CHAPTER XIII.

The door of the class-room was closed and Philip and the trustees were

together. There was a moment of embarrassing silence and then the

spokesman for the Board, a nervous little man, said:

"Mr. Strong, we hardly know just what to say to this proposition of

yours this morning about going out of the parsonage and turning it into

an orphan asylum. But it is certainly a very remarkable proposition and

we felt as if we ought to meet you at once and talk it over."

"It's simply impossible," spoke up one of the trustees. "In the first

place, it is impracticable as a business proposition."

"Do you think so?" asked Philip, quietly.

"It is out of the question!" said the first speaker, excitedly. "The

church will never listen to it in the world. For my part, if Brother

Strong wishes to----"

At that moment the sexton knocked at the door and said a man was outside

very anxious to see the minister and have him come down to his house.

There had been an accident, or a fight, or something. Some one was dying

and wanted Mr. Strong at once. So Philip hastily excused himself and

went out, leaving the trustees together.

The door was hardly shut again when the speaker who had been interrupted

jumped to his feet and exclaimed:

"As I was saying, for my part, if Brother Strong wishes to indulge in

this eccentric action he will not have the sanction of my vote in the

matter! It certainly is an entirely unheard-of and uncalled-for

proposition."

"Mr. Strong has, no doubt, a generous motive in this proposed action,"

said a third member of the Board; "but the church certainly will not

approve any such step as the giving up of the parsonage. He exaggerates

the need of such a sacrifice. I think we ought to reason him out of the

idea."

"We called Mr. Strong to the pastorate of Calvary Church," said another;

"and it seems to me he came under the conditions granted in our call.

For the church to allow such an absurd thing as the giving up of the

parsonage to this proposed outside work would be a very unwise move."

"Yes, and more than that," said the first speaker, "I want to say very

frankly that I am growing tired of the way things have gone since Mr.

Strong came to us. What business has Calvary Church with all these

outside matters, these labor troubles and unemployed men and all the

other matters that have been made the subject of preaching lately? I

want a minister who looks after his own parish. Mr. Strong does not call

on his own people; he has not been inside my house but once since he

came to Milton. Brethren, there is a growing feeling of discontent over

this matter."

There was a short pause and then one of the members said:

"Surely, if Mr. Strong feels dissatisfied with his surroundings in the

parsonage or feels as if his work lay in another direction, he is at

liberty to choose another parish. But he is the finest pulpit-minister

we ever had, and no one doubts his entire sincerity. He is a remarkable

man in many respects."

"Yes, but sincerity may be a very awkward thing if carried too far. And

in this matter of the parsonage I don't see how the trustees can allow

it. Why, what would the other churches think of it? Calvary Church

cannot allow anything of the kind, for the sake of its reputation. But I

would like to hear Mr. Winter's opinion; he has not spoken yet."

The rest turned to the mill-owner, who as chairman of the Board usually

had much to say, and was regarded as a shrewd and careful business

adviser. In the excitement of the occasion and discussion the usual

formalities of a regular Board-meeting had been ignored.

Mr. Winter was evidently embarrassed. He had listened to the discussion

of the minister with his head bent down and his thoughts in a whirl of

emotion both for and against the pastor. His naturally inclined business

habits contended against the proposition to give up the parsonage; his

feelings of gratitude to the minister for his personal help the night of

the attack by the mob rose up to defend him. There was with it all an

under-current of self-administered rebuke that the pastor had set the

whole church an example of usefulness. He wondered how many of the

members would voluntarily give up half their incomes for the good of

humanity. He wondered in a confused way how much he would give up

himself. Philip's sermon had made a real impression on him.

"There is one point we have not discussed yet," he said at last. "And

that is Mr. Strong's offer of half his salary to carry on the work of a

children's refuge or something of that kind."

"How can we accept such an offer? Calvary Church has always believed in

paying its minister a good salary, and paying it promptly; and we want

our minister to live decently and be able to appear as he should among

the best people," replied the nervous little man who had been first to

speak.

"Still, we cannot deny that it is a very generous thing for Mr. Strong

to do. He certainly is entitled to credit for his unselfish proposal; no

one can charge him with being worldly-minded," said Mr. Winter, feeling

a new interest in the subject as he found himself defending the minister.

"Are you in favor of allowing him to do what he proposes in the matter

of the parsonage?" asked another.

"I don't see that we can hinder Mr. Strong from living anywhere he

pleases if he wants to. The church cannot compel him to live in the

parsonage."

"No, but it can choose not to have such a minister!" exclaimed the first

speaker again, excitedly; "and I for one am most decidedly opposed to

the whole thing. I do not see how the church can allow it and maintain

its self-respect."

"Do you think the church is ready to tell Mr. Strong that his services

are not wanted any longer?" asked Mr. Winter coldly.

"I am, for one of the members, and I know others who feel as I do if

matters go on in this way much longer. I tell you, Brother Winter,

Calvary Church is very near a crisis. Look at the Goldens and the

Malverns and the Albergs. They are all leaving us; and the plain reason

is the nature of the preaching. Why, you know yourself, Brother Winter,

that never has the pulpit of Calvary Church heard such preaching on

people's private affairs."

Mr. Winter colored and replied angrily, "What has that to do with this

present matter? If the minister wants to live in a simpler style I

don't see what business we have to try to stop it. As to the disposition

of the parsonage, that is a matter of business which rests with the

church to arrange."

The nervous, irritable little man who had spoken oftenest rose to his

feet and exclaimed, "You can count me out of all this, then! I wash my

hands of the whole affair!" and he went out of the room, leaving the

rest of the Board somewhat surprised at his sudden departure.

They remained about a quarter of an hour longer, discussing the matter,

and finally, at Mr. Winter's suggestion, a committee was appointed to go

and see the minister the next evening and see if he could not be

persuaded to modify or change his proposition made in the morning

sermon. The rest of the trustees insisted that Mr. Winter himself should

act as chairman of the committee, and after some remonstrance he

finally, with great reluctance, agreed to do so.

So Philip next evening, as he sat in his study mapping out the week's

work and wondering a little what the church would do in the face of his

proposal, received the committee, welcoming them in his bright, hearty

manner. He had been notified on Sunday evening of the approaching

conference. The committee consisted of Mr. Winter and two other

members of the Board.

Mr. Winter opened the conversation with considerable embarrassment and

an evident reluctance for his share in the matter.

"Mr. Strong, we have come, as you are aware, to talk over your

proposition of yesterday morning concerning the parsonage. It was a

great surprise to us all."

Philip smiled a little. "Mrs. Strong says I act too much on impulse, and

do not prepare people enough for my statements. But one of the greatest

men I ever knew used to say that an impulse was a good thing to obey

instantly if there was no doubt of its being a right one."

"And do you consider this proposed move of yours a right one, Mr.

Strong?" asked Mr. Winter.

"I do," replied Philip, with quiet emphasis. "I do not regret making it,

and I believe it is my duty to abide by my original decision."

"Do you mean that you intend actually to move out of this parsonage?"

asked one of the other members of the committee.

"Yes." Philip said it so quietly and yet so decidedly that the men were

silent a moment. Then Mr. Winter said:

"Mr. Strong, this matter is likely to cause trouble in the church, and

we might as well understand it frankly. The trustees believe that as the

parsonage belongs to the church property, and was built for the

minister, he ought to live in it. The church will not understand your

desire to move out."

"Do you understand it, Mr. Winter?" Philip put the question point blank.

"No, I don't know that I do, wholly." Mr. Winter colored and replied in

a hesitating manner.

"I gave my reasons yesterday morning. I do not know that I can make them

plainer. The truth is I cannot go on preaching to my people about living

on a simpler basis while I continue to live in surroundings that on the

face of them contradict my own convictions. In other words, I am living

beyond my necessities here. I have lived all my life surrounded by the

luxuries of civilization. If now I desire to give these benefits to

those who have never enjoyed them, or to know from nearer contact

something of the bitter struggle of the poor, why should I be hindered

from putting that desire into practical form?"

"The question is, Mr. Strong," said one of the other trustees, "whether

this is the best way to get at it. We do not question your sincerity

nor doubt your honesty; but will your leaving the parsonage and living

in a less expensive house on half your present salary help your church

work or reach more people and save more souls?"

"I am glad you put it that way," exclaimed Philip, eagerly turning to

the speaker. "That is just it. Will my proposed move result in bringing

the church and the minister into closer and more vital relations with

the people most in need of spiritual and physical uplifting? Out of the

depths of my nature I believe it will. The chasm between the Church and

the people in these days must be bridged by the spirit of sacrifice in

material things. It is in vain for us to preach spiritual truths unless

we live physical truths. What the world is looking for to-day is object

lessons in self-denial on the part of Christian people."

For a moment no one spoke. Then Mr. Winter said:

"About your proposal that this house be turned into a refuge or home for

homeless children, Mr. Strong, do you consider that idea practicable? Is

it business? Is it possible?"

"I believe it is, very decidedly. The number of homeless and vagrant

children at present in Milton would astonish you. This house could be

put into beautiful shape as a detention house until homes could be found

for the children in Christian families."

"It would take a great deal of money to manage it."

"Yes," replied Philip, with a sadness which had its cause deep within

him, "it would cost something. But can the world be saved cheaply? Does

not every soul saved cost an immense sum, if not of money at least of an

equivalent? Is it possible for us to get at the heart of the great

social problem without feeling the need of using all our powers to solve

it rightly?"

Mr. Winter shook his head. He did not understand the minister. His action

and his words were both foreign to the mill-owner's regular business

habits of thought and performance.

"What will you do, Mr. Strong, if the church refuses to listen to this

proposed plan of yours?"

"I suppose," answered Philip, after a little pause, "the church will not

object to my living in another house at my own charges?"

"They have no right to compel you to live here." Mr. Winter turned to

the other members of the committee. "I said so at our previous meeting.

Gentlemen, am I not right in that?"

"It is not a question of our compelling Mr. Strong to live here," said

one of the others. "It is a question of the church's expecting him to do

so. It is the parsonage and the church home for the minister. In my

opinion it will cause trouble if Mr. Strong moves out. People will not

understand it."

"That is my belief, too, Mr. Strong," said Mr. Winter. "It would be

better for you to modify or change, or better still, to abandon this

plan. It will not be understood and will cause trouble."

"Suppose the church should rent the parsonage then," suggested Philip;

"it would then be getting a revenue from the property. That, with the

thousand dollars on my salary, could be wisely and generously used to

relieve much suffering in Milton this winter. The church could easily

rent the house."

That was true, as the parsonage stood on one of the most desirable parts

of B street, and would command good rental.

"Then you persist in this plan of yours, do you, Mr. Strong?" asked the

third member of the committee, who had for the most part been silent.

"Yes, I consider that under the circumstances, local and universal, it

is my duty. Where I propose to go is a house which I can get for eight

dollars a month. It is near the tenement district, and not so far from

the church and this neighborhood that I need be isolated too much from

my church family."

Mr. Winter looked serious and perplexed. The other trustees looked

dissatisfied. It was evident they regarded the whole thing with disfavor.

Mr. Winter rose abruptly. He could not avoid a feeling of anger, in

spite of his obligation to the minister. He also had a vivid

recollection of his former interview with the pastor in that study. And

yet he struggled with the vague resistance against the feeling that

Philip was proposing to do a thing that could result in only one way--of

suffering for himself. With all the rest went a suppressed but conscious

emotion of wonder that a man would of his own free will give up a

luxurious home for the sake of any one.

"The matter of reduction of salary, Mr. Strong, will have to come before

the church. The trustees cannot vote to accept your proposal. I am very

much mistaken if the members of Calvary Church will not oppose the

reduction. You can see how it would place us in an unfavorable light."

"Not necessarily, Mr. Winter," said Philip, eagerly. "If the church will

simply regard it as my own great desire and as one of the ways by which

we may help forward our work in Milton, I am very sure we need have no

fear of being put in a false light. The church does not propose this

reduction. It comes from me, and in a time of peculiar emergency, both

financial and social. It is a thing which has been done several times by

other ministers."

"That may be. Still, I am positive that Calvary Church will regard it as

unnecessary and will oppose it."

"It will not make any difference, practically," replied Philip, with a

smile. "I can easily dispose of a thousand dollars where it is needed by

others more than by me. But I would prefer that the church would

actually pay out the money to them, rather than myself."

Mr. Winter and the other trustees looked at Philip in wonder; and with a

few words of farewell they left the parsonage.

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