CHAPTER XIII

The presage of Harleigh proved as just as it was pleasant: the heart of

Ellis bounded with delight as she drove off from the house; and the hope

of transferring to Lady Aurora the obligation for succour which she was

now compelled to owe to Mrs Maple, seemed almost lifting her from earth

to heaven.

Her fondest wishes were exceeded by her reception. Mrs Howel came

forward to meet her, and to beg permission not to order the carriage for

her return, till late at night. She was then conducted to the apartment

of Lady Aurora, by Lord Melbury, who assured her that his sister would

have rejoiced in a far severer indisposition, which had procured her

such a gratification. Lady Aurora welcomed her with an air of so much

goodness, and with looks so soft, so pleased, so partial, that Ellis, in

taking her held-out hand, overpowered by so sudden a transition from

indignity to kindness, and agitated by the apprehensions that were

attached to the hopes which it inspired, burst into tears, and, in

defiance of her utmost struggles for serenity, wept even with violence.

Lady Aurora, shocked and alarmed, asked for her salts; and Lord Melbury

flew for a glass of water; but Ellis, declining both, and reviving

without either, wiped, though she could not dry her eyes and smiled,

while they still glistened, with such grateful sensibility, yet beaming

happiness, that both the brother and the sister soon saw, that, greatly

as she was affected, nothing was wanting to her restoration. 'It is not

sorrow,' she cried, when able to speak; ''tis your goodness, your

kindness, which thus touch me!'

'Can you ever have met with any thing else?' said Lord Melbury, warmly;

'if you can--by what monsters you must have been beset!'

'No, my Lord, no,' cried she: 'I am far from meaning to complain; but

you must not suppose the world made up of Lady Aurora Granvilles!'

Lady Aurora was much moved. It seemed evident to her that her new

favourite was not happy; and she had conceived such high ideas of her

perfections, that she was ready to weep herself, at the bare suggestion

that they were not recompensed by felicity.

The rest of the morning passed in gentle, but interesting conversation,

between the two young females; or in animated theatrical discussions,

strictures, and declamation, with the young peer.

At dinner they joined Mrs Howel, who was charmed to see her young guests

thus delighted, and could not refuse her consent to a petition of Lady

Aurora, that she would invite Miss Ellis to assist her again, the next

day, to nurse her cold with the same prudence.

The expressive eyes of Ellis spoke enchantment. They parted, therefore,

only for the night; but just before the carriage was driven from the

door, the coachman discovered that an accident had happened to one of

the wheels, which could not be rectified till the next morning.

After some deliberation, Mrs Howel, at Lady Aurora's earnest desire,

sent over a groom with a note to Mrs Maple, informing her of the

circumstance, and begging that she would not expect Miss Ellis till the

following evening.

The tears of Ellis, at happiness so unlooked for, were again ready to

flow, and with difficulty restrained. She wrote a few words to Elinor,

entreating her kind assistance, in searching a packet of some things

necessary for this new plan; and Elinor took care to provide her with

materials for remaining a month, rather than a day.

A chamber was now prepared for Ellis, in which nothing was omitted that

could afford either comfort or elegance; yet, from the fulness of her

mind, she could not, even for a moment, close her eyes, when she

retired.

Some drawback, however, to her happiness was experienced the next

morning, when she found Mrs Howel fearful that the cold of Lady Aurora

menaced terminating in a violent cough. Dr P---- was immediately called

in, and his principal prescription was, that Her Ladyship should avoid

hot rooms, dancing, company, and talking. Mrs Howel, easily made anxious

for Lady Aurora, not only from personal attachment, but from the

responsibility of having her in charge, besought Her Ladyship to give up

the play for that night, an assembly for the following, and to permit

that the intended ball of Thursday should be postponed, till Her

Ladyship should be perfectly recovered.

Lady Aurora, with a grace that accompanied all her actions,

unhesitatingly complied; but enquired whether it would not be possible

to persuade Miss Ellis to remain with them during this confinement? Mrs

Howel repeated the request. The delight of Ellis was too deep for

utterance. Joy of this tender sort always flung her into tears; and Lady

Aurora, who saw that her heart was as oppressed as it was gentle,

besought Mrs Howel to write their desire to Lewes.

Mrs Maple, however enraged and perplexed, had no choice how to act,

without betraying the imposition which she had herself practised, and

therefore offered no opposition.

Ellis now enjoyed a happiness, before which all her difficulties and

disappointments seemed to sink forgotten, or but to be remembered as

evils overpayed; so forcible was the effect upon her mind, of the

contrast of her immediate situation with that so recently quitted. Mrs

Howel was all politeness to her; Lord Melbury appeared to have no study,

but whether to shew her most admiration or respect; and Lady Aurora

behaved to her with a sweetness that went straight to her heart.

It was now that they first became acquainted with her uncommon musical

talents. Lady Aurora had a piano forte in her room; and Mrs Howel said,

that if Miss Ellis could play Her Ladyship an air or two, it might help

to amuse, yet keep her silent. Ellis instantly went to the instrument,

and there performed, in so fine a style, a composition of Haydn, that

Mrs Howel, who, though by no means a scientific judge of music, was

sufficiently in the habit of going to concerts, to have acquired the

skill of discriminating excellence from mediocrity, was struck with

wonder, and congratulated both her young guest and herself, in so

seasonable an acquisition of so accomplished a visitor.

Lord Melbury, who was himself a tolerable proficient upon the

violoncello, was enraptured at this discovery; and Lady Aurora, whose

whole soul was music, felt almost dissolved with tender pleasure.

Nor ended here either their surprise or their satisfaction; they soon

learnt that she played also upon the harp; Lord Melbury instantly went

forth in search of one; and it was then, as this was the instrument

which she had most particularly studied, that Ellis completed her

conquest of their admiration; for with the harp she was prevailed upon

to sing; and the sweetness of her voice, the delicacy of its tones, her

taste and expression, in which her soul seemed to harmonize with her

accents, had an effect so delightful upon her auditors, that Mrs Howel

could scarcely find phrases for the compliments which she thought

merited; Lord Melbury burst into the most rapturous applause; and Lady

Aurora was enchanted, was fascinated: she caught the sweet sounds with

almost extatic attention, hung on them with the most melting tenderness,

entreated to hear the same air again and again, and felt a gratitude for

the delight which she received, that was hardly inferior to that which

her approbation bestowed.

Eager to improve these favourable sensations, Ellis, to vary the

amusements of Lady Aurora, in this interval of retirement, proposed

reading. And here again her powers gave the utmost pleasure; whether she

took a French author, or an English one; the accomplished Boileau, or

the penetrating Pope; the tenderly-refined Racine, or the all-pervading

Shakespeare; her tones, her intelligence, her skilful modulations, gave

force and meaning to every word, and proved alike her understanding and

her feeling.

Brilliant, however, as were her talents, all the success which they

obtained was short of that produced by her manners and conversation: in

the former there was a gentleness, in the latter a spirit, that excited

an interest for her in the whole house; but, while generally engaging to

all by her general merit, to Lady Aurora she had peculiar attractions,

from the excess of sensibility with which she received even the smallest

attentions. She seemed impressed with a gratitude that struggled for

words, without the power of obtaining such as could satisfy it. Pleasure

shone lustrous in her fine eyes, every time that they met those of Lady

Aurora; but if that young lady took her hand, or spoke to her with more

than usual softness, tears, which she vainly strove to hide, rolled fast

down her cheeks, but which, though momentarily overpowering, were no

sooner dispersed, than every feature became re-animated with glowing

vivacity.

Yet, that some latent sorrow hung upon her mind, Lady Aurora soon felt

convinced; and that some solicitude or suspense oppressed her spirits,

was equally evident: she was constantly watchful for the post, and

always startled at sight of a letter. Lady Aurora was too delicate to

endeavour to develope the secret cause of this uneasiness; but the good

breeding which repressed the manifestation of curiosity, made the

interest thus excited sink so much the deeper into her mind; and, in a

short time, her every feeling, and almost every thought, were absorbed

in tender commiseration for unknown distresses, which she firmly

believed to be undeserved; and which, however nobly supported, seemed

too poignant for constant suppression.

Lady Aurora, who had just reached her sixteenth year, was now budding

into life, with equal loveliness of mind and person. She was fair, but

pale, with elegant features, a face perfectly oval, and soft expressive

blue eyes, of which the 'liquid lustre' spoke a heart that was the seat

of sensibility; yet not of that weak romantic cast, formed by early and

futile love-sick reading, either in novels or poems; but of

compassionate feeling for woes which she did not suffer; and of anxious

solicitude to lessen distress by kind offices, and affliction by tender

sympathy.

With a character thus innately virtuous, joined to a disposition the

most amiably affectionate, so attractive a young creature as the

Incognita could not fail to be in unison. Without half her powers of

pleasing, the most perfect good will of Lady Aurora would have been won,

by the mere surmize that she was not happy: but when, to an idea so

affecting to her gentle mind, were added the quick intelligence, the

graceful manners, the touching sense of kindness, and the rare

accomplishments of Ellis, so warm an interest was kindled in the

generous bosom of Lady Aurora, that the desire to serve and to give

comfort to her new favourite, became, in a short time, indispensable to

her own peace.

Mrs Howel, the lady with whom she was at present a guest, possessed none

of the endearing qualities which could catch the affections of a mind of

so delicate a texture as that of Lady Aurora. She was well bred, well

born, and not ill educated; but her heart was cold, her manners were

stiff, her opinions were austere, and her resolutions were immoveable.

Yet this character, with the general esteem in which, for unimpeachable

conduct, she was held by the world, was the inducement which led her

cousin, Lord Denmeath, the uncle and guardian of Lady Aurora, to fix

upon her as a proper person for taking his ward into public; the tender

and facile nature of that young lady, demanding, he thought, all the

guard which the firmness of Mrs Howel could afford.

Lord Melbury was two years the senior of Lady Aurora: unassuming from

his rank, and unspoiled by early independence, he was open, generous,

kind-hearted and sincere; and though, from the ardour of juvenile

freedom, and the credulity of youth, he was easily led astray, an

instinctive love of right, and the acute self-reproaches which followed

his least deviations, were conscious, and rarely erring guarantees, that

his riper years would be happy in the wisdom of goodness.

In a house such as this, loved and compassionated by Lady Aurora,

admired by Lord Melbury, and esteemed by Mrs Howel, what felicity was

enjoyed by its new guest! Her suspenses and difficulties, though never

forgotten, were rather gratefully than patiently endured; and she felt

as if she could scarcely desire their termination, if it should part her

from such heart-soothing society.

Smoothly thus glided the hours, till nearly a fortnight elapsed, Lady

Aurora, though recovered, saying that she preferred this gentle social

life, to the gayer or more splendid scenes offered to her abroad: yet

neither with gaiety nor splendour had she quarrelled; it was Ellis whom

she could not bear to quit; Ellis, whose attractions and sweetness

charmed her heart, and whose secret disturbance occupied all her

thoughts.

The admiration of Lord Melbury was wrought still higher; yet the

constant respect attending it, satisfied Mrs Howel, who would else have

been alarmed, that his chief delight was derived from seeing that his

sister, whom he adored, had a companion so peculiarly to her taste.

Severely, however, Mrs Howel watched and investigated every look, every

speech, every turn of the head of Ellis, with regard to this young

nobleman; well aware that, as he was younger than herself, though her

beauty was in its prime, his safety might depend, more rationally, upon

her own views, or her own honour, than upon his prudence or

indifference: but all that she observed tended to raise Ellis yet more

highly in her esteem. The behaviour of that young person was open,

pleasing, good-humoured and unaffected. It was evident that she wished

to be thought well of by Lord Melbury; but it appeared to be equally

evident that she honourably deserved his good opinion. Her desire to

give him pleasure was unmixt with any species of coquetry: it was as

wide from the dangerous toil of tender languor, as from the fascinating

snares of alluring playfulness. The whole of her demeanour had a

decorum, and of her conduct a correctness, as striking to the taste of

Mrs Howel, as her conversation, her accomplishments, and her sentiments

were to that of the youthful brother and sister. Mrs Howel often begged

Lady Aurora to remark, that this was the only young lady whom she had

ever invited to her house upon so short an acquaintance; nor should she,

even to oblige Her Ladyship, have made this exception to her established

rules, but that she knew Mrs Maple to be scrupulosity itself, with

respect to the female friends whose intimacy she sanctioned with her

nieces. It was well known, indeed, she observed, that Mrs Maple was

forced to be the more exact in these points on account of the

extraordinary liberties taken by the eldest Miss Joddrel, who, being now

entirely independent, frequently flung off the authority of her aunt,

and did things so strange, and saw people so singular, that she

continually distressed Mrs Maple. Miss Ellis, therefore, having been

brought back to her native land, by one so nice in these matters, must

certainly be a young lady of good family; though there seemed reason to

apprehend, that she was an orphan, and that she possessed little or no

portion, by her never naming her friends nor her situation,

notwithstanding they were subjects to which Mrs Howel often tried to

lead.

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