CHAPTER XXXII.

After a sleepless night, Cuthbert Laurance sat in dressing gown and

slippers before the table, on which was arranged his breakfast. In

his right hand he held, partly lifted, the cup of coffee; upon the

left he rested his head, seeming abstracted, oblivious of the dainty

dishes that invited his attention.

The graceful _insouciance_ of the Sybarite had vanished, and though

the thirty-seven years of his life had dealt very gently with his

manly beauty, leaving few lines about his womanishly fair brow, he

seemed to-day gravely preoccupied, anxious, and depressed. Pushing

back his chair, he sat for some time in a profound and evidently

painful reverie, and when his father came in, and closed the door

behind him, the cloud of apprehension deepened.

"Good-morning, Cuthbert, I must compliment you on your early hours.

How is Maud?"

"I have not seen her this morning. Victorine usually takes her out at

this time of the day. I hope after a night's reflection and rest, you

feel disposed to afford me more comfort than you extended last

evening. The fact is, unless you come forward and help me, I shall be

utterly ruined."

General Laurance lighted his cigar, and, standing before his son,

answered coldly:

"I beg you to recollect that my resources are not quite

inexhaustible, and last year when I gave that Chicago property to

you, I explained the necessity of curbing your reckless extravagance.

Were I possessed of Rothschild's income, it would not suffice to keep

upon his feet a man who sells himself to the Devil of the gaming

table, and entertains with the prodigality of a crown prince. I never

dreamed until last night that the real estate at home is encumbered

by mortgages, and it will be an everlasting shame if the homestead

should be sacrificed; but I can do no more for you. This failure of

Ames is a disgraceful affair, and I understand soils his

reputation--past all hope of purification. How long does Abbie expect

to remain in Nice? It does not look well, I can tell you, that she

should go off and leave Maud with her _bonne_."

"Oh! for that matter, Maud is better off here, where she can be seen

regularly by the physician, and Victorine knows much better what to

do for her than her mother. Abbie is perfectly acquainted with the

change in her father's and in my own affairs, and I should suppose

she would have returned immediately after the receipt of the

intelligence, especially as I informed her that we should be

compelled to return to America."

"I shall telegraph her to come back at once, for I hear that she is

leading a very gay life at Nice, and that her conduct is not wholly

compatible with her duties as a wife and mother."

An expression of subdued scorn passed over Cuthbert's face, as he

answered sarcastically:

"Probably your influence may avail to hasten her return. As for her

peculiar views, and way of conducting herself, I imagine it is rather

too late for you to indulge in fastidious carpings, as you selected

and presented her to me as a suitable bride, particularly acceptable

to you for a daughter-in-law.

"When men live as you have done since your marriage, it is scarcely

surprising that wives should emulate their lax example. You have

never disguised your indifference as a husband."

"No, sir. When I made merchandise of my hand, I deemed that sacrifice

sufficient, and have never pretended to include my heart in the

bargain. But why deal in recrimination? Past mistakes are

irremediable, and it behooves me to consider only the future. Were it

not for poor Maud, I really should care very little, but her

helplessness appeals to me now more forcibly than all other

considerations. You say, sir, that you cannot help me--why not? At

this crisis a few shares of stock, and some of those sterling bonds

would enable me to pay off my pressing personal debts; and I could

get away from Paris with less annoying notoriety and scandal, which

above all things I abhor. I only ask the means of retiring from my

associations here without disgrace, and once safely out of France I

shall care little for the future. You certainly cannot consent to see

me stranded here, where my position and _menage_ have been so proud?"

General Laurance puffed vigorously at his cigar for some seconds,

then tossed it down, put his hands in his pockets, and said abruptly:

"When I told you last night that I could not help you, I meant it.

The stocks and bonds you require have already been otherwise

appropriated. I daresay, Cuthbert, you will be astonished at what I

am about to communicate, but whatever your opinion of the step I have

determined to take, I request in advance, that you will refrain from

any disagreeable comments. For thirty-seven years I have devoted

myself to the promotion of your interest and happiness, and you must

admit you have often sorely tried my patience. If you have at last

made shipwreck of your favourable financial prospects, it is no

longer in my power to set you afloat again. Cuthbert, I am on the eve

of assuming new responsibilities that require all the means your

luxurious mode of living has left me. I am going to marry again."

"To marry again! Are you approaching your dotage?"

The son had risen, and his handsome face was full of undisguised

scorn, as his eyes rested on his father's haughty and offended

countenance.

"Whatever your dissatisfaction, you will be wise in repressing it at

least in your remarks to me. I am no longer young, but am very far

from senility; and finding no harmony in your household, no peaceful

fireside where I can spend the residue of my days in quiet, I have

finally consulted the dictates of my own heart, and am prompted by

the hope of great happiness with the woman whom I sincerely love--to

marry her. Under these circumstances you can readily appreciate my

inability to transfer the stocks, which it appears you have relied

upon to float you out of this financial storm."

Cuthbert bowed profoundly, and answered contemptuously:

"They have, I presume, already been transferred in the form of a

marriage contract? Pardon me, sir; but may I inquire whom you design

to fill my mother's place?"

"I expect within a few days to present to you as my wife the

loveliest woman in all Europe, one as noble, refined, modest, and

delicate as she is everywhere conceded to be beautiful,--the

celebrated Madame Odille Orme."

An unconquerable embarrassment caused his eyes to wander from his

son's face as he pronounced the name, else he would have discovered

the start, the pallor with which the intelligence was received.

Cuthbert turned and stood at the window, with his back to his father,

and the convulsive movement of his features attested the profound

pain which the announcement caused.

"Madame Orme is not an ordinary actress, and has always maintained a

reputation quite rare among those of her profession. I have carefully

studied her character, think I have seen it sufficiently tested to

satisfy even my fastidious standard of female propriety and decorum;

and knowing how proudly and jealously I guard my honour and my name,

you may rest assured I have not risked anything in committing both to

the keeping of this woman, to whom I am very deeply and tenderly

attached. She told me she had met you once. How did she impress you?"

It cost him a strong effort to answer composedly.

"She certainly is the most beautiful woman I have seen in Europe."

"Ah! and sweet as she is lovely! My son, do not diminish my happiness

by unkind thoughts and expressions, which would result in our

estrangement. No father could have devoted himself more assiduously

to a child than I have done to you, and in my old age, if this

marriage brings me so much delight and comfort, have I not earned the

right to consider my own happiness? It is quite natural that you

should be surprised, and to some extent chagrined at my determination

to settle a portion of my property upon a new claimant for my love

and protection; but I hope, for the sake of all concerned, you will

at least indulge in no harsh or disrespectful remarks. I have been

requested to invite you to accompany me to the Theatre to-night to

witness Madame Orme's farewell to the stage, in a drama of her own

composition. After this evening she appears no more in public, and at

the close of the play she desires that we shall meet her at her

hotel. I trust you will courteously fulfil the engagement I have made

for you, as I assured her she might expect us both."

He lighted a fresh cigar, and drew on his gloves.

Cuthbert hastily snatched a glass of water from the stand near him,

and laying his hand on the bolt of the door leading to his sleeping

room, looked over his shoulder at his father.

The face of the son was whitened and sharpened by acute suffering,

and his blue eyes flushed with a peculiarly cold sarcastic light as

he exclaimed bitterly:

"That General Laurance should so far forget the aristocratic

associations and memories of the past, as to wrap his ambitious name

around the person and character of a pretty _coulisse_ queen,

certainly surprises his son, in whom he would never have forgiven

such a _mésalliance_; but _chacun à son gout!_ Permit me, sir, to

hope that my father may display the same infallible judgment in

selecting a bride for himself that he so successfully manifested in

the choice of one for his son; and the sincere wish of my heart is,

that your wedded life may prove quite as rose-coloured and blissful

as mine."

He bowed low, and disappeared; and after a few turns up and down the

room, during which he smoothed his ruffled brow, rejoicing that the

announcement had been made, General Laurance went down to his

carriage, and was driven to the hotel, where he hoped to find Mrs.

Orme.

For several days after the narration of her history to Regina, the

mother had seen comparatively little of her child, her time being

engrossed by numerous rehearsals and the supervision of some scene

painting, which she considered essential to the success of the play.

Only on the morning of the day appointed for its presentation, did

Regina learn that in "Infelice" her mother had merely written and

dramatically arranged an accurate history of her own eventful life.

By this startling method she had long designed to acquaint General

Laurance and his son with her real name, and the play had been very

carefully cast and prepared; but Regina heard with deep pain and

humiliation of the vindictive nature of the surprise arranged, and

eloquently plead that the sacred past should not be profaned by

casting it before the public for criticism.

Mr. Chesley earnestly seconded her entreaties that even now a change

of programme might be effected, but Mrs. Orme sternly adhered to her

purpose, declared it was too late for alteration, and that she would

not consent to forfeit the delight of the vengeance, which alone

sweetened the future, neither would she permit her daughter to absent

herself. A box had been secured where, screened from observation,

Regina and Mr. Chesley could not only witness the play, but watch the

two men whose box was opposite.

When General Laurance called and sent up a basket of choice and

costly flowers, begging for a moment's interview, Mrs. Orme sent down

in reply a tiny perfumed note, stating that she was then hurrying to

the last rehearsal, which it was absolutely necessary she should

attend; and requesting that after the close of the play General

Laurance and his son would do her the honour to take supper at her

hotel, where she would give him a final and very definite answer with

regard to their nuptials. While he read the _billet_ and was

pencilling a second appeal for the privilege of escorting her to the

rehearsal, she ran lightly downstairs, sprang into a carriage, and

eluded him.

Left in possession of all the records relative to her mother's

history, and furnished for the first time with a printed copy of

"Infelice," Regina spent a melancholy day in her own room. Among the

papers she found her father's letter, promising to claim his wife as

soon as he attained his majority; and as she noted the elegant

chirography and glanced from the letter to the ambrotype which

represented Cuthbert as he looked at the period of his marriage, a

strangely tender new feeling welled up in her heart, dimming her eyes

with unshed tears.

It was her father's face upon which she looked, and something in

those proud high-bred features plead for him to the soul of his

child. True he had disowned them, but could that face deliberately

hide premeditated treachery? Might there not be some defence, some

extenuating circumstance, that would lessen his crime?

Suddenly she sprang up and began to array herself in a walking suit.

She would go and see her father, learn what had induced his cruel

course, and perhaps some mistake might be discovered and corrected.

She knew that this step would subject her to her mother's

displeasure, but just then the girl's heart was hardened against

her, in consequence of her persistency in dramatizing a record which

the daughter deemed too mournfully solemn and sacred for the

desecration of the boards and footlights.

Grieved and mortified by this resolution, over which her passionate

invective and persuasion exerted not the slightest influence, she

availed herself of the absence of her mother and Mrs. Waul to leave

the hotel and get into a carriage.

The Directory supplied her with the address she sought, and ere many

moments she found herself in front of the stately, palatial pile, in

which Cuthbert Laurance had long dwelt Desiring to see Mr. Laurance

on business, she was shown into the elegant salon, and when the

servant returned to say that he had left the house but a few minutes

before she entered, she still lingered.

"Can I see Mrs. Laurance?"

"Madame is at Nice. Only Mademoiselle Maud is at home."

At that instant a side door opened, and a stout, middle-aged woman

pushed before her into the room a low chair placed on wheels, in

which sat Maud. At sight of the stranger, Victorine turned to retreat

with her charge, but Regina made a quick gesture to detain her, and

went to the spot where the chair rested.

Maud sat with her lap full of violets and mignonette, which she was

trying to weave into a bouquet, but arrested in her occupation, her

weird black eyes looked wonderingly on the visitor. How vividly they

contrasted, the slender, symmetrical figure of Regina, her perfect

face and graceful bearing, with the swarthy, sallow, dwarfed, and

helpless Maud! As the former looked at the melancholy features,

prematurely aged by suffering, a well of pity gushed in her heart,

and she bent down and took one of the thin hands from which the

flowers were slipping unnoticed.

"Is this little Maud?"

"My name is Maud Ames Laurance. What is your name? Why, you are just

like papa! Do you know my papa?"

"No, dear; but I shall some day. I should very much like to know

you."

"You look so much like papa. You may kiss me if you like."

She turned her sallow cheek for the salute, and Victorine said:

"Is mademoiselle a relative? You are quite the image of Mr.

Laurance."

"Do you think so? Where can I find General Laurance? Does he reside

here?"

"Oh no! He never has lived with us. Grandpapa was here this morning,

but we were out in the park. Will you have some flowers? Your eyes

just match my violets! So like papa's."

Regina gazed sorrowfully at the afflicted figure, and holding those

thin, hot fingers in hers, she silently determined that if possible

the impending blow should be warded off from this pitiable little

sufferer.

"Did you come to see me?" queried Maud.

"No, I called to see your papa--on some business, and I am sorry he

is absent. Before long I shall come and see you, and we will make

bouquets and have a pleasant time. Good-bye, Maud."

Remembering that she was her half-sister, Regina lightly kissed the

hollow cheek of the invalid.

"Good-bye. I shall ask papa where you got his eyes; for they are my

papa's lovely eyes."

"Has mademoiselle left her card with Jean?" asked Victorine, whose

curiosity was thoroughly aroused.

"I have not one with me."

"Then be pleased to give me your name."

"No matter now. I will come again, and then you and Maud shall learn

my name."

She hastened out of the room, and when she reached her mother's

lodgings, met her uncle pacing the floor of the reception-room.

"Regina, where have you been? You are top total a stranger here to

venture out alone, and I beg that you will not repeat the imprudence.

I have been really uneasy about your mysterious absence."

"Uncle Orme, I wanted to see my father, and I went to his home."

She threw her hat upon the sofa, and sighed heavily.

"My dear child, Minnie will never forgive your premature disclosure!"

"I made none, because he was not at home. Oh, uncle, I saw something

that made my heart turn sick with pity. I saw that poor little

deformed girl, Maud Laurance, and it seems to me her haggard face,

her utter wretchedness and helplessness would melt a heart of steel!

I longed to take the poor forlorn creature in my arms, and cry over

her; and I tell you, Uncle Orme, I will not be a party to her ruin

and disgrace! I will not, I will not! I am strong and healthy, and

God has given me many talents, and raised up dear friends, you uncle,

the dearest of all, after mother; but what has that unfortunate

cripple? Nothing but her father (for she has been deserted by her

mother), and only her father's name. Do you think I could see her

beggared, reduced to poverty that really pinched, in order that I

might usurp her place as the Laurance heiress? Never."

"My dear girl, the usurpation is on their part, not yours. The name

and inheritance is lawfully yours, and the attainment of these rights

for you has sustained poor Minnie through her sad, arduous career."

"Abstract right is not the only thing to be considered at such a

juncture as this. Suppose I could change places with that poor little

deformed creature, would you not think it cruel, nay wicked, to turn

me all helpless and forlorn out of a comfortable home, into the cold

world of want, a nameless waif. Uncle, I know what it is to be

fatherless and nameless! All of that bitterness and humiliation has

been mine for years, but now that my heart is at rest concerning my

parentage, now that _I_ know there is no blemish on mother's past

record, I care little for what the world may think, and much, much

more, what that poor girl would suffer. To-day, when I looked at her

useless feet and shrunken hands and deep hollow eyes, I seemed to

hear a voice from far Judean hills: '_Bear ye one another's

burdens_;' and, Uncle Orme, I am willing to bear Maud's burden to the

end of my life. My shoulders have become accustomed to the load they

have carried for over seventeen years, and I will not shift it to

poor Maud's. I am strong, she is pitiably feeble. I have never known

the blessing of a father's love, have learned to do without it; she

has no other comfort, no other balm, and I will not rob her of the

little God has left her. I understand how mother feels, I cannot

blame her; and while I know that her care and anxiety in this matter

are chiefly on my account, I could never respect, never forgive

myself, if to promote my own importance or interest I selfishly

consented to beggar poor Maud. She cannot live long; death has set a

shadowy mark already upon her weird eyes, and until they close in the

peace of the grave let us leave her the name she seems so proud of.

She pronounced it Maud Ames Laurance, as though it were a royal

title. Let her bear it. I can wait."

As Mr. Chesley watched the pale gem-like face, with its soft holy

eyes full of a resolution which he knew all the world could not

shake, a sudden mist blurred her image, and taking her hand, he

kissed her forehead.

"My noble child, if the golden rule you seek to practise were in

universal acceptation and actualization, injustice, fraud, and crime

would overturn the bulwarks of morality and decency. When men violate

the laws of God and man as Cuthbert Laurance certainly has done, even

religion as well as justice requires that his crime should be

punished; although in nearly all such instances the innocent suffer

for the sins of the guilty. Your mother owes it to you, to me, to

herself, to society, to demand recognition of her legal rights; and

though I do not approve all that she proposes (at least, the manner

of its accomplishment), I cannot censure her; and you, dear child,

for whose sake she has borne so much, should pause before you judge

her harshly."

"God forbid that I should! But oh, uncle! it seems to me something

dreadful, sacrilegious, to act over before a multitude of strangers

those mournful miserable events that ought to be kept sacred. The

thought of being present is very painful to me."

"None but General Laurance and his son will dream that it is more

than a mere romance. None but they can possibly recognize the scenes,

and the audience cannot suspect that Minnie is acting her own

history. When a suit is instituted, it will probably result in a

recognition of the marriage, and thereupon a large alimony will be

granted to your mother, who will at once apply for a divorce. In the

present condition of their financial affairs this cannot fail to

beggar the Laurances, for I had a cable despatch this morning from

Mr. Palma, intimating that the stock panic had grievously crippled

several of General Laurance's best investments. This news will be

delightful to Minnie, but I see it distresses you. Now, Regina,

regnant, listen to me. Have no controversy with your mother; she is

just now in no mood to bear it, and I want no distrust to grow up

between you. Whether you wish it or not, she will establish her

claim, and she is right in doing so. Now I wish to make a contract

with you. Keep quiet, and if we find that the Laurances will really

be reduced to want, I will supply you with the funds necessary to

provide a comfortable home for them, and you shall give it to your

father and little Maud. Minnie must not know of the matter, she would

never forgive us, and neither can I consent that your father should

consider me as his friend. But all that I have, my sweet girl, is

yours, and Laurance may feel indebted to his own repudiated child for

the gift. It is a bargain?"

"Oh, Uncle Orme! how good and generous you are! No wonder my heart

warmed to you the first time I ever saw you! How I love and thank

you, my own noble uncle! You have no idea how earnestly I long for

the time when you and mother and I can settle down together in a

quiet home somewhere, shut out from the world that has used us all so

hardly, and safe in our love, and confidence for and in each other."

She had thrown her arms around his neck, and pressing her head

against his shoulder, looked at him with eyes full of hope and

happiness.

"I am afraid, my dear girl, that as soon as our imaginary Eden is

arranged satisfactorily, the dove that gives it peace and purity will

be enticed away, caged in a more brilliant mansion. You will love

Minnie and me very much I daresay until some lover steals between us

and lures you away."

She hid her countenance against his shoulder, and her words impressed

him as singularly solemn and mournful.

"I shall have no lover. I shall make it the aim and study of all my

future life to love only God, mother, and you. My hope of happiness

centres in the one word Home! We all three have felt the bitter want

of one, and I desire to make ours that serene, holy ideal Home of

which I have so long dreamed: 'We will bear our Penates with us;

their atrium, the heart. Our household gods are the memories of our

childhood, the recollections of the hearth round which we gathered;

of the fostering hands which caressed us, of the scene of all the

joys, anxieties, and hopes, the ineffable yearnings of love, which

made us first acquainted with the mystery and the sanctity of home.'

Such a home, dear uncle, let us fashion, somewhere in sight of the

blue Pacific; and into its sacred rest no lover shall come."

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