'That may be, dear madame'--Stella found that this was the title by

which young souls, touched with the sacred fire of genius, and therefore

admitted to the salon, addressed the hostess--'that may be; but are our

public educated up to the point of reading this allegory? I lay it down

as one of the canons of art that a picture must tell its own tale. Now,

the tale that would be conveyed by the figure in its first inception

would be that it was not Australia, but a young black woman.'

'But suppose you introduce a kangaroo on one side and an emu on the

other?'

'There would be two objections. The introduction of these typical

animals would strengthen the aboriginal theory with one class, and

afford an element of mockery to another.'

'Of mockery? surely not! Abandoned as our so-called newspaper critics

may be--and, alas! we have no higher standard for leading the masses to

sweetness and light--they would never dare to sully with their

profligate satire so pure and original a conception!'

'You have hit the very point. That is exactly what they would do,

madame. The figure of a young female inadequately clad, with a

bewildered-looking kangaroo on one side and a nerveless emu on the

other, suggests nothing so much as an exhibition trophy of colonial wine

and olives. You know the _banal_ and _borne_ tone of newspaper

judgment.'

'Ah, you have so much penetration, such marvellous insight into the

envious writhings of inferior natures!' murmured Mrs. Anstey-Hobbs,

gazing at her 'painter' with pensive admiration. 'Indeed, I doubt

whether the very strength of your analytical judgment does not stand in

your way as a great creative artist.'

Mr. Vincent blushed with pleasure, but still maintained a gloomy frown,

as became an artist who had to bear the burden of genius in a world

beset with inappreciative masses and unilluminated critics.

'And what form, then, have you decided on finally?' said Mrs.

Anstey-Hobbs after a pause. She had always a lady on the premises who

took the more prosaic duties of a hostess, and so left her full scope in

her efforts for developing the less material forces of colonial society.

'Well, a figure more after the classical school, with silken drapery,

gauzy and flowing. You wished to say something?'

'Does it not strike you that it would be better--always, of course, with

an eye to the untrained masses; and as I wish to make a gift of this

allegorical figure to our picture-gallery, we must think of them--would

it not be better to array the--the young woman in a product of colonial

growth, or, rather, manufacture?'

'There you display the subtlety of the born critic as distinguished from

those who exist merely because they get so much per column for squirting

muddy water. But unfortunately our manufactures are still too

crude--too entirely limited to the more fustian uses of life. Tweed and

flannel could hardly be used to drape a lithe young female whose contour

must show through.'

'But we grow cotton in Queensland and the northern territory.'

'Yes, and we can also grow silk; at least, silkworms and mulberries

thrive with us.'

'I am vanquished, Mr. Vincent. I have not another word to say. The

silken drapery is perfectly legitimate.'

'But still, as silk is not yet one of our established industries, we

must enhance its effect by something characteristically colonial,' said

Mr. Vincent, with the dispassionate fairness of a mind too broad to be

puffed up with a sense of its own critical acumen.

'Quite true--quite true. The salt-bush is very typical. How would it do

to have salt-bush for the background, with a couple of sheep nibbling at

it? They might be rather lean, to typify that this bush has often kept

our flocks from starving.'

'If I were painting for such as you are, madame, my task would be an

easy one--my labour of love, I should say; for on the day on which I

cannot feel it is such, I never touch a brush. But to the ignorant on

the one hand, and the malicious on the other--and in the colonies these

are the two great classes for whom artists work--I say to these the

sheep would be a stumbling-block. The one would think, and the other

would say, without thinking, that the young woman was a shepherdess--"a

reminiscence of the worst rococo period of unreal landscapes!" That's

what the critic with a little wit and no conscience would say. No--my

own idea, after long, and I may say painful thought, is to paint the

figure with a garland of colonial flowers, holding a basket of colonial

fruit, with a colonial bird on her shoulder pecking at it.'

'Oh, charming--charming! Really too exquisite, Mr. Vincent! _Do_ tell

me what flowers and what bird. The fruit--would you have grapes and

oranges and peaches, and so on, or one kind?'

'I do not know about grapes. The colonial wine is really so very----

Well, I fear I am fastidious with wine.' It may be mentioned, _en

parenthese_, that Mr. Vincent usually smoked a strong cigar over his

wine, and smacked his lips ecstatically when he gulped British champagne

made of unripe gooseberries.

'Yes, and then one likes to encourage teetotal principles among the

masses,' answered Mrs. Anstey-Hobbs. 'Perhaps we had better discard the

grapes? And the flowers?'

'Well, I don't know the names of any colonial flowers; but I must

ruralize a little in the Botanical Gardens. I suppose they have native

ones there?'

'No doubt--no doubt! Oh, how very charming and natural it will all

be--quite a bush idyll! Now about the bird--you see I am all

impatience!'

'Well, I thought, a native companion----'

Here, to save herself from absolute disgrace, Stella dropped her napkin,

so as to have an excuse for stooping and hiding her face for a moment.

The movement drew Mrs. Anstey-Hobbs' attention to her right-hand

neighbour. It may be imagined that Stella had listened with both ears to

all that had passed. Her eyes were literally dancing with suppressed

merriment, her cheeks glowing like a well-sunned peach. She was flanked

on her left by an elderly woman, who was rather deaf, and who ate her

way stolidly through every dish on the _menu_, so that the girl's

attention had been undistracted.

Mrs. Anstey-Hobbs put up her pince-nez and looked at her admiringly.

The lady had very good eyesight, without any defect of over long or

short sight; but an English countess, who had visited Melbourne and

stayed some days at Toorak House, had always put up her pince-nez when

she wished to look attentively at anything, being so short-sighted that

objects at a little distance were all blurred and indistinct to her

unaided eyes. So, with the curious humility of a parvenu, Mrs.

Anstey-Hobbs had ever since zealously imitated one afflicted with

impaired vision.

'My dear young lady, I fear you are not eating,' she said.

On which Stella answered with wreathed smiles that she had been so very

much interested in the conversation on painting, etc. Indeed, her face

was so radiant with what her hostess mentally called naive delight, that

she instantly took a liking to the girl.

'You are, perhaps, colonial-born?'

'I am an Australian,' answered Stella, who had to keep on smiling in

what she felt was an imbecile way. The image of the allegorical figure

of Australia, with a native companion perched on her shoulder, was

really too killing.

'You make a distinction, then, between colonial and Australian?'

Mrs. Anstey-Hobbs was the daughter of an English country attorney, and

having in her provincial youth been familiarized with the term

'colonial' as somehow expressive of a state of things far below the

status of the great British under-middle classes, she still clung to the

term in her days of grandeur, fondly deeming that it somehow marked her

as one whose bringing-up was more aristocratic than could fall to the

lot of those who were born and bred in Australia.

'Surely,' answered Stella, 'when there is so much difference.'

'Now do tell me how. You see, I came to the colonies only when I

married. I believe I was the first of our family to leave England.'

There was a vague flourishing emphasis on 'our family,' as though it

represented great territorial magnates.

'Well, a colony--does it not suggest a handful of men ploughing scraps

of land in an insignificant little state or island, or, at any rate, the

first scattered handful of pioneers who have an uncertain footing in an

alien land? Australia is not a colony; it is a continent, a great

country where generations have already lived and died--the birthplace of

thousands upon thousands who love it more dearly than any other spot in

the whole world.' The light of patriotic love and pride shone in the

girl's eyes, and her voice was musical with deep feeling.

'Really, you know, I am very glad to have this explained to me,' said

Mrs. Anstey-Hobbs, with the indefinite awkwardness of one who has

unawares awakened a chord in an unknown instrument.

'I grant you, though,' Stella went on in a lighter tone, half piqued at

herself for betraying any emotion, 'that we cannot dispense with the

word "colonial."' She was deeply tempted to add, 'as long as we have

people who hang idly about Australian cities, painting foolish pictures

for money that should be better spent.'

'Well, you heard what my friend Mr. Vincent said. Tell me, do you think

a native companion----'

There was no help for it. Stella had to laugh.

'Dear Mrs. Anstey-Hobbs, a native companion is much larger than the

domestic goose, and is mounted on legs over two feet high, with a neck

almost as long as its legs.'

'Ah, I fear it would not do, then, to perch on the shoulder of an

allegorical figure of Australia,' said Mrs. Anstey-Hobbs, dropping her

pince-nez, and turning to the artist, who was staring at Stella

sombrely, as if he suspected her of inventing the dimensions of the

unfortunate fowl.

'Now tell me, Miss Courtland, are there any pretty bush-flowers that

would do for a garland--any that may be considered nationally

Australian, like the lily for France and the rose for England?'

continued this enthusiastic art-patron.

'Oh yes; it is an embarrassment of choice. To go no further than the

exquisite blossom of our tan wattles, the white scrub immortelles, the

epacris, and the lovely myrtle-blossoms of the eucalyptus, cream and

pink. Have you ever seen the curve of a low hillside in the depths of

our woods all one mass of epacris--white, and pale-pink, and scarlet?'

Mrs. Anstey-Hobbs murmured an apologetic negative, with an involuntary

glance at the gorgeous orchids that adorned her table. It struck her,

perhaps, as being a little out of place to speak with so much enthusiasm

of things that grew in masses in the bush to one who could command such

rare exotics.

'The tan wattle is of rather a crude and violent tint,' said Mr. Vincent

in a tone of authority.

'I can imagine that it would very easily become so on canvas,' answered

Stella with a sweet smile, which quite confirmed Mrs. Anstey-Hobbs in

her first estimate of the young lady as being 'delightfully naive, you

know.' It is to be feared she would have changed her opinion if she had

overheard Stella that night describe to Ted the accessories of an

allegorical Australia, that had been evolved in her hearing by a

'colonial' painter and his patroness.

*CHAPTER XXII.*

Stella was still sitting over a late breakfast with Laurette when her

brother called with his _fiancee_, having driven Dora from her father's

house in the family pony-chaise. He watched the first greetings between

the girls with keen pleasure. Dora was very pretty; fair and mignonne,

with pale-gold hair in crisp wavelets, a pure English complexion, and

large blue eyes that had something of the expression of a child's who

has suddenly been told a pleasant piece of news.

'Oh! you are a sweet little darling. No wonder Cuthbert has thrown me

over for you,' said Stella, looking at her critically.

'But Cuthbert has not thrown you over, dear Stella; he has given you one

more sister to love.'

'Do they teach each other what to say already?' thought Stella. They

babbled away pleasantly for some little time, going over those

reminiscences and simple personalities in which old ladies and

newly-engaged lovers so readily indulge. Presently Laurette joined them,

and the talk became more general. The plan was that Stella should spend

the day and stay the night at the Carters'. Cuthbert was preparing to

go, having parochial work, when Ted rode up to Monico Lodge, followed by

a groom leading Shah, for Stella to ride.

The discovery seemed to have something of the nature of a sensation to

Dora when, after she and Ted were introduced, he said: 'Why, Stella, I

thought I would find you ready. Shah is in fine form for you to-day.'

'You have appointed to go out riding?' Cuthbert said a little coldly to

his sister.

'You see I had no idea that you children would be so good and kind as to

come so early. I am sorry, Ted, but I am afraid I cannot ride this

morning.'

Ted's brow darkened visibly. 'But that's nonsense, Stella,' he said

impatiently. 'If you haven't finished your jabber, I can wait.'

Cuthbert's face became more and more impassive. Dora looked from

Cuthbert to Stella in a mystified way, and then Laurette came to the

rescue, proposing that she should drive back with Dora. She wanted to

see dear Mrs. Carter so much. They could take Stella's dress-basket and

maid, and then Ted would take Stella direct to the parsonage.

'That's the very ticket,' said Ted. 'Go on, Stella; see if you can't

get ready in five minutes,' and he pulled his watch out, and Stella,

without further ado, hastened to obey.

Incredible as it was to Cuthbert, this rather illiterate and overbearing

young man seemed destined to triumph in his suit. His heart sank

strangely at the thought. He left for town before Stella reappeared,

and when they met again at the parsonage in the evening, he knew by the

wistful droop of his sister's mouth that she had somehow felt bored to

death. Bored in this exquisitely refined Christian home, and yet

tolerant of Ritchie as a lover!

Poor Stella! She had indeed passed through some evil hours that day.

In the first place, the seaside and Shah, the blue serenity of the day,

the great, measureless crescendo of the waves, and Ted's touching

goodness in entirely keeping off forbidden ground, had beguiled her into

prolonging her ride beyond what she intended. The moment she entered

the house, she became aware that lunch had been kept back on her

account. There are some households in which unpunctuality is made into

one of the seven deadly sins, and it seemed this was one of them. There

were three daughters older than Dora, and it transpired that the day was

pigeon-holed for all, with set duties for each hour, so that when thirty

minutes were lost in waiting for a guest who was inexcusably late, the

rest of the day threatened to resolve itself into a scramble to make up

for lost time and wasted opportunities. The Rev. S. Carter and the two

eldest daughters had to excuse themselves and hurry away before the meal

was over, in order to catch a certain train to one of the suburbs, where

a sale of gifts in aid of a church school had to be opened. Directly

after their departure, a friend called by appointment to accompany the

third daughter on a periodical visit to an orphanage. And thus silence

prevailed for a little, which Stella endeavoured to break by saying: 'I

feel most awfully guilty, you know; but the sea was too divine. And the

sky--have you noticed, Dora, how widely vaulted it is to-day?'

'Oh yes; very pretty!' answered Dora, with a faint smile, and Stella

resolved, for the hundredth time since she left home, that she would not

try to drag the things that captivated her so insanely into

conversation. It was like offering people coin for which they had no

change.

'Cuthbert did not mention you were engaged,' said Mrs. Carter, when they

had settled themselves in the drawing-room, each with some form of

needlework.

'Oh, but I am not!' answered Stella. And then mother and daughter

exchanged a quick look, and Dora, colouring very prettily, said:

'I thought, dear, by--by Mr. Ritchie calling you Stella, and your going

out riding----'

It certainly behoved Stella to explain the long-dated friendship, or at

any rate acquaintanceship, which had established both customs. But she

was little in the habit of apologizing for herself, and, partly through

indifference, partly out of perversity, she allowed the subject to drop.

Not so Mrs. Carter, however, who found a roundabout way of approaching

the subject again. Mrs. Tareling was Mr. Ritchie's sister then. What a

very brilliant marriage she had made. Stella opened her eyes wide in

surprise. Of course, the younger son of a British peer was considered

so in the colonies, Mrs. Carter presumed. 'No doubt you knew her before

she married?' Ah, yes; they knew each other since they were children.

And Mr. Ritchie, the young man, was one of those who had so many sheep

and cattle and things. Stella believed he had over fifteen thousand a

year. On hearing this, Mrs. Carter sat more upright, and regarded

Stella with new and respectful interest. And then the lady slid into a

long and tedious account of her own family. It was rather involved, or

else Stella's attention wandered, for at the close she was not certain

whether it was Mrs. Carter herself or her mother or her grandmother who

had been governess to an English princess of the Royal family. It was

clear, however, that they belonged to a good family; that they had been

much reduced; that those who had married had espoused rising clergymen.

One sister was married to a bishop. 'Poor woman!' thought Stella. Mrs.

Carter seemed to pause as if for some expression of awe or admiration.

When she found this was not forthcoming, she went on to explain how wide

was the gulf fixed between a colonial and an English bishop. The

Carters were only temporarily in Melbourne, and proposed to return to

England at no distant date. There was money in Mr. Carter's family: one

of his nieces was married to the first cousin of a great duke. Stella

lost herself in calculating what share of lustre this connection with

the British aristocracy shed on her brother. When she emerged from this

depth, Mrs. Carter was dilating on the pang it would cost them to part

with dear Dora. But Cuthbert was all they could have wished: they had

every confidence in him, etc. It seemed to Stella that the good lady was

applying the phrases of a governess's testimonial to her brother. Yes,

decidedly it must have been Mrs. Carter herself who had held brevet rank

as a governess. She placed so tiresome and so didactic an emphasis on

the less alluring aspects of life, coupled with an implication of having

been, since early childhood, engaged in laying the moral groundwork of

society. Then, in the midst of this gentle, consequential,

self-complacent purring, she suddenly asked Stella whether young ladies

in the colonies--those who had been born in them, and had never lived

elsewhere--took more after the American stamp than the English?

The question somewhat revived Stella's drooping spirits. It opened the

door for a frankly mischievous sketch of her own existence at Fairacre.

The sick-visiting, the calls, the church-going, the walks with the

children, the rides with her brother, etc., but not the remotest

allusion to what she knew had been chiefly in Mrs. Carter's mind: not a

whisper of Platonic friendship or suitors. One might imagine, from

Stella's easy rapid sketch, that a 'colonial'-born girl was like the

angels in heaven, and never even remotely glanced at the question of

marrying.

By-and-by there were visitors and afternoon tea-parties, but both of a

very mild, not to say tepid, character. Dull people do not understand

the grateful fillip that the beverage, when quite fresh and fragrant,

gives to the spirits and imagination. Nor did matters improve much when

the rest of the family returned. When they were all together, the

atmosphere was pervaded with snatches of ruined lives--parlour extracts

from the careers of reprobates of both sexes. Something had always

happened which was too 'shocking' to be gone into. Either a mangle or a

daughter seemed to have disappeared clandestinely from most of the poor

houses they had recently visited.

Stella listened in vain for some touch of fun or genuine

pathos--something that these poor people had said which would throw an

illuminating ray on what they really thought or endured. But no; if

anything was repeated that had been said by the fatherless, or the

widow, or the backslider, it had a chilling echo to her of conventional

make-believe--of the kind of pulpit-slang the needy catch up so readily,

with alms given on condition that they repent. Or it was still more

like what one of the middle classes might have said after being led

astray and made decorously repentant by the pangs of hunger.

There are multitudes who all their lives visit the poor without ever

catching a true lineament of their minds. Such people are often suffused

with an hysterical kind of earnestness which makes them utterly

impervious to any true apprehension of what is going on in the minds of

others. Or they are swaddled in a complacent egoism which makes them

quite invulnerable to any true appreciation of the bearings of life.

They are capable only of one standpoint, and this one is all distorted

and awry.

'You do not look very much entertained, Stella,' said her brother when

he found an opportunity, shortly before he left, of speaking to her

alone.

'No? It must be the ravages of a troubled conscience you notice. Shah

was too dear this morning. I kept the whole household waiting for me,

and then--you must notice that the eldest Miss Carter sings methodically

out of tune? Or don't people mind such trifles when they are in love?'

Cuthbert flushed hotly. He was indeed very much 'in love,' and this,

coupled with the conviction that his sister had decided to accept

Ritchie's devotion, made him impatient--for a moment angry even. Like

other angry people, he took up the first weapon that came to hand.

'Perhaps the charms of Ritchie's society make you impatient of ordinary

intercourse,' he said almost sternly.

Stella looked at him with startled, dilating eyes. It was almost the

first time in her life that Cuthbert had spoken and looked at her

unkindly. She felt it like a stab, but she strove to conceal all

appearance of being hurt.

'I dare say,' she answered, smiling. 'You see, we Australians

understand one another. We have a wicked love of enjoyment, of horses,

and sunshine, and the seashore. Did you hear that Ted has a new bay

colt, which has twice covered a mile in an incredibly short time?'

'No; I have never been much interested in the performances of horses, as

you know.'

'Well, it has an amusing side. Ted is always pursued by a trainer, or a

jockey, or a man in a funny necktie, who is dying to buy the little

brown filly out of Lady Glendora, by Victor, you know.'

'I never believed till now that you would end by accepting him. Stella,

it seems to me little short of an infatuation.'

'But do you know, my dear, that there are women who marry even bishops?'

Was it perversity, or the outcome of some nascent feeling of a deeper

nature than even she herself was aware of, which led the young woman to

answer her brother's remonstrances with so much reserve that a sudden

change in her real attitude towards Ted would not have seemed

inconsistent? Perhaps there was something of both motives.

Nevertheless, the chief one which made these long morning rides so

precious to her was a passionate love of being in the open air, of

riding, of getting away from people who were, more or less,

tiresome--she herself, at times, most of all. On horseback, more

completely than anywhere else, she threw every haunting shape of

troubled thought to the winds. Life then became a glorious ecstasy--a

glad, bounding motion in which simply to be was enough, without any

foolish looking before and after.

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