We had proceeded along the street of the Suburra for a considerable space,

and were already beneath the shade of the great Temple of Isis and

Serapis, (which stands on the northern side of the Esquiline Hill, nigh

over against the Amphitheatre of Vespasian,) when, from the opposite side

of the way, we were hailed by a small party of soldiers, who, as it turned

out, had been sent from the Prætorian camp in search of Sabinus, and one

of whom had now recognized his gait and stature, notwithstanding the

obscurity of the hour. The Centurion went aside with the leader of these

men for some moments, and then informed us that it was very fortunate they

had so easily recognized him, as the business on which they had been sent

was such as did not admit of being negligently dealt with. “To-morrow,”

said he, pointing to the Amphitheatre before us, “that glorious edifice is

to be the scene of one of the grandest shows exhibited by Trajan since his

accession to the empire. It is the anniversary of the day on which he was

adopted by Nerva, and the splendour of the spectacle will be in proportion

to the gratitude and veneration with which he at all times regards the

memory of that excellent benefactor. But there are some parts of the

exhibition that I am afraid old Nerva, could he be present to behold them,

would not regard with the same feelings as his successor.” “Surely,” said

I, “the beneficent Trajan will not stain the expression of his gratitude

by any thing unworthy of himself, or that could give displeasure to

Nerva?” “Nay,” replied the Centurion, “it is not for me to talk about any

thing that Trajan chooses to do being unworthy of Trajan; but you well

know that Nerva would never suffer any of the Christians to be molested

during his reign, and now here are some of these unhappy fanatics, that

are to be compelled either to renounce their faith in the face of the

assembly to-morrow, or to die in the arena. It is to inspect the condition

of these unfortunates, who, I know not for what reason, are confined in a

dungeon below the ramparts in the vicinity of our camp, and to announce to

them the final determination of their fate, that I, as Centurion of the

night, have now been summoned. If you are curious to see the men, you are

at liberty to go with me, and I shall be obliged to you for your company.”

My curiosity having been excited in regard to the new faith and its

adherents, I was very desirous to accept of this offer. Nor did Sextus any

sooner perceive that such was my inclination, than he advised me to

gratify it, undertaking, at the same time, to satisfy his father, in case

of any inquiry, that I was in a place of safety, and under the protection

of Sabinus. With him, therefore, and with his Prætorians, I proceeded

along various streets which led us by the skirts of the Esquiline and

Viminal Hills, on to the region of the Mounds of Tarquin, over against

which, as you have heard, the great camp of those bands is situated;—if

indeed that ought of right to be called by the name of a camp, which is

itself a city of no slender dimensions, and built with great splendour of

architecture, spread out beyond the limits of Rome, for the accommodation

of that proud soldiery. There my friend took me into his chamber, and

furnished me with a cloak and helmet, that I might excite no suspicion by

accompanying him on his errand. The watch-word of the night also was given

me, _Silent faith_; and proceeding again, we shortly reached the place

where the Christians were lying.

_CHAPTER VIII._

Entering the guard-room, we found it crowded with spearmen of Sabinus’s

band, some playing at dice, others carousing jovially, many wrapt up in

their mantles, and asleep upon the floor; while a few only were sitting

beneath the porch, with their spears in their hands, and leaning upon

their bucklers. From one of these, the Centurion, having drawn him aside,

made inquiry concerning the names and condition of the prisoners, and

whether as yet they had received any intelligence as to the morrow. The

soldier, who was a grave man, well stricken in years, made answer, “that

the men were free-born and of decent estate, and that he had not heard of

any thing else being laid to their charge, excepting that which concerned

their religion. Since they have been here,” he continued, “I have been

several times set on watch over them, and twice have I lain with one of

them in his dungeon; yet have I heard no complaints from any of them, for

in all things they are patient. One of them only is to suffer

to-morrow—but for him I am especially concerned, for he was known to me of

old, having served often with me when I was a horseman in the army of

Titus, all through the war of Palestine, and at the siege of Jerusalem.”

“And of what country is he?” said Sabinus. “Is he also a Roman?” “No,

sir,” answered the spearman, “he is no Roman; but he was of a troop of the

allies that was joined often to our legion, and I have seen him bear

himself on the day of battle as well as any Roman. He is by birth a Greek

of the Syrian coast; but his mother was of the nation of the Jews.” “And

yet, although the son of a Jewess, he was with us, say you, at the siege

of Jerusalem?” “Even so,” replied the man; “and not he only, but many

others; for the Jews were divided against themselves; and of all them that

were Christians, not one abode in the city, or gave help to defend it. As

this man himself said, the oracles of the Christians, and their prophets,

had of old given warning that the city must fall into the hands of Cæsar,

by reason of the wickedness of that people; therefore, when we set our

camp against Jerusalem, these all passed out from the city, with their

wives and children, and dwelt safely in the mountainous country until the

fate was fulfilled. But some of their young men fought in our camp, and

did good service, because the place was known to them, and they had

acquaintance with all the secrets of the Rock. Of these, this man was one.

He and all his household had departed from the ancient religion of the

Jews, and were believers in the doctrines of the Christians, for which

cause he is now to suffer; and of that, although I have not spoken to him

this evening, I think he has already received some intelligence, for

certain of his friends passed in to him, and they covered their faces as

they went in, as if weeping.” “Are these friends still with him?” said

Sabinus. “Yes,” answered he, “for I must have seen them had they come

forth again. Without doubt, the two women are still with him in his

dungeon.” “Women?” quoth Sabinus; “and of what condition think you they

may be?” “That I know not,” replied the soldier; “for, as I have said,

they were muffled in their mantles. But one of them, at least, is a Roman,

for I heard her speak to him that is by the door of the dungeon.” “How

long is it,” said the Centurion, “since they went in to the prisoner?”

“More than an hour,” replied the soldier, looking at the water-clock that

stood beneath the porch; “and if they be Christians, they are not yet

about to depart, for they never separate without singing together, which

is said to be their favourite manner of worship.”

He had scarcely uttered these words, when the soldiers that were carousing

within the guard-room became silent, and we heard the voices of those that

were in the dungeon singing together in a sweet and lowly manner. “Ah,

sir!” said the old soldier, “I thought it would be even so—there is not a

spearman in the band that would not willingly watch here a whole night,

could he be sure of hearing that melody. Well do I know that soft

voice—Hear now, how she sings by herself—and there again, that deep strong

note—that is the voice of the prisoner.”

“Hush!” quoth the Centurion, “heard you ever any thing half so divine? Are

these words Greek or Syrian?” “What the words are I know not,” said the

soldier; “but I know the tune well.—I have heard it played many a night

with hautboy, clarion, and dulcimer, on the high walls of Jerusalem, while

the city was beleaguered.” “It is some old Jewish tune then,” said

Sabinus; “I knew not those barbarians had had half so much art.”

“Why, as for that, sir,” replied the man, “I have been all over Greece and

Egypt—to say nothing of Italy—and I never heard any music like that music

of the Jews. When they came down to join the battle, their trumpets

sounded so gloriously, that we wondered how it was possible for them ever

to be driven back; and then, when their gates were closed, and they sent

out to beg their dead, they would play such solemn awful notes of

lamentation, that the plunderers stood still to listen, and their warriors

were delivered to them with all their mail as they had fallen.” “And the

Christians also,” said Sabinus, “had the same tunes?” “Oh yes, sir—why,

for that matter, these very tunes may have been among them, for aught we

know, since the beginning of their nation. I have stood sentinel with this

very man, and seen the tears run down his cheeks by the star-light, when

he heard the music from the city, as the Jewish captains were going their

rounds upon the battlements.” “But this, surely,” said the Centurion, “is

no warlike melody.” “I know not,” quoth the old soldier, “whether it be or

not—but I am sure it sounds not like any music of sorrow,—and yet what

plaintive tones are in the part of that female voice!” “The bass sounds

triumphantly, in good sooth.” “Ay, sir, but that is the old man’s own

voice—I am sure he will keep a good heart to the end, even though they

should be singing their farewell to him. Well, the Emperor loses a good

soldier, the hour Tisias dies. I wish to Jupiter he had not been a

Christian, or had kept his religion to himself. But as for changing

now—you might as well think of persuading the Prince himself to be a Jew.”

“That last high strain, however,” quoth Sabinus, “has ended their singing.

Let us speak to the women as they come out; and if it be so that the man

is already aware of what is to be done to-morrow, I see not why we should

trouble him with entering his cell. He has but a few hours to live, and I

would not willingly disturb him.” “I hear them coming,” said the soldier.

“Then do you meet them,” said Sabinus, “and tell them that the Centurion

wishes to speak to them ere they go away—we will retire out of hearing of

the guard.”

With that he and I withdrew to the other side of the way, over against the

door of the prison; and we stood there waiting for the women under a

fig-tree, close by the city wall. In a few minutes two persons, arrayed as

the soldier had described, drew near to us; and one of them, without

uncovering her countenance, said,—“Master, we trust we have done no evil

in visiting the prisoners; had it been so, surely we should not have been

permitted to enter without question.”

These words were spoken in a voice tremulous, as if with grief rather than

with terror; but I could not help starting when I heard them. However, I

commanded myself, and heard in silence what Sabinus replied.—“Be not

alarmed,” said he; “there is no offence committed, for no orders have been

issued to prevent these men from seeing their friends. I sent for you, not

to find fault with what you have done, but only to ask whether this

prisoner has already been told that the Emperor has announced his

resolution concerning him, and that he must die to-morrow, in the

Amphitheatre of Vespasian, unless he renounce his superstition.”—“He knows

all,” answered the same voice; “and is prepared for all.”

“By heavens! Valerius,” whispered Sabinus; “it is no mean person that

speaks so—this is the accent and the gesture of a Roman lady.” Then

raising his voice, “In that case there is no need for my going into the

dungeon; and yet, could I hope to say any thing that might tend to make

him change his purpose, I would most gladly do so. The Emperor is as

humane as he is just, and unless when rebellious obstinacy shuts the gates

of mercy, he is the last that would consent to the shedding of any

blood.—For this Tisias, of whose history I have just been hearing

something, I am in a particular manner interested, and to save him, I wish

only I had power equal to my inclination. Is there no chance of convincing

him?”—“He is already convinced.”—“Could his friends do nothing?”—“His

friends have been with him,” said the voice.—This last sentence was spoken

so distinctly, that I knew I could no longer be mistaken; and I was on the

brink of speaking out, without thinking of the consequences that might

occur, when she that had spoken, uttered a faint cry, and dropping on her

knees before Sabinus, said,—“Oh, sir! to us also be merciful, and let us

go hence ere any one behold us!”—“Go in peace, lady,” answered the

Centurion, “and henceforth be prudent as well as kind;” and they went away

from us, and were soon lost to our sight in the windings of the street.

We stood there for some moments in silence, looking towards the place

where they disappeared. “Strange superstition,” said Sabinus; “what

heroism dwells with this madness!—you see how little these men regard

their lives;—nay, even women, and Roman women too—you see how their nature

is changed by it.”—“It is, indeed, a most strange spectacle,” said I; “but

what is to be the end of it, if this spirit become diffused widely among

the people?”—“In truth I know not,” answered the Centurion; “as yet we

have heard of few who had once embraced this faith, renouncing it out of

fear for their lives.”—“And in the days of Nero and Domitian,” said I,

“were not many hundreds of them punished even here in the capital?”—“You

are within the mark,” said he; “and not a few of those who were sent into

exile, because of their Christianity, were, as you may have heard, of no

ordinary condition. Among these there were Flavius Clemens, the Consular,

and his wife, Domitilla; both of whom I have often seen in my youth—both

relations to the family of Vespasian—whom, notwithstanding, all the

splendour of the imperial blood could not save from the common fate of

their sect. But Nerva suffered all of them to live in peace, and recalled

such as were in exile, excepting only Domitilla, whose fate has been

regretted by all men; but I suppose it was not at first judged safe to

recal her, lest any tumult should have been excited in her name, by those

that regretted (and I am sorry to say these were not a few) the wicked

license of which they had been deprived by the death of her tyrannical

kinsman, and the transition of the imperial dignity into another line. She

also with whom we have been speaking, is, I am sure, a Roman lady of

condition; and you may judge of her zeal, when you see it brings her

hither at midnight, to mingle tears and prayers with those of an obscure

Asiatic. Did you observe, that the other female both walked and stood

behind her.”

“I observed all this,” answered I. But little did Sabinus suspect that I

had observed so much more than himself had done. Before parting from him,

I said I should still be gratified with being permitted to see the

prisoner; and although he declined entering himself, he accordingly gave

command that the door of his dungeon should be opened for me, requesting

me, at the same time, to refrain from saying any thing more than was

necessary for the explaining the apparent purpose of my visit,—the

communication, namely, of Trajan’s decree.

The Centurion withdrew to his camp; and the same old spearman with whom we

had conversed at the Porch, carried a torch in his hand, and shewed me the

way into the dungeon.

Between the first door and the second, which appeared to be almost

entirely formed of iron, there intervened a few broad steps of mason-work;

and upon the lowest of these, I stood waiting till he should open the

inner door. Several keys were applied before he discovered the right one;

but at last the heavy door swung away from before him so speedily, that

the air, rushing out of the vault, extinguished the torch; insomuch, that

we had no light excepting that which streamed from an aperture high up in

the wall of the dungeon itself; a feeble ray of star-light alone—for the

moon had, long ere this time, been gone down—which, nevertheless, sufficed

to shew us to the prisoner, although we at first could see nothing of him.

“Soldiers,” said the old man, in a voice of perfect calmness, “for what

reason are you come?”—“We come,” said my companion, “by command of the

Centurion, to inform you of things which we would willingly not have to

tell—To-morrow Trajan opens the Amphitheatre of Vespasian.”—“My comrade,”

said the prisoner, “is it your voice I hear? I knew all this already; and

you know of old that I fear not the face of death.”—“I know well, Tisias,

you fear not death; yet why, when there is no need, should you cast away

life? Think well, I beseech you, and reserve yourself for a better

day.”—“The dawn of that better day, Romans, already begins to open upon my

eyes. I see the east red with the promise of its brightness. Would you

have me tarry in darkness, when I am invited to walk forth into the

light?”—“Your words rejoice me,” answered the spearman; “and I am sure all

will rejoice in hearing that you have at length come to think thus—Trajan

himself will rejoice. You have but to say the word, and you are

free,”—“You mean kindly,” said the old man, rising from his pallet, and

walking towards us as far as his fetters permitted; “but you are much

mistaken—I have but to keep silence, and I am free.”—“Alas! what mean you?

Do you know what you say? You must worship the gods in the morning, else

you die.”—“Evening, and morning, and for ever, I must worship the God that

made heaven and earth. If I bow down to the idols of Trajan, I buy the

life of a day at the price of death everlasting. Tempt me not in your

kindness: I fell once. Great God, preserve me from falling! I have bade

farewell to my friends already. Leave me to spend these few hours by

myself.—Leave me to prepare the flesh for that from which the spirit

shrinks not.” So saying, he extended his hand to the spearman, and the two

old men embraced each other before me.

“Prisoner,” said I, “if there be any thing in which we can serve you,

command our aid. We have already done our duty; if we can also do any

thing that may give ease to your mind now, or comfort to your kindred, you

have but to speak.”—“Sir,” replied he, “I see by the eagle wings on your

helmet, that you are one in authority, and I hear by your voice that you

are young. There is a certain thing, concerning which I had some purpose

to speak to this old brother.”—“Speak with confidence,” said I; “although

I am a Roman, and bear all loyalty to Cæsar, yet this Prætorian helmet is

not mine, and I have but assumed it for the sake of having access to your

prison. I am no soldier of Trajan: Whatever I can do for you without harm

to others, speak, and I will do it. I will swear to you——” “Nay, sir,”

said he, “swear not—mock not the God of heaven, by invoking idol or

demon—I believe your word—but, since you will hear, there is no need why

any other should be witness to my request.”—“I will retire,” said the

other, “and keep watch at the door. I am but a poor spearman, and this

young patrician can do more than I.”—“Be it so,” said the prisoner, a

second time embracing him; “I would not willingly expose you to any

needless danger; and yet I see not what danger there is in all that I have

to ask.”

With this the spearman withdrew; and being left alone with Tisias, I took

his hand, and sitting down beside him on his pallet, shortly explained to

him the circumstances under which I had come thither.

“Young sir,” said he, “I know not what is about the sound of your voice,

and the frankness of your demeanour, that makes me feel confidence enough

to intrust you with a certain thing, which concerns not myself, nor any

hope of mine, for that were little—but the interests of one that is far

dearer to me than I can express, and who, I hope, will live many happy

days upon earth, after I shall have sealed my belief in the message of

God, by blood that has of old been exposed a thousand times to all mortal

perils, for the sake of worthless things. But a very short while ago, and

I might have executed this thing for myself; but weakness overcame me at

the moment of parting.”

“If it be any thing which you would have me convey to any one, say where I

may find the person,” said I, “and be assured I shall deliver it in

safety.”

“Sir,” he proceeded, “I have here with me certain writings, which I have

carried for these twenty years continually in my bosom. Among these, is

one of the sacred books of the faith for which I am to die, and I would

fain have it placed in the hands of one to whom I know it will be dearest

of all for the sake of that which it contains; but, I hope, dear also for

the sake of him that bequeaths it. Will you seek out a certain Roman lady,

and undertake to give into her own hands, in secret, the scroll which I

shall give you?”—“I will do my endeavour,” said I; “and if I cannot find

means to execute your command, I shall destroy the book with my own hands

before I quit Rome—for my stay here is uncertain.”—“If you cannot find

means to do what I ask safely,” he replied, “I do not bid you destroy the

book—_that_ is yours to do with as it shall seem good to you—but I conjure

you to read it before you throw it away. Nay, even as it is, I conjure you

to read it before you seek to give it to her whose name I shall

mention.”—“Old man,” said I, “almost I believe that I already know her

name, and more besides. If it be so that I have conjectured aright, be

assured that all you ask shall be fulfilled to the letter; be assured

also, that I would die with you to-morrow, rather than live to be the

cause or instrument of any evil thing to her that but now visited you in

your dungeon.”—“Alas!” cried the old man, starting up, “lay not this also,

O Lord! upon my head. Let the old bear witness—but let the young be

spared, to serve thee in happier years upon the earth!”—“Be not afraid,”

said I, “if it was Athanasia, no one suspected it but myself; and I have

already told you that I would die rather than bring evil upon her head.”

“Yes,” he answered, after a pause—“it was, indeed, Athanasia. Who is it

but she that would have left the halls of nobles, and the couches of

peace, to breathe at midnight the air of a dungeon, that she might solace

the last moments of a poor man, and, save the bond of Christ, a stranger!

But if you have known her before, and spoken with her before, then surely

she must indeed be safe in your hands. You know where she dwells—that I

myself know not. Here is the scroll, from which that noble maiden has

heard my humble voice essay to expound the words of eternal life. I charge

you to approach her with reverence, and give into her own hands my dying

bequest; yet, as I have said, deliver it not to her till you have yourself

read what it contains.”—“Christian,” said I, placing the writing in my

bosom, “have no fear—I will read your book, and ere two nights have gone

over my head, I shall find means to place it in the hands of Athanasia;

and now, farewell.”—“Nay, not yet for the last time. Will you not come in

the morning, and behold the death of a Christian?”—“Alas!” said I, “what

will it avail that I should witness the shedding of your blood? The Prince

may have reason to regard you as an offender against the state; but I have

spoken with you in your solitude, and know that your heart is noble. Would

to Heaven, that by going thither I could avert your fate!”—“Methinks,

sir,” he replied, “it may be weakness—but yet methinks it would give me

some farther comfort in my death, to know that there was at least one

Roman there, who would not see me die without pity; and besides I must

have you constrain yourself, that you may be able to carry the tidings of

my departure. Her prayers will be with me, but not her eyes. You must tell

Athanasia the manner of my death.”—“For that cause,” said I, “I will

constrain myself, and be present in the Amphitheatre.”—“Then, farewell,”

said he; “——and yet go not. In whatsoever faith you live,—in whatsoever

faith you die, the blessing of an old man and a Christian can do you no

harm.” So saying, the old man stood up, and leaning his hand on my head as

I sat, pronounced over me a blessing which I never shall forget. “The Lord

bless thee—the Lord enlighten thy darkness—the Lord plant his seed in thy

kind heart—the Lord give thee also to die the death of a Christian!”

When he had said so, he sat down again; and I departed greatly oppressed

in spirit, yet feeling, I know not how or why, as I would rather have lost

many merry days, than that dark and sorrowful hour. The soldiers in the

guard-room were so much engaged in their different occupations, that they

heeded me not as, dropping my borrowed habiliments, I stept silently to

the gate; and I was soon out of sight of their flaming watch-fires, and

far from the sounds of their noisy mirth.

_CHAPTER IX._

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