Of the same week my sister narrates the following:--

"One Sunday morning, the heat was so great, I had been almost

roasted in going to church. In the afternoon Madame de Trafford

came in. 'Venez, ma chère, venez avec moi à vêpres,' she said. 'Oh,

non, il y a trop de soleil, c'est impossible, et je vous conseille

de vous garder aussi d'un coup de soleil.'--'Moi, je vais à

l'église,' she answered, 'et aussi je vais à pied, parceque je ne

veux pas payer une voiture, et personne ne me menera pour rien; il

n'y a pas de charité dans ce monde.' And she _went_.

"When she came back she said, 'Eh bien, ma chère, je suis allé à

vêpres, mais je ne suis pas allé à pied. Je n'étais que sorti de

l'hôtel, quand je voyais tous ces cochers avec leurs voitures en

face de moi. "Et que feras tu donc, si tu trouveras la charité en

chemin?" me disait la voix. "Je lui donnerai un napoléon." Eh bien,

un de ces cochers, je le sentais, me menerait pour la charité: je

le sentais, mais j'avançais toujours; et voilà que Pierre, qui nous

avait amené avec sa voiture l'autre journée, me poursuivit avec sa

voiture en criant, "Mais, madame, où allez vous donc: venez,

montez, je ne veux pas vous voir vous promener comme cela; je vous

menerai pour rien."--"Mais, Pierre, que voulez vous donc," je dis.

"Mais montez, madame, montez; je vous menerai pour rien," il

repetait, et je montais. Pierre m'emmenait à l'église, et voila la

voix qui me dit, "Et ton napoléon," parceque j'avais dit que si je

trouvais la charité en chemin, je lui donnerais un napoléon. Mais

je n'ai pas voulu lui donner le napoléon de suite, parceque cela

pouvait lui faire tourner la tête, et j'ai dit, "Venez, Pierre,

venez me voir demain au soir. Vous avez fait un acte de la charité:

Dieu vous recompensera."'

"Madame de Trafford always wore a miniature of the Emperor Napoleon

in a ring which she had: the ring opened, and inside was the

miniature. The next morning she showed it to me, and asked me to

get it out of the ring, as she was going to send the ring to a

jeweller to be repaired. I got scissors, &c., and poked, and

thumped, and pulled at the picture, but I could not get it out of

the ring: I could not move it in the least.

"In the morning Mama was with Madame de Trafford when Pierre came.

I was not there. Pierre was a dull stupid Swiss lout of a _cocher_.

'Madame m'a commandé de venir,' he said, and he could say nothing

else.

"Then Madame de Trafford held out a napoleon, saying, 'Tenez,

Pierre, voilà un napoléon pour vous, parceque vous avez voulu faire

un acte de la charité, et ordinairement il n'y a pas de charité

dans ce monde.' ... But as Madame de Trafford stretched forth her

hand, the ring flew open and the portrait vanished. It did not slip

out of the ring, it did not fall--it vanished! it ceased to exist!

'Oh, le portrait, le portrait!' cried Madame de Trafford. She

screamed: she was perfectly frantic. 'Quel portrait?' said Pierre,

for he had seen none: he was stupefied: he could not think what it

all meant. As for Mama, she was so terrified, she rushed out of the

room. She locked her door, she declared nothing should induce her

to remain in the same room with Madame de Trafford again.

"I went down to Madame de Trafford. She offered a napoleon to any

one who would find the portrait. She was wild. I never saw her in

such a state, never. Of course every one hunted, _garçons_,

_filles-de-chambre_, every one, but not a trace of the portrait

could any one find. At last Madame de Trafford became quite calm;

she said, 'Je sens que dans une semaine j'aurai mon portrait, et je

vois que ce sera un des braves du grand Napoléon qui me le

rapportera.'

"I thought this very extraordinary, and really I did not remember

that there was any soldier of the old Napoleon in the house. I was

so accustomed to Félix as our old servant, it never would have

occurred to me to think of him. The week passed. 'C'est la fin de

la semaine,' said Madame de Trafford, 'et demain j'aurai mon

portrait.'

"We had never told Victoire about the portrait, for she was so

superstitious, we thought she might refuse to stay in the house

with Madame de Trafford if we told her. But the next morning she

came to Mama and said that a child who was playing in a garret at

the top of the house had found there, amongst some straw, the

smallest portrait ever seen, and had given it to Félix, and Félix

had shown it to her, saying, 'Voila c'est bien fait çà; çà n'est

pas un bagatelle; çà n'est pas un joujoux çà!' and he had put it

away. 'Why, it is the lost portrait,' said Mama. 'What portrait?'

said Victoire. Then Mama told Victoire how Madame de Trafford had

lost the portrait out of her ring, and Félix took it back to her.

It was when Félix took back the portrait that I first remembered he

had been a soldier of the old Napoleon, and was even then in

receipt of a pension for his services in the Moscow campaign.

"Félix refused the napoleon Madame de Trafford had offered as a

reward; but she insisted on his having it, so he took it, and wears

it on his watchchain always: he almost looks upon it as a

talisman."

* * * * *

As Italima and Esmeralda saw more of Madame de Trafford, they learned

that she was the second wife of Mr. Trafford of Wroxham in Norfolk. He

did not live with her, because he said that when he married her he

intended to marry Mademoiselle Martine Larmignac, but he did not intend

to marry "Maricot," as she called the spirit--the "voice"--which spoke

through her lips, and live with Maricot he would not. He showed his wife

every possible attention, and placed implicit confidence in her. He left

her entire control of her fortune. He constantly visited her, and always

came to take leave of her when she set off on any of her journeys; but

he could not live with her.

One day Italima received a letter from her eldest son Francis, who said

that he knew she would not believe him, but that Mr. B. was a penniless

bankrupt, and that she would receive no more money from him. She did not

believe Francis a bit, still the letter made her anxious and

uncomfortable: no money had come in answer to her repeated letters, and

there were many things at Geneva to be paid for. That day she came down

to the table-d'hôte looking very much harassed. Madame de Trafford said

to my sister, "Your mother looks very much agitated: what is it?"

Esmeralda felt that, whether she told her or not, Madame de Trafford

would know what had happened, and she told her the simple truth. Madame

de Trafford said, "Now, do not be surprised at what I am going to say;

don't be grateful to me; it's my vocation in life. Here is £80: take it

at once. That is the sum you owe in Geneva, and you have no money. I

knew that you wanted that sum, and I brought it down to dinner with me.

Now I know all that is going to happen: it is written before me like an

open book,--and I know how important it is that you should go to England

at once. I have prepared for that, and I am going with you. In an hour

you must start for England." And such was the confidence that Italima

and Esmeralda now had in Madame de Trafford, such was her wonderful

power and influence, that they did all she told them: they paid their

bills at Geneva with the money she gave, they left Félix and Victoire to

pack up and to follow them to Paris, and they started by the night-train

the same evening with Madame de Trafford.

That was an awful night. My sister never lost the horror of it. "Madame

de Trafford had told me that extraordinary things often happened to her

between two and four in the morning," said Esmeralda. "When we went with

her through the night in the coupé of the railway-carriage, she was very

anxious that I should sleep. Mama slept the whole time. 'Mais dormez

donc, ma chère,' she said, 'dormez donc.'--'Oh, je dormirai bientôt,' I

always replied, but I was quite determined to keep awake. It was very

dreadful, I thought, but if anything _did_ happen, I would see what it

was. As it drew near two o'clock I felt the most awful sensation of

horror come over me. Then a cold perspiration broke out all over me.

Then I heard--oh, I cannot describe it! a most awful sound--a voice--a

sort of squeak. It spoke, it was a language; but it was a language I

did not understand,[172] and then something came out of the mouth of

Madame de Trafford--bur-r-r-r! It passed in front of me, black but

misty. I rushed at it. Madame de Trafford seized me and forced me back

upon the seat. I felt as if I should faint. Her expression was quite

awful. No one knows it but Mama. Some time after, Mr. Trafford spoke to

me of a hunchback in Molière, who had a voice speaking inside him, over

which he had no control, and then he said, 'What my wife has is like

that.'"

As they drew near Paris, Madame de Trafford began to describe her

apartments to my sister. It was like a description of Aladdin's palace,

and Esmeralda did not believe it. When they reached the station, Madame

de Trafford said, "I have one peculiarity in my house: I have no

servants. I used to have them, but I did not like them; so now, when I

am at Paris, I never have them: therefore, on our way from the station,

we will stop as we pass through the Rue St. Honoré, and buy the bread,

and milk, and candles--in fact, all the things we want." And so they

did.

The carriage stopped before a _porte cochère_ in the Champs Elysées,

where Madame de Trafford got a key from the concierge, and preceded her

guests up a staircase. When she unlocked the door of the apartment, it

was quite dark, and hot and stuffy, as closed rooms are, but when the

shutters were opened, all that Madame de Trafford had said as to the

magnificence of the furniture, &c., was more than realised--only there

were no servants. Madame de Trafford herself brought down mattresses

from the attics, she aired and made the beds, and she lighted the fire

and boiled the kettle for supper and breakfast.

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