Cheered by his success in Celestial Hills, she had, without a murmur,

allowed him to retain possession of the nine hundred pounds that had

been netted by the timely sale of her shares in that mine. Tareling had

gone to Banjoleena with this money to his credit, confident of doubling

or trebling the amount in a few days. Perhaps he had. But she knew

that he would return from Sydney penniless, yet imperturbably

unrepentant. It was one of Tareling's aristocratic characteristics,

that he never attempted the _role_ of the Prodigal Son. He was obliged

to come home when the fun was over; but there any simulacrum of

repentance began and ended. So it had been before, so it would be no

doubt to the end. But just now, owing to a conjunction of untoward

events, this spell of riotous living meant for Laurette--unless she

could by some means or other raise the wind--the almost immediate giving

up of the costly furnished house at Toorak, and retirement to the

intolerable solitude of Cannawijera. And this to Laurette presented all

the concentrated bitterness of a hopeless defeat in the hour of greatest

triumph. She had married Talbot Tareling not for love, for even if she

had been capable of it, he was the last one qualified to evoke any such

passion when the two met; not for his good looks, for he had none; not

for his morals, for if he ever possessed any, the world, the flesh, and

the devil had wholly despoiled him long before he left his native

shores. She had married him simply because he was the younger son of an

English peer; relying on this circumstance, and her own tact and

heiress-ship, to become one of the elect of Melbourne society. Yet,

with all these advantages, the struggle had been very uphill. Her

income, when the marriage took place, was over three thousand a year.

The Hon. Talbot was supposed to have five hundred a year, but it was

invariably in the hands of disreputable Hebrews twelve months in

advance. The sinews of war were wholly inadequate to the sort of

campaign that Laurette undertook. And then, even in a frankly

democratic country, the cadet of a noble house, bankrupt in money and

reputation, does not meet with unqualified social success. But Laurette

was indefatigable, and year by year she made a little headway. Only

year by year there was an accumulation of debt, and tradespeople made

their terms harder, and her father and brother were more reluctant to

supplement her income from Cannawijera by random cheques for a couple of

hundred pounds.

But then came the brilliant windfall of the new Governor and his

wife--high in rank, and nearly connected with her husband's family.

This gave her at one stroke that right of tambour at Government House

which had been her cherished dream from early girlhood. She planted her

feet on the neck of recalcitrant tradesmen and spiteful foes of her own

sex, in the inner cliques of that curiously disintegrated mass which

calls itself 'good society' in the capitals of Australian colonies. Her

hour of victory had come. The Governor's wife was not only closely

related to Tareling's family, but an intimate friend of his mother's.

Before leaving London she had pledged herself to do all she could for

Talbot, vaguely imagining that, in a wealthy young country like

Victoria, it would be easy to smuggle a relative into some cosy sinecure

worth, well, say seven or eight hundred a year.

But a very brief sojourn in Australia reveals the fact that to appoint a

man to a post worth even one hundred a year, apart from fitness for the

work or claims on the country, would at once arouse a ferment of

Parliamentary inquiry. Now the Hon. Talbot Tareling's fitness for any

appointment was limited to a well-cultivated and hereditary incapacity

for any form of steady employment. His claims on the country consisted

in having spent all his own and a great deal of his wife's money in very

equivocal ways. The profound etiquette and the glamour of monarchical

institutions are needed to elevate such traits into an irresistible

claim on the public finances.

But at least it was in Lady Weavelow's power to shower those delicate

attentions on her cousin and his wife which, from a viceregal personage,

are objects of keener ambition in Melbourne than money or appointments.

In Laurette, Lady Weavelow was agreeably surprised to find a lady whose

demeanour, dress, and general _savoir faire_ would bring no discredit on

her husband, even among the order to which he belonged. Stella had once

spoken of the hard, crude touch of the social amateur in Laurette. But

like all who do not possess the ultimate distinction of manners moulded

by hereditary culture, or the spontaneous courtesy of an essentially

kind heart, Laurette's behaviour was largely dependent on circumstances.

With people like the Courtlands, whose unostentatious family pride made

them indifferent to those forms of social distinctions which had the

keenest fascination for Laurette, she was probably at her worst. Their

simple mode of living, their ardour for books and ideas, their absence

of chic measured by local standards; the humble nondescript sort of

people, marked only by unselfish aims of life, that one constantly met

at Fairacre--all gave her a certain sense of superiority to them, and

yet a baffling sense that they would regard such an assumption as very

amusing, and not to be taken seriously. She was at her best with those

whose rank and position towered above her own. She was then on her

guard against the robust vulgarity that formed the real substratum of

her nature. She was quick and clever in her own way, and prided herself

on knowledge of the world. In her case, as in that of all intrinsically

shallow natures, such knowledge is largely, though unconsciously,

founded on the dictum of the Scotchman: 'There is no an honest man in

the world; I ken it by mysel'.'

But probably the very narrowness of Laurette's aims made her feel all

the more acutely the prospect of speedy social extinction. After she

reached her own room, she reread the telegram with a sickening heart.

She recalled her father's obstinate refusal at Christmas-time to advance

a few hundred pounds till after shearing-time. Of course he knew that

to 'advance' was merely a euphemism for giving. He told her that till

the rabbits were exterminated on his runs he would neither give nor

advance a single copper, and advised herself and her husband to live

quietly on their Cannawijera property, instead of running head over ears

into debt in Melbourne. To go to these desolate wilds from the very

apex of her triumph--from the haunts and assemblies whose open-sesame

had cost her so many toilsome years of guerilla warfare with millionaire

women, whose dull resentment she had aroused with the unguarded malice

of a sharp and vindictive tongue! In a week after her departure her

place in society would know her no more. The world abounds with those

who are terrified at nothing so much as being forgotten. If people are

buried in the Mallee Scrub, society has no alternative but to forget

them. The thought suffocated Laurette in advance. And then Talbot--she

knew--he would not stay at Cannawijera more than a week at the outside.

To make life endurable to him in such a _cul-de-sac_, it would be

necessary to erase twelve hours out of the twenty-four. Even in

Melbourne he was often dull. Against dulness he had not one honest

resource. Still less would this be the case when his wife was

permanently at Cannawijera, and he was permanently a man about town. He

had an incredible knack of obtaining credit. It must have been

inherited with his blue blood. A man habituated to the brutal habit of

paying for what he got could never attain such perfect mastery of the

art. He was skilful too, or lucky rather, at games of chance. Yes, he

would keep afloat for a few months. But after that? He would join some

theatrical company, and leave the colonies. Laurette was sure of it.

He was a good amateur actor: he had been trained by experts. There were

_roles_ in many popular plays in which he could give well-salaried

actors points, and yet come off winner, from the fact that in such

_roles_ he had only to present his own character in the less habitual

parts that were fitted for stage representation--that of a well-bred,

cool, unscrupulous man of the world. It was his one chance of getting a

livelihood. He had more than once spoken of taking it up, when the dark

desolation of Cannawijera loomed in the foreground as the only refuge

open to him apart from gaining an independent livelihood. 'He will

attach himself to Mademoiselle de Melier's company, and go to San

Francisco,' thought Laurette; and she turned cold and faint with the

conviction the thought carried--all that she had lived for seemed to be

crumbling around her.

She covered her face with her hands, and felt better after she was able

to cry. She heard Stella leave the drawing-room, and she debated with

herself whether she would go to her brother and throw herself at his

feet and implore him to save her from the ignominious series of defeats,

of social annihilation, which she saw in store for her. But the next

moment she rejected the thought. If a couple of hundred pounds would do

her any good Ted would give a cheque at once. But he was far more

obdurate about larger sums than ever her father had been. He knew too

well what Tareling's mode of life was. He himself had worked hard from

the age of sixteen till his uncle's death left him sole master of

Strathhaye, and he had an invincible objection to placing an unlimited

supply of cash at the disposal of 'an image of a man who never did a

stroke of work in his life, for himself or anyone else.'

Laurette buried her face in her hands, and one design after another

flashed hastily across her mind. To write and tell her father that some

dire catastrophe impended, unless he could send her, say, a thousand

pounds? No, she had done that more than once before. It was the story

of the shepherd-boy and the wolf over again. Then slowly something like

a feasible plan suggested itself. But she determined to ponder over it

for a day or two. At the end of that time, however, events ranged

themselves precisely in the direction she wished. Stella announced to

her that Louise was not well, and asked her to hasten her visit as much

as possible. 'If you will let me leave by the early train to-morrow,

Laurette, I shall write and let Mrs. Coram, and the others whose

invitations I accepted, know that I have been called away, and then I

can see you again on my way home if you wish.'

Stella spoke in an apologetic tone, feeling half guilty for beating so

hasty a retreat. But the enforced companionship with Laurette began to

be intolerable. Her sustained enthusiasm about trifles, the glow of

inextinguishable interest with which she retailed Lady Weavelow's

opinions and sayings and doings, the solemn reverence with which she

went over the connections of Lord Harry, the aide-de-camp, and entered

into endless details regarding those she held to be the great people of

Melbourne, bored Stella to the last point of ennui. It was like being

in the society of servants, but without the interest of the servants'

point of view at first hand. Then the whole atmosphere of Monico Lodge

oppressed her so that she could not even read any book she cared for.

The very walls and chairs seemed to whisper endless anecdotes full of

foolish self-importance, and count over the provincial notabilities who

paid them visits. 'We never know,' says Goethe somewhere, 'how

anthropomorphic we are.' Probably those who do have a glimmering of it

conceal the fact, because the habit of endowing lifeless objects with a

personality of their own has, in the eyes of most practical people,

something in it dangerously silly.

'Well,' said Laurette, a sudden light coming into her face, 'I will let

you off on condition you promise to stay two weeks with me when you

return. There is an English man-of-war to be here early in September,

and a French royalty incog.; so we shall have the place _en fete_

again.' But as Laurette spoke her heart sank as she thought: 'I may

then, perhaps, be entombed in the Mallee Scrub.'

Stella had spent the previous day with her brother by the seaside. Had

she made any irrevocable decision? Perhaps she meant to write to Ted.

Laurette had noticed the pearl horseshoe wrapped up on Stella's

toilet-table, in an isolated fashion, as if she did not mean to include

it in her belongings. Ted had gone to St. Kilda, and would not be back

till the next afternoon. Stella's departure in his absence was so far

fortunate--if no communication passed between them. Laurette was just

then in a curiously strained and watchful mood. She was all eyes and

ears.

She determined on a little conversation that might help to fetter

Stella's action till they met again--a conversation that might also aid

in the development of her little coup. It was not that facts were at all

necessary to her when she found a little impromptu history helpful. But

facts, even when twisted entirely from their true drift and context, are

valuable as imparting a certain _vraisemblance_ to supposed events.

There are people who will report an entirely imaginary conversation, and

find a kind of moral support in adding: 'Yes; he sat in an armchair all

the time, with his slippered feet on the fender.' The 'he' in question

may not have uttered a word of the many ascribed to him--but then he did

sit in an armchair, and his feet were really on the fender. After all,

human veracity has severe limitations. We cannot have everything

limning the severe countenance of truth. Let us remember this when, in

contemporary history, we have the conversation all askew, but the

armchair, the slippered feet, and the fender true to the life.

'Stella, may I speak to you a little about Ted?' said Laurette, with an

engaging air of timidity.

She was really very quick at times in diagnosing the frame of mind in

which people happened to be, and she had a prevision that her subject

just then must be cautiously broached. Stella had not gone out riding

with Ted since the evening he had offended her, and he had admitted to

Laurette before he went to Flemington that he had been a deuced jackass,

but when she questioned him he had relapsed into dogged silence.

'Why, Laurette, you speak as though Ted were at the other end of the

world. What do you wish to say?'

'Well, no doubt I am rather foolish to be so much concerned. You see,

Stella, you have so many brothers, you do not know how a woman feels

when she has only one. Poor dear Ted is so unhappy just now. He

offended you. Well, I undertook to make his peace with you. He did not

go into particulars; perhaps he begged for one of the many kisses you

owe him. Dear me, what a freezing air! I wonder how many kisses your

brother Tom snatched from me; and yet he never proposed to me even once.

Certainly I never set up for a monument of icy hauteur. Still, I never

forgot that I was Sir Edward Ritchie's daughter, any more than I am

likely to forget that I am the wife of the Hon. Talbot Tareling.'

Laurette drew herself up to her full height, and Stella was too much

amused to retain an air of offended majesty.

'At the same time,' said Laurette, astutely taking advantage of this to

show a sudden change of front, 'I don't think you need be afraid of Ted

pestering you again. Now, my dear, let us have a proper talk over this.

Sit down here; we may as well be comfortable, and not stand staring at

each other like two strange cats on the roof. I believe there were

tears in Ted's eyes when he took me into his confidence. "What do you

think I'd better do, Larry?" said he. "Do?" said I. "Why, nothing."

"But I am afraid she's very angry," said he. "She hasn't even ridden

out with me since, and now she's away for the whole day. It feels as

long as a month of Sundays. I shouldn't wonder if she sent me back that

dashed horseshoe"--indeed, I am afraid he used a stronger word. Poor

old Ted! you know he is a little rough sometimes. But how good and

generous he is!--though I sometimes call him stingy in fun. There he

was yesterday, trying to make me take a cheque for I don't know how

much. But, of course, when a woman is married, there is a limit to what

she can accept, even from a brother. Besides, I had a sort of feeling

that it was more for your sake than my own--a sort of testimonial

because I am nice enough for you to visit me.'

Laurette, when it suited her purpose, was a finished mistress of that

adroit flattery which seema inseparable from radical insincerity of

nature.

'I must say that was very humble of you,' said Stella, laughing

outright.

It is foolish to flatter people with a strong sense of humour; even if

they like it, they must see through it.

'Well, but to return to this storm in a teacup. I couldn't help

laughing about the horseshoe; and I said, "If Stella wants to get rid of

that in a huff, why, I'll take charge of it."'

'I wish you would, Laurette. I'll leave it in your hands,' said Stella.

'Oh, certainly,' returned Laurette, with an indulgent smile; and she

mentally ticked this off as one point gained. But she had not finished

yet. 'Then Ted said to me, "Now, Larry, tell me--do you think I'm any

nearer the end of this long courtship, one way or the other? Is it more

likely or unlikely that Stella will have me?" "Ted," said I, "don't ask

me what Stella will do or will not do. I've long ago felt about this

affair as if I were looking at a play--one of the sort that nearly makes

you fall in pieces with yawning, don't you know. It's so long, and

people come on and off, and you sit through one act after another,

thinking that surely something will happen soon; but it doesn't, and

there you gape till the curtain is rung down, and you feel like a

perfect fool." At that Ted got rather angry, as if I were prophesying

evil. Of course, I didn't mean to do that; so I simply said, "When a

girl lets a man dangle after her for years----"'

'You had no right to say----' said Stella, colouring hotly.

'Well, please remember this was a confidential chat with my only

brother. "When a girl lets a man dangle after her for years, and

prevents him from thinking of anyone else, and in the end doesn't know

whether she'll have him or leave him--why, then I think it is time for

him to take his fortune into his own hands."'

'Well, that, at least, was good advice,' said Stella, 'and I hope Ted

will act on it.'

'Will you believe it?' said Laurette, laughing--'he has solemnly made up

his mind that unless you write to him about something, or give him some

direct encouragement, he will from this time forth try to think of you

only as a friend. I believe that is partly why he has gone to

Flemington.'

'I am glad that he is reasonable at fast,' answered Stella; but,

notwithstanding the words, Laurette felt sure there was some pique in

the flush that settled in the girl's cheeks.

*CHAPTER XXV.*

When Ritchie returned, and found that during his absence Stella had

taken her departure for Lullaboolagana, his chagrin was extreme.

'She asked me to say good-bye to you for herself and Dustiefoot, and

gave her kind regards to Shah,' said Laurette, as she sat skimming a

budget of letters and notes that had just been delivered.

Ted felt like one who has suddenly been dragged out of the sunlight, and

has had the key turned on him in a cheerless dungeon.

'She is to finish her visit in September,' said Laurette, when she found

that Ted made no response.

He stared at the _Age_ for some time in gloomy silence, glancing from

one column to another as if he were reading, but not seeing a line.

'Well, I don't suppose it's to make much difference to me whether she

comes here or anywhere else,' he answered.

Laurette made no reply.

'Was that all Stella said?' asked Ritchie after a pause; 'just to say

good-bye? Was she at all put out that Louise wanted her at once, or was

the thing a plant, do you think--just an excuse to be off?'

'Ted, don't ask so many questions, or I shall betray confidence,' said

Laurette.

'Betray confidence? Bosh!' retorted Ritchie in a disdainful tone. 'You

can't run with the hare and hunt with the hounds. At Christmas-time you

thought you were going to do great shakes by getting Stella here, and

showing her what a dash you cut; and now she's gone off in less than two

weeks without even saying good-bye to me. And then there's something

that you know in confidence. I should think I am the proper person to

be taken into confidence, if there's anything to confide.'

'You asked if Stella only said good-bye,' said Laurette, in an

impressive tone. 'Well, we had a long, private talk.'

Ted leant forward, no longer pretending to read the newspaper.

'Yes; and what was the talk about?'

'Before telling you that, I must get your promise that you will not let

Stella know I told you.'

'I'm not such a confounded blab as to carry yarns between people.'

'Then tell me, has Stella, since she came here, said anything that led

you to think she had been debating in her own mind whether or not she

would accept you?'

'Yes; she told me that since I last saw her she had sometimes thought

she would come to the scratch.'

'Ah! Well, after all, you understood her better than I do. They say

that women have so much penetration; but I think some men have. You

asked me one day if I thought Stella had heard anything.'

'Well?'

'She has.'

'Ah, I suppose Cuth, the parson, has fossicked?'

'I don't think so. I believe it is a slight rumour, but enough to

disquiet her--to make her uncertain.'

'I shall write and make a clean breast of it; tell her all.'

'Not for your life. At least, not if you don't mean to lose her.'

'Lose her? I haven't got her, and not likely to now!'

'Ah, there you are mistaken. Stella loves you, Ted,' and Laurette,

without a quiver of her eyelid, gazed into the young man's face. He

flushed deeply, and walked about the room with signs of evident emotion.

'If I could believe that----' he said, and stopped.

'You may believe it,' she said, in a tone of quiet confidence which

thrilled him with joy.

'And in spite of--what she has heard?'

'Yes; and when she returns here in September--well, I can only judge by

what she said, and by what she did not say, which is often quite as

important, and by what I observed--I believe you will get a speedy

answer. But, whatever you do, don't write to her till you do see her,

for she would instantly think I told you all that passed between us, and

I have not done that, and don't mean to.'

'Well, Larry, this is very good news you have given me,' said Ted, and

he was so much moved that his voice trembled.

Some visitors were announced, and Ted took himself off, and went for a

long spin on Shah, trying to realize that his tedious years of waiting

were after all to be crowned with the one great joy that had so long

seemed a vision beyond his reach.

The next little scene in Laurette's coup took place three days later, in

the evening. Ted was to return to Strathhaye on the following day. A

servant brought in some letters on a salver. Among them was one which

Laurette had posted to herself, containing a long letter that Tareling

had written to her a year or two previously. Latterly he never wrote

long letters, even on business. Laurette crushed the envelope into her

pocket, and began to read this letter with an air of absorbed attention.

Presently she gave a little sharp cry.

'What's the row?' said Ted, looking up. 'A letter from Tareling?' he

said, glancing at the sheet, which Laurette re-perused with a most

dejected countenance. But she said nothing. She read one or two more

notes; one of them a delightfully intimate one from the Hon. Miss

Brendover, Lady Weavelow's sister, asking Laurette and Miss Courtland to

spend an afternoon at Government House in an informal way two days

hence.

'Tell me, Ted,' said Laurette suddenly, 'how much is father really

affected by the rabbits?'

'How much? Well, there, you ask a question that neither he nor I can

answer at present. Within the last twelve months he has spent L9,000 on

sending the bunnies to kingdom-come; and how much he'll spend during the

current twelve months, the Lord only knows!'

'But I thought this rabbit extermination was partly at the expense of

Government?'

'Exactly; and that's why the vermin have been increasing head over

heels. Why, the governor himself has had forty-three rabbits trapped,

with the scalp taken off, and let run again that they may go on

breeding. You see, these scoundrels in Government pay mean to make a

permanent job of it. They get so much for every scalp, so, instead of

killing the little brutes, they sometimes carefully take the skin off

the top of the head, and in the course of a few months there are

thousands more bred by the animals they have been paid for killing.

When the governor saw what was going on he jacked up at once--gave the

Government notice he would see to doing away with the rabbits on his own

account. So there he is paying at the rate of L30 a day, and putting up

a rabbit-proof fence between his land and the land in Government

possession.'

'But, then, of course, father has been saving a lot of money all these

years. It doesn't take more than eight or nine thousand a year to keep

Godolphin House going.'

'Yes, he has unfortunately put four or five hundred thousand pounds into

good investments in South Australia,' said Ted grimly. 'He had L150,000

in Commercial Bank Shares, which at the present moment may be had

wall-high for an old song; he has L100,000 in the Town and Country Bank,

which is more shaky than a poplar leaf; he has a pot of money in tram

lines that will yet be sold for old iron; and he has heaps of tin in

houses that cost him a handsome sum every quarter for broken windows,

and advertisements for tenants that don't turn up. Perhaps you thought

the governor cut up rather rough when he had to shell-out a thousand

pounds over that shady concern of Tareling's six months ago; but, by

Jove! if you knew how much money the old man has dropped lately in one

way or another----'

'Well, I suppose we'll have to take up our abode permanently at

Cannawijera,' said Laurette in a resigned tone.

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