilization in our power to share with them. We cannot say it

is not our business. We cannot excuse ourselves on the plea of our own

business. This is our first business, to love God and man with all our

might. This problem before us calls for all our Christian discipleship.

Every heart in this church should cry out this day, 'Lord, what wilt

Thou have me to do?' And each soul must follow the commands that he

honestly hears. Out of the depths of the black abyss of human want and

sin and despair and anguish and rebellion in this place and over the

world rings in my ear a cry for help that by the grace of God I truly

believe cannot be answered by the Church of Christ on earth until the

members of that Church are willing in great numbers to give all their

money and all their time and all their homes and all their luxuries and

all their accomplishments and all their artistic tastes and all

themselves to satisfy the needs of the generation as it looks for the

heart of the bleeding Christ in the members of the Church of Christ.

Yea, truly, except a man is willing to renounce all that he hath, he

cannot be His disciple. Does Christ ask any member of Calvary Church to

renounce all and go down into the tenement district to live Christ

there? Yes, all.

"My beloved, if Christ speaks so to you to-day, listen and obey.

Service! Self! That is what He wants. And if He asks for all, when all

is needed, what then? Can we sing that hymn with any Christian honesty

of heart unless we interpret it literally?--

"'Were the whole realm of nature mine,

That were an offering far too small;

Love so amazing, so divine,

Demands my soul, my life, my all!'"

It would partly describe the effect of this sermon on Calvary Church to

say what was a fact that when Philip ended and then kneeled down by the

side of the desk to pray, the silence was painful and the intense

feeling provoked by his remarkable statements was felt in the appearance

of the audience as it remained seated after the benediction. But the

final result was yet to show itself; that result was not visible in the

Sunday audience.

The next day Philip was unexpectedly summoned out of Milton to the

parish of his old college chum. His old friend was thought to be dying.

He had sent for Philip. Philip, whose affection for him was second only

to that which he gave his wife, went at once. His friend was almost

gone. He rallied when Philip came, and then for two weeks his life

swung back and forth between this world and the next. Philip stayed on

and so was gone one Sunday from his pulpit in Milton. Then the week

following, as Alfred gradually came back from the shore of that other

world, Philip, assured that he would live, returned home.

During that ten days' absence serious events had taken place in Calvary

Church. Philip reached home on Wednesday. He at once went to the house

and greeted his wife and the Brother Man, and William, who was now

sitting up in the large room.

He had not been home more than an hour when the greatest dizziness came

over him. He sat up so much with his chum that he was entirely worn out.

He went upstairs to lie down on his couch in his small study. He

instantly fell asleep and dreamed that he was standing on the platform

of Calvary Church, preaching. It was the first Sunday of a month. He

thought he said something the people did not like. Suddenly a man in the

audience raised a revolver and fired at him. At once, from over the

house, people aimed revolvers at him and began to fire. The noise was

terrible, and in the midst of it he awoke to feel to his amazement that

his wife was kneeling at the side of his couch, sobbing with a heartache

that was terrible to him; he was instantly wide awake and her dear head

clasped in his arms. And when he prayed her to tell him the matter, she

sobbed out the news to him which her faithful, loving heart had

concealed from him while he was at the bedside of his friend. And even

when the news of what the church had done in his absence had come to him

fully through her broken recital of it, he did not realize it until she

placed in his hands the letter which the church had voted to be written,

asking him to resign his pastorate of Calvary Church. Even then he

fingered the envelope in an absent way, and for an instant his eyes left

the bowed form of his wife and looked out beyond the sheds over to the

tenements. Then he opened the letter and read it.

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