CHAPTER XII.

In the morning Philip knocked at his guest's door to waken him for

breakfast. Not a sound could be heard within. He waited a little while

and then knocked again. It was as still as before. He opened the door

softly and looked in.

To his amazement there was no one there. The bed was made up neatly,

everything in the room was in its place, but the strange being who had

called himself "Brother Man" was gone.

Philip exclaimed, and his wife came in.

"So our queer guest has flown! He must have been very still about it; I

heard no noise. Where do you suppose he is? And who do you suppose he

is?"

"Are you sure there ever was such a person, Philip? Don't you think you

dreamed all that about the 'Brother Man'?" Mrs. Strong had not quite

forgiven Philip for his sceptical questioning of the reality of the man

with the lantern who had driven the knife into the desk.

"Yes, it's your turn now, Sarah. Well, if our Brother Man was a dream he

was the most curious dream this family ever had. And if he was crazy he

was the most remarkable insane person I ever saw."

"Of course he was crazy. All that he said about our living so

extravagantly."

"Do you think he was crazy in that particular?" asked Philip, in a

strange voice. His wife noticed it at the time, but its true

significance did not become real to her until afterward. He went to the

front door and found it was unlocked. Evidently the guest had gone out

that way. The heavy storm of the night had covered up any possible signs

of footsteps. It was still snowing furiously.

He went into his study for the forenoon as usual, but he did very little

writing. His wife could hear him pacing the floor restlessly.

About ten o'clock he came downstairs and declared his intention of going

out into the storm to see if he couldn't settle down to work better.

He went out and did not return until the middle of the afternoon. Mrs.

Strong was a little alarmed.

"Where have you been all this time, Philip?--in this terrible storm,

too! You are a monument of snow. Stand out here in the kitchen while I

sweep you off."

Philip obediently stood still while his wife walked around him with a

broom, and good-naturedly submitted to being swept down, "as if I were

being worked into shape for a snow man," he said.

"Where have you been? Give an account of yourself."

"I have been seeing how some other people live. Sarah, the Brother Man

was not so very crazy, after all. He has more than half converted me."

"Did you find out anything about him?"

"Yes, several of the older citizens here recognized my description of

him. They say he is harmless and has quite a history; was once a wealthy

mill-owner in Clinton. He wanders about the country, living with any one

who will take him in. It is a queer case; I must find out more about

him. But I'm hungry; can I have a bite of something?"

"Haven't you had dinner?"

"No; haven't had time."

"Where have you been?"

"Among the tenements."

"How are the people getting on there?"

"I cannot tell. It almost chokes me to eat when I think of it."

"Now, Philip, what makes you take it so seriously? How can you help all

that suffering? You are not to blame for it?"

"Maybe I am for a part of it. But whether I am or not, there the

suffering is. And I don't know as we ought to ask who is to blame in

such cases. At any rate, supposing the fathers and mothers in the

tenements are to blame themselves by their own sinfulness, does that

make innocent children and helpless babes any warmer or better clothed

and fed? Sarah, I have seen things in these four hours' time that make

me want to join the bomb-throwers of Europe almost."

Mrs. Strong came up behind his chair as he sat at the table eating, and

placed her hand on his brow. She grew more anxious every day over his

growing personal feeling for others. It seemed to her it was becoming a

passion with him, wearing him out, and she feared its results as winter

deepened and the strike in the mills remained unbroken.

"You cannot do more than one man, Philip." she said with a sigh.

"No, but if I can only make the church see its duty at this time and act

the Christlike way a great many persons will be saved." He dropped his

knife and fork, wheeled around abruptly in his chair, and faced her with

the question, "Would you give up this home and be content to live in a

simpler fashion than we have been used to since we came here?"

"Yes," replied his wife, quietly, "I will go anywhere and suffer

anything with you. What is it you are thinking of now?"

"I need a little more time. There is a crisis near at hand in my thought

of what Christ would require of me. My dear, I am sure we shall be led

by the spirit of Truth to do what is necessary and for the better saving

of men."

He kissed his wife tenderly and went upstairs again to his work. All

through the rest of the afternoon and in the evening, as he shaped his

church and pulpit work, the words of the "Brother Man" rang in his ears,

and the situation at the tenements rose in the successive panoramas

before his eyes. As the storm increased in fury with the coming

darkness, he felt that it was typical in a certain sense of his own

condition. He abandoned the work he had been doing at his desk, and,

kneeling down at his couch, he prayed. Mrs. Strong, coming up to the

study to see how his work was getting on, found him kneeling there and

went and kneeled beside him, while together they sought the light

through the storm.

So the weeks went by and the first Sunday of the next month found

Philip's Christ message even more direct and personal than any he had

brought to his people before. He had spent much of the time going into

the working-men's houses. The tenement district was becoming familiar

territory to him now. He had settled finally what his own action ought

to be. In that action his wife fully concurred. And the members of

Calvary Church, coming in that Sunday morning, were astonished at the

message of their pastor as he spoke to them from the standpoint of

modern Christ.

"I said a month ago that the age in which we live demands a simpler,

less extravagant style of living. I did not mean by that to condemn the

beauties of art or the marvels of science or the products of

civilization. I merely emphasized what I believe is a mighty but

neglected truth in our modern civilization--that if we would win men to

Christ we must adopt more of his spirit of simple and consecrated

self-denial. I wish it to be distinctly understood as I go on that I do

not condemn any man simply because he is rich or lives in a luxurious

house, enjoying every comfort of modern civilization, every delicacy of

the season, and all physical desires. What I do wish distinctly

understood is the belief which has been burned deep into me ever since

coming to this town, that if the members of this church wish to honor

the Head of the Church and bring men to believe him and save them in

this life and the next, they must be willing to do far more than they

have yet done to make use of the physical comforts and luxuries of their

homes for the blessing and Christianizing of this community. In this

particular I have myself failed to set you an example. The fact that I

have so failed is my only reason for making this matter public this

morning.

"The situation in Milton to-day is exceedingly serious. I do not need to

prove it to you by figures. If any business man will go through the

tenements he will acknowledge my statements. If any woman will contrast

those dens with her own home, she will, if Christ is a power in her

heart, stand in horror before such a travesty on the sacred thought of

honor. The destitution of the neighborhood is alarming. The number of

men out of work is dangerous. The complete removal of all sympathy

between the Church up here on this street, and the tenement district is

sadder than death. O my beloved!"--Philip stretched out his arms and

uttered a cry that rang in the ears of those who heard it and remained

with some of them a memory for years--"these things ought not so to be!

Where is the Christ spirit with us? Have we not sat in our comfortable

houses and eaten our pleasant food and dressed in the finest clothing

and gone to amusements and entertainments without number, while God's

poor have shivered on the streets, and his sinful ones have sneered at

Christianity as they have walked by our church doors?

"It is true we have given money to charitable causes. It is true the

town council has organized a bureau for the care and maintenance of

those in want. It is true members of Calvary Church, with other churches

at this time, have done something to relieve the immediate distress of

the town. But how much have we given of ourselves to those in need? Do

we reflect that to reach souls and win them, to bring back humanity to

God and the Christ, the Christian must do something different from the

giving of money now and then? He must give a part of himself. That was

my reason for urging you to move this church building away from this

street into the tenement district, that we might give ourselves to the

people there. The idea is the same in what I now propose. But you will

pardon me if first of all I announce my own action, which I believe is

demanded by the times and would be approved by our Lord."

Philip stepped up nearer the front of the platform and spoke with an

added earnestness and power which thrilled every hearer. A part of the

great conflict through which he had gone that past month shone out in

his pale face and found partial utterance in his impassioned speech,

especially as he drew near the end. The very abruptness of his

proposition smote the people into breathless attention.

"The parsonage in which I am living is a large, even a luxurious

dwelling. It has nine large rooms. You are familiar with its

furnishings. The salary this church pays me is $2,000 a year, a sum

which more than provides for my necessary wants. What I have decided to

do is this: I wish this church to reduce this salary one-half and take

the other thousand dollars to the fitting up the parsonage for a refuge

for homeless children, or for some such purpose which will commend

itself to your best judgment. There is money enough in this church alone

to maintain such an institution handsomely, and not a single member of

Calvary suffer any hardship whatever. I will move into a house nearer

the lower part of the town, where I can more easily reach after the

people and live more among them. That is what I propose for myself. It

is not because I believe the rich and the educated do not need the

gospel or the church. The rich and the poor both need the life more

abundantly. But I am firmly convinced that as matters now are, the

church membership through pulpit and pew must give itself more than in

the later ages of the world it has done for the sake of winning men. The

form of self-denial must take a definite, physical, genuinely

sacrificing shape. The Church must get back to the apostolic times in

some particulars and an adaptation of community of goods and a sharing

of certain aspects of civilization must mark the church membership of

the coming twentieth century. An object lesson in self-denial large

enough for men to see, a self-denial that actually gives up luxuries,

money, and even pleasures--this is the only kind that will make much

impression on the people. I believe if Christ was on earth he would

again call for this expression of loyalty to him. He would again say,

'So likewise whosoever he be of you that forsaketh not all that he hath,

he cannot be my disciple?'

"All this is what I call on the members of this church to do. Do I say

that you ought to abandon your own houses and live somewhere else? No. I

can decide only for myself in a matter of that kind. But this much I do.

Give yourselves in some genuine way to save this town from its evil

wretchedness. It is not so much your money as your own soul that the

sickness of the world needs. This plan has occurred to me. Why could not

every family in this church become a savior to some other family,

interest itself in the other, know the extent of its wants as far as

possible, go to it in person, let the Christian home come into actual

touch with the unchristian, in short, become a natural savior to one

family. There are dozens of families in this church that could do that.

It would take money. It would take time. It would mean real self-denial.

It would call for all your Christian grace and courage. But what does

all this church membership and church life mean if not just such

sacrifice? We cannot give anything to this age of more value than our

own selves. The world of sin and want and despair and disbelief is not

hungering for money or mission-schools or charity balls or state

institutions for the relief of distress, but for live, pulsing, loving

Christian men and women, who reach out live, warm hands, who are willing

to go and give themselves, who will abandon, if necessary, if Christ

calls for it, the luxuries they have these many years enjoyed in order

that the bewildered, disheartened, discontented, unhappy, sinful

creatures of earth may actually learn of the love of God through the

love of man. And that is the only way the world ever has learned of the

love of God. Humanity brought that love to the heart of the race, and it

will continue so to do until this earth's tragedy is all played and the

last light put out. Members of Calvary Church, I call on you in Christ's

name this day to do something for your Master that will really show the

world that you are what you say you are when you claim to be a disciple

of that One who, although he was rich, yet for our sakes became poor,

giving up all heaven's glory in exchange for all earth's misery, the end

of which was a cruel and bloody crucifixion. Are we Christ's disciples

unless we are willing to follow him in this particular? We are not our

own. We are bought with a price."

When that Sunday service closed, Calvary Church was stirred to its

depths. There were more excited people talking together all over the

church than Philip had ever seen before. He greeted several strangers as

usual and was talking with one of them, when one of the trustees came up

and said the Board would like to meet him, if convenient for him, as

soon as he was at liberty.

Philip accordingly waited in one of the Sunday-school class-rooms with

the trustees, who had met immediately after the sermon, and decided to

have an instant conference with the pastor.

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