23 June.

I cannot possibly fold my hands and let things take their own way.

This marriage must not take place; it would be too monstrous. To-day,

Thursday, I have sent a telegram to Sniatynski, entreating him by all

the powers to be at Cracow by Sunday. I shall leave here to-morrow. I

asked him not to mention the telegram to anybody. I will see him, talk

to him, and beg him to see Aniela in my name. I count much upon his

influence. Aniela respects and likes him very much. I did not apply to

my aunt, because we men understand one another better. Sniatynski, as

a psychologist, can make allowance for the phase of life I have been

passing through lately. I can tell him, too, about Laura; if I were

to mention such a thing to my aunt she would cross herself as if in

presence of the Evil One. I first wanted to write to Aniela; but a

letter from me would attract attention and cause a general confusion.

I know Aniela's straight-forwardness; she would show the letter to her

mother, who does not like me and might twist the words so as to suit

her own schemes, and Kromitzki would help her. Sniatynski must see

Aniela alone. His wife will help him. I hope he will undertake the

mission, though I am fully aware what a delicate task it is. I have

not slept for several nights. When I shut my eyes I see Aniela before

me,--her face, her eyes, her smile,--I even hear her voice. I cannot

go on like this.

CRACOW, 26 June.

Sniatynski has arrived. He has promised to do it,--good fellow, God

bless him for it! It is four o'clock at night, but I cannot sleep, so

I sit down to write, for I can do nothing else. We talked together,

discussed and quarrelled till three o'clock. Now he is sleeping in the

adjoining room. I could not at first persuade him to undertake the

mission. "My dear fellow," he said, "what right have I, a stranger, to

meddle in your family affairs, and such a delicate affair too? Pana

Aniela could reduce me to silence at once by saying, 'What business is

it of yours?'"

I assured him that Aniela would do nothing of that kind. I

acknowledged he was right in the main, but this was an exceptional

case, and general rules could not apply to it. My argument that it was

for Aniela's sake seemed to convince him most; but I think he is doing

it a little for my sake too; he seemed sorry, and said I looked very

ill. Besides, he cannot bear Kromitzki. Sniatynski maintains that

money speculations is the same as taking money out of somebody

else's pocket and put it in one's own. He takes many things amiss in

Kromitzki, and says of him: "If he had a higher or honester aim in

view I could forgive him; but he tries to gain money for the mere sake

of having it." Aniela's marriage is almost as repugnant to him as

to me, and his opinion is that she is preparing a wretched life for

herself. At my entreaties he promised to take the first train in the

morning.

The day after both he and his wife will go to Ploszow, and if they do

not find a chance of seeing Aniela alone, carry her off to Warsaw for

a few hours. He is going to tell Aniela how much I suffer, and that my

life is in her hands. He is able to do it. He will speak to her with a

certain authority, gently and persuasively; he will convince her that

a woman, however wounded her heart may be, has no right to marry the

man she does not love; that doing so she acts dishonestly, and is not

true to herself; that, likewise, she has no right to throw over the

man she loves, because in an access of jealousy he wrote a letter he

repents of now from the veriest depths of his heart.

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