VII.

The music-stand in Franzensbad is torn down, the whining potpourries

have ceased, the park is deserted, legions of dry leaves whirl on the

sand, and exchange cutting remarks with the autumn wind upon the

perpetual change of every earthly thing, which short-sighted humanity

calls transitoriness.

It is the 18th of October, the "certain Baron Lanzberg's" wedding-day.

The week of torture in which he could not resolve to tell the severe

Elsa of his betrothal is past, and when he at length resolved upon it,

he received only a sad glance and a silent shrug of the shoulders as

answer from her--past are the happy hours of the betrothal time--almost

past.

If the intoxication, the confusion which never becomes consciousness is

happiness, then Felix was very happy in this time. Passion had numbed

everything in him which did not refer to the present or to the 18th of

October. He existed only in a feeling of longing and expectation. He

had no time to tell himself that Linda's happy coquetries proved a very

flippant conception of the serious situation--he himself had forgotten

the gravity of the situation. He did not think, he only felt and saw a

white, ever-changing face, a face which can smile in at least two

hundred ways--felt a perpetual warm excitement, felt something like an

electric shock when two soft lips touched his temples and left them

quickly like butterflies which will not be caught, when two soft hands

played round his neck.

Yes, ft is the 18th of October, Felix Lanzberg's wedding-day.

The wedding was to be solemnized at Castle Rineck, the Harfinks' new

possession, and in a white circular chapel, with small windows shaded

by ivy, and an altar-piece which was dark as the Catholic religion.

The castle is crowded with guests, mostly honest manufacturers, who are

proud of their fortunes acquired by their own ability, and others also

less honest, who, after they have retired from business, wish to know

nothing more of their money-making past.

Needless to say, the wedding preparations were unpleasant to the

infatuated Felix. The bride had joined in his request for a quiet

wedding, for the contact with so much industry of which a considerable

part had not yet become "finance," little pleased her; but the parents

could not let the opportunity pass without displaying their wealth to

the astonished throng.

The afternoon is gray and moist. Mrs. von Harfink--for the past week,

no longer through the obligingness of her acquaintances, but through

the obligingness of a democratic ministry thus titled--Mrs. von

Harfink, then, composes a toast for her husband to deliver at the

wedding dinner. Raimund stands beside the piano--to sing while sitting

might injure his voice--and strives to render the cry of the Valkyrs in

Wagner's worthy accents; a sympathetic poodle seconds him in this

melodious occupation.

Outside in the park Linda wanders alone through the damp October air.

The dead foliage lies thick on the lawn, and between the leaves shines

the grass, bright and fresh as hope which lies under all the load of

shattered joys of broken life, undisturbed.

The bushes, glowing in autumnal splendor, look like huge moulting birds

who shiveringly lose their feathers. Many flower-beds are already

empty, only a couple of stiff georginias and chrysanthemums still raise

their heads proudly and solitary in the universal desolation.

Linda is quite alone; her friends, none of whom are very dear to her,

are too zealously busied with cares of the toilet to disturb her

solitude; they are also afraid to expose their complexions to the

morning air. Linda feels no anxiety about her complexion, it is too

beautiful for that. With her loosened hair which, brown as the dead

leaves, falls over her back, and with the red cloak, in which she has

wrapped herself, she is a bright spot in the park.

[Illustration: She is a shy bride and not at all melancholy.]

She is not a shy bride, and not at all melancholy. Her eyes shine, her

lips quiver with excitement--distinguished acquaintances, foreign

entertainments of which she will be queen. In mind, she already sees

herself on the arm of one and another prince of the blood royal. She

could clap her hands with joy that to-day at six o'clock she will no

longer be called Harfink.

She remains standing beside a pond where near the bank four swans,

shivering and melancholy, swim round a yellow bath-house. Then a hand

is laid lightly on her shoulder. "Felix!" whispers she with the

charming smile which she always has in readiness for her betrothed.

"No, not Felix--only Eugene," replies a gay voice, and blond, handsome,

with clothes a trifle too modern, and a too pronounced perfume of

Ylang-ylang, her cousin and former admirer stands near her.

"Ah, have you really come?" says she, joyously.

"Why naturally," replies he. "You do not think that for the sake of a

few forlorn chamois I would stay away from your wedding?" Rhoeden has

come from Steinmark, to be the cavalier of his cousin's second

bridesmaid.

"We had already begun to fear--that is, Emma was afraid," said Linda,

coquettishly. "Naturally it was indifferent to me."

"Wholly indifferent? I do not believe it," said he. His arm has slipped

down from her shoulder, he has seated himself upon a low iron garden

chair, from which, with elbows on his knees, his face between his

hands, with the boldness which she likes so well in him, he can look at

her as much as he pleases.

"Wholly indifferent!" she repeats, and throws a pebble between the

swans, who dip their black bills greedily in the green water.

"O Lin! You naughty Lin! And nothing that concerns you is indifferent

to me!" he groans. "The Trauns did not wish to let me go from them--but

rather than not see you to-day I would have fought a duel with all the

Trauns in the world!"

Linda has slowly approached him; flattered vanity speaks from her

shining eyes and glowing lips. He seizes her hand and draws her to him.

"Do you know, Lin, that I was once absurdly in love with you?"

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