CHAPTER XX.

THE morning's mail brought to Darcy the letter he had hardly dared

expect. It was brief but cordial. Would he come to New York, and the

matter could be arranged to his satisfaction? "He had not been very

eager to ask favors."

"We'll weather through, Winston!" he cried joyfully. "I must go to New

York. Miss McLeod has sent."

Then he ran off home, and arrayed himself in spotless linen and

immaculate cuffs, complained a little that Jane Morgan should be away,

and begged his mother to ask in some of the pretty, friendly girls

living in the next house, if he should not be home to supper. There was

a late train that he would be quite sure of, if the business detained

him until night. Then he kissed her tenderly: she was still a little

shaken from her last night's vigil.

He went around by Maverick's office, though it took him out of his way;

but he must hear some word of Miss Lawrence.

"She is very ill, and will be for some time to come; but I am

wonderfully interested in the case. It's a brain-fever. The girl is a

study in herself. She has the force and power, and capability of both

suffering and endurance, that would answer for half a dozen souls; but

it has come pretty nearly to a wreck. Did you ever know much about her?"

"No. I once spent an evening with Miss Barry when she was there," and

Jack flushed. "It was before Mr. Lawrence died. They used to be great

friends, you know."

"And it ended like most women's friendships, eh?" with a peculiar light

in his eyes as he spoke.

"No: it broke off in the middle; regards have a trick of doing that when

they're not ended, you know. Sylvie is very generous: she would go there

to-day if she were needed."

"Would she? She may be before it is all over."

"Go down and tell her, Maverick, when you are in that direction."

Maverick nodded.

Darcy was just in time to catch his train. There had been quite a fall

of snow from midnight to dawn, and the trees were glittering with

thousands of diamond-sparks and patches of fleecy ermine. The winding

roads were white; the cottages and the fence-posts were hooded; and the

snow caught all the tints of sun and shadowy lights, reflecting them

back like a mirror. His heart was so light as they whirled along, he

smiled, and could hardly forbear shouting at a group of boys who were

snow-balling by the roadside.

He met Miss McLeod at Mr. Hildreth's. They had the private office to

themselves; and he related the mishaps of the past three months, showed

her the actual figures, and admitted that times seemed really harder

than last year. There was such a horrible shrinkage everywhere! Still

there must be some trade presently,--it always had been so in the

history of the world.

"I think you deserve a great deal of credit for having pulled through so

far on your limited capital," said she. "Some of the business-men I

meet, think this will prove the hardest year in our history. It will

winnow the chaff from the wheat pretty well."

"If it does not winnow us all into chaff," returned the young fellow,

with a touch of grim humor.

"We shall come back to smaller profits and greater industry. The world

will not be able to play at being ladies and gentlemen, and perhaps a

little wholesome work will not be a bad discipline."

Then she wanted to know what amount would be likely to tide him over for

the next six months. He said he did not desire to exceed ten thousand

dollars. She would make it twelve, however. After the notes were duly

signed, she took him to her bank, and introduced him. As he had some

other parties to see, she drove him about in her carriage, and insisted

upon taking him home with her presently.

What an elegant old lady she was in her sables and velvets, and her

royal air! her eyes bright with spirit and energy, her cheeks a little

pink with the crisp air, glad sunshine, and perhaps her own hearty,

wholesome mood. Occasionally she leaned out and nodded to some friend;

and once her carriage drew up to the sidewalk as she summoned a fine,

portly-looking gentleman to her.

"Mr. Throckmorton," she said, with gracious dignity, "I want to

introduce my young friend Mr. Darcy, of Hope Mills, Yerbury, to you. If

you can serve him in any business-way, I shall be glad to have you."

The gentleman bowed, and held out his hand, with cordial fine breeding.

"Hope Mills! It belonged to my friend Lawrence, did it not,--David

Lawrence?"

"Until his death, yes."

"Sad misfortune, that. He ought to have retired years before. There was

some villany in his manager, was there not? It is difficult to find a

purely honest man nowadays; but I do believe Lawrence was one. We dealt

with him a great many years, but toward the last there was some

dissatisfaction,--goods not coming quite up to samples."

"We try to do our business on the square, Mr. Throckmorton," returned

Jack, with a proud curve of the lips that was almost a smile, and

illumined his face. "If any thing is not exactly as represented, we

shall make it good; but we try never to have occasion to do that. We

should be glad to have you test our honesty and skill."

"Thank you,--I will, I will;" and, touching his hat to Miss McLeod, they

parted.

"If men were as generous as you!" cried Jack, with enthusiastic candor,

"how splendid a place this world would be for business! Did you ever

have a jealous thought in all your life?"

She laughed brightly. "I have had nearly all the things I wanted," she

answered, with tender solemnity. "There would have been little excuse.

Mr. Darcy, we do not always realize how hard life is to some; and, where

everybody's man's hand is against one, it is natural for him to be

against every man."

Their four-o'clock meal was an elegant little dinner. They were quite

alone, which pleased Jack. She questioned him about Maverick, his

practice, his friends, and wondered if he ever meant to marry. Jack said

laughingly no one in Yerbury dared to make fascinating eyes at him.

Did she care so much for Maverick? Surely these two ought to be

together, yet what would _he_ do without his trusty comrade?

They veered round to the mills presently, and discussed honesty. Jack

admitted that Mr. Throckmorton and other customers had a right to

complain. There had been a deal of cheap wool used, and many poor

workmen employed, during Eastman's last year or two.

"Mr. Darcy," she began energetically, "why do you not think up something

new? We import pretty material for ladies' wear, that could as well be

made here, for we women are growing sensible enough to believe something

beside silk admissible. And though men may cling to superannuated coats,

with an affection most commendable in hard times, I never heard of a

woman being attached to an old gown."

"I never thought of it," he admitted frankly.

"That is what you were put in the world for,--to think," and she smiled

with quaint humor. "Invent something. I'll take a sample to every store

to match, and lift my brows in surprise when clerks confess they have

not seen it. Give it a pretty name, of course."

"That is worth considering, surely;" and his eyes sparkled. "Hope Mills

ought presently to be the grandest place in the country, you take so

much interest in it," and his whole face expressed his admiration.

"I do hope to see you a successful manufacturer, Mr. Darcy; and,

woman-like, I want the scheme to succeed. I should like to see even a

small party of men trained to honesty and fair play. And, if I lose my

money, it is no worse than a downfall in stocks."

"I shall do my best now and ever," he answered heartily.

They parted with much warm gratitude on the honest fellow's side. He

took the evening train for home; and his mother had a good cup of tea

awaiting him, along with her smile. He related his grand good luck, and

there were not two happier people in all Yerbury. When the bank found he

had an account at New York, and a good backer, they were extremely

affable again.

Jack broached the new idea to Winston and Cameron.

"To be sure," admitted Winston. "Some one will do it presently, and we

might get the lead. Darcy, your old lady is a trump, and always carries

the honors. There will have to be some new processes: see here, talk to

Ben Hay about it; he's made two or three improvements, and has some

brains. Gad! It'll be quite jolly to have a new line of goods. Get the

ladies on your side, and you're all right!"

He had not a spare moment until after his late supper, when he told his

mother he must run over to the Lawrences, and stop a moment at the

doctor's, though he had despatched the good news to him in the morning.

He found matters worse than he had feared. There had been an alarming

change in Miss Lawrence. Martha ushered him through the hall to the

library, where Fred was sitting. The two clasped hands, and then sat

down together. A hard, dry sob seemed to tear its way up from Fred's

very soul.

"Jack," he cried in a strained, despairing tone, "could I have done any

thing to save her? I have been engrossed with my own affairs, my own

dreams of advancement. I wanted to have money again, but it was for her

sake and my mother's," with a lingering tremulous intonation. "She has

been too solitary, she has brooded over every thing. But she would not

go out, or see any company; and somehow it was our misfortune to grow up

without any warm, vital interest in each other. When I was a boy I used

to like it at your house, because your father and mother took such a

real delight in you. It is the pith of life. Poor father--he was very

proud of me, he gave his life for our pleasure and grandeur and reckless

extravagance, yet all the later years we were well-nigh strangers. Why

can't people get nearer to each other, Jack, or is it only given to the

very few? Does the greedy world swallow up every sentiment, every bit of

tenderness, and make a mock of it?"

"No, no! Nothing can quite kill it, thank God! You and I have proved

that. It may be smothered under dust and rubbish, and frozen with

neglect, but the germ will revive,--just as the brown woolly ball

evolves the fine delicate fern-leaf that it has held in its heart

through winter storms, you know. Don't blame yourself. Every soul has to

fight its own battle somewhere, with no day's-man between but God. We

get back to the old truth in spite of the new philosophies, and own in

our vanquished moments that we cannot _make_ strength, that ours is

only a broken reed, and the true upholding force must come from some

knowledge higher than our own."

Jack paused, strangely stirred in every fibre. He seldom essayed

sentiment: with him the deeds of life had to answer, rather than any

eloquence of words. He laid his strong, warm arm over Fred's shoulder,

the old boyish caress with which he had often comforted unknowingly.

"I think you have been doing nobly," he went on presently. "I did not

look to find you so brave and persevering, so earnest in thinking of

others; for, after all, a man's training does throw a great many

shackles about him."

Dr. Maverick entered at that moment. He had hurried off his

office-patients to come and spend an hour watching this case, which held

a fascinating interest for him. Some most unfavorable symptoms had

supervened, but he did not despair. The nurse had been regularly

trained, he had kept her busy in Yerbury the last year. He could trust

her to note the slightest variations.

Just now Miss Lawrence lay in a heavy stupor, so like death that one

could not detect it from any motion. Her eyes were half open, her face

had a dull purplish tint. The abundant hair had been confined in a thick

plait, and brushed straight across her forehead. How distinct and finely

clear the brows were pencilled, how haughtily sweet the curve of the

pallid, fever-burned lips, how exquisitely round and perfect the chin,

the slope of the throat and neck! Jack stole one glance,--they had both

gone in with the doctor,--but it seemed almost sacrilegious, now when

she was powerless to frown the intruder out of her presence. And he had

carried her in his arms!

"O Darcy," Maverick exclaimed presently, "I did not go to Miss Barry's,

after all. I have been so desperately busy to-day."

Fred glanced up, and his eye met that of his friend. Both flushed, and

both mistook the cause.

It was a curiously auspicious moment. Jack went over to him. "I wonder,"

he began, with a marked persuasiveness in his tone, "if you would like

to have Sylvie Barry come over? She and your sister used to be such

friends. And, in times like these, animosities and foolish prejudices

ought to die out."

Fred gave him a startled look, and half turned, his lids drooping to

veil the secret in his eyes. Jack waited with breath that half strangled

him. He had marvelled how these two souls were to be brought into

friendly contact again; how Sylvie was to have an opportunity of knowing

that Fred was redeeming the manliness of manhood, instead of grounding

among its trivial shoals, and, if she ever had cared for him, to

understand that he was not utterly unworthy. He had spoken--what if the

chance should fail!

Fred very naturally misinterpreted the emotion. Jack offered this out of

the boundless tenderness of his heart, so confident was he of Sylvie's

regard.

"You think--she would come?"

His own voice, under the great stress, sounded miles away to him, quite

as if some other person had spoken.

How often the tense strain of feeling is relieved by a tone or an

incident quite out of the magnetic current!

"Some one ought to drop in occasionally, for your mother's sake," said

Dr. Maverick. "We shall have her in a fever from sympathy," putting the

fact more delicately in words than it was in his thought.

"She would be glad to come, I know. She would feel hurt if-- You empower

me to ask her?" with an abrupt transition of tone.

Fred Lawrence bowed his head. He could not trust his voice.

The sick girl started, opened wide her eyes, threw up her arms, and

began in weird, passionate tones, as if it were a stage declamation. Oh

the lurid thought that seemed to travel from regions of bliss to the

nethermost hell; to display a boundless capacity for enjoyment, for

pleasure or pain, for tenderness and bitter, brilliant satire, a keen

knowledge of the world to the very dregs,--the dust and ashes! She

implored her lost idols to come near, and in the next breath she tossed

them from her with a mocking laugh. She had no faith in God or man, and

before her was a blank wall of despair.

Jack led him away. He took him out in the keen air of the starry winter

night, and began to talk of Hope Mills and the new projects. It was too

late afterward to call on Sylvie, so he waited until the next morning.

She was inexpressibly shocked. "Of course she would go," she made

answer; and she went that very afternoon, with her aunt for companion.

They found Mrs. Lawrence in a dreadfully disturbed and apprehensive

state. She was so weary of solitude that she welcomed them gladly, quite

forgetting this girl had insulted her by rejecting her son. In a weak,

shuffling manner she excused herself for not having accepted their

overtures before. She had been so utterly overwhelmed by the death of

Mr. Lawrence, that, in her state of nervous prostration, it had been

impossible to see any one. And now she was positive she should take the

fever. Her health was so delicate, her nerves so susceptible, and to

hear the raving of delirium,--the laughs that were quite like a

maniac,--would be sure to shatter her beyond any help. If it were not in

the dead of winter, she should go to New York at once, and stay with

Mrs. Minor until all danger of infection was over. She did not seem to

comprehend the gravity of Irene's case, though she wept over her

suffering in a soft self-pity.

"If you could be removed to our house," suggested Miss Barry, in her

gentle way, "we would take the best of care of you; and it must be

extremely wearing for you here."

"Ah, you have no idea! I never slept last night. I have heard of people

in these dreadful fevers who have left their beds when the nurse was

absent, and committed some horrible crime. I locked my door last night;

then I was afraid I might faint away alone, and Fred had to come and

stay with me. It was terrible!" and the washed-out eyes dilated with

real fear.

Martha was despatched for the doctor, who not only came himself, but

brought a close coach, thankful to dispose of one patient so

comfortably. Before dusk Mrs. Lawrence was snugly settled in Miss

Barry's best room, where a cheerful open-front stove made amends for a

grate, and the new surroundings served to take her mind from her late

apprehensions. Indeed, she felt so much better for the change, that she

insisted upon coming down to tea.

It was beneficial in many ways. They removed Irene again to her own

room, and used her mother's for various convenient purposes. Sylvie went

back and forth, and shared the day-watching, beside entertaining Mrs.

Lawrence. The two dropped insensibly into their olden positions. Sylvie

listened patiently to the death, the loss of fortune, the changes, which

Mrs. Lawrence dwelt upon with the exaggerating vividness of a nature

completely engrossed with its own sorrows.

Dr. Maverick had to come every day. Mrs. Lawrence had arrived at that

stage when a woman depends upon the doctor as a sort of bulletin for her

own health. Fred, too, must visit his mother frequently; but at first he

chose the hours he knew Sylvie would be with Irene.

Dr. Maverick used to watch Sylvie Barry with an interest and admiration

that grew upon him. Her tact was something marvellous, born of a certain

exquisite harmony and almost divine unselfishness. But of this last she

appeared serenely unconscious. I think, indeed, that she was. A higher

love and faith had interpenetrated her soul, her very being. Instead of

agonizing introspections and lightning flashes to the inward depths of

her nature, she seemed to live continually on the outside of herself,

radiating warmth and light as the sun. Her patience was of a rare, fine

quality, born of health, and spirits not easily wearied.

It would have been quite impossible for any two people to go through

such a strain of feeling, and not be drawn together in love and

sympathy, or friendship. With Fred and Sylvie it was unconsciously a

little of all. If he had gone back with the old love, even exalted and

refined, he would surely have blundered again. But now she was

another's, sacred in his eyes. And though in his blind pride he had once

thought the greatest favor he could do her would be to save her from any

such _mésalliance_, he recognized now that Jack Darcy was immeasurably

above him in all the qualities that went to make up pure manhood. Even

in his work: Jack's ambition was not for himself, but a cause; and

his--ah, how poor and paltry it seemed! So he accepted his place with

outward bravery, and a great wrench of all a man holds most dear. For

now he loved her.

The days passed slowly on. It seemed at the last as if the fever would

prove the victor. A consultation was held, and new remedies employed.

Irene's beautiful hair was cut off and laid away, the clear skin seemed

to grow brown and shrivelled, the hands lost their plump whiteness, and

the rosy nails were dull and gray. There came a time when human skill

had done all, and they could only wait for that Higher power to whose

eternal force death and love alike submit.

There followed upon that awful night of suspense, days when she was but

just alive, when a turn of her head on the pillow caused a lapse into

unconsciousness. But the spring came on; and she did rally, at first, it

appeared, at the entire sacrifice of her regal beauty. Would she care to

take life on such terms?

They brought Mrs. Lawrence home. Mrs. Minor came up, and insisted that

both mother and sister should be removed to the city at once. She had

her horses and carriage, her servants, her luxuries, and she could make

them so much more comfortable.

Dr. Maverick interposed a decided negative. The body had not yet resumed

its normal state; but the brain was to be ministered to, as only those

of experience and study could minister. It was to be brought out of the

hell of its own despairing self-torture, and enfranchised, set free from

the demons that, standing in the present abeyance of weakness, had lost

neither strength nor desire, and were only waiting the auspicious moment

to seize their prey again. And he was too much fascinated to relinquish

the study.

Sylvie persuaded her aunt to indulge in a pony-carriage. Miss Barry was

breaking a little; but she still kept her interest in good works, and

found she was much more useful with this aid. Winsome little Sylvie

looked more piquant than ever with the reins in her hands, flashing

hither and thither through the streets of Yerbury, gathering a harvest

of smiles and nods. She fairly compelled Mrs. Lawrence to trust her

precious self to what she laughingly declared was superior

horsewomanship.

Dr. Maverick used to stop her often, just to catch a delicious ripple of

laughter, or a bit of trenchant talk. If it were not for Jack Darcy--did

Jack love her? At all events, she loved him: any one could see that by

her frank, fearless manner. Oh, sapient Dr. Maverick, with all your

knowledge of brains and nerves, of occult causes and mysterious effects!

So it happens that sometimes a simple, direct truth is the greatest

puzzle of all.

The schools and clubs had not been neglected with all this excitement.

But this winter Mary Moran had been teacher at a small salary; and a

bakery and refreshment or dining room had been opened down stairs, which

really made quite a little money. Wholesomely cooked food was offered

for sale, with bread, rolls, and biscuit. The club had also given two

successful suppers. When Jane Morgan was home, Sylvie was relieved of

the actual care: she would have it. She had come back to Yerbury a

thousand dollars richer for her relative's death, and she and Jack were

drawing plans for a co-operative store.

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