SECTION LXIV

"Vrihadaswa continued, 'Having destroyed that hunter Damayanti of eyes

like lotus leaves, went onwards through that fearful and solitary forest

ringing with the chirp of crickets. And it abounded with lions, and

leopards, and _Rurus_ and tigers, and buffaloes, and bears and deer. And

it swarmed with birds of various species, and was infested by thieves

and _mlechchha_ tribes. And it contained _Salas_, and bamboos and

_Dhavas_, and _Aswatthas_, and _Tindukas_ and _Ingudas_, and _Kinsukas_,

and _Arjunas_, and _Nimvas_, and _Tinisas_ and _Salmalas_, and _Jamvus_,

and mango trees, and _Lodhras_, and the catechu, and the cane, and

_Padmakas_, and _Amalahas_, and _Plakshas_, and _Kadamvas_, and

_Udumvaras_ and _Vadaras_, and _Vilwas_, and banians, and _Piyalas_, and

palms, and date-trees, and _Haritakas_ and _Vibhitakas_. And the

princess of Vidarbha saw many mountains containing ores of various

kinds, and groves resounding with the notes of winged choirs, and many

glens of wondrous sight, and many rivers and lakes and tanks and various

kinds of birds and beasts. And she saw numberless snakes and goblins and

_Rakshasas_ of grim visage, and pools and tanks and hillocks, and brooks

and fountains of wonderful appearance. And the princess of Vidarbha saw

there herds of buffaloes, and boars, and bears as well as serpents of

the wilderness. And safe in virtue and glory and good fortune and

patience, Damayanti wandered through those woods alone, in search of

Nala. And the royal daughter of Bhima, distressed only at her separation

from her lord, was not terrified at aught in that fearful forest. And, O

king, seating herself down upon a stone and filled with grief, and every

limb of hers trembling with sorrow on account of her husband, she began

to lament thus: "O king of the Nishadhas, O thou of broad chest and

mighty arms, whither hast thou gone, O king, leaving me in this lone

forest? O hero, having performed the _Aswamedha_ and other sacrifices,

with gifts in profusion (unto the Brahmanas), why hast thou, O tiger

among men, played false with me alone? O best of men, O thou of great

splendour, it behoveth thee, O auspicious one, to remember what thou

didst declare before me, O bull among kings! And, O monarch, it behoveth

thee also to call to mind what the sky-ranging swans spake in thy

presence and in mine. O tiger among men, the four Vedas in all their

extent, with the Angas and the Upangas, well-studied, on one side, and

one single truth on the other, (are equal). Therefore, O slayer of foes,

it behoveth thee, O lord of men, to make good what thou didst formerly

declare before me. Alas, O hero! warrior! O Nala! O sinless one being

thine, I am about to perish in this dreadful forest. Oh! wherefore dost

thou not answer me? This terrible lord of the forest, of grim visage and

gaping jaws, and famishing with hunger, filleth me with fright. Doth it

not behove thee to deliver me? Thou wert wont to say always, _Save thee

there existeth not one dear unto me_. O blessed one, O king, do thou now

make good thy words so spoken before. And, O king, why dost thou not

return an answer to thy beloved wife bewailing and bereft of sense,

although thou lovest her, being loved in return? O king of the earth, O

respected one, O represser of foes, O thou of large eyes, why dost thou

not regard me, emaciated, and distressed and pale, and discoloured, and

clad in a half piece of cloth, and alone, and weeping, and lamenting

like one forlorn, and like unto a solitary doe separated from the herd?

O illustrious sovereign, it is, I, Damayanti, devoted to thee, who,

alone in this great forest, address thee. Wherefore, then, dost thou not

reply unto me? Oh, I do not behold thee today on this mountain, O chief

of men, O thou of noble birth and character with every limb possessed of

grace! In this terrible forest, haunted by lions and tigers, O king of

the Nishadhas, O foremost of men, O enhancer of my sorrows, (Wishing to

know) whether thou art lying down, or sitting, or standing, or gone,

whom shall I ask, distressed and woe-stricken on thy account, saying,

_Hast thou seen in this woods the royal Nala?_ Of whom shall I in this

forest enquire after the departed Nala, handsome and of high soul, and

the destroyer of hostile arrays? From whom shall I today hear the sweet

words, _viz_., _That royal Nala, of eyes like lotus-leaves, whom thou

seekest, is even here?_ Yonder cometh the forest-king, that tiger of

graceful mien, furnished with four teeth and prominent cheeks. Even him

will I accost fearlessly: Thou art the lord of all animals, and of this

forest the king. Know me for Damayanti, the daughter of the king of the

Vidarbhas, and the wife of Nala, destroyer of foes, and the king of the

Nishadhas. Distressed and woe-stricken, I am seeking my husband alone in

these woods. Do thou, O king of beasts, comfort me (with news of Nala)

if thou hast seen him. Or, O lord of the forest, if thou cannot speak of

Nala, do thou, then, O best of beasts, devour me, and free me from this

misery. Alas! hearing my plaintive appeal in the wilderness, this king

of mountains, this high and sacred hill, crested with innumerable

heaven-kissing and many-hued and beauteous peaks, and abounding in

various ores, and decked with gems of diverse kings, and rising like a

banner over this broad forest, and ranged by lions and tigers and

elephants and boars and bears and stags, and echoing all around with

(the notes of) winged creatures of various species, and adorned with

_kinsukas_ and _Asokas_ and _Vakulas_ and _Punnagas_, with blossoming

_Karnikaras_, and _Dhavas_ and _Plakshas_, and with streams haunted by

waterfowls of every kind, and abounding in crested summits, O sacred

one! O best of mountains! O thou of wondrous sight! O celebrated hill! O

refuge (of the distressed)! O highly auspicious one! I bow to thee, O

pillar of the earth! Approaching, I bow to thee. Know me for a king's

daughter, and a king's daughter-in-law, and king's consort, Damayanti by

name that lord of earth who ruleth the Vidarbhas, that mighty

warrior-king Bhima by name, who protecteth the four orders, is my sire.

That best of kings celebrated the _Rajasuya_ and _Aswamedha_ sacrifices,

with profuse gifts to the Brahmanas. Possessed of beautiful and large

eyes, distinguished for devotion to the Vedas, of unblemished character,

truth-telling, devoid of guile, gentle, endued with prowess, lord of

immense wealth, versed in morality, and pure, he having vanquished all

his foes, effectually protecteth the inhabitants of Vidarbha. Know me, O

holy one, for his daughter, thus come to thee. That best of men--the

celebrated ruler of the Nishadha--known by the name of Virasena of high

fame, was my father-in-law. The son of that king, heroic and handsome

and possessed of energy incapable of being baffled, who ruleth well the

kingdom which hath descended to him from his father, is named Nala.

Know, O mountain, that of that slayer of foes, called also _Punyastoka_,

possessed of the complexion of gold, and devoted to the Brahmanas, and

versed in the Vedas, and gifted with eloquence,--of that righteous and

_Soma_-quaffing and fire-adoring king, who celebrateth sacrifices and is

liberal and warlike and who adequately chastiseth (criminals), I am the

innocent spouse--the chief of his queens--standing before thee.

Despoiled of prosperity and deprived of (the company of my) husband

without a protector, and afflicted with calamity, hither have I come, O

best of mountains, seeking my husband. Hast thou, O foremost of

mountains, with thy hundreds of peaks towering (into the sky) seen king

Nala in this frightful forest? Hast thou seen my husband, that ruler of

the Nishadhas, the illustrious Nala, with the tread of a mighty

elephant, endued with intelligence, long-armed, and of fiery energy,

possessed of prowess and patience and courage and high fame? Seeing me

bewailing alone, overwhelmed with sorrow, wherefore, O best of

mountains, dost thou not today soothe me with thy voice, as thy own

daughter in distress? O hero, O warrior of prowess, O thou versed in

every duty, O thou adhering to truth--O lord of the earth, if thou art

in this forest, then, O king, reveal thyself unto me. Oh, when shall I

again hear the voice of Nala, gentle and deep as that of the clouds,

that voice, sweet as _Amrita_, of the illustrious king, calling me

_Vidharva's daughter_, with accents distinct, and holy, and musical as

the chanting of the Vedas and rich, and soothing all my sorrows. O king,

I am frightened. Do thou, O virtuous one, comfort me."

"'Having addressed that foremost of mountain thus, Damayanti then went

in a northerly direction. And having proceeded three days and nights,

that best of women came to an incomparable penance grove of ascetics,

resembling in beauty a celestial grove. And the charming asylum she

beheld was inhabited and adorned by ascetics like Vasishtha and Bhrigu

and Atri, self-denying and strict in diet, with minds under control,

endued with holiness, some living on water, some on air, and some on

(fallen) leaves, with passions in check, eminently blessed, seeking the

way to heaven, clad in barks of trees and deer-skins, and with senses

subdued. And beholding that hermitage inhabited by ascetics, and

abounding in herds of deer and monkeys, Damayanti was cheered. And that

best of women, the innocent and blessed Damayanti, with graceful

eye-brows, and long tresses, with lovely hips and deep bosom, and face

graced with fine teeth and with fine black and large eyes, in her

brightness and glory entered that asylum. And saluting those ascetics

grown old in practising austerities, she stood in an attitude of

humility. And the ascetics living in that forest, said, _Welcome!_ And

those men of ascetic wealth, paying her due homage, said, "Sit ye down,

and tell us what we may do for thee." That best of women replied unto

them, saying, "Ye sinless and eminently blessed ascetics, is it well

with your austerities, and sacrificial fire, and religious observances,

and the duties of your own order? And is it well with the beasts and

birds of this asylum?" And they answered, "O beauteous and illustrious

lady, prosperity attendeth us in every respect. But, O thou of faultless

limbs, tell us who thou art, and what thou seekest. Beholding thy

beauteous form and thy bright splendour, we have been amazed. Cheer up

and mourn not. Tell us, O blameless and blessed one, art thou the

presiding deity of this forest, or of this mountain, or of this river?"

Damayanti replied unto those ascetics, saying, "O Brahmanas, I am not

the goddess of this forest, or of this mountain, or of this stream. O

Rishis of ascetic wealth, know that I am a human being. I will relate my

history in detail. Do ye listen to me. There is a king--the mighty ruler

of the Vidarbhas--Bhima by name. O foremost of regenerate ones, know me

to be his daughter. The wise ruler of the Nishadhas, Nala by name, of

great celebrity, heroic, and ever victorious in battle, and learned, is

my husband. Engaged in the worship of the gods, devoted to the

twice-born ones, the guardian of the line of the Nishadhas, of mighty

energy, possessed of great strength, truthful, conversant with all

duties, wise, unwavering in promise, the crusher of foes, devout,

serving the gods, graceful, the conqueror of hostile towns, that

foremost of kings, Nala by name, equal in splendour unto the lord of

celestials, the slayer of foes, possessed of large eyes, and a hue

resembling the full moon, is my husband. The celebrator of great

sacrifices, versed in the Vedas and their branches, the destroyer of

enemies in battle, and like unto the sun and the moon in splendour, is

he. That king devoted to faith and religion was summoned to dice by

certain deceitful persons of mean mind and uncultured soul and of

crooked ways, and skilful in gambling, and was deprived of wealth and

kingdom. Know that I am the wife of that bull among kings, known to all

by the name of Damayanti, anxious to find out my (missing) lord. In

sadness of heart am I wandering among woods, and mountains, and lakes,

and rivers, and tanks and forests, in search of that husband of

mine--Nala, skilled in battle, high-souled, and well-versed in the use

of weapons. O hath king Nala, the lord of the Nishadhas, come to this

delightful asylum of your holy selves? It is for him, O Brahmanas, that

I have come to this dreary forest full of terrors and haunted by tigers

and other beasts. If I do not see king Nala within a few days and

nights, I shall seek my good by renouncing this body. Of what use is my

life without that bull among men? How shall I live afflicted with grief

on account of my husband?"

"'Unto Bhima's daughter, Damayanti, lamenting forlorn in that forest,

the truth-telling ascetics replied, saying, "O blessed and beauteous

one, we see by ascetic power that the future will bring happiness to

thee, and that thou wilt soon behold Naishadha. O daughter of Bhima,

thou wilt behold Nala, the lord of the Nishadhas, the slayer of foes,

and the foremost of the virtuous freed from distress. And O blessed

lady, thou wilt behold the king--thy lord--freed from all sins and

decked with all kinds of gems, and ruling the selfsame city, and

chastising his enemies, and striking terror into the hearts of foes, and

gladdening the hearts of friends, and crowned with every blessing."

"'Having spoken unto that princess--the beloved queen of Nala--the

ascetics with their sacred fires and asylum vanished from sight. And

beholding that mighty wonder, the daughter-in-law of king Virasena,

Damayanti of faultless limbs, was struck with amazement. And she asked

herself, "Was it a dream that I saw? What an occurrence hath taken

place! Where are all those ascetics? And where is that asylum? Where,

further, is that delightful river of sacred waters--the resort of

diverse kinds of fowls? And where, again, are those charming trees

decked with fruits and flowers?" And after thinking so for some time,

Bhima's daughter, Damayanti of sweet smiles melancholy and afflicted

with grief on account of her lord, lost the colour of her face (again).

And going to another part of the wood, she saw an _Asoka_ tree. And

approaching that first of trees in the forest, so charming with blossoms

and its load of foliage, and resounding with the notes of birds,

Damayanti, with tears in her eyes and accents choked in grief, began to

lament, saying, "Oh, this graceful tree in the heart of the forest,

decked in flowers, looketh beautiful, like a charming king of hills. O

beauteous _Asoka_, do thou speedily free me from grief. Hast thou seen

king Nala, the slayer of foes and the beloved husband of

Damayanti,--freed from fear and grief and obstacles? Hast thou seen my

beloved husband, the ruler of the Nishadhas, clad in half a piece of

cloth, with delicate skin, that hero afflicted with woe and who hath

come into this wilderness? O _Asoka_ tree, do thou free me from grief! O

_Asoka_, vindicate thy name, for _Asoka_ meaneth _destroyer of grief_."

And going round that tree thrice, with an afflicted heart, that best of

women, Bhima's daughter, entered a more terrible part of the forest. And

wandering in quest of her lord, Bhima's daughter beheld many trees and

streams and delightful mountains, and many beasts and birds, and caves,

and precipices, and many rivers of wonderful appearance. And as she

proceeded she came upon a broad way where she saw with wonder a body of

merchants, with their horses and elephants, landing on the banks of a

river, full of clear and cool water, and lovely and charming to behold,

and broad, and covered with bushes of canes, and echoing with the cries

of cranes and ospreys and _Chakravakas_, and abounding in tortoises and

alligators and fishes, and studded with innumerable islets. And as soon

as she saw that caravan, the beauteous and celebrated wife of Nala,

wild like a maniac, oppressed with grief, clad in half a garment, lean

and pale and smutted, and with hair covered with dust, drew near and

entered into its midst. And beholding her, some fled in fear, and some

became extremely anxious, and some cried aloud, and some laughed at her,

and some hated her. And some, O Bharata, felt pity for, and even

addressed, her, saying, "O blessed one, who art thou, and whose? What

seekest thou in woods? Seeing thee here we have been terrified. Art thou

human? Tell us truly, O blessed one if thou art the goddess of this wood

or of this mountain or of the points of the heaven. We seek thy

protection. Art thou a female _Yaksha_, or a female _Rakshasa_, or a

celestial damsel? O thou of faultless features, do thou bless us wholly

and protect us. And, O blessed one, do thou so act that this caravan may

soon go hence in prosperity and that the welfare of all of us may be

secured." Thus addressed by that caravan, the princess Damayanti,

devoted to her husband and oppressed by the calamity that had befallen

her, answered, saying, "O leader of the caravan, ye merchants, ye

youths, old men, and children, and ye that compose this caravan, know me

for a human being. I am the daughter of a king, and the daughter in-law

of a king, and the consort also of a king, eager for the sight of my

lord. The ruler of the Vidarbhas is my father, and my husband is the

lord of the Nishadhas, named Nala. Even now I am seeking that

unvanquished and blessed one. If ye have chanced to see my beloved one,

king Nala, that tiger among men, that destroyer of hostile hosts, O tell

me quick." Thereupon the leader of that great caravan, named Suchi,

replied unto Damayanti of faultless limbs, saying, "O blessed one,

listen to my words. O thou of sweet smiles, I am a merchant and the

leader of this caravan. O illustrious lady, I have not seen any man of

the name of Nala. In this extensive forest uninhabited by men, there are

only elephants and leopards and buffaloes, and tigers and bears and

other animals. Except thee, I have not met with any man or woman here,

so help us now Manibhadra, the king of Yakshas!" Thus addressed by them

she asked those merchants as well as the leader of the host saying, "It

behoveth you to tell me whither this caravan is bound." The leader of

the band said, "O daughter of a great king, for the purpose of profit

this caravan is bound direct for the city of Suvahu, the truth-telling

ruler of the Chedis."'"

The Mahabharata of Krishna-Dwaipayana Vyasa Translated into English Prose Vana Parva, Part 1 · 第 64 / 145 章