ADIEU
*WHITE WINGS:*
*A Yachting Romance.*
*CHAPTER I.*
*A CONFESSION.*
What could the solitary scouts, coming back from the various points of
the island, know of this quick, unwilling cry of pain, and of the forced
calm that followed it? They had their own sorrows. There was a gloom
upon their faces. One and all bore the same story--not a seal, not a
wild duck, not even a rock pigeon anywhere.
"But it is a fine thing to be able to straighten one's back," says the
Laird, who always seizes on the cheerful side; "and we have not given up
hope of your getting the sealskin yet, Miss Mary--no, no. The Doctor
says they are away hunting just now; when the tide gets low again they
will come up on the rocks. So the best thing we can do is to spend
plenty of time over our luncheon, and cross the island again in the
afternoon. Aye; begun already?" adds the Laird, as he goes up to the
canvas, and regards the rough outlines in charcoal with a critical air.
"Very good! very good!" he says, following the lines with his thumb, and
apparently drawing in the air. "Excellent! The composeetion very
clever indeed--simple, bold, striking. And a fine blaze of colour ye'll
have on a day like this; and then the heavy black hull of the smack bang
in the foreground: excellent, excellent! But if I were you, I would
leave out that rock there; ye would get a better sweep of the sea.
Don't distract the eye in sea pieces; bold lines--firm, sound colour:
and there ye are. Well, my lass, ye have the skill of constructing a
picture. Tom Galbraith himself would admit that, I know----"
But here the Laird is called away by his hostess.
"I would advise you, sir," says she, "to have some luncheon while you
can get it. It is a very strange thing, with all you gentlemen on
board, and with all those guns lying about, but we are drawing nearer
and nearer to starvation. I wish you would give up hunting seals, and
shoot something useful."
Here our young Doctor appears with certain bottles that have been
cooling in the water.
"There must be plenty of rock pigeons in the caves we passed this
morning, on the other island," he says.
"Oh, not those beautiful birds!" says she of the empty larder. "We
cannot have Hurlingham transported to the Highlands."
"Whoever trys to shoot those pigeons won't find it a Hurlingham
business," he remarks.
But the Laird has a soul above luncheons, and larders, and
pigeon-shooting. He is still profoundly absorbed in thought.
"No," he says, at length, to the young lady who, as usual, is by his
side. "I am wrong!"
She looks up at him with some surprise.
"Yes, I am wrong," he says, decisively. "Ye must keep in that island.
Ye must sacrifice picturesqueness to truth. Never mind the picture:
keep the faithful record. In after life ye will be able to get plenty
of pictures; but ye may not be able to get an exact record of the things
ye saw when ye were sailing with the _White Dove_."
"Well, you know, sir," observes Miss Avon, with a somewhat embarrassed
smile, "you don't give me much encouragement. You always speak as if I
were to be compelled to keep those sketches. Am I to find nobody silly
enough to buy them?"
Now, somehow or other of late, the Laird has been more and more inclined
to treat the sale of Mary Avon's pictures as a most irresistible joke.
He laughs and chuckles at the mere mention of such a thing, just as if
Homesh were somewhere about.
"Sell them!" he says, with another deep chuckle. "Ye will never sell
them. Ye could not have the heart to part with them."
"The heart has to be kept in proper subjection," says she, lightly,
"when one has to earn one's living."
Queen Titania glances quickly at the girl; but apparently there is no
profound meaning concealed in this speech. Miss Avon has taken her seat
on a shelving piece of grey rock; and, if she is concerned about
anything, it is about the safety of certain plates and knives and such
things. Her hand is quite steady as she holds out her tumbler for the
Youth to pour some water into the claret.
Luncheon over, she returns to her work; and the band of seal-hunters,
taking to cigars and pipes, sit and watch the tide slowly ebb away from
the golden-brown seaweed. Then, with many a caution as to patience and
silence, they rise and get their guns and set out. Already there is a
disposition to slouch the head and walk timidly; though as yet there is
no need of any precaution.
"_Glueckliche Reise!_" says Miss Avon, pleasantly, as we pass.
Angus Sutherland starts, and turns his head. But the salutation was not
for him; it was meant for the Youth, who is understood to be the most
eager of the seal-hunters. And Mr. Smith, not having his answer pat,
replies, "I hope so;" and then looks rather confused as he passes on,
carefully stooping his head though there is no occasion whatever.
Then, by following deep gullies and crawling over open ledges, we reach
points commanding the various bays; and with the utmost caution peer
over or round the rocks. And whereas yesterday, being Sunday, the bays
were alive with seals, disporting themselves freely in full view of a
large party of people who were staring at them, to-day, being Monday,
finds not a seal visible anywhere, though every one is in hiding, and
absolute silence must have reigned in the island, ever since the lobster
fishers left in the morning. No matter; the tide is still ebbing; the
true hunter must possess his soul.
And yet this lying prone for hours on a ledge of exceedingly rough rock
must have been monotonous work for our good friend the Laird. Under his
nose nothing to look at but scraps of orange lichen and the stray
feathers of sea birds; abroad nothing but the glassy blue sea, with the
pale mountains of Jura rising into the cloudless sky. At last it seemed
to become intolerable. We could see him undergoing all sorts of
contortions in the effort to wrest something out of his coat-pocket
without raising any portion of his body above the line of cover. He
himself was not unlike a grey seal in the shadow of the rock, especially
when he twisted and turned himself about without rising an inch from the
surface. And in time he succeeded. We could see him slowly and
carefully unfold that newspaper--probably not more than a week old--just
beneath his face. He had no need of spectacles: his eyes were almost
touching the page. And then we knew that he was at rest; and the hard
rock and the seals all forgotten. For we took it that this local paper
was one which had written a most important leading article about the
proposed public park for Strathgovan, calling upon the ratepayers to
arise and assert their rights and put a check on the reckless
extravagance of the Commissioners. The Laird himself was openly pointed
at as one who would introduce the luxury of the later Romans into a
sober Scotch community; and there were obscure references to those who
seemed to consider that a man's dwelling-house should become nothing
more nor less than a museum of pictures and statues, while they would
apply taxes raised from a hard-working population in the adornment of
places of recreation for the idle. But do you think that the Laird was
appalled by this fierce onslaught? Not a bit of it. He had read and
re-read it to us with delight. He had triumphantly refuted the writer's
sophistries; he had exposed his ignorance of the most elementary facts
in political economy; he was always rejoiced to appear before Tom
Galbraith and Mary Avon as one who was not afraid to suffer for his
championship of art. And then, when he had triumphed over his enemy, he
would fold the paper with a sort of contented sigh; and would say with a
compassionate air, "Poor crayture! poor crayture!" as if the poor
crayture could not be expected to know any better.
At last--at last! The Laird makes frantic gestures with his
newspaper--all the more frantic that they have to be strictly lateral,
and that he dare not raise his hand. And behold! far away out there on
the still, blue surface, a smooth round knob, shining and black.
Without a muscle moving, eager eyes follow that distant object. The
seal is not alarmed or suspicious; he sails evenly onward, seldom
looking to right or left. And when he disappears there is no splash; he
has had enough of breathing; he is off for his hunting in the deep seas.
What is more, he remains there. We catch no further trace of him, nor
of any other living thing around those deserted bays. Human nature
gives in. The Youth gets up, and boldly displays himself on a
promontory, his gun over his shoulder. Then the Laird, seeing that
everything is over, gets up too, yawning dreadfully, and folds his
newspaper, and puts it in his pocket.
"Come along!" he calls out. "It is no use. The saints have taught the
seals tricks. They know better than to come near on a working day."
And so presently the sombre party sets out again for the other side of
the island, where the gig awaits us. Not a word is said. Cartridges
are taken out; we pick our way through the long grass and the stones.
And when it is found that Miss Avon has roughed in all that she requires
of her present study, it is gloomily suggested that we might go back by
way of the other island, that so haply we might secure the materials for
a pigeon pie before returning to the yacht.
The evening sun was shining ruddily along the face of the cliffs as we
drew near the other island; and there was no sign of life at all about
the lonely shores and the tall caves. But there was another story to
tell when, the various guns having been posted, the Youth boldly walked
up to the mouth of the largest of the caves, and shouted. Presently
there were certain flashes of blue things in the mellow evening light;
and the sharp bang! bang! of the gun, that echoed into the great
hollows. Hurlingham? That did not seem much of a Hurlingham
performance. There were no birds standing bewildered on the fallen
trap, wondering whether to rise or not; but there were things coming
whizzing through the air that resembled nothing so much as rifle bullets
with blue wings. The Youth, it is true, got one or two easy shots at
the mouth of the cave; but when the pigeons got outside and came
flashing over the heads of the others, the shooting was, on the whole, a
haphazard business. Nevertheless, we got a fair number for Master
Fred's larder, after two of the men had acted as retrievers for
three-quarters of an hour among the rocks and bushes. Then away again
for the solitary vessel lying in the silent loch, with the pale mists
stealing over the land, and the red sun sinking behind the Jura hills.
Again, after dinner, amid the ghostly greys of the twilight, we went
forth on another commissariat excursion, to capture fish. Strange to
say, however, our Doctor, though he was learned on the subject of flies
and tackle, preferred to remain on board: he had some manuscript to send
off to London. And his hostess said she would remain too; she always has
plenty to do about the saloon. Then we left the _White Dove_ and rowed
away to the rocks.
But the following conversation, as we afterwards heard, took place in
our absence:--
"I wished very much to speak to you," said Angus Sutherland, to his
hostess, without making any movement to bring out his desk.
"I thought so," said she; not without a little nervous apprehension.
And then she said quickly, before he could begin--
"Let me tell you at once, Angus, that I have spoken to Mary. Of course,
I don't wish to interfere; I wouldn't interfere for the world; but--but
I only asked her, lest there should be any unpleasant misapprehension,
whether she had any reason to be offended with you. 'None in the
least,' she said. She was most positive. She even seemed to be deeply
pained by the misunderstanding; and--and wished me to let you know; so
you must dismiss that from your mind any way."
He listened thoughtfully, without saying anything. At last he said--
"I have determined to be quite frank with you. I am going to tell you a
secret--if it is a secret----"
"I have guessed it," she said, quickly, to spare him pain.
"I thought so," he said, quite quietly. "Well; I am not ashamed of it.
I have no reason to be ashamed of it. But, since you know, you will see
that it would be very embarrassing for me to remain longer on board the
yacht if--if there was no hope----"
He turned over the leaves of a guide-book rapidly, without looking at
them; the hard-headed Doctor had not much command over himself at this
moment.
"If you have guessed, why not she?" he said, in a somewhat hurried and
anxious manner. "And--and--if I am to go, better that I should know at
once. I--I have nothing to complain of--I mean I have nothing to
reproach her with--if it is a misfortune, it is a misfortune--but--but
she used to be more friendly towards me."
These two were silent. What was passing before their minds? The long
summer nights in the far northern seas, with the glory dying in the
west; or the moonlight walks on the white deck, with the red star of
Ushinish lighthouse burning in the south; or the snug saloon below, with
its cards, and candles, and laughter, and Mary Avon singing to herself
the song of Ulva? She sang no song of Ulva now.
"Mary and I are very intimate friends," says the other deliberately. "I
will say nothing against her. Girls have curious fancies about such
things sometimes. But I must admit--for you are my friend too--that I
am not surprised you should have been encouraged by her manner to you at
one time, or that you should wonder a little at the change."
But even this mild possibility of Mary Avon's being in the wrong she
feels to be incompatible with her customary championship of her friend;
and so she instantly says--
"Mind, I am certain of this--that whatever Mary does, she believes to be
right. Her notion of duty is extraordinarily sensitive and firm. Once
she has put anything before her as the proper thing to be done, she goes
straight at it; and nothing will turn her aside. And although there is
something about it I can't quite understand, how am I to interfere?
Interference never does any good. Why do not you ask her yourself?"
"I mean to do so, when I get the chance," said he, simply. "I merely
wished to tell you that, if her answer is 'No,' it will be better for me
to leave you. Already I fancy my being on board the yacht is a trouble
to her. I will not be a trouble to her. I can go. If it is a
misfortune, there is no one to blame."
"But if she says '_Yes!_'" cried his friend; and there was a wonderful
joy in her eyes, and in her excess of sympathy she caught his hand for a
moment. "Oh, Angus, if Mary were to promise to be your wife! What a
trip we should have then--we should take the _White Dove_ to Stornoway!"
That was her ultimate notion of human happiness--sailing the _White
Dove_ up to Stornoway!
"I don't think there is much hope," said he, rather absently, "from her
manner of late. But anything is better than suspense. If it is a
misfortune, as I say, there is no one to blame. I had not the least
notion that she knew Mr. Howard Smith in London."
"Nor did she."
He stared rather.
"They may have met at our house; but certainly not more than once. You
see, living in a country house, we have to have our friends down in a
_staccato_ fashion, and always by arrangement of a few at a time. There
is no general dropping in to afternoon tea."
"He never met her in London?" he repeated.
"I should think not."
"His uncle, then: did she never see him before?"
"Certainly not."
"Then what does he mean by treating her as a sort of familiar friend who
was likely to turn up any time at Denny-mains?"
His companion coloured somewhat; for she had no right to betray
confidences.
"The Laird is very fond of Mary," she said, evasively. "It is quite
beautiful to see those two together."
He sate for a little time in silence; and then begged to be excused--he
would go on deck to smoke. But when, some little time thereafter, we
returned from our brief fishing, the dark figure walking up and down the
deck was not smoking at all. He paused as the gig was hauled fast to
the gangway.
"What luck?"
"About two dozen."
"All lithe?"
"About half-a-dozen mackerel."
And then he assisted Mary Avon to ascend the small wooden steps. She
said "Thank you!" as she withdrew her hand from his; but the words were
uttered in a low voice; and she instantly crossed to the companion and
went below. He stayed on deck, and helped to swing the gig up to the
davits.
Now something had got into the head of our Admiral-in-chief that night.
She was very merry; and very affectionate towards Mary. She made light
of her foolish wish to go away to the south. She pointed out that this
continuous fine weather was only hoarding up electricity for the
equinoctials; and then we should have a spin!
"We are not going to let you go, Mary; that is the long and the short of
it. And we are going to keep hold of Angus, too. He is not going away
yet--no, no. We have something for him to do. We shall not rest
satisfied until we see him sail the _White Dove_ into Stornoway
harbour!"
*CHAPTER II.*
*ONLY A HEADACHE.*
Stornoway harbour, indeed! The weather was laughing at us. The glass
had steadily fallen until it had got about as low as it could go with
decency; and yet this next morning was more beautiful, and bright, and
calm than ever! Were we to be for ever confined in this remote Loch of
the Burying Place?
"Angus! Angus! where are you?" the Admiral calls out, as she comes up
on deck.
"Here I am," calls out a voice in return, from the cross-trees.
She raises her head, and perceives the ruddy-faced Doctor hanging on by
the ratlines.
"Where is the fine sailing weather you were to bring us--eh?"
"I have been looking for it," he replies, as he comes down the rigging;
"and there is not a breath anywhere."
"Very well," she says, promptly; "I'll tell you what you must do. You
must get everybody who can handle a gun into the gig and go away up to
the head of the loch there, and shoot every living thing you can see.
Do you understand? We are on the brink of starvation! We are
perishing! Do you want us to boil tarred rope into soup?"
"No," he says, humbly.
"Very well. Away you go. If you can't bring us any wind to take us
into a civilised place, you must provide us with food; is that clear
enough?"
Here Captain John comes aft, touching his cap.
"Good morning mem! I was never seeing the like of this weather, mem."
"I don't want to see any more of it," she says, sharply. "Did you bring
us in here because there was a convenient place to bury us in? Do you
know that we are dying of starvation?"
"Oh, no, mem!" says Captain John, with a grin; but looking rather
concerned all the same.
However, her attention is quickly called away by the sound of oars. She
turns and regards this small boat approaching the yacht; and the more
she looks the more do her eyes fill with astonishment.
"Well, I declare!" she says, "this is about the coolest thing I have
seen for ages."
For it is Miss Mary Avon who is rowing the dingay back to the yacht; and
her only companion is the Youth, who is contentedly seated in the stern,
with his gun laid across his knees.
"Good morning, Mr. Smith!" she says, with the most gracious sarcasm.
"Pray don't exert yourself too much. Severe exercise before breakfast
is very dangerous."
The Youth lays hold of the rope; there is a fine blush on his handsome
face.
"It is Miss Avon's fault," he says; "she would not let me row."
"I suppose she expected you to shoot? Where are the duck, and the snipe,
and the golden plover? Hand them up!"
"If you want to see anything in the shape of game about this coast,
you'd better wait till next Sunday," says he, somewhat gloomily.
However, after breakfast, we set out for the shallow head of the loch;
and things do not turn out so badly after all. For we have only left
the yacht some few minutes when there is a sudden whirring of wings--a
call of "Duck! duck!"--and the Doctor, who is at the bow, and who is the
only one who is ready, fires a snap-shot at the birds. Much to
everybody's amazement, one drops, and instantly dives. Then begins an
exciting chase. The biorlinn is sent careering with a vengeance; the
men strain every muscle; and then another cry directs attention to the
point at which the duck has reappeared. It is but for a second. Though
he cannot fly, he can swim like a fish; and from time to time, as the
hard pulling enables us to overtake him, we can see him shooting this
way or that through the clear water. Then he bobs his head up, some
thirty or forty yards off; and there is another snap-shot--the charge
rattling on the water the fifth part of an instant _after_ he
disappears.
"Dear me!" says the Laird; "that bird will cost us ten shillings in
cartridges."
But at last he is bagged. A chance shot happens to catch him before he
dives; he is stretched on the water, with his black webbed feet in the
air; and a swoop of Captain John's arm brings him dripping into the gig.
And then our natural history is put to the test. This is no gay-plumaged
sheldrake, or blue-necked mallard, or saw-toothed merganser. It is a
broad-billed duck, of a sooty black and grey; we begin to regret our
expenditure of cartridges; experiments on the flavour of unknown sea
birds are rarely satisfactory. But Captain John's voice is
authoritative and definite. "It is a fine bird," he says. And Master
Fred has already marked him for his own.
Then among the shallows at the head of the loch there is many a wild
pull after broods of flappers, and random firing at the circling curlew.
The air is filled with the calling of the birds; and each successive
shot rattles away with its echo among the silent hills. What is the
result of all this noise and scramble? Not much, indeed; for right in
the middle of it we are attracted by a strange appearance in the south.
That dark line beyond the yacht: is it a breeze coming up the loch?
Instantly the chase after mergansers ceases; cartridges are taken out;
the two or three birds we have got are put out of the way; and the
Laird, taking the tiller ropes, sits proud and erect. Away go the four
oars with the precision of machinery; and the long sweep sends the gig
ahead at a swinging pace. Behold! behold! the dark blue on the water
widening! Is it a race between the wind and the gig as to which will
reach the _White Dove_ first? "Give me your oar, Fred!" says the Doctor,
who is at the bow.
There is but a momentary pause. Again the shapely boat swings along;
and with the measured beat of the oars comes the old familiar chorus--
_... Cheerily, and all together!_
_Ho, ro, clansmen!_
_A long, strong pull together!--_
_Ho, ro, clansmen!_
_Soon the flowing breeze will blow;_
_We'll show the snowy canvas on her--_
_Ho, ro, clansmen!_
_A long, strong pull together!--_
_Ho, ro, clansmen!_
_Wafted by the breeze of morn_
_We'll quaff the joyous horn together!--_
_Ho, ro, clansmen!_
_A long, strong pull together!--_
_Ho, ro, clansmen!_
"We'll beat! we'll beat!" cries the Laird, in great delight. "Give it
her, boys! Not one halfpennyworth o' that wind will we lose!"
The bow cleaves the blue water; the foam hisses away from her rudder.
It is a race of the North against the South. Then the chorus again--
_Ho, ro, clansmen!_
_A long, strong pull together!--_
_Ho, ro, clansmen!_
Hurrah! hurrah! As the gig is run alongside, and guns and birds handed
up, that spreading blue has not quite reached the yacht; there is no
appreciable stir of the lazy ensign. But there is little time to be
lost. The amateurs swing the gig to the davits, while the men are
getting in the slack of the anchor chain; the women are incontinently
bundled below, to be out of the way of flapping sheets. Then, all hands
at the halyards! And by the time the great White Wings are beginning to
spread, the breeze stirs the still air around us; and the peak sways
gently this way and that; and they who are hard at work at the windlass
are no doubt grateful for this cool blowing from the south. Then there
is a cessation of noise; we become vaguely aware that we are moving. At
last the _White Dove_ has spread her wings; her head is turned towards
the south. Good-bye! you lonely loch, with the silent shores and the
silent tombs--a hundred farewells to you, wherever we may be going!
And slowly we beat down the loch, against this light southerly breeze.
But as we get further and further into the open, surely there is
something in the air and in the appearance of the southern sky that
suggests that the glass has not been falling for nothing. The sea is
smooth; but there is a strange gloom ahead of us; and beyond the islands
that we visited yesterday nothing is visible but a wan and sultry glare.
Then, afar, we can hear a noise as of the approach of some storm; but
perhaps it is only the low sound of the swirling of the tides round the
shores. Presently another sound attracts attention--a murmured hissing,
and it comes nearer and nearer; dark spots, about the size of a
threepenny-piece, appear on the white decks. The women have scarcely
time to send below for their sunshades when the slight shower passes
by--the decks are not even left damp. Then further and further we creep
away towards the south; but where we expected to catch some far glimpse
of the Irish coast--the blue line of Rathlin or the Antrim cliffs--there
is only that dim, sultry haze.
Then another sound--a dull _flop! flop!_--in the distance; and the
stragglers who have remained below after luncheon are hastily summoned
on deck. And there, far away in the haze, we can dimly descry the
successive curved forms of a school of dolphins, racing each other, and
springing twenty or thirty feet in the air before they come down with
that heavy thud on the water. Those of us who have watched the
beautiful lithe fish racing and chasing by the side of an Atlantic
vessel, would fain have been somewhat nearer; but we can only see the
dim forms springing into the haze. Then the dull pistol-shots in the
south slowly cease, and we are left alone on the low murmuring sea.
"But where is Miss Mary?" says the Laird, suddenly becoming aware of the
absence of his chief companion.
"Oh, she is in the saloon!" says his hostess, quickly and anxiously.
"She is doing something to one of her water-colours. I suppose we must
not disturb her."
"No, no; certainly not," returns the Laird, lightly; and then he adds,
with a smile which is meant to be very significant, "There is never any
harm in hard work. Let her go on; she will have a fine collection of
sketches before she leaves the _White Dove_."
But our Queen Tita does not respond to that careless joke. There is a
curious, constrained look on her face; and she quite peremptorily
negatives a suggestion of the Youth that he should go below for the
draught-board. Then one of us perceives that Angus Sutherland is not on
deck.
Has the opportunity come at last, then, for the clearing away of all
secret troubles? What end is there to be to this momentous interview?
Is it Stornoway harbour? Is our frank-eyed young Doctor to come up with
a silent wonder and joy on his face--a message that needs no speech--a
message that only says, "About with the yacht, and let us run away to
the northern seas and Stornoway?" The friend of these two young people
can hardly conceal her anxiety. She has got hold of the case of an
opera glass, and opens and shuts it quickly and aimlessly. Then there
is a step on the companion way; she does not look; she only knows that
Angus Sutherland comes on deck, and then goes forward to the bow of the
gig, and stands by himself, and looks out to sea.
There is silence on board; for a low rumble of thunder has been heard
once or twice, and we are listening. The mountains of Jura are dark
now, and the sultry mist in the south is deeper in its gloom. This
condition of the atmosphere produces a vague sense of something about to
happen, which is in itself uncomfortable; one would almost like to see a
flash of lightning, or hear the thunderous advance of a storm breaking
in upon the oppressive calm.
The Laird goes forward to Angus Sutherland.
"Well, Doctor, and what think ye of the weather now?"
The younger man starts and turns round, and for a second looks at the
Laird as if he had not quite comprehended the question.
"Oh, yes!" he says. "You are quite right. It does look as if we were
going to have a dirty night."
And with that he turns to the sea again.
"Aye," says the Laird, sententiously. "I am glad we are in a boat we
need have no fear of--none! Keep her away from the shore, and we are
all right. But--but I suppose we will get into some harbour to-night,
after all?"
"It does not matter," he says, absently; and then he goes away up to the
bow. He is alone there; for the men have gone below for dinner--with
the exception of John of Skye, who is at the helm.
Presently the special friend of the young man puts aside that
opera-glass case, and walks timidly forward to the bow of the yacht.
She regards him somewhat anxiously; but his face is turned away from
her--looking over to the gloomy Jura hills.
"Angus," she says, briskly, "are we not going very near Jura, if it is
West Loch Tarbert we are making for?"
He turned to her then, and she saw by his face that something had
happened.
"You have spoken to her, Angus?" she said, in a low voice; and her
earnest, kind eyes regarded the young man as if to anticipate his
answer.
"Yes."
For a second or so he seemed disinclined to say more; but presently he
added, scarcely looking at her--
"I am sorry that I must leave you the first time we get near land."
"Oh, Angus!"
It was almost a cry--uttered in that low, piteous voice. Then he looked
at her.
"You have been very kind to me," said he, so that no one should hear.
"It is only a misfortune. But I wish I had never seen the _White
Dove_."
"Oh, Angus; don't say that!"
"It is my own fault. I should never have come from Edinburgh. I knew
that. I knew I was hazarding everything. And she is not to blame----"
He could say no more, for one or two of the men now came up from the
forecastle. His hostess left him and went aft, with a hurt and
indignant look on her face. When the Laird asked why Miss Mary did not
come on deck, she said, "I don't know," with an air which said she had
ceased to take any further care in Mary Avon's actions. And at dinner,
what heed did she pay to the fact that Mary Avon was rather white, and
silent, and pained-looking? She had been disappointed. She had not
expected the friend of her bosom to act in this heartless manner. And
as for Howard Smith, she treated that young gentleman with a cold
courtesy which rather astonished him.
After dinner, when the men folk had gone on deck, and when she was
preparing to go too, a timid, appealing hand was laid on her arm.
"I would like to speak to you," said the low voice of Mary Avon.
Then she turned--only for a second.
"I think I know enough of what has happened, Mary," said she; "and it
would not be right for me to intermeddle. Young people are the best
judges of their own affairs."
The appealing hand was withdrawn; the girl retired to the saloon, and
sate down alone.
But here, on deck, an eager council of war was being held; and Angus
Sutherland was as busy as any one with the extended chart--the soundings
barely visible in the waning light--and proposals and counter proposals
were being freely bandied about. Night was coming on; dirty-looking
weather seemed to be coming up from the south; and the mouth of West
Loch Tarbert is narrow and shallow in parts, and studded with rocks--a
nasty place to enter in the dark. Moreover, when should we get there,
beating against this south-easterly wind? What if we were to put her
head round, and run for some improvised harbour among the small islands
under the shadow of the Jura hills, and wait there for daylight to show
us across the Sound?
There was but one dissentient. Angus Sutherland seemed oddly anxious to
get to West Loch Tarbert. He would himself take the helm all night; if
only the men would take their turn at the look-out, one at a time. He
was sure he could make the channel, if we reached the mouth of the loch
before daylight. What! with nothing shallower on the chart than four
fathoms! How could there be any danger?
But the more prudent counsels of John of Skye at length prevail, and
there is a call to the men forward to stand by. Then down goes the
helm; her head slews round with a rattling of blocks and cordage; the
sheets of the head-sails are belayed to leeward; and then, with the boom
away over the starboard davits, we are running free before this
freshening breeze.
But the night is dark as we cautiously creep in under the vast shadows
of the Jura hills. Fortunately in here the wind is light; the _White
Dove_ seems to feel her way through the gloom. All eyes are on the
look-out; and there is a general shout as we nearly run on a buoy set to
mark a sunken ship. But we glide by in safety; and in due course of
time the roar of the anchor chain tells us that we are snug for the
night.
"But where is Miss Mary?" says the Laird, in the cheerfully-lit saloon.
He looks around him in an uncomfortable and unsettled way. The saloon is
not the saloon when Mary Avon is out of it; here is her chair next to
his as usual, but it is vacant. How are we to spend the last happy hour
of chatting and joking without the pleased, bright face, and the timid,
gentle, shy, dark eyes?
"Mary has gone to her cabin," says her hostess. "I suppose she has a
headache."
She supposes the girl has a headache, and has not asked! And can it be
really Mary Avon that she is speaking of in that cold, hurt, offended
way?
*CHAPTER III.*
*IN THE DARK.*
And then the next morning the Laird is infinitely distressed.
"What! not better yet?" he says. "Dear me! I wish I could be a woman
for a while, to take some tea in to her, and read to her, and coax her
into better spirits. What a bad headache it must be!"
But this generous sympathy on the part of one who is little more than an
acquaintance touches the heart of Mary Avon's particular friend. She
reproaches herself for her cruelty. She not only gets the tea and takes
it into the cabin, but she adopts a domineering tone, and declares that
until the young lady begins her breakfast she will not leave the place.
And then she looks at the timid, worn face; and her hand is placed
gently on the hand of her friend, and she says in a lower voice--
"Mary, don't think I am angry. I am only a little bit disappointed.
But I don't blame you--you could not help it. It is a pity; that is
all."
The girl's face remains rather sad; but she is quite self-possessed.
"You will let me go away," she says, looking down, "when we get to some
harbour?"
"There is no need," says her friend, regarding her. "Angus will leave
us to-day, as soon as we get across to Cantyre."
"Oh!" she said, quickly, and looking tip with a brief appeal in her
eyes. "I hope not! Why should he go away? I must go; I would rather
go."
"Oh, no, Mary!" her friend said. "If there is any 'must' in the matter,
it is on his side; for you know his time is very valuable, and you must
have guessed why he has already far exceeded what he proposed to himself
as his holiday. No, no, Mary; let us forget what has happened as soon
as we can, and make the best of the rest of our sailing. The Laird
would have a fit if you seriously threatened to go. And I am sure you
are not to blame."
So she kissed her on the cheek, by way of reconciliation, and left. And
she told the Laird that Mary had been dutiful, and had taken some
breakfast, and would be up on deck in course of time.
Meanwhile, those who had gone on deck had found the _White Dove_ lying
in a dead calm, some three miles away from her anchorage of the previous
night; her sails hanging limp; a scorching sun on the white decks, and a
glare of light coming from the blue sky and the glassy blue sea.
"Well, Angus," says his hostess, very merrily--for she does not wish to
let the others guess the reason of his sudden departure; "you see the
weather does not approve of your leaving us. What has become of your
thunderstorm? Where is the gale from the south, John?"
"I was never seeing the like of this weather, mem," said the bearded
skipper. Then he added, anxiously, "And is Dr. Sutherland himself going
away from the yat?"
"He would like to," she says; "but how is he ever to see land again if
you banish the wind so?"
"But it will no be like this long!" says Captain John, eagerly--for he
appears to think that Dr. Sutherland has got tired of the fine weather.
"Oh, no, mem! I will answer for it. If Dr. Sutherland will wait
another day, or two days, I am sure there will be plenty of wind. And
we can lie in West Loch Tarbert for one day, or two days----"
"And starve?" she says, abruptly.
But now it appears that one or two of the men have heard of a mysterious
village lying somewhere inland from the mouth of the loch; and from a
comparison of these vague rumours we gather that we may not be so far
from
civilisation after all. Perhaps we may once again behold loaf-bread.
Visions of cutlets, fowls, grouse, and hares arise. We shall once more
hear some echo of the distant world if perchance there be in the place a
worn and ancient newspaper.
"Ay," said the Laird, hastily. "I would like to see a Glasgow
newspaper! I'm thinking they must have got the steam fire-engine by
now; and fine games the bairns will have when they begin to practise
with it, skelping about in the water. It would be a grand thing to try
it in the public garden when we get it; it would keep the shrubs and the
borders fine and wet--eh?"
"And it would be quite as interesting as any plaster fountain," says his
hostess, encouragingly.
"As handsome every bit," says the Laird, laughing heartily at his play
of imagination, "as any bit laddie done up in stucco, standing on one
leg, and holding up a pipe! It's a utilitarian age, ma'am--a
utilitarian age; we will have instead of a fountain a steam
fire-engine--very good! very good!--and they bodies who are always
crying out against expenditure on decoration will be disappointed for
once."
The Laird had at last discovered the whereabouts of the mysterious
village on the Admiralty chart.
"But what newspaper will we get in a place hidden away like that?--out
of the reach of all communication wi' the world. They'll be a century
behind, mark my words. It is when ye live within a reasonable distance
of a great centre of ceevilisation, like Glasgow, that ye feel the life
of it stirring your own place too; and ye must keep up with the times;
ye must be moving. Conservative as I am, there is no supersteetious
obstinacy about me; moving--moving--that's the word. The more important
the matter in the interest of the public, the more necessary is it that
we should have an impartial mind. If ye show me a new sort of asphalte,
do ye think I would not examine it, jist because I recommended Jamieson
and MacGregor's patent?"
He appealed boldly to his hostess.
"Oh, certainly; certainly you would!" she says, with an earnestness that
might have made Jamieson and MacGregor quail.
"For three weeks," says the Laird, solemnly, "I was on that committee,
until it seemed that my breakfast, and my dinner, and my supper every
day was nothing but tar-smoke. What wi' the experiments without and
within, I was just filled with tar-smoke. And would ye believe it,
ma'am, one o' they Radical newspapers went as far as to say there were
secret influences at work when Jamieson and MacGregor was decided on.
My friends said, 'Prosecute the man for libel;' but I said, 'No; let the
poor crayture alone; he has got to earn his living!'"
That was very wise of you, sir," says his hostess.
"Bless me! If a man in public life were to heed everything that's said
about him," observes the Laird, with a fine air of unconcern, "what
would become of his time? No, no; that is not the principle on which a
public man should found his life. Do your best for your
fellow-creatures, and let the squabblers say what they like. As ah say,
the poor wretches have to earn their living."
Here Mary Avon appeared, somewhat pale and tired-looking; and the Laird
instantly went to condole with her, and to get her a deck chair, and
what not. At the same moment, too, our young Doctor came along--perhaps
with a brave desire to put an end to her embarrassment at once--and
shook hands with her, and said "Good morning; I hope your headache is
better." Her hand was trembling as it fell away from his; and her "
Yes, thank you," was almost inaudible. Then she sate down, and the
Laird resumed his discourse.
"I was once taken," said he, "by a fellow commissioner of mine to a sort
of singing place, or music hall, in Glasgow."
"What?"
"They wanted to have some such place in Strathgovan," continued the
Laird, paying no heed; "and I was asked to go and see what sort of
entertainment was provided in such places. It was a sorrowful sight,
ma'am--a sorrowful sight; the wretched craytures on the stage laughing
at their own songs, and the people not laughing at all, but given over
to tobacco smoking, and whisky, and talking amongst themselves. No
glint of humour--stupid, senseless stuff. But there was one young man
sung a song that had a better sound in it--I cannot remember the
words--but I sometimes think there was common sense in them: it was
about minding your own business, and doing your own work, and letting
fools say or think of ye what they please. Aye, I think there was
something in that young man; though I doubt, by the look of his eyes,
but he was a drinker."
He turned to Mary Avon, who had been content to be a mute and unobserved
listener.
"Well, Miss Mary," said he, brightly, "and the headache is going? And
are ye looking forward to getting letters and newspapers when we get
back to the world? There is a post-office at that village of Clachan,
John?"
"Oh, aye, sir!" said John; "there will be a post-office."
The Laird looked up at him reproachfully.
"But why cannot ye learn the English pronunciation, man? What's the
necessity for ye to say _posht offus_? Cannot ye pronounce the plain
English--_post oafficc_?"
"I am not very good at the English, sir," said Captain John, with a
grin.
"Ye'll never learn younger."
Then he went to Mary Avon, and suggested that a walk up and down the
deck might do her headache good; and when she rose he put her hand on
his arm.
"Now," said he, as they started off, "I do not like headaches in young
people; they are not natural. And ye may think I am very inqueesitive;
but it is the privilege of old men to be talkative and inqueesitive--and
I am going to ask you a question."
There was certainly no effort at keeping a secret on the part of the
Laird; every one might have heard these two talking as they quietly
walked up and down.
"I am going to ask ye, plump and plain, if ye are not anxious about
going to London, and worrying yourself about the selling of your
pictures? There now; answer me that."
"Not very much, sir," she says, in a low voice.
"Listen to me," he said, speaking in a remarkably emphatic way. "If
that is on your mind, dismiss it. I tell you what: I will undertake, on
my own responsibeelity, that every painting in oil, and every sketch in
oil, and every water-colour drawing, and every sketch in water-colour
that ye have on board this yacht, will be sold within one fortnight of
your leaving the yacht. Do ye understand that?"
"You are very kind, sir."
"I am not bletherin'," said he; "no man ever knew me draw back from my
word. So put that anxiety away from your mind altogether, and let us
have no more troubles. I could sell--I could sell four times as many
for ye in a fortnight! Bless ye, lassie, ye do not know the people in
the West of Scotland yet--ye'll know them better by and by. If there's
one thino- thev understand better than another it is a good picture; and
they are ready to put their hand in their pocket. Oh! they Edinburgh
bodies are very fine creetics--they have what they believe to be an
elegant society in Edinburgh--and they talk a great deal about pictures;
but do they put their hand in their pocket? Ask Tom Galbraith. Ask him
where he sets three-fourths of his income. He lives in Edinburgh; but
he gets his income from the West of Scotland. Tom's a wise lad. He
knows how to feather his nest. And when he has become independent of
the picture-dealers, then he'll go to London, and fight the men there on
their own ground."
"I should like to see some of Mr. Galbraith s work," she said, "before I
return to England."
"You will have plenty of leisure to look at them by and by," replied the
Laird, quite simply. "I have some of Tom's very best things at
Denny-mains."
It was not until the cool of the afternoon that a light breeze sprung up
to fill the sails of the _White Dove_, and press her gently on towards
the coast of Cantyre. By this time every one on board knew that Angus
Sutherland was leaving, and leaving for good.
"I hope ye will come and see me at Denny-mains, Dr. Sutherland," said
the Laird, good-naturedly, "when ye happen to be in Scotland. I have a
neighbour there ye would be glad to meet--a man who could talk to ye on
your own subjects--Mr. Stoney."
Our Doctor paid but little heed. He was silent, and distraught. His
eyes had an absent and heavy look in them.
"A most distinguished man," the Laird continued. "I am told his
reputation in England is just as great as it is in this country. A very
distinguished man indeed. He read a paper before the British Association
not many years ago."
"About what, do you remember?" said the other, at last.
"H'm!" said the Laird, apparently puzzling his memory. "Ye see, a man
in my poseetion has so much to do with the practical business of life,
that perhaps he does not pay just attention to the speculations of
others. But Mr. Stoney is a remarkable man; I am astonished ye should
have forgotten what the paper was about. A most able man, and a fine,
logical mind; it is just beautiful to hear him point out the close
fitness between the charges in the major proposeetion in the Semple
case, and the averments and extracts in the minor. Ye would be greatly
delighted and instructed by him, Doctor. And there's another thing."
Here the Laird looked slyly at Mary Avon.
"There's a young leddy here who has a secret of mine; and I'm thinking
she has not said much about it. But I will make a public confession
now: it has been on my mind for some time back that I might buy a screw
yacht."
The Laird looked triumphantly around; he had forgotten that it was a
very open secret.
"And wouldn't it be a strange thing if this very party, just as we are
sitting now, were to be up at this very spot next year, on board that
yacht?--wouldn't that be a strange thing?"
"It would be a jolly pleasant thing," said the Youth.
"You are very kind to include me in the invitation," said Angus
Sutherland; "but I doubt whether I shall ever be in Scotland again. My
father is a very old man now; that is the only thing that would call me
north. But I think I could q-et on better with my own work by going
abroad for some years to Naples, probably. I have to go to Italy before
long, any way."
He spoke in a matter-of-fact way; we did not doubt that he might pursue
his researches better in Naples.
It was in the dusk of the evening that we slowly sailed into West Loch
Tarbert--past a series of rocks and islands on which, as we were given
to understand, seals were more abundant than limpets. But whereas the
last haunt of the seals we had visited had introduced us to a solitary
and desolate loch, with sterile shores and lonely ruins, this loch, so
far as we could see, was a cheerful and in- habited place, with one or
two houses shining palely white amid the dark woods. And when v/e had
come to anchor, and sent ashore, although there were no provisions to be
got, the men returned with all the necessary information for Angus
Sutherland. By getting up very early next morning, and walking a
certain distance, he would catch a certain coach, which would take him
on to Tarbert on Loch Fyne in time to catch the steamer. And so that
nicrht, before we turned in to our respective cabins, the Doctor bade us
all formally good-bye; and Mary Avon among the rest. No one could have
noticed the least difference in his manner.
But in the middle of the night, in the ladies' cabin, a sound of stifled
sobbing. And the other woman goes over to the berth of her companion,
and bends her head down, and whispers--
"Mary, why are you crying? Tell me!"
She cannot speak for a time; her whole frame is shaken with the
bitter-sobs. And then she says, in a low, trembling, broken voice--
"He has not forgiven me. I saw it in his face."
*CHAPTER IV.*
*TO ABSENT FRIENDS!*
Next morning, however, every one perceived an extraordinary change in
the appearance and manner of the girl. Mary Avon had come back to us
again, with all the light and life of her face, and the contented
gentleness of the soft black eyes. What had wrought the transformation?
Certain confidential assurances in the silence of the night that Angus
Sutherland, so far from not forgiving her, had insisted that she was not
to blame at all. Or the natural reaction after a long strain of
anxiety? Or merely the welcome fresh breeze of the morning, with the
cheerful, wooded shores, and the white houses shining in the sunlight?
Any how there was quite a new expression in her face; and we heard the
low, sweet laugh again. It is true that, once or twice, as she walked
up and down the deck with the Laird, her eyes grew pensive as she looked
away along the hills on the southern shores of the loch. That was the
direction in which Angus had left in the morning. And these hills were
somewhat overcast; it seemed to be raining inland.
Moreover, there was something else to make our breakfast party a glad
one. The two men who had rowed our young Doctor across the loch at
break of day had had the curiosity to pierce inland as far as the
village of Clachan; and the scouts had brought back the most glowing
accounts of the Promised Land which they had discovered. They had
penetrated a fertile and deeply-wooded valley; and they had at length
come upon a centre of the highest civilisation. There was a
post-office. There was a telegraph-office. There was a church, the
clock of which struck the hours.
"Just fancy that!" exclaimed our hostess. "A clock that strikes the
hours!--and a telegraph-office! We might send a telegram to ask whether
the country has been invaded anywhere, or whether the Prime Minister has
committed suicide."
"I would like to hear about the steam fire-engine," said the Laird
almost to himself.
"However, breeze or no breeze, seals or no seals," she says, with
decision, "we must stay over a day here, to have the yacht thoroughly
provisioned. We cannot go on skating on the edge of tinned meats. We
must have a plentiful supply of fresh vegetables, and fresh milk, and
eggs and butter; and then two or three joints are always so
serviceable--cold, I mean, for luncheon; and if Fred cannot get any
game, at least he must get us some fowls. What do you say, Mary? Shall
we walk over to this place, and clear the way for Fred?"
"Oh, no!" says the other, lightly; "you and I are going with the seal
shooters. They never get near anything; so we cannot be in the way. I
assure you, sir, we shall be as quiet as mice," she adds, addressing the
Laird.
"Ye will come with us, and ye will speak just as much as ye please,"
said the Laird, dogmatically. "What signifies a seal? The crayture is
good for nothing! And the idea of you two going away by yourselves into
the country! No--no; come away and get ready, Howard. If ye cannot
shoot a seal with the two leddies in the boat, ye will never do it
without. And the sea breezes, Miss Mary," he added, with an approving
air, "are better for ye than the land breezes. Oh, aye; ye are looking
just fine this morning."
A short time thereafter he was on deck, looking around him at the
pleasant trees and the blue waters, when Miss Avon joined him, fully
equipped for the expedition; and just at this moment they began to hear
a sound of music in the stillness of the morning air. And then they
perceived a rude old rowing-boat, pulled by a small boy of twelve or so,
coming nearer and nearer; while another small boy of about the same age
was peacefully reclining in the stern, his head thrown back so that it
met the full glare of the morning sun, while he played vigorously but
rather inaccurately "The Campbells are coming" on a tin whistle.
"Look at that!" said the Laird with delight; "is not that perfect
happiness? Look at his pride and laziness--having another boy to pull
him about, while he shows off on the penny whistle. Dear me, I wish I
was that young rascal!"
"He seems happy enough," she said, with a sigh.
"That is because he does not know it," remarked the Laird, profoundly.
"If you proved to him that he was happy, it would immediately vanish."
"You cannot be consciously happy; but you may be consciously
unhappy--that is rather hard," said she, absently.
However, these two philosophers were withdrawn from this occult point by
a summons from the Youth, who had already got the rifles and cartridges
into the bow of the gig. And, indeed, as we rowed away from the yacht,
in the direction of the rocks at the mouth of the loch, Miss Avon seemed
determined to prove that, consciously or unconsciously, she was happy
enough. She would not even allow that Angus Sutherland could have felt
any pang of regret at leaving the _White Dove_ and his friends.
"Poor chap!" said the Laird, with some compassion, as he turned his head
and looked away towards those gloomy hills; "it must have been a
lonesome journey for him this morning. And he so fond of sailing too;
I'm thinking when he saw what a nice breeze there was, he was rather
sorry to go away. I should not wonder if it was wi' a heavy heart that
he went on board the steamer."
"Oh, no, sir! why should you think that?" said Mary Avon, quickly and
anxiously. "If Dr. Sutherland had nothing to consider but yachting, he
might have been sorry to go away. But think what lies before him; think
what calls him! Look at the position he has won for himself already,
and what is expected of him! and you would have him throw away his
splendid opportunities in yachting? There is not a University in Europe
where he is not known; there is not a man of science in Europe who does
not expect great things of him; and--and--how proud his father must be
of him!"
She spoke eagerly and almost breathlessly; there was a pink flush in her
cheek, but it was not from shamefacedness. She seemed desperately
anxious to convince the Laird that our Doctor ought to have left the
yacht, and must have left the yacht, and could not do anything else but
leave the yacht. Meanwhile, her friend and hostess regarded her
curiously.
"A man with such capacities as he has," continued the girl, warmly,
"with such a great future before him, owes it to himself that he should
not give way to mere sentiment. The world could not get on at all if
people--I mean if the great people, from whom we expect much--were
always to be consulting their feelings. Perhaps he was sorry to leave
the yacht. He does like sailing; and--and I think he liked to be among
friends. But what is that when he knows there is work in the world for
him to do? If he was sorry at leaving the yacht, you may depend on it
that that had passed away before he stepped on board the steamer. For
what was that trifling sentiment compared with the consciousness that he
had acted rightly?"
Something about the precision of these phrases--for the girl but rarely
gave way to such a fit of earnest talking--seemed to suggest to the
silent person who was watching her, that this was not the first time the
girl had thought of these things.
"Idle people," said this youthful controversialist, "can afford to
indulge in sentiment; but not those who have to do great things in the
world. And it is not as if--Dr. Sutherland"--she always faltered the
least bit just before pronouncing the name--"were only working for his
own fame or his own wealth. It is for the good of mankind that he is
working; and if he has to make this or that sacrifice, he knows that he
is doing right. What other reward does a man need to have?"
"I am thinking of the poor old man in Banffshire," said her friend to
her, thoughtfully. "If Angus goes away to Italy for some years, they may
not see each other again."
At this the girl turned strangely pale, and remained silent; but she was
unnoticed, for at this moment all attention was attracted towards the
seals.
There they were, no doubt, and in large numbers. We could see the
occasionally moving forms, scarcely distinguishable from the brown
sea-weed, on the long projecting points of the low rocks; while here and
there one of the animals could be made out, poising himself in a
semi-circle--head and tail in the air--like a letter O with the upper
four-fifths cut off. But the problem was, how to get anywhere within
shot. The rocks, or small islands, had no doubt certain eminences in
the middle; but they were low and shallow all round. Obviously it was
no use bearing straight down on them from our present position; so it
was resolved to give them a wide berth, to pull away from the islands
altogether, and then approach them from the south, if haply there might
in this wise be some possibility of shelter. It was observed that Queen
Titania, during these whispered and eager consultations, smiled gravely
and was silent. She had been in the Highlands before.
Seals are foolish animals. We were half a mile away from them; and we
were going still farther away. The rocking of the water made it
impossible for us to try a haphazard shot even if we had had a rifle
that would have carried anything like 800 yards with precision. There
was not the least reason for their being alarmed. But all the same, as
we silently and slowly paddled away from them--actually away from
them--the huge bodies one by one flopped and waddled and dropped into
the water with a splash. In about a minute or so there was not a seal
visible through our best binoculars. And Queen Titania calmly smiled.
But, as everybody knows, there are two sides to an island, as to
everything else. So we boldly bore down on the shores nearest us, and
resolved, on getting close, on a cautious and silent landing. After
many a trial we found a creek where the stern of the gig could be backed
into fairly deep water, along a ledge of rock, and then two of us got
out. The ladies produced their knitting materials.
With much painful stooping and crawling, we at length reached the middle
ridge, and there laid down our rifles to have a preliminary peep round.
That stealthy glance revealed the fact that, on the other side also, the
seals had been alarmed and had left the rocks; but still they were not
far away. We could see here and there a black and glistening head
moving among the lapping waters. Of course it would have been madness
to have risked our all on a random shot at sea. Hit or miss, the
chances were about equal we should not get the seal; so we quietly
retired again behind the ridge, and sate down. We could see the gig and
its occupants. It seemed to one of us at least that Queen Titania was
still amused.
A dead silence: while we idly regard the washed-up stores of sea-shells
around us, and patiently await the return of the seals to the rocks.
Then a sudden noise that makes one's heart jump: a couple of terns have
discovered us, and the irate birds go wheeling and shrieking overhead
with screams that would have aroused the Sleeping Beauty and all her
household. In their fright and wrath they come nearer and nearer; at
times they remain motionless overhead; but ever continues the shrill and
piercing shriek. The face of the Youth is awful to see. Again and
again he puts up his rifle; and there is no doubt that, if he were to
fire, he might accomplish that feat which is more frequently heard of in
novels than elsewhere--shooting a bird on the wing with a rifle. But
then he is loth to throw away his last chance. With a gesture of
despair, he lowers his weapon, and glances towards the gig. Queen
Titania has caught his eye, and he hers. She is laughing.
At length we venture to hazard everything. Furtively each rifle is
protruded over the ledge of rock; and furtively each head creeps up by
the stock, the hand on the trigger-guard. The caution is unnecessary.
There is not a sign of any living thing all around the shores. Even the
two sea-swallows, alarmed by our moving, have wheeled away into the
distance; we are left in undisturbed possession of the island. Then the
Youth clambers up to the top of the rocks and looks around. A skart,
perched on a far ledge, immediately takes flight--striking the water
with his heavy wings before he can get well on his way: thereafter a
dead silence.
"It was the tern that did that," says the Youth, moodily, as we return
to the gig. "The seals must have known well enough."
"They generally do contrive to know somehow," is the answer of one who
is not much disappointed, and who is still less surprised.
But this wicked woman all a-laughing, when we return to the gig!
"Come, children," says she, "we shall barely be back in time for lunch;
and we shall be all the longer that Angus is not here to sing his '_Ho,
ro, clansmen!_' But the quicker the sooner, as the Highlandman said.
Jump in!"
"It was all owing to those sea-swallows," remarks the Youth, gloomily.
"Never mind," says she, with great equanimity. "Mary and I knew you
would not shoot anything, or we should not have come. Let us hasten back
to see what Fred has shot for us, with his silver sixpences."
And so we tumble into the gig; and push away, and have a long swinging
pull back to the _White Dove_.
There is still some measure of justice meted out upon the earth. The
face of this fiend who has been laughing at us all the morning becomes a
trifle more anxious when she draws near the yacht. For there is Master
Fred idling up at the bow, instead of being below looking after the vast
stores he has got on board; and moreover as we draw near, and as he
comes along to the gangway, any one can perceive that our good Frederick
d'or is not in a facetious frame of mind.
"Well, Fred, have you got a good supply at last?" she cries, taking hold
of the rope, and putting her foot on the step.
Fred mumbles something in reply.
"What have you got?" she says, when she is on deck. "Any game?"
"No, mem."
"Oh, never mind; the fowls will do very well."
Fred is rather silent, until he explains that he could not get any
fowls.
"No fowls? What butcher's meat, then?" says she, somewhat indignantly.
"None? Nothing?" says she; and a low titter begins to prevail among the
assembled crowd. "Have you not got a joint of any sort?"
Fred is almost unwilling to confess--he is ashamed, angry, disconcerted.
At last he blurts out--
"I could get nothing at all, mem, but fower loaves."
At this there was a roar of laughter. What had become of all her fresh
milk, and butter, and eggs; her mutton, and fowls, and cutlets; her
grouse, and snipe, and hares? We did not care for our privation; we
only rejoiced in her discomfiture.
"That is just like a Scotch village," says she, savagely; "spending all
its money on a church bell, and not able to keep a decent shop open! Do
you mean to say you could not get a carrot, or a cabbage, or a
pennyworth of milk?"
"No, mem."
"John," she says, in a domineering way, "why _don't_ you get the sails
up? What is the use of staying in a place like this?"
John comes forward timidly, and stroking his great beard: he half
believes in these furious rages of hers.
"Oh, yes, mem, if ye please, mem, I will get the sail set--but--but the
tide will be turning soon, mem, and the wind, she will be against us as
soon as we get out of the loch; and it will be a long, long time before
we get to Crinan. I not well aquent with this place, mem: if we were up
in our own part of the Highlands, do you think the people would let the
_White Dove_ be so long without the fresh cabbage and the milk? No; I
not think that, mem."
"But we are not in our own part of the Highlands," says she,
querulously; "and do you think we are going to starve? However, I
suppose Fred can give us a biscuit. Let us go below."
Our lunch was, in truth, simple enough; but perhaps it was this indirect
appeal to Fred that determined that worthy to surprise us at dinner that
evening. First of all, after we had returned from another ineffectual
seal-hunt, we found he had decorated the dinner-table in an elaborate
manner. There was a clean cloth, shining with the starch in it. There
was a great dish of scarlet rowans in the middle of the table; and the
rowans had a border of white heather--fathered at Loch-na-Chill: the
rowans were for lovely colour, the heather was for luck. Then, not
content with that, he had put all our available silver on the table,
including the candlesticks and the snuffer-tray, though the sun had not
yet sunk behind the Jura hills. But the banquet defies description. The
vast basin of steaming kidney soup, the boiled lithe, the fried
mackerel, the round of tongue, the corned beef, the tomatoes, the
pickles, the sardines, the convolutions of pudding and apricot jam: what
Fishmonger or Drysalter or Gunmaker could have wanted more? Nor was
there any Apemantus at the feast; there was the smiling and benign
countenance of the Laird, who again and again made facetious remarks
about the kirk bell of Clachan. Then he said more formally--
"Ladies and gentlemen, I am going to ask ye to drink a toast."
"Oh, uncle!" said the Youth deprecatingly; "we are not at a
commissioners' meeting at Strathgovan."
"And I will thank ye to fill your glasses," said the Laird, taking no
heed of Young England and his modern want of manners. "I have to ask
ye, ladies and gentlemen, to drink the health of one who is an old and
valued friend of some of us, who is admired and respected by us all. It
would ill become us, now that he has been separated from us but by a
day, that we should forget him in his absence. We have come in close
contact with him; we have seen his fine qualities of temper and
character; and I am sure no one present will contradict me when I say
that, great as are his abeelities, they are not more remarkable than his
modesty, and his good humour, and his simple, plain, frank ways. With a
man of less solid judgment, I might be afraid of certain dangerous
tendencies of these times; but our friend has a Scotch head on his
shoulders; he may be dazzled by their newfangled speculations, but not
convinced--not convinced. It is a rare thing--I will say it, though I
am but a recent acquaintance, and do not know him as well as some now at
this hospitable board--to find such powers of intellect united with such
a quiet and unassuming manliness. Ladies and gentlemen, I give ye the
health of Dr. Angus Sutherland. We regret that he has gone from us; but
we know that duty calls, and we honour the man who stands to his guns.
It may be that we may see him in these waters once more; it may be that
we may not; but whatever may be in store for him or for us, we know he
will be worthy of the hopes we build on him, and we drink his health now
in his absence, and wish him God-speed!"
"Hear! hear!" cried the Youth, who was greatly amused by this burst of
old-fashioned eloquence. But Mary Avon sate white and trembling, and
quite forgot to put the glass to her lips. It was her hostess who spoke
next, with a laugh.
"I think, sir," said she, "I might give you a hint. If you were to go
up on deck and ask the men whether they would like to drink Angus's
health, I don't think they would refuse."
"It is a most capital suggestion," said the Laird, rising to take down
his wideawake.
*CHAPTER V.*
*SUSPICIONS.*
It was handsomely done on the part of the Laird to pay that tribute to
his vanquished and departed enemy. But next morning, as we were getting
under weigh, he got a chance of speaking to his hostess alone; and he
could not quite forego a little bit of boasting over his superior
astuteness and prescience.
"What did I say, ma'am," he asked, with a confident chuckle, "when ye
made a communication to me on the subject of our friend who has just
left us? Did I not offer to make ye a wager, though I am but little of
a gambler? A gold ring, a sixpence, and a silver thimble: did I not
offer to wager ye these three articles that your guesses were not quite
correct? And what has become of Dr. Sutherland now?"
His hostess is not in this gay humour. She answers with a touch of
reserve--
"If I made any mistake, it was about Mary. And I had no right to suspect
anything, for she never took me into her confidence; and I do not
approve of elderly people prying into the affairs of young people."
"Pry?" says the Laird, loftily and graciously. "No, no; no prying. But
judgment?--is there any harm in one keeping one's eyes open? And did
not I tell ye, ma'am, to be of good heart--that everything would go
properly and smoothly?"
"And has it?" she says, sharply, and looking up with a glance of
indignation.
The Laird, however, is so wrapped up in his own thoughts that he does
not notice this protest.
"She is a fine lass, that," he says, with decision. "Did ye ever hear a
young girl speak such clear common sense as she spoke yesterday, about
that very Doctor? There is no affected sentiment--there is nothing of
your Clarinda and Philander noavel-writing--about that lass: did ye ever
hear such good, sound, clear common sense?"
"I heard her," says his hostess, shortly.
By this time we had weighed anchor, and the _White Dove_ was slowly
sailing down the loch, before a light northerly breeze. Then Mary Avon
came on deck, followed by the attentive Youth. And while everybody on
board was eagerly noticing things ahead--the seals on the rocks at the
mouth of the loch, the windy grey sea beyond, and the blue mountains of
Jura--Mary Avon alone looked backward, to the low lines of hills we were
leaving. She sate silent and apart.
The Laird stepped over to her.
"We have just been talking about the Doctor," says he, cheerfully. "And
we were saying there was plenty of good common sense in what ye said
yesterday about his duties and his prospects. Oh, ay! But then ye ken,
Miss Mary, even the busiest and the wisest of men must have their
holiday at times; and I have just been thinking that, if we can get Dr.
Sutherland to come with us next year, we will, maybe, surprise him by
what ye can do wi' a steam yacht. Why, during the time we have been
lying here, we might have run across to Ireland and back in a steam
yacht! It is true there would be less enjoyment for him in the sailing;
but still there are compensations."
His hostess has overheard all this. She says, in her gentle way, but
with a cold and cruel clearness--
"You know, sir, that is quite impossible. Angus will not be in Scotland
for many a day to come."
The girl's face is hidden; apparently she is still gazing back on those
slowly receding hills.
"Toots! toots!" says the Laird, briskly. "The lad is not a fool. He
will make an occasion if he considers it desirable: there is no
compulsion that he must remain in Eetaly. I think I would even lay a
wager that we will have just the same party, and the Doctor included, on
that steam yacht next year, and in this very place: is it a wager,
ma'am?"
"I am afraid you must leave us out," she remarks, "at all events. And
as for Angus Sutherland, I shall be surprised if ever he sees West Loch
Tarbert again."
Why had not Mary Avon spoken? The Laird went a step nearer her, and put
his hand gently on her shoulder.
"Well, Miss Mary," said he; "what are we to do to show these people
their lolly and wickedness--eh? I think I will leave it to you."
"Oh, no, sir!" This, or something like this, she was understood to say,
in a low voice; but at the same moment she rose quickly, crossed the
deck, put a trembling hand on the companion way, and went below. Just as
she disappeared, she could not quite conceal her face; and there was a
look on it that startled the Laird. Had the girl been stealthily crying
all the time she had been looking back at those distant hills?
The Laird was greatly disturbed. He said nothing, for he would not have
it understood that anything had happened; but any one could see by his
preoccupied manner that he was seriously troubled. He had directed a
quick, sharp glance of surprise and inquiry at his hostess; but just
then she was stepping aside to get out of the way of Captain John. The
Laird sate down by himself, and remained in a profound silence. He
seemed to pay no attention to what was going on.
But there was brisk work enough all over the yacht. For now we had got
clear of the long promontory and its islands; and out here in the open
there was a pretty heavy sea running, while the wind began to freshen up
a bit. There was a squally look about the sea and sky; it was
considered prudent to lower the topsail. Now and again there was a
heavy shock at the bows, and then a dipping of heads to dodge the flying
shreds of spray. In the midst of all this Miss Avon appeared again.
"I thought we should catch it," said she, in the blithest of tones; and
she addressed herself particularly to the Laird. "And it is better to
be prepared. But, oh dear me! what a nuisance a waterproof is!"
And indeed the wind was blowing that hooded and caped garment all about
her head, so that her dark hair was becoming considerably dishevelled.
The Youth came to her assistance; put a cushion and a shawl for her just
beside her hostess, under the lee of the weather bulwarks; then she
snugly ensconced herself there, and seemed to be very merry and happy
indeed.
"Don't you often wish you were a fish, when the weather is wet?" she
says, gaily, to her friend; "so that you might be perfectly
indifferent?" And here she cries "Oh!" again, because a drop or two of
spray has come flying past the keel of the gig and just caught her on
the crown of her waterproof.
Nothing can exceed her talk, her laughter, her cheerfulness. She
nestles close to her friend; she is like a spoiled child; she makes fun
of the Youth's attempts to steer. And the Laird is regarding her with a
grave wonder--perhaps with some dark suspicion--when she lightly
addresses herself to him again:
"But what about that strong man, sir? You were going to tell us the
story yesterday, when you were interrupted."
It was a cunning device. How could a professed story-teller refuse to
rise to the bait? The watchfulness disappeared from the face of the
Laird: in its place a sort of anticipatory laughter began to shine.
"But it was Tom Galbraith heard of that man," said he, in a deprecating
way. "Did I not tell ye? Oh, ay! it was Tom Galbraith heard of him
when he was in Rossshire; and it was he told me of the wonderful things
that man could do, according to the natives. Did not I tell ye of his
rolling an enormous stone up a hill, and of the stone being split into
nine pieces; yet not any one man could roll up one of the nine pieces?
But I was going to tell ye of his being in Prince's Street, Edinburgh;
and a coach and four was coming whirling along; the horses had run away,
and no one could stop them. M'Kinlay was walking along the street, when
the people called to him to look out, for the four horses were running
mad; but the Rossshire Samson was not afraid. No, no----"
Here a wisp of spray somewhat disconcerted the Laird; but only for a
moment. He wiped the salt water from the side of his neck, and
continued, with suppressed laughter bubbling up in his eyes.
"The man that told Tom Galbraith," said he, "was a solemn believer, and
spoke with reverence. 'M'Kinlay,' says he, 'he will turn to the street,
and he will grab at the four horses and the coach, and he will took them
up in his two hands--_shist like a mice_.'"
"_Shist like a mice._" The Laird preserved a stern silence. The humour
of this story was so desperately occult that he would leave the coarse
applause to us. Only there was an odd light in his eyes; and we knew
that it was all he could do to prevent his bursting out into a roar of
laughter. But Mary Avon laughed--until John of Skye, who had not heard
a word, grinned out of pure sympathy.
"He must have been the man," said Miss Avon, diffidently--for she did
not like to encroach on the Laird's province--"whom Captain John told me
about, who could drink whisky so strong that a drop of it would burn a
white mark on a tarred rope."
But the Laird was not jealous.
"Very good--very good!" he cried, with extreme delight. "Excellent--a
real good one! 'Deed I'll tell that to Tom Galbraith!"
And the high spirits and the facetiousness of these two children
continued through lunch. That was rather a wild meal, considering that
we were still sawing across the boisterous Sound of Jura, in the teeth
of a fresh northerly breeze. However, nothing could exceed the devotion
of the Youth, who got scarcely any luncheon at all in his efforts to
control the antics of pickle jars and to bolster up bottles. Then when
everything was secure, there would be an ominous call overhead, "_Stand
by forrard, boys!_" followed by a period of frantic revolution and
panic.
"Yes," continued the Laird, when we got on deck again; "a sense of
humour is a great power in human affairs. A man in public life without
it is like a ship without a helm: he is sure to go and do something
redeeclous that a smaller man would have avoided altogether. Ay, my
father's sense of humour was often said by people to be quite
extraordinar'--quite extraordinar'. I make no pretensions that way
myself."
Here the Laird waved his hand, as if to deprecate any courteous protest.
"No, no; I have no pretensions that way; but sometimes a bit joke comes
in verra well when ye are dealing with solemn and pretentious asses.
There is one man in Strathgovan----"
But here the Laird's contempt of this dull person could not find vent in
words. He put up both hands, palm outwards, and shook them, and
shrugged his shoulders.
"A most desperately stupid ass, and as loquacious as a parrot. I mind
fine when I was giving my earnest attention to the subject of our police
system. I may tell ye, ma'am, that our burgh stretches over about a
mile each way, and that it has a population of over 8,000 souls, with a
vast quantity of valuable property. And up till that time we had but
two policemen on duty at the same time during the night. It was my
opeenion that that number was quite inahdequate; and I stated my
opeenion at a meeting of the commissioners convened for that purpose.
Well, would ye believe it, this meddlesome body, Johnny Guthrie, got up
on his legs and preached and preached away; and all that he had to tell
us was that we could not add to the number of police without the consent
of the Commissioners of Supply and the Home Secretary. Bless me! what
bairn is there but knows that? I'll be bound Miss Mary there, though
she comes from England, would know as much about public affairs as
that?"
"I--I am afraid not, sir," said she.
"No matter--no matter. Live and learn. When ye come to Strathgovan,
we'll begin and teach ye. However, as I was saying, this bletherin'
poor crayture went on and on, and it was all about the one point, until
I got up and, 'Mr. Provost,' says I, 'there are some human beings it
would be idle to answer. Their loquacity is a sort of function; they
perspire through their tongue--like a doag.' Ye should have seen Johnny
Guthrie's face after that!"
And here the Laird laughed and laughed again at Johnny Guthrie's
discomfiture.
"But he is a poor bletherin' crayture," he continued, with a kind of
compassion. "Providence made him what he is: but sometimes I think
Johnny tries to make himself even more rideeklous than Providence could
fairly and honestly have intended. He attacked me most bitterly because
I got a committee appointed to represent to the Postmaster that we
should have a later delivery at night. He attacked me most bitterly;
and yet I think it was one of the greatest reforms ever introduced into
our Burgh."
"Oh, indeed, sir?" says his hostess, with earnest attention.
"Yes, indeed. The Postmaster is a most civil, worthy, and respectable
man, though it was a sore blow to him when his daughter took to going to
the Episcopal Church in Glasgow. However, with his assistance we now get
the letters that used to be delivered in the forenoon delivered late the
night before; and we have a mail made up at 10 P.M., which is a great
convenience. And that man Johnny Guthrie gabbling away as if the French
Revolution were coming back on us! I am a Conservative myself, as ye
know, ma'am; but I say that we must march with the times. No standing
still in these days. However, ye will get Johnny Guthries everywhere;
poor bletherin' craytures who have no capacity for taking a large view
of public affairs--bats and blindworms as it were: I suppose there is a
use for them, as it has pleased Providence to create them; but it would
puzzle an ordinary person to find it out."
With much of the like wise discourse did the Laird beguile our northward
voyage; and apparently he had forgotten that little incident about Mary
Avon in the morning. The girl was as much interested as any one;
laughed at the "good ones;" was ready to pour her contempt on the Johnny
Guthries who opposed the projects of the Laird's statesmanship. And in
this manner we fought our way against the stiff northerly breeze, until
evening found us off the mouth of Loch Crinan. Here we proposed to run
in for the night, so that we should have daylight and a favourable tide
to enable us to pass through the Dorus Mor.
It was a beautiful, quiet evening in this sheltered bay; and after
dinner we were all on deck, reading, smoking, and what not. The Laird
and Mary Avon were playing chess together. The glow of the sunset was
still in the western sky, and reflected on the smooth water around us;
though Jura and Scarba were of a dark, soft, luminous rose-purple.
Chess is a silent game; the Laird was not surprised that his companion
did not speak to him. And so absorbed was he with his knights and
bishops that he did not notice that, in the absolute silence of this
still evening, one of the men forward was idly whistling to himself the
sad air of Lochaber.
_Lochaber no more! And Lochaber no more!_
_We'll maybe return to Lochaber no more!_
It was the old and familiar refrain: Hector of Moidart was probably not
thinking of Lochaber at all.
But suddenly the Laird, staring down at the board, perceived some little
tiny thing drop on the farther edge from him; and he quickly looked up.
The girl was crying. Instantly he put out his great hand and took hers,
and said, in a low voice, full of gentleness and a tender sympathy--
"Dear me, lassie, what is the matter?"
But Mary Avon hastily pulled out her handkerchief, and passed it across
her eyes, and said hurriedly--
"Oh, I beg your pardon! it is nothing: I--I was thinking of something
else. And is it your move or mine, sir?----"
The Laird looked at her; but her eyes were cast down. He did not pay so
much attention to the game after that.
*CHAPTER VI.*
*CERTAINTY.*
Next morning there is a lively commotion on board. The squally,
blustering-looking skies, the glimpses of the white horses out there on
the driven green sea, and the fresh northerly breeze that comes in gusts
and swirls about the rigging--all tell us that we shall have some hard
work before we pierce the Dorus Mor.
"You won't want for wind to-day, Captain John," says the Youth, who is
waiting to give the men a hand at the windlass.
"'Deed, no," says John of Skye, with a grim smile. "This is the kind of
day that Dr. Sutherland would like, and the _White Dove_ through the
Dorus Mor too!"
However, the Laird seems to take no interest in what is going forward.
All the morning he has been silent and preoccupied; occasionally
approaching his hostess, but never getting an opportunity of speaking
with her alone. At last, when he observes that every one is on deck,
and eagerly watching the _White Dove_ getting under weigh, he covertly
and quietly touches our Admiral on the arm.
"I would speak to ye below for a moment, ma'am," he says, in a whisper.
And so, unnoticed amid all this bustle, she follows him down into the
saloon, wondering not a little. And as soon as he has shut the door, he
plunges _in medias res_.
"I beg your pardon, ma'am; but I must speak to ye. It is about your
friend, Miss Mary: have ye not observed that she is sorely troubled
about something--though she puts a brave face on it and will not
acknowledge it? Have ye not seen it--have ye not guessed that she is
grievously troubled about some matter or other?"
"I have guessed it," said the other.
"Poor lass! poor lass!" said the Laird; and then he added, thoughtfully,
"It is no small matter that can affect so light-hearted a creature: that
is what I want to ask ye. Do ye know? Have ye guessed? Surely it is
something that some of us can help her wi'. Indeed, it just distresses
me beyond measure to see that trouble in her face; and when I see her
try to conceal it--and to make believe that everything is well with
her--I feel as if there was nothing I would not do for the poor lass."
"But I don't think either you or I can help. Young people must manage
their affairs for themselves," says his hostess, somewhat coldly.
"But what is it?--what is it? What is troubling her?"
Queen Titania regards him for a moment, apparently uncertain as to how
far she should go. At last she says--
"Well; I am not revealing any confidence of Mary's; for she has told me
nothing about it. But I may as well say at once that when we were in
West Loch Tarbert, Dr. Sutherland asked her to be his wife; and she
refused him. And now I suppose she is breaking her heart about it."
"Dear me! dear me!" says the Laird, with eyes opened wide.
"It is always the way with girls," says the other, with a cruel
cynicism. "Whether they say 'Yes' or 'No' they are sure to cry over it.
And naturally; for whether they say 'Yes' or 'No,' they are sure to have
made an irretrievable blunder."
The Laird is slowly recovering from his first shock of surprise.
"But if she did refuse him, surely that is what any one would have
expected? There is nothing singular in that."
"Pardon me; I think there is something very singular," she says, warmly.
"I don't see how any one could have been with these two up in the north,
and not perceived that there was an understanding between them. If any
girl ever encouraged a man, she did. Why, sir, when you proposed that
your nephew should come with us, and make love to Mary, I said 'Yes'
because I thought it would be merely a joke! I thought he would please
you by consenting, and not harm anybody else. But now it has turned out
quite different; and Angus Sutherland has gone away."
And at this there was a return of the proud and hurt look into her eyes:
Angus was her friend; she had not expected this idle boy would have
supplanted him.