CHAPTER X.

In the evening, when Willoughby was preparing to go to Lady Palliser's,

he received a miniature note from her ladyship, saying, that Caroline's

cold was so much worse that she was not able to leave her room, which

untoward circumstance compelled them to resign the pleasure of seeing

him that evening.

He was of course much disappointed. The next morning, and for several

succeeding ones, he called regularly; sometimes saw Lady Palliser,

sometimes not; but Caroline was still invisible, being confined to her

apartment by severe indisposition. Alfred, who felt that his fate was

now sealed, longed for the quiet of Arden; and on the pretext of

shooting, had proposed going thither. But Mrs. Dorothea would not hear

of his leaving Cheltenham till after her party; and Lady Arden wished

him, if possible, to be present at his sister Jane's marriage. Our

kind-hearted hero therefore, the least selfish of beings, though

fatigued by the perpetual effort to force his spirits imposed by

society, consented to remain for the present.

Madeline, in pursuance of the prudent resolve she had formed, received

Mr. Cameron's attentions in so amiable a manner, that he became very

shortly a declared and received lover, and the happiest of men. She too,

was for the present, or at least thought herself quite happy. Being the

least striking of the family she had hitherto had rather an humble

opinion of her personal attractions; she was therefore highly flattered

and gratified by Mr. Cameron's absolute adoration. Her imagination too,

dazzled by anticipations somewhat resembling the Arabian Nights'

Entertainments, learnt to revel in the prospect of splendours heaped on

splendours, as offerings at the shrine of her own charms; while, never

having entertained a preference for any one else, her better feelings

also found a pleasing resting place, in the thoughts of the promised

fond devotion of her future husband. She could now sit like one really

in love, and muse with delight on the prospect of the accomplishment of

her every wish--the indulgence of her every whim--the worship of her

very faults, which she flattered herself she was securing for life by

marrying Mr. Cameron. In short, she was in high spirits; and in such

good humour with fate, that she even began to think she should not have

been half so happy had she been about to marry a younger man, who would

have met her on more equal terms; or, had he been a man of fortune,

would have thought perhaps that he was doing her the favour.

Louisa's mind, on the contrary, was in a very unsettled state. Sir James

had proposed to her more than once. He had certainly not been accepted,

but he had as certainly not been rejected with any thing like rational

decision. But people did not seem to think it necessary to be rational

with poor Sir James. She had told him, it is true, again and again, in a

pert and childish manner, that she never would marry him; but she had

laughed the while, and he had taken it all in good part, saying, that

the girls liked to be tantalising. He had asked her at length for the

measure of her finger: she had given him that of her wrist. With this he

had repaired to a jewellers.

The shopman had assured him there must be some mistake; but at the same

time recommended his taking the lady a very splendid bracelet, which

was, he added, a present that should always precede the presentation of

the ring.

Though Sir James was by no means careless of his money in general, he

was now too much in love to give prudential considerations a thought; he

therefore allowed the man to put up the highest priced bracelet in his

whole collection. Its beauty pleased Louisa, and she was silly enough to

accept and wear it: nay, Sir James himself was allowed to clasp it on

her arm. This produced a scene with Henry: for our little baronet, vain

of his unusual munificence, had kept the circumstance no secret. Louisa,

beginning to fear she was getting entangled with a man whom she could

not seriously decide on accepting, was vexed and out of spirits, and

consequently staid at home that evening from the walks, on pretext of a

headache.

Henry, always violent and imprudent, the moment he saw that she was not

of the walking party, quitted the promenade, and repaired to Laden

Arden's villa.

It was late and almost quite dark when, unannounced, he entered the

drawing-room from the lawn by an open French window.

Louisa, who was alone and had flung herself on a sofa, thus taken by

surprise, had but time to rise partially from her reclining position.

He approached. It so happened that though the apartment was without

lights, a stray beam from a lamp at the distance of the little lawn

gate, was caught and reflected, as Louisa moved her arm, by the bright

jewels of the luckless bracelet.

Henry seized the arm with the fierceness of a highwayman, wrenched the

snap, and flung the bracelet to the further end of the room; then

suddenly calmed by a sense of shame and contrition at his own brutal

violence, stood petrified without attempting to utter a syllable. Louisa

rose proudly. "By what authority, Mr. Lyndsey," she exclaimed, "have you

dared to offer me this insult?" While speaking she was crossing the room

to ring the bell and order the intruder to be shown out. Guessing her

intention, he started from his state of stupor, flew to intercept her,

flung himself at her feet, seized both her hands, and leaning his face

against them, sobbed violently.

"Hear me!" he exclaimed in broken accents. "My ruffianly, my wholly

unjustifiable conduct, was at least unpremeditated; I had no thought of

even uttering a reproach. I entered here but to bid you an eternal

farewell! Louisa, I am a miserable, a desperate man----I am about to

quit England for ever."

Louisa, who was speaking at the same time, was commanding him to quit

her presence instantly, or suffer her to reach the bell; but when he

mentioned quitting England for ever, her voice became less firm. Yet she

persisted in telling him that he must be gone--that she must not incur

the unjust suspicion of having remained at home to receive his highly

improper visit. How soon such commands were obeyed is not precisely

known; when the party however returned from the walks Louisa was alone,

though in manner strange and abstracted, and in a state of agitation so

great, that when requested, as the only one who had not a bonnet to

remove, to make tea, the small bunch of keys fell twice from her

trembling fingers ere she could contrive to open the caddy; while every

other part of the simple ceremony was performed in an equally bungling

and insufficient manner: from all which it seems scarcely more than fair

to infer, that whether the scene concluded in a reconciliation or a last

farewell, the lady had had but little time to compose her nerves between

the departure of her lover and the entrance of her friends.

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