VI. The October Chapter

On the second morning after Old Lady Lloyd’s journey to town, Sylvia

Gray was walking blithely down the wood lane. It was a beautiful autumn

morning, clear and crisp and sunny; the frosted ferns, drenched and

battered with the rain of yesterday, gave out a delicious fragrance;

here and there in the woods a maple waved a gay crimson banner, or a

branch of birch showed pale golden against the dark, unchanging spruces.

The air was very pure and exhilarating. Sylvia walked with a joyous

lightness of step and uplift of brow.

At the beech in the hollow she paused for an expectant moment, but there

was nothing among the gray old roots for her. She was just turning

away when little Teddy Kimball, who lived next door to the manse,

came running down the slope from the direction of the old Lloyd place.

Teddy’s freckled face was very pale.

“Oh, Miss Gray!” he gasped. “I guess Old Lady Lloyd has gone clean crazy

at last. The minister’s wife asked me to run up to the Old Lady, with a

message about the Sewing Circle--and I knocked--and knocked--and nobody

came--so I thought I’d just step in and leave the letter on the

table. But when I opened the door, I heard an awful queer laugh in the

sitting-room, and next minute, the Old Lady came to the sitting-room

door. Oh, Miss Gray, she looked awful. Her face was red and her eyes

awful wild--and she was muttering and talking to herself and laughing

like mad. I was so scared I just turned and run.”

Sylvia, without stopping for reflection, caught Teddy’s hand and ran

up the slope. It did not occur to her to be frightened, although she

thought with Teddy that the poor, lonely, eccentric Old Lady had really

gone out of her mind at last.

The Old Lady was sitting on the kitchen sofa when Sylvia entered. Teddy,

too frightened to go in, lurked on the step outside. The Old Lady still

wore the damp black silk dress in which she had walked from the station.

Her face was flushed, her eyes wild, her voice hoarse. But she knew

Sylvia and cowered down.

“Don’t look at me,” she moaned. “Please go away--I can’t bear that YOU

should know how poor I am. You’re to go to Europe--Andrew Cameron is

going to send you--I asked him--he couldn’t refuse ME. But please go

away.”

Sylvia did not go away. At a glance she had seen that this was sickness

and delirium, not insanity. She sent Teddy off in hot haste for Mrs.

Spencer and when Mrs. Spencer came they induced the Old Lady to go to

bed, and sent for the doctor. By night everybody in Spencervale knew

that Old Lady Lloyd had pneumonia.

Mrs. Spencer announced that she meant to stay and nurse the Old

Lady. Several other women offered assistance. Everybody was kind and

thoughtful. But the Old Lady did not know it. She did not even know

Sylvia Gray, who came and sat by her every minute she could spare.

Sylvia Gray now knew all that she had suspected--the Old Lady was her

fairy godmother. The Old Lady babbled of Sylvia incessantly, revealing

all her love for her, betraying all the sacrifices she had made.

Sylvia’s heart ached with love and tenderness, and she prayed earnestly

that the Old Lady might recover.

“I want her to know that I give her love for love,” she murmured.

Everybody knew now how poor the Old Lady really was. She let slip all

the jealously guarded secrets of her existence, except her old love for

Leslie Gray. Even in delirium something sealed her lips as to that.

But all else came out--her anguish over her unfashionable attire,

her pitiful makeshifts and contrivances, her humiliation over wearing

unfashionable dresses and paying only five cents where every other

Sewing Circle member paid ten. The kindly women who waited on her

listened to her with tear-filled eyes, and repented of their harsh

judgments in the past.

“But who would have thought it?” said Mrs. Spencer to the minister’s

wife. “Nobody ever dreamed that her father had lost ALL his money,

though folks supposed he had lost some in that old affair of the silver

mine out west. It’s shocking to think of the way she has lived all these

years, often with not enough to eat--and going to bed in winter days to

save fuel. Though I suppose if we had known we couldn’t have done much

for her, she’s so desperate proud. But if she lives, and will let us

help her, things will be different after this. Crooked Jack says he’ll

never forgive himself for taking pay for the few little jobs he did for

her. He says, if she’ll only let him, he’ll do everything she wants done

for her after this for nothing. Ain’t it strange what a fancy she’s took

to Miss Gray? Think of her doing all those things for her all summer,

and selling the grape jug and all. Well, the Old Lady certainly isn’t

mean, but nobody made a mistake in calling her queer. It all does seem

desperate pitiful. Miss Gray’s taking it awful hard. She seems to think

about as much of the Old Lady as the Old Lady thinks of her. She’s so

worked up she don’t even seem to care about going to Europe next year.

She’s really going--she’s had word from Andrew Cameron. I’m awful glad,

for there never was a sweeter girl in the world; but she says it will

cost too much if the Old Lady’s life is to pay for it.”

Andrew Cameron heard of the Old Lady’s illness and came out to

Spencervale himself. He was not allowed to see the Old Lady, of course;

but he told all concerned that no expense or trouble was to be spared,

and the Spencervale doctor was instructed to send his bill to Andrew

Cameron and hold his peace about it. Moreover, when Andrew Cameron

went back home, he sent a trained nurse out to wait on the Old Lady, a

capable, kindly woman who contrived to take charge of the case without

offending Mrs. Spencer--than which no higher tribute could be paid to

her tact!

The Old Lady did not die--the Lloyd constitution brought her through.

One day, when Sylvia came in, the Old Lady smiled up at her, with a

weak, faint, sensible smile, and murmured her name, and the nurse said

that the crisis was past.

The Old Lady made a marvellously patient and tractable invalid. She did

just as she was told, and accepted the presence of the nurse as a matter

of course.

But one day, when she was strong enough to talk a little, she said to

Sylvia,

“I suppose Andrew Cameron sent Miss Hayes here, did he?” “Yes,” said

Sylvia, rather timidly.

The Old Lady noticed the timidity and smiled, with something of her old

humour and spirit in her black eyes.

“Time has been when I’d have packed off unceremoniously any person

Andrew Cameron sent here,” she said. “But, Sylvia, I have gone through

the Valley of the Shadow of Death, and I have left pride and resentment

behind me for ever, I hope. I no longer feel as I felt towards Andrew.

I can even accept a personal favour from him now. At last I can forgive

him for the wrong he did me and mine. Sylvia, I find that I have been

letting no ends of cats out of bags in my illness. Everybody knows now

how poor I am--but I don’t seem to mind it a bit. I’m only sorry that

I ever shut my neighbours out of my life because of my foolish pride.

Everyone has been so kind to me, Sylvia. In the future, if my life is

spared, it is going to be a very different sort of life. I’m going to

open it to all the kindness and companionship I can find in young and

old. I’m going to help them all I can and let them help me. I CAN help

people--I’ve learned that money isn’t the only power for helping people.

Anyone who has sympathy and understanding to give has a treasure that is

without money and without price. And oh, Sylvia, you’ve found out what I

never meant you to know. But I don’t mind that now, either.”

Sylvia took the Old Lady’s thin white hand and kissed it.

“I can never thank you enough for what you have done for me, dearest

Miss Lloyd,” she said earnestly. “And I am so glad that all mystery is

done away with between us, and I can love you as much and as openly as

I have longed to do. I am so glad and so thankful that you love me, dear

fairy godmother.”

“Do you know WHY I love you so?” said the Old Lady wistfully. “Did I let

THAT out in my raving, too?”

“No, but I think I know. It is because I am Leslie Gray’s daughter,

isn’t it? I know that father loved you--his brother, Uncle Willis, told

me all about it.”

“I spoiled my own life because of my wicked pride,” said the Old Lady

sadly. “But you will love me in spite of it all, won’t you, Sylvia? And

you will come to see me sometimes? And write me after you go away?”

“I am coming to see you every day,” said Sylvia. “I am going to stay

in Spencervale for a whole year yet, just to be near you. And next year

when I go to Europe--thanks to you, fairy godmother--I’ll write you

every day. We are going to be the best of chums, and we are going to

have a most beautiful year of comradeship!”

The Old Lady smiled contentedly. Out in the kitchen, the minister’s

wife, who had brought up a dish of jelly, was talking to Mrs. Spencer

about the Sewing Circle. Through the open window, where the red vines

hung, came the pungent, sun-warm October air. The sunshine fell over

Sylvia’s chestnut hair like a crown of glory and youth.

“I do feel so perfectly happy,” said the Old Lady, with a long,

rapturous breath.

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