I thought of Malthe.

Ah, for one night! Just one night!

* * * * *

Jeanne has given me warning. I asked her why she wished to leave. She

only shook her head and made no answer. She was very pale; I did not

like to force her to speak.

It will be very difficult to replace her. On the other hand, how can I

keep her if she has made up her mind to go? Wages are no attraction to

her. If I only knew what she wanted. I have not inquired where she is

going.

* * * * *

Ah, now I understand! It is the restlessness of the senses. She wants

more life than she can get on this island. She knows I see through her,

and casts her eyes downward when I look at her.

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