CHAPTER XII

Selina, regarding herself as a free agent, since Ireton professed a

respect for Ellis that made him ashamed of his former doubts, flew, the

next morning, to the chamber of that young person, to talk over the

play, Lord Melbury, and Lady Aurora Granville: but found her _protegee_

absorbed in deep thought, and neither able nor willing to converse.

When the family assembled to breakfast, Mrs Maple declared that she had

not closed her eyes the whole night, from the vexation of having

admitted such an unknown Wanderer to sup at her table, and to mix with

people of rank.

Elinor was wholly silent.

They were not yet separated, when Lady Aurora Granville and Mrs Howel

called to renew their thanks for the entertainment of the preceding

evening.

'But Miss Ellis?' said Lady Aurora, looking around her, disappointed; 'I

hope she is not more indisposed?'

'By no means. She is quite well again,' answered Mrs Maple, in haste to

destroy a disposition to pity, which she thought conferred undue honour

upon the stranger.

'But shall we not have the pleasure to see her?'

'She ... generally ... breakfasts in her own room,' answered Mrs Maple,

with much hesitation.

'May I, then,' said Lady Aurora, going to the bell, 'beg that somebody

will let her know how happy I should be to enquire after her health?'

'Your Ladyship is too good,' cried Mrs Maple, in great confusion, and

preventing her from ringing; 'but Miss Ellis--I don't know why--is so

fond of keeping her chamber, that there is no getting her out of it ...

some how.--'

'Perhaps, then, she will permit me to go up stairs to her?'

'O no, not for the world! besides ... I believe she has walked out.'

Lady Aurora now applied to Selina, who was scampering away upon a

commission of search; when Mrs Maple, following her, privately insisted

that she should bring back intelligence that Miss Ellis was taken

suddenly ill.

Selina was forced to comply, and Lady Aurora with serious concern, to

return to Brighthelmstone ungratified.

Mrs Maple was so much disconcerted by this incident, and so nettled at

her own perplexed situation, that nothing saved Ellis from an abrupt

dismission, but the representations of Mrs Fenn, that some fine work,

which the young woman had just begun, would not look of a piece if

finished by another hand.

The next morning, the breakfast party was scarcely assembled, when Lord

Melbury entered the parlour. He had ridden over, he said, to enquire

after the health of Miss Ellis, in the name of his sister, who would do

herself the pleasure to call upon her, as soon as she should be

sufficiently recovered to receive a visit.

Elinor was struck with the glow of satisfaction which illumined the face

of Harleigh, at this reiterated distinction. A glow of a far different

sort flushed that of Mrs Maple, who, after various ineffectual evasions,

was constrained to say that she hoped Miss Ellis would be well enough to

appear on the morrow. And, to complete her provocation, she was reduced,

when Lord Melbury was gone, to propose, herself, that Selina should lend

the girl a gown, and what else she might require, for being seen, once

again, without involving them all in shame.

Ellis, informed by Selina of these particulars, shed a torrent of

grateful tears at the interest which she had thus unexpectedly excited;

then, reviving into a vivacity which seemed to renew all the pleasure

that she had experienced on the night of the play, she diligently

employed herself in appropriating the attire which Selina supplied for

the occasion.

Mrs Maple, now, had no consolation but that the stay of Lady Aurora in

the neighbourhood would be short, as that young lady and her brother

were only at Brighthelmstone upon a visit to the Honourable Mrs Howel;

who, having a capital mansion upon the Steyne, resided there the

greatest part of the year.

Mrs Howel accompanied her young guest to Lewes the following morning.

Miss Ellis was enquired for without delay, and as Mrs Maple would suffer

no one to view her chamber, she was summoned into the drawing-room.

She entered it with a blush of bright pleasure upon her cheeks; yet with

eyes that were glistening, and a bosom that seemed struggling with

sighs. Lady Aurora hastened to meet her, uttering such kind expressions

of concern for her indisposition, that Ellis, with charmed sensibility,

involuntarily advanced to embrace her; but rapidly, and with timid

shame, drew back, her eyes cast down, and her feelings repressed. Lady

Aurora, perceiving the design, and its check, instantly held out her

hand, and smilingly saying, 'Would you cheat me of this kindness?' led

her to a seat next to her own upon a sofa.

The eyes of the stranger were not now the only ones that glistened.

Harleigh could not see her thus benignly treated, or rather, as he

conceived, thus restored to the treatment to which she had been

accustomed, and which he believed her to merit, without feeling tears

moisten his own.

With marked civility, though not with the youthful enthusiasm of Lady

Aurora, Mrs Howel, also, made her compliments to Miss Ellis. Lord

Melbury arrived soon afterwards, and, the first ceremonies over, devoted

his whole attention to the same person.

O powerful prejudice! thought Harleigh; what is judgment, and where is

perception in your hands? The ladies of this house, having first seen

this charming Incognita in tattered garments, forlorn, desolate, and

distressed; governed by the prepossession thus excited of her

inferiority, even, to this moment, either neglect or treat her harshly;

not moved by the varied excellencies that should create gentler ideas,

nor open to the interesting attractions that might give them more

pleasure than they could bestow! While these visitors, hearing that she

is a young lady of family, and meeting her upon terms of equality, find,

at once, that she is endowed with talents and accomplishments for the

highest admiration, and with a sweetness of manners, and powers of

conversation, irresistibly fascinating.

The visit lasted almost the whole morning, during which he observed,

with extreme satisfaction, not only that the dejection of Ellis wore

away, but that a delight in the intercourse seemed reciprocating between

herself and her young friends, that gave new beauty to her countenance,

and new spirit to her existence.

When the visitors rose to be gone, 'I cannot tell you, Miss Ellis,'

said Lady Aurora, 'how happy I shall be to cultivate your acquaintance.

Will you give me leave to call upon you for half an hour to morrow?'

Ellis, with trembling pleasure, cast a fearful glance at Mrs Maple, who

hastily turned her head another way. Ellis then gratefully acceded to

the proposal.

'Miss Ellis, I hope,' said Mrs Howel, in taking leave, 'will permit me,

also, to have some share of her society, when I have the honour to

receive her at Brighthelmstone.'

Ellis, touched, enchanted, could attempt no reply beyond a courtesy, and

stole, with a full heart, and eyes overflowing, to her chamber, the

instant that they left the house.

Mrs Maple was now in a dilemma which she would have deemed terrible

beyond all comparison, but from what she experienced the following

minute, when the butler put upon the table a handful of cards, left by

the groom of Mrs Howel, amongst which Mrs Maple perceived the name of

Miss Ellis, mingled with her own, and that of the Miss Joddrels, in an

invitation to a small dancing-party on the ensuing Thursday.

'This exceeds all!' she cried: 'If I don't get rid of this wretch, she

will bring me into universal disgrace! she shall not stay another day in

my house.'

'Has she, Madam, for a single moment,' said Harleigh, with quickness,

'given you cause to repent your kind assistance, or reason to harbour

any suspicion that you have not bestowed it worthily?'

'Why, you go beyond Elinor herself, now, Mr Harleigh! for even she, you

see, does not ask me to keep her any longer.'

'Miss Joddrel,' answered Harleigh, turning with an air of gentleness to

the mute Elinor, 'is aware how little a single woman is allowed to act

publicly for herself, without risk of censure.'

'Censure?' interrupted Elinor, disdainfully, 'you know I despise it!'

He affected not to hear her, and continued, 'Miss Joddrel leaves,

therefore, Madam, to your established situation in life, the protection

of a young person whom circumstances have touchingly cast upon your

compassion, and who seems as innocent as she is indigent, and as formed,

nay elegant in her manners, as she is obscure and secret in her name and

history. I make not any doubt but Miss Joddrel would be foremost to

sustain her from the dangers of lonely penury, to which she seems

exposed if deserted, were my brother already--' He approached Elinor,

lowering his voice; she rose to quit the room, with a look of deep

resentment; but could not first escape hearing him finish his speech

with 'as happy as I hope soon to see him!'

'Ah, Mr Harleigh,' said Mrs Maple, 'when shall we bring that to bear?'

'She never pronounces a positive rejection,' answered Harleigh, 'yet I

make no progress in my peace-offerings.'

He would then have entered more fully upon that subject, in the hope of

escaping from the other: Mrs Maple, however, never forgot her anger but

for her interest; and Selina was forced to be the messenger of

dismission.

She found Ellis so revived, that to destroy her rising tranquillity

would have been a task nearly impossible, had Selina possessed as much

consideration as good humour. But she was one amongst the many in whom

reflection never precedes speech, and therefore, though sincerely sorry,

she denounced, without hesitating, the sentence of Mrs Maple.

Ellis was struck with the deepest dismay, to be robbed thus of all

refuge, at the very moment when she flattered herself that new friends,

perhaps a new asylum, were opening to her. Whither could she now wander?

and how hope that others, to whom she was still less known, would escape

the blasting contagion, and believe that distress might be guiltless

though mysterious? A few shillings were all that she possessed; and she

saw no prospect of any recruit. Elinor had not once spoken to her since

the play; and the childish character, even more than the extreme youth

of Selina, made it seem improper, in so discarded a state, to accept any

succour from her clandestinely. Nevertheless, the awaited letter was not

yet arrived; the expected friend had not yet appeared. How, then, quit

the neighbourhood of Brighthelmstone, where alone any hope of receiving

either still lingered? The only idea that occurred to her, was that of

throwing herself upon the compassion of her new acquaintances,

faithfully detailing to them her real situation at Mrs Maple's, and

appealing to their generosity to forbear, for the present, all enquiry

into its original cause.

This determined, she anxiously desired, before her departure, to

restore, if she could discover their owner, the anonymous bank-notes,

which she was resolute not to use; and, hearing the step of Harleigh

passing her door in descending the stairs, she hastened after him, with

the little packet in her hand.

Turning round as he reached the hall, and observing, with pleased

surprise, her intention to speak to him, he stopt.

'You have been so good to me, Sir,' she said, 'so humane and so

considerate, by every possible occasion, that I think I may venture to

beg yet one more favour of you, before I leave Lewes.'

Her dejected tone extremely affected him, and he waited her explanation

with looks that were powerfully expressive of his interest in her

welfare.

'Some one, with great, but mistaken kindness,' she continued, 'has

imagined my necessities stronger than my ...' She stopt, as if at a loss

for a word, and then, with a smile, added, 'my pride, others, perhaps,

will say; but to me it appears only a sense of right. If, however, my

lengthened suspense forces me to require more assistance of this sort

than I already owe to the Miss Joddrels, and to the benevolent Admiral,

I shall have recourse to the most laborious personal exertions, rather

than spread any further the list of my pecuniary creditors.'

Harleigh did not, or seemed not to understand her, yet would not resist

taking the little packet, which she put into his hands, saying, 'I have

some fear that this comes from Mr Ireton; I shall hold myself

inexpressibly obliged to you, Sir, if you will have the goodness to

clear up that doubt for me; and, should it prove a fact, to return it to

him with my thanks, but the most positive assurance that its acceptance

is totally impossible.'

Harleigh looked disturbed, yet promised to obey.

'And if,' cried she, 'you should not find Mr Ireton to be my creditor,

you may possibly discover him in a person to whom I owe far other

services, and unmingled esteem. And should that be the case, say to him,

I beg, Sir, that even from him I must decline an obligation of this

sort, though my debts to him of every other, are nearly as innumerable

as their remembrance will be indelible.'

She then hastened away, leaving Harleigh impressed with such palpable

concern, that she could no longer doubt that the packet was already

deposited with its right owner.

He passed into the garden, and she was going back, when, at the entrance

of the breakfast-parlour, she perceived Elinor, who seemed sternly

occupied in observing them.

Ellis courtsied, and stood still. Elinor moved not, and was gloomily

silent.

Struck with her mien, her stillness, and her manner, Ellis, in a fearful

voice, enquired after her health; but received a look so indignant, yet

wild, that, affrighted and astonished, she retreated to her chamber.

As she turned round upon entering it, to shut herself in, immediately

before her stood Elinor.

She looked yet paler, and seemed in a sort of stupor. Ellis respectfully

held open the door, but she did not advance: the fury, however, of her

aspect was abated, and Ellis, in a voice condolingly soft, asked whether

she might hope that Miss Joddrel would, once more, condescend to sit

with her before her departure.

At these words Elinor seemed to shake herself, and presently, though in

a hollow tone, pronounced, 'Are you then going?'

Ellis plaintively answered Yes!

'And ... with whom?' cried Elinor, raising her eyes with a glance of

fire.

'With no one, Madam. I go alone.'

This answer was uttered with a firmness that annulled all suspicion of

deceit.

Elinor appeared again to breathe.

'And whither?' she demanded, 'whither is it you go?'

'I know not, alas!--but I mean to make an attempt at Howel Place.'

The countenance of Elinor now lost its rigidity, and with a cry almost

of extacy, she exclaimed, 'Upon Lord Melbury?--your new admirer? O go to

him!--hasten to him!--dear, charming Ellis, away to him at once!--'

Ellis, half smiling, answered, 'No, Madam; I go to Lady Aurora

Granville.'

Elinor, without replying, left the room; but, quick in action as in

idea, returned, almost instantly, loaded with a packet of clothes.

'Here, most beautiful Ophelia!' she cried, 'look over this trumpery. You

know how skilfully you can arrange it. You must not appear to

disadvantage before dear little Lord Melbury.'

Ellis now, nearly offended, drew back.

'O, I know I ought to be excommunicated for giving such a hint,' cried

Elinor, whose spirits were rather exalted than recovered; 'though every

body sees how the poor boy is bewitched with you: but you delicate

sentimentalists are never yourselves to suspect any danger, till the men

are so crazy 'twould be murder to resist them; and then, you know,

acceptance is an act of mere charity.'

Ellis laughed at her raillery, yet declined her wardrobe, saying that

she had resolved upon frankly stating to Lady Aurora, all that she was

able to make known of her situation.

'Well, that's more romantic,' returned Elinor, 'and so 'twill be more

touching; especially to the little peer; for as you won't say who you

are, he can do no less than, like Selina, conclude you to be a princess

in disguise; and that, as you know, will bring the match so properly

forward, that parents, and uncles, and guardians, and all those

supernumeraries of the creation, will learn the business only just in

time to drown themselves.'

Ellis heard this with a calmness that shewed her superior to offering

any vindication of her conduct; and Elinor more gently added, 'Now don't

construe all this into either a sneer or a reprimand. If you imagine me

an enemy to what the old court call unequal connexions, you do me

egregious injustice. I detest all aristocracy: I care for nothing upon

earth but nature; and I hold no one thing in the world worth living for

but liberty! and liberty, you know, has but two occupations,--plucking

up and pulling down. To me, therefore, 'tis equally diverting, to see a

beggar swell into a duchess, or a duchess dwindle into a beggar.'

Ellis tried to smile, but felt shocked many ways; and Elinor, gay, now,

as a lark, left her to get ready for Howel Place.

While thus employed, a soft tap called her to the door, where she

perceived Harleigh.

'I will detain you,' he said, 'but a moment. I can find no owner for

your little packet; you must suffer it, therefore, still to encumber

you; and should any accident, or any transient convenience, make its

contents even momentarily useful to you, do not let any idea of its

having ever belonged to Mr Ireton impede its employment: I have examined

that point thoroughly, and I can positively assure you, that he has not

the least knowledge even of its existence.'

As she held back from taking it, he put it upon a step before the door,

and descended the stairs without giving her time to answer.

She did not dare either to follow or to call him, lest Elinor should

again appear; but she felt convinced that the bank-notes were his own,

and became less uneasy at a short delay, though equally determined upon

restitution.

She was depositing them in her work-bag, when Selina came jumping into

the room. 'O Ellis,' she cried, 'I have the best news in the world for

you! Aunt Maple fell into the greatest passion you ever saw, at hearing

you were going to Howel Place. "What!" says she, "shall I let her

disgrace me for ever, by making known what a poor Wanderer I have taken

into my house, and permitted to eat at my table? It would be a thing to

ruin me in the opinion of the whole world." So then, after the greatest

fuss that ever you knew in your life, she said you should not be turned

away till Lady Aurora was gone.'

Ellis, however, hurt by this recital, rejoiced in the reprieve.

The difficulties, nevertheless, of Mrs Maple did not end here; the next

morning she received a note from Mrs Howel, with intelligence that Lady

Aurora Granville was prevented from making her intended excursion, by a

very violent cold; and to entreat that Mrs Maple would use her interest

with Miss Ellis, to soften Her Ladyship's disappointment, by spending

the day at Howel Place; for which purpose Mrs Howel begged leave to send

her carriage, at an early hour, to Lewes.

Mrs Maple read this with a choler indescribable. She would have sent

word that Ellis was ill, but she foresaw an endless embarrassment from

inquiring visits; and, after the most fretful, but fruitless

lamentations, passionately declared that she would have nothing more to

do with the business, and retired to her room; telling Elinor that she

might answer Mrs Howel as she pleased, only charging her to take upon

herself all responsibility of consequences.

Elinor, enchanted, fixed upon two o'clock for the arrival of the

carriage; and Ellis, who heard the tidings with even exquisite joy,

spent the intermediate time in preparations, for which she no longer

declined the assisting offers of Elinor, who, wild with renovated

spirits, exhorted her, now in raillery, now in earnest, but always with

agitated vehemence, to make no scruple of going off with Lord Melbury to

Gretna Green.

When the chaise arrived, Mrs Maple restless and curious, suddenly

descended; but was filled with double envy and malevolence, at sight of

the look of pleasure which Ellis wore; but which gave to Harleigh a

satisfaction that counter-balanced his regret at her quitting the house.

'I have only one thing to mention to you, Mrs Ellis,' said Mrs Maple,

with a gloomy scowl; 'I insist upon it that you don't say one syllable

to Mrs Howel, nor to Lady Aurora, about your meanness, and low

condition, and that ragged state that we found you in, patched, and

blacked, and made up for an object to excite pity. Mind that! for if you

go to Howel Place only to make out that I have been telling a parcel of

stories, I shall be sure to discover it, and you shall repent it as long

as you live.'

Ellis seemed tempted to leave the room without condescending to make any

reply; but she checked herself, and desired to understand more clearly

what Mrs Maple demanded.

'That there may be only one tale told between us, and that you will be

steady to stand to what I have said, of your being a young lady of good

family, who came over with me from France.'

Ellis, without hesitation, consented; and Harleigh handed her to the

chaise, Mrs Maple herself not knowing how to object to that civility, as

the servants of Mrs Howel were waiting to attend their lady's guest.

'How happy, how relieved,' cried he, in conducting her out, 'will you

feel in obtaining at last, a little reprieve from the narrow prejudice

which urges this cruel treatment!'

'You must not encourage me to resentment,' cried she, smiling, 'but

rather bid me, as I bid myself, when I feel it rising, subdue it by

recollecting my strange--indefinable situation in this family!'

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