SECTION LXV

"Vrihadaswa said, 'Having heard the words of the leader of that caravan,

Damayanti of faultless limbs proceeded with that caravan itself anxious

to behold her lord. And after having proceeded for many days the

merchants saw a large lake fragrant with lotuses in the midst of that

dense and terrible forest. And it was beautiful all over, and

exceedingly delightful, (with banks) abounding in grass and fuel and

fruits and flowers. And it was inhabited by various kinds of fowls and

birds, and full of water that was pure and sweet. And it was cool and

capable of captivating the heart. And the caravan, worn out with toil,

resolved to halt there. And with the permission of their leader, they

spread themselves around those beautiful woods. And that mighty caravan

finding it was evening halted at that place. And (it came to pass that)

at the hour of midnight when everything was hushed and still and the

tired caravan had fallen asleep, a herd of elephants in going towards a

mountain stream to drink of its water befouled by their temporal juice,

saw that caravan as also the numerous elephants belonging to it. And

seeing their domesticated fellows the wild elephants infuriated and with

the temporal juice trickling down rushed impetuously on the former, with

the intention of killing them. And the force of the rush of those

elephants was hard to bear, like the impetuosity of peaks lessened from

mountain summits rolling towards the plain. The rushing elephants found

the forest paths to be all blocked up, for the goodly caravan was

sleeping obstructing the paths around that lake of lotuses. And the

elephants all of a sudden, began to crush the men lying insensible on

the ground. And uttering cries of "_Oh!_" and "_Alas!_" the merchants,

blinded by sleep, fled, in order to escape that danger, to copses and

woods for refuge. And some were slain by the tusks, and some by the

trunks, and some by the legs of those elephants. And innumerable camels

and horses were killed, and crowds of men on foot, running in fright,

killed one another. And uttering loud cries some fell down on the

ground, and some in fear climbed on trees, and some dropped down on

uneven ground. And, O king, thus accidentally attacked by that large herd

of elephants, that goodly caravan suffered a great loss. And there arose

a tremendous uproar calculated to frighten the three worlds, "Lo! a

great fire hath broken out. Rescue us. Do ye speedily fly away. Why do

ye fly? Take the heaps of jewels scattered around. All this wealth is a

trifle. I do not speak falsely, I tell you again, (exclaimed some one)

think on my words, O ye distracted one!" With such exclamation they ran

about in fright. And Damayanti awoke in fear and anxiety, while that

terrible slaughter was raging there. And beholding slaughter capable of

awaking the fear of all the worlds, and which was so unforeseen, the

damsel of eyes like lotus leaves rose up, wild with fright, and almost

out of breath. And those of the caravan that had escaped unhurt, met

together, and asked one another, "Of what deed of ours is this the

consequence? Surely, we have failed to worship the illustrious

Manibhadras, and likewise the exalted and graceful Vaisravana, the king

of the Yaksha. Perhaps, we have not worshipped the deities that cause

calamities, or perhaps, we have not paid them the first homage. Or,

perhaps, this evil is the certain consequence of the birds (we saw). Our

stars are not unpropitious. From what other cause, then hath this

disaster come?" Others, distressed and bereft of wealth and relatives,

said, "That maniac-like woman who came amongst this mighty caravan in

guise that was strange and scarcely human, alas, it is by her that this

dreadful illusion had been pre-arranged. Of a certainty, she is a

terrible Rakshasa or a Yaksha or a Pisacha woman. All this evil is her

work, what need of doubts? If we again see that wicked destroyer of

merchants, that giver of innumerable woes, we shall certainly slay that

injurer of ours, with stones, and dust, and grass, and wood, and cuffs."

And hearing these dreadful words of the merchants, Damayanti, in terror

and shame and anxiety, fled into the woods apprehensive of evil. And

reproaching herself she said, "Alas! fierce and great is the wrath of

God on me. Peace followeth not in my track. Of what misdeed is this the

consequence? I do not remember that I did ever so little a wrong to any

one in thought, word, or deed. Of what deed, then, is this the

consequence? Certainly, it is on account of the great sins I had

committed in a former life that such calamity hath befallen me, _viz_.,

the loss of my husband's kingdom, his defeat at the hands of his own

kinsmen, this separation from my lord and my son and daughter, this my

unprotected state, and my presence in this forest abounding in

innumerable beasts of prey!"

"'The next day, O king, the remnant of that caravan left the place

bewailing the destruction that had overtaken them and lamenting for

their dead brothers and fathers and sons and friends. And the princess

of Vidarbha began to lament, saying, "Alas! What misdeed have I

perpetrated! The crowd of men that I obtained in this lone forest, hath

been destroyed by a herd of elephants, surely as a consequence of my ill

luck. Without doubt, I shall have to suffer misery for a long time. I

have heard from old men that no person dieth ere his time; it is for

this that my miserable self hath not been trodden to death by that herd

of elephants. Nothing that befalleth men is due to anything else than

Destiny, for even in my childhood I did not commit any such sin in

thought, word, or deed, whence might come this calamity. Methinks, I

suffer this severance from my husband through the potency of those

celestial _Lokapalas_, who had come to the Swayamvara but whom I

disregarded for the sake of Nala." Bewailing thus, O tiger among kings,

that excellent lady, Damayanti, devoted to her husband, went, oppressed

with grief and (pale) as the autumnal moon, with those Brahmanas versed

in the Vedas that had survived the slaughter of the caravan. And

departing speedily, towards evening, the damsel came to the mighty city

of the truth-telling Suvahu, the king of the Chedis. And she entered

that excellent city clad in half a garment. And the citizens saw her as

she went, overcome with fear, and lean, melancholy, her hair dishevelled

and soiled with dust, and maniac-like. And beholding her enter the city

of the king of the Chedis, the boys of the city, from curiosity, began

to follow her. And surrounded by them, she came before the palace of the

king. And from the terrace the queen-mother saw her surrounded by the

crowd. And she said to her nurse, "Go and bring that woman before me.

She is forlorn and is being vexed by the crowd. She hath fallen into

distress and standeth in need of succour. I find her beauty to be such

that it illumineth my house. The fair one, though looking like a maniac,

seemeth a very _Sree_ with her large eyes." Thus commanded, the nurse

went out and dispersing the crowd brought Damayanti to that graceful

terrace. And struck with wonder, O king, she asked Damayanti, saying,

"Afflicted though thou art with such distress, thou ownest a beautiful

form. Thou shinest like lightning in the midst of the clouds. Tell me

who thou art, and whose, O thou possessed of celestial splendour,

surely, thy beauty is not human, bereft though thou art of ornaments.

And although thou art helpless, yet thou art unmoved under the outrage

of these men." Hearing these words of the nurse, the daughter of Bhima

said, "Know that I am a female belonging to the human species and

devoted to my husband. I am a serving woman of good lineage. I live

wherever I like, subsisting on fruit and roots, and whom a companion,

and stay where evening overtaketh me. My husband is the owner of

countless virtues and was ever devoted to me. And I also, on my part,

was deeply attached to him, following him like his shadow. It chanced

that once he became desperately engaged at dice. Defeated at dice, he

came alone into the forest. I accompanied my husband into the woods,

comforting the hero clad in a single piece of cloth and maniac-like and

overwhelmed with calamity. Once on a time for some cause, that hero,

afflicted with hunger and thirst and grief, was forced to abandon that

sole piece of covering in the forest. Destitute of garment and

maniac-like and deprived of his senses as he was, I followed him, myself

in a single garment. Following him, I did not sleep for nights together.

Thus passed many days, until at last while I was sleeping, he cut off

half of my cloth, and forsook me who had done him no wrong. I am seeking

my husband but unable to find him who is of hue like the filaments of

the lotus, without being able to cast my eyes on that delight of my

heart, that dear lord who owneth my heart and resembleth the celestials

in mien, day and night do I burn in grief."

"'Unto Bhima's daughter thus lamenting with tearful eyes, and afflicted

and speaking in accents choked in grief, the queen-mother herself said,

"O blessed damsel, do thou stay with me. I am well pleased with thee. O

fair lady, my men shall search for thy husband. Or, perhaps he may come

here of his own accord in course of his wanderings. And, O beautiful

lady, residing here thou wilt regain thy (lost) lord." Hearing these

words of the queen mother, Damayanti replied, "O mother of heroes, I may

stay with thee on certain conditions. I shall not eat the leavings on

any dish, nor shall I wash anybody's feet, nor shall I have to speak

with other men. And if anybody shall seek me (as a wife or mistress) he

should be liable to punishment at thy hands. And, further, should he

solicit me over and over again, that wicked one should be punished with

death. This is the vow I have made. I intend to have an interview with

those Brahmanas that will set out to search for my husband. If thou

canst do all this, I shall certainly live with thee. If it is otherwise,

I cannot find it in my heart to reside with thee." The queen-mother

answered her with a glad heart, saying, "I will do all this. Thou hast

done well in adopting such a vow!"'

"Vrihadaswa continued, 'O king, having spoken so unto the daughter of

Bhima, the queen-mother, O Bharata, said to her daughter named Sunanda,

"O Sunanda, accept this lady like a goddess as thy _Sairindhri_! Let her

be thy companion, as she is of the same age with thee. Do thou, with

heart free from care, always sport with her in joy." And Sunanda

cheerfully accepted Damayanti and led her to her own apartment

accompanied by her associates. And treated with respect, Damayanti was

satisfied, and she continued to reside there without anxiety of any

kind, for all her wishes were duly gratified.'"

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