By this sketch hangs a tale of Mr. Sargent's great-heartedness. When the

details of my jubilee performance at Drury Lane were being arranged, the

Committee decided to ask certain distinguished artists to contribute to

the programme. They were all delighted about it, and such busy men as

Sir Laurence Alma-Tadema, Mr. Abbey, Mr. Byam Shaw, Mr. Walter Crane,

Mr. Bernard Partridge, Mr. James Pryde, Mr. Orpen, and Mr. William

Nicholson all gave some of their work to me. Mr. Sargent was asked if he

would allow the first Lady Macbeth study to be reproduced. He found that

it would not reproduce well, so in the height of the season and of his

work with fashionable sitters, he did an entirely new painting of the

same subject, which _would_ reproduce! This act of kind friendship I

could never forget even if the picture were not in front of me at this

minute to remind me of it. "You must think of me as one of the people

bowing down to you in the picture," he wrote to me when he sent the new

version for the programme. Nothing during my jubilee celebrations

touched me more than this wonderful kindness of Mr. Sargent's.

Burne-Jones would have done something for my jubilee programme too, I

think, had he lived. He was one of my kindest friends, and his

letters--he was a heaven-born letter-writer--were like no one else's;

full of charm and humor and feeling. Once when I was starting for a long

tour in America he sent me a picture with this particularly charming

letter:

"THE GRANGE,

"_July 14, 1897._

"My dear Miss Terry,--

"I never have the courage to throw you a huge bouquet as I should like

to--so in default I send you a little sign of my homage and admiration.

I made it purposely for you, which is its only excellence, and thought

nothing but gold good enough to paint with for you--and now it's done, I

am woefully disappointed. It looks such a poor wretch of a thing, and

there is no time to make another before you go, so look mercifully upon

it--it did mean so well--as you would upon a foolish friend, not holding

it up to the light, but putting it in a corner and never showing it.

"As to what it is about, I think it's a little scene in Heaven (I am

always pretending to know so much about that place!), a sort of patrol

going to look to the battlements, some such thought as in Marlowe's

lovely line: 'Now walk the angels on the walls of Heaven.' But I wanted

it to be so different, and my old eyes cannot help me to finish it as I

want--so forgive it and accept it with all its accompanying crowd of

good wishes to you. They were always in my mind as I did it.

"And come back soon from that America and stay here, and never go away

again. Indeed I do wish you boundless happiness, and for our sake, such

a length of life that you might shudder if I were to say how long.

"Ever your poor artist,

"E.B.-J.

"If it is so faint that you can scarcely see it, let that stand for

modest humility and shyness--as I had only dared to whisper."

Another time, when I had sent him a trifle for some charity, he wrote:

"Dear Lady,--

"This morning came the delightful crinkly paper that always means you!

If anybody else ever used it, I think I should assault them! I certainly

wouldn't read their letter or answer it.

"And I know the check will be very useful. If I thought much about those

wretched homes, or saw them often, I should do no more work, I know.

There is but one thing to do--to help with a little money if you can

manage it, and then try hard to forget. Yes, I am certain that I should

never paint again if I saw much of those hopeless lives that have no

remedy. I know of such a dear lad about my Phil's age who has felt this

so sharply that he has given his happy, lucky, petted life to give

himself wholly to share their squalor and unlovely lives--doing all he

can, of evenings when his work is over, to amuse such as have the heart

to be amused, reading to them and telling them about histories and what

not--anything he knows that can entertain them. And this he has daily

done for about a year, and if he carries it on for his life time he

shall have such a nimbus that he will look top-heavy with it.

"No, you would always have been lovely and made some beauty about you if

you had been born there--but I should have got drunk and beaten my

family and been altogether horrible! When everything goes just as I

like, and painting prospers a bit, and the air is warm and friends well

and everything perfectly comfortable, I can just manage to behave

decently, and a spoilt fool I am--that's the truth. But wherever you

were, some garden would grow.

"Yes, I know Winchelsea and Rye and Lynn and Hythe--all bonny places,

and Hythe has a church it may be proud of. Under the sea is another

Winchelsea, a poor drowned city--about a mile out at sea, I think,

always marked in old maps as 'Winchelsea Dround.' If ever the sea goes

back on that changing coast there may be great fun when the spires and

towers come up again. It's a pretty land to drive in.

"I am growing downright stupid--I can't work at all, nor think of

anything. Will my wits ever come back to me?

"And when are you coming back--when will the Lyceum be in its rightful

hands again? I refuse to go there till you come back...."

* * * * *

"Dear Lady,--

"I have finished four pictures: come and tell me if they will do. I have

worked so long at them that I know nothing about them, but I want you to

see them--and like them if you can.

"All Saturday and Sunday and Monday they are visible. Come any time you

can that suits you best--only come.

"I do hope you will like them. If you don't you must really pretend to,

else I shall be heartbroken. And if I knew what time you would come and

which day, I would get Margaret here.

"I have had them about four years--long before I knew you, and now they

are done and I can hardly believe it. But tell me pretty pacifying lies

and say you like them, even if you find them rubbish.

"Your devoted and affectionate

"E.B.-J."

I went the next day to see the pictures with Edy. It was the "Briar

Rose" series. They were _beautiful_. The lovely Lady Granby (now Duchess

of Rutland) was there--reminding me, as always, of the reflection of

something in water on a misty day. When she was Miss Violet Lindsay she

did a drawing of me as Portia in the doctor's robes, which is I think

very like me, as well as having all the charming qualities of her

well-known pencil portraits.

The artists all loved the Lyceum, not only the old school, but the young

ones, who could have been excused for thinking that Henry Irving and I

were a couple of old fogeys! William Nicholson and James Pryde, who

began by working together as "The Beggarstaff Brothers," and in this

period did a poster of Henry for "Don Quixote" and another for "Becket,"

were as enthusiastic about the Lyceum as Burne-Jones had been. Mr. Pryde

has done an admirable portrait of me as Nance Oldfield, and his "Irving

as Dubosc" shows the most extraordinary insight.

"I have really tried to draw his _personality_" he wrote to me thanking

me for having said I liked the picture (it was done after Henry's

death).... "Irving's eyes in Dubosc always made my hair stand on end,

and I paid great attention to the fact that one couldn't exactly say

whether they were _shut_ or _open_. Very terrifying...."

Mr. Rothenstein, to whom I once sat for a lithograph, was another of the

young artists who came a good deal to the Lyceum. I am afraid that I

must be a very difficult "subject," yet I sit easily enough, and don't

mind being looked at--an objection which makes some sitters constrained

and awkward before the painter. Poor Mr. Rothenstein was much worried

over his lithograph, yet "it was all right on the night," as actors say.

"Dear Miss Terry,--

"My nights have been sleepless--my drawing sitting gibbering on my

chest. I knew how fearfully I should stumble--that is why I wanted to do

more drawings earlier. I have been working on the thing this morning,

and I believe I improved it slightly. What I want now is a cloak--the

simplest you have (perhaps the green one?), which I think would be

better than the less simple and worrying lace fallalas in the drawing. I

can put it on the lay figure and sketch it into the horror over the old

lines. I think the darker stuff will make the face blonde--more

delicate. Please understand how nervously excited I have been over the

wretched drawing, how short it falls of any suggestion of that

personality of which I cannot speak to you--which I should some day like

to give a shadow of....

"You were altogether charming and delightful and sympathetic. Perhaps if

you had looked like a bear and behaved like a harpy, who knows what I

might not have done!

"... You shall have a sight of a proof at the end of the week, if you

have any address out of town. Meanwhile I will do my best to improve the

stone.

"Always yours, dear Miss Terry,

"WILL ROTHENSTEIN."

My dear friend Graham Robertson painted two portraits of me, and I was

Mortimer Menpes' first subject in England.

Sir Laurence Alma-Tadema did the designs for the scenery and dresses in

"Cymbeline," and incidentally designed for Imogen one of the loveliest

dresses that I ever wore. It was made by Mrs. Nettleship. So were the

dresses that Burne-Jones designed for me to wear in "King Arthur."

Many of my most effective dresses have been what I may call "freaks."

The splendid dress that I wore in the Trial Scene in "Henry VIII." is

one example of what I mean. Mr. Seymour Lucas designed it, and there was

great difficulty in finding a material rich enough and somber enough at

the same time. No one was so clever on such quests as Mrs. Comyns Carr.

She was never to be misled by the appearance of the stuff in the hand,

nor impressed by its price by the yard, if she did not think it would

look right on the stage. As Katherine she wanted me to wear steely

silver and bronzy gold, but all the brocades had such insignificant

designs. If they had a silver design on them it looked under the lights

like a scratch in white cotton! At last Mrs. Carr found a black satin

which on the right side was timorously and feebly patterned with a

meandering rose and thistle. On the wrong side of it was a sheet of

silver--just the _right_ steely silver because it was the _wrong_ side!

Mrs. Carr then started on another quest for gold that should be as right

as that silver. She found it at last in some gold-lace antimacassars at

Whiteley's! From these base materials she and Mrs. Nettleship

constructed a magnificent queenly dress. Its only fault was that it was

_heavy_.

But the weight that I can carry on the stage has often amazed me. I

remember that for "King Arthur" Mrs. Nettleship made me a splendid

cloak embroidered all over with a pattern in jewels. At the

dress-rehearsal when I made my entrance the cloak swept magnificently

and I daresay looked fine, but I knew at once that I should never be

able to act in it. I called out to Mrs. Nettleship and Alice Carr, who

were in the stalls, and implored them to lighten it of some of the

jewels.

"Oh, do keep it as it is," they answered, "it looks splendid."

"I can't breathe in it, much less act in it. Please send some one up to

cut off a few stones."

I went on with my part, and then, during a wait, two of Mrs.

Nettleship's assistants came on to the stage and snipped off a jewel

here and there. When they had filled a basket, I began to feel better!

But when they tried to lift that basket, their united efforts could not

move it!

On one occasion I wore a dress made in eight hours! During the first

week of the run of "The Merry Wives of Windsor" at His Majesty's, there

was a fire in my dressing-room--an odd fire which was never accounted

for. In the morning they found the dress that I had worn as Mrs. Page

burnt to a cinder. A messenger from His Majesty's went to tell my

daughter, who had made the ill-fated dress:

"Miss Terry will, I suppose, have to wear one of our dresses to-night.

Perhaps you could make her a new one by the end of the week."

"Oh, that will be all right," said Edy, bluffing, "I'll make her a dress

by to-night." She has since told me that she did not really think she

_could_ make it in time!

She had at this time a workshop in Henrietta Street, Covent Garden. All

hands were called into the service, and half an hour after the message

came from the theater the new dress was started. That was at 10.30.

Before 7 p.m. the new dress was in my dressing-room at His Majesty's

Theater.

And best of all, it was a great improvement on the dress that had been

burned! It stood the wear and tear of the first run of "Merry Wives" and

of all the revivals, and is still as fresh as paint!

That very successful dress cost no time. Another very successful

dress--the white one that I wore in the Court Scene in "A Winter's

Tale," cost no money. My daughter made it out of material of which a

sovereign must have covered the cost.

My daughter says to know what _not_ to do is the secret of making stage

dresses. It is not a question of time or of money, but of omission.

One of the best "audiences" that actor or actress could wish for was Mr.

Gladstone. He used often to come and see the play at the Lyceum from a

little seat in the O.P. entrance, and he nearly always arrived five

minutes before the curtain went up. One night I thought he would catch

cold--it was a bitter night--and I lent him my white scarf!

He could always give his whole great mind to the matter in hand. This

made him one of the most comfortable people to talk to that I have ever

met. In everything he was _thorough_, and I don't think he could have

been late for anything.

I contrasted his punctuality, when he came to see "King Lear," with the

unpunctuality of Lord Randolph Churchill, who came to see the play the

very next night with a party of men friends and arrived when the first

act was over.

Lord Randolph was, all the same, a great admirer of Henry Irving. He

confessed to him once that he had never read a play of Shakespeare's in

his life, but that after seeing Henry act he thought it was time to

begin! A very few days later he pulverized us with his complete and

masterly knowledge of at least half a dozen of the plays. He was a

perfect person to meet at a dinner or supper--brilliantly entertaining,

and queerly simple. He struck one as being able to master any subject

that interested him, and once a Shakespeare performance at the Lyceum

had fired his interest, there was nothing about that play, or about past

performances of it, which he did not know! His beautiful wife (now Mrs.

George Cornwallis West) wore a dress at supper one evening which gave me

the idea for the Lady Macbeth dress, afterwards painted by Sargent. The

bodice of Lady Randolph's gown was trimmed all over with green beetles'

wings. I told Mrs. Comyns Carr about it, and she remembered it when she

designed my Lady Macbeth dress and saw to its making by clever Mrs.

Nettleship.

Lady Randolph Churchill by sheer force of beauty of face and

expressiveness would, I venture to prophesy, have been successful on the

stage if fate had ever led her to it.

"BEEFSTEAK" GUESTS AT THE LYCEUM

The present Princess of Wales, when she was Princess May of Teck, used

often to come to the Lyceum with her mother, Princess Mary, and to

supper in the Beefsteak Room. In 1891 she chose to come as her birthday

treat, which was very flattering to us.

A record of those Beefsteak Room suppers would be a pleasant thing to

possess. I have such a bad memory--I see faces round the table--the face

of Liszt among them--and when I try to think when it was, or how it was,

the faces vanish as people might out of a room when, after having

watched them through a dim window-pane, one determines to open the

door--and go in.

Lady Dorothy Nevill, that distinguished lady of the old school--what a

picture of a woman!--was always a fine theater-goer. Her face always

cheered me if I saw it in the theater, and she was one of the most

clever and amusing of the Beefsteak Room guests. As a hostess, sitting

in her round chair, with her hair dressed to _become_ her, irrespective

of any period, leading this, that and the other of her guests to speak

upon their particular subjects, she was simply the _ideal_.

Singers were often among Henry Irving's guests in the Beefsteak

Room--Patti, Melba, CalvŽ, Albani, Sims Reeves, Tamagno, Victor Maurel,

and many others.

CalvŽ! The New York newspapers wrote "Salve CalvŽ!" and I would echo

them. She is the best singer-actress that I know. They tell me that

Grisi and Mario were fine dramatically. When I saw them, they were on

the point of retiring, and I was a child. I remember that Madame Grisi

was very stout, but Mario certainly acted well. Trebelli was a noble

actress; Maria Gay is splendid, and oh! Miss Mary Garden! Never shall I

forget her acting in "Griselidis." Yet for all the talent of these

singers whom I have named, and among whom I should surely have placed

the incomparable Maurel, whose Iago was superb, I think that the arts of

singing and acting can seldom be happily married. They quarrel all the

while! A few operas seem to have been written with a knowledge of the

difficulty of the conventions which intervene to prevent the expression

of dramatic emotion; and these operas are contrived with amazing

cleverness so that the acting shall have free play. Verdi in "Othello,"

and Bizet in "Carmen" came nearest solving the problem.

To go back to CalvŽ. She has always seemed to me a darling, as well as a

great artist. She was entirely generous and charming to me when we were

living for some weeks together in the same New York hotel. One wonderful

Sunday evening I remember dining with her, and she sang and sang for me,

as if she could never grow tired. One thing she said she had never sung

so well before, and she laughed in her delicious rapturous way and sang

it all over again.

Her enthusiasm for acting, music, and her fellow-artists was

magnificent. Oh, what a lovable creature! Such soft dark eyes and

entreating ways, such a beautiful mixture of nobility and "c‰linerie"!

She would laugh and cry all in a moment like a child. That year in New

York she was raved about, but all the excitement and enthusiasm that she

created only seemed to please and amuse her. She was not in the least

spoiled by the fuss.

I once watched Patti sing from behind scenes at the Metropolitan Opera

House, New York. My impression from that point of view was that she was

actually a _bird_! She could not help singing! Her head, flattened on

top, her nose tilted downwards like a lovely little beak, her throat

swelling and swelling as it poured out that extraordinary volume of

sound, all made me think that she must have been a nightingale before

she was transmigrated into a human being! Near, I was amazed by the

loudness of her song. I imagine that Tetrazzini, whom I have not yet

heard, must have this bird-like quality.

The dear kind-hearted Melba has always been a good friend of mine. The

first time I met her was in New York at a supper party, and she had a

bad cold, and therefore a frightful _speaking_ voice for the moment! I

shall never forget the shock that it gave me. Thank goodness I very soon

afterwards heard her again when she hadn't a cold!

"All's well that ends well." It ended very well. She spoke as

exquisitely as she sang. She was one of the first to offer her services

for my jubilee performance at Drury Lane, but unfortunately she was ill

when the day came, and could not sing. She had her dresses in "Faust"

copied from mine by Mrs. Nettleship, and I came across a note from her

the other day thanking me for having introduced her to a dressmaker who

was "an angel." Another note sent round to me during a performance of

"King Arthur" in Boston I shall always prize.

"You are sublime, adorable _ce soir_.... I wish I were a millionaire--I

would throw _all_ my millions at your feet. If there is another

procession, tell the stage manager to see those imps of Satan _don't

chew gum_. It looks awful.

"Love,

"MELBA"

I think that time it was the solemn procession of mourners following the

dead body of Elaine who were chewing gum; but we always had to be

prepared for it among our American "supers," whether they were angels or

devils or courtiers!

In "Faust" we "carried" about six leading witches for the Brocken Scene,

and recruited the forty others from local talent in the different towns

that we visited. Their general direction was to throw up their arms and

look fierce at certain music cues. One night I noticed a girl going

through the most terrible contortions with her jaw, and thought I must

say something.

"That's right, dear. Very good, but don't exaggerate."

"How?" was all the answer that I got in the choicest nasal twang, and

the girl continued to make faces as before.

I was contemplating a second attempt, when Templeton, the limelight man,

who had heard me speak to her, touched me gently on the shoulder.

"Beg pardon, miss, she don't mean it. She's only _chewing gum_!"

One of my earliest friends among literary folk was Mr. Charles

Dodgson--or Lewis Carroll--or "Alice in Wonderland." Ah, _that_ conveys

something to you! I can't remember when I didn't know him. I think he

must have seen Kate act as a child, and having given _her_ "Alice"--he

always gave his young friends "Alice" at once by way of establishing

pleasant relations--he made a progress as the years went on through the

whole family. Finally he gave "Alice" to my children.

He was a splendid theater-goer, and took the keenest interest in all

the Lyceum productions, frequently writing to me to point out slips in

the dramatist's logic which only he would ever have noticed! He did not

even spare Shakespeare. I think he wrote these letters for fun, as some

people make puzzles, anagrams, or Limericks!

"Now I'm going to put before you a 'Hero-ic' puzzle of mine, but

please remember I do not ask for your solution of it, as you will

persist in believing, if I ask your help in a Shakespeare

difficulty, that I am only jesting! However, if you won't attack it

yourself, perhaps you would ask Mr. Irving some day how _he_

explains it?

"My difficulty is this:--Why in the world did not Hero (or at any

rate Beatrice on her behalf) prove an 'alibi' in answer to the

charge? It seems certain that she did _not_ sleep in her room that

night; for how could Margaret venture to open the window and talk

from it, with her mistress asleep in the room? It would be sure to

wake her. Besides Borachio says, after promising that Margaret

shall speak with him out of Hero's chamber window, 'I will so

fashion the matter that Hero shall be absent.' (_How_ he could

possibly manage any such thing is another difficulty, but I pass

over that.) Well then, granting that Hero slept in some other room

that night, why didn't she say so? When Claudio asks her: 'What man

was he talked with yesternight out at your window betwixt twelve

and one?' why doesn't she reply: 'I talked with no man at that

hour, my lord. Nor was I in my chamber yesternight, but in another,

far from it, remote.' And this she could, of course, prove by the

evidence of the housemaids, who must have known that she had

occupied another room that night.

"But even if Hero might be supposed to be so distracted as not to

remember where she had slept the night before, or even whether she

had slept _anywhere_, surely _Beatrice_ has her wits about her! And

when an arrangement was made, by which she was to lose, for one

night, her twelve-months' bedfellow, is it conceivable that she

didn't know _where_ Hero passed the night? Why didn't _she_ reply:

"But good my lord sweet Hero slept not there:

She had another chamber for the nonce.

'Twas sure some counterfeit that did present

Her person at the window, aped her voice,

Her mien, her manners, and hath thus deceived

My good Lord Pedro and this company?'

"With all these excellent materials for proving an 'alibi' it is

incomprehensible that no one should think of it. If only there had

been a barrister present, to cross-examine Beatrice!

"'Now, ma'am, attend to me, please, and speak up so that the jury

can hear you. Where did you sleep last night? Where did Hero sleep?

Will you swear that she slept in her own room? Will you swear that

you do not know where she slept?' I feel inclined to quote old Mr.

Weller and to say to Beatrice at the end of the play (only I'm

afraid it isn't etiquette to speak across the footlights):

"'Oh, Samivel, Samivel, vy vornt there a halibi?'"

Mr. Dodgson's kindness to children was wonderful. He _really_ loved them

and put himself out for them. The children he knew who wanted to go on

the stage were those who came under my observation, and nothing could

have been more touching than his ceaseless industry on their behalf.

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