On November eighteenth, Melville finally set sail, passing Cape St.

Vincent and Cape Trafalgar, entering the Straits of Gibraltar about a

week later, and skirting along the coast of Africa. Throughout this

journey, his eyes were keen and eager: when Gibraltar stands lit up by

the sun, and casts a shadow over the rest of the scene, he thinks of

England casting the rest of the world in shade; and when Algiers lies

before him, he remembers a passage in Don Quixote. As the boat sails

out, the town in the distance looks “like a sloping rock covered with

bird-lime.” In Greece, the scene became fantastic and memorable: the

pantaloons and male petticoats, the embroidered jackets, the noble

faces and ferocious moustachios--it is the Greece of Edmond About--and

the town itself, dirty, grimly picturesque, with old men who look like

Pericles reduced to a _charbonnier_.

From Syra to Salonica: at daybreak Melville came on deck to see Mt.

Olympus, covered with snow, and Ossa and Pelion to the south, with Mt.

Atlas, rather conical, on the opposite shore. In port, the same welter

of picturesqueness, dirt, modern needs, ancient beauty. The remains of

a Roman triumphal arch across a street and the fragments of a noble

Greek edifice, three columns and part of a pediment, used as a gateway

and support to the outhouse of a Jew’s abode. The English resident

comes aboard ship: he has that cockney confidence in the rights and

privileges of God’s Englishman that makes the English so comical and so

efficient wherever they go. He tells Melville he has been for a day’s

shooting in the Vale of Tempe. Ye Gods! Whortleberrying on Olympus! The

countryside: hot-houses and trellises. The monastery where Melville was

served with sweetmeats, fruit, and coffee, under an ancient sycamore.

Under all these little odd stimulations, the palate becomes less jaded

and the eyes are refreshed; the spirit itself becomes eager.

When, finally, the ship sets out for Constantinople, Olympus shows in

the moonlight like a ship of white cloud. On deck, the rich Turkish

effendis, in their long, furred robes of yellow, attended by their

harems, securely guarded in tents, give Melville other things to think

about. Orientals have no hearth, no bed, and never blush! The women are

pretty; for the Mohammedan religion disdains the corset, along with a

good part of Western ethics and religion. These creatures are lazy,

gracious, voluptuous; in Constantinople Melville finds that women with

ugly faces are rare, and that every other window shows faces, Jewish,

Grecian, Armenian, which in America would be a cynosure in a ballroom.

Does Melville suspect that enjoyment of the rites of sex, skill and

wisdom in that enjoyment, have contributed by sexual selection and

general good health to this beauty? No: this is one aspect of life

where, as we shall again see later, he observes the facts, but finds no

clues.

As the ship approaches Constantinople, the contrasts pile up: the sail

up the Hellespont is exhilarating, although spoiled a little by the

mists: at night, as the ship is lying by in a fog, he hears only the

bells of the neighbouring ships, and the sharp bark of the pariah dogs

on the shore. The passengers endure sea-sickness, discomfort, and damp

for two days. Melville turns to an old Turk and says: This is very bad.

The Turk answers: God’s will is good, and smokes his pipe in cheerful

resignation. That is the East’s answer to our Western fretfulness,

to our desire to discipline the elements and remove all the natural

obstacles to man’s existence and happiness: but the East pays its price

for it: the beauties of Constantinople are shrouded in dank, odourous

streets that are unmarked and unnamed and lead nowhere: the priests

in the Mosque of St. Sophia sell the precious mosaics as they fall

to the floor, not endeavouring to repair the scaling walls of that

superb interior: the bazaars are a wilderness of traffic. Melville

loses himself and is confounded and bewildered by the din, the barbaric

confusion, of the whole city. At night he does not dare to leave the

hotel, for fear of being assassinated for the sake of a watch or a

ring. In short, failing to struggle against God’s will, the East puts

up, in the same easy spirit, with every species of human roguery: that

is no answer to the White Whale! Indeed, Melville scarcely dares walk

the streets in the daylight without keeping his hand on his purse: for

no discoverable reason whatever, he was followed about for two or three

hours by an infernal Greek and his confederates, whom he could neither

intimidate nor elude. He began to feel nervous, remembering that the

fearful intent of Schiller’s ghost scene hangs upon being followed in

Venice by an Armenian; and he was thankful when he finally escaped.

But the views! The scenes from the steamer up the Bosphorous to

Buykudesh: magnificent! the whole panorama is one pomp of art and

nature. Europe and Asia are here shown at their best: a gallery of

ports and harbours formed by the interchange of promontory and bay:

porpoises sport in the blue, and large flights of pigeons overhead go

through evolutions like those of armies, whilst ships anchor at the

foot of ravines, deep among green basins, where the only canvas one

would expect would be tents. No wonder the Czars have always coveted

the capital of the Sultans: no wonder the Russian, among his firs,

sighs for these myrtles, cedars, cypresses. The green minarets of the

cypress contrast with the gold minarets of the Mosque: so nature and

man, so death and life, intermingle, too. Kiosk and fountain, dark

trees and daisies tipped with crimson, stand out with the jewelled

clearness of a Persian miniature: one would think that these scenes

would melt away like some castle of confectionery if the elements

treated them rudely.

Nearer, Melville is in the atmosphere of the Arabian Nights: the aspect

of the first bridge, coming back, is like that of a Grand Fancy Dress

Ball: the air is an immense Persian rug: 1,500,000 men are the actors

in a vast and endless procession, pedlars, beggars, confectionery

sellers, malefactors chained together with iron necklaces and rings;

porters with immense burdens, military officers, ladies in yellow

slippers, black eunuchs followed by white servants, sherbet sellers,

Georgians, shepherds marching in sheep’s clothing, sheep, droves of

donkeys followed by animated little boys poking them assiduously,

boys with Arabian Nights names, Yusef, Hassan, Hamet. But if it has

the beauty of some colossal London pantomime, it also has its defect:

Melville cannot step over the footlights. He sees these Turks,

Armenians, Georgians, Greeks: he would like to know them better: but

for conversation he must turn to the captain or the English resident,

or the fellow tourist. He wearies of this spectatorial attitude, these

long days when he cannot talk to a sympathetic soul. Melville had got

nearer to the Typees by living among them than he did with these closer

brethren. After six days in Constantinople, he set off by steamer for

Alexandria, via Smyrna; for, though he makes what he can of these

profane diversions, the chief end of these travels is Terra Sancta

itself.

The vessel stopped at Smyrna, and Melville had his first smell of

the nearer East: camel-dung drying against the walls of the houses,

for fuel, and the camel himself, the supercilious ambassador of this

civilization, with his neck out like a tortoise, and his tail like

an eel, by which the driver directed him, the swaying of the rider

increasing with the motion of the camel, as in the mast of a ship, the

higher one climbs. What a unique creature: he carries his neck like a

clergyman in a stiff cravat, his feathery forelegs, his long lank hind

ones, and his spongy hoofs, ploughing through the muddy lanes like four

mops--in short, a cross between an ostrich and a grasshopper! Melville

was thrilled by the curious appearance of strings of laden camels

passing through the narrow, crowded ways of the bazaar--and he learned

that these gorgeous Turkish clothes, many of them, were made of cotton

and silk imported into Lancashire and reproduced and sent back to the

native land, to the ruin of Turkish manufacturers, and the misery of

the Manchester operative, just as pure copper was sent to England, and

after being alloyed and cheapened was returned as unstamped coin to

Constantinople.

The ship steamed out of Smyrna and passed the bleak islands that had

once meant so much in history, Delos, flowery in fable, but desolate at

best and now quite sterile; and Patmos, another disenchanting isle; and

Timos, with its small hamlets and the little churches sticking perkily

out mid the low huts of the villages. Christmas Day Melville spent at

Syra again: he mentions the captain’s mild observance of the feast in a

glass of champagne; but he put in the notebook no private or domestic

memory. Perhaps he took to heart the advice he had already framed in

Pierre: “With a continent and an ocean between him and his wife--thus

sundered from her by whatever imperative cause for a long term of

years:--the husband, if passionately devoted to her and by nature

broodingly sensitive of soul were wise to forget her till he embrace

again.”

Melville contrasted these bleak, desolate Aegean Islands with those of

the Polynesian archipelago: the former had lost their virginity, whilst

the latter were as fresh as at their first creation. Melville knew that

withered feeling. To look upon the yellow of Patmos, who would believe

that a god had been there; and, one may add, to look upon the sear tint

of Melville’s soul, during the strained years that had just passed, who

would believe that a god had once reposed there, either?

At last the Alexandrian lighthouse came into view; and shortly after

that Pompey’s pillar, looking like a huge stick of candy that had long

been sucked. Melville made a quick excursion to Cairo; and spent two

nights there, wandering through the streets, where the houses seemed

a collection of old orchestras, organs, proscenium boxes, or like

masses of old grotesque furniture, lumbering a garret, and covered

with dust: the streets, so narrow, through the projection of the upper

storeys, that they seemed almost tunnels, made noon itself dim: in the

lonelier parts of the city many of the houses were uninhabited and had

a ghoulish look: but the city itself, for all these desolate houses and

stoved-in domes and rubbish-filled alleys, was alive with bargain and

chaffer and shouting camel drivers and whining blind men: desert and

verdure clashed together like splendour and squalor, like gloom and

gaiety: such violent chiaroscuro in all the senses bewildered one like

strong wine on an empty stomach.

The Pyramids completed the effect of this exploration. Together,

they made a magnificent, a terrible, an unforgettable day. From the

distance, the Pyramids jutted over the sand like purple mountains. To

ascend the great Pyramid, there were as many different routes as there

are for crossing the Alps: precipice on precipice, cliff on cliff.

Nothing in Nature but the sea gives such an idea of vastness; the very

grass that grows around the Pyramids does not touch them, as if in

awe of them. Exhausted a little with his climb, a pain in his chest,

Melville found the Arab guides tender: as he hurried on, for none but

the phlegmatic could scale this mound deliberately, the Arabs in their

white flowing robes might have been angels conducting him up to heaven.

One old man fainted halfway up and had to be brought down: he essayed

to go inside and fainted again: it was too much for him.

Well, it was almost too much for Melville: it was not the sense of

height but the sense of immensity that was stirred: with all other

architecture, however vast, the eye is gradually inured to the sense of

magnitude by passing from part to part: but here there was no storey

or stage: it was all or nothing, not height or breadth or length or

depth but unspeakable vastness, less like courses of masonry than like

strata of rocks, a long slope of crags and precipices. As with the

ocean, you learned as much of its vastness by the first glance as you

would in a month. The great Pyramid refused to be studied or adequately

comprehended. Nor had it lost by the tearing away of its casing,

though it had scaled enough stone to build a walled town; on the

contrary, when it presented a smooth plane it must have lost as much

in impressiveness as the ocean does when unfurrowed--a dead calm of

masonry. A feeling of awe and terror gradually came over Melville: the

Arabs were no longer angels, but seemed, in their soft, imperturbable

way, somehow malign. Stooping and doubling in the interior, as in a

coal shaft, Melville shuddered at the ancient Egyptians: they had a

mixture of the cunning and the awful. Moses learned his lore from the

Egyptians: the awful idea of Jehovah was born there. They must needs

have been terrible inventors, those ancient wise men: as out of the

crude forms of the natural earth they could evoke by art the Pyramids,

so, out of the dull elements of the insignificant thoughts that are in

all men, they could by analogous art rear the transcendent conception

of God. Indeed, the Egyptians had outwitted mortality. The Pyramids

were conceived out of an energy as mighty as Nature’s: nought but an

earthquake or a geological revolution could smother it up. That was

something like an answer to the White Whale--albeit such a distant

answer. The pyramidical energy, as well as the pyramidical scorn, were

both lacking in Melville now, high though they had towered in Moby-Dick.

Back in his high-ceilinged room of Shepherd’s Hotel, with its

almost monkish barrenness, the Pyramids still loomed before Herman

Melville--something vast, indefinite, uncomfortable, and awful.

Nothing that he met in the holy ways of Jerusalem, on the Mount of

Temptation or in the Garden of Gethsemane, compared with the powerful

impression left on him by the Pyramids. Did his instinct at last tell

him that power was necessary, but that power alone was not enough,

that Power and Love must work together, harmoniously married, as in

one of the oldest of mythic figures, before man’s triumph is anything

but evanescent? The issue of power and love, knowledge and sympathy,

contrivance and imagination, is art; and the highest product of art is

not a painting, a statue, a book, a pyramid, but a human personality.

When power and love were divorced in the personality, love became

impotent, and power became malign and unlovely; and the personality

itself mouldered, mouldered into a Jackson, a Timon, an Ahab, a Maria

Glendinning, a Pierre, an Isabel. The Egyptians certainly had not

forgotten love; and the Nile itself, which spread greenness when its

floods receded, was the symbol of its benign fertility. Did some hint

of this touch Melville in Egypt or in Palestine? Apparently, yes; for

in Clarel we shall see the germs of a new feeling about life, and the

source of that feeling is love, a clear and unambiguous love.

5

What further impact the journey made upon Melville’s mind, we shall

best gather when we come to consider Clarel and some of his minor

poems; and the further events of his journey home _via_ Italy,

the Netherlands, and England can well be condensed into scattered

observations and epigrams that punctuate the account in his journals.

Passing Patmos, Melville was again afflicted with the great curse of

modern travel--scepticism. “Could no more realize that St. John had

ever had revelations here than when off Juan Fernandez could believe

in Robinson Crusoe according to Defoe.” “Pompeii like any other town.

Same old humanity. All the same whether one be dead or alive. Pompeii

comfortable sermon. Like Pompeii better than Paris.” Pisa: “Campanile

like pine poised just ere snapping. You wait to hear crack. Like

Wordsworth’s mooncloud, it will move all together if it move at all,

for Pillars all line with it.” “Rome fell flat on me. Oppressing

flat.... Tiber a ditch, yellow as saffron. The whole landscape nothing

independent of association. St. Peter’s looks small from tower of

Capitol.... Dome not so wonderful as St. Sophia’s.... Went to Baths

of Caracalla. Wonderful. Massive. Ruins form as it were natural

bridges of thousands of arches. There are glades and thickets among

the ruins--high up.--Thought of Shelley. Truly, he got his inspiration

here. Corresponded with his drama and mind. Still majesty and desolate

grandeur.” “Quirinal Palace.... The Gardens--a paradise without the

joy--freaks and caprices of endless wealth ... as stone is sculptured

into forms of foliage, so here foliage turned into forms of sculpture.”

Florence: “Breughel’s picture much pleased me. Not pleased with the

Venus de Medici, but very much astonished at the Wrestlers, and charmed

with Titian’s Venus.” “Rather be in Venice on a rainy day than in

any other capital on a fine one.” London: “Crystal Palace--digest of

the universe. Vast toy. No substance. Such appropriation of space as

is made by a rail fence.” Oxford: “It was here I first confessed my

gratitude for my motherland and could view her with pride. Oxford to an

American as well worth visiting as Paris, though in a different way.”

6

During this crowded journey, while Melville was in Italy, there

happened an event, obscure, mysterious, obliquely narrated, and

published only at the end of his life, which gives us a further clue

to Melville’s character and experience. Knowing Melville’s habits of

composition, one is fairly sure that some objective fact lies beneath

the surface of the verse called After the Pleasure Party: all the more

because he published the poem only after he had reached the serenity

and safety of old age. That these verses were not merely the product

of untethered imagination one suspects, too, because their theme,

remorse and bitter regret after renouncing a passionate experience, is

underlined by the words of another poem, Madame Mirror:

What pangs after parties of pleasure,

What smiles but disclosures of pain!

This long poem, After the Pleasure Party, stands out with particular

boldness because it contains the only direct references to sexual

passion that one finds in Melville’s entire work, except for haphazard

and unimportant incidents--or the plainly fictitious events in Pierre.

It is a faint and intricate clue; but one must not neglect it.

Melville pictures a paradisiac garden in Italy: the upland falling

behind the house, fragrant with jasmin and orange blossom, the white

marble of the house itself, gleaming between the lanes of austere

trees, the green terraces falling in gentle cataracts down to the

starlit Mediterranean Sea: a place of beauty and an hour of balm “after

long revery’s discontent.” The pilgrim, dusty with travel in barren

lands, revels in the sensuous peace: he is not so completely the

pilgrim, so thoroughly the hermit, that his heart is entirely his own:

on the contrary, it is out of a desperate dryness and loneliness of

soul that Melville is suddenly beset by such temptations as the hermits

of the Thebaid found in the desert. We have no image of the woman who

walked with Melville through these green walks, under the star-bright

sky: he himself tried, in the years that followed, to forget “the glade

wherein Fate spun Love’s ambuscade,” tempting him to flout pale years

of cloistral life and “flush himself in sensuous strife.” We do not

know if it was she who repulsed him, as the shore repulses the hungry

billows, tired of the homeless deep, or whether it was a resistance

within himself that wrecked and scattered the impulses that were

driving him against the warm object of his desire: but we know that,

flushed perhaps by wine, and stirred by the fragrant spring night, sex

asserted itself again in Melville: the “dear desire through love to

sway” came over him, and when he found himself baffled, attempting to

rule his passion yet not able to reign, neither conquering the woman

herself nor the passion she had awakened, he was aware of a dreary

shame of frustration. Blocked in his highest powers of thought, in

his career as a writer, Melville found himself equally defeated--and

perhaps by the same cluster of images--in that other citadel of

personality. Bitterly he cries: “And kept I long heaven’s watch for

this, contemning love, for this, even this?”

There is the cry of the passionate man who in his marriage had kept to

the letter of his pledge, and yet found himself struggling against its

spirit--struggling and yet paralysed. The sudden opening of passion,

that had begun at lunch this day, as the guests of the house, like the

ladies and gentlemen in the prologue to the Decameron, had lain about

in groups on the grass, this passion, deepening in a secluded glade

under the Mediterranean night, had pulled Melville off his lonely

throne: in a dream he was a king, perhaps, a lonely king--an idiot

crowned with straw! That gust of passion had brought enlightenment:

the fires in him were banked, not dead: but it left him bereaved. He

shrank from its consequences. In this enlightenment he remembered and

magnified other incidents on his journey: the barefoot peasant girl in

Naples who had climbed up the hills near the wheels of his carriage and

had given him the sudden impulse to fire upon her the petty hell within

his own bosom. Hers was a wily innocence, and one can only vaguely

guess at Melville’s memories when he exclaims: “The cheat! On briars

her buds were strung.... To girls, strong man’s a novice weak.” All

this became part of his “sad rosary of belittling pain.”

Melville might seem to others, might in opaque moments seem to himself,

a pale, scholarly man, immersed solely in things of the mind: but what

a caricature that apparition was of the actual man! The pallor did

not mean he could not feel the sun when it shone upon him: “the plain

lone bramble thrills with Spring as much as vines that grapes shall

bring,” and when this mood was uppermost, how gladly would he throw his

arms around some radiant ninny, the first glad, willing girl he might

meet, and buy the veriest wanton’s rose--“would but my bee therein

repose.” If only he could remake himself, or free himself from this

disturbance, this void tormenting urge, this feeling of disunity, this

being but half of a mismatched whole: surely, there was some anarchic

blunder, some rank cosmic jest, in the state that made the single

self incomplete and yet set all the odds against the possibility that

selves who matched should meet and mate. This was part of Melville’s

disillusion, that hot impetus he had felt in that fine Italian garden

promised in ultimate reward no more than his marriage, equally fervid

and romantic at the start, had brought him. And yet--and yet--perhaps

this temporary impulse was an impulse to act upon, whether it had any

cosmic justification or not: the turbulent heart and the rebel brain

did not satisfy themselves so easily with abstract reasons.

For Amor so resents a slight

And hers had been such haught disdain

He long may wreak his boyish spite,

And, boylike, little reck the pain.

When Melville leaves this scene of his thwarted renewal, and comes to

Rome, confronting its pagan statuary and its Christian churches, he has

half an impulse to gather all his doubts and difficulties together and

make a sacrifice of them to the Church, in return for the peace she

gives: but something deeper in him, something reflected in the mighty

statuary and art of the Roman and the Greek, prompts him to turn to

Athene herself, who united power and peace, far from the “sexual feud”

that “clogs the aspirant’s life.” But no outer institution or activity

could share Melville’s burden: at bottom, he feels hopeless of either

Church or of Art. Never, he says, passion peace shall bring, nor art

inanimate for long inspire. Ah, no! because the sick man turns to these

things as to a powerful medicine, to serve as a specific, once and for

all; whereas in health, they must be treated as food, to be welcomed

recurrently. Melville was sick; and he was aware of it. “Nothing may

help or heal while Amor, incensed, remembers wrong.”

For scope to give his vengeance play

Himself he’ll blaspheme and betray.

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