III

A person is growing thinner every day and is wasting away. What

may the trouble be? For surely he is not suffering want! "No,

sure enough," says the doctor, "that is not the trouble. The

trouble is precisely with his eating, with his eating in season

and out of season, with his eating without being hungry, with

his using stimulants to produce an appetite, and in this manner

ruining his digestion, so that he is wasting away as if he suffered

want."

The same is true in religion. The worst of all is to satisfy

a craving which has not as yet made its appearance, to anticipate

it, or--worse still--by the help of stimulants to produce something

which looks like a craving, which then is promptly satisfied. Ah,

the shame of it! And yet this is exactly what is being done in

religion where people are in very truth fooled out of the real

meaning of life and helped to waste their lives. That is in

very truth, the effect of this whole machinery of a state church

and a thousand royal officials who, under the pretense of being

spiritual guides for the people, trick them out of the highest

thing in life, which is, the solicitude about one's self, and

the need which would surely of itself find a teacher or minister

after its own mind; whereas now the need--and it is just the

growth of this sense, of a need which gives life its highest

significance--whereas now this need does not arise at all, but

on the contrary is forestalled by being satisfied long before

it can arise. And this is the way, they claim, this is the way

to continue the work which the Savior of Mankind did begin--stunting

the human race as they do. And why is this so? Because there

happen to be a thousand and one royal officials who have to

support their families by furnishing what is called--spiritual

guidance for men's souls!

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