_The Ways of A Seeker After Fame._
This world of ours, thought of in comparison with man the individual, is
so very, very large; its sons and daughters departed, now on hand and
yet to come, form such an innumerable host; the ever-increasing needs of
the living are so varied and urgent; the advance cry of the future
bidding us to prepare for its coming is so insistent; the contest for
supremacy, raging everywhere, must be fought out among so many souls of
power--these accumulated considerations so operate that it is given unto
but a few of those who come upon the earth to obtain a look of
recognition from the universal eye; and fewer still are they who, by
virtue of inherited capacity, proper bent, necessary environment and the
happy conjunction of the deed and the hour, so labor as to move to
admiration, sympathy or reverence the universal heart, an achievement,
apart from which no man, however talented, may hope to sit among the
earth's immortals.
The fact that enduring world prominence is an achievement rarely and
with great difficulty attained operates upon different individuals in
different ways. Some grow weary of the strenuous strife, give up the
contest with a sigh and retire, as it were, to the shade of the trees
and with more or less of yearning await the coming of the deeper shades
of the evening eternal. Others, fully conscious that they have been
entrusted with a world message, confront a mountain with as much courage
as they do a sand dune, and press onward, whether the stars are in a
guiding or a hiding mood.
Mrs. Arabelle Seabright, aspirant for world honors, sat in a
rocking-chair in her room in the Domain Hotel, Almaville, the stopping
place of the wealthiest and most aristocratic visitors. Her small well
shaped hands were lying one upon the other, resting on the back of an
open book which was in her lap, face downward. Slowly she rocked
backward and forward, tapping first one foot and then the other upon the
floor. It was very evident that she was thinking, but a glance at the
face was all that was needed to tell one that this thinking was not due
to irresolution or uncertainty of purpose.
Nothing was ever more plainly written upon the human countenance than
that this woman knew her own mind and knew the course which she was to
pursue. Her thinking now is with a view to making travel along the
elected course as agreeable as possible. The door to her room opened and
there entered a young man of medium height with delicate, almost
feminine features. His face was covered with a full beard that was so
black as to appear almost uncanny, and it seemed so much out of place on
one so young, the wearer not being over twenty-five at most.
"You have come to say 'yes,' my boy," said Mrs. Seabright, rising to
meet her son.
The young man had really come to say "no," but that firm, unyielding
look in his mother's eyes halted him. Instead of the determined stand
which he had resolved to take, in the presence of his mother's imperious
will, all he could say was, "Mother, I--I--I--had hoped otherwise."
His mother shook her head and looked him directly in the eyes. She
wanted him to see the determination written in her own eyes.
He saw and collapsed. "I will go, mother," said he. "Be seated, mother,"
he requested.
Mrs. Seabright, directing a look of inquiry at her son, sat down.
He now dropped on his knees and rested his head upon her lap. "Mother,
say to me the prayer that you taught me in my childhood--days when you
were not this way. Lead me back there once more, for something within
tells me that life is never more to be life to me."
Mrs. Seabright did not at all relish the sentimental turn of her son's
mind, but she began in as tender tones as she could summon:
"Now I lay me down to sleep."
"Now I lay me down to sleep," repeated the young man.
"I pray the Lord my soul to keep," his mother continued.
"I pray the Lord my soul to keep," said he.
"If I should die before I wake," the mother said.
"If I should die before I wake," said the son.
"I pray the Lord my soul to take," concluded the mother.
"I pray the Lord my soul to take," the son repeated lingeringly.
"Mother, truly I am laying me down to sleep. I am putting my life, my
soul away. When I awake from this sleep into which your influence as a
mother has lulled me, I shall awake to look into the face of my
Creator."
The young man now arose and turning upon his mother, he said out of a
burning heart: "Oh, mother! May your soul meet God. As I leave you, let
me tell you it takes that to reach your case!"
"You are not the son of your mother," quietly said she.
The young man now rushed from the room to get out of the presence of one
who, though his mother, possessed nothing in common with his own soul.
In spite of the manner of his leaving, Mrs. Seabright knew full well
that he would perform unto the utmost all that she had exacted of him.
Mrs. Seabright resumed her seat and rocked to and fro complacently for a
few moments. Arising, she went to a rolling door, leading to a room
adjoining her own. There, coiled upon the bed, lay the beautiful young
woman whom we first saw endeavoring to attract the attention of the
Negro porter to a note. Her hair lay wildly about her pretty brow, there
were tear stains upon her cheeks and her eyelids were closed. A fear
seized Mrs. Seabright that her daughter might be dead. Rushing to the
bedside, she called, "Eunice! Eunice!"
The young woman opened her blue eyes into her mother's, sat up and began
to sob violently. The mother put her arms around the young woman, but
the latter jumped from the bed and pulled herself away.
"Now, Eunice, don't act in that way. You can't see how bright a future I
have mapped out for you. If you only knew!"
The young woman shook her head in rejection of all that the mother might
offer.
"I will let you see her as often as you choose, Eunice!"
"Will you?" almost shrieked the young woman, stamping her foot upon the
floor, a wild look of joy leaping into her eye.
"If you will let me plan your future I will not interfere with your
relations with her whatever."
"Mother, mother," said the young woman rushing to Mrs. Seabright and
throwing her arms about her neck. Between sobs she said, "Mother,
mother, do with me what you will, just so you allow me to be with her
when I choose. Oh, mother, how I wish you were now what you were before
the adder bit you."
Mrs. Seabright, unmoved by this outburst, gently released herself from
her daughter's grasp and returned to her rocking chair.
"I shall yet harness to my cause the two forces that are the most potent
yet revealed in shaping the course of human society," said she. Going to
her window, she looked out into the skies and whispered in confidence to
the stars:
"I shall be remembered as long as you shall shine."
Hard by the house of fame sits the home of infamy. Those who offer too
strange a price for the former are given the latter.