VII

Although time passed somewhat less dully than later, the incidents

that, during the winter and summer of 1915, relieved our otherwise

monotonous days were of such distressing character that they only

deepened the gloom. One by one our British friends were carried off

to Rühleben, while their wives were left behind without sufficient

means—in some cases absolutely destitute, since they could receive

nothing from without, and were consequently worse off than the

really impoverished Belgians, for whom charity provided. For months

at a stretch, this monotony of misery was broken by nothing more

encouraging than bad news from the front, and the tragic events at

the _Tir National_, where citizens were shot for patriotic deeds,

seldom graver than that of Miss Cavell, or the brave Belgian girl

Gabrielle Petit, twenty-one years of age. She, however, was given a

chance of having her punishment commuted to imprisonment, but declined

this favour which had been denied the Englishwoman. The murder of

Miss Cavell caused a pervading mood of mourning that seemed unlikely

ever to diminish, even in those who did not know her personally. That

crime, so pitilessly carried out, in secrecy and under cover of false

promises, was perhaps most appalling to those in the vicinity whose

hopes were stimulated by misleading assurances, until the post-mortem

announcement proved them vain! Although a British subject has referred

to the deed as rather a “blunder” than a crime,—she being proven

guilty of having assisted young men across the frontier,—the fact that

other women, not British, found guilty of the same humane, although

forbidden, acts, were yet spared the extreme punishment reserved for

spies and the worst of treason, takes all logic from the argument

of this apparently prejudiced Irishman. Edith Cavell’s martyrdom

impressed us in Brussels, as it must always impress history, not only

as shortsighted stupidity—the very determination, secrecy, and haste

with which it was perpetrated contradicts such interpretation—but

rather as a deliberate and atrocious act of vengeance toward a hated

nation!

But other tragedies followed so quickly that this one gradually became

lost in the mass of appalling incidents related by relatives of those

who suffered, or widely announced in German _affiches_ in order to

strike fresh terror to the hearts of a sorrowing and helpless people.

Yet hope lived on; despite the prevailing misery, each gleam of

good news that reached us from the front was magnified to a great

victory for the Allies, and twenty-four hours sufficed to develop

the conviction that a glorious and triumphant peace was about to be

proclaimed.

Secret organizations in Belgium occasionally brought us a ray

of encouragement, despite the twenty thousand German civilians

endeavouring to discover and destroy these sources of information

opposed to what was allowed to appear in our papers. But, by dint

of passing from mouth to mouth, the news became so distorted or

exaggerated that one scarcely knew what to believe.

We all had maps spread over our walls, on which every mile that the

British and French advanced was marked with pins bearing little flags

of the nations. For how many months—_years_, indeed—we pored over

that line as it crept closer and closer to St. Quentin, Cambrai,

and other points considered the keys to a rapid and overwhelming

victory! I cannot recall them without painful recollection of our many

disappointments.

In the spring of 1918 we put those maps out of sight, and ceased

reading the communiqués vouchsafed us by a German press.

The most trying element of all, in regard to the front, was the

_authentic_ information we received by word of mouth, as early as

December 1916, of the taking of Courtrai, St. Quentin, etc., by the

Allied armies. The stirring account grew as it passed from one excited

recounter to another. It was originally obtained, as stated above,

from some unknown but trustworthy source. But later on we came to

believe that these stories were, in great part, spread by the Germans

in order to weaken and destroy what faith and hope still survived in

the country. I heard soldiers, even at this time, express very gloomy

views as to their nation’s prospects in the war. Once in a tram, just

before the last temporarily successful onslaught of the Germans at

Verdun, I heard one, who pretended he was drunk and had possibly been

taught the words in French, cry out hysterically: “Our cause is lost!

_Nous sommes fichus! Nous sommes fichus!_”

For some reason beyond the comprehension of civil minds the occupying

Government appeared bent upon destroying every vestige of hope

in Belgian hearts. Invariably on the eve of a German victory,

exhilarating rumours of great Allied successes were set forth from

unknown sources awakening joy in the prison city which often verged on

an outburst of dangerous enthusiasm. Then, as invariably, the blazing

blue _affiche_ appeared, announcing an overwhelming defeat of the

Allies in the very section where they were understood to have been

successful.

The subtle trickery of such tactics might in time have attained its

object; certainly there could be no better method of wearying and

torturing a people into losing faith. And while it did not succeed

with the better classes, it tired and broke the spirit of the

suffering poor to such an extent that, even when positive proof of

successes reached us, they would not believe; for they had come to the

conviction that the Germans were invincible and would never give up an

inch of Belgium.

We who had witnessed the easy and rapid advance of the enemy through

Belgium and deep into France, cut off as we were from all reliable

information, could not, during the first years, form any idea of

the vastly differing conditions affecting the Allied armies. As the

Germans, opposed only by hastily-mustered, unorganized, and infinitely

weaker forces, had swept on so quickly, we looked for like speed

from the Allies when once their strength was massed and ready. That

the enemy had had time to root himself in and fortify his positions

almost invulnerably, while England was forming an army of untrained

men, and France was preparing hers, we did not comprehend until later.

Few details reached us from the outer world, although during the

first year a London _Times_ was occasionally smuggled in. A _Times_!

No one outside can realize what that meant to us! The poor sheet,

usually more than a week old, passed surreptitiously from hand to

hand, was reduced to a flimsy rag before reaching its last reader!

Enormous prices were paid for it. The members of the Anglo-American

club paid a hundred francs for one copy which contained nothing of

importance, but was nevertheless of inestimable value to us as a

voice from friendly regions whence, week by week, we were further

cut off. But soon these rare and precious journals appeared no more;

and the apparently innocent newsvendors who shouted aloud: “_La

Belgique!_”—and whispered, when someone known to be trustworthy

passed: “_Le Teems, Monsieur?_”—no longer added the zest of dangerous

intrigue to our saunterings through the dull streets.

But tales of heroic deeds done by the Belgians afforded a certain

interest and satisfaction; tales only whispered to those who could

be trusted not to repeat them. And many were performed by the

Flemish, whom the Germans boasted they had won to their side. One

may be given to illustrate the real sentiments of these people, so

falsely represented in the German accounts. At Bruges, where the

Flemish element predominates, an old man, for many years foreman in

the unloading, etc., of canal boats, approached my friend the steel

manufacturer in that town, gruffly complained that the Allies were

making a mistake in bombarding the railroads from aeroplanes, since

the Germans were shipping their ammunition and so forth exclusively

by the canal, and asked the manufacturer if there was no means of

sending them word to this effect. The latter, not wishing to betray

himself, but meaning to attempt it, said he knew of no such means.

Whereupon the old Fleming withdrew, muttering discontentedly, with

bowed head and great bushy brows knitted over a pair of clever dark

eyes, meditating mischief.

A few hours later, German officers came in hot haste to the

manufacturer, and, in a frenzy of rage and excitement, made him

accompany them to the canal. There a great crowd had gathered about

the old foreman, who was under arrest, and threatened with death. He

appeared stupidly indifferent to the menaces and curses heaped upon

him by the infuriated Teutons, merely repeating over and over:

“I could not help it!—An accident!—I did my best!”

For some moments my friend, dazed by the reigning confusion, was

unable to understand what it was all about, until, led by an officer

to the canal bank, he saw the cause of their rage. He was so much

affected by amusement mingling with a deeper emotion that a lump rose

to his throat, and he could not speak.

The old foreman, as though by accident, had managed to let drop the

hook of his great iron crane just as a boat, carrying a vast German

war-cargo, was passing by. It caught the boat so firmly by the nose

that, in his pretended efforts to free it, he not only overturned the

bulky vessel, but dragged down his crane, which, with the boat, sank

into the canal, blocking it against all navigation for nearly five

weeks! He did this at the risk of his life, and only his able pretence

of stupidity, and the manufacturer’s representation that he was in

his dotage, won for him a term of imprisonment instead of the extreme

penalty.

The brave passage of young Belgians over the frontier to join their

army caused the barriers of our prison to be more closely guarded.

Those who still ventured to cross—and there were many even after the

deadly electric wires had been installed!—did so with scarcely a

chance for their lives. Boys as young as seventeen ran the gauntlet

of that “death-zone,” and many passed it in safety after incredible

endurance and suffering.

A Belgian woman, whose two sons made a daring attempt to pass, told us

their experience, related to her in part by one of their companions,

obliged by illness to return; and in part by the German officer who

coldly informed her of their fate.

After skulking for four days and nights under cover of a wood in

the Campine, devoid of food, save what little they carried in their

pockets, and exposed to incessant autumn rains, they at last reached a

canal lying between them and Dutch territory. Having no other means

of crossing, they plunged at night into the black water, and struck

out for the opposite shore.

The mother, not hearing of their capture, which would have been widely

published, concluded, after several days, that they had got over

safely. But one morning she was startled by the visit of a German

sub-officer who came to announce that one of her sons had been shot

while swimming the canal.

As she pretended ignorance of his intention to cross, the information

was considered sufficient punishment, especially when, several days

later, the tidings of her other son’s death in like manner was

conveyed to her by the same pitiless messenger.

This was the most tragic incident of the sort I heard first-hand at

that time; but tales as sad, or others picturing the glorious success

of such young heroes, were constantly circulating.

Later, when the electric wires and underground mines were installed,

the matter was differently managed. By a carefully-organized plan,

the boys were able to pass over in companies of twenty, thirty, and

more at a time, each one contributing his share to the large bribe by

which the sentinels were bought off.

Once, when, before this rare privilege was wholly withdrawn, my

companion was permitted to go by motor into Holland on business,

he was surprised to meet, in the little Dutch town of Nispen, a

Belgian acquaintance whom he believed to be in Brussels. He and

thirty companions had been safely conducted over the frontier the

night before! Three thousand one hundred francs, one hundred from

each member of the party, had secured them this easy passage. The

youths, now free and eager for revenge, were glad to regain liberty

at so small a price, and be able to join their colours. While he was

relating this in the street, he noticed a crowd gathered about two

German soldiers, unresistingly arrested by the Dutch police.

The young Belgian, on seeing them, uttered an exclamation: “_Mon

Dieu!_” he said. “Those are our sentinels!—the men who led us over

last night!” They hastened to the group, and the soldiers, recognizing

him, grinned and nodded in a friendly manner.

“What are you doing here?” he asked them genially, for the men were

evidently good-natured creatures, not reared in the army, whose

military sympathies were apparently no deeper than their uniforms.

“Got tired of it over there!” returned one, still smiling. “We are not

so free as you are, but we can wait for that more comfortably here

than in Belgium!”

During the summer of 1916 the inhabitants of Brussels, weary of

suffering and the “hope deferred which maketh the heart sick,” began

a rather forced effort to brighten their existence. When, after a

bitterly gloomy winter, the first peep of green became visible in the

Bois, it seemed as though a tremor of new life passed through the

city. War, with its ever-recurring calamities and disappointments,

had come to be looked on as an unalterable affliction, which must be

endured with patience until some unforeseen and unimaginable event

should bring it to an end. Confidence in early and rapid victory had

gradually given place to a less definite though stubborn belief in

final triumph; but now even this was less openly expressed. War, in

fact, became a tacitly avoided subject of conversation. The tedious

communiqués, giving only such details as the Government thought fit to

present, were no longer discussed, even by bereaved and serious folk

whose thoughts were ever at the front. We who, as yet, were spared the

crape worn by so many, began to frequent tennis and golf clubs, where,

while healthfully exercising on the courts, or “chasing a pill through

a pasture”—as the Irishman defined golf!—we tried to forget that the

air we breathed came to us over acres of death.

The Bois became alive again with children and pleasure-seeking

couples; and although there were no horses to drive or ride, boats

were launched, as of old, on the beautiful lake surrounding an island

café, which reopened its doors to serve, not the dainty repasts of

former days,—edibles were far too dear!—but tea and coffee of sorts,

while procurable, and a light home-made beer. One lump of sugar was

allowed to each cup, and no appeal or bribe could secure more. But in

a short time the place was crowded, not only by Belgians, but German

soldiers who mingled freely with them, seeking relief from the dull

routine of their days of rest.

One of the touching sights of this little island retreat was that of

these weary, battle-soiled men, to whose clothes still clung the mud

and grime of the trenches, delightedly visiting the dovecot, where,

for ten centimes, they procured grain to feed the pigeons. These

pure white birds, emblems of peace and beauty, would settle on their

hands, shoulders, and heads; and through their snowy plumage the men’s

gruesome, green-grey uniforms appeared like the thought of an evil

mind, marring the spiritual accord between God and man.

This reawakening of the people was a natural reaction—the demand

of life for its own rights. As with individuals, sorrow’s tedium

had evoked in the entire occupied country a certain helpless

resignation to circumstances that after two years’ patient endurance

and discouragement offered no promise of change. Oppression and

deprivation had become permanent elements of existence. Tragedies even

failed to impress us so deeply as of yore; incidents of heart-breaking

pathos no longer brought tears to the eyes of those who could still

dress warmly in winter, and indulge adequately, if not luxuriously,

in the high-priced food. All had made such sacrifices for the poorer

classes as each considered possible without serious menace to himself.

Many had given the last centime they could spare, others substantial

donations which they probably did not miss.

Nevertheless, evidences of distressing want increased, more especially

among those too proud to ask alms, who, before the war, had been

comfortably off.

During that summer and the following winter these once well-to-do

and industrious citizens swelled the long lines of hunger-driven,

ill-clad beings who, in rain, snow, or sunshine, stood for hours

outside soup-kitchens to obtain the loaf of bread and jug of hot broth

provided by charity. I think no visible sign of the country’s calamity

was more painfully impressive than the sight of those silent, patient

files of heterogeneous humanity, extending at certain hours along

whole blocks of the city’s streets. Chiefly were they eloquent during

the early dusk of winter, when, exposed to the blast of cold winds, to

sleety rain, or penetrating fog, refined men and women, old and young,

stood shivering side by side with the lowest inhabitants of rue Haute!

Some faces seen in those sad gatherings I shall never forget; faces

of haggard, hopeless men, whose brave efforts to live honestly had

been frustrated when success was almost attained; of wan women, whose

husbands were dead or fighting in the trenches, whose children starved

in a heatless home; old women and young, in whose eyes all human

reasoning was eclipsed by an animal hunger—old men and young with that

same anguish in their eyes, but with the hard and morose expression of

embryo criminals lurking about their down-drooping, sullenly closed

lips.

Ah, only those who lived in the midst of Belgium’s agony, who beheld a

guiltless people verily crucified as recompense for their loyalty to

honour and truth, can fully appreciate the wrong that was done them!

Only those who saw with their own eyes the callous and inhuman rage

of the invader’s earlier treatment,—when, confident of conquering

a startled world with every diabolical device of destruction which

mind could conceive, he ignored all laws, and deliberately aimed

at crushing the very heart of this little land that had done no

wrong,—only those can understand with what contempt, what _loathing_,

we who did witness it came to look upon the ruler and the chiefs of

that race whose history has been thus stained! For we saw these people

starving while Germany was seizing their crops, their horses, cows,

even the contents of dry-goods and other shops; shipping away the

coal, for need of which so many perished during the cold winters;

taking all fats, so that butter was unprocurable and milk too rare and

dear for the poor to buy. We beheld the famished mothers struggling

to keep their fading children alive on what charity could provide—so

small a portion for each of the many thousands to be cared for!—the

country’s youth stricken down with tuberculosis, and honest men driven

to thieving and crime!

Indeed, the bare sight of those lines of hunger-wan creatures,

stretching like black stains through the city, awoke depressing

conjectures as to whether man’s intelligence was, after all, of a

higher order than that of beasts, or merely the same limited capacity,

artificially burnished! Through nearly two-thirds of the civilized

world, life, beauty, and the harvests of ages were being ruthlessly

and insanely destroyed; every principle of right, every element of

higher sentiment scorned or ignored, in a senseless and hideous

conflict between men—between the most exalted of all living creatures!

Truth, the acknowledgment of a higher Power, and even kindred

sympathy—manifested even by the lowest animals—were sacrificed day

after day to an atrocious passion, costing millions of lives, billions

of wealth, and a loss in treasures, in architecture, literature, and

art such as a thousand years of labour can never replace!

What wonder that individuals did not escape the almost universal

retrogression, and that, amid a people who had so nobly stood loyal to

their ideals, dishonesty and contempt for law gradually developed from

the festering and unalleviated wounds unjustly dealt them!

Signs of this inevitable consequence of war became apparent later, not

only in Brussels, but throughout the whole of Belgium, as in Russia

and (more or less) in all the involved nations.

War! who after this can ever again insult patriotism by relating it

to the beat of drums and the roar of cannon? Every rational being

who has witnessed its dire and degrading effects, even in so small a

scene as the prison-capital of its vast tragic stage, must curse those

philosophic minds of Germany who exerted their intellects to exalt

intellect’s most horrible opponent, and sold their souls to the devil

for a vain Emperor’s praise!

On them, as much as on him they flattered, must be laid the crime of

a catastrophe that has menaced the very foundations of civilization.

Where now can be seen the benefits of that “drastic medicine for

the human race” which Treitschke informs us must always recur by

the Almighty’s will? He pretends that war is elevating because the

individual disappears before the great conception of the State, and

that to check war would be “a perversion of morality,” in that it

would abolish heroism! Is heroism more beautiful or advantageous when

_forced_ from a man on the battlefield, than when, of his own will, he

proves it in a peaceful struggle to live righteously and let others

live?

How many criminals, for selfish objects, have evinced personal

courage like that of a soldier in action?—far greater, because not

in obedience, but in opposition to power! Paid or commanded heroism

is not heroism in the true sense. Thousands upon thousands in the

peaceful walks of life have more worthily deserved glory by labour and

sacrifice for the common good than they who are driven, under command,

to slay their kind—who obey for no clearly-comprehended object,

but first and foremost to preserve themselves. There are perhaps

fifty men in five hundred, apart from the officers, whose dominant

incentive in battle is other than self-preservation; whereas in peace

one-half, if not more, of a like body of men utilize their physical

and intellectual powers for the improvement of general conditions—and

often without aiming at other recompense. The hour for lauding the

soldier above the scientist and artisan is long since past, and vast

military power, or military power of any sort, is a mockery of the

present glorious age.

Can there be any more absurd sophistry than that of pretending that

war corrects egoism? War is bred of egoism, bred of the cruellest of

all egoisms—imperial ambition! In peace the basest selfishness is less

harmful than the selfishness of international conflict. Even those

men who have amassed enormous fortunes by robbing the poor have been

of greater benefit to the world in general than if their intelligence

and force had been utilized in planning how to crush another nation.

Egoism, after all, is necessary to progress, and war is but its most

barbaric expression.

Machiavelli’s assertion that power is the keynote of all policy has

been grasped by the German war-philosophers, who flatter themselves

they see clearly when looking upon the present epoch through the eyes

of an unscrupulous fifteenth-century Italian. Machiavelli perhaps

spoke truth for his time—a truth, moreover, still real for our own;

but his word _power_ has now a different significance. Now only is the

power of reason generally developed; now only the many nations of the

world speak the same moral language; now only the masses, formerly

forced to be war-like animals, are thinking and, to a great extent,

cultured beings.

But what is the use of reiterating what every thoughtful mind has

heard crying to-day over the bleeding earth? That Reason which vast

catastrophes invariably rouse to ephemeral life soon dies in the

gathering storm-cloud of humanity’s innately savage passions! If the

race most boastful of its culture, a race which leapt so rapidly from

the confining narrowness of old-time heresies, could give birth to

the devastating horror that has reigned for nearly five years, and

threatened to thrust the world back into medieval darkness, what faith

can be placed in mere Reason? What faith can be placed in any human

argument, ideal, or belief—what faith in Man himself?—The majesty of

human intellect, before so deliberate a destruction of its own works,

is made to appear no more than a vain invention of fancy; and the

supreme creature of all knowable creation appears of no more enduring

significance than as depicted by Lamartine: “Ce pauvre insecte c’est

l’homme, qui chante quelques jours devant Dieu sa jeunesse et ses

amours, et puis se tait pour l’éternité!”

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