IV

Jason Philip Schimmelweis had been obliged to give up his house by the

museum bridge. He could not pay the rent; his business was ruined. By a

mere coincident it came about that the house on the Corn Market had a

cheap apartment that was vacant, and he took it. It was the same house

in which he lived when he made so much money twenty years ago.

Was Jason Philip no longer in touch with modern business methods? Had he

become too old and infirm to make the public hungry for literary

nourishment? Were his advertisements without allurement, his baits

without scent? No one felt inclined to buy expensive lexicons and

editions de luxe on the instalment plan. The rich old fellows with a

nose for dubious reading matter never came around any more. Jason Philip

had become a dilatory debtor; the publishers no longer gave him books on

approval; he was placed on the black list.

He took to abusing modern writers, contending that it was no wonder that

the writing of books was left exclusively to good-for-nothing subjects

of the Empire, for the whole nation was suffering from cerebral atrophy.

But his reasoning was of no avail; his business collapse was imminent;

in a jiffy it was a hard reality. A man by the name of Rindskopf bought

his stock and furnishings at brokers' prices, and the firm of Jason

Philip Schimmelweis had ceased to exist.

In his distress Jason Philip appealed to the Liberal party. He boasted

of his friendship with the former leader of the party, Baron von

Auffenberg, but this only made matters worse: one renegade was depending

upon the support of another. This was natural: birds of a feather flock

together.

Then he went to the Masons, and began to feel around for their help; he

tried to be made a member of one of the better lodges. He was given to

understand that there was some doubt as to the loyalty of his

convictions, with the result that the Masons would have none of him.

For some time he found actual difficulty in earning his daily bread. He

had resigned his position with the Prudentia Insurance Company long ago.

Ever since a certain interpellation in the Reichstag and a long lawsuit

in which the Prudentia became involved, and which was decided in favour

of its opponents, the standing of the company had suffered irreparably.

Jason Philip had no other choice: he had to go back to bookbinding; he

had to return to pasting, cutting, and folding. He returned in the

evening of his life, downcast, impoverished, and embittered, to the

position from which he had started as an ambitious, resourceful,

stout-hearted, and self-assured man years ago. His eloquence had proved

of no avail, his cunning had not helped him, nor his change of political

conviction, nor his familiarity with the favourable turns of the market,

nor his speculations. He had never believed that the order of things in

the world about him was just and righteous, neither as a Socialist nor

as a Liberal. And now he was convinced that it was impossible to write a

motto on the basis of business principles that would be fit material for

a copy book in a kindergarten.

Willibald was still the same efficient clerk. Markus had got a job in a

furniture store, where he spent his leisure hours studying Volapuek,

convinced as he was that all the nations of the earth would soon be

using this great fraternal tongue.

Theresa moved into the house on the Corn Market with as much peace and

placidity as if she had been anticipating such a change for years. There

was a bay window in the house, and by this she sat when her work in the

kitchen was done, knitting socks for her sons. At times she would

scratch her grey head with her knitting needle, at times she would reach

over and take a sip of cold, unsugared coffee, a small pot of which she

always kept by her side. Hers was the most depressed face then known to

the human family; hers were the horniest, wrinkliest peasant hands that

formed part of any citizen of the City of Nuremberg.

She thought without ceasing of all that nice money that had passed

through her hands during the two decades she had stood behind the

counter of the establishment in the Plobenhof Street.

She tried to imagine where all the money had gone, who was using it now,

and who was being tormented by it. For she was rid of it, and in the

bottom of her heart she was glad that she no longer had it.

One day Jason Philip came rushing from his workshop into her room. He

had a newspaper in his hand; his face was radiant with joy. "At last, my

dear, at last! I have been avenged. Jason Philip Schimmelweis was after

all a good prophet. Well, what do you say?" he continued, as Theresa

looked at him without any noticeable display of curiosity, "what do you

say? I'll bet you can't guess. No, you will never be able to guess

what's happened; it's too much for a woman's brain." He mounted a chair,

held the paper in his hand as if it were the flag of his country, waved

it, and shouted: "Bismarck is done for! He's got to go. The Kaiser hates

him! Now let come what may, I have not lived in vain."

Jason Philip had the feeling that it was due to his efforts that the

reins of government had been snatched from the hands of the Iron

Chancellor. His satisfaction found expression in blatancy and in actions

that were thoroughly at odds with a man of his age. He held up his

acquaintances on the street, and demanded that they offer him their

congratulations. He went to his favourite cafe, and ordered a barrel of

beer for the rejuvenation of his friends. He delivered an oration,

spiced with all the forms of sarcasm known to the art of cheap politics

and embellished with innumerable popular phrases, explaining why he

regarded this as the happiest day of his eventful life.

He said: "If fate were to do me the favour of allowing me to stand face

to face with this menace to public institutions, this unscrupulous

tyrant, I would not, believe me, mince matters in the slightest: I would

tell him things no mortal man has thus far dared say to him."

Several months passed by. Bismarck, then staying at his country place in

Sachsenwald and quarrelling with his lot, decided to visit Munich. There

was tremendous excitement in Nuremberg when it was learned that he would

pass through the city at such and such an hour.

Everybody wanted to see him, young and old, aristocrats and humble folk.

Early in the morning the whole city seemed to be on its feet, making its

way in dense crowds out through the King's Gate.

This was a drama in which Jason Philip had to play his part: without him

it would be incomplete. "To look into the eyes of a tiger whose claws

have been chopped off and whose teeth have been knocked out is a

pleasure and a satisfaction that my mother's son dare not forego," said

he.

His elbows stood him in good stead. When the train pulled into the

station, our rebel was standing in the front row, having pushed his way

through the seemingly impenetrable mass of humanity.

The train stopped for a few minutes. The Iron Chancellor left his

carriage amid deafening hurrahs from the assembled multitude. He shook

hands with the Mayor and a few high-ranking army officers.

Jason Philip never budged. It never occurred to him to shout his own

hurrah. An acidulous smile played around his mouth, his white beard

quivered when he dropped the corners of his lips in satanic glee. It

never occurred to him to take off his hat, despite the threatening

protests all too audible round about him. "I am consistent, my dear

Bismarck, I am incorruptible," he thought to himself.

And yet--the satisfaction which we have described as satanic seemed

somehow or other to be ill founded: it was in such marked contrast to

the general enthusiasm. What had possessed this imbecile pack? Why was

it raging? It saw the enemy, the hangman, right there before it, immune

to the law, dressed in civilian clothes, and yet it was acting as though

the Messiah had come to town on an extra train!

Jason Philip had the feeling that Bismarck was looking straight at him.

He fancied that the fearfully tall man with the unusually small head and

the enormously blue eyes had taken offence at his silence. He feared

some one had told him all about his political beliefs.

The scornful smile died away. Jason Philip detected a lukewarm impotency

creeping over his body. The sweat of solicitude trickled down across his

forehead. Involuntarily he kneed his way closer to the edge of the

platform, threw out his chest, jerked his hat from his head, opened his

mouth, and cried: "Hurrah!"

He cried hurrah. The Prince turned his face from him, and looked in

another direction.

But Jason Philip had cried hurrah.

He sneaked home shaking with shame. He drew his slippers, "For the tired

Man--Consolation," on his feet. They had become quite worn in the course

of his tempestuous life. He lay down on the sofa with his face to the

wall, his back to the window and against the world.

V

Daniel had been in Berlin for weeks. He had been living a lonely life on

the east side of the gigantic city. One of the managers of Philander and

Sons came to see him. He returned the call, and in the course of two

hours he was surrounded, contrary to his own will, by a veritable swarm

of composers, directors, virtuosos, and musical critics.

Some had heard of him; to them he appeared to be a remarkable man. They

threw out their nets to catch him, but he slipped through the meshes.

Unprepared, however, as he was for their schemes, he could not help

being caught in time. He had to give an account of himself, to unveil

himself. He found himself under obligations, interested, and so forth,

but in the end they could not prevail against him: he simply passed

through them.

They laughed at his dialect and his rudeness. What drew them to him was

his self-respect; what annoyed them was his secretiveness; what they

found odd about him was the fact that, try as they might to associate

with him, he would disappear entirely from them for months at a time.

A divorced young woman, a Jewess by the name of Regina Sussmann, fell in

love with him. She recognised in Daniel an elemental nature. The more he

avoided her the more persistent she became. At times it made him feel

good to come once again into intimate association with a woman, to hear

her bright voice, her step more delicate, her breathing more ardent than

that of men. But he could not trust Regina Sussmann; she seemed to know

too much. There was nothing of the plant-like about her, and without

that characteristic any woman appealed to him as being unformed and

uncultured.

One winter day she came to see him in his barren hall room in Greifswald

Street. She sat down at the piano and began to improvise. At first it

was all like a haze to him. Suddenly he was struck by her playing. What

he heard made a half disagreeable, half painful impression on him. He

seemed to be familiar with the piece. She was playing motifs from his

quartette, his "Eleanore Quartette" as he had called it. It came out

that Regina Sussmann had been present at the concert given in Leipzig

three years ago when the quartette was performed.

After a painful pause Regina began to ask some questions that cut him to

the very heart. She wanted to know what relation, if any, the

composition bore to actual life. She was trying to lift the veil from

his unknown fate. He thrust her from him. Then he felt sorry for her: he

began to speak, with some hesitation, of his symphony. There was

something bewitching, enchanting in the woman's passionate silence and

sympathy. He lost himself, forgot himself, disclosed his heart. He built

up the work in words before her, pictured the seven movements like seven

stairs in the tower of a temple, a glorious promenade in the upper

spheres, a tragic storm with tragically cheerful pauses of memory and

meditation, all accompanied by laughing genii that adorned and crowned

the pillars of the structure of his dreams.

He went to the piano, began playing the melancholy leading motif and the

two subsidiary themes, counterpointed them, ran into lofty crescendos,

introduced variations, modulated and sang at the same time. The pupils

of his eyes became distended until they shone behind his glasses like

seas of green fire. Regina Sussmann fell on her knees by the piano. It

may be that she was so affected by his playing that she could not act

otherwise; and it may be that she wished thereby to give him visible

proof of her respect and adoration. All of a sudden the woman became

repulsive to him. The unleashed longing of her eyes filled him with

disgust. Her kneeling position appealed to him as a gesture of mockery

and ridicule: a memory had been desecrated. He sprang to his feet and

rushed out of the room, leaving her behind and quite alone. He never

said a word; he merely bit his lips in anger and left. When he came back

home late that night, he was afraid he might meet her again; but she was

not there. Only a letter lay on the table by the lamp.

She wrote that she had understood him; that she understood he had been

living in the past as if in an impregnable fortress, surrounded by

shadows that were not to be dispelled or disturbed by the presumption of

any living human being. She remarked that she had neither intention nor

desire to encroach upon his peace of mind, that she was merely concerned

for his future, and was wondering how he would fight down his hunger of

body and soul.

"Shameless wretch," cried Daniel, "a spy and a woman!"

She remarked, with almost perverse humility, that she had recognised his

greatness, that he was the genius she had been waiting for, and that her

one desire was to serve him. That is, she wished to serve him at a

distance, seeing that he could not endure her presence. She implored him

to grant her this poor privilege, not merely for his own sake, but for

the sake of humanity as well.

Daniel threw the letter in the stove. In the night he woke up with a

burning desire for delicate contact with an untouched woman. He dreamed

of a smile on the face of a seventeen-year-old girl innocently playing

around him--and shuddered at himself and the thought of himself.

Shortly after this he went to Dresden, where he had some work to do in

the Royal library.

People came to him anxious to place themselves at his service. Many

signs told him that Regina Sussmann was making fervent propaganda for

him.

One day he received a letter from a musical society in Magdeburg, asking

him to give a concert there. He hesitated for a long while, and then

agreed to accede to their wish. Outwardly it could not be called an

unusually successful evening, but his auditors felt his power. People

with the thinnest smattering of music forgot themselves and became

infatuated with his arms and his eyes. An uncertain, undetermined

happiness which he brought to the hearts of real musicians carried him

further along on his career. For two successive winters he directed

concerts in the provincial towns of North Germany. He was the first to

accustom the people to strictly classical programmes. It is rare that

the first in any enterprise of this kind reaps the gratitude of those

who pay to hear him. Had he not desisted with such Puritanical severity

from feeding the people on popular songs, opera selections, and

favourite melodies, his activity would have been much better rewarded.

As it was, his name was mentioned with respect, but he passed through

the streets unacclaimed.

Regina Sussmann was always on hand when he gave a concert. He knew it,

even if he did not see her. At times he caught sight of her sitting in

the front row. She never approached him. Articles redolent with

adulation appeared in the papers about him: it was manifest that she had

been influential in having them written. Once he met her on the steps of

a hotel. She stopped and cast her eyes to the ground; she was pale. He

passed by her. Again he was filled with longing to come into intimate

contact with an untouched woman. Was his heart already hungry, as she

had predicted? He bit his lips, and worked throughout the whole night.

He felt that he was being fearfully endangered by the prosy insipidity

of the age and the world he was living in. But could he not escape the

terrors of such without having recourse to a woman? The shadows receded,

enveloped in sorrow, Gertrude and Eleanore, wrapped in the embrace of

sisters.

"Don't!" they cried. He saw at once that his provincial concerts were

leading him to false goals, enflaming false ambitions, robbing him of

his strength. He no longer found it possible to endure the sight of

brilliantly lighted halls, and the over-dressed people who came empty

and left untransformed. It all seemed to him like a lie. He desisted; he

threw it all overboard just as the temptation was strongest, just as the

Berlin Philharmonic invited him to give a concert of his own works in

its hall.

He had suddenly disappeared. In less than three months his name had

become a saga.

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