11 June.

In the last few days I have become quite intimate with Lukomski. He

is not so self-contained and melancholy as he used to be. Yesterday,

towards evening, he came to see me; we went out for a walk as far as

the Thermes of Caracalla; then I asked him to come back with me, and

he stopped until midnight. I had a long talk with him, which I note

down, as it made upon me a certain impression. Lukomski seemed a

little ashamed of the exhibition of feeling he had made near "The

Dying Gladiator;" but I led him on and gradually came to know the

man as he really was. As we were growing very friendly I ventured to

remark,--

"Excuse the question, but I cannot understand why a man so fond of

domestic life has not taken to himself a companion. Neither your

studio, your assistants, nor your dogs can give you the feeling of a

home you are missing, as a wife would."

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