CHAPTER XXI.

"I'D rather lose five thousand dollars than do it."

Jack Darcy leaned back in his office-chair. He had just made up the

third half-yearly account. It was bad enough. They had known this all

along, and had not concealed it from the men. Now it was to be

confronted in black and white, with searching eyes.

It was not that they had not made any thing: that would have been

endurable, considering the kind of winter. But they had gone back, and

eaten up the profits of last year.

"You see, there co-operation comes in," said Bob Winston. "It isn't

_your_ loss alone. It's mine and every man's. That's what we agreed to

when we went in. Labor and capital should share in the ups and downs.

See here, Jack, I've learned a good deal myself. I have more sympathy

with employers. Gad! what a pull we've had this winter! If it hadn't

been for your fairy godmother"--

"Well, it must be done!" and Jack pulled a long face. "There, it is all

ready to print. Now old fellow, we must brace ourselves up for the shot

and shell. We'll have to do the fighting all over again. If every man

had as easy, philosophical a mind as you, or as sensible, reasonable a

one as Cameron, I should not have so many misgivings."

The statement was printed and distributed. The men looked blue and

cross. Had they really lost nearly all of last year's balance?

Winston asked them to stop one evening while he went into a slight

explanation. He was well armed. Without having a logical mind or

parliamentary training, he had a woman's quick intuitions, and often

jumped at very decent conclusions with hardly a glance at the premises.

He had a way of massing his forces, too, that was very telling.

Now, after what he called a little skirmishing, he read that the

Barnable Mills had been running on three-quarter time all winter. Wages

had been a trifle lower than with them. Middleham Mills had been closed

for two months. He gave the figures of loss to the workmen. Crowley and

Dawson had gone into bankruptcy, owing their men in the aggregate more

than all Hope Mills had used of last year's profits. Then he read a

statement from an eminent manufacturer, that he had used fifty-four

thousand dollars of accrued capital rather than turn off his workmen to

starve. There had been strikes in several other places, in which the

workmen had lost much more than at Yerbury.

"So that our showing, bad as it is, is not the worst," said he. "In the

very dullest of times we cast in our lots together, and we must take the

good and bad. If you had been living this winter on the private capital

of any one man or corporation, you would never have given the matter a

thought. You know now, by experience, that capital does not always float

on a serene and indolent sea, and gather in treasures for which it has

cast out no net. You can appreciate the struggle we have gone through;

though, while you have been going along placidly, with the larger weight

of care lifted off your shoulders, a man with less energy and pluck than

our intrepid pilot, John Darcy, might have let us founder. We help him

now with the readiness and good-humor with which we relinquish the

profits which were dear to us, and the product of our industry; but he

has taken us through a very narrow channel, on a dark night, without

striking rock or snag. He and I thank you heartily for your fidelity to

our keystone,--co-operation."

"Three cheers for Darcy!" sang out some one in the crowd, "and three

cheers for Bob Winston!"

It was given heartily.

"And three cheers for the men of Hope Mills," responded Winston.

They shook hands, and dispersed with a little better feeling. Several of

the men seemed to breathe a clearer mental atmosphere immediately.

"You may be sure it's right, whichever way it is," said one man

sturdily. "I've known Jack Darcy, boy and man, and his father afore him.

He comes of good, clean stock, and, if he says a thing can't be

bettered, it can't; and, if it can, he's just the man to do it. Give him

a long tether, say I."

Then Winston procured a list of weekly wages ruling in this country, and

in many places abroad, the hours of work, and the average cost of

living, with the articles in most general use. The mill-men had their

flour and coal cheaper, and altogether their winter was proved as

satisfactory. This was pasted up in the hall.

The matter was discussed through the town, of course. Some people saw in

it a speedy dissolution of the plan,--a plan that never had worked, and

never would. Others did not see that this method of getting back part of

the men's wages was any better than any other swindling scheme. They

never had any faith in Bob Winston,--Darcy might be honest, but he

wasn't very bright,--and in five years Winston would own every thing

there was in the mill!

Winston laughed over the gossip. Jack could not take it so

light-heartedly. He was an earnest, honest reformer, and hated to have

things go awry. Winston, not believing there was very much capacity for

reform in human nature, did not distress himself.

Ben Hay, and a dozen or so others, did their best with the new cloth,

and succeeded in producing a really creditable article. The heads

discussed the feasibility of having an auction-sale to clear out some of

the piles of goods; then concluded that it might be misconstrued at this

present juncture. They could hold on until fall.

But the delightful _esprit du corps_ had vanished. The men did not seem

to work with a will. There were moody faces and discourteous greetings,

half-insolent nods, and more than one wrangle at the workmen's meeting.

Hurd felt anxious and discouraged. Yardley took a low fever, not severe

enough to confine him to the house, but it made him irritable, and every

sneer or innuendo cut him to the quick. Cameron was a great comfort to

Jack, with his queer, wrinkled, grizzled face, and an expression that

always puzzled you as to whether nature meant him to laugh or cry.

"I am not surprised," said he, one day, in the office. "I knew we would

have to come to just this time. A wife shares your joys and sorrows,

gen'ally speaking; but you see there it's a force put, she can't well

get away. Other partners like your joys, but they make a wry face over

the sorrows, and like to squirm out of them if they can. But it is the

only way to train men to the real responsibilities of business. Now, I'm

sorry enough to lose, but it stands to reason that times will come

better. We're getting through the panic; but after the battle there's

some dead to bury, and some wounded to care for, and you see that's

tedjus. You can't march straight home, covered with glory. Here's our

money in the hospital, first up, then down, and all the doctors in the

land tinkering with allopathic doses and homoeopathic doses, and

blisters and poultices and remedies, when all it wants is a little

honest letting-alone. It doesn't occur to these long-headed doctors that

the best way out is to show everybody that we're willing to go to work

and pay our debts just as fast as we can. And any fool might know that

when you are paying up back debts you can't have much money to sport

around on. Never you mind, Jack: we're coming out straight in five years

time,--I'll bet my old hat on that!"

Jack wrung his hand warmly.

In May there was quite a jollification over the marriage of two

mill-hands. Ben Hay took to wife pretty Rose Connelly; and the

coffee-house parlor was denuded of tables and benches, trimmed with

evergreens and flowers, and such a merry-making as did one's heart good.

There was a bountiful supper, plenty of tea, coffee, and lemonade,

dancing, and ice-cream, and the utmost good-humor and good wishes.

Connelly _père_ had gone back to his cups, thrown up his situation, come

home and stirred up a general "ruction," and had now gone off on a

tramp. Ben Hay was to cast his lot with the Connelly household for the

present.

"But I tell you what it is, Mr. Darcy," said he, "if any luck comes to

Hope Mills, in five years' time I'll have my own little house and

garden. I tramped around a bit in the dull times, but I didn't see many

prettier places than Yerbury. And, the more I study this business of

co-operation, the more I think it will succeed in the end."

Jack experienced a great throb of comfort when he heard such words as

these.

Another mill-hand had married Mary Moran. She was not the beauty of

Yerbury, by any means, but everybody declared she had improved

wonderfully, and that she was the smartest girl in town. Their

wedding-party was given at the club-room. It was a larger and rather

more boisterous affair; and some of the Morans' warm-hearted Irish

friends brought a "dhrop of the craythur" in their pockets, to drink the

bride's health. Everybody admitted that there wasn't such another

bread-maker in town, unless it was Miss Morgan.

In fact, it was quite astonishing to see what a revolution had been

worked in this most important article of diet. The women had learned to

distinguish between poor and good flour, and Kilburn's trade in the

former had fallen off largely. Of the bread that in Samantha Allen's

view "required cast-iron principle to back it up," very little was seen.

It had been rather hard work to convince some of the mothers that bread

wasn't naturally born into the world heavy and sour, but it had been

done.

If Hope Mills failed, the impetus to general knowledge that had been

diffused throughout Yerbury would remain and bear fruit. An

evening-school had been opened for boys too large to stay at home

evenings, and just the right age to fall into temptations. It began with

the mill-boys, but it soon drew in others. There was a short session of

study, then a talk about some useful art or science. Maverick had

treated them to sundry experiments, and explained many general rules of

health. Mr. Winston had described Western cities in a vivid and

picturesque manner. There had been some astronomy within the reach of

all, some philosophy of common every-day things; and it had given the

boys ideas above "high, low, Jack."

Darcy tried to find comfort in this when other matters looked dark to

him. A little good seed had been sown. The generation growing up would

not be quite so dull and brutish. One thing was remarked,--the saloons

were not as full. This was laid to dull times, and ascribed to the

"revival" of two years ago; but that had not touched the poorer class of

Irish and English, who, even during the hardest winter, had managed to

find drink-money, when their families were being supported by the

relief-store.

Business did "pick up" a little. Prices went lower and lower, however.

They looked at their great store of goods with dismay. If the currency

question could ever be settled, if we could export more and import

less,--though there were people who argued that, the more money we spent

abroad, the more it really strengthened us, and money lying idle in our

treasury at home was no evidence of prosperity: partly true and partly

false reasoning; and, to our astonishment, while we were brilliantly

theorizing how to do it, our vain and superficial neighbors across the

water, crushed and beaten down by a useless and costly war, and a

government of gigantic selfishness, went to work with intrepid courage

and industry, and did it.

Meanwhile it must be confessed that Jack's interests were very much

divided. The practical part of him never lost sight of the mill. He had

the dogged tenacity that holds on with a deathless grip until it

conquers, or is wholly beaten. It seemed to him this summer that he had

several distinct individualities. He was so deeply interested in Fred

and Sylvie! They had slipped into an easy friendship,--a friendship in

which neither crossed a certain line, but from widely different motives.

Fred's strongest and highest one was honor toward his friend. He began

dimly to realize that high culture and refinement of the intellectual

senses, a perfect state of outward finish and polish, did not always

strengthen the soul's morality and purity. Patience, self-sacrifice,

obedience to a creed simpler in words, and yet more comprehensive, than

any of his grand philosophies, were needed to form a strong and manful

soul. His had been so long bound about with swaddling-clothes, airy,

sensuous, fine as a gossamer web, yet strong in beliefs and prejudices.

There were times when he felt, through that instinctive knowledge we can

never wholly define or explain, that Sylvie Barry belonged to him, that

they two could reach a point in mental and artistic life, that she and

Jack would never attain. His whole soul cried out for her. With the

charm of self-satisfying and blinding theories swept away, he clung

passionately to the love that had been only a complacent fancy three

years ago. The mere touch of her hand, or glance of her eye, quickened

and kindled his entire soul, and made him acutely and agonizingly

conscious of the wealth of adoration he had hardly dreamed of

possessing. There were moments when her presence filled him with a

heavenly satisfaction, when he understood that divine fusion of spirit

with spirit in its entirety, when love overcame pride, and he was humble

enough to go to her in his poverty.

He tried honestly to crush out the passion, but found that neither will

nor duty could destroy love. It rose up and swept imperiously through

every pulse of his being, it flooded his heart like a mighty current, it

would fain have drowned out his sense of honor to his friend; and he

learned presently that it was of no avail to fight battles with this

unconquerable foe. He must always love her, therefore he could only bury

the passion out of the sight of all other eyes. To him it would be the

root of higher resolves and purer motives. When he had made this great

sacrifice for his friend, he had offered silently the highest atonement

in his power.

But his temptation was not to end so soon. He was to be led through the

fire, that he might be purified and ennobled in other virtues beside

that of abnegation. He was to learn how sacred a thing strength might

become; he was to hold the soft hand on his arm, and never clasp it, to

feel the pressure of the dainty fingers, and make no sign; to meet her

bewildering smiles with the calmness of a strong spirit held in thrall;

to listen to words that seemed cruelly pregnant with the dangerous

glamour of hope, and yet to steel his heart against it all. In such

times as these we come to believe in a living, loving God, who gathers

up these great drops of agony as he "makes up his jewels," and that to

him this pearl of inward anguish is above price. Then, of all times, we

need to know that he cares for us, that we are not mere atoms floating

in unregarded space.

Dr. Maverick decided that his patient must have a change. She had

attained a certain amount of physical strength while her brain still lay

dormant, utterly exhausted after the great drain upon it. Now it began

to act again, and, not being in sympathy with the body, consequently

re-acted upon it. She walked about her room a little; she viewed herself

in the mirror, a horrid shadow, a mere caricature of her former beauty.

Dr. Maverick had tried his best to save her hair; but the fever had

burned out its vital essence, making it dry and harsh, so he had uttered

his reluctant edict. It was cropped short, and had lost its gloss; her

brilliant complexion was a ghostly, sallow, opaque white, her eyes large

and melancholy, every feature sharpened into that thin, worn, hungry

appearance. "A perfect fright," she said to herself. Why had they not

let her die? Of what avail was life to her?

Before her illness, in her desperate impatience with circumstances, she

had fancied herself a martyr, with the fagot and stake of a conventional

marriage on one hand, and the dreary desert of neglect and enforced

seclusion on the other. She had tried to make her own wretched and

passionate imaginings consume her very soul. She could rule no longer.

She could not exact homage and admiration from society; and, though in

her secret soul she despised it, yet what was there to life beside it?

No one wanted or needed her. No human being cared for her above all

others. She had gone on in ruthless pride, trampling, crushing, and now

the great world would be only too glad to pay her back; but it never

should. Even in this extreme bitterness of spirit an acknowledgment of

that divine rule of love was wrested from her. She had never offered

love and tenderness and sympathy to others, and it would not come back

to her: it was just and right that it should not.

Why then vegetate through a narrow, dreary existence? She was only a

drag on Fred. Even if she were willing to make an essay of work, he

would not consent, partly from pride, but still more from that innate

sense of chivalry, a part of some men, who would be more cruelly wounded

to see a woman dear to them, struggling with distasteful toil, than to

make any sacrifice on their own part. If she were a man she would starve

in secret before it should be done. David Lawrence had in him some of

this pure, nobly generous blood; and many of his finer virtues seemed to

have been transmitted to these two children. The mother's individuality

had been absorbed by the two elder ones. Gertrude would be just such a

woman when she came to her mother's time of life.

Mr. Eastman had floated into another channel of prosperity. He was to go

to Russia as a railroad-director at a large salary, and ample chance for

speculation. Gertrude was all elation. She wrote to Irene, generously

forgiving her for not having submitted to be buried alive at Frodsham

Park, and proposed that she should rejoin her as soon as she was able to

travel. They would go to Vienna and Berlin, and spend the winter in St.

Petersburg. "I hope your beauty has not gone off," she wrote very

kindly. "One needs it to compare with some of the Russian women I have

seen."

Mrs. Minor had taken a summer cottage at Long Branch. Servants,

children, horses and carriages, were to go thither. Irene and her mother

must spend the season with them.

"You do look dreadfully," she said to Irene; "but moping here will not

mend you. It was a most absurd step for Fred to come back to Yerbury,

and take that paltry position! He has no real Lawrence pride, and I

don't see that his elegant education has done much for him. Why didn't

he study law, and go into politics? With his style and Mr. Minor's

connection, he might have filled some high position."

"Really," returned Irene, with a touch of the old sarcasm, "I suppose he

thought starving hardly a pleasant process while he was waiting for this

high position. I have sometimes wondered why Mr. Minor did not take him

into _his_ office, and induct him into the mysteries of stock-broking."

Agatha bit her lip.

"Because he did not know enough," she flung out. "And he will potter

away his best days there at Garafield's, never amounting to any thing!

Father had better have put him in the business."

"Jack Darcy is master at Hope Mills. He was once quite a _bête noir_ of

yours, I believe. He and Fred have floated together again, an

exemplification of the power of early attraction."

"He will not be master of Hope Mills long, if what I hear is true," said

Agatha in a vengeful tone, as if she would be glad to bring about such a

greatly-to-be-desired downfall. "Fred always did have low tastes. But

about yourself: you had better come to Long Branch, and recruit for two

months, or so, and then go out to join Gertrude. Of course, Irene, you

know your best time has gone by here. I intend that _my_ daughters shall

be married before they are twenty. I will not have them wasting their

best years."

There was a long pause. Agatha studied Irene's apathetical face, and

wondered how she could have changed into such a fright.

"Irene!" in a commanding tone.

"Agatha, I may as well tell you,"--the voice was slow and incisive, as

if every word was measured,--"that I shall _not_ go to Long Branch nor

abroad. No one shall be troubled by my failing looks and possibly poor

health. I will live my own secluded life, asking nothing of the world

but to be let alone."

"You are a fool, Irene!" Mrs. Minor scanned her with her pitiless black

eyes, and raised her own tall figure to its most impressive height. "You

are a deliberate, wilful fool! You will maunder and groan and sigh

through the next few years, and become one of those wretched bundles of

nerves and whims and conceits, a miserable old maid, whom the world

holds up to ridicule, and rightly too; a faded, insipid, querulous,

worn-out belle, whose past triumphs are remembered only to her disfavor.

We can forgive a woman of mother's age, who has had her day; but the

other shallow creatures are fit only to be bundled into a convent, out

of sight."

A dull scarlet had slowly mounted Irene's face. She did not raise her

eyes. In an emotionless tone she merely said, "Thank you. I wish there

were convents without the fuss of religion. I should go into one now."

"The best place for you certainly."

Then Mrs. Minor gave Fred a piece of her mind, and washed her hands of

Yerbury.

The result of sundry after-discussions was that Dr. Maverick found a

pretty seaside place not many miles distant, with just enough interest

to keep one entertained, and no fashionable, exhausting life. He managed

to persuade Miss Barry and Sylvie and Mrs. Lawrence to go, and insisted

upon Irene having the variety of air and scene. There was a roomy

furnished cottage at their disposal: they could cook their meals, or

have them sent in. Fred should come down once or twice a week, and he

and Darcy would enliven them with flying visits. Miss Barry must take

her pony and carriage.

Jack approved of the plan at once. It would bring the two beings in whom

he was so warmly interested more closely in contact with each other,

give them those bits and fragments of leisurely indolence so conducive

to sentiment. Sylvie would judge more truly and tenderly than it was

possible to do at present; and he could not see her alone, could not be

her companion in walks and drives, without betraying his regard.

While the plan was still under consideration, Dame Fortune resolved to

smile upon Fred Lawrence. Late in the winter he had sent a paper on

household art, with several exquisite designs, to a magazine, and for

once happened to hit the prevailing fancy. He was asked for a series of

such articles, with the offer of having them collected in book form

afterward. It more than encouraged him: it gave him a feeling of

certainty that he had struck the right vein, that here was a fair and

appreciative field for his talent, his fine taste, and high culture. A

little utilitarian, perhaps; and he smiled, thinking of some past

dreams. And was true art so ethereal that it must exist only in the

exalted states of the mind? Was it not to embellish and beautify all

lives, rather than crowd out the thousands that the few might feast on

some exquisite vision? Was any art higher than that which boldly thrust

aside shams, and went to the shaping of true, strong, faithful aims in

the work placed before one? Were those wonderful Greek fragments,

wrought in times of social depravity such as the world now shrank from

mentioning, to be one's guide and inspirer, to the despising of purer if

less sensuous forms of beauty? If one enlightened and sweetened the life

of to-day with the work of to-day, would it not be as worthy as hugging

to the soul some useless theory?

He mentioned his new offer to Mr. Garafield. It would not be honest to

take the time that was another's; and surely Fred Lawrence's mental

capacity had largely cleared when he came to put into every-day work the

fine sense of honor that he had hitherto supposed belonged only to a

liberal education.

Mr. Garafield was a shrewd business-man, although fanciful in taste. He

should be the gainer by associating this true artist with him.

Decorative art was coming to be a truly recognized branch; and its

leaders and apostles would reap not only credit, but financial success.

Fred was amazed. Only yesterday, it seemed, he had well-nigh been

refused the privilege of earning his bread. To-day, in an unexpected

quarter, prosperity opened upon him.

"I have no capital, as you well know," he said stammeringly to Mr.

Garafield.

Garafield smiled and nodded in a satisfied manner.

"The brain-work and the ideas are sufficient capital, Mr. Lawrence. By

this partnership you will be free of drudgery: some other clerk can keep

books and take orders for us. You will gain time for your literary

labors, and those in turn will carry weight in the business. Neither do

I think you will regret taking my offer."

Fred went down to Jack Darcy's that evening, and told over his plans, as

in other years he had confessed his college ambitions and the laurels he

was to win. And Jack's face lighted up with honest enthusiasm, while his

voice took on a curious little tremble. He was so glad! for Sylvie's

sake and love's sake.

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