I loved her.

I shook my head. _You're out of your mind, Fieldston. You don't know a

thing about the girl except that she's either frigid or a les. Pretty,

sure. Ravishing. But cut out this jazz about loving her._

I scowled at the typewriter for half an hour more. My net progress for

the morning was nil. I had used up sixteen sheets of paper on eight

false starts totalling maybe one hundred words. I knew when I was

licked. I got up and put the typewriter away. Meehan was lying on the

grass in front, scribbling notes for his article, and he said, "You

giving up?"

"For the time being. I can't get started."

"Take the day off, then. Start tomorrow. Let your subconscious get the

book started for you overnight."

"Yeah," I said. I walked past him and headed toward the volleyball

court. A small group of colonists were choosing up a game. They were

waving to me.

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