I resume.

The domestic position at the commencement of our residence at

Blackwater Park has been drawn with amazing accuracy, with profound

mental insight, by the hand of Marian herself. (Pass me the

intoxicating familiarity of mentioning this sublime creature by her

Christian name.) Accurate knowledge of the contents of her journal—to

which I obtained access by clandestine means, unspeakably precious

to me in the remembrance—warns my eager pen from topics which this

essentially exhaustive woman has already made her own.

The interests—interests, breathless and immense!—with which I am here

concerned, begin with the deplorable calamity of Marian’s illness.

The situation at this period was emphatically a serious one. Large

sums of money, due at a certain time, were wanted by Percival (I say

nothing of the modicum equally necessary to myself), and the one source

to look to for supplying them was the fortune of his wife, of which

not one farthing was at his disposal until her death. Bad so far, and

worse still farther on. My lamented friend had private troubles of

his own, into which the delicacy of my disinterested attachment to

him forbade me from inquiring too curiously. I knew nothing but that

a woman, named Anne Catherick, was hidden in the neighbourhood, that

she was in communication with Lady Glyde, and that the disclosure of

a secret, which would be the certain ruin of Percival, might be the

result. He had told me himself that he was a lost man, unless his wife

was silenced, and unless Anne Catherick was found. If he was a lost

man, what would become of our pecuniary interests? Courageous as I am

by nature, I absolutely trembled at the idea!

The whole force of my intelligence was now directed to the finding of

Anne Catherick. Our money affairs, important as they were, admitted of

delay—but the necessity of discovering the woman admitted of none. I

only knew her by description, as presenting an extraordinary personal

resemblance to Lady Glyde. The statement of this curious fact—intended

merely to assist me in identifying the person of whom we were in

search—when coupled with the additional information that Anne Catherick

had escaped from a mad-house, started the first immense conception

in my mind, which subsequently led to such amazing results. That

conception involved nothing less than the complete transformation of

two separate identities. Lady Glyde and Anne Catherick were to change

names, places, and destinies, the one with the other—the prodigious

consequences contemplated by the change being the gain of thirty

thousand pounds, and the eternal preservation of Sir Percival’s secret.

My instincts (which seldom err) suggested to me, on reviewing the

circumstances, that our invisible Anne would, sooner or later, return

to the boat-house at the Blackwater lake. There I posted myself,

previously mentioning to Mrs. Michelson, the housekeeper, that I might

be found when wanted, immersed in study, in that solitary place. It is

my rule never to make unnecessary mysteries, and never to set people

suspecting me for want of a little seasonable candour on my part. Mrs.

Michelson believed in me from first to last. This ladylike person

(widow of a Protestant priest) overflowed with faith. Touched by such

superfluity of simple confidence in a woman of her mature years, I

opened the ample reservoirs of my nature and absorbed it all.

I was rewarded for posting myself sentinel at the lake by the

appearance—not of Anne Catherick herself, but of the person in charge

of her. This individual also overflowed with simple faith, which I

absorbed in myself, as in the case already mentioned. I leave her to

describe the circumstances (if she has not done so already) under which

she introduced me to the object of her maternal care. When I first

saw Anne Catherick she was asleep. I was electrified by the likeness

between this unhappy woman and Lady Glyde. The details of the grand

scheme which had suggested themselves in outline only, up to that

period, occurred to me, in all their masterly combination, at the sight

of the sleeping face. At the same time, my heart, always accessible to

tender influences, dissolved in tears at the spectacle of suffering

before me. I instantly set myself to impart relief. In other words, I

provided the necessary stimulant for strengthening Anne Catherick to

perform the journey to London.

The best years of my life have been passed in the ardent study of

medical and chemical science. Chemistry especially has always had

irresistible attractions for me from the enormous, the illimitable

power which the knowledge of it confers. Chemists—I assert it

emphatically—might sway, if they pleased, the destinies of humanity.

Let me explain this before I go further.

Mind, they say, rules the world. But what rules the mind? The body

(follow me closely here) lies at the mercy of the most omnipotent

of all potentates—the Chemist. Give me—Fosco—chemistry; and when

Shakespeare has conceived Hamlet, and sits down to execute the

conception—with a few grains of powder dropped into his daily food, I

will reduce his mind, by the action of his body, till his pen pours

out the most abject drivel that has ever degraded paper. Under similar

circumstances, revive me the illustrious Newton. I guarantee that

when he sees the apple fall he shall EAT IT, instead of discovering

the principle of gravitation. Nero’s dinner shall transform Nero

into the mildest of men before he has done digesting it, and the

morning draught of Alexander the Great shall make Alexander run for

his life at the first sight of the enemy the same afternoon. On my

sacred word of honour it is lucky for Society that modern chemists

are, by incomprehensible good fortune, the most harmless of mankind.

The mass are worthy fathers of families, who keep shops. The few are

philosophers besotted with admiration for the sound of their own

lecturing voices, visionaries who waste their lives on fantastic

impossibilities, or quacks whose ambition soars no higher than our

corns. Thus Society escapes, and the illimitable power of Chemistry

remains the slave of the most superficial and the most insignificant

ends.

Why this outburst? Why this withering eloquence?

Because my conduct has been misrepresented, because my motives have

been misunderstood. It has been assumed that I used my vast chemical

resources against Anne Catherick, and that I would have used them if

I could against the magnificent Marian herself. Odious insinuations

both! All my interests were concerned (as will be seen presently)

in the preservation of Anne Catherick’s life. All my anxieties were

concentrated on Marian’s rescue from the hands of the licensed

imbecile who attended her, and who found my advice confirmed from

first to last by the physician from London. On two occasions only—both

equally harmless to the individual on whom I practised—did I summon

to myself the assistance of chemical knowledge. On the first of the

two, after following Marian to the inn at Blackwater (studying, behind

a convenient waggon which hid me from her, the poetry of motion,

as embodied in her walk), I availed myself of the services of my

invaluable wife, to copy one and to intercept the other of two letters

which my adored enemy had entrusted to a discarded maid. In this case,

the letters being in the bosom of the girl’s dress, Madame Fosco

could only open them, read them, perform her instructions, seal them,

and put them back again by scientific assistance—which assistance I

rendered in a half-ounce bottle. The second occasion, when the same

means were employed, was the occasion (to which I shall soon refer) of

Lady Glyde’s arrival in London. Never at any other time was I indebted

to my Art as distinguished from myself. To all other emergencies

and complications my natural capacity for grappling, single-handed,

with circumstances, was invariably equal. I affirm the all-pervading

intelligence of that capacity. At the expense of the Chemist I

vindicate the Man.

Respect this outburst of generous indignation. It has inexpressibly

relieved me. En route! Let us proceed.

Having suggested to Mrs. Clement (or Clements, I am not sure which)

that the best method of keeping Anne out of Percival’s reach was

to remove her to London—having found that my proposal was eagerly

received, and having appointed a day to meet the travellers at the

station and to see them leave it, I was at liberty to return to the

house and to confront the difficulties which still remained to be met.

My first proceeding was to avail myself of the sublime devotion of my

wife. I had arranged with Mrs. Clements that she should communicate

her London address, in Anne’s interests, to Lady Glyde. But this was

not enough. Designing persons in my absence might shake the simple

confidence of Mrs. Clements, and she might not write after all. Who

could I find capable of travelling to London by the train she travelled

by, and of privately seeing her home? I asked myself this question. The

conjugal part of me immediately answered—Madame Fosco.

After deciding on my wife’s mission to London, I arranged that the

journey should serve a double purpose. A nurse for the suffering

Marian, equally devoted to the patient and to myself, was a necessity

of my position. One of the most eminently confidential and capable

women in existence was by good fortune at my disposal. I refer to that

respectable matron, Madame Rubelle, to whom I addressed a letter, at

her residence in London, by the hands of my wife.

On the appointed day Mrs. Clements and Anne Catherick met me at the

station. I politely saw them off, I politely saw Madame Fosco off by

the same train. The last thing at night my wife returned to Blackwater,

having followed her instructions with the most unimpeachable accuracy.

She was accompanied by Madame Rubelle, and she brought me the London

address of Mrs. Clements. After-events proved this last precaution to

have been unnecessary. Mrs. Clements punctually informed Lady Glyde of

her place of abode. With a wary eye on future emergencies, I kept the

letter.

The same day I had a brief interview with the doctor, at which I

protested, in the sacred interests of humanity, against his treatment

of Marian’s case. He was insolent, as all ignorant people are. I showed

no resentment, I deferred quarrelling with him till it was necessary

to quarrel to some purpose. My next proceeding was to leave Blackwater

myself. I had my London residence to take in anticipation of coming

events. I had also a little business of the domestic sort to transact

with Mr. Frederick Fairlie. I found the house I wanted in St. John’s

Wood. I found Mr. Fairlie at Limmeridge, Cumberland.

My own private familiarity with the nature of Marian’s correspondence

had previously informed me that she had written to Mr. Fairlie,

proposing, as a relief to Lady Glyde’s matrimonial embarrassments,

to take her on a visit to her uncle in Cumberland. This letter I had

wisely allowed to reach its destination, feeling at the time that it

could do no harm, and might do good. I now presented myself before Mr.

Fairlie to support Marian’s own proposal—with certain modifications

which, happily for the success of my plans, were rendered really

inevitable by her illness. It was necessary that Lady Glyde should

leave Blackwater alone, by her uncle’s invitation, and that she should

rest a night on the journey at her aunt’s house (the house I had in St.

John’s Wood) by her uncle’s express advice. To achieve these results,

and to secure a note of invitation which could be shown to Lady Glyde,

were the objects of my visit to Mr. Fairlie. When I have mentioned that

this gentleman was equally feeble in mind and body, and that I let

loose the whole force of my character on him, I have said enough. I

came, saw, and conquered Fairlie.

On my return to Blackwater Park (with the letter of invitation) I found

that the doctor’s imbecile treatment of Marian’s case had led to the

most alarming results. The fever had turned to typhus. Lady Glyde, on

the day of my return, tried to force herself into the room to nurse her

sister. She and I had no affinities of sympathy—she had committed the

unpardonable outrage on my sensibilities of calling me a spy—she was

a stumbling-block in my way and in Percival’s—but, for all that, my

magnanimity forbade me to put her in danger of infection with my own

hand. At the same time I offered no hindrance to her putting herself

in danger. If she had succeeded in doing so, the intricate knot which

I was slowly and patiently operating on might perhaps have been cut by

circumstances. As it was, the doctor interfered and she was kept out of

the room.

I had myself previously recommended sending for advice to London. This

course had been now taken. The physician, on his arrival, confirmed

my view of the case. The crisis was serious. But we had hope of our

charming patient on the fifth day from the appearance of the typhus. I

was only once absent from Blackwater at this time—when I went to London

by the morning train to make the final arrangements at my house in St.

John’s Wood, to assure myself by private inquiry that Mrs. Clements

had not moved, and to settle one or two little preliminary matters

with the husband of Madame Rubelle. I returned at night. Five days

afterwards the physician pronounced our interesting Marian to be out of

all danger, and to be in need of nothing but careful nursing. This was

the time I had waited for. Now that medical attendance was no longer

indispensable, I played the first move in the game by asserting myself

against the doctor. He was one among many witnesses in my way whom it

was necessary to remove. A lively altercation between us (in which

Percival, previously instructed by me, refused to interfere) served the

purpose in view. I descended on the miserable man in an irresistible

avalanche of indignation, and swept him from the house.

The servants were the next encumbrances to get rid of. Again

I instructed Percival (whose moral courage required perpetual

stimulants), and Mrs. Michelson was amazed, one day, by hearing from

her master that the establishment was to be broken up. We cleared the

house of all the servants but one, who was kept for domestic purposes,

and whose lumpish stupidity we could trust to make no embarrassing

discoveries. When they were gone, nothing remained but to relieve

ourselves of Mrs. Michelson—a result which was easily achieved by

sending this amiable lady to find lodgings for her mistress at the

sea-side.

The circumstances were now exactly what they were required to be. Lady

Glyde was confined to her room by nervous illness, and the lumpish

housemaid (I forget her name) was shut up there at night in attendance

on her mistress. Marian, though fast recovering, still kept her bed,

with Mrs. Rubelle for nurse. No other living creatures but my wife,

myself, and Percival were in the house. With all the chances thus in

our favour I confronted the next emergency, and played the second move

in the game.

The object of the second move was to induce Lady Glyde to leave

Blackwater unaccompanied by her sister. Unless we could persuade her

that Marian had gone on to Cumberland first, there was no chance of

removing her, of her own free will, from the house. To produce this

necessary operation in her mind, we concealed our interesting invalid

in one of the uninhabited bedrooms at Blackwater. At the dead of

night Madame Fosco, Madame Rubelle, and myself (Percival not being

cool enough to be trusted) accomplished the concealment. The scene

was picturesque, mysterious, dramatic in the highest degree. By my

directions the bed had been made, in the morning, on a strong movable

framework of wood. We had only to lift the framework gently at the

head and foot, and to transport our patient where we pleased, without

disturbing herself or her bed. No chemical assistance was needed or

used in this case. Our interesting Marian lay in the deep repose of

convalescence. We placed the candles and opened the doors beforehand.

I, in right of my great personal strength, took the head of the

framework—my wife and Madame Rubelle took the foot. I bore my share

of that inestimably precious burden with a manly tenderness, with a

fatherly care. Where is the modern Rembrandt who could depict our

midnight procession? Alas for the Arts! alas for this most pictorial of

subjects! The modern Rembrandt is nowhere to be found.

The next morning my wife and I started for London, leaving Marian

secluded, in the uninhabited middle of the house, under care of Madame

Rubelle, who kindly consented to imprison herself with her patient for

two or three days. Before taking our departure I gave Percival Mr.

Fairlie’s letter of invitation to his niece (instructing her to sleep

on the journey to Cumberland at her aunt’s house), with directions to

show it to Lady Glyde on hearing from me. I also obtained from him the

address of the Asylum in which Anne Catherick had been confined, and a

letter to the proprietor, announcing to that gentleman the return of

his runaway patient to medical care.

I had arranged, at my last visit to the metropolis, to have our modest

domestic establishment ready to receive us when we arrived in London

by the early train. In consequence of this wise precaution, we were

enabled that same day to play the third move in the game—the getting

possession of Anne Catherick.

Dates are of importance here. I combine in myself the opposite

characteristics of a Man of Sentiment and a Man of Business. I have all

the dates at my fingers’ ends.

On Wednesday, the 24th of July 1850, I sent my wife in a cab to clear

Mrs. Clements out of the way, in the first place. A supposed message

from Lady Glyde in London was sufficient to obtain this result. Mrs.

Clements was taken away in the cab, and was left in the cab, while my

wife (on pretence of purchasing something at a shop) gave her the slip,

and returned to receive her expected visitor at our house in St. John’s

Wood. It is hardly necessary to add that the visitor had been described

to the servants as “Lady Glyde.”

In the meanwhile I had followed in another cab, with a note for Anne

Catherick, merely mentioning that Lady Glyde intended to keep Mrs.

Clements to spend the day with her, and that she was to join them under

care of the good gentleman waiting outside, who had already saved her

from discovery in Hampshire by Sir Percival. The “good gentleman”

sent in this note by a street boy, and paused for results a door or

two farther on. At the moment when Anne appeared at the house door

and closed it this excellent man had the cab door open ready for her,

absorbed her into the vehicle, and drove off.

(Pass me, here, one exclamation in parenthesis. How interesting this

is!)

On the way to Forest Road my companion showed no fear. I can be

paternal—no man more so—when I please, and I was intensely paternal on

this occasion. What titles I had to her confidence! I had compounded

the medicine which had done her good—I had warned her of her danger

from Sir Percival. Perhaps I trusted too implicitly to these

titles—perhaps I underrated the keenness of the lower instincts in

persons of weak intellect—it is certain that I neglected to prepare her

sufficiently for a disappointment on entering my house. When I took her

into the drawing-room—when she saw no one present but Madame Fosco,

who was a stranger to her—she exhibited the most violent agitation;

if she had scented danger in the air, as a dog scents the presence

of some creature unseen, her alarm could not have displayed itself

more suddenly and more causelessly. I interposed in vain. The fear

from which she was suffering I might have soothed, but the serious

heart-disease, under which she laboured, was beyond the reach of

all moral palliatives. To my unspeakable horror she was seized with

convulsions—a shock to the system, in her condition, which might have

laid her dead at any moment at our feet.

The nearest doctor was sent for, and was told that “Lady Glyde”

required his immediate services. To my infinite relief, he was a

capable man. I represented my visitor to him as a person of weak

intellect, and subject to delusions, and I arranged that no nurse but

my wife should watch in the sick-room. The unhappy woman was too ill,

however, to cause any anxiety about what she might say. The one dread

which now oppressed me was the dread that the false Lady Glyde might

die before the true Lady Glyde arrived in London.

I had written a note in the morning to Madame Rubelle, telling her to

join me at her husband’s house on the evening of Friday the 26th, with

another note to Percival, warning him to show his wife her uncle’s

letter of invitation, to assert that Marian had gone on before her,

and to despatch her to town by the midday train, on the 26th, also.

On reflection I had felt the necessity, in Anne Catherick’s state

of health, of precipitating events, and of having Lady Glyde at my

disposal earlier than I had originally contemplated. What fresh

directions, in the terrible uncertainty of my position, could I now

issue? I could do nothing but trust to chance and the doctor. My

emotions expressed themselves in pathetic apostrophes, which I was

just self-possessed enough to couple, in the hearing of other people,

with the name of “Lady Glyde.” In all other respects Fosco, on that

memorable day, was Fosco shrouded in total eclipse.

She passed a bad night, she awoke worn out, but later in the day she

revived amazingly. My elastic spirits revived with her. I could receive

no answers from Percival and Madame Rubelle till the morning of the

next day, the 26th. In anticipation of their following my directions,

which, accident apart, I knew they would do, I went to secure a fly to

fetch Lady Glyde from the railway, directing it to be at my house on

the 26th, at two o’clock. After seeing the order entered in the book,

I went on to arrange matters with Monsieur Rubelle. I also procured

the services of two gentlemen who could furnish me with the necessary

certificates of lunacy. One of them I knew personally—the other was

known to Monsieur Rubelle. Both were men whose vigorous minds soared

superior to narrow scruples—both were labouring under temporary

embarrassments—both believed in ME.

It was past five o’clock in the afternoon before I returned from the

performance of these duties. When I got back Anne Catherick was dead.

Dead on the 25th, and Lady Glyde was not to arrive in London till the

26th!

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