THE KEEPER OF CONSCIENCE

I

Salvina Brill walked to and fro in the dingy Hackney Terrace, waiting

till her mother should return with the house-key. So far as change of

scene was concerned the little pupil-teacher might as well have stood

still. Everywhere bow-windows, Venetian blinds, little front

gardens--all that had represented domestic grandeur to her after a

childhood of apartments in Spitalfields, though her subsequent glimpse

of the West End home in which her sister Kitty was governess, had made

her dazedly aware of Alps beyond Alps.

Though only seventeen, Salvina was not superficially sweet and could

win no consideration from the seated males in the homeward train, and

the heat of the weather and the crush of humanity--high hats

sandwiched between workmen's tool-baskets--had made her head ache. Her

day at the Whitechapel school had already been trying, and Thursday

was always heavy with the accumulated fatigues of the week. It was

unfortunate that her mother should be late, but she remembered how at

breakfast the good creature had promised father to make a little

excursion to the Borough and take a packet of tea to the house of some

distant relatives of his, who were sitting _shivah_ (seven days'

mourning). The non-possession of a servant made it necessary to lock

up the house and pull down the blinds, when its sole occupant went

visiting.

After a few minutes of vain expectation, Salvina mechanically returned

to her Greek grammar, which opened as automatically at the irregular

verbs. She had just achieved the greatest distinction of her life, and

one not often paralleled in Board School girl-circles, by

matriculating at the London University. Hers was only a second-class

pass, but gained by private night-study, supplemented by some evening

lessons at the People's Palace, it was sufficiently remarkable;

especially when one considered she had still other subjects to prepare

for the Centres. Salvina was now audaciously aiming at the

Bachelorhood of Arts, for which the Greek verbs were far more

irregular. It was not only the love of knowledge that animated her: as

a bachelor she might become a head-mistress, nay, might even aspire to

follow the lead of her dashing elder sister and teach in a wealthy

family that treated you as one of itself. Not that Kitty had ever

matriculated, but an ugly duckling needs many plumes of learning ere

it can ruffle itself like a beautiful swan.

Who should now come upon the promenading student but Sugarman the

Shadchan, his hand full of papers, and his blue bandanna trailing from

his left coat-tail!

"Ah, you are the very person I was coming to see," he cried gleefully

in his corrupt German accent. "What is your sister's address now?"

"Why?" said Salvina distrustfully.

"I have a fine young man for her!"

Salvina's pallid cheek coloured with modesty and resentment. "My

sister doesn't need your services."

"Maybe not," said Sugarman, unruffled. "But the young man does. He saw

your sister once years ago, before he went to the Cape. Now he is a

_Takif_ (rich man) and wants a wife."

"He's not rich enough to buy Kitty." Salvina's romantic soul was

outraged, and she spoke with unwonted asperity.

"He is rich enough to buy Kitty all she wants. He is quite in love

with her--she can ask for anything."

"Then let him go and tell her so himself. What does he come to you

for? He must be a very poor lover."

"Poor! I tell you he is rolling in gold. It's the luckiest thing that

could have happened to your family. You will all ride in your

carriage. You ought to fall on your knees and bless me. Your sister is

not so young any more, at nineteen a girl can't afford to sniff.

Believe me there are thousands of girls who would jump at the

chance--yes, girls with dowries, too. And your sister hasn't a penny."

"My sister has a heart and a soul," retorted Salvina witheringly, "and

she wants a heart and a soul to sympathize with hers, not a

money-bag."

"Then, won't you take a ticket for the lotte_ree_?" rejoined Sugarman

pleasantly. "Then you get a money-bag of your own."

"No, thank you."

"Not even half a ticket? Only thirty-six shillings! You needn't pay me

now. I trust you."

She shook her head.

"But think--I may win you the great prize--a hundred thousand marks."

The sum fascinated Salvina, and for an instant her imagination played

with its marvellous potentialities. They could all move to the

country, and there among the birds and the flowers she could study all

day long, and even try for a degree with Honours. Her father would be

saved from the cigar factory, her sister from exile amid strangers,

her mother should have a servant, her brother the wife he coveted. All

her Spitalfields circle had speculated through Sugarman, not without

encouraging hits. She smiled as she remembered the vendor of slippers

who had won sixty pounds and was so puffed up that when his wife

stopped in the street to speak to a shabby acquaintance, he cried

vehemently, "Betsey, Betsey, do learn to behave according to your

station."

"You don't believe me?" said Sugarman, misapprehending her smile. "You

can read it all for yourself. A hundred thousand marks, so sure my

little Nehemiah shall see rejoicings. Look!"

But Salvina waved back the thin rustling papers with their exotic

Continental flavour. "Gambling is wicked," she said.

Sugarman was incensed. "Me in a wicked business! Why, I know more

Talmud than anybody in London, and can be called up the Law as

_Morenu_! You'll say marrying is wicked, next. But they are both State

Institutions. England is the only country in the world without a

lotte_ree_."

Salvina wavered, but her instinct was repugnant to money that did not

accumulate itself by slow, painful economies, and her multifarious

reading had made the word "Speculation" a prism of glittering vice.

"I daresay _you_ think it's not wrong," she said, "and I apologize if

I hurt your feelings. But don't you see how you go about unsettling

people?"

"Me! Why, I settle them! And if you'd only give me your sister's

address--"

His persistency played upon Salvina's delicate conscience; made her

feel she must not refuse the poor man everything. Besides, the grand

address would choke him off.

"She's at Bedford Square, with the Samuelsons."

"Ah, I know. Two daughters, Lily and Mabel," and Sugarman instead of

being impressed nodded his head, as if even the Samuelsons were

mortal and marriageable.

"Yes, my sister is their governess and companion. But you'll only

waste your time."

"You think so?" he said triumphantly. "Look at this likeness!"

And he drew out the photograph of a coarse-faced middle-aged man, with

a jaunty flower in his frock-coat and a prosperous abdomen supporting

a heavily trinketed watch-chain. Underneath swaggered the signature,

"Yours truly, Moss M. Rosenstein."

Salvina shuddered: "He was wise to send _you_," she said slyly.

"Is it not so? Ah, and your brother, too, would have done better to

come to me instead of falling in love with a girl with a hundred

pounds. But I bear your family no grudge, you see. Perhaps it is not

too late yet. Tell Lazarus that if he should come to break with the

Jonases, there are better fish in the sea--gold fish, too. Good-bye.

We shall both dance at your sister's wedding." And he tripped off.

Salvina resumed her Greek, but the grotesque aorists could not hold

her attention. She was hungry and worn out, and even when her mother

came, it would be some time before her evening meal could be prepared.

She felt she must sit down, if only on her doorsteps, but their

whiteness was inordinately marred as by many dirty boots--she wondered

whose and why--and she had to content herself with leaning against

the stucco balustrade. And gradually as the summer twilight faded, the

grammar dropped in her hand, and Salvina fell a-dreaming.

What did she dream of, this Board School drudge, whose pasty face was

craned curiously forward on sloping shoulders? Was it of the enchanted

land of love of which Sugarman had reminded her, but over whose roses

he had tramped so grossly? Alas! Sugarman himself had never thought of

her as a client for any but the lottery section of his business.

Within, she was one glow of eager romance, of honour, of quixotic

duty, but no ray of this pierced without to give a sparkle to the eye,

a colour to the cheek. No faintest dash of coquetry betrayed the

yearning of the soul or gave grace to walk or gesture: her dress was

merely a tidy covering. Her exquisite sensibility found bodily

expression only as a clumsy shyness.

Poor Salvina!

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