CHAPTER XVII

In this way there gathered round the carpenter of Nazareth more

disciples and friends, who wished to accompany Him in His wanderings

through the land. For Jesus had decided. He desired only to wander

through the land and bring men tidings of the Heavenly Father and of

the Kingdom of God. He appointed some of His disciples to prepare for

Him a reception and lodging everywhere. Then there were the assemblies

of the people to regulate; and the disciples, so far as they themselves

understood the new teaching, must act as interpreters and expositors

for those who could not understand the Master's peculiar language.

Among those was John, the carpenter, who had once been an apprentice to

Jesus, a near relative of the Master. Other of His disciples were

called James, he was the boat-builder; then Simon, Andrew, and Thomas,

the fishermen; Levi Matthew, the publican; Thaddeus, the saddler; and

further--but my memory is weak--James, the little shepherd; Nathan, the

potter; and his brother Philip, the innkeeper from Jericho;

Bartholomew, the smith; and Judas, the money-changer from Carioth.

Like Simon and Matthew, they had all left their trades or offices to

follow with boundless devotion Him they called Lord and Master.

How shall I dare to describe the Master! His personality defies

description. It left none cold who came in contact with it. It was

attractive not only by humility and gentleness, but more by active

power, and by such sacred and fiery anger as had never before been seen

in any one. People were never tired of looking at the man with the

tall, handsome figure. His head was crowned with lightly curling,

reddish, bright-looking hair, which hung down soft and heavy at the

side and back, and floated over His shoulders. His brow was broad and

white, for no sunbeam could penetrate the shade formed by His hair. He

had a strong, straight nose, more like that of a Greek than of a Jew,

and His red lips were shaded with a thick beard. And His eyes were

wonderful, large, dark eyes, with a marvellous fire in them.

Ordinarily it was a fire that burnt warm and soft, but at times it

shone with a great glow of happiness, or sparkled with anger, like a

midsummer storm by night in the mountains of Lebanon. On that account

many called Him "fiery eye." He wore a long, straight gown, without

hat or staff. He generally wore sandals on His feet, but sometimes He

forgot to put them on, for in His spiritual communings He did not

perceive the roughness of the road. So He wandered through the stony

desert, as through the flowery meadows of the fertile valleys. When

His companions complained of the storm or heat, and tore their limbs on

the sharp stones and thorns, He remained calm and uncomplaining. He

did not, like the holy men of the East, seek for hardships, but He did

not fear them. He was an enemy of all external trappings, because they

distracted the attention from the inner life, and by their attractions

might induce a false appearance of reality. He gladly received

invitations to the houses of the joyful, and rejoiced with them; at

table He ate and drank with moderation. He added to the pleasures of

the table by narrating parables and legends, by means of which He

brought deep truths home to the people. Since He left the little house

at Nazareth, He possessed no worldly goods. What He needed in His

wanderings for Himself and His followers, He asked of those who had

possessions. His manner was often rough and spiced with bitter irony,

even where He proved Himself helpful and sympathetic. Towards His

disciples, whom He loved deeply--expecially young John--He always

showed Himself absorbed in His mission to make strong, courageous,

God-fearing men out of weak creatures. He was so definite about what

He liked and what He disliked, that even the blindest could see it. He

suffered no compromise between good and evil. He specially disliked

ambiguous speakers, hypocrites, and sneaks; He preferred to have to do

with avowed sinners.

One of His fundamental traits was to be yielding in disposition, but

unflinching in His teaching. He avoided all personal dislikes,

hatreds, all that might poison the heart. His soul was trust and

kindness. So high did He rank kindness, and so heavily did he condemn

selfishness, that one of His disciples said, to sin from kindness

brought a man nearer to God than to do good through selfishness. The

hostility and reverses He met with He turned into a source of

happiness. Happiness! Did not that word come into the world with

Jesus?

"He is always talking of being happy," someone once said to John.

"What do you understand by being happy?"

John replied; "When you feel quite contented inwardly, so that no

worldly desire or bitterness disturbs your peace, when all within you

is love and trust, as though you were at rest in the eternity of God

and nothing can trouble you any more, that is, as I take it, what He

means by being happy. But it cannot be put into words, only he who

feels it understands."

And Jesus possessed, too, the high sense of communion with God, which

he transmitted to all who followed Him. But I should like to add that

where Jesus was most divine, there He was most human. In thrusting

from Him all worldly desire, all worldly property, and worldly care, He

freed Himself from the burden which renders most men unhappy. In

communion with God He was at once a simple child, and a wise man of the

world. No anxiety existed about accidents, perils, loss and ruin.

Everything happened according to His will, because it was the will of

God, and He enjoyed life with simplicity and a pure heart. Is not that

the true human lot? And does not such a natural, glad life come very

near to the Divine?

Thus, then, He followed the Divine path across that historic ground

which will be known as the Holy Land to the end of time.

And now that great day, that great Sabbath morning came.

For a long time damp, grey mists had hung over the valleys of Galilee;

banks of fog had hovered over the mountains of Lebanon; showers of cold

rain fell. But after the gloom dawned a bright spring morning. From

the rocky heights a fertile land was visible. Green meadows watered by

shining streams adorned the valleys, and groups of pines, fig trees,

olive trees, and cedars, the slopes and the hill-tops. Vines and dewy

roses were in the hedges. A full-voiced choir of birds and fresh

breezes from the Lake filled the soft air. Westwards the blue waters

of the Mediterranean might be discerned, and in the east, through

distant clefts in the rocks, the shimmer of the Dead Sea. Southwards

lay the plain, and the yellowish mounds which marked the beginning of

the desert. And towards the west the snow peaks of Lebanon were

visible above the dark forest and the lighter green of the slopes. A

perfect sunny peacefulness lay over everything.

The flat rocks of the gentler slopes were crowded with people, many of

whom had never seen this district. And they still came from every

village and farm. Instead of going as usual to the synagogue, they

hastened to this mountain height. Instead of seeking soft repose, as

their desire of comfort bade them, they hurried thither over stocks and

stones. Instead of visiting friend or neighbour they all climbed the

heights together. For they knew that Jesus was there, and would speak.

And so they stood or sat on the flat stones--men and women, old and

young, rich and poor. Many only came out of curiosity, and passed the

time in witty sallies; others jested together; others, again, waited in

silent expectation. Those who already knew Him whispered excitedly,

and Simon said to James; "My heart has never beat so violently as

to-day."

And Jesus stood on the summit of the mountain. As if all men were

turned to stone at sight of Him, a silence and stillness now took the

place of the subdued murmur of the crowd. He stood in His long,

light-coloured gown, like a white pillar against the blue sky. His

left hand hung motionless by His side, the right was pressed against

His heart. He began to speak softly, but clearly. Not in the even

tone of a preacher, but quickly and eagerly, often hesitating a moment

while collecting His thoughts for a pregnant saying. It was not as if

He had thought out His speech beforehand, or learned it out of books.

What His own individual temperament had originated, what time had

matured in Him, He poured forth in the rush of the Holy Spirit.

"I am sent to make appeal to you. I come to all, but especially to the

poor. I come to the afflicted, to the distressed, to the sick, to the

imprisoned, to the cast down. I come with glad tidings from the

Heavenly Father."

After this introduction He, in His humility, looked out into the great

world of Nature, as if she would supply Him with words. But Nature was

silent; indeed, at that hour, all creatures were silent and listened.

Then Jesus lifted His eyes to the crowd, and began to speak as men had

never heard any one speak before.

"Brothers! Rejoice! Again I say, Rejoice! A good Father lives in

heaven. His presence is everywhere, His power is boundless, and we are

His children whom He loves. He makes His sun to shine over all; He

overlooks no one. He sees into the dark recesses of all hearts, and no

one can move a hair's breadth without His consent. He places freely

before men happiness and eternal life. Listen to what I say to you in

His name:

"All ye children of men who seek salvation, come to Me. I bless the

poor, for no earthly burden can keep them from the Kingdom of Heaven.

I bless the suffering, the afflicted, disappointed--abandoned by the

world they take refuge in life in God. I bless the kind-hearted and

the peace-loving. Their hearts are not troubled with hate and guilt;

they live as happy children of God. I bless those who love justice,

for they are God's companions, and shall find justice. I bless the

pure in heart. No bewildering desire obscures the face of God from

them. I bless the merciful. Sympathetic love gives strength, brings

compassion where it is needed. And blessed, thrice blessed, are you

who suffer persecution for the sake of righteousness. Yours is the

Kingdom of Heaven. Rejoice and be glad, all of you--no eye hath yet

seen, no ear hath yet heard the joys that are laid up for you in

heaven. Now hear My mission. Many say I wish to change the old laws.

That is not so. I come to fulfil the old laws, but according to the

spirit, not according to the letter. The learned men who preach in the

synagogues fulfil it according to the letter, and desire to guide the

people; but if you do as they, you will not be righteous, nor will you

find the Kingdom of God. The wise men say, you shall not kill. I say,

you shall not get angry, or be contemptuous. He who grows angry and

censorious shall himself be judged. Your pious gifts are of no avail

if you live at enmity with your neighbour. In the law of the sages it

is written, you shall not commit adultery. I say, you shall not even

think of breaking your marriage vows. Rather should you become blind

than let your eye desire your neighbour's wife. Better lose your sight

than your purity. Rather cut off your hand than reach it after your

neighbour's goods. Better lose your strength than your virtue. It is

said in the Law, you shall not swear falsely. I say, you shall not

swear at all, either by God, or by your soul, or by your child. Yes or

no, that is enough. Now say whether I change the laws. Rather do I

desire the strictest obedience to them. But there are laws which I do

change. Listen; An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth. I say you

shall not treat your adversary in a hostile fashion. What you can in

justice do for yourself, that do, but go no farther; it is a thousand

times better to suffer wrong than to do wrong. Overcome your enemy

with kindness. If any one smites you on the right cheek, keep your

temper and offer him the left. Maybe that will disarm his wrath. If

any one tears off your coat ask him kindly if he would not like the

undergarment too? Perhaps he will be ashamed of his greediness. If

any asks you for something that you can grant, do not refuse him, and

if you have two coats give one to him who has none. In the law of the

sages it is said: Love your neighbour; hate your enemy. That is false.

For it is easy enough to love them that love you, and hate them that

hate you. The godless can manage so much. I tell you, love your

neighbour, and also love your enemy. Listen, my brothers, and declare

it throughout the whole world what I now say to you: Love your enemies,

do good to them that hate you."

He stopped, and a stir went through the assembly. Words had been

spoken the like of which had not before been heard in the world. A

holy inspiration, as it were, entered the universe at that hour such as

had not been felt since the creation.

Jesus continued speaking: "Do good to those who hate you; that is how

God acts towards men, even when they mock at him. Try to imitate the

Father in heaven in all things. What good ye do, do it for the sake of

God, not for the sake of men. Therefore the second commandment is as

important as the first. Love God more than everything, and your

neighbour as yourself. But you shall not boast of your good works.

When you give alms, do it secretly, and speak not of it, so that the

left hand knows not what the right hand doeth. If you do not give up

the goods of this world, you will not attain to the Kingdom of Heaven.

If you fast, do not wear a sad face. Be cheerful; what matters it that

others should know that you fast? If you do not keep the Sabbath holy,

you cannot see the Father. But when you pray, do it secretly in your

chamber; you are nearest your Father in heaven in quiet humility. Use

not many words in your praying as idolaters do. Not he who constantly

praises the Lord finds Him, but he who does His will. Lift up your

heart in trust, and submit to the will of Him who is in heaven. Honour

His name, seek His kingdom. Ask pardon for your own fault, and be

careful to pardon him who offends against you. Ask that you may

receive what you require for your needs each day, so that you may find

strength against temptation, and freedom from impatience and evil

desire. If you pray thus, your prayer will be heard; for he who asks

in the right way shall receive, and for him who continually knocks

shall the gate be opened. Is there a father among you who would give

his child a stone when he asks for bread? And if a poor man grants his

child's request, how much more the mighty, good Father in heaven. But

be not too anxious for your daily needs: such anxiety spoils pure

pleasure. If you heap up material goods, then death comes. Gather not

the treasures which pass away; gather spiritual treasures to your inner

profit, treasures which your Heavenly Father stores up into life

eternal. Such a store will benefit the souls of those who come after

you. Man is so fashioned that his heart always inclines to his

possessions; if his possessions are with God, then will his heart be

with God. He who is for the body cannot be for the soul, because he

cannot serve two masters. Earn for the day what ye need for the day,

but take no care for the morrow. Be not anxious about what you shall

eat to-morrow, about how you shall be clothed in the years to come.

Trust in Him who feeds the birds, and makes the flowers bloom. Shall

not the Heavenly Father have greater love for the children of men than

for the sparrow or the lily? Do not burden your life with cares, but

be glad, glad, glad in God, your Father. Set your minds on the Kingdom

of Heaven; all else is second to that. . . . I observe, my brothers,

that these words come home to you; but first see if the teacher follows

His own precepts. Beware of preachers, wolves in sheep's clothing, who

live otherwise than they teach. Whoever speaks to you in My name, look

first at his works, as ye recognise the tree by its fruit. Judge men

according to their works, but do not condemn them! Before you condemn,

remember that you yourself may be condemned. As you judge others so

shall you yourself be judged. How often, my friend, do you see a Mote

in your brother's eye, while you do not see a whole beam in your own

eye. Get rid of your own faults before you censure the faults of your

brother. The path which leads to salvation is narrow, and while you

escape the abyss on the left hand you may fall into that on the right.

And that you may proceed in safety along the narrow way, take heed to

My words: _Everything that you wish to be done unto you, that do unto

others_. Now, My brothers and sisters, in the land of our fathers, let

those of you who must return to your work, return and ponder on the

message I have brought you. Every one who has heard it, and does not

live according to it, is like the man who builds his house on sand; but

he who lives in accordance with this teaching builds his house on the

rocks, and no storm can destroy it. The words that I deliver to you in

the name of the Heavenly Father will outlast all the wisdom of the

earth. He who hears and does not heed is lost to Me; he who follows My

teaching will attain eternal life."

Thus ended the speech which became one of the greatest events of the

world. Many were terrified by the concluding sentences, for they heard

the word but were too weak to follow it. Their cowardice did not

escape Jesus, and because He could not let any depart uncomforted, they

seemed to hear Him murmur: "The Kingdom of Heaven belongs to those who

untiringly reach out after it. Blessed are the weak whose will is

good."

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