These words were sung, as I have said, by the whole of this kindred there

assembled together; the first part of them distinctly, though not loudly;

but the last verses in a note so low, that no one, unless quite near,

(like ourselves,) could have comprehended their meaning. But as for the

young Sempronia, when they came to that part of the chant in which

reference was so particularly made to Athanasia, not only did her lips

refuse to join in the words, but her agitation was such that I thought the

poor maiden would have screamed outright, had she not been controlled by

the eye, and the hand also, of her aunt the Priestess. Sobs, however, and

low hysterical groans, could not be stifled; and at last so great was her

agony, that even the haughty Priestess was compelled to give way to it.

“Bring water,” said she; “dash ye water upon the foolish thing: methinks

it seems almost as if she had partaken in the frenzy of her unhappy——”

And before she could finish the sentence, one or two of the females that

were present did take hold of Sempronia, and began, seeing there was no

water nearer at hand, to bear her slender form towards the small stream of

which I have already spoken, and which flowed immediately behind the clump

of pine trees, amongst which the Centurion and I were standing.

She was quite passive in their hands; and they dragged her without

resistance or difficulty to the place where we were standing; but they

could not pass without seeing us: and no sooner did the eyes of Sempronia

fall upon me, than she burst by one unexpected effort from the arms of

those that were sustaining her, and ere I or any one could suspect what

she was to do, there lay she at my feet, clinging with her arms around my

knees. “Oh, Valerius,” said she—“Oh, dear Valerius, they curse Athanasia!

Where is my Athanasia? whither have they taken her? Oh, tell me, that I

may go to her—that I may go to comfort Athanasia!”

“Peace!” said, before I could answer, the Priestess of Apollo—“Peace, mad,

wretched thing,—has infatuation blasted the whole of our line?” And she

seized Sempronia by the arm, and compelled her to spring from her knees.

But the maiden still clung by her hands to me, and continued, with looks

and words of misery, to demand from me that knowledge which, alas! I would

myself have given so much to possess. Sabinus, however, smote me on the

shoulder, as if to make me recollect myself; and I had resolution enough

not to betray the feelings with which I listened to Sempronia’s frantic

supplication.

“What is this, sir?” then said the Priestess—“What is it that you know of

Athanasia? and why is it that you have presumed to witness the secret

sacrifice of a noble race?—Speak—or is there no meaning in this poor

girl’s frenzy? And yet, methinks I have seen you before, and that, too, in

the presence of——”

“It was,” said I, hastily—“it was indeed in the presence of Athanasia; but

that circumstance, if you please to remember, was altogether accidental. I

was with the lady Rubellia when you found her in the Temple of Apollo——”

“Yes,” said she, “it was that same day when she refused to name the name

of Phœbus in his own precincts! Ha! little did I imagine what thoughts

were in her breast—else might we at least have been spared this open

degradation. And yet you, methinks, saluted Athanasia.—What is your name,

sir?—Know you, in truth, whither the lady Athanasia has been conveyed?”

“He was with her!—he was with her!” exclaimed Sempronia,—“he was with her

in the tower when the soldiers came.—O Valerius! tell me where she is

now,—into what dungeon have they cast my friend—my sister——”

“Ha!” quoth the Priestess, “he was with her in the

tower!—Romans—kinsmen—Lucius—Marcus—hear ye this? I charge ye, seize upon

this treacherous blasphemer!—It is he that has deceived Athanasia; and now

must he come here to taint the smoke of our sacrifice, and pollute our

prayers with his presence.—Seize him!”—And she herself grasped my cloak as

she spake—“Seize, I charge ye, this accursed Christian!”

But Sabinus, when he saw the Priestess thus furious, stept forward, and

said to her kinsmen, who were standing in perplexity behind her, “Sirs, I

beseech you, be not you also carried away with this madness.—My friend

here knows nothing of the lady Athanasia, except that she was borne away

by soldiers from the very place where we are standing. I myself witnessed

it also, being here with the Prætorians. Valerius is no more a Christian

than she who accuses him.”

“I know not, sirs, how we are to understand all this,” said one of the

Sempronii, in a calm voice. “Is this young man the same Valerius who is

living in the house of Licinius?—Yet it must be he. I have been with

Licinius this very day; and if this be he, whatever he may have known

before, I am sure he knows nothing of where Athanasia is now,—and, sister,

I am well assured he is no Christian.”

“It is the same, sir,” said Sabinus. “He is the same Caius Valerius of

whom you spake, and I am Sabinus, a Centurion of the Prætorians.”

“We have all heard of your name,” said Sempronius, respectfully; “I

perceive there is some mistake in all this matter. If it please you, let

us walk aside, and understand each other.”

So saying, he withdrew Sabinus to a little distance, and beckoned to me to

accompany him. “Valerius,” said the old man, when he perceived that we

were out of hearing, “I crave you, in the first place, to forget all this

trouble which has been occasioned to you by the violence of my daughter,

on the one hand, and of my sister on the other. They are women; and, for

different reasons, the violence of both is excusable. I have been for a

considerable part of this day with Licinius, and have heard from him

enough to satisfy me how guiltlessly you yourself have been involved in

this affair; and your speedy liberation from confinement is more than

enough to confirm my belief of all that he said. Yet there is much which I

do not understand. I pray you speak openly, and fear nothing—you have,

indeed, nothing to fear. Was it in consequence of any private meeting with

my niece—nay, I mean not to suspect you of any thing amiss—in one word,

how was it that you happened to be taken into custody with that unhappy

girl?”

“Sir,” I replied, “you are a noble Roman, and the near kinsman of

Athanasia. You have a right to put these questions, and whatever

reluctance I may have to overcome, I feel that I have no right to refuse

an answer.” And so I told Sempronius, plainly and distinctly, the story

both of my unwilling entrance into the mausoleum, and of my forcible

abduction from it. In short, I saw no reason to conceal any thing from the

person who was most likely to be able to serve Athanasia, if any thing to

serve her were possible.

“It is well,” he said; “you speak as becomes a man of the Valerian blood.

But as for poor Athanasia, I swear to you I cannot yet bring myself to

believe that she hath in reality been privy to such things as have been

discovered concerning these Christians.”—“Discovered!” said I. “I pray

you, what has been discovered concerning them? If you allude to any of the

wild stories that are circulated about their religion, you may depend upon

it, it is all mere madness to believe a word of it. I have read in their

sacred books myself, and I swear to you, that, so far as I have seen,

nothing can be more simple, benign, humane, than the morality inculcated

by their leader.”

“Young man,” he answered, “I was not thinking of their creed, which, for

aught I know or care, may be sublime enough; for there was always a

mysterious sort of philosophy current among those old Asiatic nations. But

I speak of the designs of these men; in one word, I speak of their

conspiracy.”—“Conspiracy!—What? How? Against whom? I will pledge my life,

no conspiracy was sheltered beneath yon tower that night. I swear to you,

they are simple people, and were thinking of nothing but their

worship.”—“Worship!” quoth he; “I promise you it will not be so easy to

persuade me that Cotilius has suddenly become a man of so much piety,

either to our gods, or to the deities (if they have any) of the

Christians.—What, Cotilius? By Jove, Rome does not hold at this moment a

more bold, daring, godless rascal. You may as soon try to make me believe

that Capaneus came to Thebes with a hymn in his mouth. No, no—the sworn

friend of Domitian will not easily gain credit for his new-sprung

sanctity.”—“Cotilius? That was the very name of the man that seized me, as

I have told you.”—“I should have guessed as much,” said he;—“Yes, I

promise you, how little soever Athanasia might have known, secrets they

had; and Cotilius was well aware at what peril they should be revealed.”

“The late example,” said I, “must indeed have alarmed him.”—“What,” said

he, “do you speak of that fanatic Syrian? You know little of Cotilius. No,

no—had the worst of his fears been the necessity to worship all the

deities between Euphrates and Rhine, he would have slept soundly.”—“But

surely,” said I, “you do not believe that Athanasia had any knowledge of

the man’s secret designs, if he had any. He may have used Christianity, or

desired to use it, as a weapon against the State; but be certain, neither

she nor any of those really attached to their religion, had any notion of

his purpose.”

“It may be so, indeed,” he answered;—“Heaven grant it may. As for

Cotilius, I will speak to you more at length of him anon. I will bid adieu

to my sister, and take order about my daughter; and then, if it so please

you, we shall walk together to the city.”

To this I agreed, but Sabinus rode on to the camp of the Prætorians. He

whispered to me, however, that unless he were most necessarily detained,

he should be, ere long, at the house of Licinius.

“To you,” said the Senator, as we went on, “who have so lately come from

your island, the whole of this expiatory spectacle is probably quite new;

but I am sure Sabinus could not have been aware what was its purpose,

otherwise he would not have been guilty of so grievously offending the

feelings of my sister, and some of the rest of my kindred, by remaining a

witness of these most private rites. The Priestess is indeed inconsolable,

and her grief has set half her other passions in motion likewise.

Athanasia was as dear to her as if she had been her daughter; so, in

truth, she was to us all, ever since her parents died. But Cotilius, this

knave Cotilius, has, I fear, blasted her hopes and ours.”—“It occurs to

me,” said I, “and I should have mentioned it to you before, that there

seemed to be no great understanding between this Cotilius and Athanasia.

She was evidently displeased with many things he both said and did; and

he, on his part, did not appear to relish her interference.”—“True,” he

continued, “you have already hinted as much; and I assure you, these are

some of the circumstances in the whole case that tend most to excite my

hopes. Great Heavens! what would Caius have said had he dreamt that his

orphan was to be suspected of having sympathy with any of the dark designs

of that shame to Roman knighthood! But you, of course, are a stranger to

this man’s history.”—“With its end, at least,” I replied, “it is like we

may all be soon enough acquainted.”

“Yes,” said he, “Heaven grant we have not cause too deeply to remember it!

but I have known him from the beginning. I told you already that he was in

great favour with Domitian.”—“And the reverse, of course,” said I, “both

with Nerva and Trajan.”

“Even so,” he continued, “and with reason; for in all the disturbances

which occurred on the accession of the last sovereign, and, in particular,

in those foul intrigues among the Prætorians, which at one time brought

Nerva’s own life into immediate danger and compelled him to bare his neck

to the soldiery at his gate, this Cotilius was more than suspected to have

had a deep concern. When Petronius and Parthenius(2) were hacked in

pieces, it needed no great witchcraft to detect some of the moving spirits

that produced their catastrophe; but proof there was none at the time; and

even had there been proof enough, the good old man would have been too

timid to act upon it. These things, however, could not be forgotten either

by Nerva or his successor. Hitherto, the strong hand has repressed every

rebellious motion; but be sure that no man ever lived more an object of

suspicion, than this man has done ever since Nerva adopted Trajan.”

“And you think,” said I, “that, among other intrigues, it had occurred to

this man to make his own use of the Christians; despised and persecuted

though they be, there can, indeed, be no doubt that their numbers are

considerable, and that their faith is a strong bond of cohesion.”

“It is even so,” said the Senator. “But as yet the treason even of

Cotilius rests on suspicion only, and report; and, after all, even if he

were proved guilty of having nourished such schemes, the account you give

of what you saw and heard at their assembly, inspires me with considerable

doubts whether he can be supposed to have ever as yet ventured to invite

their participation;—unless, indeed, they practised deception while you

were with them. The moment I heard of what had happened, I went to the

Palatine, in hopes of attaining either assistance from Urbicus, or mercy,

if that were all we could look for, from Trajan. But Urbicus could give me

no satisfaction, except that my niece was in a solitary and safe place.

The charges, he said, against one of the leaders (he meant Cotilius) were

heavy; and until these were sifted, it was impossible that access could be

afforded to any one who had been thrown into confinement. The Emperor had

shewn unusual symptoms of anxiety, and had even, so he hinted, been in

person investigating the matter at a distance from the city, during great

part of the preceding night and day. To tell you the truth, Valerius, till

this thing fell out, I was wont to consider the new violence about the

Christians as somewhat unworthy of the enlarged intellect of Trajan: it

had not occurred to me, how easily the resources of such a superstition

might be enlisted in the cause of discontent.”

“Of course,” said I, “nothing will be done in regard to Athanasia until

all circumstances have been examined.”

“Done!” said he; “has not enough been done already to justify almost in a

man more than you have seen among our women? Has not a whole family been

disgraced? Has not the mausoleum of their fathers been prostituted for the

unholy purposes of this barbarian sect? If the Senate should be summoned,

with what countenance should I shew myself among my friends?—Unhappy girl!

How little did she know in what trouble she was to involve those that love

her the best.”

By this time we had come within sight of the house of Licinius, and the

Senator took leave, with a promise that I should see him on the morrow.

I found Sextus alone in his chamber, where he embraced me with all the

ardour of juvenile affection. “Alas!” said he, “my dear Caius, at any

other time I might have found fault with you for taking so great a part in

my griefs, and yet keeping so many of your own to yourself. But if it be

indeed as Sempronia has said, I should be a strange friend to choose this

hour for complaining of such trifles as regard only myself.”

“Sextus,” I replied, “it was only because of the greatness of your own

distresses that I concealed from your kindness any of mine.”

“My Valerius,” he answered, “we shall talk at length to-morrow; at

present, I have only time to say, that the misfortune of Athanasia was

communicated to Sempronia almost immediately, by an old freedwoman, who

had been in the habit of attending her when she went from home in secret,

and who, going to the mausoleum to accompany her on her return, arrived

there just in time to see what befel her. She saw you also, (how she knew

who you were, I know not,) and when she had told her story to Sempronia,

the poor girl, before speaking even with her father, sent for me to come

to her in the gardens. I did so; all that passed I need not repeat; but I

hope my advice was the right one. At all events, I acted for the best, and

my father, who is now aware of every thing, seemed to approve of what I

had done. O Valerius! were Athanasia free, and you happy, many things have

occurred to make me much more at ease than when you left us. My father is

evidently shocked with what Dromo told about Rubellia; and as for

Xerophrastes, he had not once spoken to him either yesterday or to-day.

Indeed, neither of them have been much here. My father is continually

exerting himself concerning Athanasia; and Xerophrastes, I suppose, is

afraid of a discovery. As for me, I am sorry I must leave you, for I

promised to meet Sempronia; and although I have nothing to tell her, I

cannot fail in my appointment. She must have returned before this time

from the mausoleum, where an expiatory sacrifice was to be made at

sunset.”

Sabinus by this time had hastened to me once more, according to his kind

promise. I told him that my kinsman was not at home, and that I proposed,

in the meantime, accompanying his son a part of the way towards the

Suburban of Capito. The Centurion insisted on going with us, saying, that

he could not think of returning to the camp without having spoken with

Licinius.

_CHAPTER II._

The Centurion, in virtue of his office, had free access to the gardens of

Trajan; so he led us by both a more delightful and a nearer path towards

the Salarean Gate. Young Sextus then quitted us; and we returned slowly

through the beautiful groves of the Imperial Villa, in hopes of finding my

kinsman by the time we should reach his mansion. But as we were walking

very quietly along one of the broad green terraces, we heard voices in an

adjoining alley, separated from us by luxuriant thickets of myrtle, and

Sabinus, whispering to me, “Hush, let us see what we have got here,”

insinuated himself with great dexterity among the verdant shrubs. I

followed him with as little noise as was possible, and having found a

convenient peeping place, we soon perceived two figures at some little

distance from us in the moonlight.—“Come, Sabinus,” I whispered, “they are

lovers perhaps—I don’t see what right we have to overhear.”—“Peace,” quoth

he, “if you stir, they will detect us, and it is nothing unless it be

known.”

With some reluctance I remained where I was; but my scruples were at an

end the moment I perceived who they were.

“Most noble, most illustrious lady,” said Xerophrastes, “this matter has

indeed been conducted unfortunately, yet no reason see I why you should

give way to so many groundless apprehensions. The only thing, after all,

that you have lost, if indeed you have lost it, is the good opinion of

Licinius; for, as to that foolish boy——”—“Name him not,” replied Rubellia,

“name not the stripling. Surely madness alone can account for my

behaviour.”—“Madness!” quoth the Stoic; “yes, truly, and who, at certain

moments, is free from such madness? As Euripides has expressed it, Venus,

if she come in wisdom, is the wisest; if otherwise, the most frenzied of

influences. The greatest have not been exempt from such visitations.

Banish it from your heart, noble lady, or replace it by something more

worthy of your discernment. There is, I think, but one pair of eyes in

Rome that could have been blind to such perfections.”—“O Xerophrastes!”

said she, “speak not to me of perfections. Alas! I was born under a

deceitful star—a star of apparent splendour and real misery.”—“Noble

lady,” he replied, “I swear to you that what tincture of philosophy I have

imbibed, is unable to sustain my serenity when I hear such words from your

lips. You are surrounded by all that externals can minister. It is your

part to compose your mind, and then how should it be possible for you to

taste of unhappiness? Think no more of that boy.”

The philosopher took her hand with an air of the deepest sympathy, and at

the same time drew the end of his mantle over his face, as if to conceal

the extent of his participation in her distresses.—“Alas! lady, this is,

after all, a miserable world. There is no rest but in the affections, and

behold how they are harassed on every hand by the invidious accidents of

life. Philosophy proclaims her antidote, but the poison is every where;

and it is all one course of being wounded to be cured, and being cured

only to be more easily wounded again.”

Our friend continued in an attitude of pensive contemplation. The

moonbeams fell full on his high brow and the large massy features of his

countenance, and on the robust limbs which emerged from below the stately

folds of his mantle; and I could not help thinking that there was

something almost heroic, which I had never before remarked, in the whole

of his appearance. Rubellia kept her eyes fixed steadfastly upon him.

“I should have known nothing of it,” he resumed, “had I never deserted my

paternal valley for the vain pleasures of Athens, and the magnificence of

Rome.”—“You repent,” said she, “that you ever visited Italy? I pray you

deal with me openly. If it be your wish to leave Rome, speak, and I shall

put it in your power to retire to Greece as handsomely as you could ever

have hoped to do from the family of Licinius. Of wealth, as you well know,

I have enough both for myself and for my faithful friends, among whom, be

sure, I place you in the first rank. Control your feelings, I pray you

once more—and speak freely.”

Hastily and fervently he pressed his lip upon the beautiful hand of

Rubellia, and whispered something into her ear. She started, and I think

blushed in the moonlight; but neither seemed offended very deeply with

what he had said, nor with the gesture he had used.—“Softly, softly,”

whispered the Centurion, “be not ashamed, fair lady, of the love of thy

servant.”

But (whether the echo of his Horatian parody had reached her ear or not, I

cannot tell,) scarcely had these words been uttered, ere Rubellia started

from her seat, and began to move pretty quickly down the shaded alley, as

if towards the entrance of the gardens. Xerophrastes sate still for a

moment, even after the lady had arisen, covering his eyes, and part of his

broad forehead with his hands, as if buried in his own thoughts too deeply

to be with ease affected with a sense of things passing around him. Then,

at last, he arose, and uttering an exclamation of surprise, walked after

the noble dame, taking heed, however, (it did not escape our observation,)

to arrange, as he rapidly followed her, the massive folds of his mantle

into a graceful drapery.

Sabinus restrained himself till they were beyond the reach of his voice;

but he then made himself ample amends. “Ha!” said he, “is this to be the

end? Most pensive ghost of Leberinus, is this to be thy successor?”—“Good

heavens!” said I, “Sabinus, do you think it possible she should make the

pedagogue her husband—she that was but yesterday so desperately enamoured

of the beautiful young Sextus?”—“My dear islander,” quoth the Centurion,

“do you remember the story of a certain beautiful boy, called Adonis?”—“To

be sure,” said I, “who is ignorant of the story of Adonis, or of the

beautiful verses of Bion—

“I weep for fair Adonis—for Adonis is no more,

Dead is the fair Adonis—his beauty I deplore;

His white thigh with a tusk of white the greenwood monster tore,

And now I weep Adonis—for Adonis is no more.’”

“Well spouted,” quoth the soldier; “and with an excellent gravity: But

think you Venus never altered the burden of her ditty? Have you never

heard of Mars the blood-stained, the destroyer of men, the leveller of

city walls—nor of Anchises, the Dardan shepherd, wiser in his generation

than one who inherited both his station and his opportunity; no, nor even

of Vulcan, the cunning Artificer, the Lord of the One-eyed Hammerers, the

Lemnian, the Chain-maker, the Detector, the awkward Cup-bearer, whose

ministration, as honest Homer confesses, fills Olympus with

inextinguishable laughter. Have you heard of all these, and I take it of a

few more besides; and yet do you talk as if Venus, after the white boar’s

tusk had pierced the white thigh of her Adonis, had made no use of her

beautiful girdle, but to wipe the tears from her pretty eyes withal?—her

girdle, of which, heaven pity your memory, I know not how many blessed

ages after Adonis had fallen, the same faithful bard said,

‘In it is stored whate’er can love inspire:

In it is tender passion, warm desire,

Fond lovers’ soft and amorous intercourse;

The endearing looks and accents that can fire

The soul with passionate love’s resistless force,

’Gainst which the wisest find in wisdom no resource.’

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