I withdraw, stealthily.

Not downstairs. I go to linger awhile on the broad terrace where

jessamine grows in Gargantuan tubs; there I pace up and down, admiring

the cupolas and towers of Rome that gleam orange-tawny against the blue

background of distant hills. How much of its peculiar flavour a town

will draw--not from artistic monuments but from the mere character of

building materials! How many variations on one theme! This mellow Roman

travertine, for instance.... I call to mind those disconsolate places in

Cornwall with their chill slate and primary rock, the robust and

dignified bunter-sandstone of the Vosges, the satanic cheerfulness of

lava, those marble-towns that blind you with their glare, Eastern cities

of brightly tinted stucco or mere clay, the brick-towns, granite-towns,

wood-towns--how they differ in mood from one another!... Here I pace up

and down, rejoicing in the spacious sunlit prospect, and endeavouring to

disentangle from one another the multitudinous street-cries that climb

to this hanging garden in confused waves of sound. Harsh at close

quarters, they weave themselves into a mirthful symphony up here.

From that studio, too, comes a lively din--the laughter has begun again.

Mrs. Nichol is having a good time. It will be followed, I daresay, by a

period of acute depression. I shall probably be consulted with masonic

frankness about some little tragedy of the emotions which is no concern

of mine. She can be wondrously engaging at such times--like a child that

has got into trouble and takes you into its confidence.

One of these days I must write a character-sketch of Mrs. Nichol. She

foreshadows a type--represents it, very possibly--a type which will grow

commoner from day to day. She dreams of a Republic of women, vestals or

otherwise, wherefrom all men are to be excluded unless they possess

qualifications of a rather unusual nature. I think she would like to

draft a set of rules and regulations for that community. She could be

trusted, I fancy, to make them sufficiently stringent.

I think I understand, now, why a certain line in her copy of Baudelaire

was marked with that derisive exclamation-point on the margin: "Fuyez

l'infini que vous portez en vous."

"Fuyez?" it seemed to say. "Why 'fuyez'?"

Fulfil it!

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