21 April.

I live nominally at Warsaw, but have spent four consecutive days at

Ploszow. Pani Celina is better, but the cleric Latyzs died the day

before yesterday. Doctor Chwastowski says it was a splendid case of

pulmonary consumption, and with difficulty conceals his satisfaction

that he foretold the exact course of the disease up to the last hour.

We had been to see the young man twelve hours before he died. He was

quite merry with us, and full of hope because the fever had left him,

which was only a sign of weakness. Yesterday, when sitting with Aniela

on the veranda, the cleric's mother came up to tell us about his

death, in her own quaint way, in which sorrow blended with quiet

submission to the inevitable. In my pity for her, there was a great

deal of curiosity, for up to now I had not much occasion to see

anything of the inner life of the peasants. What quaint expressions

they use! I tried to remember her words in order to note them down.

She embraced my knees, then Aniela's, after which she put the outside

of her hands over her eyes, and began to wail: "O little Jesus,

dear--O Maria, holiest of Virgins! He is dead, my poor lamb, dead! He

was eager to see the Lord face to face; more eager than to stop with

his little father and mother! Nothing could hold him back, not even

the ladies' cares! Wine he had in plenty, and good food, and that

could not save him; O little Jesus, dear! O holiest of Virgins! O

Jesus mine!"

In her voice there was certainly a mother's sorrow! but what struck me

most was the modulation of the voice, as if set to some local music. I

never heard before the peasants lament their dead, but I am quite

sure they all do it in more or less the same way, as if according to

certain rules.

Tears were trembling on Aniela's eyelashes, and with that peculiar

goodness only women are capable of, she began to inquire into the

details of his death, guessing that it would soothe the poor woman to

speak about it.

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