CHAPTER XVIII

PARIS AGAIN THE CIVIL WAR IN AMERICA

I remained in Paris all that winter, and took a studio with an

American friend,--Mr. Yewell,--but I could do no work; the headache

never left me, and, though I could draw a little, my vision failed

when it was strained, and I seemed to have lost my color sense. I was

desperate, and, when Garibaldi set out on the Marsala expedition, I

was just on the point of sailing to join him when I received a letter

from the father of my fiancée, telling me that her perplexities and

distress of mind over our marriage had so increased that they feared

for her reason if she were not set at rest. I took the next steamer,

and ended the vacillation by insisting on being married at once.

Nothing but a morbid self-depreciation had prevented her from coming

to a decision in the matter long before, and there was no other

solution than to assume command and impose my will. We were married

two days after my landing, and returned to Paris a few days after.

When the spring opened we went down into Normandy, and there,

returning to the study of nature and living in quiet and freedom from

anxiety, I slowly and partially recovered my vision, and began to

regain in a measure the power of drawing. The landscape of the quiet

French country suited me perfectly, and I made two or three good

studies, but without getting into a really efficient condition for

painting, which I only did a year or two later at Rome.

Our winter in Paris had been greatly brightened by the acquaintance of

the Brownings, the father and sister of the poet. We lived in the same

section of Paris, near the Hotel des Invalides, and much of our time

was passed with them. "Old Mr. Browning" we have always called him,

though the qualification of "old," by which we distinguished him from

his son Robert, seemed a misnomer, for he had the perpetual juvenility

of a blessed child. If to live in the world as if not of it indicates

a saintly nature, then Robert Browning the elder was a saint: a

serene, untroubled soul, conscious of no moral or theological problem

to disturb his serenity, and as gentle as a gentle woman,--a man in

whom, it seemed to me, no moral conflict could ever have arisen to

cloud his frank acceptance of life as he found it come to him. He had,

many years before we knew him, inherited an estate in Jamaica, but on

learning that to work it to profit he must become a slave owner he

renounced the heritage. And, knowing him as we knew him, it is easy to

see that he would renounce it cheerfully and without any hesitation.

A man of a rougher and more energetic type might have tried the

experiment, or questioned the judgment, at least have regretted his

own integrity, but Browning could have done neither. The way was

clear, and the decision must have been as quick as that of a child

to reject a thing it abhorred. His unworldliness had not a flaw. So

beautiful a life can never have become distinguished in the struggles

and antagonisms which make the career of the man of the world, or even

the man of letters, as letters are now written; for he was a man, and

the only one I ever knew, of whom one would say that he applied in the

divine sense the maxim of Christ, "Resist not evil,"--he simply, and

by the necessity of his own nature, ignored it.

He had a curious facility in drawing heads of quaint and always varied

character, which character he could not foresee when he began the

drawing. They were always in profile, and he began at one extremity

and ran his pencil round to the other, always bringing out an

individuality, but without any intention as to what that should be;

and he named it, when it was done, according to the type it offered,

generally in character, with a trace of caricature, and, for the most

part, subjects from the courts of law,--a judge or a puzzled juror, a

disappointed or a triumphant client, etc., etc. He would draw a dozen

or twenty in an evening, all different and all unforeseen, as much to

him as to us, and he was as much amused as we were when it turned out

more than usually funny. His chief amusement was hunting through the

bookstalls along the quays, and I have, amongst my old books, an early

life of Raphael, which he gave me, with his name on the fly leaf.

Of Miss Browning, who still lives, I will not speak; but what she told

me of the poet's mother may, I think, be told without indiscretion.

She had the extraordinary power over animals of which we hear

sometimes, but of which I have never known a case so perfect as hers.

She would lure the butterflies in the garden to her, and the domestic

animals obeyed her as if they reasoned. Robert had been given a

pure-blooded bulldog of a rare breed, which tolerated no interference

from any person except him or his mother, and which would allow no

familiarity with her on the part of strangers; so that when a neighbor

came in he was not permitted to shake hands with her, for the dog at

once showed his teeth. Not even her husband was allowed to take the

slightest liberty with her in the dog's presence, and when Robert was

more familiar with her than the dog thought proper he showed his teeth

to him. They one day put him to a severe test, Robert putting his arm

around his mother's neck as they sat side by side at the table. The

dog went round behind them, and, putting his feet upon the chair,

lifted Robert's arm off her shoulder with his nose, giving an

intimation that he would not permit any liberty of that kind even from

him. They had a favorite cat, to which the dog had the usual antipathy

of dogs, and one day he chased her under a cupboard, and, unable to

reach her, kept her there besieged and unable to escape, till Mrs.

Browning intervened and gave the dog a lecture, in which she told him

of their attachment for the cat, and charged him never to molest her

more. If the creature had understood speech he could not have obeyed

better; for from that time he was never known to molest the cat, and

she, taking her revenge for past tyranny, bore herself most insolently

with him, and when she scratched him over the head he only whimpered

and turned away, as if to avoid temptation. An injury to one of his

feet made an operation necessary, and the family surgeon was called

in to perform it, but found him so savage that he could not touch the

foot or approach him. Mrs. Browning came and talked to him in her

way, and the dog submitted at once, without a whimper, to the painful

operation. She had been long dead when I knew the family.

We had planned to go together--the elder Browning, Robert and Mrs.

Browning, Miss Browning, my wife, and myself--to pass the summer at

Fontainebleau, and we were awaiting the arrival of Robert and his wife

from Florence when the news came of Mrs. Browning's illness, followed

not much later by that of her death. The intrusion even of a friend

was too much for this catastrophe, and we saw little more of the

Brownings until years after, when other and many changes of fortune

had come over us, and we met again in Italy.

Out of a quiet and happy life in Normandy I was aroused by the

complications of our Civil War. An intimate friend living in Paris,

the late Colonel W.B. Greene, a graduate of West Point, had applied

for the command of a regiment of Massachusetts troops, and offered me

a position on his staff if he got it and I would come. We agreed to go

together, but his impatience carried him away, and he sailed without

giving me notice. I followed by the next steamer, and, leaving my wife

with my parents, I went on to Washington and to Greene's headquarters.

I was too late for Greene, and I could not pass the medical

examination, which was then very rigid, for all the North was

volunteering. "Go home," said Greene; "we have already buried all the

men like you. We have not seen the enemy yet, and we have buried six

per cent. of the regiment. It is no place for you." But I had no

choice; there were 800,000 men enlisted, and further enlistments were

countermanded. I tried to get some position with Burnside,--who was

fitting out an expedition to North Carolina,--even as cook; for I

could not pass for the rank and file, and Burnside, as a friend of my

friends in Rhode Island, might, I thought, help me. He replied that

he had already nine applications for every post at his disposal. As a

last resource, I went up into the Adirondacks to raise a company of

sharpshooters. My backwoodsmen were all ready to go, but they wanted

special rifles and special organization, for they meant to go to

"shoot secesh," not to be regular infantry. Their ambition was not

reconcilable with the plans of the military authorities, so that

the company was never raised, and I then turned to my plan for the

consulate.

I suppose that there are few now living who knew by personal

investigation and remember clearly the condition of the country at

that epoch. We had suffered the defeat of Bull Run, and the country at

large was in a state of flaming patriotism; but sober people had many

doubts whether the government was strong enough to carry through the

plans of the President, and he also had, I was told by some one who

knew him, been very uncertain whether the population at large would

respond, even when he made the first call for 75,000 volunteers.

Persons in positions of great influence were of the opinion that

the North had no right to coerce the South. General Scott, the

commander-in-chief, urged separation peacefully, and Horace Greeley,

the most influential member of the press in the country, opposed

coercion, while the mass of the Democratic party were either on the

fence or openly in favor of the South, and this opposition of

the Democrats was probably what gave Lincoln the most serious

consideration. Some of the most earnest and patriotic people I knew

had grave doubts if the Northern people had any conception of the work

they had undertaken, and if they would be constant when they came to

realize it.

While I was in Washington I saw Lincoln and some of those around him,

and my opinion is that, but for his faith in the Supreme Providence

and in the destiny of our Republic, his courage, and with it the whole

scheme of defense, would have broken down. Future generations will not

understand the difficulties before him,--perhaps he himself did not.

The administration of Buchanan had prepared for the secession, and

Buchanan as minister to England had already established the opinion

of the governing class in that country in the certainty of impending

separation,--a fact which should be remembered when we judge the

attitude of England; the fleet had been dispersed to the ends of the

earth, and the officers of the army were mainly Southerners. The

support of New York and Massachusetts was of the gravest importance.

The former was largely under the influence of Seward, and he was

inclined by nature to conciliation; in the latter State, General

Butler, a Democrat, and of seriously questioned loyalty, had an

influence which might easily become the dominant one and carry the

State over to the Democratic opposition, which was in the country at

large distinctly opposed to coercion. The government and the ruling

class in England were clearly hostile to the North, and the position

on that side was menacing.

Had the South then been content with separation on the lines of "Mason

and Dixon's line," I am convinced that it would have taken place

without a struggle, if the position could have been defined without

bloodshed. But this was what the most sagacious of the Southern

leaders did not desire. It became evident that the majority in the

South did not desire separation, and the leaders knew that a peaceful

separation would be followed by reconstruction on something like the

old lines, for the South could not stand alone industrially; so that

they had not concealed their determination to invade the Middle and

Western States, and carry them forcibly over to the new Confederacy,

"leaving out New England." It was generally known that Pennsylvania

and New Jersey were Democratic and lukewarm for the old Union, and

that Ohio and the West would not resist if there were a successful

beginning of a movement and a military invasion. So far as the

sentiments of the politicians were concerned, the South had a very

correct idea of the probabilities of the situation; what they were

utterly ignorant of was the spirit of the masses in the North, which

they thought to coerce easily. There they were mistaken, and there

Lincoln saw his strength, and that saved the country; for, with the

firing on Fort Sumter and the open insult to the flag, the Northern

masses took fire, and the conflagration burned out the roots of

sympathy for the South. Butler was given a command in the field;

others of the same class were given commands, and the dangerous

demagogue class was enlisted for the war.

When I landed, the entire able-bodied population of the North was

seeking to enlist, and the troops were pouring by thousands into

Washington, and only the most uncertain and prudent of the Northern

leaders doubted of victory, though no one dreamed what it would cost.

And, looking at the corruption of American politics to-day, the

venality and the indifference to the true interests of the nation of

most of the men who control the political life at its most important

centres, and the general tendency of our politics, it needs a serene

and far-reaching faith in human progress to enable a citizen of the

United States, who believes in a political ideal, to regard the

sacrifices then made as having been profitable. I see things

dispassionately and as an old man removed from the chance of personal

gains or losses, and, but for a faith in human progress being the

result of an eternal and inevitable law, I should say that the blood

of that war had been wasted. It is a painful conviction to die

with,--but I expect to die with it,--that generations and unparalleled

disasters must pass before my country reaches the goal its founders

believed to be its destiny.

Having exhausted every appliance to open a way into the army, I made

my appeal to Dr. Nott, and received by return of the Washington post

my commission as consul at Rome, as I have told in a previous chapter.

I went on to Cambridge to get information and advice, and, at

Lowell's, met Howells for the first time. We could, each of us, offer

condolence for the other's disappointment; for Howells had asked for

Dresden and was appointed to Venice, while I had asked for Venice,

intending to write the history of Venetian art. But Rome had always

been given to an artist; and, though there was no salary, but fees

only, it seemed to have been a much-sought-for position, and I

accepted.

Leaving my wife at home, for her confinement, I sailed for England,

_en route_ for Italy, just when the capture of Mason and Slidell had

thrown the country into a new agitation; for it was foreseen that

England would not submit to this disrespect to her flag, though the

step was in strict accordance with her own precedents. Seward and

the more prudent part of the public were in favor of releasing the

prisoners at once, and before any demand could be made by the English

government; but it was said that Lincoln and the West were in favor of

holding them, and letting England do her worst. It is possible that he

thought that a foreign enemy would decide all the wavering minds, and

possibly open the way to a pacification between the North and South.

I left New York before we had heard of the reception of the news

in England, and found the agitation there intense. The consul at

Liverpool told me that he could not go into the Exchange for the

insults offered him there, and American merchants were insulted on the

street. In London, at the restaurants where I dined, the conversation

turned altogether on the incident, and the language was most violent.

As I was in the service of the government I waited on Mr. Adams, the

minister, and remained in London until the question was settled, in

daily communication with him. He thought the danger of war still

great, as Lincoln had not decided to accept the ultimatum, and the

English ministry was, in Adams's opinion, desirous of having a _casus

belli_, or at least a justification for recognizing the Southern

Confederacy. That war had not already become inevitable he considered

due entirely to the attitude of the Queen, who resisted any measure

calculated to precipitate a hostile solution, and had refused her

assent to a dispatch demanding the release of the envoys, and worded

in such peremptory terms that Lincoln could not have hesitated to

repel it at any cost,--an outcome which, in the opinion of Mr. Adams,

was what Palmerston, Gladstone, and Lord John Russell wanted. But, on

the insistence of the Queen, the offensive passage was struck out, and

peace was preserved, though at that moment the reply of our government

had not been received, and Adams did not consider that, even in

its modified form, the demand of the English ministry might not be

rejected. As the crisis was still undecided, I waited until the

solution was definite. The favorable reply came by the next steamer.

To the peace-loving heart of the Queen mainly, and next to the tact

and diplomatic ability of Mr. Adams, the world owes that the war most

disastrous possible for the civilization of the west was avoided. Put

at rest with regard to this danger, I continued my journey and entered

upon my functions as representative of my government at Rome.

I have since heard various versions of this crisis and its solution,

but the above is, I believe, substantially the truth. I have heard

that the English dispatch was referred to the French Minister

of Foreign Affairs, and that he advised against it; but this is

impossible. The Emperor of France was more determined even than

Palmerston to destroy the United States, if possible, as his Mexican

enterprise showed, and we knew from other sources that he was pressing

the English government to recognize the belligerency of the South.

Day by day I heard from Mr. Adams of the position, and he said to

me emphatically that he did not consider the declaration of war

impossible until he received the reply of Lincoln to the English

ultimatum; and it is impossible that such a transaction as that of

the consultation with the French government should have taken place

without Adams knowing of it, for his information from the surroundings

of the Queen was minute and incessant. He said to me, without the

slightest qualification, that the preservation of peace was due solely

to the insistence of the Queen, strengthened by the advice of Prince

Albert, on the demand for the release of the envoys being made in

terms which should not offend the _amour propre_ of the North.

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