After the infantrymen had eaten we were given the rest, about a pint of

bean soup each. Some sappers of our company were still among that

section of the infantry. They had not been able to find us and had

joined the infantry. We thought they were dead or had been taken

prisoners, but they had only been scattered and had lost their way. We

had hopes to recover still many a one of our missing comrades in a

similar manner, but we found only a few more afterwards. In the evening

of the same day we saw another fellow of our company sitting on the

limber of the artillery. When he saw us he joined us immediately and

told us what had happened to him. The section he belonged to had its

retreat across the Marne cut off; nearly all had been made prisoners

already and the French were about to disarm them when he fled and was

lucky enough to reach the other side of the Marne by swimming across the

river. He, too, could not or did not want to find our company, and

joined the artillery so as not to be forced to walk, so he explained.

Our opinion was that he would have done better by remaining a prisoner,

for in that case the murdering business would have ended as far as he

was concerned. We told him so, and he agreed with us. "However," he

observed, "is it sure that the French would have spared us? I know how

we ourselves acted; and if they had cut us down remorselessly we should

now be dead. Who could have known it?" I knew him too well not to be

aware that he for one had every reason to expect from the enemy what he

had often done in his moments of bloodthirst; when he was the "victor"

he knew neither humanity nor pity.

It was not yet quite dark when we reached a large village. We were to

find quarters there and rest as long as was possible. But we knew well

enough that we should be able to rest only for as long as the rear-guard

could keep the enemy back. Our quarters were in the public school, and

on account of the lack of food we were allowed to consume our iron

rations. Of course, we had long ago lost or eaten that can of meat and

the little bag of biscuits. We therefore lay down with rumbling

stomachs.

Already at 11 o'clock in the night alarm was sounded. In the greatest

hurry we had to get ready to march off, and started at once. The night

was pitch-dark, and it was still raining steadily. The officers kept on

urging us to hurry up, and the firing of rifles told us that the enemy

was again close at our heels. At day-break we passed the town of St.

Menehould which was completely intact. Here we turned to the east, still

stubbornly pursued by the French, and reached Clermont-en-Argonne at

noon. Again we got some hours of rest, but in the evening we had to move

on again all night long in a veritable forced march. We felt more tired

from hour to hour, but there was no stopping.

The rain had stopped when we left the road at ten o'clock in the morning

and we were ordered to occupy positions. We breathed again freely, for

that exhausting retreat lasting for days had reduced us to a condition

that was no longer bearable. So we began to dig ourselves in. We had not

half finished digging our trenches when a hail of artillery projectiles

was poured on us. Fortunately we lost but few men, but it was impossible

to remain any longer, and we were immediately ordered to retreat. We

marched on over country roads, and it was dark when we began to dig in

again. We were in the neighborhood of Challerange quite near the village

of Cerney-en-Dormois. It was very dark and a thick mist surrounded us.

We soldiers had no knowledge of the whereabouts of the enemy. As

quickly as possible we tried to deepen our trench, avoiding every

unnecessary noise. Now and then we heard secret patrols of the enemy

approach, only to disappear again immediately.

It was there we got our first reinforcements. They came up in the dark

in long rows, all of them fresh troops and mostly men of the landwehr,

large numbers of whom were still in blue uniforms. By their uniforms and

equipment one could see that the men had been equipped and sent off in

great haste. They had not yet heard the whistle of a bullet, and were

anxiously inquiring whether the place was dangerous. They brought up

numerous machine-guns and in a jiffy we had prepared everything for the

defense.

We could not get to know where the French were supposed to be. The

officers only told us to keep in our places. Our trench was thickly

crowded with men, and provided with numerous machine-guns. We instructed

the new arrivals in the way they would have to behave if an attack

should be made, and told them to keep quite still and cool during the

attack and aim accurately.

They were mostly married men that had been dragged from their

occupations and had been landed right in our midst without understanding

clearly what was happening to them. They had no idea where, in what part

of the country they were, and they overwhelmed us with all sorts of

questions. They were not acquainted with the handling of the new

98-rifle. They were provided with a remodeled rifle of the 88 pattern

for which our ammunition could be used. Though no shots were fired the

"new ones" anxiously avoided putting their heads above the edge of the

trench. They provided us liberally with eatables and cigars.

It was getting light, and as yet we had not seen much of the enemy.

Slowly the mist began to disappear, and now we observed the French

occupying positions some hundred yards in front of us. They had made

themselves new positions during the night exactly as we had done.

Immediately firing became lively on both sides. Our opponent left his

trench and attempted an attack, but our great mass of machine-guns

literally mowed down his ranks. An infernal firing had set in, and the

attack was beaten off after only a few steps had been made by the

opposing troops. The French renewed their attack again and again, and

when at noon we had beaten back eight assaults of that kind hundreds

upon hundreds of dead Frenchmen were covering the ground between our

trenches and theirs. The enemy had come to the conclusion that it was

impossible to break down our iron wall and stopped his attacks.

At that time we had no idea that this was to be the beginning of a

murderous exhausting war of position, the beginning of a slow,

systematic, and useless slaughter. For months and months we were to

fight on in the same trench, without gaining or losing ground, sent

forward again and again to murder like raving beasts and driven back

again. Perhaps it was well that we did not know at that time that

hundreds of thousands of men were to lose their lives in that senseless

slaughter.

The wounded men between the trenches had to perish miserably. Nobody

dared help them as the opposing side kept up their fire. They perished

slowly, quite slowly. Their cries died away after long hours, one after

the other. One man after the other had lain down to sleep, never to

awake again. Some we could hear for days; night and day they begged and

implored one to assist them, but nobody could help. Their cries became

softer and softer until at last they died away--all suffering had

ceased. There was no possibility of burying the dead. They remained

where they fell for weeks. The bodies began to decompose and spread

pestilential stenches, but nobody dared to come and bury the dead. If a

Frenchman showed himself to look for a friend or a brother among the

dead he was fired at from all directions. His life was dearer to him and

he never tried again. We had exactly the same experience. The French

tried the red cross flag. We laughed and shot it to pieces. The impulse

to shoot down the "enemy" suppressed every feeling of humanity, and the

"red cross" had lost its significance when raised by a Frenchman.

Suspicion was nourished artificially, so that we thought the "enemy" was

only abusing the flag; and that was why we wanted to shoot him and the

flag to bits.

But we ourselves took the French for barbarians because they paid us

back in kind and prevented us from removing our own wounded men to

safety. The dead remained where they were, and when ten weeks later we

were sent to another part of the front they were still there.

We had been fortunate in beating back all attacks and had inflicted

enormous losses upon the enemy without having ourselves lost many dead

or wounded men. Under those circumstances no further attack was to be

expected for the time being. So we employed all our strength to fortify

our position as strongly as possible. Half of the men remained in their

places, and the other half made the trenches wider and deeper. But both

sides maintained a continuous lively fire. The losses we suffered that

day were not especially large, but most of the men who were hit were

struck in the head, for the rest of the body was protected by the

trench.

When darkness began to descend the firing increased in violence. Though

we could not see anything we fired away blindly because we thought the

enemy would not attempt an attack in that case. We had no target and

fired always in the direction of the enemy's trench. Throughout the

night ammunition and materials were brought up, and new troops kept

arriving. Sand bags were brought in great quantities, filled and

utilized as cover, as a protection from the bullets. The sappers were

relieved towards morning. We had to assemble at a farm behind the firing

line. The farmhouse had been completely preserved, and all the animals

were still there; but that splendor was destined to disappear soon.

Gradually several hundreds of soldiers collected there, and then began a

wild chase after ducks, geese, pigeons, etc. The feathered tribe,

numbering more than 500 head, had been captured in a few hours, and

everywhere cooking operations were in full swing.

There were more than eighty cows and bullocks in a neighboring field.

All of them were shot by the soldiers and worked into food by the field

kitchens. In that place everything was taken. Stores of hay and grain

had been dragged away in a few hours. Even the straw sheds and

outbuildings were broken up, the wood being used as fuel. In a few hours

that splendid farm had become a wreck, and its proprietor had been

reduced to beggary. I had seen the owner that morning; but he had

suddenly disappeared with his wife and children, and nobody knew

whither. The farm was within reach of the artillery fire, and the farmer

sought safety somewhere else. Not a soul cared where he had gone.

Rifle bullets, aimed too high, were continually flying about us, but

nobody cared in the least though several soldiers had been hit. A man of

our company, named Mertens, was sitting on the ground cleaning his rifle

when he was shot through the neck; he died a few minutes after. We

buried him in the garden of the farm, placed his helmet on his grave,

and forgot all about him.

Near the farm a German howitzer battery was in position. The battery was

heavily shelled by the enemy. Just then a munition train consisting of

three wagons came up to carry ammunition to the battery. We had amongst

us a sergeant called Luwie, from Frankfort-on-the-Main. One of his

brothers, also a sergeant, was in the column that was passing by. That

had aroused our interest, and we watched the column to see whether it

should succeed in reaching the battery through the fire the enemy was

keeping up. Everything seemed to go along all right when suddenly the

sergeant, the brother of the sapper sergeant, was hit by a shell and

torn to pieces, together with his horse. All that his own brother was

watching. It was hard to tell what was passing through his mind. He was

seen to quiver. That was all; then he stood motionless. Presently he

went straight to the place of the catastrophe without heeding the shells

that were striking everywhere, fetched the body of his brother and laid

it down. Part of the left foot of the dead man was missing and nearly

the whole right leg; a piece of shell as big as a fist stuck in his

chest. He laid down his brother and hurried back to recover the missing

limbs. He brought back the leg, but could not find the foot that had

been torn off. When we had buried the mangled corpse the sergeant

borrowed a map of the general staff from an officer and marked the

exact spot of the grave so as to find it again after the war.

The farmhouse had meanwhile been turned into a bandaging station. Our

losses increased very greatly judging from the wounded men who arrived

in large numbers. The farmhouse offered a good target to the enemy's

artillery. Though it was hidden by a hillock some very high poplars

towered above that elevation. We felled those trees. Towards evening we

had to go back to the trench, for the French were renewing their

attacks, but without any effect. The fresh troops were all very excited,

and it was hard for them to get accustomed to the continued rolling

rifle fire. Many of them had scarcely taken up their place when they

were killed. Their blue uniforms offered a good target when they

approached our positions from behind.

At night it was fairly quiet, and we conversed with the new arrivals.

Some of them had had the chance of remaining in garrison service, but

had volunteered for the front. Though they had had only one day in the

firing line they declared quite frankly that they repented of their

decision. They had had quite a different idea of what war was like, and

believed it an adventure, had believed in the fine French wine, had

dreamt of some splendid castle where one was quartered for weeks; they

had thought that one would get as much to eat and drink as one wished.

It was war, and in war one simply took what one wanted.

Such nonsense and similar stuff they had heard of veterans of the war of

1870-71, and they had believed that they went forward to a life of

adventure and ease. Bitterly disappointed they were now sitting in the

rain in a dirty trench, with a vast army of corpses before them. And

every minute they were in danger of losing their life! That was a war

quite different from the one they had pictured to themselves. They knew

nothing of our retreat and were therefore not a little surprised when we

related to them the events of the last few days.

XVI

THE BEGINNING OF TRENCH WARFARE

On the next morning, at daybreak, we quitted the trench again in order

to rest for two days. We went across the fields and took up quarters at

Cerney-en-Dormois. We lodged in one of the abandoned houses in the

center of the village. Our field kitchen had not yet arrived, so we were

obliged to find our own food. Members of the feathered tribe were no

longer to be discovered, but if by any chance a chicken showed its head

it was immediately chased by a score of men. No meat being found we

resolved to be vegetarians for the time being, and roamed through the

gardens in search of potatoes and vegetables. On that expedition we

discovered an officer's horse tied to a fence. We knew by experience

that the saddle bags of officers' horses always concealed something that

could be eaten. We were hungry enough, and quickly resolved to lead the

horse away. We searched him thoroughly under "cover," and found in the

saddle bags quite a larder of fine foodstuffs, butter and lard among

them. Then we turned the horse loose and used the captured treasure to

prepare a meal, the like of which we had not tasted for a long time.

It tasted fine in spite of our guilty conscience. One man made the fire,

another peeled the potatoes, etc. Pots and a stove we found in one of

the kitchens of the houses in the neighborhood.

Towards evening long trains with provisions and endless rows of fresh

troops arrived. In long columns they marched to the front and relieved

the exhausted men. Soon the whole place was crowded with soldiers. After

a two days' rest we had to take up again the regular night duties of the

sapper. Every night we had to visit the position to construct wire

entanglements. The noise caused by the ramming in of the posts mostly

drew the attention of the French upon us, and thus we suffered losses

almost every night. But our rest during the daytime was soon to be put

an end to, for the enemy's artillery began to shell the place regularly.

Curiously enough, the shelling took place always at definite hours.

Thus, at the beginning, every noon from 12 to 2 o'clock from fifty to

eighty shells used to fall in the place. At times the missiles were

shrapnel from the field artillery. One got accustomed to it, though

soldiers of other arms were killed or wounded daily. Once we were lying

at noon in our lodgings when a shrapnel shell exploded in our room,

happily without doing any damage. The whole room was filled with dust

and smoke, but not one troubled to leave his place. That sort of

shooting was repeated almost daily with increasing violence. The

remaining inhabitants of the village, mostly old people, were all lodged

in a barn for fear of espionage. There they were guarded by soldiers. As

the village was being bombarded always at certain hours the officer in

command of the place believed that somebody in the village communicated

with the enemy with a hidden telephone. They even went so far as to

remove the hands of the church clock, because somebody had seen quite

distinctly "that the hands of the clock (which was not going) had moved

and were pointing to 6 and immediately afterwards to 5." Of course, the

spy that had signaled to the enemy by means of the church clock could be

discovered as little as the man with the concealed telephone. But in

order to be quite sure to catch the "real" culprit all the civilians

were interned in the barn. Those civilian prisoners were provided with

food and drink like the soldiers, but like the soldiers they were also

exposed to the daily bombardment, which gradually devastated the whole

village. Two women and a child had already been killed in consequence

and yet the people were not removed. Almost daily a house burned down at

some spot or other in the village, and the shells now began falling at 8

o'clock in the evening. The shells were of a large size. We knew exactly

that the first shell arrived punctually at 8 o'clock, and we left the

place every night. The whole village became empty, and exactly at 8

o'clock the first shell came buzzing heavily over to our side. At short

intervals, fourteen or sixteen at the most, but never more, followed it.

Those sixteen we nicknamed the "iron portion." Our opinion was that the

gun was sent forward by the French when it became dark, that it fired a

few shots, and was then taken to the rear again. When we returned from

our "walk," as we called that nightly excursion, we had to go to our

positions. There we had to perform all imaginable kinds of work. One

evening we had to fortify a small farm we had taken from the French the

day before. We were to construct machine-gun emplacements. The moon was

shining fairly brightly. In an adjoining garden there were some fruit

trees, an apple tree among them, with some apples still attached to it.

A Frenchman had hanged himself on that tree. Though the body must have

hung for some days--for it smelled considerably--some of our sappers

were eager to get the apples. The soldiers took the apples without

troubling in the least about the dead man.

Near that farm we used mine throwers for the first time. The instruments

we used there were of a very primitive kind. They consisted of a pipe

made of strong steel plate and resting on an iron stand. An unexploded

shell or shrapnel was filled with dynamite, provided with a fuse and

cap, and placed in the tube of the mine thrower. Behind it was placed a

driving charge of black powder of a size corresponding with the distance

of the target and the weight of the projectile. The driving charge, too,

was provided with a fuse that was of such a length that the explosion

was only produced after the man lighting the fuse had had time to return

to a place of safety. The fuse of the mine was lit at the same time as

the former, but was of a length commensurate with the time of flight of

the mine, so as to explode the latter when the mine struck the target,

or after a calculated period should the mark be missed. The driving

charge must be of such strength that it throws the projectile no farther

than is intended. The mine thrower is not fired horizontally but at a

steep angle. The tube from which the mine is fired is, for instance,

placed at an angle of 45 degrees, and receives a charge of fifteen

grammes of black powder when the distance is 400 yards.

It happens that the driving charge does not explode, and the projectile

remains in the tube. The fuse of the mine continues burning, and the

mine explodes in the tube and demolishes the stand and everything in its

neighborhood. When we used those mine throwers here for the first time

an accident of the kind described happened. Two volunteers and a sapper

who were in charge of the mine thrower in question thought the

explosion took too long a time. They believed it was a miss. When they

had approached to the distance of some five paces the mine exploded and

all three of them were wounded very severely. We had too little

experience in the management of mine throwers. They had been forgotten,

had long ago been thrown on the junk heap, giving way to more modern

technical appliances of war. Thus, when they suddenly cropped up again

during the war of position, we had to learn their management from the

beginning. The officers, who understood those implements still less than

we ourselves did, could not give us any hints, so it was no wonder that

accidents like the foregoing happened frequently.

Those mine throwers cannot be employed for long distances; at 600 yards

they reach the utmost limit of their effectiveness.

Besides handling the mine throwers we had to furnish secret patrols

every night. The chief purpose of those excursions was the destruction

of the enemy's defenses or to harry the enemy's sentries so as to

deprive them of sleep.

We carried hand grenades for attack and defense. When starting on such

an excursion we were always instructed to find out especially the number

of the army section that an opponent we might kill belonged to. The

French generally have their regimental number on the collars of their

coat or on their cap. So whenever we "spiflicated" one and succeeded in

getting near him we would cut that number out of his coat with a knife

or take away his coat or cap. In that way the German army command

identified the opposing army corps. They thus got to know exactly the

force our opponent was employing and whether his best troops were in

front of us. All of us greatly feared those night patrols, for the

hundreds of men killed months ago were still lying between the lines.

Those corpses were decomposed to a pulp. So when a man went on nocturnal

patrol duty and when he had to crawl in the utter darkness on hands and

knees over all those bodies he would now and then land in the decomposed

faces of the dead. If then a man happened to have a tiny wound in his

hands his life was greatly endangered by the septic virus. As a matter

of fact three sappers and two infantrymen of the landwehr regiment No.

17 died in consequence of poisoning by septic virus. Later on that kind

of patroling was given up or only resorted to in urgent cases, and only

such men were employed who were free of wounds. That led to nearly all

of us inflicting skin wounds to ourselves to escape patrol duty.

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