XXIII

The Hakim Bashi, the Sultan's physician, who as a Jew-Turk himself,

was thought to be the fittest to approach Sabbataï, laid the decision

of the Grand Seignior before him on the evening of his arrival at

Adrianople. The released prisoner was lodged with mocking splendor in

a commodious apartment in the palace, overlooking the river, and lay

upon a luxurious divan, puffing at a chibouque with pretended calm.

"What reverences is it customary to make to the Grand Seignior?" he

asked, with affected nonchalance, when the first salutations with the

physician had been exchanged. "I would not be wanting in the forms

when I appear before his exalted majesty."

"An end to the farce, Sabbataï Zevi!" said the Hakim Bashi, sternly.

"The Sultan demands of thee not posturings, but a miracle."

"Have not miracles enough been witnessed?" asked Sabbataï, in a low

tone.

"Too many," returned the ex-Jew drily. "Yet if thou wouldst save thy

life there needs another."

"What miracle?"

"That thou turn Turk!" And a faint smile played about the physician's

lips.

There was a long silence. Sabbataï's own lips twitched, but not with

humor. The regal radiance of Abydos had died out of his face, but its

sadness was rather of misery than the fine melancholy of yore.

"And if I refuse this miracle?"

"Thou must give us a substitute. The Mufti Vanni suggests that thou be

stript naked and set as a mark for the archers; if thy flesh and skin

are proof like armor, we shall recognize thee as the Messiah indeed,

and the person designed by Allah for the dominions and greatnesses to

which thou dost pretend."

"And if I refuse this miracle, too?"

"Then the stake waits at the gate of the seraglio to compel thee,"

thundered the Hakim Bashi; "thou shalt die with tortures. The mercy of

decapitation shall be denied thee, for thou knowest well Mohammedans

will not pollute their swords with the blood of a Jew. Be advised by

me, Sabbataï," he continued, lowering his tone. "Become one of us.

After all, the Moslem are but the posterity of Hagar. Mohammed is but

the successor of Moses. We recognize the One God who rules the heavens

and the earth, we eat not swine-flesh. Thou canst Messiah it in a

white turban as well as in a black," he ended jocosely.

Sabbataï winced. "Renegade!" he muttered.

"Ay, and an excellent exchange," quoth the physician. "The Sultan is a

generous paymaster, may his shadow never grow less. He giveth thee

till the morn to decide--Turk or martyr? With burning torches attached

to thy limbs thou art to be whipped through the streets with fiery

scourges in the sight of the people--such is the Sultan's decree. He

is a generous paymaster. After all, what need we pretend--between

ourselves, two Jews, eh?" And he winked drolly. "The sun greets

Mohammed every morn, say these Turks. Let to-morrow's greet another

Mohammedan."

Sabbataï sprang up with an access of majesty.

"Dog of an unbeliever! Get thee gone!"

"Till to-morrow! The Sultan will give thee audience to-morrow," said

the Hakim Bashi imperturbably, and, making a mock respectful

salutation, he withdrew from the apartment.

Melisselda had been dosing in an inner chamber after the fatigue of

the journey, but the concluding thunders of the duologue had aroused

her, and she heard the physician's farewell words. She now parted the

hangings and looked through at Sabbataï, her loveliness half-framed,

half-hidden by the tapestry. Her face was wreathed in a heavenly

smile.

"Sabbataï!" she breathed.

He turned a frowning gaze upon her. "Thou art merry!" he said

bitterly.

"Is not the hour come?" she cried joyously.

"Yea, the hour is come," he murmured.

"The hour of thy final trial and triumph! The longed-for hour of thy

appearance before the Sultan, when thou wilt take the crown from his

head and place it on--"

Instead of completing the sentence, she ran to take his head to her

bosom. But he repulsed her embracing arms. She drew back in

consternation. It was the first time she had known him rough, not only

with her, but with any creature.

"Leave me! Leave me!" he cried huskily.

"Nay, thou needest me." And her forgiving arms spread towards him in

fresh tenderness.

He looked at her without moving to meet them.

"Ay, I need thee," he said pathetically. "Therefore," and his voice

rose firm again, "leave me to myself."

"Thou hast become a stranger," she said tremulously. "I do not

understand thee."

"Would thou hadst ever been a stranger, that I had never understood

thee."

"Sabbataï, thou ravest."

"I have come to my senses. O my God! my God!" and he fell a-weeping on

the divan.

Melisselda's alarm grew greater.

"Rouse thyself, they will hear thee."

"Let them hear. God hears me not."

"Hears thee not? Thou art He!"

"I God!" He laughed bitterly. "Thou believest that! Thou who knowest

me man!"

"I know thee all divine. I have worshipped thee in joy. Art thou not

Messiah?"

"Messiah! Who cannot save myself!"

"Who can hurt thee? Who hath ever hurt thee from thy youth up? The

Angels watch over thy footsteps. Is not thy life one long miracle?"

He shook his head hopelessly. "All this year I have waited the

miracle--all those weary months in the dungeon of Constantinople, in

the Castle of Abydos--but what sure voice hath spoken? To-morrow I

shall be disembowelled, lashed with fiery scourges--who knows what

these dogs may do?"

"Hush! hush!"

"Ah, thou fearest for me!" he cried, in perverse triumph. "Thou

knowest I am but mortal man!"

The roses of her beautiful cheek had faded, but she spoke,

unflinching.

"Nay, I believe on thee still. I followed thee to thy prison,

unwitting it would turn into a palace. I follow thee to thy torture

to-morrow, trusting it will be the crowning miracle and the fiery

scourges will turn into angels' feathers. It is the word of Zechariah

fulfilled. 'In that day will I make the governors of Judah like an

hearth of fire among the wood, and like a torch of fire in a sheaf.'"

His eyes grew humid as he looked up at her. "Yea, Melisselda, thou

hast been true and of good courage. And now, when I am alone, when the

shouts of the faithful have died away, when the King of the World lies

here alone in darkness and ashes, thou hast faith still?"

"Ay, I believe--'tis but a trial, the final trial of my faith."

She smiled at him confidently; hope quickened within him. "If this

were but a trial, the final trial of _my_ faith!" he murmured. "But

no--ere that white strip of moon rises again in the heavens I shall be

a mangled corpse, the feast of wolves, unless--I have prayed for a

sign--oh, how I have prayed, and now--ah, see! A star is falling. O my

God, that this should be the end of my long martyrdom! But the

punishment of my arrogance is greater than I can bear. God, God, why

didst Thou send me those divine-seeming whispers, those long, long

thoughts that thrilled my soul? Why didst Thou show me the sin of

Israel and his suffering, the sorrow and evil of the world, inspiring

me to redeem and regenerate?" His breast swelled with hysteric sobs.

"My Sabbataï!" Melisselda's warm arms were round him. He threw her off

with violence. "Back, back!" he cried. "I understand the sign; I

understand at last. 'Tis through thee that I have forfeited the divine

grace."

"Through me?" she faltered.

"Yea; thy lips have wooed mine away from prayer, thine arms have drawn

me down from the steeps of righteousness. Thou hast made me unfaithful

to my bride, the Law. For nigh forty years I lived hard and lonely,

steeped my body in ice and snow, lashed myself--ay, lashed myself, I

who now fear the lash--till the blood ran from a dozen wounds, and

now, O God! O God! Woman, thou hast polluted me! I have lost the

divine spirit. It hath gone out from me; it will incarnate itself in

another, in a nobler. Once I was Messiah, now I am man."

"I?--I took from thee the divine spirit!"

She looked at him in all the flush of her beauty, grown insolent

again.

He sprang up, he fell upon her breast, he kissed her lips madly.

"Nay, nay, thou hast shown it me! Love! Love! 'tis Love that breathes

through all things, that lifts the burden of life. But for thee I

should have passed away, unknowing the glory of manhood. I am a man--a

man rejoicing in his strength! O my starved youth! why did I not

behold thee earlier?" Tears of self-pity rolled down his ashen cheek.

"O my love! my love! my lost youth! Give me back my youth, O God! Who

am I, to save? A man; yea, a man, glorying in manhood. Ah! happy are

they who lead the common fate of men, happy in love, in home, in

children; woe for those who would climb, who would torture and deny

themselves, who would save humanity? From what? If they have Love,

have they not all? It is God, it is the Kingdom. It is the Kingdom.

Come, let us live--I a man, thou a woman!"

"But a Mussulman!"

"What imports? God is everywhere. Was not our Maimonides--he at whose

tomb we worship in Tiberias--himself once a Mussulman? Did he not say

that if it be to save our lives naught is forbidden?"

He moved to take her in his arms, but this time it was she that drew

back. Her eyes flashed.

"Nay, as a man, I love thee not. Thou art divine or naught; God or

Impostor!"

"Melisselda!" She ignored his stricken cry.

"Nay, this ordeal hath endured long enough," she replied sternly.

"Confess, I have been proof."

"I am neither God nor Impostor," he said brokenly. "Ah! say not that

thou canst not love me as a man. When thou didst first come to bless

my life I had not yet declared myself Messiah."

"Who knows what I thought then? A wild girl, crazed by the convent,

by the blood shed before my childish eyes, I came to thee full of

lawless passions and fantastic dreams. But as I lived with thee, as I

saw the beauty of thy thought, thy large compassion, the purity of thy

life amid temptations that made me jealous as a woman of Damascus,

then I knew thee a God indeed."

"Nay, when I knew thee I knew myself man. But as our followers grew,

as faith and fortune trod in my footsteps, my blasphemous dream

revived; I believed in thy vision of the Kingdom. When I divided the

world I thought myself Messiah indeed. But as I sat on my throne at

Abydos, with worshippers from the world's end kissing my feet, a

hollow doubt came over me, a sense of dream, and hollow voices echoed

ever in my ear, asking, 'Art thou Messiah? Art thou Messiah? Art thou

Messiah?' I strove to drown them in the festive song; but in the

stillness of the night, when thou wast sleeping at my side, the voices

came back, and they cried mockingly, 'Man! Man! Man!' And when

Nehemiah came--"

"Man!" interrupted Melisselda impatiently. "Cease to cozen me. Have I

not known men? Ay, who more? Their weaknesses, their vanities, their

lewdnesses--enough! To-morrow thou shalt assert the God."

He threw himself back on the divan and sighed wearily. "Leave me,

Melisselda. Go to thy rest; to-night I must keep vigil alone.

Perchance it is my last night on earth."

Her countenance lit up. "Yea, to-morrow comes the Kingdom of Heaven."

And smiling ineffable trust, she stooped down and lightly kissed his

hair, then glided from the room.

And in his sleepless brain and racked soul went on, through that

unending night, the terrible tragedy of doubt, tempered by spells of

spasmodic prayer. A God, or a Man? A Messiah undergoing his Father's

last temptation; or a martyr on the eve of horrible death? And if the

victim of a monstrous self-delusion, what mattered whether one lived

out one's years of shame as Jew or Mussulman? Nobler, perhaps, to die,

and live as an heroic memory--but then to leave Melisselda! To leave

her warm breast and the sunlight and the green earth, and all that

beauty of the world and of human life to which his eyes had only been

unsealed after a lifetime of self-torturing blindness?

"O God! O God!" he cried, "wherefore hast Thou mocked and abandoned

me?"

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