Chapter 8

As they stepped quickly along in the dark, they tried to piece together

the chronology of the late afternoon for Knapp and decided that this

tragic ending to his feeble life must have come even before he could

have seen his wife to tell her of his dismissal from the store. “I’m so

glad of _that_!” said Nell Willing, softly. “Now she need never know.”

Her husband gave a hearty inward assent. It was the devil anyhow to be

so intimately concerned in other people’s lives as an employer was.

They found the little house alight from top to bottom, and full of

people, whispering, moving about restlessly and foolishly, starting

and turning their heads at any noise from upstairs. An old woman, who

said she was the Knapps’ next-door neighbor and most intimate friend,

stopped crying long enough to tell them in a loud whisper that the

doctor said Mr. Knapp was still alive, but unconscious, and dying from

an injury to the spine. The children, she said, had been taken away

by a sort of relative, Mrs. Mattie Farnham, who would keep them till

the funeral. Asked about Mrs. Knapp, she replied that Mrs. Knapp was

with the doctor and her dying husband and was, as always, a marvel of

self-possession and calm. “As long as there’s anything to do, Mrs.

Knapp will be right there to do it,” she said. “She’s a wonderful

woman, Mrs. Knapp is.”

The Willings sat for a time, awkwardly waiting, with the other people

awkwardly waiting, and then went away, leaving behind them a card on

which Jerome had penciled the request to be allowed to be useful in

any way possible “to the family of a highly respected member of the

Emporium staff.”

As they walked home through the darkness, they exchanged impressions.

“That old neighbor’s head is just like a snake’s, didn’t you think?”

said Jerome.

“She seemed very sympathetic, I thought,” said Nell extenuatingly.

“She did seem to think a lot of Mrs. Knapp,” admitted Jerome.

“All the women in St. Peter’s do,” said Nell. “Mrs. Prouty says she

doesn’t know what they would do in parish work if it weren’t for Mrs.

Knapp. She’s one of the _workers_, you know. And a good headpiece too.”

“I imagine she’s had to develop those qualities or starve to death,”

conjectured Jerome, forgetting for an instant that the man he was

criticizing lay at the point of death.

The memory of this kept them silent for a moment and then Nell asked,

“Did you notice that living-room?”

“You bet your life I did,” said her husband with a lively professional

interest. “The only living-room I’ve seen in this town that had any

style to it. Did you see that sofa? And those curtains?”

“They say she’s a wonderful housekeeper. The kind who stays right at

home and sticks to her job. You never see her out except at church.”

“No, I don’t believe I’ve ever laid eyes on her,” said Jerome.

“And people are always talking about how beautifully her children are

brought up. With real manners, you know. And such perfect ways at

table. How _do_ you suppose she does it?”

“What _did_ she ever see in Knapp?” Jerome cast out the age-old

question with the invariable, ever-fresh accent of amazement which

belongs with it.

“Oh, they married very young,” said thirty-year-old Mrs. Willing

wisely. “I believe he hadn’t finished his course at the State

University. He was specializing in English literature.”

“He _would_!” ejaculated Jerome, pregnantly.

His wife laughed. And then they both remembered again that the man was

dying.

When they heard through Dr. Merritt that poor Lester Knapp would not

die but would be a bed-ridden invalid, a dead-weight on his wife, the

Willings along with everybody else in town were aghast at the fatal way

in which bad luck seems to heap up on certain unfortunate beings.

“That poor wife of his! What has she ever done to deserve such a tragic

life!” cried young Mrs. Willing pityingly.

“For the Lord’s sake, what’s going to keep them from being dependent on

public charity?” thought Jerome, apprehensively.

He sent up to the house with a tactfully worded letter a check for

a hundred dollars, saying he thought the store was under a real

obligation to its faithful employee of long standing. “But,” he

thought, “you can’t keep that sort of help up forever.”

“I needn’t have worried!” he told himself the next morning, when

he found his check returned with a short, well-written expression

of thanks, but of unwillingness to accept help which could only be

temporary. “We shall have to manage, somehow, sooner or later,”

the letter ran. It was signed Evangeline Knapp. “What a fool name,

Evangeline!” thought the young merchant, somewhat nettled by the

episode.

After this he was away on a buying expedition that lasted longer than

he intended, and when he came home they had a set-to with leaking

steam-pipes in the store. He thought nothing more of the Knapps till,

meeting Dr. Merritt on the street, he remembered to ask for news. Knapp

was better now, he heard, suffering less atrociously, with periods of

several hours of relative quiet. There had been no actual fracture of

the spinal bones, but the spinal cord seemed affected, probably serious

effusion of blood within the spinal canal, with terrible nervous shock.

How doctors do run on about their cases if you get them started! Mr.

Willing cut short any more of this sort of medical lingo by asking to

be told in plain terms if the man would ever walk again.

“Probably not,” said Dr. Merritt, “though he will reach the wheel-chair

stage and perhaps even crutches. Still, you never can be sure....

But he is not a robust man, you know. I told you about his obstinate

dyspepsia. I never saw a worse case.”

Mr. Willing’s healthy satisfied face expressed the silent disgust of

a strong, successful man for a weak and unsuccessful one. “What in

hell are they going to _do_?” he inquired. He added, blamingly, “Three

children! Lord!”

Dr. Merritt found nothing to answer and went on, looking grave. He had

helped all three children into the world, had worn himself out over the

two older ones in their constantly recurring maladies, and felt for

them the tenderness and affection we have for those who have given us

much anxiety.

* * * * *

Jerome Willing was sitting at his office-desk, but he was not working.

He was dreaming. Into the quiet of his office filtered a hum of

activity exquisite to his ears, the clicking of billing-machines,

the whirr of parcel-carriers, the sound of customers’ voices, buying

merchandise. Out there the store was smoothly functioning, supplying

modern civilization to ten thousand men and women. And it was _his_

store! Not only did he reap the profit--that was a small part of his

pleasure. It was his personality which gave all those people the

opportunity to satisfy their needs, that was educating them to desire

better things. He called that a pretty fine way of doing your share in

raising the American standard of living. It was a whale of a job to get

it into shape, too. What a mess the business had got into during the

stagnant passivity of the last ten years of poor Uncle Charley’s life.

It was a wonder that so much as four walls and a roof were left.

Well, that just showed what an unheard-of favorable position it had,

the old store. It hung on and kept alive like a rugged old lilac bush

that you’d tried to cut down. What wouldn’t it do, now that it had

somebody to water it and enrich it--somebody who cared more about it

than about anything else in the world? And somebody who had the right

training, the right experience and information to do the job. That was

what had struck him most forcibly during the last six months, when he

had been walking round and round his new work, getting ready to take

hold of it. He saw that there was wonderful opportunity not only for

him, but just as wonderful for the store. And to take advantage of it

every scrap of his knowledge of business would come in, all that he

had picked up at trade conventions, what he’d learned out of books on

administration, above all, every hour of experience. Yes, every one,

from his first bewildered week as a salesman to the later years of the

intoxicating battle of personalities in the Market, when on his weekly

buying trips to New York, he had gone the round of the wholesalers,

comparing values, noting styles, making shrewdly hidden calculations,

keeping an inscrutable face before exquisite things that made him cry

out inwardly with admiration, misleading buyers from other stores,

keeping his own counsel, feeling his wits moving swiftly about inside

his skull with the smooth, powerful purr of a high-class motor. If he

could do all that just to be in the game, just to measure up to other

buyers, what couldn’t he do now!

What a half-year he had had! What a wonderful time he and Nell had

put in together in this period of waiting and preparation. No matter

how fine the realization might be, he was old enough to know that

nothing could ever be for them like this period of creative planning

when, moving around his problem, he had studied it, concentrated on it

and felt that he had the solution in his own brain and personality.

It fitted him! It was his work! It was like something in a book,

like a missionary going out into the field, like a prophet looking

beyond the veil of the present. Yes, that was what it was--he looked

through to the future, right past what was there, the little halting

one-horse affair, with its meager force of employees, so many of them

superannuated, others of good stuff, but in the wrong places, all of

them untrained and uninformed, dull, listless, bored, without a notion

of what a fascinating job they had. He had looked through them and had

seen the store he meant to have by the time he was forty-five; for he

knew enough to look far ahead, to take his time, to build slowly and

surely. There it stood, almost as plain to his eye as the poor thing

that now took its place. He saw a big, shining-windowed building, the

best in all that part of the state, with eighty or a hundred employees,

trained, alert, on their toes, sure of their jobs, earning big money,

developing themselves, full of personality and zip, as people can be

only when they are in work they’re meant for and have been trained for.

It would never be what a man from the city would call a _big_ business.

He never wanted it so big that he couldn’t keep his hand on it all. It

would be _his_ business, rather than a big one. But at that, he saw

now, especially with Nell getting a salary for doing the advertising,

it would bring them in more income than anybody else in town dreamed of

having. They could live as they pleased as far as spending went. Not

that that was the important part,--but still a very agreeable one.

He was sure of all this, sure! By God, he couldn’t fail! The cards were

stacked for him. A prosperous town, just the right size; good-will and

a monopoly of trade that ran back for forty years; no big city within

fifty miles--why, even the trains providentially ran at hours that were

inconvenient for people who wished to go to the city to shop. And no

rivals worth mentioning; nobody he couldn’t put out of business inside

ten years. He thought again, as he had so many times, how miraculous

it was that in the ten years since Uncle Charley had lost his grip, no

Jew merchant had cut in to snatch the rich heart out of the situation.

Nobody could do that now. He had the jump on the world.

With half-shut eyes he let himself bask for a few minutes in this

glorious vision; then, picking up his hat and overcoat he left the

office and, alert to every impression behind his pleasant mask of

affability, moved down between household linens and silk goods to the

front door and stepped out into the street. He had seen out of the tail

of his eye how that Boardman girl was making a mess of showing lining

silks to a customer, and made a mental note to call in Miss Atkinson,

the floor superintendent, and tell her to give the girl a lesson or two

on draping silks as you showed them and making sure that the price-tag

was where the customer could get the price without having to ask for it.

He was really on his way to the bank, but as he stood in the front

door, he saw that McCarthy was dressing a window for the sporting-goods

department and decided to go across the street to look at it. Jerome

was convinced that window-dressers never back far enough off from

their work, never get the total effect. Like everybody else they lose

themselves in details. He stepped across to the opposite side of the

street and stood there, mingling with the other passers-by.

As he looked back towards the store, he noticed a tall woman coming

rapidly down the street. His eye was taken at once by the quality of

her gait. He sometimes thought that he judged people more by the way

they walked than by any other standard. He always managed to get a

would-be employee to walk across the room before taking her on. This

tall, dark-haired woman in the well-made dark coat had just the sort

of step he liked to see, vigorous and swift, and yet unhurried. He

wondered who she was.

He saw her slow her pace as she approached the store and stand for

a moment looking in at McCarthy fussing with his baseball bats and

bicycle-lamps. She really looked at him, too, as few people ever look

at anything, as if she were thinking about what she was looking at,

and not about something in her own head. He had a good view of her

face now, a big-featured, plain face that looked as though she might

be bad-tempered but had plenty of motive-power. She was perhaps forty

years old. He wondered what she was thinking about McCarthy.

She turned into the store now. Oh, she was a customer. Well, she was

one they wanted to give satisfaction to. He stepped back across the

street and into the store to make sure that the salesperson to whom

she addressed herself was attentive. But she was nowhere to be seen.

Perhaps she had gone directly upstairs.

He went along the aisle, casting as he went that instinctively

attentive look of his on the notions and ribbons, and up the stairs to

the mezzanine floor where his office was. He meant to leave his hat and

coat there and go on in search of the new customer. He heard a woman’s

voice inside the accounting-room saying, “Will you tell me, please,

where Mr. Willing’s office is.”

He knew in a moment, without seeing her, that the voice belonged to the

woman he had seen. That was the kind of voice she _would_ have.

“This is Mr. Willing,” he said, coming into the accounting-room behind

her. “Won’t you come with me?”

Arrived in his office, she took the chair to which he motioned her and

said at once, in a voice which he divined to be more tense than usual,

“This is Mrs. Lester Knapp, Mr. Willing. You said, you remember....

You wrote on a card that you would do something to help us. I thought

perhaps you could let me try to fill my husband’s place. We need the

money very much. I would do my best to learn.”

Mr. Willing had the sure prescience of a man whose antennæ are always

sensitive to what concerns his own affairs. He had an intuition that

something important was happening and drew himself hastily together to

get the best out of it for the business. First of all, to make talk and

have a chance to observe her, he expressed his generous sympathy and

asked in detail about poor Knapp. He assured her that he was more than

willing to help her in any way to reconstruct their home-life and said

he was in no doubt whatever that they could find a place for her in the

business, though not in Mr. Knapp’s old place. “That office is entirely

reorganized and there are no vacancies. But in the sales department,

Mrs. Knapp. There are always opportunities there. And for any one with

a knack for the work, much better pay. Of course, like all beginners,

you would have to begin at the bottom and learn the business.”

She answered in a trembling voice, with an eagerness he found pitiful,

that she was quite willing to start anyhow, do anything, for a chance

to earn.

He guessed that she had been horribly afraid of him, had heard perhaps

from her husband that he was hard and cold, had dreaded the interview,

and was now shaken by the extremity of her relief. He liked the gallant

way she had swung straight into what she had feared.

To give her time to recover her self-control, he turned away from her

and fumbled for a moment in his drawer to get out an employment blank,

and then, as he held it in his hand and looked at its complicated

questions, he realized that it was another of the big-city devices that

did not hit his present situation. It would be foolish to give it to

this woman, with its big-city rigmarole of inquiry,--“Give the last

three places you worked; the address in full of last three employers;

what was your position; reason for leaving,” etc., etc. He put it back

in the drawer and instead asked the question to which he already knew

the answer, “You have, I suppose, had no experience at all in business?”

But after all, he did not know the answer, it seemed, for she said,

“Oh, yes, before I was married. My father keeps the biggest store in

Brandville, up in the northern part of the state. It’s only a general

store of course. Brandville is a small place. But I used to help him

always. I liked it. And Father always made a good thing out of the

business.”

Jerome was delighted, “Why, that’s the best sort of training,” he told

her. “I always maintain that country-store methods are the ideal: where

you know every customer personally, and all about their tastes and

needs and pocketbooks. Did you really work there? Sell goods?”

“Yes, indeed. From the time I was a little girl--after school in

the afternoons and in vacation time. Father had a special little

step-ladder made for me so that I could carry it around and climb up

to the shelves. I am the only child, you know. Father was proud that I

liked to work with him.”

The vivid expression of her face as she told him of this childhood

memory made Jerome Willing wonder that he could have thought she looked

bad tempered. She looked like a live wire, that was all. And they

never, in the nature of things, looked like feather beds.

“Well ...” he said, to give himself time to think. “Well....” He pulled

an official-looking loose-leafed book over to him and began looking

through it as though its contents had some connection with placing

the applicant before him. But as a matter of fact the book contained

nothing but some of his old reports from the Burnham days. He was

turning over in his mind the best way to handle the situation. Should

he put her in a slow-moving department like furniture or jewelry till

she got used to things? That was the safe, conservative way. But he

didn’t believe in the safe and conservative if a chance to move faster

looked good. And at that it wouldn’t be much of a chance. If she didn’t

pan out, he could move her back into the table linen, and no harm done.

He looked at her keenly to see the effect of his announcement. “I

believe the thing for you,” he said, “is the Ladies’ Cloak-and-Suit

department. I can put you right in as stock-girl till you get the

hang of things. I always think stock-girl work is the finest sort of

training for salesmanship.”

He saw by her expression that she did not know what a stock-girl was,

that she did not realize what a privilege it was to be put at once in

the coveted Cloak-and-Suits. But she rose at once. He liked the way

she stood up, with one thrust of her powerful body. That was the way he

liked to have salespeople get up, alertly, when a customer came in. It

expressed willingness to serve and strength to give good service. The

sale was half made, right there, he told his salespeople.

“I could go to work to-day,” she said. “I didn’t know ... I hoped ...

perhaps. I put on a black dress to be ready in case you might have....”

By George! She was ready to step right into it this minute. She slipped

off her well-cut cloak and showed a severe black serge dress.

“Why, yes, if you like,” he said negligently. She took off her hat

showing magnificent dark hair, streaked with gray.

He said casually, as if making talk, “I happened to see you watching

our window-dresser at work as you came in. What was your impression of

what he was doing?”

She said seriously, reflectively, “Well, Mr. McCarthy always seems to

me to put too many things in his windows. I’ve thought a good many

times that if he chose his things with more care and had fewer it might

catch the eye better.”

“Well, Great Scott!” said Mr. Willing to himself in extreme surprise.

Aloud he said impassively, “We haven’t talked wages yet. Stock-girls

only get ten dollars a week to begin with, you know.”

“That is a great deal better than nothing,” she said firmly. “We have a

few savings that will keep us going till I can get a start. And perhaps

I may learn the business fairly quickly.”

“You bet your life you will,” said the proprietor of the store

inaudibly. Aloud he said, “The cloakroom for salespeople is at the

other end of the second floor. If you’ll put your things there and come

back here, I’ll take you to your department and introduce you to Miss

Flynn.”

* * * * *

When Jerome Willing came back to his office he stood for a while

motionless, frowning down at his desk. “Yes, of course it was

preposterous,” he told himself. He’d known her less than half an

hour--all the same he’d backed those crazy hunches of his before--it

had paid him to play his hunches! And if something like that _did_

pan out ... he fell once more into a reverie. She was just the kind

of woman he was looking for, mature, with a local following, somebody

the women of the town trusted. He could hear their voices plain, “Ask

Mrs. Knapp to step here a minute, won’t you please? She has such good

taste, I’d trust her judgment....” And she’d be tied up so tight with

a sick husband and family of children there’d be no chance of some

one snatching her away and marrying her just after he’d taught her

the job. It would be _fun_ to teach somebody who wanted to learn.

Creative work--it always came back to that if you were going to do

anything first-rate. You took raw material and shaped it with your own

intelligence. If only she might be the raw material! If she turned

out to have only a little capacity to study and get information out

of books as well as the character and personality he was pretty sure

she had. Wilder dreams had come true. His thoughts ran on again to the

future of the store ... with a competent manager keeping the wheels and

cogs running smoothly ... with him to do the buying ... small lots at a

time ... every fortnight ... quick sales ... rapid turnovers that made

low profits possible. With Nell handling the advertising campaign as

only an intelligent college woman could, with just the right adaptation

of those smart modern methods of hers to this particular small town

they were serving. She was a first-rater, Nell was! It always had been

fun to work with her even before they were married! And what a lark to

work with her now! Good thing for Nell too! It had been asking a great

deal of a real, sure-enough business-woman like Nell to give it all up

for _Kinder_, _Küche_, and _Kirche_. Nell had been willing, had been

happy, had loved having the babies, had made them all happy. But now

the children were both going to school it stood to reason she’d find

time hang heavy on her hands, whip-stitch that she was! And life in a

small town was Hades if you didn’t have lots of work to do in spite of

the big lawns and comfortable roomy homes. As far as that went, life

anywhere was Hades if you didn’t have a job your size. You could see

Nell had thought of all that (though she had been too good a sport to

speak of it) by the way she had grabbed at this chance to get back into

the old work, the work she’d loved so, and done so well at Burnham’s.

Now if this Mrs. Knapp would only come through!

He brought himself up short again.... What a kid he was to let his

imagination reel it off like this--but a minute later he was thinking

how he and Nell would enjoy giving an apt pupil steers, showing her

how to use a microscope in fabric tests, how to know the right points

of a well-made garment, how to handle her girls as she got along to

executive work.... Oh, well, probably it was only a pipe dream--and he

knew enough to keep it to himself.

The clock in the National Bank opposite began striking. Jerome glanced

at it and saw with astonishment that the hands pointed to twelve

o’clock. Time to go home to lunch. As he got his hat and coat, he was

wondering whether he had wasted a forenoon or whether perhaps on the

contrary....

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