19 November.

I heard her voice and her moans through the door. In that illness the

suffering is terrible. According to the doctor it is the usual sign,

but to me it seems blind cruelty! My aunt says she clings round her

neck and her mother's and asks them for help. And nothing can be done,

nothing! Continual sickness, the pains are increasing, the feet are

quite swollen. The doctor says nothing, but that it may turn out all

right, or may end badly. I know that without him! The fever is at

forty degrees. She is always conscious.

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