painting for himself during this summer idleness of ours--filling in the
details with a lingering and loving care--seemed to fade away into
impalpable mist; and he was confronted by blank chaos. And this, too,
just at the moment when the departure of the Doctor appeared to render
all his plans doubly secure.--He rose.
"I will think over it, ma'am," he said, slowly. "I am obliged to ye for
your information: perhaps I was not as observant as I should have been."
Then she sought to stay him for a moment.
"Don't you think, sir," said she, timidly, "it would be better for
neither you nor me to interfere?"
The Laird turned.
"I made a promise to the lass," said he, quite simply, "one night we
were in Loch Leven, and she and I were walking on the deck, that when
she was in trouble I would try to help her; and I will not break my
promise through any fear of being called an intermeddler. I will go to
the girl myself--when I have the opportunity; and if she prefers to keep
her own counsel--if she thinks I am only an old Scotch fool who should
be minding my own business--I will not grumble."
And again he was going away, when again she detained him.
"I hope you do not think I spoke harshly of Mary," said she,
penitentially. "I own that I was a little disappointed. And it seemed
so certain. But I am sure she has sufficient reason for whatever she
has done--and that she believes she is acting rightly----"
"Of that there is no doubt," said he, promptly. "The girl has just a
wonderful clear notion of doing what she ought to do; and nothing would
make her flinch." Then he added, after a second, "But I will think over
it; and then go to herself. Perhaps she feels lonely, and does not know
that there is a home awaiting her at Denny-mains."
So both of them went on deck again; and found that the _White Dove_ was
already sailing away from the Trossachs-like shore of Loch Crinan, and
getting farther out into this squally green sea. There were bursts of
sunlight flying across the rocks and the white-tipped waves; but
ordinarily the sky was overcast, masses of grey and silvery cloud coming
swinging along from the north.
Then the Laird showed himself discreet "before folk." He would not
appear to have any designs on Mary Avon's confidences. He talked in a
loud and confident fashion to John of Skye, about the weather, and the
Dorus Mor, and Corrievrechan. Finally, he suggested, in a facetious
way, that as the younger men had occasionally had their turn at the
helm, he might have his now, for the first time.
"If ye please, sir," said Captain John, relinquishing the tiller to him
with a smile of thanks, and going forward to have a quiet pipe.
But the Laird seemed a little bit confused by the rope which John had
confided to him. In a light breeze, and with his hand on the tiller, he
might have done very well; but this looped rope, to which he had to
cling so as to steady himself, seemed puzzling. And almost at the same
time the _White Dove_ began to creep up to the wind; and presently the
sails showed an ominous quiver.
"Keep her full, sir!" called John of Skye, turning round.
But instead of that the sails flapped more and more; there was a
rattling of blocks; two men came tumbling up from the forecastle,
thinking the yacht was being put about.
"Shove your hand from ye, sir!" called out the skipper to the distressed
steersman; and this somewhat infantine direction soon put the vessel on
her course again.
In a few minutes thereafter John of Skye put his pipe in his waistcoat
pocket.
"We'll let her about now, sir," he called to the Laird.
The two men who happened to be on deck went to the jib-sheets; John
himself leisurely proceeding to stand by the weather fore-sheet. Then,
as the Laird seemed still to await further orders, he called out--
"Helm hard down, sir, if ye please!"
But this rope bothered the Laird. He angrily untwisted it, let it drop
on the deck, and then with both hands endeavoured to jam the tiller
towards the weather bulwarks, which were certainly nearer to him than
the lee bulwarks.
"The other way, sir!" Mary Avon cried to him, anxiously.
"Bless me! bless me! Of course!" he cried, in return; and then he let
the tiller go, and just managed to get out of its way as it swung to
leeward. And then as the bow sheered round, and the _White Dove_ made
away for the mouth of Loch Craignish on the port tack, he soon
discovered the use of the weather tiller rope, for the wind was now
blowing hard, and the yacht pitching a good deal.
"We are getting on, Miss Mary!" he cried to her, crushing his wideawake
down over his forehead. "Have ye not got a bit song for us? What about
the two sailors that pitied all the poor folk in London?"
She only cast down her eyes, and a faint colour suffused her cheeks: our
singing-bird had left us.
"Howard, lad!" the Laird called out again, in his facetious manner, "ye
are not looking well, man. Is the pitching too much for you?"
The Youth was certainly not looking very brilliant; but he managed to
conjure up a ghastly smile.
"If I get ill," said he, "I will blame it on the steering."
"'Deed, ye will not," said the Laird, who seemed to have been satisfied
with his performances. "I am not going to steer this boat through the
Dorus Mor. Here, John, come back to your post!"
John of Skye came promptly aft; in no case would he have allowed an
amateur to pilot the _White Dove_ through this narrow strait with its
swirling currents. However, when the proper time came we got through
the Dorus Mor very easily, there being a strong flood tide to help us;
and the brief respite under the lee of the land allowed the Youth to
summon back his colour and his cheerfulness.
The Laird had ensconced himself beside Mary Avon; he had a little circle
of admiring listeners; he was telling us, amid great shouts of laughter,
how Homesh had replied to one tourist, who had asked for something to
eat, that that was impossible, "bekass ahl the plates was cleaned;" and
how Homesh had answered another tourist, who represented that the towel
in the lavatory was not as it should be, that "more than fifty or sixty
people was using that towel this very day, and not a complaint from any
one of them;" and how Homesh, when his assistant stumbled and threw a
leg of mutton on to the deck, called out to him in his rage, "Ye young
teffle, I will knock the stairs down your head!" We were more and more
delighted with Homesh and his apocryphal adventures.
But now other things than Homesh were claiming our attention. Once
through the Dorus, we found the wind blowing harder than ever, and a
heavy sea running. The day had cleared, and the sun was gleaming on the
white crests of the waves; but the air was thick with whirled spray, and
the decks were running wet. The _White Dove_ listed over before the
heavy wind, so that her scuppers were a foot deep in water; while
opening the gangway only relieved the pressure for a second or two; the
next moment a wave would surge in on the deck. The jib and
fore-staysail were soaked half-mast high. When we were on the port tack
the keel of the gig ploughed the crests of those massive and rolling
waves. This would, indeed, have been a day for Angus Sutherland.
On one tack we ran right over to Corrievrechan; but we could see no
waterspouts or other symptoms of the whirling currents; we could only
hear the low roar all along the Scarba coast, and watch the darting of
the white foam up the face of the rocks. And then away again on the
port tack; with the women clinging desperately to the weather bulwarks,
lest perchance they should swiftly glide down the gleaming decks into
the hissing water that rolled along the lee scuppers. Despite the fact
of their being clad from top to toe in waterproofs, their faces were
streaming with the salt water; but they were warm enough, for the sun
was blazing hot, and the showers of spray were like showers of gleaming
diamonds.
Luncheon was of an extremely pantomimic character; until, in the midst
of it, we were alarmed by hearing quick tramping overhead, and noise and
shouting. The Youth was hastily bidden to leave his pickle jars, and go
on deck to see what was happening. In a second or two he
returned--somewhat grueful--his hair wild--his face wet.
"They are only taking in the mizen," says he; "but my cap has been
knocked overboard, and I have got about a quart of water down my neck."
"It will do ye good, lad," observed the Laird, in the most heartless
manner; "and I will now trouble ye to pass me the marmalade."
Patiently, all day long, we beat up against that inexorable north wind,
until, in the afternoon, it veered a point or two to the east, which
made an appreciable difference in our rate of progress. Then, the
farther the wind veered, the more it became a land wind; and the sea
abated considerably: so that long before we could make out Castle Osprey
on the face of the hill, we were in fairly calm waters, with a light
breeze on our starboard beam. The hot sun had dried the decks; there was
a possibility of walking; some went below to prepare for going ashore.
We were returning to the world of telegrams, and letters, and
newspapers; we should soon know what the Commissioners of Strathgovan
were doing, and whether Johnny Guthrie had been fomenting sedition. But
it was not these things that troubled the Laird. He had been somewhat
meditative during the afternoon. At last, finding an occasion on which
nearly everybody was below but his hostess, he said to her, in a low
voice--
"The more I reflect on that matter we spoke of this morning, the more I
am driven to a conclusion that I would fain avoid. It would be a sad
blow to me. I have built much on the scheme I was telling ye of:
perhaps it was but a toy; but old people have a fondness for their toys
as well as young people."
"I don't quite understand you, sir," said the other.
"We will soon learn whether I am right," said the old Laird, with a
sigh; and then he turned to her and regarded her.
"I doubt whether ye see this girl's character as clearly as I do," said
he. "Gentle, and soft, and delicate as she seems to be, she is of the
stuff the martyrs in former days were made of: if she believes a thing
to be right, she will do it, at any cost or sacrifice. Do ye mind the
first evening I met her at your house--how she sate and talked, and
laughed, with her sprained ankle swollen and black all the time, just
that she might not interfere with the pleasure of others?"
The Laird paused for a moment or two.
"I have been putting things together," he continued--but he did not seem
proud or boastful of his perspicacity: perhaps he would rather have
fought against the conclusion forced on him. "When she was up in the
north, it seemed to you as if she would have married the young man
Sutherland?"
"Most undoubtedly."
"The lass had her bit fortune then," said the Laird, thoughtfully. "Not
much, as ye say; but it would have been an independence. It would have
helped him in the world; it would have left him free. And she is proud
of what he has done, and as ambeetious as himself that he should become
a great man. Ay?"
The Laird seemed very anxious about the varnishing of the gig; he kept
smoothing it with his forefinger.
"And when he came to her the other day--it is but a guess of mine,
ma'am--she may have said to herself beforehand that she would not be a
drag on him, that she would leave him free to become great and famous,
that the sentiment of the moment was a trifling thing compared to what
the world expected from Dr. Sutherland. Ye will not forget what she
said on that point only the other day. And she may have sent him
away--with her own heart just like to break. I have just been putting
one or two possibeelities together, ma'am----"
The colour had forsaken the cheeks of the woman who stood by his side.
"And--and--if she was so cruel--and, and heartless--and, and
monstrous--she ought to be horsewhipped!" she exclaimed quite
breathlessly, and apparently not knowing what she was saying.
But the Laird shook his head.
"Poor lass! poor lass!" he said, gently; "she has had her troubles. No
doubt the loss of her bit fortune seemed a desperate thing to her; and
you know her first anxiety is conteenually for other
people--particularly them that have been kind to her--and that she
thinks no more of herself than if she had no feelings at all. Well,
ma'am, if what I am guessing at is true--it is only a speculation o'
mine, and I am far from sure; but if that is all that has to be put
right, I'm thinking it might be put right. We should thank God that we
are now and again able to put some small matter straight in the world."
The Laird was more busy than ever with the varnish, and he went nearer
the boat. His fingers were nervous, and there was a strange, sad look
in the sunken grey eyes.
"Poor lass! if that is all her trouble, it might not be difficult to
help her," said he; and then he added slowly--and the woman beside him
knew, rather than saw, that the sad grey eyes were somehow wet--"But I
had thought to see her living at Denny-mains: it was--it was a sort of
toy of my old age."
*CHAPTER VII.*
*A PARABLE.*
Now we had not been five minutes within the walls of Castle Osprey when
great shouts of laughter were heard in the direction of the library; and
presently the Laird came quickly into the room where the two women were
standing at the open window. He was flourishing a newspaper in his
hand; delight, sarcasm, and desperate humour shone in his face. He
would not notice that Queen Titania looked very much inclined to cry, as
she gazed out on the forlorn remains of what had once been a
rose-garden; he would pay no heed to Mary Avon's wan cheek and pensive
eyes.
"Just listen to this, ma'am, just listen to this," he called out
briskly; and all the atmosphere of the room seemed to wake up into
cheerfulness and life. "Have I not told ye often about that
extraordinary body, Johnny Guthrie? Now just listen!"
It appeared that the Laird, without even bestowing a glance on the pile
of letters lying waiting for him, had at once dived into the mass of
newspapers, and had succeeded in fishing out the report of the last
meeting of the Strathgovan Police Commissioners. With a solemnity that
scarcely veiled his suppressed mirth, he said--
"Just listen, ma'am: 'The fortnightly meeting of the Strathgovan Police
Commissioners was held on Monday, Provost McKendrick in the chair. Mr.
Robert Johnstone said he had much pleasure in congratulating the
chairman and the other gentlemen assembled on the signal and able manner
in which the fire brigade had done their duty on the previous Saturday
at the great conflagration in Coulterside buildings; and he referred
especially to the immense assistance given by the new fire engine
recently purchased by the commissioners. (Hear! hear!) He could assure
the meeting that but for the zealous and patriotic ardour of the
brigade--aided, no doubt, by the efficient working of the
steam-engine--a most valuable property would have been devoted _holus
bolus_ to the flames.'"
The Laird frowned at this phrase.
"Does the crayture think he is talking Latin?" he asked, apparently of
himself.
However, he continued his reading of the report--
"'Provost McKendrick, replying to these observations, observed that it
was certainly a matter for congratulation that the fire brigade should
have proved their efficiency in so distinct a manner, considering the
outlay that had been incurred; and that now the inhabitants of the Burgh
would perceive the necessity of having more plugs. So far all the money
had been well spent. Mr. J. Guthrie'"--but here the Laird could not
contain his laughter any longer.
"That's the Johnny, ma'am," he cried, in explanation, "that's the Johnny
Guthrie I was telling ye about--the poor, yaumering, pernickity,
querulous crayture! 'Mr. J. Guthrie begged to say he could not join in
these general felicitations. They were making a great deal of noise
about nothing. The fire was no fire at all; a servant-girl could have
put it out with a pail. He had come from Glasgow by the eleven o'clock
'bus, and there was then not a trace of a fire to be seen. The real
damage done to the property was not done by the fire, but by the dirty
water drawn by the fire brigade from the Coulter-burn, which dirty water
had entirely destroyed Mrs. MacInnes's best bedroom furniture."
The Laird flourished the newspaper, and laughed aloud in his joy; the
mere reading of the extract had so thoroughly discomfited his enemy.
"Did ye ever hear the like o' that body?" he cried. "A snarlin',
quarlin', gruntin', growlin', fashious crayture! He thinks there could
not be any fire, just because he was not in time to see it. Oh, Johnny,
Johnny, Johnny, I'm just fair ashamed o' ye."
But at this point the Laird seemed to become aware that he had given way
too much to his love of pure and pithy English. He immediately said, in
a more formal manner--
"I am glad to perceive, ma'am, that the meeting paid no heed to these
strictures, but went on to consider whether the insurance companies
should not share the expense of maintaining the fire brigade. That was
most proper--most judeecious. I'm thinking that after dinner I could
not do better than express my views upon that subject, in a letter
addressed to the Provost. It would be in time to be read at the monthly
sederunt."
"Come along, then, Mary, and let us get through our letters," said his
hostess, turning away with a sigh from the dilapidated rose-garden.
As she passed the piano, she opened it.
"How strange it will sound!" she said.
She played a few bars of Mary Avon's favourite song; somehow the chords
seemed singularly rich and full and beautiful after our long listening
to the monotonous rush of the sea. Then she put her hand within the
girl's arm and gently led her away, and said to her as they passed
through the hall
"'Oh, little did my mither think
When first she cradled me'
that ever I should have come back to such a picture of desolation. But
we must put a brave face on it. If the autumn kills the garden, it
glorifies the hills. You will want all your colour-tubes when we show
you Loch Hourn."
"That was the place the Doctor was anxious to veesit," said the Laird,
who was immediately behind them. "Ay. Oh, yes, we will show Miss Mary
Loch Hourn; she will get some material for sketches there, depend on't.
Just the finest loch in the whole of the Highlands. When I can get Tom
Galbraith first of all persuaded to see Bunessan----"
But we heard no more about Tom Galbraith. Queen Titania had uttered a
slight exclamation as she glanced over the addresses of the letters
directed to her.
"From Angus!" she said, as she hurriedly opened one of the envelopes,
and ran her eye over the contents.
Then her face grew grave, and inadvertently she turned to the Laird.
"In three days," she said, "he was to start for Italy."
She looked at the date.
"He must have left London already!" said she, and then she examined the
letter further. "And he does not say where he is going."
The Laird looked grave too--for a second. But he was an excellent actor.
He began whistling the air that his hostess had been playing. He turned
over his letters and papers carelessly. At length he said, with an air
of fine indifference--
"The grand thing of being away at sea is to teach ye the comparateevely
trifling importance of anything that can happen on land."
He tossed the unopened letters about, only regarding the addresses.
"What care I what the people may have been saying about me in my
absence?--the real thing is that we got food to eat and were not swept
into Corrievrechan. Come, Miss Mary, I will just ask ye to go for a
stroll through the garden wi' me, until dinner-time; our good friends
will not ask us to dress on an evening like this, just before we have
got everything on shore. Twenty-five meenutes, ma'am? Very well. If
anybody has been abusing me in my absence, we'll listen to the poor
fellow after dinner, when we can get the laugh made general, and so make
some good out of him; but just now we'll have the quiet of the sunset to
ourselves. Dear, dear me! we used to have the sunset after dinner when
we were away up about Canna and Uist."
Mary Avon seemed to hesitate.
"What! not a single letter for ye? That shows very bad taste on the
pairt of the young men about England. But I never thought much o' them.
From what I hear, they are mostly given over to riding horses, and
shooting pheasants, and what not. But never mind. I want ye to come out
for a stroll wi' me, my lass: ye'll see some fine colour about the
Morven hills presently, or I'm mistaken."
"Very well, sir," said she, obediently; and together they went out into
the garden.
Now it was not until some minutes after the dinner-gong had sounded that
we again saw these two, and then there was nothing in the manner of
either of them to suggest to any one that anything had happened. It was
not until many days afterwards that we obtained, bit by bit, an account
of what had occurred, and even then it was but a stammering, and
disjointed, and shy account. However, such as it was, it had better
appear here, if only to keep the narrative straight.
The Laird, walking up and down the gravel path with his companion, said
that he did not so much regret the disappearance of the roses, for there
were plenty of other flowers to take their place. Then he thought he
and she might go and sit on a seat which was placed under a drooping ash
in the centre of the lawn, for from this point they commanded a fine
view of the western seas and hills. They had just sat down there when
he said--
"My girl, I am going to take the privilege of an old man, and speak
frankly to ye. I have been watching ye, as it were--and your mind is
not at ease."
Miss Avon hastily assured him that it was quite, and begged to draw his
attention to the yacht in the bay, where the men were just lowering the
ensign, at sunset.
The Laird returned to the subject; entreated her not to take it ill that
he should interfere; and then reminded her of a certain night on Loch
Leven, and of a promise he had then made her. Would he be fulfilling
that solemn undertaking if he did not, at some risk of vexing her, and
of being considered a prying, foolish person, endeavour to help her if
she was in trouble?
Miss Avon said how grateful she was to him for all his kindness to her;
and how his promise had already been amply fulfilled. She was not in
trouble. She hoped no one thought that. Everything that had happened
was for the best. And here--as was afterwards admitted--she burst into
a fit of crying, and was very much mortified, and ashamed of herself.
But at this point the Laird would appear to have taken matters into his
own hand. First of all he began to speak of his nephew--of his bright
good nature, and so forth--of his professed esteem for her--of certain
possibilities that he, the Laird, had been dreaming about with the fond
fancy of an old man. And rather timidly he asked her--if it were true
that she thought everything had happened for the best--whether, after
all, his nephew Howard might not speak to her? It had been the dream of
his old age to see these two together at Denny-mains, or on board that
steam yacht he would buy for them on the Clyde. Was that not possible?
Here, at least, the girl was honest and earnest enough--even anxiously
earnest. She assured him that that was quite impossible. It was
hopeless. The Laird remained silent for some minutes, holding her hand.
"Then," said he, rather sadly, but with an affectation of grave humour,
"I am going to tell you a story. It is about a young lass, who was very
proud, and who kept her thoughts very much to herself, and would not
give her friends a chance of helping her. And she was very fond of a--a
young Prince we will call him--who wanted to go away to the wars, and
make a great name for himself. No one was prouder of the Prince than
the girl, mind ye, and she encouraged him in everything, and they were
great friends, and she was to give him all her diamonds, and pearls, and
necklaces--she would throw them into his treasury, like a Roman
matron--just that he might go away and conquer, and come back and marry
her. But lo, and behold! one night all her jewels and bracelets were
stolen! Then what does she do? Would ye believe it? She goes and
quarrels with that young Prince, and tells him to go away and fight his
battles for himself, and never to come back and see her any more--just
as if any one could fight a battle wi' a sore heart. Oh, she was a
wicked, wicked lass, to be so proud as that, when she had many friends
that would willingly have helped her.... Sit down, my girl, sit down,
my girl, never mind the dinner; they can wait for us.... Well, ye see,
the story goes on that there was an old man--a foolish old man--they
used to laugh at him, because of his fine fishing-tackle, and the very
few fish he caught wi' the tackle--and this doited old body was always
intermeddling in other people's business. And what do you think he does
but go and say to the young lass: 'Ha, have I found ye out? Is it left
for an old man like me--and me a bachelor too, who should know but
little of the quips and cranks of a young lass's ways--is it left for an
old man like me to find out that fine secret o' yours?' She could not
say a word. She was dumbfounded. She had not the face to deny it: he
_had_ found out what that wicked girl, with all her pride, and her
martyrdom, and her sprained ankles, had been about. And what do you
think he did then? Why, as sure as sure can be, he had got all the
young lass's property in his pocket; and before she could say Jack
Robinson, he tells her that he is going to send straight off for the
Prince--this very night--a telegram to London----"
The girl had been trembling, and struggling with the hand that held
hers. At last she sprang to her feet, with a cry of entreaty.
"Oh, no, no, no, sir! You will not do that! You will not degrade me!"
And then--this is her own account, mind--the Laird rose too, and still
held her by the hand, and spoke sternly to her.
"Degrade you?" said he. "Foolish lass! Come in to your dinner."
When these two did come in to dinner--nearly a quarter of an hour
late--their hostess looked anxiously from one to the other. But what
could she perceive? Mary Avon was somewhat pale, and she was silent:
but that had been her way of late. As for the Laird, he came in
whistling the tune of the Queen's Maries, which was a strange grace
before meat, and he looked airily around him at the walls.
"I would just like to know," said he lightly, "whether there is a single
house in all Scotland where ye will not find an engraving of one or
other of Mr. Thomas Faed's pictures in some one of the rooms?"
And he preserved this careless and indifferent demeanour during dinner.
After dinner he strolled into the library. He would venture upon a
small cigar. His sole companion was the person whose humble duty in
this household is to look after financial matters, so that other folks
may enjoy themselves in idleness.
The Laird lay back in an easy chair, stretched out his legs, lit his
cigar, and held it at arm's length, as if it were something that ought
to be looked at at a distance.
"You had something to do with the purchase of Miss Mary's American
stock, eh?" said he, pretending to be concerned about the end of the
cigar.
"Yes."
"What was it?"
"Funded Five per Cent."
"What would be about the value of it now?"
"Just now? Oh, perhaps 106, or 107."
"No, no, no. I mean, if the bonds that that ill-faured scoondrel
carried away with him were to be sold the now, what money, what English
money, would they fetch?"
But this required some calculation.
"Probably about 7,300*l*."
"I was asking," said the Laird, "because I was wondering whether there
was any chance of tracing them."
"Not the least. They are like bank-notes--more useful indeed, to a
swindler than even bank-notes."
"Ay, is that so?" said the Laird; and he seemed to be so charmed with
his whistling of the air of Queen's Maries that he returned to that
performance. Oddly enough, however, he never ventured beyond the first
line: perhaps he was afraid of missing the tune.
"Seven thousand, three hundred," said he, meditatively. "Man, that's a
strong cigar--little, and black, and strong. Seven thousand, three
hundred. Girls are strange craytures. I remember what that young Doctor
was saying once about weemen being better able to bear pain than men,
and not so much afraid of it either----"
And here the Queen's Maries came in again.
"It would be a strange thing," said the Laird, with a sort of rueful
laugh, "if I were to have a steam yacht all to myself, and cruise about
in search of company, eh? No, no; that will not do. My neighbours in
Strathgovan will never say that I deserted them, just when great
improvements and serious work have to be looked forward to. I will not
have it said that I ran away, just to pleasure myself. Howard, my lad,"
he added, imaginatively addressing his absent nephew, "I doubt but ye'll
have to whistle for that steam yacht."
The Laird rose.
"I think I will smoke in the garden now: it is a fine evening."
He turned at the door, and seemed suddenly to perceive a pair of stag's
horns over the chimney-piece.
"That's a grand set o' horns," said he; and then he added carelessly,
"What bank did ye say they American bonds were in?"
"The London and Westminster."
"They're just a noble pair o' horns," said he emphatically. "I wonder
ye do not take them with ye to London." And then he left.
*CHAPTER VIII.*
*A RELEASE.*
We had a long spell ashore at this time, for we were meditating a
protracted voyage, and everything had to be left ship-shape behind us.
The Laird was busy from morning till night; but it would appear that all
his attention was not wholly given to the affairs of Strathgovan.
Occasionally he surprised his hostess by questions which had not the
least reference to asphalte pavements or gymnasium chains. He kept his
own counsel, nevertheless.
By and by his mysterious silence so piqued and provoked her that she
seized a favourable opportunity for asking him, point-blank, whether he
had not spoken to Mary Avon. They were in the garden at the time, he
seated on an iron seat, with a bundle of papers beside him; she standing
on the gravel-path with some freshly-cut flowers in her hand. There was
a little colour in her face, for she feared that the question might be
deemed impertinent; yet, after all, it was no idle curiosity that
prompted her to ask it. Was she not as much interested in the girl's
happiness as any one could be?
"I have," said he, looking up at her calmly.
Well, she knew that. Was this all the answer she was to get?
"I beg your pardon, ma'am," said he, after a second, "if I seem to be
making a mystery where there is no mystery. I hate all foolishness like
that. I do not myself believe there is anything of the kind; but I will
just ask ye to wait for a day or two before speaking to the lass
herself. After that, I will leave it all in your hands. I trust ye
will consider that I have done my part."
"Oh, I am sure of that, sir," said she: though how could she be sure?
"There is not much I would not do for that lass," said he, somewhat
absently. "She has a wonderful way of getting a grip of one's heart, as
it were. And if I could have wished that things had turned out
otherwise----"
The Laird did not finish the sentence. He seemed to rouse himself.
"Toots! toots!" said he, frowning. "When we are become men, we have to
put away childish things. What is the use of crying for the moon?
There, ma'am, is something serious and practical to consider--something
better worth considering than childish dreams and fancies."
And then, with much lucidity and with a most dispassionate parade of
arguments on both sides, he put before her this knotty question: whether
it was a fit and proper thing for a body like the Strathgovan
Commissioners to own public-house property? That was the general
question. The immediate question was whether the "William Wallace"
public-house, situated in the Netherbiggins road, should be re-let or
summarily closed? On the one hand it was contended that the closing of
the "William Wallace" would only produce a greater run on the other
licensed houses; on the other hand, it was urged that a body like the
commissioners should set an example and refuse to encourage a
mischievous traffic. Now the Laird's own view of the liquor
question--which he always put forward modestly, as subject to the
opinion of those who had had a wider legislative and administrative
experience than himself--was, that the total suppression of the liquor
traffic was a chimera; and that a practical man should turn to see what
could be done in the way of stringent police regulations. He was
proceeding to expound these points when he suddenly caught sight of the
Youth, who had appeared at the gate, with two long fishing rods over his
shoulder. He dropped his voice.
"That just reminds me, ma'am," said he. "I am greatly obliged to ye--my
nephew equally so--for your great kindness to him. I think it will not
be necessary for him to trespass on your forbearance any longer."
"I don't quite understand you."
"I think I will let him go back to his own pursuits now," said the
Laird.
"Oh, no," she said. "By all means let him come with us to Stornoway.
He has been very good in not grumbling over any inconvenience. You
would not send him away--just as we are going to start on our longest
cruise?"
She could not say anything further at the moment, for the Youth came up
the gravel-path and threw the two huge rods on to the lawn.
"Look there, uncle!" he cried. "I don't care what size of lithe you get
on the line, I'll bet those rods won't break, any way. Sutherland used
to be lamenting over the big fish you lost up in the north: try them
with those things!"
Here their hostess passed on and into the house with her flowers. Uncle
and nephew were left by themselves.
"Howard, lad," said the elder of the two men, "bring that chair over,
and sit opposite me, I do not want my papers to be disturbed. There are
one or two matters of business I would like to put before ye."
The Youth did as he was bid. The Laird paused for a second or two; then
he began--
"When I asked ye to come to the Highlands," said he, slowly, "I put an
alternative before ye, with certain consequences. There were two
things, one of which I wanted ye to do. Ye have done neither."
Howard Smith looked somewhat alarmed: his hostess was not there to put a
jocular air over that bargain.
"Well, sir," he stammered, "I--I could not do what was impossible. I--I
have done my best."
"Nevertheless," said the Laird, in a matter-of-fact way, "neither has
been done. I will not say it has been altogether your fault. So far as
I have seen, ye have been on very good terms with the young leddy;
and--and--yes, paid her what attention was expected of ye; and----"
"Well, you see, uncle," he interposed, eagerly, "what was the use of my
proposing to the girl only to be snubbed? Don't I know she cares no
more about me than about the man in the moon? Why, anybody could see
that. Of course, you know, if you insist on it--if you drive me to
it--if you want me to go in and get snubbed--I'll do it. I'll take my
chance. But I don't think it's fair. I mean," he added hastily, "I
don't think it is necessary."
"I do not wish to drive ye to anything," said the Laird--on any other
occasion he might have laughed at the Youth's ingenuousness, but now he
had serious business on hand. "I am content to take things as they are.
Neither of the objects I had in view has been accomplished; perhaps both
were impossible; who can tell what lies in store for any of us, when we
begin to plan and scheme? However, I am not disposed to regard it as
your fault. I will impose no fine or punishment, as if we were playing
at theatre-acting. I have neither kith nor kin of my own; and it is my
wish that, at my death, Denny-mains should go to you----"
The Youth's face turned red; yet he did not know how to express his
gratitude. It did not quite seem a time for sentiment; the Laird was
talking in such a matter-of-fact way.
"--Subject to certain conditions," he continued. "First of all, I spoke
some time ago of spending a sum of 3,000*l.* on a steam yacht. Dismiss
that from your mind. I cannot afford it; neither will you be able."
The young man stared at this. For although he cared very little about
the steam yacht--having a less liking for the sea than some of us--he
was surprised to hear that a sum like 3,000*l.* was even a matter for
consideration to a reputedly rich man like his uncle.
"Oh, certainly, sir," said he. "I don't at all want a steam yacht."
"Very well, we will now proceed."
The Laird took up one of the documents beside him, and began to draw
certain lines on the back of it.
"Ye will remember," said he, pointing with his pencil, "that where the
estate proper of Denny-mains runs out to the Coulter-burn Road, there is
a piece of land belonging to me, on which are two tenements, yielding
together, I should say, about 300*l.* a year. By and by, if a road
should be cut so--across to the Netherbiggins road--that land will be
more valuable; many a one will be wanting to feu that piece then, mark
my words. However, let that stand by. In the meantime I have occasion
for a sum of ten thousand three hundred pounds--"
The Youth looked still more alarmed: had his uncle been speculating?
"--and I have considered it my duty to ask you, as the future proprietor
of Denny-mains in all human probability, whether ye would rather have
these two tenements sold, with as much of the adjoining land as would
make up that sum, or whether ye would have the sum made a charge on the
estate generally, and take your chance of that land rising in value?
What say ye?"
The Laird had been prepared for all this; but the Youth was not. He
looked rather frightened.
"I should be sorry to hear, sir," he stammered, "that--that--you were
pressed for money----"
"Pressed for money!" said the Laird severely; "I am not pressed for
money. There is not a square yard of Denny-mains with a farthing of
mortgage on it. Come, let's hear what ye have to say."
"Then," said the young man, collecting his wits, "my opinion is, that a
man should do what he likes with his own."
"That's well said," returned the Laird, much mollified. "And I'm no
sure but that if we were to roup[#] that land, that quarrelsome body
Johnny Guthrie might not be trying to buy it; and I would not have him
for a neighbour on any consideration. Well, I will write to Todd and
Buchanan about it at once."
[#] To roup, to sell by public auction.
The Laird rose and began to bundle his papers together. The Youth laid
hold of the fishing-rods, and was about to carry them off somewhere,
when he was suddenly called back.
"Dear me!" said the Laird, "my memory's going. There was another thing
I was about to put before ye, lad. Our good friends here have been very
kind in asking ye to remain so long. I'm thinking ye might offer to
give up your state-room before they start on this long trip. Is there
any business or occupation ye would like to be after in the south?"
The flash of light that leapt to the young man's face!
"Why, uncle!" he exclaimed eagerly, diving his hand into his pocket, "I
have twice been asked by old Barnes to go to his place--the best
partridge shooting in Bedfordshire----"
But the Youth recollected himself.
"I mean," said he seriously, "Barnes, the swell solicitor, don't you
know--Hughes, Barnes, and Barnes. It would be an uncommonly good thing
for me to stand well with them. They are just the making of a young
fellow at the bar when they take him up. Old Barnes's son was at
Cambridge with me; but he doesn't do anything--an idle fellow--cares for
nothing but shooting and billiards. I really ought to cultivate old
Barnes."
The Laird eyed him askance.
"Off ye go to your pairtridge-shooting, and make no more pretence," said
he; and then he added, "And look here, my lad, when ye leave this house
I hope ye will express in a proper form your thanks for the kindness ye
have received. No, no; I do not like the way of you English in that
respect. Ye take no notice of anything. Ye receive a man's hospitality
for a week, a fortnight, a month; and then ye shake hands with him at
the door; and walk out--as if nothing had happened! These may be good
manners in England; they are not here."
"I can't make a speech, uncle," said the Youth slyly. "They don't teach
us those things at the English public schools."
"Ye gowk," said the Laird severely, "do ye think I want ye to make a
speech like Norval on the Grampian Hills? I want ye to express in
proper language your thankfulness for the attention and kindness that
have been bestowed on ye. What are ye afraid of? Have ye not got a
mouth? From all that I can hear the English have a wonderful fluency of
speech, when there is no occasion for it at all: bletherin' away like
twenty steam-engines, and not a grain of wheat to be found when a' the
stour is laid."
*CHAPTER IX.*
*"WHILE THE RIPPLES FOLD UPON SANDS OF GOLD."*
The days passed, and still the Laird professed to be profoundly busy;
and our departure for the north was further and further postponed. The
Youth had at first expressed his intention of waiting to see us off;
which was very kind on his part, considering how anxious he was to
cultivate the acquaintance of that important solicitor. His patience,
however, at last gave out; and he begged to be allowed to start on a
certain morning. The evening before we walked down to the shore with
him, and got pulled out to the yacht, and sate on deck while he went
below to pack such things as had been left in his state-room.
"It will be a strange thing," said our gentle Admiral-in-chief, "for us
to have a cabin empty. That has never happened to us in the Highlands,
all the time we have been here. It will be a sort of ghost's room; we
shall not dare to look into it for fear of seeing something to awaken
old memories."
She put her hand in her pocket, and drew out some small object.
"Look," said she, quite sentimentally.
It was only a bit of pencil: if it had been the skull of Socrates she
could not have regarded it with a greater interest.
"It is the pencil Angus used to mark our games with. I found it in the
saloon the day before yesterday;" and then she added, almost to herself,
"I wonder where he is now."
The answer to this question startled us.
"In Paris," said the Laird.
But no sooner had he uttered the words than he seemed somewhat
embarrassed.
"That is, I believe so," he said hastily. "I am not in correspondence
with him. I do not know for certain. I have heard--it has been stated
to me--that he might perhaps remain until the end of this week in Paris
before going on to Naples."
He appeared rather anxious to avoid being further questioned. He began
to discourse upon certain poems of Burns, whom he had once or twice
somewhat slightingly treated. He was now bent on making ample amends. In
especial, he asked whether his hostess did not remember the beautiful
verse in "Mary Morison," which describes the lover looking on at the
dancing of a number of young people, and conscious only that his own
sweetheart is not there?
"Do ye remember it, ma'am?" said he; and he proceeded to repeat it for
her--
'Yestreen, when to the trembling string
The dance gaed through the lighted ha',
To thee my fancy took its wing,
I sat, but neither heard nor saw.
'Though this was fair, and that was braw,
And yon the toast of a' the town,
I sighed and said amang them a',
"Ye are na Mary Morison."'
--Beautiful, beautiful, is it not? And that is an extraordinary
business--and as old as the hills too--of one young person waling[#] out
another as the object of all the hopes of his or her life; and nothing
will do but that one. Ye may show them people who are better to look
at, richer, cleverer; ye may reason and argue; ye may make plans, and
what not: it is all of no use. And people who have grown up, and who
forgot what they themselves were at twenty or twenty-five, may say what
they like about the foolishness of a piece of sentiment; and they may
prove to the young folks that this madness will not last, and that they
should marry for more substantial reasons; but ye are jist talking to
the wind! Madness or not madness, it is human nature; and ye might jist
as well try to fight against the tides. I will say this, too,"
continued the Laird, and as he warmed to his subject, he rose, and began
to pace up and down the deck, "if a young man were to come and tell me
that he was ready to throw up a love-match for the sake of prudence and
worldly advantage, I would say to him: 'Man, ye are a poor crayture. Ye
have not got the backbone of a mouse in ye.' I have no respect for a
young man who has prudence beyond his years; not one bit. If it is
human nature for a man of fifty years to laugh at sentiment and romance,
it is human nature for a man at twenty-five to believe in it; and he who
does not believe in it then, I say is a poor crayture. He will never
come to anything. He may make money; but he will be a poor stupid ass
all his days, just without those experiences that make life a beautiful
thing to look back on."
[#] _Waling_--choosing.
He came and sate down by Mary Avon.
"Perhaps a sad thing, too," said he, as he took her hand in his; "but
even that is better than a dull causeway, with an animal trudging along
and sorely burdened with the world's wealth. And now, my lass, have ye
got everything tight and trim for the grand voyage?"
"She has been at it again, sir," says his hostess, interposing. "She
wants to set out for the south to-morrow morning."
"It would be a convenient chance for me," said the girl simply. "Mr.
Smith might be good enough to see me as far as Greenock--though, indeed,
I don't at all mind travelling by myself. I must stop at Kendal--is
that where the junction is?--for I promised the poor old woman who died
in Edinburgh that I would call and see some relations of hers who live
near Windermere."
"They can wait, surely?" said the Laird, with frowning eyebrows, as if
the poor people at Windermere had attempted to do him some deadly
injury.
"Oh, there is no hurry for them," said she. "They do not even know I am
coming. But this chance of Mr. Smith going by the steamer to-morrow
would be convenient."
"Put that fancy out of your head," said he with decision. "Ye are going
to no Greenock, and to no Kendal, at the present time. Ye are going
away with us to the north, to see such things as ye never saw before in
your life. And if ye are anxious to get on with your work, I'll tell ye
what I'll do. There's our Provost M'Kendrick has been many a time
telling me of the fine salmon-fishing he got at the west side of
Lewis--I think he said at a place called Gometra----"
"Grimersta," is here suggested.
"The very place. Ye shall paint a picture of Grimersta, my lass, on
commission for the Provost. I authorise ye: if he will not take it, I
will take it myself. Never mind what the place is like--the Provost has
no more imagination than a boiled lobster; but he knows when he has good
friends, and good fishing, and a good glass of whisky; and, depend on
it, he'll be proud to have a picture of the place, on your own terms. I
tell ye I authorise ye."
Here the Youth came on deck, saying he was now ready to go ashore.
"Do you know, sir," said his hostess, rising, "what Mary has been trying
to get me to believe?--that she is afraid of the equinoctials!"
The Laird laughed aloud.
"That _is_ a good one--that _is_ a good one!" he cried. "I never heard
a better story about Homesh."
"I know the gales are very wild here when they begin," said Miss Avon
seriously. "Every one says so."
But the Laird only laughs the more, and is still chuckling to himself as
he gets down into the gig: the notion of Mary Avon being afraid of
anything--of fifteen dozen of equinoctial gales, for example--was to him
simply ludicrous.
But a marked and unusual change came over the Laird's manner when we got
back to Castle Osprey. During all the time he had been with us,
although he had had occasionally to administer rebukes, with more or
less of solemnity, he had never once lost his temper. We should have
imagined it impossible for anything to have disturbed his serene dignity
of demeanour. But now--when he discovered that there was no letter
awaiting any one of us--his impatience seemed dangerously akin to
vexation and anger. He would have the servants summoned and
cross-examined. Then he would not believe them; but must needs search
the various rooms for himself. The afternoon post had really brought
nothing but a newspaper--addressed to the Laird--and that he testily
threw into the waste-paper basket, without opening it. We had never
seen him give way like this before.
At dinner, too, his temper was no better. He began to deride the
business habits of the English people--which was barely civil. He said
that the English feared the Scotch and the Germans just as the Americans
feared the Chinese--because the latter were the more indefatigable
workers. He declared that if the London men had less Amontillado sherry
and cigarettes in their private office-rooms, their business would be
conducted with much greater accuracy and dispatch. Then another thought
struck him: were the servants prepared to swear that no registered
letter had been presented in the afternoon, and taken away again because
there was no one in the house to sign the receipt? Inquiry being made,
it was found that no such letter had been presented. But finally, when
the turmoil about this wretched thing was at its height, the Laird was
pressed to say from which part of the country the missive was expected.
From London, he said. It was then pointed out to him that the London
letters were usually sent along in the evening--sometimes as late as
eight or nine o'clock. He went on with his dinner, grumbling.
Sure enough, before he had finished dinner, a footstep was heard on the
gravel outside. The Laird, without any apology, jumped up and went to
the window.
"There's the postman," said he, as he resumed his seat. "Ye might give
him a shilling, ma'am: it is a long climb up the hill."
It was the postman, no doubt; and he had brought a letter, but it was
not for the Laird. We were all apprehensive of a violent storm when the
servant passed on and handed this letter to Mary Avon. But the Laird
said nothing. Miss Avon, like a properly-conducted school-girl, put the
letter in her pocket.
There was no storm. On the contrary, the Laird got quite cheerful.
When his hostess hoped that no serious inconvenience would result from
the non-arrival of the letter, he said, "Not the least!" He began and
told us the story of the old lady who endeavoured to engage the
practical Homesh--while he was collecting tickets--in a disquisition on
the beauties of Highland scenery, and who was abruptly bidden to "mind
her own pussness"; we had heard the story not more than thirty-eight
times, perhaps, from various natives of Scotland.
But the letter about which the Laird had been anxious had--as some of us
suspected--actually arrived, and was then in Mary Avon's pocket. After
dinner the two women went into the drawing-room. Miss Avon sate down to
the piano, and began to play, idly enough, the air called _Heimweh_. Of
what home was she thinking then--this waif and stray among the winds of
the world?
Tea was brought in. At last the curiosity of the elder woman could no
longer be restrained.
"Mary," said she, "are you not going to read that letter?"
"Dear me!" said the girl, plunging into her pocket. "I had forgotten I
had a letter to read."
She took it out and opened it, and began to read. Her face looked
puzzled at first, then alarmed. She turned to her friend.
"What is it? What can it mean?" she said, in blank dismay; and the
trembling fingers handed her the letter.
Her friend had less difficulty in understanding; although, to be sure,
before she had finished this perfectly plain and matter-of-fact
communication, there were tears in her eyes. It was merely a letter from
the manager of a bank in London, begging to inform Miss Avon that he had
just received, through Messrs. Todd and Buchanan, of Glasgow, a sum of
10,300*l.* to be placed to her credit. He was also desired to say, that
this sum was entirely at her own free disposal; but the donor would
prefer--if she had no objection--that it should be invested in some home
security, either in a good mortgage, or in the Metropolitan Board of
Works Stock. It was a plain and simple letter.
"Oh, Mary, don't you understand--don't you understand?" said she. "He
meant to have given you a steam yacht, if--if you married Howard Smith.
He has given you all the money you lost; and the steam yacht too. And
there is not a word of regret about all his plans and schemes being
destroyed. And this is the man we have all been making fun of."
In her conscious self-abasement she did not perceive how bewildered--how
absolutely frightened--this girl was. Mary Avon took back the letter
mechanically; she stood silent for a second or two; then she said,
almost in a whisper--
"Giving me all that money! Oh, I cannot take it--I cannot take it! I
should not have stayed here--I should not have told him
anything--I--I--wish to go away----"
But the common sense of the elder woman came to her rescue. She took
the girl's hand firmly, and said--
"You shall not go away. And when it is your good fortune to meet with
such a friend as that, you shall not wound him and insult him by
refusing what he has given to you. No; but you will go at once and
thank him."
"I cannot--I cannot," she said, with both her hands trembling. "What
shall I say? How can I thank him? If he were my own father or brother,
how could I thank him?----"
Her friend left the room for a second, and returned.
"He is in the library alone," said she. "Go to him. And do not be so
ungrateful as to even speak of refusing."
The girl had no time to compose any speech. She walked to the library
door, timidly tapped at it, and entered. The Laird was seated in an
easy-chair, reading.
When he saw her come in--he had been expecting a servant with coffee,
probably--he instantly put aside his book.
"Well, Miss Mary?" said he cheerfully.
She hesitated. She could not speak; her throat was choking. And then,
scarcely knowing what she did, she sank down before him, and put her
head and her hands on his knees, and burst out crying and sobbing. And
all that he could hear of any speech-making, or of any gratitude, or
thanks, was only two words--
"_My father!_"
He put his hand gently on the soft black hair.
"Child," said he, "it is nothing. I have kept my word."
*CHAPTER X.*
*BACKWARD THOUGHTS.*
That was a beautiful morning on which we got up at an unearthly hour to
see the Youth depart--all of us, that is to say, except Mary Avon. And
yet she was not usually late. The Laird could not understand it. He
kept walking from one room to another, or hovering about the hall; and
when the breakfast-gong sounded, he refused to come in and take his
place without his accustomed companion. But just at this moment whom
should he behold entering by the open door but Mary Avon herself--laden
with her artistic impedimenta? He pounced on her at once, and seized
the canvas.
"Bless me, lassie, what have ye been about? Have ye done all this this
morning? Ye must have got up in the middle of the night!"
It was but a rough sketch, after all--or the beginnings of a sketch,
rather--of the wide, beautiful sea and mountain view from the garden of
Castle Osprey.
"I thought, sir," said she, in a somewhat hesitating way, "that you
might perhaps be so kind as to accept from me those sketches I have made
on board the _White Dove_--and--and if they were at Denny-mains, I
should like to have the series complete--and--and it would naturally
begin with a sketch from the garden here----"
He looked at her for a moment, with a grave, perhaps wistful, kindness
in his face.
"My lass, I would rather have seen you at Denny-mains."
That was the very last word he ever uttered concerning the dream that
had just been destroyed. And it was only about this time, I think, that
we began to recognise the simple, large, noble nature of this man. We
had been too much inclined to regard the mere husks and externals of his
character--to laugh at his assumption of parochial importance, his
solemn discussions of the Semple case, his idiotic stories about Homesh.
And it was not a mere freak of generosity that revealed to us something
of the finer nature of this old Scotchman. People as rich as he have
often paid bigger sums than 10,300*l.* for the furtherance of a hobby.
But it was to put away his hobby--it was to destroy for ever the "dream
of his old age"--that he had been thus munificent towards this girl.
And there was no complaint or regret. He had told us it was time for
him to put away childish things. And this was the last word said--"My
lass, I would rather have seen you at Denny-mains."
The Laird was exceedingly facetious at this breakfast-party, and his
nephew had a bad time of it. There were mysterious questions about
Messrs. Hughes, Barnes, and Barnes; as to whether consultations were
best held in stubble or in turnips; or whether No. 5 shot was the best
for bringing down briefs; and so forth.
"Never mind, uncle," said the Youth good-naturedly. "I will send you
some partridges for the larder of the yacht."
"You need not do anything of the kind," said the Laird; "before you are
in Bedfordshire the _White Dove_ will be many a mile away from the
course of luggage steamers."
"Oh, are you ready to start, then, sir?" said his hostess.
"This very meenute, if it pleases you," said he.
She looked rather alarmed, but said nothing. In the meantime the
waggonette had come to the door.
By and by there was a small party assembled on the steps to see the
Youth drive off. And now the time had come for him to make that speech
of thanks which his uncle had pointed out was distinctly due from him.
The Laird, indeed, regarded his departure with a critical air; and no
doubt waited to see how his nephew would acquit himself.
Perhaps the Youth had forgotten. At all events, having bidden good-bye
to the others, he shook hands last of all with his hostess, and said
lightly--
"Thank you very much. I have enjoyed the whole thing tremendously."
Then he jumped into the waggonette, and took off his cap as a parting
salute; and away he went. The Laird frowned. When he was a young man
that was not the way in which hospitality was acknowledged.
Then Mary Avon turned from regarding the departing waggonette.
"Are we to get ready to start?" said she.
"What do you say, sir?" asks the hostess of the Laird.
"I am at your service," he replies.
And so it appeared to be arranged. But still Queen Titania looked
irresolute and uneasy. She did not at once set the whole house in an
uproar; or send down for the men; or begin herself to harry the garden.
She kept loitering about the door; pretending to look at the signs of
the weather. At last Mary said--
"Well, in any case, you will be more than an hour in having the things
carried down; so I will do a little bit more to that sketch in the
meantime."
The moment she was gone, her hostess says in a hurried whisper to the
Laird--
"Will you come into the library, sir, for a moment?"
He obediently followed her; and she shut the door.
"Are we to start without Angus Sutherland?" she asked, without
circumlocution.
"I beg your pardon, ma'am," said the wily Laird.
Then she was forced to explain, which she did in a somewhat nervous
manner.
"Mary has told me, sir, of your very, very great generosity to her. I
hope you will let me thank you too."
"There is not another word to be said about it," he said simply. "I
found a small matter wrong in the world that I thought I could put
right; and I did it; and now we start fresh and straight again. That is
all."
"But about Angus Sutherland," said she still more timidly. "You were
quite right in your conjectures--at least, I imagine so--indeed, I am
sure of it. And now, don't you think we should send for him?"
"The other day, ma'am," said he slowly, "I informed ye that when I
considered my part done I would leave the matter in your hands entirely.
I had to ask some questions of the lass, no doubt, to make sure of my
ground; though I felt it was not a business fit for an old bachelor like
me to intermeddle wi'. I am now of opinion that it would be better, as
I say, to leave the matter in your hands entirely."
The woman looked rather bewildered.
"But what am I to do?" said she. "Mary will never allow me to send for
him--and I have not his address in any case----"
The Laird took a telegram from his breast-pocket.
"There it is," said he, "until the end of this week, at all events."
She looked at it hesitatingly; it was from the office of the magazine
that Angus Sutherland edited; and was in reply to a question of the
Laird's. Then she lifted her eyes.
"Do you think I might ask Mary herself?"
"That is for a woman to decide," said he; and again she was thrown back
on her own resources.
Well, this midge of a woman has some courage too. She began to reflect
on what the Laird had adventured, and done, for the sake of this girl;
and was she not prepared to risk something also? After all, if these
two had been fostering a vain delusion, it would be better to have it
destroyed at once.
And so she went out into the garden, where she found Miss Avon again
seated at her easel. She went gently over to her; she had the telegram
in her hand. For a second or two she stood irresolute; then she boldly
walked across the lawn, and put her hand on the girl's shoulder. With
the other hand she held the telegram before Mary Avon's eyes.
"Mary," said she, in a very low and gentle voice, "will you write to him
now and ask him to come back?"
The girl dropped the brush she had been holding on to the grass, and her
face got very pale.
"Oh, how could I do that?" said she, in an equally low--and
frightened--voice.
"You sent him away."
There was no answer. The elder woman waited; she only saw that Mary
Avon's fingers were working nervously with the edge of the palette.
"Mary," said she at length, "am I right in imagining the cause of your
sending him away? May I write and explain, if you will not?"
"Oh, how can you explain?" the girl said, almost piteously. "It is
better as it is. Did you not hear what the kindest friend I ever found
in the world had to say of me yesterday, about young people who were too
prudent, and were mercenary; and how he had no respect for young people
who thought too much about money----"
"Mary, Mary!" the other said, "he was not speaking about you. You
mercenary! He was speaking about a young man who would throw over his
sweetheart for the sake of money. You mercenary! Well, let me appeal
to Angus! When I explain to him, and ask him what he thinks of you, I
will abide by his answer."
"Well, I did not think of myself; it was for his sake I did it," said
the girl, in a somewhat broken voice; and tears began to steal down her
cheeks, and she held her head away.
"Well then, I won't bother you anymore, Mary," said the other, in her
kindliest way. "I won't ask you to do anything, except to get ready to
get down to the yacht."
"At once?" said the girl, instantly getting up, and drying her eyes.
She seemed greatly relieved by this intimation of an immediate start.
"As soon as the men have the luggage taken down."
"Oh, that will be very pleasant," said she, immediately beginning to put
away her colours. "What a fine breeze! I am sure I shall be ready in
fifteen minutes."
Then the usual bustle began; messages flying up and down, and the gig
and dingay racing each other to the shore and back again. By twelve
o'clock everything had been got on board. Then the _White Dove_ gently
glided away from her moorings; we had started on our last and longest
voyage.
It seemed innumerable ages since we had been in our sea-home. And that
first glance round the saloon--as our absent friend the Doctor had
remarked--called up a multitude of recollections, mostly converging to a
general sense of snugness, and remoteness, and good fellowship. The
Laird sank down into a corner of one of the couches, and said--
"Well, I think I could spend the rest of my days in this yacht. It
seems as if I had lived in it for many, many years."
But Miss Avon would not let him remain below; it was a fine sailing day;
and very soon we were all on deck. A familiar scene?--this expanse of
blue sea, curling with white here and there; with a dark blue sky
overhead, and all around the grand panorama of mountains in their rich
September hues? The sea is never familiar. In its constant and moving
change, its secret and slumbering power, its connection with the great
unknown beyond the visible horizon, you never become familiar with the
sea. We may recognise the well-known landmarks as we steal away to the
north--the long promontory and white lighthouse of Lismore, the ruins of
Duart, the woods of Scallasdale, the glimpse into Loch Aline--and we may
use these things only to calculate our progress; but always around us is
the strange life, and motion, and infinitude of the sea, which never
becomes familiar.
We had started with a light favourable wind, of the sort that we had
come to call a Mary-Avon-steering breeze; but after luncheon this died
away, and we lay icily for a long time opposite the dark green woods of
Fuinary. However, there was a wan and spectral look about the sunshine
of this afternoon, and there were some long, ragged shreds of cloud in
the southern heavens--just over the huge round shoulders of the Mull
mountains--that told us we were not likely to be harassed by any
protracted calms. And, in fact, occasional puffs and squalls came over
from the south which, if they did not send us on much farther, at least
kept everybody on the alert.
And at length we got it. The gloom over the mountains had deepened, and
the streaks of sunlit sky that were visible here and there had a curious
coppery tinge about them. Then we heard a hissing in towards the shore,
and the darkening band on the sea spread rapidly out to us; then there
was a violent shaking of blocks and spars, and, as the _White Dove_ bent
to the squall, a most frightful clatter was heard below, showing that
some careless people had been about. Then away went the yacht like an
arrow! We cared little for the gusts of rain that came whipping across
from time to time. We would not even go down to see what damage had
been done in the cabins. John of Skye, with his savage hatred of the
long calms we had endured, refused to lower his gaff topsail. At last
he was "letting her have it."
We spun along, with the water hissing away from our wake; but the squall
had not had time to raise anything of a sea, so there was but little
need for the women to duck their heads to the spray. Promontory after
promontory, bay after bay was passed, until far ahead of us, through the
driving mists of rain, we could make out the white shaft of Ru-na-Gaul
lighthouse. But here another condition of affairs confronted us. When
we turned her nose to the south, to beat in to Tobermory harbour, the
squall was coming tearing out of that cup among the hills with an
exceeding violence. When the spray sprang high at the bows, the flying
shreds of it that reached us bore an uncommon resemblance to the thong
of a whip. The topsail was got down, the mizen taken in, and then we
proceeded to fight our way into the harbour in a series of tacks that
seemed to last only a quarter of a second. What with the howling of the
wind, that blew back his orders in his face; and what with the wet
decks, that caused the men to stumble now and again; and what with the
number of vessels in the bay, that cut short his tacks at every turn,
Captain John of Skye had an exciting time of it. But we knew him of
old. He "put on" an extra tack, when there was no need for it, and
slipped though between a fishing-smack and a large schooner, merely for
the sake of "showing off." And then the _White Dove_ was allowed to go
up to the wind, and slowly slackened her pace, and the anchor went out
with a roar. We were probably within a yard of the precise spot where
we had last anchored in the Tobermory bay.
It blew and rained hard all that evening, and we did not even think of
going on deck after dinner. We were quite content as we were. Somehow
a new and secret spirit of cheerfulness had got possession of certain
members of this party, without any ostensible cause. There was no
longer the depression that had prevailed about West Loch Tarbert. When
Mary Avon played bezique with the Laird, it was to a scarcely audible
accompaniment of "The Queen's Maries."
Nor did the evening pass without an incident worthy of some brief
mention. There is, in the _White Dove_, a state-room which really acts
as a passage, during the day, between the saloon and the forecastle; and
when this state-room is not in use, Master Fred is in the habit of
converting it into a sort of pantry, seeing that it adjoins his galley.
Now, on this evening, when our shifty Friedrich d'or came in with
soda-water and such like things, he took occasion to say to the
Rear-Admiral of the Fleet on board--
"I beg your pardon, mem, but there is no one now in this state-room, and
will I use it for a pantry?"
"You will do nothing of the kind, Fred," said she quite sharply.
*CHAPTER XI.*
*A TOAST.*
"I am almost afraid of what I have done; but it is past recall now:"
this is the mysterious sentence one hears on climbing up the companion
next morning. It is Queen Titania and the Laird who are talking; but as
soon as a third person appears they become consciously and guiltily
silent. What does it matter? We have other work on hand than prying
into twopenny-halfpenny secrets.
For we have resolved on starting away for the north in spite of this
fractious weather. A more unpromising-looking morning indeed for
setting out could not well be imagined--windy, and wet, and squally; the
driven green sea outside springing white where it meets the line of the
coast; Loch Sunart and its mountains hidden away altogether behind the
mists of rain; wan flashes of sunlight here and there only serving to
show how swiftly the clouds are flying. But the _White Dove_ has been
drying her wings all the summer; she can afford to face a shower now.
And while the men are hoisting the sail and getting the anchor hove
short, our two women-folk array themselves in tightly-shaped ulsters,
with hoods drawn over their heads; and the Laird appears in a waterproof
reaching to his heels; and even the skylights have their tarpaulins
thrown over. Dirty weather or no, we mean to start.
There are two or three yachts in the bay, the last of the summer-fleet
all hastening away to the south. There is no movement on the decks of
any one of them. Here and there, however, in sheltered places--under a
bit of awning, or standing by the doors of deck-saloons--we can make out
huddled groups of people, who are regarding, with a pardonable
curiosity, the operations of John of Skye and his merry men.
"They take us for maniacs," says Queen Titania from out of her hood, "to
be setting out for the north in such weather."
And we were nearly affording those amiable spectators a pretty sight.
The wind coming in variable gusts, the sails failed to fill at the
proper moment, and the _White Dove_ drifted right on to the bows of a
great schooner, whose bowsprit loomed portentous overhead. There was a
wild stampede for boat-hooks and oars; and then with arms, and feet, and
poles--aided by the swarming crew of the schooner--we managed to clear
her with nothing more serious than an ominous grating along the gig.
And then the wind catching her, she gradually came under the control of
Captain John; and away we went for the north, beating right in the teeth
of the gusts that came tearing over from the mouth of Loch Sunart.
"It's a bad wind, mem, for getting up to Isle Ornsay," says John of Skye
to the Admiral. "Ay, and the sea pretty coorse, too, when we get
outside Ardnamurchan."
"Now, listen to me, John," she says severely, and with an air of
authority--as much authority, that is to say, as can be assumed by a
midge enclosed in an ulster. "I am not going to have any of that. I
know you of old. As soon as you get out of Tobermory, you immediately
discover that the wind is against our going north; and we turn round and
run away down to Iona and the Bull-hole. I will not go to the
Bull-hole. If I have to sail this yacht myself, night and day, I will
go to Isle Ornsay."
"If ye please, mem," says John of Skye, grinning with great delight over
her facetiousness. "Oh, I will tek the yat to Isle Ornsay very well, if
the leddies not afraid of a little coorse sea. And you will not need to
sail the yat at all, mem. But I not afraid to let you sail the yat.
You will know about the sailing now shist as much as Mr. Sutherland."
At the mention of this name, Queen Titania glanced at Mary Avon,
perceived she was not listening, and went nearer to John of Skye, and
said something to him in a lower voice. There was a quick look of
surprise and pleasure on the handsome, brown-bearded face.
"Oh, I ferry glad of that, mem," said he.
"Hush, John! Not a word to anybody," said she.
By this time we had beat out of the harbour, and were now getting longer
tacks; so that, when the sheets were properly coiled, it was possible
for the Laird and Miss Avon to attempt a series of short promenades on
the wet decks. It was an uncertain and unstable performance, to be
sure; for the sea was tumultuous; but it served.
"Mutual help--that's the thing," said the Laird to his companion, as
together they staggered along, or stood steady to confront a
particularly fierce gust of wind. "We are independent of the
world--this solitary vessel out in the waste of waters--but we are not
independent of each other. It just reminds me of the small burghs
outside Glasgow; we wish to be independent of the great ceety lying near
us; we prefer to have a separate existence; but we can help each other
for all that in a most unmistakeable way----"
Here the Laird was interrupted by the calling out of Captain
John--"_Ready about!_" and he and his companion had to get out of the
way of the boom. Then they resumed their promenade, and he his
discourse.
"Do ye think, for example," said this profound philosopher, "that any
one burgh would have been competent to decide on a large question like
the clauses of the Police Act that refer to cleansing and lighting?"
"I am not sure," Miss Avon admitted.
"No, no," said he confidently, "large questions should be considered in
common council--with every opportunity of free discussion. I do not much
like to speak about local matters, or of my own share in them, but I
must take credit for this, that it was myself recommended to the
Commissioners to summon a public meeting. It was so, and the meeting
was quite unanimous. It was Provost McKendrick, ye must understand, who
formally made the proposal that the consideration of those clauses
should be remitted to the clerks of the various burghs, who were to
report; but the suggestion was really mine--I make no scruple in
claiming it. And then, see the result! When the six clerks were
agreed, and sent in their report, look at the authority of such a
document! Who but an ass would make freevolous objections?"
The Laird laughed aloud.
"It was that crayture, Johnny Guthrie," said he, "as usual! I am not
sure that I have mentioned his name to ye before?"
"Oh, yes, I think so, sir," remarked Miss Avon.
"It was that crayture, Johnny Guthrie--in the face of the unanimous
report of the whole six clerks! Why, what could be more reasonable than
that the lighting of closes and common stairs should fall on the
landlords, but with power to recover from the tenants; while the
cleansing of back-courts--being a larger and more general
measure--should be the work of the commissioners and chargeable in the
police rates? It is a great sanitary work that benefits every one; why
should not all have a hand in paying for it?"
Miss Avon was understood to assent; but the fact was that the small
portion of her face left uncovered by her hood had just then received an
unexpected bath of salt water; and she had to halt for a moment to get
out a handkerchief from some sub-ulsterian recess.
"Well," continued the Laird, as they resumed their walk, "what does this
body Guthrie do but rise and propose that the landlords--mind ye, the
landlords alone--should be rated for the expense of cleaning the
back-courts! I declare there are some folk seem to think that a
landlord is made of nothing but money, and that it is everybody's
business to harry him, and worry him, and screw every farthing out of
him. If Johnny Guthrie had half a dozen lands of houses himself, what
would he say about the back-courts then?"
This triumphant question settled the matter; and we haled the Laird
below for luncheon. Our last glance round showed us the Atlantic of a
silvery grey, and looking particularly squally; with here and there a
gleam of pale sunshine falling on the long headland of Ardnamurchan.
There was evidently some profound secret about.
"Well, ma'am, and where will we get to the night, do ye think?" said the
Laird, cheerfully, as he proceeded to carve a cold fowl.
"It is of no consequence," said the other, with equal carelessness.
"You know we must idle away a few days somewhere."
Idle away a few days?--and this _White Dove_ bent on a voyage to the far
north when the very last of the yachts were fleeing south!
"I mean," said she hastily, in order to retrieve her blunder, "that
Captain John is not likely to go far away from the chance of a harbour
until he sees whether this is the beginning of the equinoctials or not."
"The equinoctials?" said the Laird, anxiously.
"They sometimes begin as early as this; but not often. However, there
will always be some place where we can run in to."
The equinoctials, indeed! When we went on deck again we found not only
that those angry squalls had ceased, but that the wind had veered very
considerably in our favour, and we were now running and plunging past
Ardnamurchan Point. The rain had ceased too; the clouds had gathered
themselves up in heavy folds; and their reflected blackness lay over the
dark and heaving Atlantic plain. Well was it for these two women that
luncheon had been taken in time. What one of them had dubbed the
Ardnamurchan Wobble--which she declared to be as good a name for a waltz
as the Liverpool Lurch--had begun in good earnest; and the _White Dove_
was dipping, and rolling, and springing in the most lively fashion.
There was not much chance for the Laird and Mary Avon to resume their
promenade; when one of the men came aft to relieve John of Skye at the
wheel, he had to watch his chance, and come clambering along by holding
on to the shrouds, the rail of the gig, and so forth. But Dr.
Sutherland's prescription had its effect. Despite the Ardnamurchan
Wobble and all its deeds, there was no ghostly and silent disappearance.
And so we ploughed on our way during the afternoon, the Atlantic
appearing to grow darker and darker, as the clouds overhead seemed to
get banked up more thickly. The only cheerful bit of light in this
gloomy picture was a streak or two of sand at the foot of the sheer and
rocky cliffs north of Ardnamurchan Light; and those we were rapidly
leaving behind as the brisk breeze--with a kindness to which we were
wholly strangers--kept steadily creeping round to the south.
The dark evening wore on, and we were getting well up towards Eigg, when
a strange thing became visible along the western horizon.
First the heavy purple clouds showed a tinge of crimson, and then a sort
of yellow smoke appeared close down at the sea. This golden vapour
widened, cleared, until there was a broad belt of lemon-coloured sky all
along the edge of the world; and in this wonder of shining light
appeared the island of Rum--to all appearance as transparent as a bit of
the thinnest gelatine, and in colour a light purple rose. It was really
a most extraordinary sight. The vast bulk of this mountainous island,
including the sombre giants Haleval and Haskeval, seemed to have less
than the consistency of a cathedral window; it resembled more a pale,
rose-coloured cloud; and the splendour of it, and the glow of the golden
sky beyond, were all the more bewildering by reason of the gloom of the
overhanging clouds that lay across like a black bar.
"Well!" said the Laird--and here he paused, for the amazement in his
face could not at once find fitting words. "That beats a'!"
And it was a cheerful and friendly light too, that now came streaming
over to us from beyond the horizon-line. It touched the sails and the
varnished spars with a pleasant colour. It seemed to warm and dry the
air, and tempted the women to put aside their ulsters. Then began a
series of wild endeavours to achieve a walk on deck, interrupted every
second or two by some one or other being thrown against the boom, or
having to grasp at the shrouds in passing. But it resulted in exercise,
at all events; and meanwhile we were still making our way northward,
with the yellow star of Isle Ornsay lighthouse beginning to be visible
in the gathering dusk.
That evening at dinner the secret came out. There cannot be the
slightest doubt that the disclosure of it had been carefully planned by
these two conspirators; and that they considered themselves amazingly
profound in giving to it a careless and improvised air.
"I never sit down to dinner now, ma'am," observed the Laird, in a light
and graceful manner, "without a feeling that there is something wanting
in the saloon. The table is not symmetrical. That should occur to Miss
Mary's eye at once. One at the head, one my side, two yours; no, that
is not as symmetrical as it used to be."
"Do you think I do not feel that too?" says his hostess. "And that is
not the only time at which I wish that Angus were back with us."
No one had a word to say for poor Howard Smith, who used to sit at the
foot of the table, in a meek and helpful capacity. No one thought of
summoning him back to make the arrangement symmetrical. Perhaps he was
being consoled by Messrs. Hughes, Barnes, and Barnes.
"And the longer the nights are growing, I get to miss him more and
more," she says, with a beautiful pathos in her look. "He was always so
full of activity and cheerfulness--the way he enjoyed life on board the
yacht was quite infectious; and then his constant plans and suggestions.
And how he looked forward to this long trip! though, to be sure, he
struggled hard against the temptation. I know the least thing would
have turned the scale, Italy or no Italy."
"Why, ma'am," says the Laird, laughing prodigiously, "I should not
wonder, if you sent him a message at this minute, to find him coming
along post-haste and joining us, after all. What is Eetaly? I have
been in Eetaly myself. Ye might live there a hundred years, and never
see anything so fine in colour as that sunset we saw this very evening.
And if it is business he is after, bless me! cannot a young man be a
young man sometimes, and have the courage to do something imprudent?
Come now, write to him at once! I will take the responsibility myself."
"To tell you the truth, sir," said the other timidly--but she pretends
she is very anxious about the safety of a certain distant wine-glass--"I
took a sudden notion into my head yesterday morning, and sent him a
message."
"Dear me!" he cries. The hypocrite!
And Mary Avon all the while sits mute, dismayed, not daring to turn her
face to the light. And the small white hand that holds the knife: why
does it tremble so?
"The fact is," says Queen Titania carelessly, just as if she were
reading a bit out of a newspaper, "I sent him a telegram, to save time.
And I thought it would be more impressive if I made it a sort of
round-robin, don't you know--as far as that can be done on a
telegraph-form--and I said that each and all of us demanded his instant
return, and that we should wait about Isle Ornsay or Loch Hourn until he
joined us. So you see, sir, we may have to try your patience for a day
or two."
"Ye may try it, but ye will not find it wanting," said the Laird, with
serious courtesy. "I do not care how long I wait for the young man, so
long as I am in such pleasant society. Ye forget, ma'am, what life one
is obliged to live at Denny-mains, with public affairs worrying one from
the morning till the night. Patience? I have plenty of patience. But
all the same I would like to see the young man here. I have a great
respect for him, though I consider that some of his views may not be
quite sound--that will mend--that will mend; and now, my good friends, I
will take leave to propose a toast to ye."
We knew the Laird's old-fashioned ways, and had grown to humour them.
There was a pretence of solemnly filling glasses.
"I am going," said the Laird, in a formal manner, "to propose to ye the
quick and safe return of a friend. May all good fortune attend him on
his way, and may happiness await him at the end of his journey!"
There was no dissentient; but there was one small white hand somewhat
unsteady, as the girl, abashed and trembling and silent, touched the
glass with her lips.
*CHAPTER XII.*
*EXPECTATIONS.*
It was a fine piece of acting. These two continued to talk about the
coming of our young Doctor as if it were the most simple and ordinary
affair possible. All its bearings were discussed openly, to give you to
understand that Mary Avon had nothing in the world to do with it. It
was entirely a practical arrangement for the saving of time. By running
across to Paris he would jump over the interval between our leaving West
Loch Tarbert and this present setting-out for the north. Mary Avon was
asked about this point and that point: there was no reason why she
should not talk about Angus Sutherland just like any other.
And, indeed, there was little call for any pale apprehension on the face
of the girl, or for any quick look round when a sudden sound was heard.
It was not possible for Angus to be anywhere in our neighbourhood as
yet. When we went on deck next morning, we found that we had been idly
drifting about all night, and that we were now far away from any land.
The morning sun was shining on the dark green woods of Armadale, and on
the little white sharp point of Isle Ornsay lighthouse, and on the vast
heather-purpled hills in the north; while over there the mountains above
Loch Hourn were steeped in a soft mysterious shadow. And then, by and
by, after breakfast, some light puffs of westerly wind began to ruffle
the glassy surface of the sea; and the _White Dove_ almost insensibly
drew nearer and nearer to the entrance of that winding loch that
disappeared away within the dusky shadows of those overhanging hills.
Late on as it was in the autumn, the sun was hot on the sails and the
deck; and these cool breezes were welcome in a double sense.
We saw nothing of the accustomed gloom of Loch Hourn. The sheer sides
of the great mountains were mostly in shadow, it is true; but then the
ridges and plateaus were burning in the sunlight; and the waters of the
loch around us were blue, and lapping, and cheerful. We knew only that
the place was vast, and still, and silent; we could make out scarcely
any sign of habitation.