CHAPTER XI.

Aunt Dorothea had fixed her ball for the evening of the day of Jane's

marriage, that it might be a kind of wedding party; and such had been

the mighty preparations for a day, thus doubly momentous, that what with

selecting and displaying wedding finery--finding out where to hire

cheapest coloured lamps, waiters, and forms--hurrying milliners, and

seeing packing-cases carefully opened--hunting up newly-arrived beaux,

begging evergreens, admiring jewels and new carriages, ordering ices and

rout cake, bargaining with confectioners about a standing supper, and

ordering in some wine; for, as a single lady, she had of course no

cellar; then planning where the said wine had best stand, that it might

not be drank by the waiters instead of the company; and, lastly,

considering where to put the music, that it might be heard by the

dancers, without taking up room; that, as Sarah said, when dressing her

mistress for the great occasion, "It was surprising that she had a foot

to stand on at last." The feet were a little swollen, it must be

confessed, which obliged her, so Sarah, in support of her assertion to

that effect told Mrs. Johnson, to snip the binding of her new white

satin shoes.

She had got on wonderfully however; had gone to church with the wedding

party--been of great assistance to Lady Arden in getting through the

public breakfast; seen the happy couple off; helped to send away

packages of cake and gloves; refused to dine at her sister-in-law's, on

the plea of all she had to do at home; eat a mutton chop in her

bed-room, the dining-room being already occupied by the standing supper,

the drawing-room by a great step-ladder, and two workmen hanging a hired

lamp from the centre of the ceiling; the spare bed-room with card

tables, the bed being taken down; and lastly, the dressing-room being

fitted up with the already mentioned evergreens, as a grotto for the

refreshments. The mode in which they were here arranged was Mrs.

Dorothea's happiest invention, and one on which she greatly prided

herself.

At the upper end of the grotto was erected a pile of real ornamental

rock-work, which had been brought in on purpose from the garden. Between

the crevices of the rocks were stuck all manner of flowers and flowering

shrubs; at the top of the heap, on a large space purposely made level,

were placed a well-known common kind of dessert dishes, of green china,

in the shape of large leaves, and on those dishes moulds turned out of

different coloured ices, resembling so many painted specimens of

variegated spars and marbles; while among and around all were scattered

rout cakes in abundance, which formed a very tolerable imitation of

pebbles, shells, and mosses. The grotto was furnished with rustic seats

and a rustic table, also borrowed from the garden; and on the table lay

a supply of the small leaves, or small plates, of the said green china

dessert set, with spoons, of course; so that, as Aunt Dorothea said, the

gentlemen must be very stupid if they could not take the hint, and help

their partners to a spoonful of marble or spar, and a few pebbles or

shells, as taste should direct. There was very little fear, however, of

mistake or oversight; for the grotto was Mrs. Dorothea's hobby, so that

she not only showed almost every couple the way to it herself, but

favoured each with geological lectures on the virtues and properties of

all its _natural_ productions. That all might be in perfect keeping, the

only light admitted to this favoured spot, proceeded from a single

ground-glass lamp, of the size and shape of the moon, and so ingeniously

placed among the evergreens, as to bear a respectable resemblance to the

queen of night, rising to view from behind a forest.

Mrs. Dorothea, by another excellent contrivance, added much to the

effect of her drawing-rooms, which, like those of most watering-place

villas, were on the ground floor, and had French windows. The end one of

these looked directly up one of the public walks, which the proprietors

were in the habit of illuminating on occasion, and which was therefore

provided with lamps. These Mrs. Dorothea had obtained permission to have

lighted, so that the long vista from her open French window, looked very

beautiful; particularly as some of the least prudent of the company

thought fit, between the dancing, to step out and walk up and down.

It happened to be one of the few very hot summers we are occasionally

blessed with in this country. So that though it was now the middle of

September, the weather was still very sultry, and it was only late at

night that there was any thing like a refreshing coolness in the air.

Lady Caroline Montague was still so unwell as to keep her room, so that

neither her ladyship nor Lady Palliser were able to come out. This was a

great disappointment to others besides Mrs. Dorothea; it was one,

however, for which Willoughby was fully prepared; for though he had of

course called every day to inquire for Lady Caroline, she had not been

well enough to see even him. The ball was, nevertheless, going off with

great spirit. Being a wedding party, in the first place, gave it

_eclat_; and then Aunt Dorothea had insisted on its being opened by her

favourite Madeline and that far-famed hereditary beau of her own, Mr.

Cameron, whom she was so proud and so pleased to have handed down to her

niece in such high preservation.

Fate, however, had ordained that Mrs. Dorothea Arden's ball should be

marked by more than one memorable event.

Louisa, after dancing with Sir James, had also, as she generally did,

danced with Henry Lindsey; who, instead of quitting England, had made

his appearance at Mrs. Dorothea's with a flushed cheek, an angry eye,

and a hurried, absent manner. When the quadrille had concluded, they

were among the _imprudent_ couples who ventured to promenade the

illuminated walk. Henry seemed to think the affair of last night

forgiven or forgotten, for he began in his usual passionate strain to

talk of the fervour of his own attachment, and reproach Louisa with

comparative coldness.

For the gratification of a culpable vanity, as well as from really

feeling a secret preference for Henry, Louisa had so long listened to

such language as this, and thus authorised him to believe himself

beloved, that she now literally knew not how to pacify him; although she

was far from having made up her mind to sacrifice, either to his

feelings or her own, the title and brilliant establishment which still

awaited her acceptance, if she could but bring herself to take the

advice of her friends, and marry his brother.

Henry could not be blind to what were the wishes of Louisa's family; and

he had of late had many reasons, besides the acceptance of the bracelet,

to suspect that she herself hesitated. The idea drove him almost mad.

The interview of last night, though it had convinced him of his power

over Louisa when present, had by no means silenced his fears as to what

she might be persuaded to do or to promise in his absence; he had

determined, therefore, to bring matters to a crisis. He besought her,

with all the eloquence of which he was master, to end his suspense, and

pronounce his doom. She hesitated--she knew she should never be

permitted to marry Henry; and thinking that she had already indulged too

long in an idle flirtation, a foolish preference that must end in

nothing, she confessed at last how much it was her mother's wish that

she should marry Sir James. Henry lost all self-command; overwhelmed her

with reproaches; raved at her perfidy, her cruelty; and after working

himself up to a perfect phrenzy, threatened to put a period to his

existence that very night--that very hour, and before her eyes.

As his agitation increased, his step quickened, till it was almost

impossible for Louisa to keep pace with him; while, as the interest of

the conversation deepened, he led her first as much apart from the other

couples as possible, and finally, turning short round a corner, quitted

the general promenade altogether. He then, with his really alarmed

companion, entered a cross walk, which was shrouded in almost total

obscurity, except that at the furthest point of its long and

unfrequented vista, one solitary lamp glimmered, as if but to make the

surrounding gloom more apparent.

Louisa's terror was now extreme: she felt certain that he had dragged

her to this gloomy spot to witness, as he had declared she should, the

horrible act of suicide he was about to commit.

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