Towards the end Sniatynski said to me:--

"I will do what you wish under one condition: you must pledge me your

word that in case my mission fails, you will not go to Ploszow and

make a scene which the ladies might pay for with their health; you may

write to Aniela if you wish, but you will not go, unless she gives you

permission."

What does he take me for? I promised unreservedly, but his words

increased my anxiety. But I count upon Aniela's heart and Sniatynski's

eloquence. Ah! how he can speak! He did not encourage my hopes, but I

can see he is hopeful himself. As a last resource he promised to get

Aniela to delay the marriage for six months. In that case the victory

is ours, for Kromitzki will draw back. I shall remember this day for

a long time. Sniatynski, when in presence of a real sorrow, can be as

gentle as a woman, and he was anxious to spare my feelings. Yet

it costs me something to lay bare even before such a friend my

madness,--weak points,--and put into his hands my whole fate, instead

of fighting it out by myself. But what does it all matter when Aniela

is in question?

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