CHAPTER XXIII

At last Jesus and His followers reached the sea. When it lay before

them in its immensity, and the white-winged ships flew over the blue

surface; when they saw in the far distance the line drawn between sky

and water, and the firmament rising behind so darkly mysterious, their

courage was renewed, and Simon proposed that they should sail across to

the cheerful Greeks and the strong Romans.

"Why not to the savage Gauls and the terrible Germans?" exclaimed

Bartholomew, with some ill-temper at such an adventurous spirit.

"Ever since I was a boy I longed to see Rome," said Simon.

Jesus replied: "Seek your strength in your native land. Here in the

land of the prophets grows the tree among the branches of which will

dwell the birds of heaven. Then the winds will come and carry the

seeds out into the whole world."

The disciples who had not hitherto travelled much, found a new world in

the harbours of Tyre and Sidon, a world of folk and wares from every

quarter of the earth, strange people and strange customs. They had

never before seen men work with such industry in the warehouses, on the

wharves, on the ships; yet others gave themselves up to continual

idleness, trotting half-naked along the beach, begging with loud

pertinacity in the harbour, or shamelessly basking in the sun. Look!

the lepers are limping about, complacently exhibiting their sores. One

of the disciples looked questioningly at the Master, wondering if He

would heal them? Then, perhaps, they would believe in Him.

"You know quite well," He said reprovingly, "they would fain be healed

and then believe, whereas I say they must believe in order to be

healed."

There were also to be seen in those towns nobles and kings from all

lands surrounded by dazzling brilliance and gay trains; as others here

haggled for spices, silks and furs, so they haggled for dignity and

honour. And there were wise and learned men from among all peoples;

they made speeches, and talked in the public places in praise of their

native prophets and gods. The Hindoo praised his Brahma, the Magian

shouted about sacred fire, the Semite spoke zealously for his Jehovah,

the Egyptian sang the praises of his Osiris, the Greek extolled his

Zeus, the Roman called on his Jupiter, and the German spoke in hoarse

tones of his Wotan. Magicians and astrologers were among them, and

they boasted of their art and knowledge. Naked saints stood on blocks

of stone, flies and wasps buzzing round them, and still as statues they

endured torments for the glory of their gods. The disciples of Jesus

saw and heard all this in astonishment, and were terrified to find

there were so many gods. When they were alone together with the Master

in a cedar-grove near Sidon, one of them who had been deeply wrapt in

thought said: "An idea has just occurred to me. Whether it be Brahma

the reposeful, or Osiris the shining, or Jehovah the wrathful, or Zeus

the loving, or Jupiter the struggling, or Wotan the conqueror, or our

God the Father--it occurs to me that it all comes to the same in the

end."

They were alarmed at this bold speech, and looked at the Master

expecting an angry reproof. Jesus was silent for a while, then said

calmly: "Do good to those who hate you."

They scarcely understood that with these words He marked the incredible

difference between His teaching and all other doctrines.

They were still speaking when a young man with a beardless face and

insolent expression came riding by on a tall steed. When he saw the

group of Nazarenes he reined in his horse; it would scarcely stop,

stamped with its legs on the ground, and threw its head snorting into

the air.

"Isn't this the man with the Kingdom of Heaven?" asked the rider

contemptuously.

James came forward quickly. "Sir, stop your mocking. How do you know

that you will never need it?"

"I?" said the arrogant cavalier. "I need a Kingdom of Heaven that is

not to be seen, heard, or understood!"

"But felt, sir!"

"Then that is He," exclaimed the horseman, pointing to Jesus. "No,

Nazarenes, I do not believe in your Heavenly Kingdom."

To which Jesus replied; "Perhaps you will believe in My empty tomb."

"We will see," said the cavalier, putting spurs to his horse so that it

reared, and galloped off. Soon all that the disciples saw was a cloud

of dust. Matthew looked searchingly at his comrades. "Did you

recognise him? Wasn't it Saul, the dread weaver? They were saying in

the town yesterday that he was coming with a legion of soldiers to

arrest the Nazarenes."

Then they urged in terror; "Master, let us flee."

He was not accustomed to flee before zealous Pharisees, but there was

another reason for removing his innocent disciples from the atmosphere

of these big cities. Simon was always suggesting that it would be no

bad thing to spend the coming Passover on the Tiber, for he felt less

afraid of the heathens in Rome than of the Jews in Jerusalem. He had

no idea of what was before them.

"Not in Rome," said Jesus, "but rather in Jerusalem will we eat the

Paschal lamb."

Soon after they wandered forth and left the noisy seaport behind them.

As the roads became more and more unsafe, they climbed the rocks and

took the way across the mountains.

The gods came down from high Olympus, the Law came down from Sinai,

Light came down from Lebanon. For it was at Lebanon that the great

revelation came, which my shrinking soul is now to witness.

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