I nodded. I could not speak.

“I told you mind-reading looked rather strange, but the process is

quite natural. I could for example tell you more or less exactly what

you thought about me when I once told you the story of Cain and Abel.

But that has nothing to do with the matter in hand. I also think it

possible that you have dreamed of me. But let’s leave that out! You’re

a clever kid, most of ’em are so stupid. I like talking now and then

with a clever fellow whom I can trust. You have no objections, have

you?”

“Oh, no! Only I don’t understand.”

“Let’s keep to our old experiment! We have found that: the boy S. is

easily frightened--he is afraid of somebody--he apparently shares a

secret with this other person, which causes him much disquietude. Is

that about right?”

As in a dream I lay under the influence of his voice, of his

personality. I only nodded. Was not a voice talking there, which could

only come from myself? Which knew all? Which knew all in a better,

clearer way than I myself?

Demian gave me a powerful slap on the shoulder.

“That’s right then. I thought so. Now just one question more: Do you

know the name of the boy who has just gone away?”

I sank back, he had the key to my secret, this secret which twisted

back inside me as if it did not want to see the light.

“What sort of a fellow? There was no one there, except myself.”

He laughed.

“Don’t be afraid to tell me,” said he laughingly. “What’s his name?”

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