IV

Only once was the wise Darnu partially recalled from complete

unconsciousness and at that time he felt in some remote corner of his

mind a sensation of mild astonishment.

This was caused by the appearance of the sage Purana. Exactly like Darnu

he walked up to the temple, read the inscription above the entrance, and

then going in, began to read the figures on the walls. The wise Purana

was very unlike his stern companion. He was kindly and had a round face.

A cross-section of his trunk would have formed a circle, his pleasant

eyes sparkled, and his lips wore a smile. In his wisdom he was never

obstinate like Darnu, and he sought blessed peace far more zealously than

he did freedom.

Walking around the temple, he came to the recess, reverenced the deity,

and then, with a glance at the brook and the fig tree, he said:

“Here is a deity with a pleasant smile, and there is a stream of

fresh water and a fig-tree. What more does a man need for pleasant

contemplation? Yes, and there’s Darnu. He is so blessed that the birds

are building their nests upon him....”

The appearance of his wise friend was not especially joyous, but Purana,

gazing at him reverently, said to himself:

“There’s no doubt he’s blessed; but he always loved too stern methods of

contemplation. I do not aspire to the higher stages of blessedness, but I

hope to tell the dwellers upon earth what I see on the lower planes.”

Then after enjoying the water and the juicy fruit, he sat down

comfortably not far from Darnu, and he too prepared for contemplation in

the proper way: that is, by baring his abdomen and gazing at it as the

other sage had done.

So passed a time, more slowly than with Darnu, for the kindly Purana

often interrupted his contemplation to enjoy the water and the juicy

fruit. Finally out of the navel of the second wise man sprang a bamboo

trunk and this attained a height of fifty joints, the number of the years

of his life. On the top again sat “Necessity,” but in his semi-conscious

state she seemed to him to smile pleasantly and he replied in the same

way.

“Who are you, kind deity?” he asked.

“I am Necessity, who has governed the fifty years of your life. All that

you have done, you did not do, but I did them, for you are but a leaf

swept along by the stream and I am the mistress of every movement.”

“Blessed art thou,” said Purana. “I see that I have not come to you in

vain. Continue in the future to execute your tasks for yourself and me

and I will watch for you in pleasant contemplation.”

He lost himself in sleep with a happy smile on his lips. So he continued

his pleasant contemplation, from time to time filling his gourd with

water or picking up fruit which had fallen to the ground at his feet.

Each time he stirred with less and less pleasure, since the drowsiness of

contemplation was more and more strongly mastering him, and since he had

already eaten the fruit which was nearest to him, he had to exert himself

to obtain them from the tree.

Finally he said to himself:

“I’m a foolish man far removed from truth, and that’s why I have such

foolish cares. Isn’t it because this good deity is so slow with her

revelations? Here before me on the tree is ripe fruit and my stomach is

empty.... But doesn’t the law of necessity say: ‘where there is an hungry

stomach and fruit, the latter must of necessity enter the former’?...

So, kind necessity, I submit to your power.... Isn’t that the greatest

blessedness?”

Thereupon he buried himself in complete contemplation like Darnu, and

he waited for necessity to manifest herself. In order to facilitate her

task, he held his mouth open facing the fig tree....

He waited one day, two, three.... Gradually the smile congealed upon his

face, his body dried up, the pleasant rotundity of his form disappeared,

the fat under his skin wasted away and the sinews stood out distinctly

through it. When at last the fruit ripened and fell, striking Purana on

the nose,—the sage did not hear it fall nor did he feel the blow....

Another pair of doves built a nest in the folds of his turban, fledglings

peeped soon in the nest, and the shoulders of Purana were covered thickly

with the droppings of the birds. When the luxurious vines had enveloped

Purana, it was impossible to distinguish him from his companion—the

obstinate sage struggling against Necessity from the good-natured sage

willingly submitting to it.

Absolute silence reigned in the temple, and the gleaming idol looked down

on the two sages with its enigmatic and strange smile.

Fruit ripened and fell from the trees, the brook bubbled on, white clouds

sailed across the blue sky and looked down into the interior of the

temple and the sages sat on without manifesting any signs of life—one in

the blessedness of denial, the other in the blessedness of submission to

Necessity.

V

Eternal night had spread its black wings over both and no living being

would ever have known the truth which the two sages had perceived at

the summit of the fifty joints of the reed. But before the last spark

which illumined in the darkness the consciousness of wise Darnu had been

finally extinguished,—he heard again the same voice as before: Necessity

was laughing in the gathering darkness, and this laughter, taciturn and

soundless, seemed to Darnu a presentiment of death....

“Poor Darnu,” said the implacable deity, “pitiable sage! You thought you

could leave me, you hoped that you could lay aside my yoke and by turning

into an immobile column purchase thereby the consciousness of spiritual

liberty....”

“Yes, I am free,” answered the thought of the obstinate sage. “I alone in

the darkness of your servants do not obey the commands of Necessity....”

“Look here, poor Darnu....”

Suddenly with his inner eye he saw again the meaning of all the

inscriptions and calculations on the walls of the temple. The numbers

quietly changed, they grew or diminished automatically and one of them

especially attracted his attention. It was the number 999,998.... And

as he looked at it, two units more fell on the wall and the long number

quietly began to change. Darnu trembled and Necessity smiled again.

“You understood, poor sage? In every hundred thousand of my blind

servants there is always one obstinate man like you, and one lazy man

like Purana.... You have both come here.... Greetings, ye sages, who have

completed my calculations....”

Two tears rolled down from the dull eyes of the sage; they quietly rolled

down over his dried up cheeks and fell upon the ground like two ripe

fruits from the tree of his aged wisdom.

Beyond the walls of the temple everything went as usual. The sun shone,

the winds blew, the people in the valley busied themselves with their

cares, the clouds gathered in the heavens.... As they crossed the

mountains, they became heavy and weak. A storm broke in the mountains....

Again as in times of yore, a foolish shepherd from a neighboring hillside

drove hither his flock and from another direction a young and foolish

shepherdess drove hither her flock. They met by the brook and the recess

out of which the deity looked at them with its strange smile, and while

the thunder roared, they embraced and cooed, just as 999,999 pairs had

done in the same situation. If wise Darnu could have seen and heard them,

he would certainly have said in the greatness of his wisdom:

“Fools, they are doing this not for themselves but for the pleasure of

Necessity.”

The storm passed, the sun again played upon the grass, which was still

covered with the sparkling drops of rain and lighted up the darkened

interior of the temple.

“Look,” said the shepherdess, “see those two new statues. They never were

here before.”

“Hush,” answered the shepherd. “Old men say that these are worshippers of

the ancient deity. But they can’t do any harm.... Stay with them and I’ll

go and find your stray sheep.”

He went out and left her alone with the idol and the two sages. Because

she was a little afraid and because she was filled with youthful love

and delight, she could not remain in one place but kept walking around

the temple and singing loud songs of love and joy. When the storm was

entirely passed and the edge of the dark cloud had hidden itself behind

the distant summits of the range of mountains, she pulled some damp

flowers and decked the idol with them. To conceal its unpleasant smile,

she stuck in its mouth a fruit of the mountain nut with its leaves and

stem.

Then she looked at it and laughed aloud.

That did not seem enough. She wanted to adorn the old men with flowers.

But since good Purana still carried the nest with the young birds, she

turned her attention to stern Darnu, whose nest had been abandoned. She

removed the empty nest, cleaned of bird droppings the turban, hair and

shoulders of the sage and washed his face with spring water. She thought

that in this way she was recompensing the gods for their protection of

her happiness. Because even this seemed little and she was overflowing

with joy, she bent over and suddenly the blessed Darnu, standing on the

very threshold of Nirvana, felt on his dry lips the vigorous kiss of the

foolish girl....

Soon after the shepherd returned with a lamb which he had found, and the

two went off, singing a cheerful song.

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