THE
BREAKING OF THE STORM.
BY
FRIEDRICH SPIELHAGEN.
Translated from the German
BY
S. E. A. H. STEPHENSON.
IN THREE VOLUMES.
VOL. II.
LONDON:
RICHARD BENTLEY AND SON.
1877.
(_All Rights Reserved_.)
THE BREAKING OF THE STORM.
BOOK III.--_Continued_.
CHAPTER III.
Philip had whispered to Reinhold that he would look him up presently;
Reinhold trembled for the result of a meeting between father and son,
which could not have occurred at a more unfortunate moment; but it
could not be helped, and he determined to employ the interval in saying
a few words of comfort, after the scene that had just taken place, to
the old clerk whom he had spoken to several times during the last few
days, and had learnt to look upon as certainly a peculiar but an
excellent and upright man. He found the old man in the little arbour at
the end of the narrow walk, between the garden and the building, in the
upper story of which he and Anders lived. He was sitting quite broken
down on the bench, while Cilli, who was with him, wiped the drops of
perspiration from his brow. She recognised Reinhold's step at once, and
said, as he entered the arbour:
"Thank God that you have come, sir! You were present. How did Herr
Schmidt take my father's confession? From what my father says, I
conclude very badly."
"On the contrary, Fräulein Cilli, my uncle is of opinion that between
two such old friends as himself and your father, a merely theoretic
difference is of no consequence."
"But if it should not stop at theory," exclaimed the old man, "if the
practical consequences are carried out by everybody--"
"But not by you, my dear Herr Kreisel! Answer me one question: would
you take advantage of any crisis in business to force from your
employer an increase of salary?"
"Never!" exclaimed the old man, "never!"
"You see for yourself! Though you may be perfectly right in theory,
between it and practice there lies, in the minds of educated people
like yourself, a long and rough road, into which you will never enter,
or on which, after the first few steps, you will stand still in
horror."
"Ah! yes, my nerves!" murmured the old man; "my nerves are not strong
enough for it. I am worn out; I believe he is right after all; an
hour's sleep would do me good."
He was persuaded by Reinhold and Cilli to go into the house; Reinhold
went a little way with him; when he returned to the arbour, Cilli was
sitting with her hands before her, and such an expression of deep
sorrow and trouble on her pure, gentle face, that it went to Reinhold's
heart.
"Dear little Cilli," said Reinhold, sitting down by her and taking her
hands in his "do not be so anxious. I give you my word that my uncle
does not dream of parting with your father; matters remain between them
exactly as before."
"Not exactly," answered Cilli, shaking her head; "since Thursday my
father has been quite changed. He has scarcely eaten or slept; and this
morning, quite early, he came to my bedside and said that he had no
longer any doubts, that he also was a Socialist, and he must tell Herr
Schmidt. That was quite right, as we ought always to tell the truth,
even in this case, when your uncle will not allow any Socialists on his
works. And although, as you tell me, and I believed before, your uncle
will make an exception in favour of my father, because he is old and
feeble, my father is proud, and will not endure to be merely tolerated,
all the more that he is undoubtedly in the right."
"How, my dear Cilli?" asked Reinhold, astonished. "Your father is in
the right?"
"Certainly he is," answered Cilli warmly; "is it not wrong that even
one man should suffer when others can prevent it? Did not Christ tell
us to feed the hungry, to give drink to the thirsty, to clothe the
naked, to comfort the oppressed and heavy-laden? And if Christ had not
commanded it, does not every good man's heart command it?"
"In that case, my dear Cilli, all good men must be Socialists, and even
I myself may lay claim to the title; but between the love of our
neighbours, as you describe it, and Socialism as these people desire
it, there is a wide difference."
"I see none," said Cilli.
Reinhold looked at the sightless eyes upraised with an expression of
gentle enthusiasm.
"I can well believe that you do not see it, poor child," he said to
himself.
"And on that point I am quite easy," continued the blind girl; "men
must live up to their convictions, and bear the consequences patiently.
And my father and I can do so the more easily, that at the worst we
shall not have to bear them long."
"What do you mean, dear Cilli?"
"I know that my father will not live long; the doctor has always feared
that he would sink under one of his nervous attacks; and once, when he
was very bad, he told me so, that I might be prepared. I am prepared.
And if my father could only believe that I should not outlive him long,
he would be more easy in his mind. He thinks so much of you; perhaps he
would believe you if you assured him of it."
"But how can I, dear Cilli?"
"Because it is only the truth. I am ill; dying of a nervous illness. My
blindness, which came on when I was three years old, is only the result
of this disease, which I doubtless inherited from my father. When I was
eight years old, and had a very bad illness, my parents called in two
doctors, and one said to the other as they went out--they said it in a
whisper, and probably did not intend me to hear, but they did not know
how sharp my hearing is--it would be a miracle if the child lived to be
sixteen. I shall be sixteen next spring, and--I do not believe in
miracles."
"Doctors often make mistakes; I hope they have made one in your case."
"I do not hope it--I do not wish it."
"But you love life."
"Only because I know that I must die soon, as you all say that I think
the world so beautiful only because I am blind. And when my dear father
is gone, whom shall I have to live for?"
"For your friends--myself, for example; for Justus, whom you love, and
who loves you."
"Who loves me?"
The blind girl's sweet mouth quivered. She drew two or three deep
breaths, but the tears would not be kept back; they streamed from the
poor blind eyes, and trickled through the slender white fingers with
which she tried to hide them.
"Cilli! Cilli! what is the matter?" exclaimed Reinhold, seized with a
painful foreboding.
"Nothing, nothing," murmured the blind girl. "You see yourself that I
am ill--very ill. Hark! whose is that strange step in the courtyard?"
Reinhold looked up and recognised Philip, who came rapidly along the
walk in search of him without looking into the arbour. He could not
bear the idea of being found here by Philip at this moment, he must
therefore make up his mind to leave Cilli, who herself implored him to
go.
"Leave me! leave me! before you I am not ashamed of my tears. You alone
may see me weep."
It was high time. Philip had already turned back and came towards him.
"Where the devil have you been? I have been looking for you in your
room, and all over the place."
"Your interview with your father cannot have lasted long."
Philip laughed bitterly.
"As if it were possible to talk to him! But I swear this shall be the
last time. No man in the world would endure it if he were a hundred
times his father."
Philip was furious; he stormed at his father's blindness and obstinacy.
From what he could gather about the course of the interview, Reinhold
could not quite justify his uncle, but he could not let pass the
outrageous expressions of which the angry man made use.
"Are you going to begin now?" exclaimed Philip. "It is partly your
fault. All that the old man said was only what you said to me yourself
yesterday. What in the world induced you to set him against a project
of which neither of you understand a word? He, in spite of his
knowledge of business; you, in spite of your seamanship. What does it
signify to you whether the harbour is east or north? Whether it is
choked up in one place or goes to the devil in the other? Do you intend
to invest your money in it? If others wish to do so, let them. Every
one can use his own eyes, and if he comes to grief it is his own
look-out. The best of it is that none of you who set your faces against
it can hinder the matter from coming to a conclusion; in fact, it is as
good as concluded now. Count Golm has joined the Provisional Board; and
it would be a good joke if a harbour on the east were decided upon, and
Golm and the daughter of our principal opponent, General Werben, who is
as obstinate as my father--good heavens! there is young Werben! I hope
he did not hear!"
This conversation had taken place while they walked up and down between
the blocks of marble in the courtyard. Ottomar had learnt at the house
from Grollman that Reinhold was in the courtyard, and now came suddenly
towards him from behind one of the blocks. He had heard nothing,
although Reinhold feared at first that he had from his gloomy and
embarrassed air. But his handsome young face cleared the next minute;
he held out his hand to him with the greatest cordiality, and then to
Philip with less cordiality.
"He had been meaning to come every day, but the worries of military
duty! Quite unbearable, my dear fellow! You have no conception what it
is; you, especially, my dear Schmidt; you never were in the army, for
reasons best known to the doctors. If I had a hand in the matter you
should serve your time yet in the Guards. But what brought me here in
this hand-over-head fashion was to bring you this invitation from my
father and the ladies, with a thousand excuses, but the card had
somehow been mislaid yesterday; for this evening--quite a small
party--a good many officers, of course, a few ladies, of course also.
There will be a little dancing, my sister says, who counts upon you. Of
course you dance; and my father, as he told me yesterday, wants very
much to talk to you on important matters of which I know nothing; some
question about the harbour, I fancy. You see it is absolutely necessary
that you should accept. You will accept?"
"With much pleasure."
"That is capital."
Ottomar had during the last few words completely turned his back on
Philip; he now turned round.
"It will not be quite so lively as it was the other day at your house,
my dear Schmidt; it was quite delightful. I heard from Golm that there
was no end of a row afterwards, and the ladies were quite off their
heads. So sorry I could not come; but I had a fearful headache; and
headache, champagne, and pretty girls I have never yet been able to
stand in that order, though in the reverse order I have suffered from
them only too often."
"Bertalda was in despair," said Philip, who was inwardly greatly
irritated at the off-hand manner of the young guardsman.
"Dear little thing!" said Ottomar, shrugging his shoulders. "She says
just what comes into her head. She is a jolly little girl. I hope Golm
will behave well to her. But is not Herr Anders' studio in this
courtyard? His Satyr with the young Bacchus--or is it Cupid?--has made
a tremendous sensation. I have never been in a sculptor's studio; would
it be too much, my dear fellow, to ask you to get me admitted?"
Reinhold was quite willing. Philip remarked carelessly that if the
other gentlemen had no objection he would take the opportunity of
inquiring about the four marble statues which he had ordered of Anders
for his staircase, and of which two must be finished by this time. He
had inwardly hoped that Ottomar would be impressed by "the four marble
statues." Ottomar did not even appear to have heard him. He walked on
in front, with his arm in Reinhold's, to whom he spoke in so low a tone
that Philip could not hear what he said, probably was not meant to
hear.
"Generous to remind me of it--a _petit souper_--in honour of Count
Golm, who appears to be very susceptible of such ovations--slipped in
quite by chance--came away immediately. Don't say anything about it."
"Can you suppose----"
"One drops a word sometimes without thinking of it--and it arouses
suspicion--the ladies and--_ces dames!_--a very different matter, thank
goodness! My sister--your cousin--had the honour casually a few days
ago. Should be in despair if a word--the young lady is an artist, my
sister tells me. One can hardly picture to oneself an artist, and a
lady artist. After you, I beg!"
Reinhold, who knew by experience that in consequence of the noise of
hammers and chisels in Justus's studio, a knock at the door was seldom
heard, had gone before and opened the door at once, and had got some
way into the room before he saw, in a corner before a cast at which
Justus was working, the latter standing with Ferdinanda. Ottomar and
Philip had followed him so quickly, that they had all got into the
middle of the large room before the two, who were engaged in earnest
conversation and bewildered by the noise around them, heard them come
in, till Justus's Lesto--a shaggy little monster, of whom it was
difficult to tell which was his head and which was his tail--flew with
a loud bark at Philip, whose polished boots seemed to arouse his wrath.
In the tumult caused by this bold attack--while Philip, fearing for his
trousers, took refuge on a stool, and Justus, nearly dying of laughter,
vainly called "Lesto! Lesto!" and the four or five assistants, with
Antonio amongst them, moved a few obstacles out of the way, and brought
chairs--Reinhold had not noticed the deep blush that overspread
Ferdinanda's beautiful face when she perceived Ottomar, and the
embarrassment with which the latter greeted her. By the time the
confusion was somewhat allayed, and Lesto had subsided into quiet, the
two had recovered their presence of mind, and the more easily that the
first glance that passed between them was one of reconciliation. He had
returned to her after three long anxious days, which she had passed in
longing and despair. Now all was made up--all was forgiven and
forgotten. After the first happy and tremulous glance, she had not
again looked at him, and was now chatting with Reinhold and Philip; but
to Ottomar, the fact that she remained, that she did not after the
first greeting retire into her studio, the door of which stood open,
was an infallible proof of her penitence perhaps, certainly of her
love. And then the full, somewhat deep tone of her voice--he seemed to
hear it for the first time; and he did hear it for the first time. Till
to-day they had only exchanged hasty whispered words. Her laugh--he had
never thought that she could laugh--it seemed to him a very miracle;
her figure, whose classical form appeared more beautiful in the
straight, clinging, grey working dress than it could have done in the
most coquettish attire; the rich brown hair, drawn simply back from her
brows and loosely knotted together low down in her neck--he had never
known how beautiful she was! He stood before finished and unfinished
works--they might have been the slides of a magic-lantern; he spoke to
one and the other, chatted and joked; he had no idea what he said or
what they answered; he was in a dream--a sweet and delicious dream--but
for a few minutes only; then he awoke to a sense of the situation in
which he found himself--a situation which he could hardly have wished
more favourable, and the advantages of which he was determined to
profit by with rapid soldier-like courage and rashness.
And Ferdinanda was also dreaming the sweet, delicious dream of happy
love, while she chatted and laughed with the others; only she never
forgot or mistook the danger of the situation. From Reinhold, Justus,
and Philip she feared nothing; a little prudence, a little clever
acting, would suffice to protect her from any shadow of suspicion as
far as they were concerned. But what prudence, however cunning, what
acting, however clever, would protect her from Antonio's gleaming black
eyes? It was true, he had returned to his work in the farthest corner
of the room, and hammered and chiselled away, apparently quite
unconcerned with anything that passed around him. But this very
quietness, which was only apparent, alarmed her a thousand times more
than if his glittering eyes had been continually upon her. What he did
not see he heard. She knew the incredible sharpness of his senses; if
he did not look round before, he would do so at the moment which she
saw approaching. And that moment had come. Ottomar, thinking himself
safe, approached her and whispered a word that she did not understand,
so low was it breathed. But what matter? She read it in his eyes, on
his lips: "I must speak to you alone--in your studio!"
But how was it to be managed? The moments were passing; there was so
much to be seen in Justus's studio, and the talk seemed endless. There
were the four life-sized allegorical figures for Philip's staircase.
"Trade, a bearded man of Oriental appearance and dress, calling to mind
Nathan on his journey home. Industry, as you will perceive, rather
vaguely represented by a female figure of the present day, with some
half-dozen emblems, which may mean anything you please--all possible
things--exactly as Industry herself makes everything possible out of
all possible things. This Greek youth, gentlemen, with his winged
sandals and hat, may be recognised at any distance as the genius of
railroads, as Hermes, if he had lived long enough, would undoubtedly
have been appointed Postmaster-General in Olympus. The tall, beautiful,
stately lady, in the dress of a Nuremberg lady of rank of the fifteenth
century, will be recognised by the mural crown on her head and the
square and level in her hand, as patroness of architecture--a neat
allusion to the suburban streets which the worthy possessor has had to
pull down, in order to build for himself in the middle of the town the
house the vestibule of which these masterpieces are to adorn."
"You are responsible for at least half a street, Anders!" cried Philip,
laughing.
"Ah!" said Justus, "that is the reason then that the lady looks so
gloomy and melancholy under her mural crown! I could not imagine what
was the meaning of the expression that, without my intending it--and
even against my will--would come out clearer and clearer; the good lady
has a pang of conscience which I ought to have had! Will any one say
now that we do not bestow our best heart's blood on our creations?"
"This last figure strikes me as being particularly beautiful, if I may
venture to make an observation on a matter on which I am profoundly
ignorant," said Ottomar, with a glance at Ferdinanda, who strikingly
resembled the lady with the mural crown, both in figure and in the
haughty expression of the features.
Justus, who had caught the glance, laughed. "You are not so ignorant as
you pretend, Herr von Werben! You appear to know very well where we get
our inspirations. But that you may see that other people can not only
inspire forms, but also create very beautiful ones--may we, Fräulein
Ferdinanda?" and Justus pointed to the door of her studio.
"Certainly," said Ferdinanda, while her heart beat fast. Now or never
was the time. Antonio had not looked round; perhaps he had not heard.
It might be possible to go in with Ottomar while the others lingered
behind. And so it happened. Philip and Reinhold were disputing about
one of the symbols assigned to Trade; Philip, annoyed and irritated by
the contradiction that met him on all sides to-day, in a loud, excited
voice. Justus, however, was following her and Ottomar closely. As she
got to the door, she turned and whispered to him, "Philip is unbearable
to-day; do try and make peace between them?"
Justus answered, "Oh! it means nothing," but turned back.
Ferdinanda entered quickly, followed by Ottomar. She walked a few steps
to the left, till she was quite concealed from those in the other
studio. Her arms encircled him, while she felt his arms around her.
Their lips met, while he tasted the sweetness of her first kiss.
"This evening?"
"As you will."
"Eight o'clock, in the Bellevue Gardens!"
"As you will."
"Darling!"
"Darling!"
They did not venture on a second kiss, fortunately, as Justus appeared,
bringing with him, for greater security, the disputants.
They stood before the "Reaper," while Justus explained that it had been
begun in the spring and intended at first for a pendant to the kneeling
"Roman Shepherd Boy" in the Exhibition--a girl, who, in the solitude of
her maize field, deep in the Campagna, hears the Ave Maria ring out
from the neighbouring convent, and who, laying aside her sickle and her
sheaf, folds her hands for a moment in prayer; that the figure was
nearly completed, attitude, gesture and expression, all quite
admirable, and would have done honour to the greatest sculptors; that
the greatest sculptors in Berlin had expressed their admiration; the
Milanese Enrico Braga, who had been there on a visit in the summer, was
quite overpowered. "And now, gentlemen, I ask you whether it is possible
for any woman, even the most gifted, to carry out persistently a
clearly defined aim! The statue is almost finished, only a few touches
are wanted, but those touches are not given; we are not in the vein, we
will wait for a more favourable day. One, two months pass, the day does
not come; the clay dries up in the most unfortunate manner, breaks and
splits everywhere--we have lost all inclination for the work. I had
made up my mind, at the risk of the deepest displeasure, to have the
'Reaper' secretly cast at night before it quite fell to pieces; when
about four weeks ago, one fine morning, I entered the studio--the
sweet, dreamy face, was changed into a Medusa head, whose terrible
eyes, under the hand that had in the meantime been laid on her brow,
stared into the distance, apparently expecting some one. I should not
like to be that some one. Would you, Captain?"
Reinhold nodded to the sculptor; the statue had made exactly the same
curiously mingled impression upon him, and he had almost expressed it
in the same words. He said, smiling: "No, indeed!"
"Put it to the vote!" exclaimed Justus eagerly. "Would you, Herr von
Werben?"
Ottomar did not answer. The work was begun in the spring; in the spring
he had exchanged the first tender love-tokens with Ferdinanda; then had
ensued a long, weary interval, during which she had altogether avoided
him; and though four weeks ago she had given way to his imploring
glances and resumed again their secret understanding, it had acquired
in the interval a totally different character; a gloomy, passionate
character, from which even he sometimes shrank. Was this the image of
her love? Was it he who was here waited for?
All this passed through his brain with the speed of lightning, but his
fixed glance had betrayed something of what was in his mind.
"Why say so much about it?" exclaimed Ferdinanda; "a work that must be
put to the vote is not worthy to exist."
She had seized the heavy mallet which lay on the table amongst her
other tools and swung it towards the statue. Justus caught hold of her
arm.
"Are you mad, Fräulein Ferdinanda? Cannot you understand a joke? I
swear to you that it was only a joke! That I admire it even more than
the former one! That you have surpassed yourself and me."
Justus was quite pale with excitement; the others hastened to assure
her that they were quite of the master's opinion, that they thought the
statue surpassingly beautiful, that they did not wish to see one
feature altered. Ottomar was foremost with his praises, and his
beautiful eyes entreated for forgiveness; but Ferdinanda was not to be
appeased.
"It is too late," she said, "the sentence has gone forth, and I am too
proud, I confess, to accept praise which comes as an afterthought. Calm
yourself, Anders; I will not destroy the statue, but I will never
finish it, that I swear!"
"And I am to be calm?" exclaimed Justus; "may I break stones in the
road if I do, if I--what is it, Antonio?"
Antonio had entered, whispered a few words to Anders and then retired;
as he went out he cast a gloomy look at the statue of the "Reaper."
"A gentleman from the committee," said Anders, "there is always
somebody coming; they will drive me wild. I will be back directly."
He hurried into his studio; Ottomar suggested that they had already
troubled the young lady too long: he expected that Ferdinanda would
press them to stay, but she did not; he bowed. "I hope, Ferdinanda,"
said Reinhold, "that you will not distress us, I mean all of us, by
carrying out your threat and leaving the statue unfinished."
"If you knew me better," said Ferdinanda, "you would know that I always
keep my word to myself and to others."
These last words she had, as if accidentally, addressed to Ottomar, and
accompanied it with a glance which Ottomar understood and returned.
Whatever became of the "Reaper," she would come that evening.
The door had closed behind the gentlemen; Ferdinanda bolted it and then
turned slowly round. Her fixed glance rested first on the spot where
she had kissed Ottomar for the first time, and then passed on to the
"Reaper." Was it an effect of light, or was it that others' words had
first made it plain to her what she had produced? A shudder passed
through her.
"I keep my word when I have given it--but I wish I had not given it!"
CHAPTER IV.
Ferdinanda had long ago emancipated herself from all control on the
part of her aunt. She was accustomed to go and come as she pleased; the
only point on which it was necessary to be attentive was punctuality at
meals. Her father was very particular about this, only Aunt Rikchen
declared, in order that he might worry her out of her five senses if
she ever happened to be delayed by her household duties or other
matters, as could hardly be avoided by such a poor creature. Ferdinanda
was aware also that her father avoided every opportunity of being alone
with his sister, and that it was therefore an especial annoyance to him
if she herself stayed away from meals on any pretence. Under such
circumstances her father always took his meals by himself in his own
room. But this had very rarely happened, even in former days, and
scarcely ever happened now. Ferdinanda had almost entirely withdrawn
herself from all her friends; she said often that she had no friends,
only acquaintances, and that she did not care much about them.
To-day she must pretend to visit some friend, and leave word at home
that she should not probably be back to supper, which was always served
at nine o'clock punctually. Her pride revolted at the necessity of the
lie, and such an improbable one, but she had given her word; whether
good or evil came of it, her fate was decided--the deed must be done.
She went therefore at half-past seven, with her bonnet and cloak on,
down to her aunt, who was invariably to be found at that hour in the
sitting-room behind the dining-room, where, in her seat near the
window, she could count her stitches by the fading light, watch the
passers-by without trouble, and, as Uncle Ernst said, indulge her
fancies quite undisturbed. The latter employment was the most
successful to-day; the stitches were very difficult to count, in
consequence of the gloomy weather, and the same cause had diminished
the number of passers-by, "as if they were all on strike, like those
abominable work-people;" besides the butcher had brought for the next
day a miserable leg of veal, which, that silly Trine, the cook, ought
never to have taken in, and for her punishment must take back again,
although Heaven only knew how she was to get the supper ready all
alone, for as for Trine being back in less than an hour, she knew the
idle thing better than that. And now Ferdinanda was going out--was
going to spend the evening out! Aunt Rikchen in despair snatched her
spectacles from her nose, and let her stocking, with the stitches she
had only just picked up, fall into her lap.
"Good gracious! has everything combined against poor me to-day?" she
exclaimed. "Reinhold has just been in to say that he will not be at
home either."
"Where is Reinhold?"
"Oh! did not he tell you? Quite a large _soirée_--that is what you call
it? He supposed he must put on his uniform."
"At whose house?"
"At the Werbens'! Young Herr von Werben came here himself this morning.
You saw him in your studio, by-the-bye! I know nothing about it!--of
course I know nothing about it. At eight o'clock. It must be half-past
seven already."
Ferdinanda's countenance fell. "At the Werben's! At eight o'clock! How
could that be!"
"And where are you going, if I may venture to ask?"
Ferdinanda told the lie she had prepared. She had spoken to Fräulein
Marfolk the artist at the Exhibition; Fräulein Marfolk had given her
such a pressing invitation to go and see her again; she had some
curiosities and photographs to show her, which she had brought from
Rome; this evening she happened to be disengaged. Professor Seefeld
from Karlsruhe would be there also, who was most anxious to make
Ferdinanda's acquaintance. She had accepted, and could not draw back
now.
"And poor I must eat my supper alone again!" said Aunt Rikchen; "for he
had rather eat a live crocodile with its skin and bones, in company
with seven Hottentots, than a comfortable mutton-cutlet with his poor
old sister. Well, I must bear it. I must bear everything. If the whole
business stands still, my poor intellect can stand still too, and my
poor old heart with it." Her misery was too great; Aunt Rikchen burst
into tears.
"What is the good of exciting yourself so unnecessarily?" asked
Ferdinanda impatiently.
"Exciting myself so unnecessarily!" exclaimed Aunt Rikchen. "Of course
you think everything unnecessary. But I see it coming. I noticed the
people as they went away this morning, how they stood there in the
street and stared up at the house, and shook their fists threateningly,
and abused the police who were dragging away those two wretches,
Schwarz and Brandt, and that silly boy Carl Peters; and they abused
your father, too. It was shocking to hear them! It makes me shudder
when I think of it, and of what may still happen, for we have not seen
the end yet--of that you may be sure. But you don't excite yourself of
course--not you!"
"I could not prevent it, and can do nothing against it," said
Ferdinanda.
"You might have prevented it, and you could still do something before
matters come to the worst, and they burn the roof over our heads!"
exclaimed Aunt Rikchen; "but I cannot see my hand before my eyes; I
cannot distinguish a church-tower from a knitting-needle."
"The old song!" said Ferdinanda.
"Every bird sings as he has learned," exclaimed Aunt Rikchen; "and if
my ways do not please you, it is only because in these days every
chicken is wiser than the hen; for if I am not your mother, I have
worried myself as much as two mothers about you, and have asked myself
a hundred thousand times what is to come of it? But perhaps Providence
may have willed it so; it is always, one way or another, kinder to you
than to other people. And I am not at all sure that your father has not
always intended it so, for I always had my suspicions of that thick red
pencil, when no one else was allowed to touch his plans with a finger;
and any old woman can see how highly he thinks of him, and he is
extremely brave and good, and it would keep the family together, if you
were wise and married him before in these bad times everything flies up
the chimney."
"Reinhold?"
"Did you think I meant the Emperor of Fez and Morocco? But you only
pretend to be astonished, and jump up off your chair in order to make a
poor old thing like me tremble in all her limbs, as if my nerves were
not already sufficiently dérangés--that is what you call it, is not
it?"
"I got up because it is high time for me to go," said Ferdinanda.
"Good-bye, aunt."
She had gone a few steps towards the door, when the portière which
covered it was slowly drawn aside.
"Mi perdona, Signora! Signora Frederica, your most obedient servant!"
Ferdinanda stood still in horror.
"What did Antonio come for at this moment?"
"Mi perdona!" repeated Antonio. "I fear that the ladies did not hear me
knock at the door, so I ventured to walk in."
And he pointed carelessly in his easy Italian fashion to some books
which he held in his hand.
"This is not the day for our lesson," said Ferdinanda.
"I cannot come to-morrow, signora, so I ventured--"
"I have no time to-day. You see I am just going out."
She said it in a hasty tone, for which there was apparently not the
smallest occasion, and which was a wonderful contrast to the Italian's
courteous, "Mi ritiro, e le domando perdona--buona sera, signora," and
the low bow with which he passed again through the portière.
"Why were you so sharp with the young man?" asked Aunt Rikchen.
Ferdinanda did not answer; she was listening for the soft footstep as
it retired, and for the sound of the closing door. Would it be the
glass door leading to the garden, or the other one which led to the
entrance hall? It was the glass door; he had not gone out then. And
yet. Why had she said that she was going out? Should she give it up?
But there was no time to think. With a half-murmured: "Good-bye, aunt,
I will make haste back," she had left the room and was standing in the
street, almost without knowing how she had got there.
She had intended to take a cab at the corner of the street, but the
stand was empty; she must make up her mind to walk along the
Springbrunnenstrasse as far as the Parkstrasse, where she hoped to find
one. Perhaps it would be better; she could more easily make sure of not
being followed than in a close carriage. As she walked hastily along
she looked back two or three times; a few people met her; no one was
behind her; she breathed more freely; he had not followed her. She
feared no one but him.
But he whom she feared to see behind her was at that moment far in
front.
Since this morning Antonio had felt certain that the relations between
the handsome young officer and Ferdinanda had entered on a new stage,
and probably something was going to take place, something that he must
know at any price, that he would know, however secretly they might go
about it. He had, therefore, made the lesson which he gave her once a
week in his own language, an excuse for approaching her, in order to
find fresh food for his jealous curiosity, which imagined all possible
things. He had found her, who so seldom left the house in the evening,
ready to go out, without having ordered the carriage as she usually
did. She had sharply rebuffed him, as if she suspected his motive; and
what at another time would have irritated him, now delighted him; his
suspicions had taken a definite form; a rendezvous was in question! His
determination to follow on her track was made even before the portière
had closed behind him.
He had purposely shut the garden door loudly in order that Ferdinanda
might believe that he had not left the grounds. But when he got into
the garden he had turned to the right and passed through an iron gate
into the court-yard, and in a few steps was in the entrance hall,
through which he passed into the street. The cab-stand at the corner
was his first aim also; he was obliged to pass the window at which Aunt
Rikchen sat; but if he stooped his head would be hidden by the elder
bush in the front garden. It was a disappointment to find the cab-stand
empty, but she would experience the same disappointment, but not before
she got to the corner of the street. At this corner there was a small
public-house which the workmen belonging to the studio were in the
habit of frequenting. He sprang down the steps, and stationed himself
at the window opposite the cab-stand. It was a mere chance--she might
go towards the town, or might already have done so; but no! there she
was! She paused a few moments exactly as he had done himself, and came
then past the window behind which he was concealed; his eyes were on a
level with the pavement; he could see her slender feet as she walked
quickly along, with her dress slightly raised. He let her get a little
in advance, then emerged again, assured himself that she was walking
down the street, dashed across the street and ran up the Kanalstrasse
towards a private path that ran between villas and gardens parallel
with the Springbrunnenstrasse and led also to the Parkstrasse. This
narrow lane was now, as almost always, quite deserted; he could run
along it without exciting any attention--not that he would have cared
about that; he should reach the Parkstrasse some minutes before she
did. Arrived there, he flew across the street, and stationed himself
between the shrubs in the Thiergarten, in such a manner that he could
command the opposite side of the Parkstrasse and the opening of the
three side streets. The opening of the private path immediately before
him was no longer of any consequence to him, but she must come along
the Springbrunnenstrasse on the left, and at the corner of the last
side street to the right there was a cab-stand. She might, it was true,
turn to the left, towards the town, but he would still see her, and he
was convinced that she would turn to the right. And she did turn to the
right. She emerged from the Springbrunnenstrasse and walked quickly
along the opposite side by the houses, past the cross street to where
the cabs stood. There were two cabs, she took the first; the driver of
the second politely shut the door after her, and then as the first
driver drove off, seized the reins and drew his horse forward. The next
moment Antonio was by his side.
"Where to?" asked the driver,
"Where that cab goes."
"To the Grosse Stern, then."
Antonio drew back his foot which was already on the step. The Grosse
Stern, at the opposite side of the Thiergarten, where the
Charlottenburg Avenue is crossed by several other paths, was not a
favourable place for a pursuit in a carriage, which in the great Platz,
and indeed on the way there, must excite remark and suspicion. There
was a surer way. What signified to him the energetic curse which the
disappointed cab-driver sent after him, as Antonio hastened past him
along the road into the Thiergarten! The Grosse Stern Avenue, a broad
ride, shadowed by old trees, by the side of which were foot-paths, led,
as he knew, right across the Thiergarten to the Grosse Stern;
Ferdinanda's cab must go round by the Corso Avenue. It was not much out
of the way, and her cab went unusually quickly; but he was in the
direct path, and could depend upon his muscles and sinews. He ran the
several thousand yards that he had to go with wonderful rapidity,
heeding as little the beating of his heart as the bloodhound heeds it
when on the track of a stag; in fact, the immense exertion seemed to
refresh him by overpowering for the moment his pangs of jealousy. He
had reached his destination; the Platz lay before him; an omnibus
coming from Charlottenburg rattled by without stopping; a few carts
were coming from the town; between them, and then in front of them, a
cab came rapidly along. It must be he! Antonio had hidden himself
amongst the bushes--he would be quite safe here: behind him was the
entire park, where he could, at the worst, at any moment retreat into
the darkness; and the bushes were so thick that the danger of being
detected from the Platz was very slight, while he could see everything
that passed there. The cab from the town had stopped; a gentleman
sprang out. The cab immediately turned round and drove back to the
town; the gentleman walked slowly along the Platz without stopping,
looking around him on all sides. Antonio was startled at the first
glance; the gentleman was not in uniform. Then with a scornful
"Bestia!" he struck his forehead; and now that the gentleman passed his
hiding-place at a short distance, he recognised his detested enemy by
his slight figure and easy movements. It was too dark to see his
features distinctly. But what matter? He knew quite well who was before
him, and his hand grasped more firmly the handle of his stiletto, which
he had drawn out, as a huntsman takes aim even when he knows that he is
not within shot; and he gnashed his white teeth as at this moment the
cab which he had passed came round the corner of the Corso Avenue,
turned on to the Platz, and there stopped, but only for a moment, only
that the man he hated might say a few words through the open door, then
jump in and close the door behind him. The cab went on across the
Platz, along the road to the Bellevue Schloss, and then disappeared
amongst the trees.
Antonio murmured through his teeth the bitterest curse that he knew.
The pursuit was at an end. He could not take a short cut, because he
did not know what direction they would take; he could not follow them,
that was impossible along the public road. It mattered little, either,
where the pursuit ended--for to-day!
But he could not make up his mind to go back or quit the Platz. It was
a splendid place for brooding over his revenge, while the darkness sank
deeper and deeper, and the leaves around him hissed like serpents'
tongues, and above him in the tops of the mighty trees there were
sighings and groanings as of a victim lying mortally wounded on the
ground.
CHAPTER V.
In the meantime the cab had only proceeded a short distance, to the
entrance of the Bellevue Garden.
"We are quite secure here, I swear to you," Ottomar had whispered, as
he helped Ferdinanda to alight. The driver contentedly pocketed his
thaler and immediately drove off. Ottomar gave Ferdinanda his arm and
led her, bewildered, frightened, and half stunned, into the garden. He
could hear her gasping for breath. "I swear it!" he repeated.
"Swear that you love me! I only ask that!"
Instead of answering he put his arm round her. She encircled him with
both hers. Their lips met in a long, burning kiss. They then hastened,
hand in hand, deeper into the park, till they were concealed by trees
and shrubs and then sank again into one another's arms, exchanging
burning kisses and words of love, intoxicated with the bliss of which
they had so long been dreaming, and which was now more precious than
they had ever imagined in their wildest dreams.
So at least thought Ferdinanda, and so she said, while her lips again
sought his, and so said Ottomar; and yet, at the very moment that he
returned her burning kisses, there was a feeling in his heart that he
had never known before, a dread of the flames that surrounded him, a
sensation as of powerlessness in the presence of a passion which raged
around and overpowered him with the irresistible might of a tempest. He
had until now played at love, had looked upon his easy conquests as
triumphs, had accepted the mute homage of beautiful eyes, the
flattering words of gentle lips, as a tribute due to him, and not
demanding any gratitude. Here, for the first time, he was the weaker.
He would not acknowledge it to himself, and yet he knew it, as an
experienced wrestler knows at the first touch that he has found his
master, and that he must succumb, unless some accident gives him the
advantage. Ottomar was already looking out for this accident, for some
event to occur, some circumstance that should give him the advantage;
then he blushed at his own cowardice, at his mean ingratitude towards
this beautiful, gifted being, who so confidingly, so devotedly, and
with such self-forgetfulness threw herself into his arms, and he
redoubled the tenderness of his caresses and the sweet flattery of his
loving words.
And then, that uneasy feeling might be a delusion; but she who had done
what he had so often, so pressingly implored of her, who had at length
granted him an interview, in which he could put before her his plans
for the future, she would and must expect that he would at length trace
out that sketch of the future over which he had so long delayed, and
which at this moment seemed to him as uncertain as ever. He did not
believe what she assured him, that she wanted nothing more than to love
him, to be beloved by him, that everything of which he spoke--his
father, her father, circumstances which must be taken into
consideration, difficulties which must be overcome--all, all was only a
mist, which would disperse before the rays of the sun; trifles not
worthy that they should expend upon them one moment of precious time,
one breath! He did not believe her; but he only too willingly took her
at her word, even now silently absolving himself from the
responsibility of the consequences which might, which must follow such
a neglect of the simplest rules of prudence and wisdom.
And then he, too, forgot everything but the present moment, and she had
to remind him that time was flying, that he was expected at home, and
must not arrive too late for the party.
"But will you take me with you?" she asked. "Will you enter the room
with me on your arm, and present me to all present as your bride? You
have no need to be ashamed of me; there are not likely to be many women
there whom I cannot look down upon, and I have always considered that
to be able to look down upon others is half way at least towards being
a fine lady. To you I shall always look up. Tall as I am, I must
stretch myself higher to reach your dear lips."
There lay a wonderful proud charm in these jesting words, and deep love
in the kiss which her smiling lips breathed upon his. He was
intoxicated and bewitched by this loving gentleness, this proud love;
he said to himself that she was right, and he told her so, that she
could bear comparison with any queen in the world, that she deserved to
be a queen; and yet--and yet--if it had been no jest, if she had
demanded in earnest what one day she would demand.
"That was the last kiss," said Ferdinanda. "As usual, I must be the
most reasonable always. And now give me your arm, and come with me to
the nearest cab, and then go straight home, and be very charming and
amiable this evening, and break a few more hearts in addition to those
you have already broken, and which you will hereafter lay at my feet in
return for my heart, which is worth more than all of them put
together."
It was nearly dark when they quitted the silent, deserted park; the sky
had clouded over, and heavy drops were beginning to fall. Fortunately
an empty cab came by, in which Ferdinanda could go as far as the
Brandenburg Gate, where she would take another, and thus destroy every
trace of her road. She only allowed Ottomar to kiss her hand once more,
as he helped her into the cab. Then she leaned back in the corner,
closed her eyes, and dreamed over again the happy hour. Ottomar looked
after the carriage. It was a miserable vehicle, drawn by a wretched
screw, and as it swayed backwards and forwards in the feeble light of a
few lamps, and disappeared in the darkness, a strange sensation of
horror and loathing came over him. "It looks like a hearse," he said to
himself. "I could hardly bear to touch the wet handle. I could not have
brought myself to get into it. The whole affair gets one into very
uncomfortable situations. The walk home is no joke, either; it is
nearly nine, and beginning to rain pretty hard."
He turned into the Grosse Stern Avenue, which was his shortest way
home. Under the great trees it was already so dark that he could only
just distinguish the foot-path along which he hastily walked; on the
other side of the broad road, along which ran a narrower foot-path, the
trunks of the trees were hardly perceptible in the darkness. How many
and many times had he ridden along this grand avenue--alone--with
brother officers--in a brilliant company of ladies and gentlemen--how
often with Carla! Elsa was right, Carla was a splendid rider, the best
probably of all the ladies, certainly the most graceful. They had been
so often seen and spoken of together--after all it was quite impossible
to draw back now; it would make such a frightful scandal.
Ottomar stood still. He had walked too fast. The perspiration was
streaming from his brow; he felt stifled, and tore open his coat and
waistcoat. He had never before experienced the sensation of physical
fear, but now he started and his eyes peered anxiously into the
darkness, as he heard behind him a slight rustle--probably a twig that
had broken in its fall.
"I feel as if I had committed a murder, or as if in another moment I
should be murdered," he said to himself, as almost running he continued
on his way.
He did not suspect that to the breaking of that twig he owed his life.
Antonio had lingered, as if under the influence of a spell, at the
entrance of the avenue, now sitting on the iron railing which separated
the ride from the foot-path, now pacing up and down, now leaning
against the trunk of a tree, always revolving the same dark thoughts,
concocting plans of revenge, delighting himself with the idea of the
torments he would inflict on her and on him, as soon as he had them in
his power, from time to time directing his glance across the Platz
towards the entrance of the other avenue, along which the carriage had
disappeared with them, as if they must reappear in that direction, as
if his revengeful soul had the power of compelling them. He could have
spent the whole night there, as a beast of prey, furious at the loss of
his victim, remains obstinately in his lair, in spite of the pangs of
hunger.
But what was that? There he came across the Platz directly towards him.
His eyes, accustomed to the darkness, recognised him as if it had been
bright day. Would the bestia be such a fool as to venture into the
avenue, to give himself into his hands? Per Bacco! he would--there.
After a short pause he turned into the avenue; on the other side of the
road, true, but so much the better, he could the more easily follow him
on this side; he had only to dash across the ride when the moment came;
in the deep sand his first steps would not be heard, and then in a few
bounds he would reach him and bury the stiletto in his back, or if he
should turn round, drive it up to the hilt under the seventh rib!
And his hand closed on the hilt as if hand and hilt were one, and with
the finger of the other hand he repeatedly tried the sharp point, while
he glided with long steps from tree to tree--softly, softly--the
tiger's velvet paw could not have fallen and been raised more softly.
They had reached the centre of the avenue. The darkness could not get
more intense; it was just light enough to see the blade of the
stiletto. One moment more, to assure himself that they were alone in
the dark wood--that other and himself--and now, crouching low, he
crossed the soft sand, behind the thick trunk which he had already
selected.
But, quickly as he had crossed, the other had gained some twenty paces
in advance. This was too much; they must be diminished by half. And it
would not be difficult. He was in the soft sand of the road, to the
right of the trees, while the other was on the hard foot-path to the
left, where the sound of his steps would overpower any accidental
noise. But, maledetto di Dio--his foot touched a dry twig, which broke
with a snap. He stepped behind a tree--he could not be seen; but the
other must have heard; he was standing still--listening, perhaps
awaiting his assailant--at all events no longer unprepared. Who
knew--he was a brave man and a soldier--perhaps he was turning to defy
his assailant. So much the better! only one spring from behind the
tree, and--he was coming!
The Italian's heart throbbed as if it would choke him, as he now with
his left foot advanced prepared for the spring; but his murderous
thoughts had affected his usually sharp hearing. The steps were not
coming towards him, but going away from him! By the time he became
aware of his mistake, the distance between them was quite doubled; and
trebled before, in his consternation, he could decide what was to be
done.
Give up the chase? There was nothing else to do. His prey was now
almost running, and a late cab rolled along the drive which crossed the
avenue, and on the other side of the drive were cross paths right and
left--he had no certainty of being able to carry out his intention or
of escaping afterwards; the moment was past--for this time, but the
next time!
Antonio murmured a fearful curse as he replaced his dagger in its
sheath and concealed it in his coat pocket.
The other man had vanished; Antonio followed slowly along the same
path, out of the park, along the Thiergartenstrasse, into the
Springbrunnenstrasse, and to the house in which the man he hated lived,
the windows of which were brightly lighted. A carriage drove up, an
officer and some ladies in evening dress, wrapped in their shawls, got
out; a second carriage followed. He, above, was now laughing and
feasting, and whispering at that moment to one of the pretty girls who
had just arrived what ten minutes before he might have whispered to
Ferdinanda. If he could only pour into her heart the poison of jealousy
which burnt in his own! If he could put some impossible barrier between
her and him! If the whole affair could be betrayed to the stern
_signor_, her father, or to the haughty _capitano_, his father, or to
both----
"Hallo!"
A man coming along the pavement had run up against him, as he leaned
with folded arms against the iron railing of the front garden, and had
called out rudely.
"Scusi!" said the Italian, lifting his hat. "I beg your pardon!"
"Hallo!" repeated the man, "is it you, Antonio?"
"Ah! Signor Roller, the overseer!"
"Signor Roller! overseer! No more signors and overseers for me," said
the man, with a loud laugh, "for the present at least--till we have
served out the old man; he and his nephew and the whole lot of them! If
I only had them by the throat! If I could only do them some injury! I
would not mind what it cost me, so it were not money! That is all
gone."
The man laughed again; he was evidently half drunk.
"I have money," said Antonio quickly--"and----"
"We'll have a drink then, Signor Italiano!" exclaimed the other,
clapping him on the shoulder; "una bottiglia--capisci!--ha, ha! I have
not quite forgotten my Italian!--Carrara marble--capisci, capisci?"
"Eccomi tutto a voi," said the Italian, taking the man's arm. "Where
to?"
"To drink, to the devil, to the public-house!" exclaimed Roller,
laughing and pointing to the red lamp over the public-house at the
corner of the Springbrunnenstrasse.
CHAPTER VI.
The three moderate-sized rooms in the upper floor of the small villa
inhabited by the General, in the Springbrunnenstrasse, were got ready
for the reception of the company; the larger room at the back was for
the present closed. The supper was to be served there, and later it
would be used as the dancing-room. Elsa went once more through the
rooms to see that everything was in order. She did not usually do this,
as she could quite depend upon the care and attention of the perfectly
trained August; to-day, for the first time, he seemed to have taken his
duties more easily. Or was it only her fancy? She asked herself this
while she moved a few candlesticks and put them back again, and altered
the arrangement of some nicknacks without being any better pleased with
their appearance. "I do not know what is the matter with me to-day,"
said Elsa.
She stepped before the looking-glass and contemplated her reflection
with the greatest attention: she did not think herself looking the
least pretty to-day. She was disappointed in her new blue dress; her
hair was done much too loosely, the rosebuds were decidedly too dark,
and were put in too far back; her eyes were not the least bright, and
her nose was perceptibly red on the left side. "I really do not know
what is the matter with me to-day," said Elsa.
She sank into an arm-chair, laid her fan and gloves in her lap, and
rested her head on her hand.
"I was looking forward so to this evening; but it is all Ottomar's
fault. How can any one marry without love?--it happens often enough
though. Wallbach certainly does not love Louise, any more than she
loves him; but Ottomar, who is so tender-hearted and can be so good and
dear! That detestable money! how can one man spend such a sinful
amount? I can't think how they manage it. Horses!--they always say they
have sold them for so many guineas more than they gave for them; I
don't believe it; I am sure they always lose; but even that would not
come to so much. I do not know; they say Wartenberg cannot manage with
twenty thousand, and, that Clemda, with fifty thousand, incurs debts to
that amount every year--it is incredible! What good would my poor five
thousand do him, and he would have to wait, one way and another, nearly
five years for it. And if I fell in love with somebody who was not
noble, and lost my portion--I should not care, of course not, but I
could not give him anything if I had not got it myself--to say nothing
of papa, who would certainly not allow it, though he is always talking
about him; but it is all about the harbour, which is never out of his
head--but I am so glad that he always talks so kindly of him--so
glad--"
"Good heavens, child, what are you doing?"
"What is it?" exclaimed Elsa, starting up from her dreams, and looking
with a startled expression at her aunt, who, no less startled, stood
before her.
"Your new tarlatane dress! You are completely crushing it."
"Is that all?" exclaimed Elsa, drawing a deep breath.
"Oh, it is nothing to you!" exclaimed Sidonie. "You do not care about
things that I care about very much, but I am getting accustomed to that
by degrees!"
"Dear aunt!"
Elsa had thrown her arms round her aunt and kissed her; the kind
creature wanted nothing more. "Well, well," she said, "you careless
child! You will quite spoil your pretty dress."
She had freed herself from Elsa's embrace, and was smoothing and
arranging her darling's dress. "There, step back a little; you look
charming this evening, Elsa."
"I don't think so at all."
"Like my Princess! The evening that the Duke, her present illustrious
husband, was to be presented to her for the first time, 'I don't think
I look at all pretty to day,' said she."
"But I am not going to be presented to a Duke," said Elsa.
"How you do mix things up, child! As if you could marry a reigning
prince, except by the left hand! Besides, we shall only have a member
of a former reigning house here. Prince Clemda, and he is already
betrothed. So I could not be thinking of him."
"And of no one else, I hope, aunt."
"I must be very much mistaken, Elsa, or your blushes--yes, you are
blushing, my dear child, and you blush more and more, though it is
quite unnecessary before your aunt. I can assure you, on the contrary,
that I consider the match in every respect a most proper and desirable
one, and the chance--if it is not a crime against Providence to speak
of chance in such important matters----"
"For heaven's sake, aunt, if you love me, say no more," exclaimed Elsa.
The terror that seized her at the idea of hearing her aunt speak of
Count Golm, after Ottomar had already alarmed her in the morning on the
same subject, was too evident in the tone of her voice to escape even
Sidonie.
"Good gracious!" she said, "can I really have been mistaken! I had been
thinking over the extraordinary dispute which we had this morning, and
could only account for it by the explanation that you wished to conceal
the inclination you have for the Count by an affectation of
indifference, and even of want of consideration towards him."
"I did not intend anything of the kind," said Elsa.
"I am really sorry for it," said Sidonie, who now, under the pressure
of her disappointment, seated herself--though with due regard to her
brown silk gown--while Elsa walked up and down the room in some
agitation; "really very sorry; I know nothing that would have given me
greater pleasure, next to Ottomar's betrothal to Carla, which, in my
opinion, has been too long delayed. The Count is thirty--a very good
age for a man of his position to marry--he must and will marry one of
these days, and he might seek long before he would find a young lady
who would so entirely satisfy all the pretensions he has a right to
make, and no doubt does make. His circumstances are somewhat
embarrassed, but that is almost always the case nowadays with large
properties; men always settle down when they are married. Besides, he
will gain enormously by the new railroad, so Schieler says, who told me
all these particulars. The Councillor was with me yesterday, and I
almost fancied he must have come on purpose to tell me, and to hear
what I said about it, as he has always had a great regard for my
opinion. He is a charming man, and discretion itself; so I did not
hesitate to tell him exactly what I thought; in these cases openness is
always the best diplomacy, and when advances are made there is no harm
in meeting them half way."
"It is too bad, aunt!" exclaimed Elsa, turning round and standing with
her lace handkerchief crushed between her hands, while burning tears of
shame and anger started to her eyes.
Sidonie was so startled by this outburst, for which she was not in the
least prepared, that she sat motionless and speechless with wide open
eyes, while Elsa, instead of immediately begging her pardon, or calming
herself, continued with flaming cheeks and sparkling eyes: "To talk me
over like that with a stranger! and with Schieler, of all people, whom
I detest as much as I do the other whom you have chosen for me, and
whom I would never marry, not if he had a crown to lay at my feet,
never--never!"
"What is the matter, Elsa?" asked the General, who entered the room at
that moment and had heard the last words.
"A slight difference of opinion between me and my aunt," answered Elsa,
hastily wiping her eyes.
"Well, well," said the General, "I thought you ladies left that sort of
thing to us men. Is Ottomar not here?"
He left the room again to inquire after Ottomar.
"Forgive me, aunt," said Elsa, holding out her hand; "it was very wrong
of me. You do not know, but--I do not know myself, what is the matter
with me this evening."
It was with some hesitation that Sidonie took her hand; the General
came in again.
"It is too bad," he said; "Ottomar went out again quite an hour ago and
has not yet returned."
"He must be delayed by some important matter," said Sidonie.
"No doubt!" said the General, frowning, and pulling his grey
moustaches.
"Councillor Schieler!" announced August, opening the folding-doors.
The Councillor kissed Sidonie's hand and bowed low to Elsa, then turned
to the General:
"I have heaps of news for you, my dear friend."
"Few things happen now to interest me, and still fewer that give me any
pleasure," answered the General, with a courteous yet melancholy smile.
"I fear I cannot promise that my news will give you any pleasure," said
the Councillor; "but at least it is interesting even to you, ladies,
that the Baroness, instead of arriving on the 1st as she originally
intended, will arrive on the 10th, and will therefore be here in three
days."
"I had a letter this morning which said nothing about it," said the
General.
"My letter arrived this afternoon, and is, therefore, doubtless the
latest; it is not from herself, however, but----"
The Councillor was interrupted by a slight cough.
"You may say the name out, my dear friend," said the General; "it
cannot be avoided when once our meetings begin."
"You are right!" exclaimed the Councillor; "and I am happy----" The
widowed Countess von Fischbach arrived at this moment with her two
daughters; the ladies were engaged with their guests, and the
Councillor was able to draw the General aside. "I was about to say that
I am happy to find you so well prepared for what awaits you from
Munich. I know how painful everything connected with the subject is to
you, and yet I must ask your patience for a few minutes before you are
called away by your other guests. My second piece of news is that the
concession is granted."
"Impossible!" exclaimed the General.
"As good as granted."
"We had a meeting only this morning; it is true we were engaged upon
other matters, but his Excellency would at least----"
"He knows your dislike to the project; I repeat, as good as granted,
and that 'as good' is at the present moment better than good. I implore
you, my honoured friend, to listen to me patiently; the matter is of
the greatest importance, not only to me, who have only an indirect
interest in it, but more especially and directly to you. The concession
will of course only have been granted for a harbour on the north,
against which you have no immediate objection; is not that true? Good.
Now I know for certain that, behind your back, there was to the very
last moment a hesitation between the North and the East Harbour, and
that the pressure used has only just failed in turning the scale to the
East. I need not tell you by whom pressure was put; you know better
than any one the interest that Golm, who by the way will join the
management, has in the existence of the railroad; and his connections
in a certain region are better, very much better than I could have
dreamt of. I tell you it only wanted the merest trifle. And just
imagine, Signor Giraldi--I must mention his name now--has written to me
to-day that the sale of part of the property appears to him advisable
for the better regulation and easier administration of the rest; and
that the Baroness--that is to say he--for here as everywhere he is the
mouthpiece of the Baroness--will propose the sale at our meeting.
Wallbach is in favour of it as he always has been; as a man of business
I cannot oppose it; in short, the property will, as far as I can see,
be sold. It is almost impossible, or at least most improbable, that
Giraldi should know the state of affairs here, and that an eager
purchaser is ready to hand in Golm. But if Golm sees a possibility of
concluding the bargain, he will move heaven and hell to carry through
the East Harbour at the last minute. And now, my honoured, my excellent
friend, allow an old friend, of whose devotion you are aware, one word
in confidence--a bold one if you will: you are not rich; Ottomar is
extravagant; it is no small matter for Ottomar to see his portion with
one stroke doubled if not quadrupled in value with the rest, and
Fräulein Elsa will be richer in the same proportion; and if at the
death of the Baroness they inherit the remaining half, and Fräulein
Elsa makes a suitable marriage--with Count Golm for instance, to name
the first that occurs to me--you may close your eyes--God in His
providence grant not for many a long day--with the comforting
reflection that the external well-being of your family is secured for
all futurity, so far as man's foresight can determine. Be wise then, my
honoured friend. You need do nothing. You have only to refrain from
opposition and give in to what you cannot prevent. Lastly, you must
remember the good old saying: 'Well to endure what cannot well be
cured;' which you will doubtless remember in your youth."
The General had listened without a sign of the impatience that was
usual with him when an adverse opinion was put before him; his brow had
not clouded; there was even an unusually gentle, almost sad, tone in
his deep voice, as he now, without raising his eyes, said, as if to
himself: "I remember the saying well. It dates from the time of the
wars, of liberation, and many an oppressed heart derived comfort from
it in those troubled times, and many a broken courage has been
supported by it. It hung framed and glazed on the wall of my father's
best room; I can still see my dear mother standing before it and
reading what she had read a thousand times before:
"'To triumph not in joy nor dread the storm,
Well to endure what cannot well be cured,
To do good actions and rejoice in beauty,
To love our lives and not to fear death,
Firmly to trust in God and a better future,
This is to live, yet rob death of his sting.'"
The General looked thoughtfully before him. What an inconveniently
retentive memory the man has! thought the Councillor.
"And look, my dear friend," continued the General--and his eyes now
rested so steadily on the Councillor that the latter, in spite of all
his efforts, was forced to turn away his own--"according to the true
meaning of the proverb and my own feelings it would not be doing a good
action. Indeed, according to my own feelings I could no longer live,
and should with justice shrink with terror from death, like a
dishonoured coward, if, for the sake of outward advantage, were it a
thousand times as great as it here appears to be, I neglected my
positive duty and obligation, and did not resist, by every means in my
power, a project the accomplishment of which I am firmly persuaded
would be a manifest injury to our military strength, and an
unprincipled squandering of our means, which we have the strongest
reasons to be careful of. I have already nearly neglected my duty when
I threw the burden of the report of this odious affair on Sattelstädt's
shoulders; although I knew that his opinions were the same as my own.
After what I have just heard from you, I cannot do otherwise than bring
forward the subject on my own responsibility at the board, and in any
case acquaint the Minister with my disapproval. And now, my dear
friend, excuse me! I must help the ladies to do the honours."
He turned towards the large drawing-room; the Councillor looked angrily
after him.
"He is incorrigible. I almost wonder he did not turn me out of the
house. That will be the next thing. Do not fatigue yourself so much,
Count. It is of no use."
CHAPTER VII.
The Count had entered a few minutes before, in his deputy's uniform,
with the Cross of St. John. The room was by this time nearly full, and
he had had some difficulty in making his way to the ladies of the
house. Elsa had not helped him in his efforts; at the moment that he
appeared in the doorway she continued so eagerly the conversation
already begun with Captain von Schönau, that the Count, after bowing to
Sidonie, had stood for half a minute behind her without attracting her
attention, till Schönau at last felt bound with "I think" and a
movement of the hand to draw her notice to the newly-arrived guest.
"I am happy--" said the Count.
"Ah! Count Golm!" exclaimed Elsa, with well-acted astonishment. "I beg
your pardon for not having seen you sooner, I was so absorbed. May I
introduce you? Captain von Schönau, on the staff--a great friend of
ours--Count von Golm. Have you seen papa, Count Golm? I think he is in
the other room. You were saying, Captain von Schönau----"
The Count stepped back with a bow.
"That was rather strong, Fräulein Elsa," said Schönau.
"What?"
Schönau laughed.
"Do you know that if I were not the most modest of men I might imagine
all possible and impossible follies?"
"How so?"
"Why, did not you see that the Count held out his hand, and drew back
with a face as red as my collar? A young lady with such sharp eyes as
Fräulein Elsa von Werben could only overlook such a thing if she did
not wish to see it; which can hardly be the case here, or if she--I am
afraid to go on.--Who is that?"
"Who?"
"That officer--to the left, near Baroness Kniebreche--you are looking
to the right! He is speaking to your father now--a fine-looking man--he
has got the cross, too. Where did you meet with him?"
Elsa was forced to make up her mind to see Reinhold, though her heart
beat fast, to her great annoyance. She was vexed already at having laid
herself open to Schönau's sharp-sighted eyes, and almost betrayed
herself to him by her behaviour to the Count. It should not happen
again.
"A Herr Schmidt," she said, arranging the rosebuds in her hair--"a
merchant-captain. We made his acquaintance when we were travelling.
Papa likes him very much."
"A very fine-looking man," repeated Schönau; "just the sort of
handsome, manly face that I admire; and a very good manner, too, though
one recognises the officer of the reserve at the first glance."
"In what way?" asked Elsa, whose heart began to beat again.
"You ought to know that as well or better than I do, as you see more of
the Guards. Compare him with Ottomar, who is late as usual, and is
trying to repair his faults by making himself doubly agreeable! Look at
the finished courtesy with which he kisses old Countess Kniebreche's
bony hand, and now turns and makes a bow to Countess Fischbach, for
which the great Vestris might have envied him--_Allons, mon fils,
montrez votre talent_; and how he speaks now to Sattelstädt, not a
shade too much or too little. It is really unfair to compare one of the
reserve with the model of all knightly graces! Do not you agree with
me?"
Elsa only looked straight before her. Schönau was right; there was a
difference. She had liked him better as he walked up and down the deck
in his rough pilot jacket. She had envied him the firmness and freedom
of his movements. And when later he sat in the boat and steered it as
calmly as a rider governs his fiery steed, then he had appeared to her
as the model of a brave man conscious of his strength. If only he had
not come now, just now!
At that moment Reinhold, who had all this time been talking to her
father, and was now dismissed with a friendly nod, turned, and seeing
Elsa, came straight towards her. Elsa trembled so violently that she
was obliged to support herself by laying her hand on the back of a
chair; she wished to act a little comedy before the quick-witted
Schönau, and to appear perfectly cool and unconcerned; but as he now
stepped towards her, his bright, honest eyes still beaming at the
recollection of her father's kind reception of him, in the open, manly
features a certain embarrassment, which seemed to ask, 'Shall I be
welcome to you also?' her heart leaped up warmly and generously; and
though one hand still rested on the chair, she held out the other
towards him. Her dark eyes glowed, her red lips smiled, and she said:
"Welcome to our house, my dear Herr Schmidt!" as cheerfully and frankly
as if there were no finer name in the world.
He seized her hand and said a few words which she only half heard. She
turned towards Schönau, the Captain had vanished; the colour mounted
into her cheeks.
"It does not matter," she murmured.
"What does not matter?"
"I will tell you by-and-by if-- We are going to dance a little after
supper. I do not know----"
"Whether I dance! I am very fond of it."
"Even the Rheinländer?"
"Even the Rheinländer. And notwithstanding your incredulous smile, not
so badly that Fräulein von Werben need be afraid to give me the
honour."
"The Rheinländer then! I have already promised all the others. Now I
must go and entertain the company." She nodded kindly to him and turned
away, but came back immediately. "Do you like my brother?"
"Very much."
"I wish so much that you should be friends. Do try to see more of him.
Will you?"
"With all my heart."
She was now obliged to go; and Reinhold also mixed with the rest of the
company, without any of the embarrassment that he had felt on first
entering a circle so brilliant and so strange to him. His hosts had
received him as a dear friend of the house. Even the eyes of the
dignified aunt had glanced at him not without a certain good-natured
curiosity, stately as her curtsey had been; but the General had shaken
him warmly by the hand, and after the first words of greeting, drawing
him confidentially aside, had said: "I must introduce you to Colonel
von Sattelstädt and Captain von Schönau, both on the staff. They are
anxious to hear your opinion on the Harbour question. Pray speak your
mind quite freely. You will be doing me a favour. I shall also have a
special favour to ask of you with regard to this affair, which I will
tell you later. Au revoir, then."
That was flattering to the lieutenant of the reserve, said Reinhold to
himself as he turned towards Elsa; and now she, too, had been so kind
and friendly. He felt like one of Homer's heroes, who in silence hopes
that the goddess to whom he prays will be gracious to him, and to whom
the divinity appears in the tumult of battle and looks at him with her
immortal eyes, and in words which only he can hear, promises him her
assistance. What mattered to him now that old Baroness Kniebreche's
gold eye-glass was so long fixed upon him with such a disagreeable
stare, and then let fall with a movement that plainly said: It was
hardly worth the trouble! What mattered to him that Count Golm avoided
seeing him as long as he could possibly do so, and, when it was no
longer possible, walked past him with a snappish "Ah, Captain!
delighted to see you!" That young Prince Clemda's bow when they were
introduced might have been somewhat less careless. What did it all
signify? And those were the only marks of coldness which had been shown
him during the hour that he had already passed in the somewhat numerous
assembly. He had met with scarcely anything but good-natured, open
friendliness on the part of the ladies, and almost all the men, who
were mostly officers, cordially received him as one of themselves.
Even Prince Clemda seemed inclined to make up for his previous
carelessness by suddenly coming up to him and murmuring a few
sentences, amongst which Reinhold only distinguished clearly the words:
Werben--Orleans--Vierzon--confounded ride--sorry.
But what pleased him most was his acquaintance with Herr von
Sattelstädt and Herr von Schönau. They came up to him almost at the
same moment, and begged him, if it was not troubling him too much, to
give them his views on the practicability and utility of a harbour to
the north of Wissow Head. "We are both well acquainted with the
locality," said the Colonel, "and are both--the Captain even more than
myself--opposed to the project; we have of course discussed the matter
often at the Admiralty, but none the less, or rather all the more, it
would be of the greatest interest and importance to us to hear the
opinion of an intelligent sailor, who, while thoroughly well acquainted
with the circumstances of the case, is at the same time quite
unprejudiced, more especially when he possesses at the same time the
soldierly eye of a campaigner. Let us sit down in the study here--there
is another chair, Schönau! And now I think it would be best if you
would allow us to ask you a few questions. It is the easiest and surest
way of arriving at our object. We will not trouble you long."
"I am quite at your orders," said Reinhold.
The gentlemen intended only to take a discreet advantage of the
permission; but as Reinhold, against his will, was obliged frequently
to enter into details, in order to answer the questions put to him, the
conversation prolonged itself further than either of them had intended,
though no one seemed aware of it but himself. Flattering though the
respectful attention might be with which the two officers listened to
his explanations, and sincerely as he admired the sagacity and
knowledge displayed by every question, by every word they said--he
could not refrain from casting from time to time a longing glance
through the door of the study into the larger drawing-room, where the
company were still circulating as before, and through the drawing-room
into the second small room on the other side of the drawing-room, in
which apparently a group of young people had assembled, amongst whom he
perceived Ottomar and the lady who had been pointed out to him at the
Exhibition as Fräulein von Wallbach, Count Golm, and finally Elsa.
A lively dispute was going on, as could be heard right across the
intervening drawing-room, though naturally the actual words could not
be distinguished. Even Schönau's attention was at length caught by it.
"I would bet anything," he said, "that they are quarrelling over
Wagner; where Fräulein von Wallbach presides, Wagner is sure to be the
subject of discussion. I would give anything to hear what she says
about him this evening."
"That is to say, my dear Schönau, if I am not mistaken, I would give
anything if Sattelstädt would hold his tongue," said the Colonel,
smiling. "Well, we have already taken an unconscionable advantage of
Captain Schmidt's patience."
He rose and held out his hand to Reinhold. Schönau protested that he
meant nothing of the kind; the Colonel shook his finger threateningly
at him. "For shame, Schönau, to deny your liege lady! She, you must
know, Captain Schmidt, is Divine Harmony. For her he would go through
fire and water, and let the harbour matters take care of themselves. Be
off, Schönau!"
Schönau laughed, but went, taking with him Reinhold, who followed not
unwillingly, as he was thus enabled to return to Elsa and to Ottomar,
to whom he had only spoken in passing.
CHAPTER VIII.
Ottomar had been fully occupied in making up for lost time. He went
from one to the other, here whispering a compliment, there accompanying
a shake of the hand with a jest, this evening more than ever
overflowing with life and spirits and good-humour, the accomplished
favourite of the Graces, and king of society. So said Baroness
Kniebreche to Carla, who had just appeared in the drawing-room, with
her brother and sister-in-law, and was immediately taken possession of
by the old lady, one of whose "_mignons_" she was. "Look, my dear
Carla! he is just speaking to Helene Leisewitz--how happy the poor
thing is! It is not often that she is so singled out. Mon Dieu! he is
positively paying attentions to her. Do look!"
Carla was in despair. She could see nothing without her eye-glass, but
did not like to make use of it while with the Baroness whose pince-nez,
with glasses as big as thalers, were fixed to her almost sightless
eyes. Besides the old lady screamed so loud that she might be heard
half across the room, and she expected to be answered equally loudly,
being quite deaf of the right ear and almost deaf of the left.
"Ah! at last he has fluttered off to Emilie Fischbach--_à la bonne
heure!_ She has been making eyes at him for ever so long, charming
little creature! She really grows more charming every day. And how she
chatters and wriggles. A little too much simplicity, but she will
improve. You will have another rival next season, my dear Carla. What,
going already! No, no, my dear, not so fast; I have not spoken to you
for ages. You owe me a world of confidences. Do you think that an old
woman like me is to go about in society as ignorant as a new-born baby,
while the whole world is _au courant_? Out with it! When is the
betrothal to be? Not speak so loud? Why I am hardly speaking above a
whisper--this ear, please! It is not yet settled! Don't be angry with
me, my dear Carla; but what in the world are you thinking about? Do you
imagine an Ottomar von Werben is always to be had?"
"Do you want me, Baroness?" said Ottomar, who had heard his name.
"I want you to sit down by me here, on my left side, you faithless
butterfly!"
"Is there such a thing as a faithful butterfly, Baroness?"
"Now none of your jokes; I am a serious, practical old woman, and want
you both--why what has become of Carla?"
Carla had seized the opportunity, and, rising with an expression of
delighted astonishment on her animated countenance, had hastened
towards Count Golm, whom, by a hasty glance through her eye-glass, she
had perceived at the other side of the room engaged in conversation
with Countess Fischbach, and who now turned towards her. She was
determined to punish Ottomar for the neglect with which he had in the
most open manner treated her. Ottomar looked after her with gloomy
eyes, and his glance did not clear while the old Baroness took him to
task, as she expressed it. "Yes, yes, my dear Ottomar, it is only the
truth; and from whom should you hear it if not from an old woman, who
knows the world thoroughly and has known you ever since you were born?
I have seen other affairs come to nothing that looked quite as
promising as yours. Everything has its limits, even the patience of
society. If this patience is tried too long, society says nothing will
come of it; and when society has said so for a certain length of time
nothing does come of it, simply because it has said so. People do
everything as society decides; are betrothed, marry, separate, fall in
love, fall out of it again, fall in love a second and a third time,
fight duels, shoot their friends, shoot themselves--society is always
right."
"And supposing society should be right in our case?"
The old lady let her pince-nez fall in horror: "_Mais vous êtes fou,
monsieur, positivement fou!_"
She seized her large black fan, and fanned herself violently and
noisily; replaced her pince-nez, cast a sharp glance at Ottomar, who
stared moodily before him, and said, while she motioned to him to put
his ear near her mouth--
"Now listen patiently, like a good child, for you are children, both of
you; you who sit here looking like an ensign who has had twenty marks
too few at his examination for lieutenant; and Carla who is flirting
over there with Count Golm, on purpose to provoke you. Don't play with
fire. You might burn your fingers badly. If the affair comes to nothing
it will be the greatest scandal of the season. And now go and make your
peace with Carla, and tell her from me that I have known the Counts
Golm for three generations, and that the present one--well, I had
rather tell her myself."
She rapped Ottomar on the knuckles with her fan. Ottomar rose quickly
and moved a few paces towards Carla, in the full conviction that his
approach was all that was necessary to appease her, as she had watched
the whole progress of his conversation with the old lady, and now
turned her eye-glass on him. But Carla let him come a few steps nearer
and then turned completely round towards the Count, with the defiant
movement of an actress who wishes to give the audience an opportunity
of admiring the back of her dress. Ottomar started back and turned on
his heel, murmuring between his teeth: "A formal provocation! Thank
heaven!"
But when he now again mixed with the company, laughing and jesting even
more gaily than before, in his heart was dark night. What the Baroness
had murmured in his ear he had said to himself over and over again as
he hastened home through the Thiergarten, and the mighty trees over his
head could as little overpower with their sighings and groanings the
warning voice within him, as the hum and rustle of the company could
now overpower the harsh voice of the toothless old lady. Was she only
the mouth-piece of society? So, exactly so, would and must society
speak, perhaps did speak already, though he could not hear. Let it!
What did society know of the tall, slender figure which he had but now
held in his arms, of the throbbing heart that had rested on his breast,
of the wealth of kisses that still burned on his lips? If the four
charming girls with whom he was talking could combine all their charms
into one, they would still not make a Ferdinanda. And as for Carla, he
had never admired her as much as the rest of the world did, and now he
thought her positively ugly, with her coquettish airs, her eternal
laugh and her everlasting eye-glass. Let her marry the Count; let them
say and do what they would! And what could they do? A duel with
Wallbach? Well, it would be the fourth within four years, and if he
were killed, so much the better! There would be an end to the whole
affair; he need no longer trouble his head with his debts, or his heart
about the women! Debts, women--he would have done with them all!
"Oh, Herr von Werben! how intensely amusing you are this evening!"
"I feel intensely amusing, I assure you."
"I don't wonder, under the circumstances."
"Of course not!"
"Then do us a favour."
"A thousand."
"Do bring us your brother officer from the reserve; what is his name?"
"Schmidt!"
"Really?"
"Really!"
"How funny!"
"Why?"
"How cross you look! It is not our fault. Emilie Fischbach says he is
quite delightful! We want to know the delightful Herr Schmidt. Do
please bring Herr Schmidt here!"
"Oh, do!" exclaimed the other young ladies, "bring Herr Schmidt here!"
"I fly."
The titter of the girls, which was not ill-meant, sounded after him
like an intentional scoff. His cheeks burnt with anger and shame; that
name--it was hers also.
"One word, Werben."
Clemda touched him on the shoulder.
"What do you want?"
"I have had a letter from Brussels, from the Duke, and also one from
Antonia. The Duke is now free. Our wedding is to be in four weeks.
Antonia is very anxious that your betrothed should be one of her
bridesmaids. You must of course take me under your wing; I dare not
write and tell her that you are not yet betrothed. You are not angry
with me for the hint?"
"Why should I be?"
"Because you look so serious over it. Where are you off to in such a
hurry?"
"The ladies want me to take Lieutenant Schmidt to them."
"Ah! not a bad fellow--in his way!"
Clemda had let the last words slip out carelessly after the others--as
one might open a chink of a door one had just shut, in order to let the
dog in, thought Ottomar.
"And what I wanted to say besides, Ottomar--of course, as host, one has
certain duties, but then certain duties are owed to the host also; and
entre nous, I consider Golm's flirtation as rather a want of
consideration towards you, as he must know your situation with regard
to Fräulein Wallbach as well as anybody."
"He is quite a stranger in our circle."
"Then you should explain matters to him; and Golm----"
"My dear Werben! can you spare me a moment?"
"At your orders, Colonel!"
"Ah!" said Clemda, retiring with a bow before his commanding officer.
"Only a moment," repeated Colonel von Bohl, drawing Ottomar a little on
one side; "I have just been speaking to Wallbach; he was very pressing,
but, with the best will in the world, I cannot give you leave before
the spring. Clemda will want a long leave; Rossow must be away at least
three months, as his wound threatens to break out again. I cannot spare
all my best officers at once. His Excellency must understand that."
"But there is no hurry, Colonel."
"You want to marry, and I am not devoted to newly-married young
officers; I grant you willingly, therefore, a year's leave for
diplomatic service in St. Petersburg. And then, my dear Werben----"
The Colonel cast a glance behind him and said in a lower voice:
"I should not be sorry if you could find some excuse for a short
absence,"--the Colonel made a significant gesture; "those matters might
be better and easier arranged from St. Petersburg than here--believe
me, my dear Werben!"
"But everything is arranged, Colonel; since this morning."
"Everything?"
The Colonel looked Ottomar full in the face.
"All but a trifling matter----"
"I should like even that trifling matter to be got over. His Majesty
is very particularly sensitive on those matters just now, and with
reason. Now, my dear Werben, we have all been young once, and you
know my feelings towards you. I speak for your own sake, and may tell
you in confidence that Wallbach, if not exactly prepared for any
sacrifice--that would be saying too much--is ready to help you as far
as he can in making any arrangement. You understand!"
The Colonel held out his hand, and turned quickly away to put an end to
the interview. He had in the kindest and friendliest manner said his
last word, his ultimatum. Ottomar had quite understood. The blood ran
hot and cold through his veins; his temples throbbed violently.
He stopped a servant who was passing with a tray, tossed down several
glasses of wine and then laughed, as one of his brother officers called
out to him: "Leave a little for me!"
"Do you find it so hot too?"
"Tolerably! But I believe we are going to dance."
"After supper; I don't know why it is so late. I will ask my sister."
"She is in that room."
Ottomar plunged into the room, into the midst of a circle which had
grouped itself round Carla. An extraordinary feeling of perversity came
over him. In this little room almost all his most decisive meetings
with Carla had taken place; here it was the custom, when the company
was smaller, to withdraw in order to talk more at ease; and here were
now gathered together all his most intimate friends: a few of his
favourite brother officers--Wartenberg, Tettritz--only Schönau was
absent--a few of Elsa's particular friends, Elsa herself, even old
Baroness Kniebreche had made her appearance, as she always did wherever
she expected an interesting conversation, and, preventing Carla from
rising off the small, blue silk sofa, had sunk into an armchair, in
which, leaning forward, with her hand to her left ear, she listened
eagerly to Carla's words. The only one of the party who was a stranger,
as Ottomar himself had said a few minutes before to Clemda, was Count
Golm; and this stranger stood, with one hand on the back of the small
sofa, close to Carla, where he himself ought to have been standing,
instead of remaining in the doorway, without the possibility of
advancing a step farther into the crowded room, and not daring either
to withdraw, after Baroness Kniebreche, turning her pince-nez angrily
on him, had exclaimed: "There you are at last, when our dear Carla has
been enchanting us with her clever talk--yes, yes, my dear Carla,
positively enchanting us. Let your brother stand, Elsa; he has richly
deserved it. For heaven's sake go on, my dear Carla!"
Carla had hastily glanced towards the door through her eye-glass. "I
cannot say any more without repeating what I have said already."
"Then repeat it!" exclaimed the Baroness. "One cannot hear often enough
that Wagner is the master of all masters who have ever lived or ever
will live."
"I did not say that, Baroness," said Carla, laying her hand on the old
lady's; "only of those who have lived! It is not for nothing that the
master calls his music that of the future; and the future is so called
because it is yet to come. But who can venture to predict what will
come?"
"Is it not magnificent?" exclaimed the old lady--"positively
magnificent?"
"For," continued Carla, "deep as is my admiration for the master, I
cannot conceal from myself, though with some trembling--only too
natural in face of such incomparable greatness--that the mystical
connection between word and sound--the Eleusinian mystery--proclaimed
by the master, though only to the initiated, produces a deeper, more
heart-felt satisfaction, in which the last remains of that barbarous
separation which has hitherto existed between poetry and music entirely
and for ever disappear."
"Positively stupendous!" exclaimed the Baroness.
"Magnificent!" growled Lieutenant von Tettritz.
"But Wagner himself allows that," said Von Wartenberg.
"And that speaks in my favour," answered Carla. "When we see how this
splendid genius goes further and deeper with every work, how he
advances with giant strides from 'Rienzi' and the 'Fliegende Holländer'
to 'Tannhäuser' and 'Lohengrin;' from these to the 'Meistersinger;'
from the 'Meistersinger' to 'Tristan and Isolde,' which I have only
glanced at as yet, and now to what the 'Ring des Nibelungen' is to
bring us--can we, dare we say, in opposition to the most modest of men,
who looks upon every height that he has reached as only the stepping
stone to a greater one, that with the 'Ring' the ring is closed?
Impossible! 'Art,' says Goethe, who, if he understood nothing of music,
always deserves to be listened to on the universal principles of
æsthetics--'Art has never been possessed by one man alone;' and,
god-like though he is, we must still look upon the master as a man."
"I must kiss you--I positively must kiss you!" exclaimed the Baroness.
"What do you say to it, Count Golm--what do you say to it?"
"I bow my head in admiration and--silence," answered the Count, laying
his hand on his heart.
"And you, Ottomar?" exclaimed the Baroness, turning in her chair
with almost girlish activity, and fixing her pince-nez like a
double-barrelled pistol on him.
"I consider Wagnerism, from beginning to end, to be an abominable
humbug!" answered Ottomar defiantly.
The company were horror-struck. "Good heavens!" "Unheard of!"
"Abominable!" "Positive blasphemy!" was heard on all sides.
"What did he say?" asked the old lady, her hand to her ear, bending
towards Carla.
Carla shrugged her shoulders. "You really cannot expect me to repeat
Herr von Werben's words. Baroness?"
"Which Ottomar did not mean seriously," said Elsa, with an imploring
look at her brother, which Ottomar answered by a shrug of the
shoulders.
"I thought myself bound," he said, "as the Baroness did me the honour
to appeal directly to me, to give my opinion, though it can be of no
importance in this 'noble circle.'" He emphasised scornfully the last
words.
"Humbug!" exclaimed the old lady, who, while the others were all
talking at once, had made Herr von Tettritz repeat the fearful word in
her ear. "It is too bad! You must withdraw it!--you must positively
withdraw it! Do you hear, Ottomar?"
"Perfectly, Baroness," answered Ottomar; "but I am unfortunately unable
to comply with your command."
"It is an insult--a positive insult!" exclaimed the Baroness, waving
her enormous fan violently up and down--"to us all, to Carla in
particular--on my honour, my dear Carla!"
Carla appeared not to hear; she was leaning back on the sofa, and
laughing with Count Golm, who, leaning on his elbow, bent low over her.
Elsa was greatly disturbed. She knew that her brother did not in the
least care about music, and that under any other circumstances he would
have put an end to the disagreeable scene with one of the light jests
that came so easily to him; and that if he did not do so now--if, as
was evident from his gloomy countenance, he was determined to continue
it, he could only have one reason for doing so--the wish to bring about
a crisis, to break with Carla irrevocably and for ever, in the presence
of their friends! She did not wish for the marriage; she had spoken
eagerly against it that very day; had opened her anxious heart to her
brother. But Carla had not deserved this; she was only behaving today
as she always did, and her laughter at this moment was doubtless
forced. What could she say or do?
"Will you at least honour me with an answer?" exclaimed the angry old
lady, half rising from her chair.
"Let me answer for him, Baroness?" said a voice.
Elsa almost exclaimed in joyful astonishment. It was Schönau, who,
laying his hand on Ottomar's shoulder, stepped into the doorway. Behind
them she saw another bearded countenance, whose large, honest eyes
rapidly surveyed the group, and finally rested on her. He could do no
good here; but his very presence was a comfort, while Schönau's wits
would bring help.
Half a dozen voices at once made him acquainted with the crime Ottomar
had committed.
"Now, Werben, Werben!" said Schönau, shaking his head at him. "How
could you let your rash daring lead you into such danger, even if you
were as much at home in logic as you are on horseback? But to confuse
cause with effect--to call Bark giddiness because it produces
giddiness, singing in the ears, and headache, is really unheard of!"
"You hear him!" exclaimed the old lady triumphantly, having only caught
the last words. "Unheard of--positively unheard of! Get up, Tettritz;
let Schönau sit down here. Go on, Schönau. Wagner is the greatest
musician--eh?"
"And the greatest dramatist also," said Schönau, taking the place
willingly left free for him by the Baroness.
"Go on, go on!" exclaimed the Barones, tapping Schönau on the hand with
her fan.
"Undoubtedly," continued Schönau, with a smile, "it is the mission of
every poet to hold a looking-glass to nature; but with a difference.
'_J'ai vu les mœurs de mon temps, et j'ai publié ces lettres_,'
wrote Rousseau in the preface to his 'Nouvelle Héloise;' that may
suffice for the novelist, the poet's half-brother, as Schiller calls
him. We must be content if he presents to us good photographs of
reality--instantaneous pictures; and more than content if these
photographs come out stereoscopically, and appear almost like
life--almost. For only the dramatist fulfils, and can fulfil, his
mission in earnest, his aim having been from the first, and being
still, to leave the impress of his style on the age and on the material
world. The first thing necessary for this, however, is Shakespeare's
golden rule--'Be not too tame.' And it is just because Wagner is not
too tame--because he has the courage, which his enemies call audacity,
to allow the salient points in the character of his age to appear, to
allow the excrescences to grow out of the material world--it is this
which raises him so far above his rivals in the estimation of all who
have ears to hear and eyes to see."
"I should like to kiss you!" exclaimed the Baroness. "Go on, my dear
Schönau--go on!"
Schönau bowed.
"What are, however, the salient points of our age? Ask our
philosophers--Schopenhauer, Hartmann----"
"This will please you, Carla!" exclaimed the Baroness.
"They will answer, the deep conviction of the insufficiency,
wretchedness, misery--let me say the word--worthlessness of this our
earthly life; and combined with this, the conscious-unconscious longing
after the Nirvana, the sweet Nothing--the beginning and foundation of
things, which appears to our troubled nature as the only deliverance
and last haven of refuge from the desolation and error of this life,
and to which we should undoubtedly fly were it not for our will--our
gigantic, invincible, indestructible will--that cares for nothing more
than to live, to enjoy, to drink down the foaming cup of life, of love,
to its last bitter drops. Renunciation there, enjoyment here, both to
overflowing; because each is aware of the other, each hates the other,
like the hostile brothers. And in this constantly renewed contest
between irreconcilable contradictions; in this sensation of being
torn backwards and forwards in the wildest confusion, the maddest
tumult, the most entangled whirl; in this witches' Sabbath, this
will-o'-the-wisp dance, and this halo of falling stars of modern
humanity, hurrying from hell to heaven, from heaven to hell, raging and
vanishing into mist; in this everything, and something more, turned
into endless sing-song and eternal clang--the most horrible Past
painted into a rosy-red caricature of the Present, while the eyes of a
spectral Future stare from the empty sockets--the flute-notes of soft
enjoyment, the violin-tones of fading bliss, drowned by the crashing
cymbals and the shrill sound of the trumpets--here you have the
'Venusberg' and the 'Penitent,' the 'Wedding-night' and 'Monsalvat,'
the chronic sorrows of love and the magic drink from a prescription;
here you have, taking it all in all, him whose like has never been
seen, and never will be seen--here you have Richard Wagner! And now,
Baroness and ladies, allow me to withdraw before the enchanted silence
into which I have lulled you breaks into words, which might hurt my
modesty, though not that of nature."
Schönau kissed Baroness Kniebreche's hand and disappeared, taking
Ottomar with him. A few laughed, others cried "Treachery." The Baroness
exclaimed:
"I don't know what you mean; he is quite right!"
Lieutenant von Tettritz, who, as an enthusiastic Wagnerite, felt
himself seriously offended, and was considering whether he ought not to
call out Schönau for this insult, tried to explain to her that the
Captain had mystified and laughed at her in the most outrageous manner.
"Without my finding it out!" exclaimed the old lady. "You must not say
that, my dear child; old Kniebreche knows better than that when she is
laughed at, I can assure you."
CHAPTER IX.
Fortunately at this moment supper was announced; it was served from a
buffet which had been prepared in the hitherto closed room, on two
small tables which had in the meantime been laid.
"Are you not yet engaged?" asked Elsa of Reinhold as she passed him;
"make haste, then; Fräulein Emilie von Fischbach is waiting for you;
she is indeed, though you look so astonished! It is all settled; she is
standing near the looking-glass with Fräulein von Rossow whom Schönau
has engaged. I do not intend to engage myself--I shall follow you
in--we are going to sit at the small round table in the window! Now
make haste, for fear anybody should get there before us." Reinhold
hastened to fulfil so agreeable a command; Elsa stopped Ottomar, who
was passing her. "Do, dear Ottomar, take Carla in to supper; I am sure
she is waiting for you. You really have got a fault to make up for."
"Which I shall not do by committing another."
"I do not understand you; but you owe something to her and to us all."
"I shall never be able to pay all my debts. Well, to please
you--there!" and he glanced at Carla, who just then passed on Golm's
arm to the nearest table; "you see how she has waited for me!"
"Paula!" exclaimed Elsa to a young lady, "my brother is anxious to take
you in to supper, but does not dare ask you because you refused him the
other day. At that table!--Prince Clemda, at that table, please, near
Count Golm and Ottomar--there are just four places empty--every seat
must be occupied."
"At your orders," said Clemda; "_allons_, Werben!"
Ottomar, with the lady on his arm, still stood undecided.
"Will a Werben allow a Golm to say that he left the field clear for
him?" whispered Elsa in his ear.
She regretted the words as soon as they were spoken: how could any
cause prosper that was fed from the spring of injured vanity? But
Ottomar had already led away her friend, and it was high time for her
also to take her place. She was too late already. She had hoped that
Reinhold would sit by her; but room must be made for another couple who
had been wandering from table to table, and the whole arrangement was
thus disturbed. Still he was opposite to her, and she had the
satisfaction of seeing him--of noticing his eyes so often, it could
hardly be unintentionally, turned towards her--if only for a moment; of
hearing his hearty laugh, which had so enchanted Meta, and which she
herself, as she secretly acknowledged, found so enchanting; the calm
clearness of his words when he joined in the conversation, the modest
silence with which he readily allowed the witty Schönau to take the
lead in the conversation. The latter, now that he thought it worth his
while, spoke his real opinion of Wagner and Wagnerism, and explained
how he saw in Wagner, not the prophet of the future, but, on the
contrary, the last exponent of a great past; how the mixing and
mingling of arts, which Wagner held up as their highest development,
had everywhere and at all times prepared and accompanied their
downfall; how the blind fanaticism of his supporters, and the
tyrannical intolerance with which they cried down every opposite
opinion, was for him not a proof of their strength, but, on the
contrary, of their weakness, the overpowering consciousness of which
they sought to drown in this manner; and how, to his eyes, the only
comfort to be derived from the whole affair was that the despotism
usurped by the Wagnerites hung on one life only, namely, that of the
master himself, and that his empire must fall into ruins as soon as he
abandoned the scene, because his so-called theory did not rest on true
principles of art, did not result necessarily from the essence of art,
but was nothing more than the abstraction of his own highly-gifted,
energetic but capricious and exceptional nature, of which it might
truly be said that its like would hardly be seen again.
"Believe me, my friends, to his helpless disciples Mephistopheles'
saying will be carried out; they will have the parts in their hands,
but the spiritual bond that united them will be gone for ever."
Schönau had addressed his words chiefly to Elsa, but Elsa's thoughts
were wandering, and yet she generally listened to him with so much
pleasure; and he was talking to-day even better than usual, with a
certain passion which was very striking in the usually quiet, reserved
man. Her friends had often teased her about Captain Schönau, and she
had never denied that she liked him; and now, while he was speaking,
and her eyes wandered from him to Reinhold and back again, and she
compared, almost against her will, these two men who were so unlike one
another, she asked herself how it could be that one should like one man
so much and yet like another a great deal better, even though the
former had undoubtedly far more brilliant ideas beneath his broad,
sharply-chiselled brow, than the other who listened to him with such
respectful attention; besides, how curious it was, that while the one
had for years frequented their house as an intimate friend, she had
never troubled herself to think whether he enjoyed himself there, while
her head was now constantly troubling itself with the question whether
the other, who was their guest for the first time to-day, had come
willingly and would wish to come again, and she rejoiced to see how
contentedly he was chatting with pretty Emilie Fischbach, and how he
now, in his open-hearted way, lifted his glass to her and drained it,
while his eyes looked so kindly and so steadily into hers. Yes, she was
happy, and would have been entirely so if the talk at the long table
near them had been somewhat less loud and excited, and if Ottomar's
voice had not several times rung out so loudly that she started in
terror, and was relieved when the sounds of laughter and the clinking
of glasses drowned his clear tones. She knew that it was always
particularly noisy and jolly at the table at which Ottomar sat.
To-day more than ever. "A Werben will not leave the field clear for a
Golm!" The words sounded in Ottomar's ear as he sat at table by his
partner, opposite to Golm and Carla, and they re-echoed in his
passion-filled heart; and, if no one else remarked it, to Carla there
was a tone in his voice as he now plunged into the conversation already
started, in which he took and maintained the lead, as if it were a
race, thought Carla, in which he was determined to be the victor in
spite of all the efforts of his rivals. And Count Golm strove in every
imaginable way--but in vain. Ottomar was inexhaustible in his amusing
fancies, absurd jokes, and witty answers; Carla had never seen him so
brilliant.
Carla was enchanted; she knew what prize was being ridden for in this
race, and why the foremost rider took the highest hedges and the widest
ditches with such temerity, and that it was from her hands the winner
would receive the prize. Poor Golm, he did all he could, and more than
all; it was not his fault if he remained farther and farther behind,
and at length seemed inclined to turn out of the course. But that could
not be allowed; he must be cheered and encouraged, he must be allowed
to receive at least the second prize, and be persuaded that it was only
an unlucky accident that vanquished him this time, and that it was not
impossible that another time he might win the first.
But this must be done very carefully, by an encouraging smile, by a
kind, rapid glance; before the company Ottomar must be crowned; to
Ottomar she addressed herself as they rose from table, and holding out
her hand, said, loud enough to be heard by the bystanders:
"You really surpassed yourself, Herr von Werben."
"You are too kind," answered Ottomar, with so low a bow that it was
almost mocking.
The mockery was not heartfelt. He was intoxicated by his success, and
not by his success only. He had desired to forget his cares and
troubles by drowning them in wine, and he had succeeded. The dark wood,
and the beautiful girl whom a few hours back he had folded in his arms
in that dark wood, it was all a dream--a wild, confused dream which he
had dreamt, heaven only knew when; here were pleasure and mirth, and
light and brightness, whichever way he looked; and whichever way he
looked bright eyes sparkled, rosy lips laughed, white shoulders
glistened, and all sparkled, laughed, and glistened for him! Here was
his empire; here he was king; he had only to hold out his hand and the
hand of the lady most courted here would be laid in his! Was there a
to-morrow? Let it come; the present belonged to him; pleasure and mirth
for ever! Bright eyes, and rosy lips, and white shoulders for ever!
And as if all the spirits of pleasure and mirth were surrounding him,
Ottomar flew through the rooms to apologise to the elder guests, if in
the interests of the young people who wanted to dance a little they
were somewhat crowded till the supper-room could be cleared, begging
his brother officers not to waste precious time, but to engage their
partners if they had not been wise enough to do so already, giving the
young ladies the delightful information that the evening would wind up
with a cotillon, with orders to be given by the ladies, and that there
was room on his breast for more than one. And now the doors were
re-opened, from the empty room resounded the notes of a merry polka,
and----
"You will dance this with me, Carla?" exclaimed Ottomar, and without
awaiting her answer--putting his arm round her--he flew with her into
the dancing-room, followed by the other couples who had anxiously
awaited this moment.
"Are you not dancing?" asked a deep voice behind Reinhold.
Reinhold turned. "No, General."
"Do you not dance?"
"Oh yes; but you did me the honour to say you wished to speak to me. I
was just about to----"
"That is very good of you. I was coming to fetch you."
"I am at your orders, General."
"Come, then."
The General, however, did not move. The aspect of the room, which was
almost filled with dancers, appeared to interest and absorb him.
Reinhold, who had unconsciously turned in the direction in which the
General was looking, saw that the eyes of the latter were fastened on
Ottomar, who with Carla was engaged in the centre of the room in
performing the skilful evolutions demanded by the polka. A smile passed
over his grave, stern face; then, as if rousing himself from a dream,
he passed his hand over his forehead, and said again, "Come, then."
He put his arm through Reinhold's, and crossed with him the large
drawing-room in front of a group that had assembled round Baroness
Kniebreche. The Baroness suddenly stopped speaking; the round glasses
of her pince-nez seemed to flash forth angry flames at the sight of the
confidential manner of the General towards the young officer of the
reserve.
"Look away!" thought Reinhold, while his heart beat proudly, "and
heaven grant that I may prove worthy of the honour!"
They entered the small room in which a little while before Wagner had
been so warmly discussed. The room was empty.
"Sit down," said the General, taking possession of an arm-chair and
motioning to Reinhold to sit by him; "I will not keep you long."
"I am really in no hurry. General; I am only engaged once for a later
dance with your daughter."
"That is right," said the General. "Elsa is in your debt, and here am I
going to take advantage of your good-nature again. In one word, you
have spoken to Colonel Sattelstädt and to Schönau, and have given them
your decided opinion upon the matter you know of. They both say that
your explanations have put the matter in quite a new light, which they
consider most important, and which ought to decide the question in the
eyes of all who can see in our favour; that is to say, in mine and
these two gentlemen's, who unfortunately stand pretty nearly alone in
our views, and have every reason to look about us for allies. I ask you
now, in our joint names, if you will be that ally, and if you will draw
up for us a written statement of the circumstances of which we can make
unrestricted use? Schönau will willingly provide you with maps and any
other assistance you may want, if you will put yourself in
communication with him. The first question now is, will you do us this
kindness?"
"Most certainly, General, and will do it to the best of my ability."
"I felt sure you would; but I must draw your attention to one important
point. President von Sanden has told me that he has you in his mind,
and Elsa confided to me that you were not disinclined to agree to the
President's wish, and accept the situation in question. The post is not
in the gift of the Minister of War, but your report will cause ill
feeling in more than one department, and we might find ourselves
compelled to give up the name of our informant. Have you thought of
that?"
"No, General; but I have never been ashamed of my name, and, thank God,
have never had reason to be. From the moment that it is named in such
company and in this affair, I shall be proud of it."
The General nodded.
"One thing more: the matter is pressing, very pressing. When do you
think you can have the report ready?"
"If I can communicate with Herr von Schönau to-morrow morning, it shall
be ready the morning after."
"But you would have to work all night."
"I am a good sleeper, General, and I can keep awake too when
necessary."
The General smiled.
"Thank you, my dear Schmidt."
It was the first time that he had spoken to Reinhold in the
unceremonious manner usual from superior officers to their younger
comrades. He had risen, and his usually stern glance rested with almost
fatherly kindness on the young man who stood before him, colouring with
pleasure and pride.
"And now go and amuse yourself for a little while with the young
people; you are still young enough yourself, thank God. There comes my
son, probably to fetch you."
"Just so," said Ottomar, who appeared hurriedly and excitedly in the
doorway. "I apologise; but Elsa----"
"Off with you!" said the General.
Ottomar drew Reinhold away.
The General looked thoughtfully after the two young men.
"It is a pity," he said, "but one cannot have everything at once, and
if Ottomar--what do you want!"
"This letter has just been left."
"A letter, now? How can that be?"
"The hall door is open, sir. The man who brought it said it was lucky,
as otherwise he would have had to ring. It was very important."
"Very odd!" said the General, contemplating the letter which he had
taken from the servant.
It was a large, business-like looking letter, and the direction was in
a clerk's hand.
"Very odd!" said the General again.
He had opened the letter mechanically and began to read it. What was
this? He passed his hand over his eyes and looked again; but there it
stood quite plain, in clear, bold words. His face became purple.
"Have you any orders, sir?" asked August, who was anxiously waiting.
"No, no! nothing, nothing! You can go," murmured the General, as he put
the letter down and pretended to fold it. But the servant had hardly
left the room before he took it up again to read to the end. And then
the strong man trembled from head to foot, while with a cautious glance
around he quickly folded the letter, and tearing open his uniform, put
it in his pocket.
"Unhappy boy!" he murmured.
CHAPTER X.
The last carriage had driven away; the servants were arranging the
rooms under Sidonie's directions. Elsa, who generally spared her aunt
all household cares, had withdrawn under pretext of feeling a little
tired, that, in her quiet room, she might let the soft echoes of this
happy evening die out of her heart, undisturbed by the clatter of
chairs and tables. It had not needed that he should dance the
Rheinländer so admirably; she would still have brought him in the
cotillon the large blazing order which she had placed at the bottom of
the basket, and which, when her turn came, she boldly and successfully
drew out, and then with trembling hands fastened it beside the iron
cross on his breast. Yes; her hands had trembled and her heart had
fluttered as she had done the great deed, and then looked up in his
sparkling eyes; but it was from happiness, from pure happiness and joy.
And it was happiness and joy which now kept her awake, after she had
laid her greatest treasures--the album with his portrait and the little
compass--on the table by her bedside, and had extinguished the candle,
which she lighted again in order to cast a glance at the box containing
the compass, and to assure herself that "it was still faithful," and
"turned towards its master," and then opened the album at the place at
which it always opened, and looked at his portrait once more; no, not
at the portrait--that was detestable--but at the inscription, "With all
my heart," and softly breathed a kiss upon it, and then quickly put the
light out again, laid her head on the pillow, and sought in her dreams
him to whom she was faithful waking and sleeping, and of whom she knew
that he was faithful to her sleeping or waking.
Ottomar had also, as soon as the last guests were gone, retired, with a
"Good-night; I am tired to death; what has become of my father?" and
had gone downstairs without waiting for the answer. In the passage
leading to his room, he must pass his father's door. He stood still for
a moment. His father, who had gone downstairs a few minutes before, was
doubtless still up, and Ottomar was accustomed under similar
circumstances to knock and, at least, wish him good-night through the
open door. This evening he did not do so. "I am tired to death," he
repeated, as if he wished to apologise to himself for this breach of
his usual habit.
But arrived in his room, he did not think of going to bed. It would
have been useless so long as the blood coursed through his temples,
"like mad," said Ottomar, while he tore off and threw down his uniform
with the cotillon orders, and tore open his waistcoat and cravat,
and put on the first garment that he laid his hand upon--his
shooting-coat--and stationed himself at the open window with a cigar.
The night was very fresh, but the cold did him good; a drizzling rain
was falling from the black clouds, but he did not heed it; he stood
there looking out into the dark autumn night, and smoking his cigar,
confused thoughts whirling through his troubled brain, and the beating
of the veins of his temples and the sighing of the wind in the trees
prevented his hearing a twice-repeated knock at the door. He started
like a criminal when he heard a voice at his ear. It was August.
"I beg pardon, sir. I knocked more than once."
"What do you want?"
"The General begs you will go to him at once."
"Is my father ill?"
August shook his head. "The General has not yet undressed, and does not
look exactly ill, only a little----"
"Only a little what?"
The man scratched his head. "A little odd, sir. I think, sir, the
General----"
"Confound you, will you speak out?"
August came a step nearer, and said in a whisper, "I think the General
had a disagreeable letter a little while ago; it may have been about
half-past eleven. I did not see the man who brought it, and Friedrich
did not recognise him, and I believe he went away again immediately.
But I was obliged to take the letter to the General myself, and the
General made a curious face when he read the letter."
"From a lady?"
August could not help smiling, in spite of his sincere anxiety for his
young master.
"Oh no!" said he. "They look different, one finds that out by
experience; an important looking letter."
"Those infernal Jews!" muttered Ottomar. He could not understand what
it meant; the next bill was only due in a week's time; but what else in
the world could it be? His father would be in an awful rage again.
Well, he would only have to propose a few days earlier, if he must
propose, were it only to put an end to these everlasting worries, which
left a man no peace even to smoke his cigar quietly in his own room at
night.
He tossed the cigar out of window. August had picked up his uniform
coat, and was taking off the cotillon orders.
"What is that for?"
"Won't you put on your uniform, sir?" asked August.
"Nonsense!" said Ottomar. "It would only--" He broke off; he could not
say to August, "It would only make this tiresome business longer and
more solemn." "I shall simply tell my father that I do not mean to
trouble him with these matters in future, but prefer to allow Wallbach
finally to settle my affairs," said he to himself, while August went
before him along the passage with the lamp, the gaslights having been
extinguished, and stopped at his father's door.
"You may put the light down on the table and go to bed, and tell
Friedrich to wake me at six o'clock."
He had spoken louder than was necessary, and it struck him that his
voice sounded strange, as if it were not his own voice. Of course it
was only because the house was quite quiet, so quiet that he again
heard the blood coursing through his temples, and the beating of his
heart.
"Those infernal Jews!" he muttered again through his teeth as he
knocked at the door.
"Come in!"
His father stood at his writing-table, above which a hanging lamp was
burning. On the console before the looking-glass also the lamps were
still burning. The room seemed disagreeably light and formal-looking,
although it was exactly as Ottomar had always seen it, as long as he
could remember. He had better have put on his uniform after all.
"I must apologise for my dress, father; I was just going to bed, and
August seemed to think you were in such a hurry."
His father remained standing at the table, leaning on one hand, with
his back towards him, without answering. The silence lay like a
mountain on Ottomar's soul. With a great effort he shook off his vague
dread.
"What do you want, father?"
"First that you should read this letter," said the General, turning
round slowly, and pointing to a paper that was spread out before him on
the table.
"A letter to me?"
"In that case I should not have read it; and I have read it."
He had stepped back from the table, and paced slowly up and down the
room with his hands behind his back, while Ottomar, standing where
his father had stood just before, without taking the letter in his
hand--the handwriting was legible enough--read as follows:
"Honoured Sir,--I trust your honour will forgive your humble servant,
the undersigned, for venturing to call your honour's attention to a
circumstance which threatens seriously to endanger the welfare of your
honoured family. It concerns the relations which have for some time
subsisted between your son, Lieutenant von Werben, and the daughter of
your neighbour, Herr Schmidt, the owner of the great marble-works. Your
honour will excuse the undersigned from entering into details, with
which he is thoroughly conversant, but which are better consigned to
the obscurity in which the parties in question seek in vain to remain,
and if the undersigned begs you to ask your son where, and in whose
company he was this evening between eight and nine, it is only to prove
to your honour how far the said relations have been carried.
"It would be both foolish and unpardonable to suppose that your honour
is acquainted with all this, and has connived at it till your son is on
the point of being betrothed to the daughter of an ultra-radical
democrat. On the contrary, the undersigned can imagine beforehand the
painful astonishment which your honour will experience on reading these
lines; but, your honour, the undersigned has also been a soldier, and
knows what military honour is, as indeed all his life long he has
cherished it, and he cannot endure any longer to see the honour of such
a brave officer so criminally trifled with behind his back, by him who
more than any other appears called to protect that honour.
"The undersigned feels he need say no more in assertion of the great
veneration with which he is of his honour and his honour's whole family
"The obedient, humble servant."
The General did not interrupt his son for some minutes, but as Ottomar
still remained motionless, staring in front of him, his teeth pressing
hard on his white lip, he stopped in his walk at the far end of the
room, and asked:
"Have you any idea who wrote that letter?"
"No."
"Have you the slightest suspicion that the lady whom it concerns----"
"Good heavens!" exclaimed Ottomar impetuously.
"I beg your pardon, but I am under the painful necessity of asking
questions, as you do not appear disposed to give me the explanations
which I expected."
"What am I to explain!" asked Ottomar half defiantly; "the thing is
true."
"Short and conclusive," answered the General, "but not quite clear. At
least, some points still require clearing up. Have you anything to
reproach this lady with--I may call her so?"
"I must beg you to do so."
"Well, then, have you anything in the least to reproach this lady with,
which, setting aside outward circumstances of which we will speak
later, could prevent you from bringing her into Elsa's company? On your
honour!"
"On my honour, nothing!"
"Do you know anything of her family, again setting aside outward
circumstances, even the smallest fact, which would and ought to hinder
any other officer who was not in your peculiar position from forming a
connection with her family! On your honour!"
Ottomar hesitated a moment; he knew absolutely nothing dishonourable of
Philip; he only had the inborn instinct of a gentleman against a man
who, in his eyes, is not a gentleman; but he would have considered it
cowardly to shelter himself behind this vague feeling.
"No!" said he moodily.
"You have acquainted the lady with your circumstances?"
"In a general way, yes."
"Amongst other things, that you are disinherited if you marry a woman
who is not of noble birth?"
"No."
"That was somewhat imprudent; however, I can understand it. But in a
general way you say that she is aware of the difficulties which, under
the most favourable circumstances, must stand in the way of a union
between you and her?"
"Yes."
"Have you ever let her perceive that you have neither the will nor the
power to remove these difficulties?"
"No."
"Rather have allowed her to believe, have probably assured her that you
can and will set aside these obstacles?"
"Yes."
"Then you will marry her."
Ottomar started like a horse touched by the spur. He had felt that this
must and would be the end; and yet, as the words were spoken, his pride
chafed against the pressure put upon his heart even by his own father.
And in the background lurked again ghost-like the horrid sensation that
he had had in the park; that he was weaker than she who so confidingly
nestled in his arms. Was he to be always the weaker, always to follow,
whether he would or no, always to have his path traced out for him by
others?
"Never!" burst from him.
"How! never!" said the General. "Surely I am not speaking to a
headstrong boy who breaks the toy that he no longer cares about, but to
an officer and a gentleman who is accustomed to keep his word
strictly."
Ottomar felt that he must give a reason, or at least the shadow of a
reason.
"I mean," he said, "that I cannot make up my mind to take a step in one
direction that would compel me to do wrong in another."
"I think I understand your position," said the General; "it is not an
agreeable one, but a man who pays attention in so many quarters should
be prepared for the consequences. I must, however, do you the justice
of admitting that I begin now to understand your behaviour to Fräulein
von Wallbach, and that I only find wanting in it that consistency to
which you have unfortunately never accustomed me on any point. In my
opinion it was your duty to draw back once for all, the instant that
your heart became seriously engaged in another direction. No doubt,
considering our intimate acquaintance with the Wallbachs, this would
have been extremely difficult and disagreeable, still a man may be
deceived in his feelings, and society accepts such changes of mind and
their practical consequences, provided everything is done at the right
time and in a proper manner. How you are now to draw back, without
bringing upon yourself and us the most serious embarrassment, I do not
know; I only know that it must be done. Or have you carried your
misconduct to its highest point and bound yourself here as you are
bound there?"
"I am bound to Fräulein von Wallbach by nothing that the whole world
has not seen; by no word that the whole world has not heard, or might
not have heard, and my feelings for her have been from the first as
undecided----"
"As your behaviour. Let us say no more about it, then; let us rather
face the situation into which you have brought yourself, and deduce the
consequences. The first is, that you have destroyed your diplomatic
career--you cannot appear at the Court of St. Petersburg or any other
court with a wife of low birth; the second, that you must exchange into
another regiment, as you would never see the last of the collisions and
rubs that must happen to you in your present regiment if you had a
Fräulein Schmidt for your wife; the third, that if the lady does not
bring you a fortune, or at least a very considerable addition to your
means, you will have for the future to live in a very different way
from what you have been hitherto accustomed to, and one which I fear
will not be in accordance with your tastes; the fourth consequence is,
that in forming this connection, were it as honourable in one sense as
I wish and hope it may be, you will, according to the literal words of
the will, lose all right to your inheritance. I mention this only in
order to put the whole matter clearly before you."
Ottomar knew that his father had not said everything, that he had been
generously silent with regard to the five-and-twenty thousand thalers
which he had in the course of the last few years paid for his son's
debts, that is to say, all but a small remnant of his own property, and
that he could not soon repay his father the money as he had fully
intended to do; perhaps would never be able to repay it. His father
would then only have his pay, and later his pension, to depend upon,
and he had often spoken lately of retiring.
His eyes, which in his confusion had sought the ground, now turned
timidly towards his father, who, as before, slowly paced up and down
the room. Was it the light, or was it that he looked at him more
closely than usual? his father seemed to him aged by ten years, for the
first time he looked like an old man. With the feelings of respect and
affection that he had always entertained towards him were mixed a
sensation almost of pity; he would have liked to throw himself at his
feet, and clasping his knees, to cry: "Forgive me the sins I have
committed against you!" But he felt rooted to the spot; his limbs would
not obey him, or go the way he wished; his tongue seemed glued to the
roof of his mouth; he could utter nothing but: "You have still Elsa!"
The General had remained standing before the life-sized pictures of his
parents, which adorned one of the walls; an officer of rank in the
uniform worn in the war of liberation, and a lady, still young, in the
dress of that time, who strikingly resembled Elsa about the forehead
and eyes.
"Who knows?" said he.
He passed his hand over his forehead.
"It is late; two o'clock; and to-morrow will have its cares also. Will
you be so good as to extinguish the gas-light above you? Have you got a
light outside!"
"Yes, father."
"Good-night, then."
He had himself extinguished the lamp in front of the looking-glass and
taken up the other one. "You may go."
Ottomar longed to ask for his hand, but he dared not, and with a
good-night that sounded defiant, because he was ready to burst into
tears, he moved towards the door. His father stopped at the door of his
bedroom: "One thing more! I had forgotten to say that I reserve to
myself the right of taking the next step. As you have delayed so long
in taking the initiative, you will not refuse to grant me this favour.
I shall of course keep you _au courant_. I beg that you will meantime
take no step without my knowledge. We must at least act in concert, now
we have come to an understanding."
He said the last words with a sort of melancholy smile that cut Ottomar
to the heart. He could bear it no longer and rushed out of the room.
The General also had his hand on the door; but when Ottomar had
disappeared he drew it back, carried the lamp to the writing-table, and
took out a casket in which he kept, amongst other ornaments of little
value that had belonged to his dead wife and his mother, the iron rings
that his parents had worn during the war of liberation.
He took out the rings.
"Times have altered," he said, "not improved. What, ah! what has become
of your piety, your dutifulness, your chaste simplicity, your holy
self-sacrifice? I have honestly endeavoured to emulate you, to be the
worthy son of a race that knew no fame but the courage of its men and
the virtue of its women. How have I sinned that I should be so
punished?"
He kissed the rings and laid them in the casket; and took from amongst
several miniatures on ivory, one of a beautiful brown-eyed,
brown-haired boy about six years old.
He gazed long and immovably at it.
"The male line of the Werbens would die out with him, and--he was my
darling. Perhaps I am punished because I was so unspeakably proud of
him."
CHAPTER XI.
"Why did my brother ring for his coffee at four o'clock!" asked Aunt
Rikchen in the kitchen.
"I do not know," answered Grollmann.
"You never do know anything," said Aunt Rikchen.
Grollmann shrugged his shoulders, took the tray on which the second
breakfast was prepared for his master and left the room, but came back
in a few minutes and set down the tray, as he had taken it away, on the
dresser.
"Well?" asked Aunt Rikchen irritably, "is it wrong again?"
"My master is asleep," said Grollmann.
Aunt Rikchen in her astonishment almost dropped the coffee-pot from
which she had just poured Reinhold's coffee. "Good heavens!" she
exclaimed, "how can my brother sleep at this hour! He has never in his
whole life done such a thing before. Is he ill?"
"I don't think so," said Grollmann.
"Has anything happened this morning?"
"This morning, no."
"Or yesterday evening?" asked Aunt Rikchen, whose sharp ears had
detected the short pause which Grollmann had made between "this
morning" and "no."
"I suppose so," said Grollmann, staring before him, while the wrinkles
in his weather-beaten face seemed to deepen every moment.
"Miserable man, tell me at once!" exclaimed Aunt Rikchen, seizing the
old man by the arm and shaking him, as if she wished to shake his
secret out of him.
"I know nothing," said Grollmann, freeing himself; "is the coffee ready
for the Captain?"
"Why does my nephew want it in his room to-day?" asked Aunt Rikchen.
"I don't know," answered Grollmann, slipping away with the coffee, as
he had done before with the breakfast-tray.
"He is a horrid man," said Aunt Rikchen; "he will be the death of me
some day, with his mysteries. He shall tell me when he comes back."
But Grollmann did not come back, although Aunt Rikchen almost tore down
the bell-rope. Aunt Rikchen was very angry, and would have been furious
if she had heard Grollmann relating above to Reinhold unasked, with the
minutest details, what he would not have told her for any money.
"For you see, sir," said Grollmann, "she is so good in other respects,
Fräulein Frederike; but what she knows she must tell, sooner or later,
if it cost her her life; and the master cannot bear that, especially
from his sister, and we are the sufferers."
"What did happen?" asked Reinhold.
"This was it," said the old man. "About twelve o'clock last night he
came back from the second meeting of the manufacturers; I lighted him
to his room, as usual, turned up the lamps in his study, and went into
his bedroom to shut the windows, which always stay open till he goes to
bed, winter and summer; and there, close to the window, on the floor,
lay, what I took at first for a piece of paper, till I took it up and
found that it was a regular letter, which somebody must have thrown in
from the street, and the small stone that had been fastened to it by a
bit of packthread lay close by. I hesitated for a minute or two whether
I would not hide the letter, without saying anything to the master,
till it occurred to me that the letter might possibly be from a friend,
and contain information of something which the master ought to know--a
fire, an attempt at murder, or God knows what, of which the rabble are
quite capable; so I took it in to the master and told him where and how
I had just found it. The master just looked at the address and said:
'That is written in a disguised hand; I will have nothing to do with
it; throw it into the fire.' But I urged him so that he at length gave
way and opened the letter. The master was standing at one side of the
table and I at the other, and of course I could see his face while he
was reading; and I was terribly alarmed, for the blood rushed to his
head, and the hand in which he held the letter trembled so, that I
thought, begging your pardon, that he was going to have a fit. But it
passed off; the master only let fall the letter and said: 'It is
nonsense; I knew it before. They will not burn the house over our
heads; you may go to bed in peace.' I went, but I was not in peace, and
was not much surprised when the master rang for me this morning at
half-past three--he is always particularly early when he has had any
trouble or annoyance in the evening, or if he has anything in
particular on his mind. This time it must have been something very bad;
the master was in exactly the same dress in which he had come home
yesterday evening, and the bed had not been touched. On the other hand,
the bottle of wine which I always put in his room at night, and out of
which he generally drinks only a glass or two, sometimes nothing at
all, was empty to the very last drop; and he looked so wild and strange
that I was naturally alarmed, and asked the same question that the
Fräulein asked just now, if he was ill. He denied it however, said he
had been very much vexed yesterday evening, and added something about
the gentlemen who would not hear reason and were going to spoil all by
their cowardice, and so on; but it all sounded confused and strange, as
if, begging your pardon, he were not quite right in his head. I asked
him if he would sleep now for a few hours, and was relieved when he lay
down on the sofa and let me cover him up, saying, 'I wish to be woke at
half-past eight, Grollmann.' And at half-past eight I went back again,
but the coverlet lay on the ground near the sofa, and I saw at a glance
that the master had not slept a minute. He had however washed and
dressed himself, and now looked very ill. He said he had not been able
to sleep, and had no time now. He wanted his breakfast in half an hour;
at ten he had to be at another meeting, to which the workmen were going
to send delegates. 'I promised to be there,' he said, 'though I had
rather not go; I might meet some one there whom I had rather not meet
to-day.' I did not dare to ask who the some one was, but I thought to
myself, I am glad it is not me, for he gave a look, Captain, that
filled me with terror. If he would only go to sleep now, thought I to
myself, for while he was speaking he had sat down on the sofa and
stared before him as if he were half asleep already. Well, Captain, and
sure enough when I went in just now with the breakfast, quite quietly,
he was sitting asleep in the corner of the sofa. For heaven's sake, let
him sleep, thought I, slipping gently out of the room with my
breakfast; and now I only ask, Captain, shall I wake him when it is
time, or shall I let him sleep? He wants it, God knows."
"Let him sleep, Grollmann," said Reinhold, after a short pause; "I will
take the blame on myself."
"He won't blame you," said Grollmann, passing his hand through his grey
hair; "he thinks too much of you; I will risk it."
"Do so," said Reinhold, "on my authority, and do not trouble yourself
any more about it. I am convinced that your first idea was correct, and
that it was a threatening letter. You know my uncle; he fears nothing."
"God knows it," said Grollmann.
"But it has vexed and excited him still more, when he had already come
back vexed and excited from the meeting. These are troublesome times
for him, which must be gone through. We must be prepared for bad days
till the good ones come again."
"If they ever do come," said Grollmann.
The old man had left the room; Reinhold tried to return to the work he
had begun, but he could not collect his thoughts. He had tried to
comfort the old man, yet he himself now felt uneasy and troubled.
If his uncle did not learn to moderate himself, if he continued to look
and to treat in this passionately tragical way an affair which, near as
it lay to his heart, was in fact a matter of business and must be
considered from a sober, business-like point of view, the bad days
might indeed last long, inconveniently long, for all concerned--"to
whom I myself belong now," said Reinhold.
He stood up and went to the window. It was a raw, disagreeable day.
From the low-hanging clouds was falling a fine, cold rain; the tall
trees rustled in the wind, and withered leaves were driven through the
grey mist. How different had it looked when a few days ago--it was only
a very few, though it seemed to him an eternity--he had looked down
here one morning, for the first time. The sky had been such a lovely
blue, and white clouds had stood in that blue sky so still, it seemed
as if they could not weary of contemplating the beautiful sun-lighted
earth, on which men, surrounded, indeed, by the smoke of chimneys and
distracted by the noise of wheels and saws, must earn their bread in
the sweat of their brow, though the sun shone brightly and the birds
sang cheerily in the thick branches--that earth on which there was so
much pleasure, and love, and blessed hope, even in the heart of a poor
blind girl, and a thousand times more for him who saw all this beauty
spread out before him, doubly glorious in the reflection of the love
which shone and glittered through his heart as the sun through the
dewdrops on the leaves. And because the sun was now for a time hidden
behind a cloud, was all the glory passed away? Because a few hundred
idle men had cast their tools from their horny hands, must every one
feel life a burden, and refuse to carry that burden any longer? No; a
thousand times no! The sun will shine again; the men will return to
their duty; and you, happy man--thrice happy man--for whom the sun
shines in spite of all in your innermost heart, return to your work,
which for you is no hard duty, but rather a joy and an honour.
Reinhold greeted with eyes and hand the neighbouring house, one window
of which he had long ago discovered between the branches of the plane
trees, which he watched more eagerly than any star; and then hoped that
Ferdinanda, whom he suddenly perceived in the garden, would take his
greeting to herself if she had seen him.
She could hardly have seen the greeting, and could not even have seen
him at the window as she walked up and down between the shrubs, under
the rustling trees, without appearing to notice the rain which was
falling on her. At any rate she was without hat, without umbrella, in
her working dress, without even a shawl; sometimes standing still and
gazing up into the driving clouds, then walking on again, her eyes
turned to the ground, evidently sunk in the deepest thought.
"Curious people, those artists," thought Reinhold, while he seated
himself again at his work. "What a fool you were to think that her
heart could beat for any creature of flesh or blood, or, indeed, for
anything but her Reaping Girl and Boy, if she has a heart at all."
In the meantime Grollmann was standing undecided at the top of the
staircase, before the door leading to his master's room.
His conscience was not quite satisfied by Reinhold's assurance that he
would take the responsibility on himself, if the master overslept
himself. Should he go downstairs? should he go in? He must make up his
mind; it was a quarter past nine. "If only something would occur to
oblige me to wake him," said Grollmann.
At that moment he heard the door open on the lower floor, and some one
came up the stairs. Grollmann looked over the banisters; an officer--a
general--the old General from over the way. "That is curious," thought
Grollmann, and stood at attention, as was fitting in an old servant who
had been a soldier.
The General had come up the stairs. "I wish to speak to Herr Schmidt;
will you announce me?"
"It is not exactly his hour for receiving," said Grollmann; "and----"
"Perhaps he will receive me, however, if you tell him that I have come
on most important business; here is my card."
"It is not necessary, General. I have the honour, General----"
"Take the card, all the same."
Grollmann held the card undecided in his hand; but, if the business was
so important--and he could not very well send a general unceremoniously
away. "Will you excuse me a minute. General?"
The old man slipped through the door. The General looked gloomily
around on the broad carpeted marble steps with their gilt banisters, on
the dark, gilded folding-doors which led on three sides out of the
gallery in which he stood, while the fourth wall, in which was the
window, was decorated with magnificent plants; on the polished stucco
walls, on the richly decorated ceiling.
"I wish the man lived in a plainer house," murmured the General.
"Will you step this way, sir?" Grollmann had his hand on the door. "He
has not slept all night," he whispered, as if he must apologise for his
master, who would probably not do so for himself.
"I have not slept either," answered the General with a melancholy
smile, as he walked with a firm, quiet step through the door, which the
old man now opened and shut after him.
CHAPTER XII.
The two men stood opposite one another, each measuring the other's
strength, like two athletes who are about to fight to the death, and
yet cannot resist admiring each other's noble appearance, and thinking
that whichever falls will have succumbed to a worthy adversary. And yet
the General had all the time the sensation that, strong and powerful as
was the man who stood before him, he himself was in that moment the
more composed, the calmer, and therefore the stronger. He saw it in the
sullen fire that smouldered in the man's eyes, in the trembling of the
hand with which he pointed to a chair; he heard it in the deep voice
which now said: "I did not expect your visit, General; but it does not
surprise me."
"I conjectured as much," answered the General; "and it is for that
reason that you see me here. I thought that every hour which passed
unused by us, would diminish the probability of a friendly arrangement
of the affair which brings me to you, as it would leave time for the
miserable writer of this letter to spread his poison further and
further. May I venture to give you the disagreeable task of reading
this document?"
"Will you at the same time take the trouble of casting a glance at this
production?"
The two men exchanged the letters which they had received. That which
the General now read with calm attention, ran thus:
"This then is the man who dismisses his work-people because they have
not kept their word, as he says. Does he then keep his, he whose mouth
is always full of the words liberty, equality, and fraternity; and
boasts that he alone has held firmly by the old democratic flag of '48,
and who now shuts his eyes while his son buys estates and builds
palaces with the money he has stolen from honest people, and while his
daughter runs after an officer of the Guards, who has a new mistress
every six months, and leads the wildest of lives, but who will
ultimately make Fräulein Schmidt into Frau von Werben? Or does Herr
Schmidt know this? does he wish this? It is not unlike the great man of
progress; for to think one thing and speak another, and to speak one
thing and act another, has always been the practice of these gentlemen,
which they carry on till at last some one finds them out and stops
their dirty work, as in this case is resolved by one who is determined
to stop at nothing."
The General gave back the letter and received his own.
"The man does not seem to have thought it necessary to put on any mask
with you," said the General, "except in the handwriting."
"Which, however, I recognised at the first glance," answered Uncle
Ernst; "it is that of a certain Roller, who was for several years
overseer at my works, till I was obliged a few days ago to dismiss him
for disobedience, under the circumstances to which he alludes at the
commencement of his letter."
"I had heard of it," said the General, "and that explains sufficiently
the man's brutal vindictiveness; and as for the way in which he has
discovered what has up to this moment been a secret to both of us, we
should not wish to follow him there if we could. Let us therefore set
that point aside. Another appears to me more important. This man has
not attempted to conceal his handwriting in the letter which he has
written to me; he evidently concluded, therefore, that we should not
communicate with one another."
The General, at these words, raised his eyes, as if accidentally; but
his glance was sharp and piercing as that of the commander of a battery
counting the seconds as he looks out for the spot to which the first
shot shall be directed.
"That is the only point on which he and I agree," said Uncle Ernst.
His voice, which had become calmer, trembled again, and he had cast
down his eyes. The General saw that it would probably be easy for him
to provoke an explanation which would relieve him from all further
explanation on his part, but he had laid his plan, point by point, and
he was accustomed to carry his plans out. He said therefore:
"Before I proceed further, will you kindly allow me to give you a
slight description of my views, socially and morally, and of the
situation in which I and my family are placed? Imagine, I beg of you,
that this is necessary for some unimportant purpose, that I must speak
and you must listen, although the one had rather be silent and the
other had rather not hear."
The General gave Herr Schmidt no time to deny him the desired
permission, but continued, without pausing:
"I am descended from a very old family, and can trace my descent
authentically through many generations, though we appear never to have
been rich, and for the last two centuries must reckon ourselves as
belonging to the poorer, not to say to the poor nobility. It is no
doubt a consequence of this poverty that the male descendants of the
family, which was never very widespread, and has often depended only on
one life, have almost without exception passed their lives at Court,
and in attendance on their princes, particularly the military ones, and
even the women have often devoted themselves to the service of their
princesses. I consider it again as a result of this consequence, that
fidelity to their liege lords, or, to express it in modern language,
devotion to the royal family, the feeling of duty, and the obligation
of showing themselves grateful for favours received, have been handed
down and held from generation to generation in my family as their
dearest, and often as their only heritage; the almost countless names
of the Werbens in the annals of war and in the army lists, the names of
the many who have fallen honourably and nobly before the enemy, are a
proof of this.
"And as it usually happens in old families that the children who have
been brought up by their parents in the same ideas in which the latter
were brought up by their parents, and not only in the same ideas, but
also in the same habits, morally, socially, and professionally,
resemble their parents, both bodily and mentally, more than is the case
under other circumstances, and this resemblance is at first looked upon
as a curiosity, and then, after the fashion of mankind, as an
advantage, so it has been with us. I know that this family pride is in
the eyes of others laughable, if not wrong. I have no intention of
justifying it; I have, as I told you at first, no other object than to
give you an insight into the innermost life and habits of the family
from which I descend, and thus to facilitate the explanation of certain
peculiarities of character and of the rule by which I regulate and have
regulated what I do or leave undone in all cases, as, for example, in
the following:
"One of my two sisters--there are three of us--married to a rich landed
proprietor, had the misfortune to have been mistaken in her choice, and
committed the fault of bearing her unhappiness unworthily, and even of
making it an excuse for a passion which she conceived for a man whom
she had met abroad, and who was wanting, not only in noble birth, but
also in all those virtues and qualities which I require in every man
whom I am to respect. Death brought about the separation to which my
brother-in-law had refused his consent. His large property was to
descend to my children. After long resistance and deep consideration,
in order not to embitter the unhappy man's dying hours, I accepted the
half for my children, under the same conditions which were imposed upon
my sister for the possession of the other half, namely, that the
inheritance should pass from her if she ever made a marriage contrary
to the traditions of our family; I mean a marriage with a man not of
noble birth. I may mention, by-the-way, that I myself had and have no
resources but my pay, with the exception of what, to modern ideas, is a
very small sum which I have saved out of that pay in the course of
years. Even that small portion I no longer possess. My son has not
inherited my economical habits; perhaps the spirit of the times, which
is so unfavourable to the moderation which was recommended to us old
people as the highest virtue is in fault. Perhaps I myself made a
mistake when I allowed him to enter a regiment in which, as matters
stand now, all the officers should be rich men; enough that my son has
incurred debts which I have paid as long as it was in my power. For the
reasons before mentioned, I can do this no longer, and I have
unfortunately cause to suspect that my son's position is a very
precarious one if he loses the revenues of the inheritance on which he
entered a year and a half ago. There would result for him from a
marriage contrary to the habits of his rank and the traditions of his
family, other more or less great worldly disadvantages which I will
pass over, as my intention is only to point out to you in a general way
our moral and financial situation; to suggest the sensations with which
I read that letter; and lastly, to denote the course of the
conversation which I had last night with my son immediately after the
receipt of the letter, and which led to the result which I will now,
with your permission, communicate to you."
"I am sorry to be obliged to interrupt you, General," said Uncle Ernst.
"If you thought it right to justify beforehand the result of your
considerations, whatever it may be, I think I may reasonably claim for
myself the same favour. I might possibly be suspected of having formed
my resolution consequently upon yours. The possibility of this
suspicion would be unbearable to me; I shall avoid it if you will allow
me to state my circumstances as clearly as you have just done yours;
the conclusion will follow naturally."
"I cannot refuse," said the General; "though I should have wished that
you would allow me to add the few important words which I still have to
say. I have a conviction that it would be better for all parties."
"I must insist, however, on my request," said Uncle Ernst.
The General had again fixed his clear, steady glance on his opponent.
His plans were crossed. "I ought to have proceeded more rapidly," said
he to himself, "now I shall be forced to take the defensive, and the
attack will apparently be hot enough."
"Pray proceed," he said, leaning back in his chair.
Uncle Ernst did not answer immediately; when the General was announced,
he had determined to be calm; and while the General was speaking he had
constantly repeated this determination. He knew that he should have
remained so if he had found the haughty aristocrat whom he expected, if
the aristocrat had from the first explained to him with cold scorn, or
with brutal warmth, that a union between his son and a girl of low
birth was not to be thought of, and that he must request the father in
future to keep his daughter under better control, if he wished to avoid
scandal, and more to the same effect. But he had been deceived in his
expectations. All that the man brought forward were only circumstances,
explanations, insulting enough in reality, but the manner was
courteous, was meant to be courteous, and he for his part was forced to
swallow and choke down these polite insults with no less politeness. He
was really half choked. And it was just this that threatened to deprive
the passionate man of the last remains of his calm, that forced him to
be silent for a few minutes longer, till he had so far subdued his
raging heart, that he could at least preserve outward composure, and
not betray himself by his first words. And now for it!
"I have no family history to relate, even briefly, General. In the
ordinary sense of the word, I have no family to speak of at all; I do
not even know who my grandfather was. My father never spoke of him; he
appears to have had no reason to be proud of his father. My father was
proud, but only of himself, of his herculean strength, of his untiring
energy, of his dauntless courage. My father was the owner of a river
boat: if an opportunity occurred at the bursting of a dyke to risk his
life for that of others, or in the times of the French War to carry a
dangerous message, or to undertake anything which no one else would
undertake, my father did it, and carried it out. He was as passionate
as he was proud. When the superintendent of dykes, a man of high rank,
on one occasion had a quarrel with him and ventured to lay his hand
upon him, my father knocked him down on the spot, and paid for his
violence by a year's imprisonment.
"It seems that even people of no family have a right to talk of
hereditary virtues and vices. My brother, the father of my nephew, who
has the honour to be known to General von Werben, appeared to have
inherited only the virtues; an intelligent, prudent, brave man, who
left his home early, in order to seek his fortunes in the wide world,
and died many years ago in the exercise of his calling as captain of a
mail steamer at Hamburg. I, on the contrary, had inherited, besides the
few advantages of which my father could boast, nearly all his
weaknesses; I was proud, arrogant, haughty, and passionate, like him. I
have never been able to understand how men could endure any restraint
which they were able to throw off, I mean an unjust restraint, which
does not necessarily result from the nature of man, such as sickness or
death, or from the nature of society, such as law and order, but which
one set of men have exercised over another, from arbitrariness, avarice
or hard-heartedness, and which the others have borne out of stupidity,
denseness or cowardice. I have therefore always instinctively hated the
rule of kings and princes as an institution which only suits a people
that is yet in its infancy, or a worn-out and aged people, but which
must be rejected with horror by a strong nation, conscious of its
strength; and I have especially hated the nobility as the refuse and
chips of the material from which the idol is made; and I have hated all
institutions which in principle tend towards royalty and nobility. To
endure as little as possible of these restraints, to place myself in a
position in which I could live according to my convictions, has been,
as long as I can remember, the most absorbing passion of my mind. That
I have not remained as ignorant as I came out of the village school,
that I have worked my way up from my position as cabin-boy and
steersman to be a man of property, I may thank that passion. It ran a
little wild at first, before reason came to its aid and showed it ends
to which it could attain, instead of the unattainable ones for which it
struggled in its first heat; for instance, a free commonwealth, a
republic of equal men, not enslaved or dishonoured by the exemptions or
privileges of any one man."
Uncle Ernst paused; he must once more conquer the stream that rushed
roaring and raging from his heart to his brain. He must remain calm,
now especially.
Outside the rain was falling, a dull twilight reigned in the room.
The General sat, his head resting on his hand, sunk in thought. There
could only be a question now of an honourable retreat; the how would
settle itself.
"Proceed, I beg!" said he.
"A day came," continued Uncle Ernst, "when this ideal appeared no
longer to float in the clouds, but to be ready to descend upon the
earth. I regret deeply to have to awaken recollections which must be
painful and bitter to you, General; but I cannot unfortunately avoid
it, as you will see.
"On the 18th of March I had been directing, in the heart of the
Königsstadt, the erection of some barricades, against which, because
they were in reality made with greater art and upon a settled plan, and
also no doubt were better defended, the might of our opponents failed,
in spite of the obstinacy and bitterness with which they fought,
especially here, under the command of an officer whose fearless courage
must have excited the most sluggish to emulation. In fact he constantly
exposed himself almost as if he wished to meet death. He would
undoubtedly have found it here and in this hour had not our people been
miserable marksmen, who could only fire into the mass, but invariably
missed any single object. There was only one good marksman behind the
barricade; that one was the leader, myself. The wild duck that swift as
an arrow bursts through the sedges on the bank, had not been safe from
my gun, and the officer sat for a full minute as quietly on his horse,
in the midst of the hottest shower of balls, as if man and horse had
been carved in stone. More than once was my rifle pointed; I said to
myself that I must kill the officer, that this one man was more
dangerous to the cause for which I was fighting than whole regiments;
in fact that he was the personification of the cause for which he
fought. I could not make up my mind. It was doubtless the respect that
one brave man has for another--this time to my cost, for I was
convinced that this man, if ever I were in his power, would kill me
without mercy, like a poisonous snake; and he confirmed my
expectations. The battalion that he commanded was ordered to retire; I
saw that he exchanged warm words with the officer who brought the
order; I fancied I could see that he debated within himself whether he
should or should not obey the command, which he considered at once as
stupid and disgraceful--and from his point of view rightly; we could
not have held out five minutes longer. Military discipline conquered;
he rode close in front of the barricade, and said, while he thrust his
sword into the scabbard: 'I have orders to retire; if it depended upon
me I would overthrow you all and put every man of you to the sword.'
Then he turned his horse and rode back at a foot's pace. Even death by
a shot from behind had no terrors for him in this moment. A few balls
did indeed whistle past him, but the bullets which had spared his brave
breast did not touch his back."
Uncle Ernst was once more silent. The room had become almost dark; the
drizzling mist had turned into heavy rain; the large drops beat against
the window-panes, and the clock on the chimney-piece ticked loudly.
The General had leaned his head heavily on his hand, and he did not
raise it while he said, as before, in a curiously low, almost broken
voice:
"Go on, I beg!"
"The battle was at an end here; but from the centre of the town was
still heard the thunder of cannon and rattle of musketry. I hastened to
the spot where there seemed to be still something to do. I had to cross
the Königsstrasse if I did not wish to go a long way round; I made the
attempt, although I was told that it was in the hands of the troops
already almost as far as the Alexanderplatz. My attempt failed; a
quarter of an hour later I was a prisoner in the cellars of the King's
palace.
"I pass over the horrors of that night; a man must have experienced it,
when the close poisonous air, around the hundreds that were huddled
together, seemed to transform itself into grinning devils, which
whispered and mocked ceaselessly: 'In vain! in vain! Fool, fool! The
cause for which you fought is hopelessly lost--lost! A man must have
experienced that!
"About four o'clock we were led away, driven, hunted to Spandau. My
strength was not yet broken, but weaker men gave way. Near me was a
pale youth, a delicate young student, in spectacles. He had held out
bravely as long as he could, but he could bear no more. Though he
clenched his teeth, the tears would burst forth when a blow in the back
from the butt-end of a musket forced him to exertions of which he was
no longer capable. Blood flowed from his eyes and mouth; I could no
longer bear the sight of his sufferings, I rushed forward, throwing
down all before me, towards an officer who rode alongside, and cried to
him: 'If you are a man do not suffer such unmanly cruelties to be
perpetrated close to you!' I was frantic; I believe I had seized his
horse by the bridle. The officer may have thought it was a personal
attack; he spurred his horse which reared and threw me down. I started
up again immediately: 'If you are a man!' I cried again, once more
throwing myself before him. 'Democrat!' and he gnashed his teeth, 'then
die if you will have it so!' He raised himself in his stirrups, his
sword whistled over me. My broad-brimmed hat and my thick hair lessened
the force of the blow, but I sank on my knee, and for a moment lost
consciousness. It could only have been a moment. The next I stood there
again, determined to sell my life dearly, when another officer hastened
up, bringing a message to the first, an order--I do not know what--on
which the latter, exclaiming 'Is it possible?' turned his horse. At
that moment the moon, which had been hidden behind black clouds, shone
out; by its light I recognised distinctly in the officer my opponent at
the barricade. He galloped away. 'We shall meet for the third time!' I
cried after him, while I was forced back into the ranks with blows;
'perhaps it will be my turn then, and'--I swore a deep oath--'then I
will not again spare you.'
"Since that night four and twenty years have passed; I have seen the
officer often and often; naturally he did not know me; I should have
known him among millions. Since that time our hair and beards have
grown grey; I swear to God that I wished and hoped that that third time
would be spared me. It was not to be; he and I now stand here for the
third time face to face."
Both men had risen in their excitement. Neither dared to look at the
other; each shrank from saying the next word. The heavy drops rattled
against the windows; the clock on the chimney-piece prepared to strike.
The General knew the word that was to come as well as he knew the hour
that was about to strike; still it must be spoken.
"And now," he said, "for the conclusion; I think it is my turn."
Uncle Ernst looked up, like a lion whose victim has stirred again; the
General answered his dark and threatening glance by a melancholy smile,
and his deep voice sounded almost soft as he continued:
"It seems to me that we have exchanged the parts which are usually
taken by the man of the people and the aristocrat. The man of the
people remembers minutely a wrong that was done him a generation back,
and has forgiven nothing; the aristocrat has not indeed forgotten, but
he has learnt to forgive. Or do you think that he has nothing to
forgive? You said one must have experienced what you did on that night,
in order to understand it. Well! can you, on the other hand, place
yourself in the position of a man who saw, on that night, all that he
held honourable and holy, all for which he had lived and for which his
ancestors had shed their blood, fall to pieces in shameful ruin, and
chaos take its place? But he has learnt more than merely to forgive; he
has learnt to value the good qualities of his opponents wherever he can
find them; he has learnt no longer to shut his eyes to the weaknesses
of his own party; he has seen that the struggle must be fought out on
different ground, on the ground of right and justice, and that the
victory will remain with that party which understands how to seize
first on this ground and to take the strongest root. For this reason
the excesses committed by his party find no more inflexible judge than
himself; for this reason he demands that every one shall be in private
life an example and pattern of conduct and morals, and shall act
justly, let it cost him what it will. What it has cost me to make this
advance to you to-day, you must leave me to decide with myself and with
my God--it is more and less than you can understand. Enough that I am
here, and ask you to forgive my son, if on this matter, from a false,
culpable, but not unnatural regard to the circumstances in which he is
born, he has allowed himself to deviate from the straight road that led
him to the father of the woman he loved. I ask you not to let the
children suffer because the fathers have stood face to face with
weapons in their hands; I ask you, in the name of my son, for your
daughter's hand for my son."
Uncle Ernst started back like a traveller before whom a piece of rock
falls, blocking his path, while the precipice gapes near him, and no
return is possible.
Without, the storm raged; the clock struck the hour of ten. Uncle Ernst
collected himself; the rock must be removed--it must!
"I have sworn that this hand shall wither sooner than that it shall
touch the hand of General von Werben."
"But hardly by the God of goodness and mercy?"
"I have sworn it."
"Then remember what is written, 'That man is like the grass, that
to-day is, and to-morrow is cast into the oven.' We are neither of us
any longer young; who knows how soon the morrow will come for us?"
"May it come soon, is my wish!"
"Mine also, perhaps, but till then? Remember that the father's blessing
builds the children's house; but that we have no power to loose
the bonds of two hearts that have found one another without our
help--perhaps against our wish and will. Consider that the
responsibility of the curse which must ensue from these unhallowed
bonds henceforth rests on your head."
"I have considered it."
"And I have done my duty."
The General bowed in his usual stately and dignified manner, and moved,
courteously escorted by Uncle Ernst, towards the door. There he stood
still:
"One thing more; the failure of consent on the part of the fathers
hinders a marriage at least in this case, in which a portionless
officer is the suitor. None the less will my son consider himself bound
till your daughter herself releases him. I take it for granted that
your daughter will not do this, unless her father exercises compulsion
over her."
"I take it for granted also that General von Werben has exercised no
compulsion on his son, in obtaining authority from the latter to make
the proposal with which he has just honoured me."
The stern eyes flashed, he had his opponent in his grasp; the crisis
must come now. A look of pain passed over the General's face.
"The supposition would not be quite correct; the sense of duty was
stronger in the father than in the son."
He was gone. The wild fire in the eyes of him who remained behind had
changed to a joyful gleam.
"I knew it! The brood are always the same, however they may boast of
their virtue. Down! down! down with them!"
He stood there, bending forward, moving his powerful arms, as if his
enemy in reality lay at his feet. Then he drew himself up. His arms
sank, the gleam disappeared from his eyes. The victory was not his yet;
another struggle was before him, the hardest, the struggle with his own
flesh and blood.
CHAPTER XIII.
For Ferdinanda the night had had no terrors, the morning no darkness.
In her soul was brightest day, for the first time for many months; for
the first time, indeed, she thought, since she knew what a passionate,
proud, ambitious heart beat in her bosom. They had often told her--in
former days, her mother; later, her aunt, her friends, all--that it
would one day bring her unhappiness, and that pride went before a fall;
and she had always answered scornfully, "Then I will be unhappy; I will
fall, if happiness is only to be had at the mean price of humility,
which always grovels in the dust before fate, and sings hymns of praise
if the wheels of envious fate have only grazed and not crushed her. I
am not like Justus or Cilli."
And she had been unhappy, even in the hours when the enthusiastic
artists--Justus's friends--had done homage in unmeasured terms to the
blooming beauty of the young girl; when these men praised her talents,
told her she was on the right road to become an artist; finally, that
she was an artist--a true artist. She did not believe them; and if she
really were an artist, there were so many greater ones--even Justus's
hand reached so much higher and further than hers; laughing, and
apparently without trouble, he gathered fruits for which she strove
with the most intense effort, and which, as she secretly acknowledged
to herself, must always be beyond her reach.
She had told her woes to that great French artist, on whom her beauty
had made such an overpowering expression. He had for some time only put
her off with courteous and smiling words; at last he had said
seriously:
"Mademoiselle, there is only one highest happiness for woman, and
that is love; and there is only one talent in which no man can equal
her--that is again love."
The words had crushed her; her artistic talent was then only a childish
dream, and love! Yes, she knew that she could love--unspeakably,
boundlessly! But the man was still to be found who could awaken that
love to its heavenward soaring flame; and woe to her when she found
him! He would not comprehend her love, he would not realise it, and he
would certainly be unable to return it; perhaps would shrink back
before its fire, and she would be more unhappy than before.
And was not this gloomy foreboding already sadly fulfilled? Had she not
already felt herself unspeakably unhappy in her love for him who had
come to her as if sent from heaven--as if he himself were one of the
heavenly ones? Had she not already, countless times, with hot tears,
with bitter scorn, with writhing despair, complained, exclaimed, cried
out, that he did not understand or realise her love, never would
understand or realise it? Had she not clearly seen that he trembled and
shrank back, not from the danger which threatened him on the dark path
of his love--he was as bold and dexterous as man could be--but before
her love, before her all-powerful, but also all-exacting, insatiable
love?
She had experienced this again yesterday, at the very instant that
followed that happy moment when she had received and returned his first
kiss! And to-day; to-day she smiled at her doubts amidst tears of joy;
to-day she asked pardon of her beloved, amidst a thousand burning
kisses that she pressed in thought on his beautiful brow, his tender
eyes, and his dear mouth, for every harsh or bitter word or thought she
had ever had against him, and which she never, never would say or think
again.
She had tried to work, to put the finishing touches to the "Reaping
Girl," but her hand had been hopeless, powerless, as in her first
attempts, and she had recollected, not without a shudder, that she had
vowed not to finish the group. The vow had been--contrary to her
anticipations--a forerunner of happiness. What was to her this
miserable image of jealous revenge? How worthless appeared to her all
this extensive apparatus of her work--this lofty room, these pedestals,
these mallets, chisels, modelling-tools; these casts of arms, hands,
feet; these heads, these busts from the originals of old masters; her
own sketches, attempts, completed works--childish strivings with
bandaged eyes for a happiness that was not to be found here--that was
only to be found in love, the sole, true talent of woman--her talent,
of which she felt that it was unique, that it outshone everything that
had till then been felt as love and called love!
She could not bear her room this morning; even her studio seemed too
small. She stepped into the garden, and wandered along the paths,
between the shrubs, under the trees, from whose rustling branches drops
of the night's rain fell upon her. How often had she hated the bright
sunshine, the blue sky, that had seemed to mock at her anguish! She
looked in triumph now up into the grey clouds that passed, dark and
heavy, above her head. What need had she of sun and light--she in whose
heart was nothing but light and brightness? The drizzling rain that now
began to fall would only serve to cool the internal fire that
threatened to consume her. Driving clouds, drizzling rain, rustling
trees, whispering shrubs, even the damp, black earth--all was
wonderfully beautiful in the reflection of her love!
She went in again and seated herself in the place where he had kissed
her, and dreamed again that happy dream, while near at hand was
hammering and knocking, and, between whiles, chattering and whispering,
and the rain rattled against the tall window--dreamed that her dream
had the power to draw him to her, who now opened the door softly
and--it was only a dream--came towards her with the tender smile on his
dear lips and the beautiful light in his dark eyes, till suddenly the
smile died on his lips, and only the eyes still gleamed, but no longer
with tender light, but with the gloomy, melancholy depths of her
father's eyes. And now they were not only her father's eyes; it was
more and more himself--her father. Good God!
She had started out of her doze; her limbs trembled; she sank back in
the chair, and drew herself up again. She had seen at once in the
glance of his eyes, in the letter which he held in his hand--seen
with the first half-waking glance why he had come. She said so, in
half-awake, wild, passionate words.
He had bent his head, but he did not contradict her; he answered
nothing but "My poor child!"
"I am your child no longer if you do this to me."
"I fear you have never been so in your heart."
"And if I have not been so, whose fault is it but yours? Have you ever
shown me the love that a child is entitled to ask from its father? Have
you ever done anything to make the life you gave me a happy one? Has my
industry ever drawn from you a word of praise, or my success a word of
acknowledgment? Have you not rather done everything to humble me in my
own eyes, to make me smaller than I was in reality, to insult my art,
to make me feel that in your eyes I was no artist and never should be
one--that you looked on all this as nothing better than a large doll's
house, which you had bought for me in order that I might trifle and
idle away my worthless time here! And now, now you come to tear my love
from me, only because your pride wills it so--only because you consider
it an insult that such a poor, useless creature should will, or wish
anything that you do not wish and will! But you are mistaken, father; I
am, in spite of all, your daughter. You may repudiate me, you may drive
me to misery, as you might dash me in pieces with that hammer, because
you are the stronger; but you cannot tear my love from me!"
"I both can and will."
"Try!"
"To try and to succeed are one. Would you be the mistress of Lieutenant
von Werben?"
"What has that question to do with my love?"
"Then I will put it in another form. Have you the face to make yourself
the equal of those wretched, foolish creatures who give themselves to a
man, whether without marriage or in marriage--for marriage does not
mend matters--for any other price than that of love, for which they
give their own in exchange? Herr von Werben has nothing to give you in
exchange; Herr von Werben does not love you."
Ferdinanda laughed scornfully. "And he has come to you, of whom he knew
that you pursue him and his kind with blind hatred, to tell you that?"
"He has not come; his father was forced to take the hard step for him,
for which he himself had not the courage, for which the father had to
force the son's consent."
"That is----"
"Not a lie! On my oath. And further, he did not even go to his father
of his own free will; he would not have done so to-day, he would
perhaps never have done it, if his father had not sent for him to ask
him if it were true what the sparrows said on the housetops, and what
insolent wretches wrote in anonymous letters to the unsuspecting
fathers, that Lieutenant von Werben had a love affair on the other side
of the garden-wall, or--what do I know!"
"Show me the letters!"
"Here is one; the General will doubtless willingly let you have the
other. I doubt whether his son will lay claim to it."
Ferdinanda read the letter.
She had taken it for granted that only Antonio could have been the
traitor; but this letter was not from Antonio, could not be from
Antonio. So that other eyes than the love-inspired, jealous eyes of
Antonio had seen through her secret. Her pale cheek glowed in angry
shame. "Who wrote the letter?"
"Roller; in the letter to the General, he has not disguised his hand."
She gave the letter hastily back to her father and struck her hands
together, as if she wished to remove all trace of its touch: "Oh, the
shame, the shame!" she murmured; "oh, the disgrace! the horror of it!"
The dismissed overseer had been at first received in the family, till
Ferdinanda saw that he had dared to raise his eyes to her; she had
taken advantage of a dispute he had had with her father first to loosen
and then to put an end altogether to his relations with the family. And
the insolent, evil eyes of this man--"Oh, the shame! oh, the disgrace!"
she murmured again.
She paced rapidly up and down, then hastened to the writing-table,
which stood at the far end of the long room, wrote a few hurried lines,
and then came back with the note to her father, who had remained
motionless on the same spot: "Read it!"
And he read:
"My father is ready to sacrifice his convictions for my sake and
consents to my marriage with Lieutenant von Werben. I, however, for
reasons which my pride refuses to write down, reject this marriage now
and for ever as a moral impossibility, and release Lieutenant von
Werben from any obligation which he has, or thinks he has, towards me.
This determination, which I have made of my own free will, is
irrevocable; any attempt on the part of Lieutenant von Werben to
overthrow it, I shall regard as an insult.
"Ferdinanda Schmidt."
"Is that right?"
He nodded. "Am I to send him this!"
"In my name."
She turned from him, and, with a modelling-tool in her hand, went up to
her work. Her father folded the letter and went towards the door. There
he remained standing. She did not look up, but appeared quite absorbed
in her work. His eyes rested on her with an expression of deep sorrow.
"And yet!" murmured he, "and yet!"
He closed the door behind him and walked slowly across the yard,
through whose wide, empty space the storm was raging.
"Deserted and empty!" he murmured, "all deserted and empty. That is the
burden of the song for her and me."
"Uncle!"
He started from his gloomy musings. Reinhold came hurriedly from the
house towards him--bareheaded and excited.
"Uncle, for heaven's sake!--the General has just left me. I know
all--what have you decided?"
"What must be."
"It will be the death of Ferdinanda."
"Better death than a life of dishonour."
He stepped past Reinhold into the house. Reinhold did not venture to
follow him; he knew that it would be useless.
BOOK IV.
CHAPTER I.
In a magnificent _salon_ of the Hôtel Royal--a few days later--the
Baroness Valerie von Warnow was pacing restlessly backwards and
forwards. She had, by Giraldi's advice, sent this morning to the
General's house to announce her arrival the evening before, adding that
she was unfortunately too much fatigued to present herself in person,
but hoped in the course of a few days, if not the next day, to make up
for her delay.
"You must not expose yourself to the affront of being refused
admittance," Giraldi had said: "I have every ground for suspecting that
he has laid himself out more than ever for his favourite part of the
knight with the helmet of Mambrinus; but virtuous fools are as little
to be depended upon as other fools; possibly the unhoped-for happiness
of seeing his _mauvais sujet_ of a son at last betrothed may have
softened him, and it will please him to act a part of magnanimity and
forgiveness. We shall hear how he takes your message, and we can take
our measures and make our arrangements accordingly."
Valerie knew too well that her brother acted no part, that he always
was what he seemed; and that if he ever forgave her, it would not be in
consequence of a momentary impulse, but from the conviction that she
could live no longer without his forgiveness, and that she deserved it
if the deepest remorse, the most ardent wish to atone, as far as was
possible for the past, entitled her to it. But that day would never
come; to-day, as ever, he would reject with cold politeness her attempt
at a reconciliation, would answer her through Sidonie that he regretted
to hear of her indisposition and hoped it would soon pass off, so that
she might as speedily as possible be able to resume her journey to
Warnow, which he trusted might be a prosperous one.
And only five minutes ago the answer had come; not in Sidonie's stiff,
formal hand, but in a small, graceful writing, the very sight of which
did Valerie good, even before, with eyes fixed and expectant, which at
last filled with tears, she read:
"Dear Aunt,--We are so glad that you are here at last! Papa, who sends
you his best love, has another meeting to attend this morning--the War
Office is like a beehive just now--but we, that is Aunt Sidonie and I,
will call upon you at twelve o'clock, if convenient to you, to ask you
how you are, and I especially to make acquaintance at last with a dear
relation, whom I have never seen, and whom I have often longed to see.
"Elsa.
"P.S. Ottomar had gone out when your note came: I will leave word for
him, and will send also to the Wallbachs, in case, as is probable, he
has gone there, in which case he will probably call upon you with Carla
and the Wallbachs."
"Dear, good child!" sobbed Valerie; "I have to thank you for his
yielding, I am sure! I can see it in your dear, loving words!"
She kissed the letter again and again. "Oh, if you knew how thankful I
am to you, if I could tell you so on my knees as before God. Be my good
angel. You do not know how much I need a good angel, with his pure,
strong hand to save me from this fearful slavery. But you will not be
able to save me if you would. What could you do against him? Your
innocence, your goodness, your wisdom--even your courage, and you must
be both wise and courageous to have braved and coaxed this from that
obstinate, unapproachable man--he would throw it all into the dust, and
tread it under his cruel feet, as he has thrown and trampled me in the
dust."
She wandered thus through the spacious room, now throwing herself into
an arm-chair because her limbs threatened to fail her, and the next
moment springing up and hurrying to the window to look at a carriage
which had just stopped before the hotel; then again stepping before one
of the large mirrors, and eagerly and anxiously examining her
countenance; it must not betray her excitement when he came in--a
quiver of the mouth, an unwonted degree of colour or of pallor in her
cheeks, a brighter glance, a fainter light in her eyes--he saw and
remarked everything, he had the key of her soul. How gladly would she
have received the dear writer alone, how gladly would she at least have
concealed the letter from him. But she dared not do even that; now less
than ever, when her lips must say yes, while her heart cried no; when
her lips must smile while hell raged in her bosom; when she must and
would practise the lesson that had been taught her.
She rang the bell and desired the servant who waited in the anteroom,
which connected her rooms and Giraldi's, to beg the Signor to come to
her for a minute. She gave the order in the most careless tone. The
man, a young Frenchman, whom Giraldi had engaged in Rome, had only been
a few weeks in her service; but he had no doubt been at least as long
in Giraldi's pay as his predecessors.
Hardly a minute had elapsed when she heard his step in the anteroom; he
was today, as ever, ready to fulfil her slightest wish. She passed her
hand once more hastily over her brow and eyes, and tried whether her
voice sounded natural. "Dear friend, I have----" François opened the
door to him at that moment. "Dear friend, I have already received an
answer from my niece, so extremely kind that it can only be a trap."
She had handed him the letter, which he appeared only to glance at,
though he would know it by heart a year hence, as Valerie said to
herself, and now, returning her the letter, sat down at the table by
her.
"The letter could only be a trap if you took it seriously, in which
case it would be a very dangerous one."
"What do you mean?"
"The young lady has written it on her own account; I mean without her
father's knowledge, who had probably left the house before she wrote
it."
"Impossible!"
"Why?"
"She would not have dared to do it."
"What does a girl not dare when she thinks it becomes her? Do not you
see that her hand faltered as she wrote the words, 'Papa, who sends you
his best love,' and only became steady again when she had got to the
truth, 'he has another meeting this morning?' It is interesting and
promising to see that the girl cannot even lie with the pen in her
hand. We shall be able to learn from her everything we want to know."
"But what do we want to know?"
"What?"
The faintest glimmer of a smile passed over Giraldi's dark eyes.
"Mi fai ridere, cara mia--we! Why, you do not yet know half."
"Then it must be your fault, my dear friend, for only telling me half.
What could I know without your telling me?"
He bent over her and took her hand which he pressed to his lips.
"Could I know anything, soul of my soul, that I should not immediately
impart to you, as the eye and the ear impart their impressions to the
mind, whose servants and slaves they are? And as faithful servants,
because they are faithful, do everything for the best interests of
their master, so I come this morning with the rich spoils of the four
and twenty hours that have passed since I was last with you, to lay
them at your feet and receive my reward in the smile of your lips."
"And why only this morning, faithless slave?"
"Yesterday evening, lady, my pockets were still almost empty; since
then----"
"A miracle has happened?"
"Scarcely less."
Giraldi looked at the clock. "Half-past eleven; I have just time; in a
quarter of an hour I expect Councillor Schieler. I only want to speak
to him for a few minutes--in continuation of a long conversation which
I had with him yesterday evening--so I shall be at hand when your
relations arrive, and shall be able to lighten for you the
unpleasantness of the first meeting."
"And the Councillor is the miracle-worker?"
"The Councillor is a useful tool--_voilà tout!_ so much the more useful
that he is used by many, and in his vanity and stupidity, which are not
the same thing, though they produce the same effect, always shows the
traces of the hand that has last used him, as a trophy of his supposed
importance and wisdom. It is as well that a certain person does not
appear quite conscious that such a tool cuts both ways, or he would be
more prudent in the use he makes of it. But that is not to the purpose.
For the rest, we owe him gratitude so far as one can owe gratitude to a
person who does one a great service without being aware of it. It was
he who made us aware of the favourable opportunity of selling the
property to Count Golm, when it became apparent to him and his company
that they could obtain the Count, whom they wanted particularly, for no
less a price. The Count snapped as eagerly at the tempting bait as they
snapped at the Count; they do not see the angler who looks complacently
on at the game, in order, when the right moment comes, to land the
silly fish with one jerk of his line on the dry land at his feet, where
it may gasp out its life. But this does not interest you."
"It does--it does!" exclaimed Valerie.
"I see by the absent smile on your lips and the fixed look of your eyes
that you have hardly heard me. Luckily I have something else _in
petto_, which may excite your interest."
"The miracle?"
"Not yet; I have only to tell you of natural events as yet. For what is
more natural than that Count Golm wishes to obtain as cheaply as
possible the property which he is so anxious to possess in order to
round off his estate and arrange his affairs? And how could he get it
cheaper than by receiving a third part as the dowery of his future
wife, and another third as the probable inheritance of the said wife,
that is to say both as good as given? There remains only one third,
which unfortunately appears, since yesterday, to be irrevocably lost.
Does my lady see now? It is only necessary to bring a little love into
the game, the interest of the women is excited at once."
Valerie's heart beat. How true had been her foreboding! The dear child,
whom she had but now looked up to as to an angel, in the next moment
drawn away, dragged down into the sordid game of intrigue by this
cruel, inexorable hand!
"Does Count Golm love my niece?"
"I did not say that; in fact, without wishing to detract from the
charms of the young lady, I am convinced that it is not the case. He
has only known her a very short time--since the General's journey at
the end of last month. Your North German country people are in general
not very subject to the dangers of a Romeo-like passion; besides, a too
strikingly material advantage is not very favourable for the blossoming
of the tender plant, love, and therefore the young lady is either
really affronted by the too evidently mercenary intentions of her
suitor, or pretends to be so, in order to keep herself disengaged in
another direction; I shall come to that presently. At least the Count
complains bitterly of her behaviour towards him, and threatens, to the
Councillor's alarm, to withdraw, only he has fortunately committed the
imprudence of accepting from the Councillor earnest-money for the
projected alliance in the form of a considerable advance, and is
consequently bound for the present."
Valerie's astonishment was great. Four and twenty hours had not yet
passed since Giraldi, on receipt of the letter in which Sidonie
informed them of Ottomar's betrothal to Fräulein von Wallbach, had
burst into a furious rage, although they had long foreseen and expected
this event; and to-day he appeared to encourage a second union, which
would destroy, if not his fixed plans, at any rate, hopes that he had
silently cherished and fostered.
Giraldi read these thoughts on her countenance. He continued with a
smile:
"I said, for the present, my dear friend; only till the simpleton--he
is a simpleton, I had already spoken to him yesterday evening before
you came--only till he has pulled the chestnuts out of the fire for us;
then he may go, and the more he burns his fingers the better pleased I
shall be. He must, however, for the present be bound to us, for the
following reasons: We do not require the consent of General von Werben
for the sale of the property, as he is already doubly outvoted by Herr
von Wallbach and our friend the Councillor; but what we do positively
want, if the bargain is to be struck, is the consent of the Government
to the making of the line; and, the Councillor is here again my
informant, if this consent is obtained, it will only be because the
Count is mixed up in the affair and rejoices in special protection in
certain high circles, whose influence in important ministerial regions
is particularly powerful just now. I am again unfortunate in not having
your attention."
"I am all attention."
"To reward you I will strike the chord of love again: it is for our
most pressing interest, and it is my most particular wish, that you
should casually--I mean at some opportunity which your cleverness will
readily seize upon--give your niece to understand that you think this
marriage a particularly suitable one; and only wish, in order to avoid
the appearance of desiring to derive a personal benefit from it in the
sale of the property, that the affair should not be at once made
public, or even settled--between ourselves let us say, not binding.
This will make the young lady pause. I want no more till we are clear
on the other side, and can then, as a reward for her obedience, perhaps
do something to help on her particular inclinations. Do you quite
understand?"
"Perfectly; to the minutest detail. You hinted before that my niece had
a real inclination in another direction that would not interfere with
us?"
"Which, in fact, when the time comes, I intend to forward by every
lawful means, if it were only in order to pay the General back in the
same coin for his past and present conduct towards a certain Signor
Gregorio Giraldi, and a certain Signora Valerie--widowed Frau von
Warnow, born Fräulein von Werben."
The man's lips smiled, but his black eyes glittered like the blade of a
dagger when it flashes out of the sheath. Valerie suppressed the
shudder that passed over her. She said, with a smile:
"I know your sagacity, your powers of divination; but here you have
really surpassed yourself. All that is now wanting is the name of the
happy man, where they first met, and when they last met."
Giraldi bowed.
"The name may wait, signora! But before I tell you more about your
charming niece, I must tell you a little anecdote about your excellent
nephew, which may serve as a proof of the reward which Providence
grants to those who trust in it."
"The miracle, then?"
"Decide for yourself."
The expression of his face had changed suddenly, the smile of
superiority had vanished and had given place to deep earnestness; in
the black eyes brooded melancholy night; even his voice sounded
different--softer, more fervent--as he now, in his native tongue (he
had hitherto spoken only German), continued in the tone of one who
wishes to speak with all possible calm and clearness on a subject that
moves him deeply.
"I went yesterday, after I had paid and received a few visits, to the
Exhibition, and turned at once into the sculpture gallery. I had
promised Guarnerio, Braga, and a few more of our friends in Milan and
Rome, who had sent works there, to go at once and look after them, to
see how they were placed, what impression they made, and whether the
German sculptors bore comparison with them. They are wretchedly placed,
and consequently produce little effect, and the German sculptors can
quite hold their own with them. Your countrymen have progressed; they
may boast of several talents of the very first order, such as Reinhold
Begas, Siemering, and a third, whose name I read for the first time on
a marvellous group of a Satyr, to whom a mischievous Cupid is holding a
looking-glass--Justus Anders. I beg you will remember the name; it will
appear again in my little history.
"Close to it, in a window, a life-sized figure first attracted my
attention, because it was one of the few that was in a really good
light. Doubtless a masterpiece, I thought, of which they are specially
proud. But I was mistaken, it was not at least a work of the highest
rank; finely conceived, but not so well carried out; a certain want of
freedom in the technical part, which betrayed the pupil who has not
long left school, and has for the first time attempted a higher flight.
The subject also was not one to excite my interest--a young shepherd
boy of the Campagna, in the ordinary costume, saying his Ave Maria,
with raised eyes and clasped hands; but nevertheless the statue
attracted me in a remarkable degree. Dare I acknowledge it? I thought I
saw myself five-and-twenty, thirty years ago, as I so often roved
through the Campagna and dreamed dreams over which I now smile; and
looked up ecstatically into the glowing sky, which in my thought was
peopled by bands of angels, and offered up ardent prayers, which I
believed would be heard. And more curious still, the next moment I saw,
not myself, but you, as I saw you on that memorable day when I was
presented to you and your Princess in the park--the two Leonoras as you
were then jestingly called--and with the first glance into your eyes I
knew that I had lost myself in you, without dreaming that at that
moment you were already lost to me."
He passed his hands over his downcast eyes, which he then, as if
accidentally, raised to her. She also had drooped her eyelids; but a
pink tinge was on her pale cheeks. Was it the reflection of the
sunlight of that evening? Giraldi hoped so; he did not suspect how
wonderfully mixed were the feelings that these memories awakened in the
heart of the unhappy woman. He hoped also that her eyes would be raised
to his with a glance in which might still gleam a ray of the old love:
but her eyelids were not raised. He must touch a deeper chord.
"And then again I saw neither you nor myself, or rather I saw us both
in a third figure, the peasant figure--in which, in spite of all, by
God's decree, and the will of the Holy Virgin, he perhaps now wanders
on the earth."
"No! no! no!" she cried.
She had started from her chair, but immediately sank back again, her
slender hands pressed to her brow and eyes, while repeated shudders
shook her tender frame.
"No! no! no!" she murmured again; "the righteous God could not permit
that!" Then recollecting how fearfully ambiguous her words were, she
added: "In peasant's dress! my son!"
"And mine!" said Giraldi softly. "Valerie, remember; is not life sweet
because it is life; because it is sunshine and the chirping of the
cicala, and moonlight, and the sound of the lute! Ah! how often I have
wished I had never seen any other light, I had never heard any other
music!"
"But he is no longer alive!" she exclaimed; "cannot be alive after all
we heard! Who was it then who proved it to me with such terrible
clearness at that time when I would have given all I had for a smile
from him?"
"At that time? and now no longer?"
A voice within her repeated, "No! no! no! for then the fetters which
bind you to him would be unbreakable!" But she did not dare to speak
the words, and once more bowed her head silently in her hands.
His dark eyes were fixed firmly on her bowed figure. "And now no
longer?" The question had not been answered. "Was it in reality only
the pain of the wound which had taken so long to heal, and which she
did not wish now to have torn open again? Was it the doubt that is
quenched in despair, or did treason lurk in her silence? Was it one of
those signs of which he had observed more than one lately; a sign of
silently planned desertion, of secret rebellion against his mastery?"
His dark glance sought the clock. "At this very moment I am still
working and planning for her. Let her beware lest the time come when I
do so for myself, and then necessarily against her! Let her beware of
saying 'Now no longer!'
"May I continue, Valerie?"
She nodded without speaking.
"I am almost afraid to do so. It is so seldom that I allow myself to be
carried away by my feelings, when sober reason, which smooths the
troubled work of life, should alone reign. I know it does not become
me."
In his voice there was not the slightest trace of the dark thoughts
that were passing through his mind: there was rather a tone of pain,
which he would have wished to conceal, a tone of reproach which resigns
its rights and asks for pardon.
"When after a little while I turned away from the statue, I saw a few
paces distant from it, leaning against the window-frame, a youth,
evidently the original of the figure; the same height, at that moment
even in the same attitude, with the same luxuriant curly hair, the same
brow and mouth, and especially the same eyes--magnificent deep black
velvet eyes, which were fastened with a curious expression of fixed
melancholy on his own likeness. I saw at the first glance that the
young man was an Italian, and in the first words he spoke I recognised
a native of the Campagna. They were spoken in answer to the question
whether the statue were his! It was not; he had only stood several
times as a model for it. 'But you are an artist?' I asked again. 'I do
not know,' he answered; 'I sometimes think so, and sometimes again I
think not. I only know one thing for certain, that I am miserable, the
most miserable of men.' He had murmured the last words to himself, as
turning suddenly from me he was about to hasten away. I do not believe
he meant me to hear them, but I had heard them and held him back by the
arm. 'We are fellow-countrymen,' I said, 'fellow-countrymen should
always stand by one another; doubly so in a strange land; trebly so
when it is a case of bearing misfortune or giving help.'
"He looked at me with his large eyes, which gradually filled with
tears. 'No one can help me,' he said. 'Even confession is a help, and
often the greatest, most effectual to a heavy-laden heart.' 'Are you a
priest?' 'Did the wounded man ask that who lay bleeding on the ground,
when the Samaritan bent charitably over him?' Two large tears ran down
his beautiful face, on which, while I spoke, the colour had come and
gone. I had won him over. He promised--as I could not wait then--to
meet me that evening in an Italian wine-shop, which he pointed out to
me. We could talk better in a wine-shop than in a smart hotel.
"He was awaiting me impatiently, when, having been delayed by your
retarded arrival, I at length went in search of him, drawn by that
mysterious power which often compels me, against my inclination, even
against my will, to do one thing or to leave another undone. So it was
in this case. My passing interest in the young man had already
vanished; my head was full of quite different things, so that I
listened to the history of his life, with which he thought it necessary
to preface his confession, with only half an ear. His name is Antonio
Michele, and he is the son of miserably poor vine-dressers, in, or in
the immediate neighbourhood of, Tivoli. A monk--his parents'
confessor--has always behaved with particular kindness towards him. I
suspect that the holy man is his father. Scarcely less poor than the
parents, he could do little more for his favourite than teach him to
read and write, and was forced in other matters to leave him to his
fate. It was that of other poor and handsome boys in the immediate
neighbourhood of Rome. He tended his goats on the hills of the
Campagna. Some wandering artists found him, and enticed him to the city
to act as model for their sketches. He idled about in the studios of
painters and sculptors, on the Scala di Spagna, and the Piazza
Barberini, till the day came when the fame of being the handsomest
model in Rome--to which he could justly lay claim--no longer satisfied
his ambition, and he wanted to become an artist himself. This was not
so easy as he appears to have hoped; still in the course of time he
might have become a good stone-carver, at least I conclude so, from the
fact that a German artist, who had known him in Rome, invited him two
years ago to come and work in his studio here. Antonio, who had no
longer anything to bind him to Rome and his native place--his parents
had fallen victims to the cholera in 1868--obeyed the call, provided
only with the good brother's blessing and money for his journey, obeyed
it as a man must obey his destiny.
"The artist in question was that very Justus Anders whom I mentioned
before as one of the most distinguished of your countrymen. Antonio,
however, does not consider him so, as he denies him originality,
inspiration, and in a word, all the higher qualities of an artist, and
describes him, on the other hand, as filled with envy and ill-will
towards all real geniuses, amongst which he doubtless considers himself
to hold the first place. I am of course unable to decide how far the
latter is true, but I suspect that an artist of such undoubted powers
as Anders judges the young man quite rightly, and that if he does not
allow him any great gifts, but continues to employ him as a mere
workman, he has good reason for so doing. At any rate, this supposed
neglect has not prevented our young countryman from remaining two years
with the envious master, probably, as I gather, in order to be near a
lady with whom he fell violently in love from the first moment in which
he saw her, and who, if his rapturous description may be trusted, must
be a marvel of beauty and grace.
"This lady is the daughter of a Herr Schmidt, who it appears carries on
a very flourishing trade in marble and marble goods. She is herself an
artist, and no insignificant one. The 'Shepherd Boy' came out of her
studio, which is only separated by a door from Signor Anders's studio.
I willingly spare you the details of the romance which was carried on
from one studio to the other. It appears that Antonio, in spite of his
assurances to the contrary, never had any cause to believe in the
fulfilment of his extravagant hopes; it appears however, also, that the
beautiful lady permitted the love of the handsome youth, perhaps only
because she could not prevent it, without giving importance to a matter
which was of no importance in her eyes; perhaps, also, because she
dreaded his passionate jealousy. Her fears were not unfounded. She
loved another, and was beloved by him. The immediate neighbourhood of
their houses was favourable to the secret of their relations, which was
only penetrated by Antonio's eyes, sharpened by jealousy. He followed
with the cunning and craftiness of a native of the Campagna their
secret traces, till, only a few days ago, he obtained undoubted proofs.
With the assistance of a man who, for some reason, was willing to make
common cause with him, he gave up these proofs into the hands of the
fathers, who, besides being in very different ranks of life and also
political opponents, as the accomplice knew, were divided by an old
personal enmity. The well-aimed blow took effect unexpectedly deeply,
on both sides. The fathers came to an explanation, at which were
probably some high words. An hour later the lady was found lying
insensible on the floor of her studio; another hour, and she was raging
in a violent fever. In the neighbouring house nothing can have been
known of this that day or the next, or a more suitable time would have
been chosen to send out the announcement of a betrothal which had been
long expected in the higher circles of society. The news of this
betrothal reached us at Munich, and was that of Fräulein Carla von
Wallbach with Lieutenant Ottomar von Werben."
"Good God!" exclaimed Valerie.
"It must have been God's will," answered Giraldi, with a dark smile;
"otherwise the affair, which has been so long delayed, would doubtless
have remained a little while longer in suspense. I should have made the
young man's acquaintance before the catastrophe, which is as much as to
say that the catastrophe would never have occurred. Instead of
interfering blindly with the flame of jealousy and the sword of
revenge, in a state of affairs that was so wonderfully favourable to
us, I should have recommended it to the protection of the Blessed
Virgin, and should have done, for my part, all that human wisdom can do
to help it on and bring it to a successful termination. I should
doubtless have succeeded, but some people would say it was not to be. I
do not say so. I know only one opponent before whom I sheath my weapon,
and that is Death. So long as I can count upon life I do count upon it,
I hope all from it; and for the present the beautiful Ferdinanda still
lives. What does my friend say to this second history?"
"That I wish my friend had known nothing of it."
"For what reason?"
"Because I know it will awaken in his restless mind a thousand hopes
that can never be realised; it will give him a world of trouble which
will all be useless."
"Not useless, if it be the will of the Blessed Virgin, and if my friend
does not refuse me her assistance."
"What can I do in this matter?"
"Almost everything; everything at least that can be done at present. I
mean, observe the parties in question, first and foremost the betrothed
couple; see how they bear their happiness, whether with the modesty
which would be appropriate under the circumstances in which it was
born, or with that scornful pride which, according to your proverb,
goes before a fall. A fugitive glance, a gesture, a turn of the
eyes--what will they not say to one who is so well prepared as my
talented friend? I recommend to her in particular the clever Carla, who
will meet her with open arms; _les beaux esprits se rencontrent_; but,
to return to my first story, and, like a good narrator, to weave it
properly into the second, I recommend also to your kind care the more
modest Elsa. With regard to this young lady, I have also a special
request to make, that you will observe whether she shows particular
interest when the name of a certain Herr Reinhold Schmidt is mentioned
in her presence."
"What new idea is this, my friend?"
"The last instalment of my news, for which I have to thank the dear
Councillor, who learnt it, in his turn, from Count Golm. A little
episode of jealousy, to which I attach particular importance, although
I am still rather behindhand as regards the details. Still it is an
interesting fact, that the gentleman in question, whose acquaintance
your niece only made quite lately on the much-talked-of journey, is a
cousin of the beautiful Ferdinanda, whose beauty had nearly made you
the richer by half a million. The jealousy of the nobleman, and the
angry contempt with which poor Antonio speaks of the Captain, lead me
to suppose that the cousins are not unlike one another. You will agree
with me that so delightful a family should be cultivated. I am dying to
make their acquaintance."
Giraldi had risen and gone a few steps to meet the servant, who had
just come into the room with a visiting card. "Ah!" he exclaimed,
taking the card from the waiter, "beg his Excellency to walk into my
room. I will follow in a minute."
He turned once more to Valerie.
"That is a happy yet unhappy coincidence--at the very moment when we
were expecting your relations. I could send away the Councillor if
necessary, the easier, that he is already behind his time. This
gentleman is one of those who must be received at all hours and under
all circumstances."
He held the card to Valerie. "Who is it?" she asked, reading a name
which in her bewilderment she could not recognise.
"But, cara mia!" exclaimed Giraldi, "who that is? The man who, half
blind as he is, sees clearer than most men do with both their eyes; the
man who, divested of all official authority, gives the Chancellor of
the German Empire more to do than the plenipotentiary of a large state
would do; the man, in a word, on whose feeble form the weight of the
struggle which we have to fight in Germany rests almost wholly! But I
am quite content that my lady should have no very lively sympathy for
the troubles of our Holy Church, if she will bear her own sorrows with
patience, if only the unhoped for, miraculous prospect of revenging the
injustice of long years, perhaps at one blow, can allure her! There are
thousands and thousands of brave men ready to take up the weapons which
fall from the hands of the exhausted champions of the Almighty; here in
this struggle I stand alone, and the Blessed Virgin will forgive me if
even her cause is not dearer to me than that of the mother of my
child!"
There was a metallic ring in the man's soft, melodious voice, a curious
fire burnt in his dark eyes, the slender elastic figure appeared to
grow taller, as he now stood drawn to his full height, with one arm
raised as if for the combat. Then, as if by magic, all the heroism
vanished from voice, countenance, attitude and gesture. He bent down to
the sitting figure, took her hand, on which he pressed his lips with
respectful tenderness: "Addio, carissima! addio, anima mia dolce!"
He was gone, again nodding a greeting to her at the door with a
graceful movement, which she returned with an obedient smile, then sank
back, as if shattered, into her seat.
"In vain! in vain!" she murmured. "I can never free myself, never. He
is a thousand times the stronger, and he knows it only too well! That
was the glance of the tiger at the deer that is in his grasp; those
were the eyes of the serpent, fixed on the bird in its nest. Lost!
lost! his sure prey, his obedient tool; forced to act, to speak, to
smile, to breathe as he will! Do I know my lesson? alas for me if I
have forgotten one word! He would find it out at once. 'Did you not see
that? Why where were your eyes? Did you not hear that? Why, my dearest,
it might have been heard with half an ear!' He, ah! he, with whom the
demons are in league, whom they all obey with all their might, for whom
they smooth his path along which he paces with the proud step of a
conqueror driving his victim before him! What else is that Antonio but
such a slavish demon, a messenger from hell, who is at hand when he is
summoned? Here I am, master; what does my master command? To sow
dissension between father and son, between father and daughter, between
the lover and the beloved? I have done it already, at least tried to do
it; pardon, master, your unskilful servant, who struck too soon with
the whip; teach me how to chastise with scorpions; I shall soon learn
in your service, I shall become worthy of you! And is there more to be
done; to draw from a maiden's heart its tender secret and to give it up
to you, that you may taint and defile it, may break and tear it to
pieces with your unhallowed, cruel hands? No, that is already cared
for; that is best understood by a woman, the well-trained accomplice of
your hellish art. It is true she is related to your victim, could, and
in the natural course of events ought to, be a second mother to her; so
much the better! She will be able the better to creep into her secrets,
the finer to spin threads in which the poor bird will flutter. Oh, my
God, my God! how boundlessly must I have sinned, that you will not
forgive me, that you have so utterly deserted me!"
She pressed her hands to her face, her heart beat violently; but the
weight did not become lighter, no tears came to cool her burning
cheeks. She sat thus alone, in the spacious, sumptuous room, solitary,
deserted, helpless, broken, longing for a word of comfort, of love--a
singular, touching, moving picture in the eyes of a young girl, who had
stood already for half a minute at the door, which she had gently
opened and shut behind her, fearing to approach nearer, to give
offence, to startle, and who now, casting timidity and fear from her,
following the impulse of her heart, hastened with quick steps to the
bowed-down form, and before the other could rise from her seat, or even
understand clearly what had happened, or how it happened, was kneeling
before her, and, seizing her hands, while she exclaimed: "Aunt, dear
aunt! here I am! Don't be angry, I have so longed to see you; have you
no kind word for me!"
Valerie could not speak; her eyes were fixed on the young girl's face,
which was glowing with tender shame and heartfelt pity. She suddenly
flung her arms round her like a drowning man, who in the whirl of the
stream grasps at the slender willow-stem; her head sank on the shoulder
of the kneeling girl, and the tears which had been so long shut up in
her troubled heart burst forth unrestrainedly.