THE FAIR
The _mela_[19] week was a great event at Muktiarbad, for the Europeans
as well as the natives of the District, as it gave the officials a
holiday, brought people together, and encouraged healthy competition in
arts, crafts, and various industries of the country. Prizes were offered
for the best exhibits, and local shopkeepers took advantage of the
opportunity to advance their own interests by placing on the market,
articles of use and ornament from all parts of India. Eager crowds,
garbed in all the hues of the rainbow created a kaleidoscope of colour
as they jostled one another among the booths, bent on bargaining or on
sight-seeing. Merry-go-rounds, puppet shows, monkey-dances, juggling,
and cocoanut shies, entertained adults as well as children, while the
noise and confusion of tongues was Bedlam.
[Footnote 19: Fair.]
The fair was usually held at the crossroads where a large irregular
patch of green afforded ample space for the pens, stalls, booths, and
side-shows that contributed towards the joys of the occasion; and to it
came people from miles around, and even from distant parts of the
District.
Just when this annual _fete_ was at its height, Mrs. Dalton arrived at
Muktiarbad to take up her abode under her husband's roof, thus providing
enough of a sensation among his neighbours to last beyond the regulation
nine days for wonderment.
That the Civil Surgeon should prove a married man was not so outrageous
as his having neglected to admit, while she was among them, that Nurse
Dalton was his wife, instead of misleading them tacitly into thinking
that the name was a coincidence. It was unpardonable! And now, to add
insult to injury, after she had made herself conspicuous in Darjeeling
by flirting openly with her late patient, the Station of Muktiarbad was
expected to forget and forgive, and take the black sheep to its bosom.
Unheard of audacity!
How far Ray Meredith was to blame for the gossip concerning himself and
the lady, was immaterial, since his wife was reported happy and
content,--besides, he was a man, and women are notoriously hard upon
women; as was proved when the ladies of the Station were ready to throw
stones at the erring one the instant it was known that the doctor took
every chance to keep out of his wife's way, and was seldom found at
home. Why the two had come together again when there was no love lost
between them, was a mystery to all and a challenge to their sense of
propriety.
When Mrs. Dalton, as in duty bound, called on everybody, she was
received without cordiality by her sex, who met immediately afterwards
to consult what response to her overtures was demanded by common
civility. Some proposed the snub direct, by ignoring her altogether;
others were for dropping cards into her "Not-at-home box" at the gate
when it was ascertained that it was up; while Mrs. Bright decided to
return her call and let civilities end there.
Tommy listened with indifference to the female cackle at the Club till
Honor's name was introduced, and then he could no longer hold his peace.
"What about Honor Bright?" someone had asked meaningly.
"What about her?" said Tommy, his eyes following the girl's lithe
movements on the tennis court.
"It was popularly supposed that she was engaged to Captain Dalton, and
yet she knew all along that he was a married man!"
"Has any one in this company got anything to say that is detrimental to
Miss Bright?" he asked with eyes flashing.
Thus challenged, the speaker collapsed into silence.
"Honor is one of the very best," said Mrs. Ironsides vehemently. "Let
there be no mistake about that!" This was the last word on the subject,
and Tommy retired victoriously, cursing feminine tongues that would
never mind their own business. His relief when he discovered that
Captain Dalton was no longer in competition with himself for Honor's
hand, was great, till he realised, later that his own chances were
_nil_.
The Government of Bengal having at last yielded to his importunities to
be allowed to join the Indian Army Reserve, he was waiting, like Dalton,
for orders, brimful of martial ardour while he packed and sorted his
kit. Jack's belongings were to be sent on to him; while his own,
salvaged from the wreck of patriotic-dinner parties at which his
bachelor friends had drunk to the confusion of the enemy till they were
themselves confused, were to be sold to his successor and to friends in
the District. Mr. Ironsides had bespoken his gun, a local Rajah his
ponies; and his dogs were to be distributed among friends. There
remained personal treasures, chief among them being a gold napkin
ring,--a christening present twenty-two years ago,--which was to be
given to Honor as a keepsake. Should he fall in battle, it would serve
to remind her tenderly of his unfaltering love. Thoughts of wooing and
marriage were out of place and of secondary importance beside the needs
of the Great War, into which he was going heart and soul.
Poor old Jack! Tommy could pity him despite the fact that he was married
to the girl of his heart. How it was possible for any fellow to "sit
tight in his job" while all his pals were in the thick of the fight, was
inconceivable. But Jack put the blame on the Government and settled down
to enjoy his Elysium. It was clear that Mrs. Darling was going to have
it all her own way in the future to Jack's supreme delight. According to
her, "There was a place for every man, and every man should be kept in
it." It was, further, a husband's duty to "obey his wife." As for the
war!--he must remember that "They also serve who stand and wait,"--or,
as she put it--"administer justice in the land in which it has pleased
the Almighty to place them." The "Almighty," in this case, being the
Government of India.
These sentiments quoted in a humorous letter from the young magistrate,
brought forth an appreciative reply and a wedding present which made a
gap in Tommy's small savings, for he was infinitely relieved at his
friend's escape from the clutches of a certain lady. It was a
satisfaction to know that at last Jack would be in agreement with
Solomon on the subject of a wife.
Honor Bright first met Mrs. Dalton at the _mela_, not having been at
home when that lady had called. She was making a tour of the exhibits
with friends from Hazrigunge when she was joined by the Meeks who were
charitably piloting the lonely new-comer about the grounds. Mr. Meek,
glad of an amiable listener, was discoursing on the merits of his
live-stock which had won prizes, and was pointing them out in their
pens. Husband and wife, in their isolation at the Mission, heard little
or nothing of Station gossip, and to them Mrs. Dalton appeared very
superior to her unfriendly husband whom they had never liked. Small
wonder that his wife had been unable to agree with such a domineering
nature!
Honor thought her greatly altered and believed she could divine the
cause. Since happiness has its source from within, it was not surprising
that Mrs. Dalton had failed to find it in the life she had led. Her eyes
had a wistful appeal; her manner was deprecating. The old confidence and
daring were gone, never to return. Something had happened to bring
disillusionment, and the lesson had sunk deeper.
"I saw so little of you when I was last here," she said to Honor after
shaking hands. "You went directly to the hills, you remember? I do hope
we shall be friends?"
"You are very kind," said Honor with embarrassment, as she had no
inclination for friendship with Brian Dalton's wife.
"We have so many tastes in common, I believe, and might do things
together. In a quiet station like this, it is the only way to kill
time."
"I am very busy now-a-days," said Honor whose time was always too well
occupied to admit of practising such an accomplishment. "There are
ambulance classes at the Railway Institute; the work-society for
knitting comforts for the soldiers and sailors; the bazaar at Hazrigunge
for the Belgian Relief Fund, and other duties, so that I have quite a
lot to do."
"I wish that I, too, might help!"
"The secretary would be glad, I am sure. She is Mrs. Ironsides. I should
advise you to apply to her." With a smile and bow, Honor passed on,
followed by Mrs. Dalton's gloomy gaze.
"Honor Bright is a very dear friend of mine," said Mrs. Meek, kindly.
"Don't you think she is a very refreshing specimen of girlhood? My
husband thinks she is very good-looking, but I say she is good to look
at. A distinction without a difference, you will say? but not so; the
difference lies in expression, which makes the matter of features
immaterial. Honor has such a frank and truthful face, and a nature of
the very kindest."
"I am just wondering why it is she is not married?"
"She will marry the right man when he comes along. So far I have not
seen one good enough."
"It is rather wonderful how everyone loves her! Most people have enemies
and detractors, but Miss Bright seems a universal favourite."
"It is not really surprising. She is universally respected and beloved.
Even the natives look up to her."
"'Respected!'" echoed Mrs. Dalton to herself bitterly. The lack of
self-respect had always been the rock on which her life had been
shipwrecked. She had failed to mark it on her chart, and was now a
derelict. A jealous pang went through her and she remarked with a tinge
of spite, "In fact, Miss Bright is so good that, like the Pharisee of
old, she thanks God she is not as other women are!"
"You do her injustice. I know no one more charitable," said Mrs. Meek
warmly.
"I apologise," said Mrs. Dalton with a sudden revulsion of feeling.
"Believe me, I have reason to know that, for she tried to do me a good
turn, I don't know why,--considering the circumstances,--but I must find
an opportunity for thanking her." Yet Mrs. Meek saw only discontent and
unhappiness in her companion's face, and wondered.
Meanwhile, Honor passed beyond their range of vision and was making
household purchases for her mother: _jharunse_[20] made at Cawnpur, lace
at the Mission, a pair of garden shears, and trifles that appealed to
her as useful for the Hazrigunge bazaar.
[Footnote 20: Dish-cloths.]
While selecting a rush basket for flowers at a stall for the sale of
wicker-work made by low-caste Hindus at Panipara, she overheard a
conversation in the vernacular between one of the workers and an
outsider of evil appearance. Their words were often unintelligible being
drowned in the noises prevailing around her, but the drift of their talk
held Honor rigid and attentive, with every faculty alert, and fear at
her heart. Feeling secure in the midst of so much distraction, they
spoke unreservedly.
"These reeds of Panipara are unsurpassed," said the outsider viciously.
"Where will you get others for your trade, now that the _jhil_, is being
drained? Look you, it is the work of Dalton Sahib, this butcher of human
flesh!"
"Alack! my trade is ruined. I shall have to move on and seek a living
elsewhere, or die of want!"
"Thus you are turned from the village of your forefathers where you have
worked,--and they before you,--at basket-plaiting and mat-making. What
does he deserve for his wanton act?"
"May he die, and jackals eat his flesh!"
"That is a just saying, my brother! Even I have suffered--" for a few
minutes Honor heard nothing but the loud laughter of some Bengali
students who were passing. "My only child it was," the voice proceeded
agitatedly; "he was rendered unconscious, and while lying helpless on a
table at the hospital, and I his father crying in the yard below, this
ruthless one cut open his bowels and removed a part of the intestines!
Can anyone live without that which is necessary to life. In agony my son
died, calling aloud to his mother and father,--and we, powerless to save
him! _Ai Khodar!_ Listening my liver dried up and my heart hardened as a
stone, while I took vows on his dead body to find a way to punish this
murderer. No matter how long I have to wait, I shall--" again his words
were lost.
"But brother, this is idle talk! will you risk----?"
"Care must be taken to find one suited to the job; he must have
experience and courage, and"--he glanced suspiciously at Honor and
dropped his voice, fearing that she might be one of those Memsahibs, who
understood Bengali. So many did not.
"There is one man at Panipara--of daring inconceivable. Three months he
served in gaol for--he fears neither the law nor----"
"Ss-s-h! I will see him. Tell me where--?" Their heads drew closer as
their voices were lowered to continue their plotting.
Honor could hear no more. She had drawn too near and their suspicions
were aroused, so that whatever else they had to say was lost in
mumbling.
Her heart hammered and her pulses throbbed with fear. What were these
men thinking of doing in their revenge? Was the doctor's life in actual
danger?
Her friends, at another stall where brasses and wood-carving were
displayed, were signalling for her to join them. She looked around for
help, but not a policeman was in sight. Even then, she could have done
nothing, for the evil-looking Indian had slipped away and was lost in
the crowds. She had no positive evidence to offer that would satisfy the
law. The basket-weaver, looking innocent and bland, sat on his haunches
shouting out to the public to inspect his goods.
Honor, therefore, controlled her excitement, and decided to warn Captain
Dalton again on his return to the Station, and consult her father on the
subject. With an anxious heart, she joined her friends who were looking
on at a monkey dance.
"_Bibi Johorun_," the female monkey, dressed in skirt and shawl, and cap
on her head adorned with a red feather, hopped to the measure of the
little drum the man rattled rhythmically with a turn of his wrist; while
her husband, the male, in coat and brass buttons, sat on a toy stool
awaiting his turn to be called up for the War. Presently the pair would
embrace in farewell, he would shoulder his mimic gun to the delight of
the spectators, and proceed to march to battle to the time of the drum.
Honor knew the routine perfectly. Meanwhile his expression of sleepy
indifference under the rakish khaki cap as he blinked and chewed the
nuts offered by the public, was human in its comprehension. When the
crowd grew pressing, Honor left with her party, hearing for some
distance the man's monotonous sing-song voice urging Johorun to dance
for her reward, failing which there would be a certainty of
chastisement.
_"Natcho-jee, Johorun, natcho-jee!
Paisa mile ga.
Paisa, na courie, thuphur mile, ga!"_
That evening, at the Club, Mrs. Dalton drew Honor apart from the rest of
the company and they paced the grass together while it grew dusk. She
was evidently much agitated, and after making some clumsy attempts to
lead up to the subject, she suddenly broke out with the question.
"Tell me why you told my husband to take me back?"
As Honor was not ready with her reply, she continued,
"He told me in his specially cruel fashion, that I owed the concession
to you, for I had charged him with being in love with you."
Honor drew back shocked at her bad taste. "That is hardly the thing for
you, his wife, to tell me!"
"I don't say it from any evil motive!--oh, I wish you to believe that I
am past all that--I have no longer any use for malice, and hatred--even
jealousy! I only want to understand you. I am a woman, too; if I cared
about a man who loved me as he loves you, I should want to kill the
woman who stood in my way! There is something eternally primitive about
love in its relation to the sexes!"
"There is love--and _love_. Perhaps you don't know--apart from
everything--that Joyce Meredith is my dear friend? She has a right to be
happy in her married life."
"I see. So you sacrificed yourself and ordered him to come to the
rescue! He would do anything in the world for you."
"He and I can never be anything to each other," said Honor firmly.
"I am beginning to feel truly sorry for my husband. Perhaps you don't
believe it? But, since he despises me so absolutely, it seems a shame
that he should be tied to me for life! He should have given me my
liberty long ago. You know why we parted?"
"Yes, I know."
"He might then have married you----"
"Please do not speak to me in this way or I must refuse to walk with
you," said Honor indignantly.
"Oh, no, don't!--please don't go before you hear what I have to say!"
Mrs. Dalton cried earnestly. "I have no tact, and always say the wrong
thing. The fact is, I am a most miserable woman, feeling every day the
consequences of my first mistake. If you knew what a bankrupt I am in
love and all that goes towards making life worth living, you would have
the heart to feel a little pity for me!"
"I do pity you," said Honor, relenting.
"If he would only forgive me! But he is so hard. He spurns my every
effort to humble myself. He has no faith in me. I killed it! But if he
would only give me a chance, I would be a better woman, I swear it! A
kind word and look--oh, what wouldn't I do to atone! Miss Bright, you
can help me!"
"I?"
"Yes. You! Natures like yours are great." Mrs. Dalton's voice broke with
a sob and she wrung her hands in genuine emotion. "You may not credit me
with sincerity, but I am not wholly bad. Brian is my husband--whenever I
look at him I realise all that I have lost forever--unless, a miracle
happens and he forgives me! If he could do that, I would be his slave. I
would be at his feet! What a life is mine! The emptiness of it!--the
futility of it! Who cares for women like myself? Women at a loose end
who have spoilt their lives, and are trying to patch up some kind of
forbidden happiness for themselves? It is just a form of gambling; wild
excitement while it lasts. But it never lasts long! Think what I feel
tonight! Here am I, a married woman among so many--with a fine
husband,--he is that!--hard and cold, yet such a _man_!--and I might
have been so happy. I might have had children!" Mrs. Dalton broke down
into violent sobbing and Honor guided her to a bench that she might weep
unrestrainedly and so find relief.
It was a strange position for herself, who a moment ago was filled with
repulsion, to find that she could fold the unhappy woman in her arms and
attempt to console her with words.
"I quite understand. Believe me, I _do_ understand. It has been like
losing the substance for the shadow."
"Just that. Oh, why couldn't I have looked ahead and seen this day! But
I was mad and blind. Women must be insane when they commit these
irrevocable acts! It is only men who can retrieve such mistakes--women,
_never_!"
"It is unfair to us," said Honor for her sex.
"It is damned unfair!" said Mrs. Dalton fiercely. "Why can't he forgive
me and let me have another chance? God forgives; why not man?"
"Perhaps he might--some day."
"Do you say that? Oh, Miss Bright!--now I know why everyone loves you."
She seized Honor's hand and kissed it passionately. "Will you plead for
me? This is what I want of you. Will you do it? He would listen to you
if he listened to no one else in the world. I am truly heart-broken, and
done with folly and conscious wrong-doing. Jesus Christ said, 'Thy sins
are forgiven thee, go and sin no more.'"
"I will do my best for you," said Honor quietly.
"God bless you--oh, God bless you and reward you! Brian is away for a
few days. I will let you know when he returns, and you can come to the
bungalow. Will you promise?"
"I promise," said Honor bravely. "But he is giving his services to the
war. He will be leaving shortly for the front?"
"I know it. And I shall follow him wherever he goes, like a dog, just to
be near and serve him. It is the least I can do. They want nurses at the
front."
They talked for a while longer and when they parted at the gate of the
Club, it was understood that Honor would accept an invitation to tea at
the Daltons' bungalow as soon as the doctor was back.